• 2 years ago
I just want to look back and re-live my own testimony story that I’ve shared, one year, two months and seven days ago.

At my younger age, I was suffered from Autism spectrum disorder and I’ve got addicted to online pornography and masturbation. Due to the rest of my darkest situations, I’m feeling brokenhearted or triggered. This I know that I’m a disabled person. Romans 5:5 NKJV reminds us, “Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.”

I’ve realized that no one cares if I’m not sure how to surrender my life to Jesus for good. I want to overcome my sin forever. I’m asking for forgiveness and understanding. I need to receive love and respect, in my own personal life. I know, all the dark situations have been overcome for a long time, due to my mental health status, as an Autism survivor. It’s in the middle of my healing. Psalm 30:2 NASB 1995 says, “O Lord my God, I cried to You for help, and You healed me.”

Thank you for changing my life that when I personally met Jesus as our Lord and Savior for a long time. As I shared in Psalm 37:5 ESV, “Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act.” I have been baptized in water for a long time, on May 20, 2017, in a swimming pool. Until my lifestyle changed again, as if God’s door had been reopened. Ephesians 4:5 NLT says, “There is one Lord, one faith, one baptism.”

By God’s grace, I’m currently attending to Elevate Naga’s Saturday youth service and CCF Naga’s Sunday worship service since 2017. The best is yet to come. I can’t wait to continue praying in Psalm 18:28 NLT, “You light a lamp for me. The Lord, my God, lights up my darkness.”

My prayer that I just want to say thank you for helping me through the toughest times of my life. You continued to shower me with blessings even when I was at my lowest. For this, I am eternally grateful to You. In the name of Jesus. AMEN.

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