WALLO OPENS UP ABOUT THE PASSING OF GILLIE'S SON YNG CHEESE
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00:00:00 You're now tuned into me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me.
00:00:04 Million dollars worth of gain.
00:00:06 Yes.
00:00:07 I'm right here with this nut, this goofy nut.
00:00:08 I'm Wallow267.
00:00:10 This is Gilly the Nut, AKA the Nutcracker, AKA Salty Nuts.
00:00:15 He's just a nut.
00:00:16 Wait, what?
00:00:17 I mean, you heard what I said.
00:00:19 Man, we gotta redo that.
00:00:21 Nutcracker, AKA Salty Nuts.
00:00:23 Weird type of nickname you coming up with.
00:00:26 Huh?
00:00:27 All that stuff.
00:00:28 Look at that.
00:00:29 Yeah, you gotta take that call.
00:00:30 Nah.
00:00:31 Huh?
00:00:31 Nah, but listen, man.
00:00:34 Man, we took it back to the essence for y'all because that's what the people was begging for.
00:00:40 They said, "We need some episodes with just you and Wallow.
00:00:42 You ain't got no guests or shit.
00:00:45 We listen to the people, man."
00:00:46 You know what I mean?
00:00:47 So it's just me and this nut ass.
00:00:50 Yes, it is, man.
00:00:51 Yes, it is.
00:00:53 Let me just say something, too, man, because early this week, man, I let some n****s get me out of character, man.
00:01:03 What happened?
00:01:04 I wasn't around.
00:01:04 It was some chat on Clubhouse between Wack and Bird, man.
00:01:11 And when I listened to it, I was like, "Man, I really mean something to the culture out here, man.
00:01:19 I gotta start responding to it."
00:01:21 You know what I mean?
00:01:23 I gotta really start responding to n****s, man, because everybody taking shots at me.
00:01:27 Everybody taking shots at us.
00:01:29 Because when you're great, that comes with hate.
00:01:33 So sometimes, man, you gotta not allow n****s to trick you out your position, man.
00:01:40 You know what I'm saying?
00:01:42 I almost let a n**** trick me out my position.
00:01:44 I almost let a n**** make me forget what I'm here for.
00:01:48 You know what I mean?
00:01:48 I'm here to keep these kids out of jail.
00:01:51 I'm here to keep these kids out the graveyard.
00:01:53 And I'm here to keep spreading this motherf****r positive message.
00:01:56 Because when I was young and active, nobody didn't want it with me.
00:02:01 But now I'm older and I'm spreading positivity.
00:02:05 And it's 25 years later.
00:02:07 That's close to 60 years old, wanna be on Clubhouse talking s***.
00:02:15 So sometimes I gotta check myself.
00:02:19 You know, and I gotta look at another person's circumstances to really understand what's going on.
00:02:25 And when I look at the other side and the other circumstances, I understand that the light ain't that bright over there no more.
00:02:31 It dimmed down.
00:02:32 You know what I mean?
00:02:34 So when that light ain't bright and the roar of the crowd is gone, you know, some motherf****rs don't want to take their money and just live their life.
00:02:42 They still think that is a chance they could hear the roar of the crowd again.
00:02:46 You're not.
00:02:48 It's over.
00:02:50 So I just want to tell the young mother, don't let these motherf****rs trick you out of position, man.
00:02:56 You know what I mean?
00:02:58 Play your part, man.
00:02:59 And I apologize for letting motherf****rs trick me out of position for 30 seconds.
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00:05:39 You know, but I check into it with you.
00:05:42 But the whole thing is like, you need to see what happened.
00:05:45 Yeah, I didn't.
00:05:46 But you weren't going to do no checking anyway.
00:05:48 My whole thing is Martin Luther King.
00:05:50 I mean, listen, I ain't gonna hold you, man.
00:05:52 Stories from the cell.
00:05:57 And you get the stories from the cell, really?
00:06:01 Yeah, man, because, you know, it's funny you say check.
00:06:05 And I remember one time I call myself checking somebody in jail.
00:06:07 And it went wrong.
00:06:10 So I come out the yard one day doing my one, two, minding my business.
00:06:15 Now, I wasn't minding my business.
00:06:18 I caught this boy looking at one of the homies cell.
00:06:22 I mean, he's just looking.
00:06:25 I don't, you know, I don't I don't even know.
00:06:27 I don't even remember seeing him too much on the block.
00:06:29 So I don't know why he looking in the homie cell.
00:06:30 So I call myself checking him like I say, my man, why are you looking at my man's cell, man?
00:06:34 What's going on?
00:06:37 He turned around and the funny thing, I think the only reason that I really said this to him
00:06:42 because he looked like he just was like he wasn't built like that.
00:06:47 He was real meek.
00:06:48 And I mean, like they say, the meek shall inherit the earth.
00:06:51 He's one of them real laid back guys.
00:06:53 Hey, how you doing?
00:06:54 One of them type dudes.
00:06:54 I'm like, I get off of him and I could feel like I did something on my jail, my jail jacket.
00:06:59 Like that's what I'm thinking.
00:07:01 But I was like, what?
00:07:02 No, you got to have some tape.
00:07:03 So you sorted out a **** ass ****.
00:07:05 Thought you was going to get one up.
00:07:06 That was the worst thing to do.
00:07:08 So I said what I said, I said, well, my man don't be what's the name?
00:07:11 He said, he said, no, no, no, man, ain't even like that.
00:07:14 I said, yeah, well, man, don't be checking me.
00:07:16 I mean, boom, boom, boom, bang.
00:07:17 He said, no, I ain't about nothing.
00:07:19 So, so it was cool.
00:07:21 Forgot all about it.
00:07:23 My man told my man, you the boy, man.
00:07:27 I checked that, you know what I mean?
00:07:28 Give him the whole, I had to check that.
00:07:29 You know what I'm saying?
00:07:29 You know what I mean?
00:07:30 Checked him, man.
00:07:31 He been, you know what I mean?
00:07:32 All that good fly, cool, street slash jail lingo.
00:07:35 I gave him all that.
00:07:36 He was like, damn, bro, that's what's up, bro.
00:07:38 I'm coming down the staircase because I'm on the top tier.
00:07:42 So one day I'm coming down the staircase, ready to go into the shower.
00:07:48 So he caught you in the shower.
00:07:49 No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:07:51 He didn't catch me in the shower.
00:07:52 So when I come down, I got my shorts on because I always take
00:07:55 shower with shorts on, shorts on, flip flops, my towel over my joint,
00:07:58 washcloth, soap case.
00:08:00 So as I'm coming from my cell, you could be down there and you could
00:08:03 see somebody going into the staircase, but I'm not paying no attention to him.
00:08:06 I'm just trying to hurry up and get to the shower, you know, cause you
00:08:08 want to get in the shower as soon as it open.
00:08:10 I mean, as soon as they open it up before the whole yard come in.
00:08:13 So you get, you know, a nice position and you could be getting
00:08:16 in and out of that joint, right?
00:08:17 I'm coming down.
00:08:19 So when I get down, it's like you come down, you come down one tier and
00:08:24 once the flight of steps, then you come to the next one and then you go
00:08:27 out to the block or you keep going down to the basement cause
00:08:29 the shower was in the basement.
00:08:30 So when I come down to the one step, you come down another one and then
00:08:37 I'm ready to turn, as I'm ready to turn, he popping the joint.
00:08:40 What's up my man?
00:08:41 - Who hit me like that?
00:08:42 - I'm telling you what he did to me.
00:08:43 - All right, but you ain't got to explain like that nigga.
00:08:44 - So he hit me and he hit me on naked skin cause I ain't got no shirt on.
00:08:47 I just got my towel over my joint.
00:08:48 He hit me on naked skin like, yo, my man, what's up?
00:08:50 And he like, when he hit me, he was like, what's up?
00:08:52 And he like pushed me to the wall.
00:08:54 I'm like, hold, what's going on?
00:08:55 Right?
00:08:55 I peeve it, it's him.
00:08:56 I'm like, what you mean?
00:08:57 What's up?
00:08:58 He said, what's up?
00:08:58 You mean you ran him?
00:09:00 I'm like, hold up.
00:09:01 So now I'm off guard cause I think this dude was built like that.
00:09:04 So I immediately activated the white flag process.
00:09:06 So I'm saying, yeah, I'm just telling you what happened.
00:09:10 I activated that joint quick.
00:09:11 Cause this dude sneaks tied up tight and all that.
00:09:14 He was ready to get busy.
00:09:15 So I ain't had no win in this type of situation.
00:09:17 I got my flip-flops on.
00:09:18 You know what I mean?
00:09:19 I got my flip-flops on.
00:09:20 - Who you rumbling your flip-flops?
00:09:21 - No, I got my flip-flops on.
00:09:22 I got my brown shorts that I shower with.
00:09:23 I ain't got no drawers on.
00:09:24 So I'm basically naked.
00:09:25 I got my flip-flops, my shorts and my towel and my suitcase, my washcloth.
00:09:29 So I'm basically raw.
00:09:30 So I'm like, so he hit me.
00:09:32 So when he get on the joint, I'm like, he came in like, pussy, what?
00:09:34 I'm like, you know what?
00:09:35 That's when I hit the joint.
00:09:37 No man, it wasn't even like that, man.
00:09:38 If that was your homie, you would have checked this joint.
00:09:40 But man, the way you, the way you came at me with that energy, man, I wasn't,
00:09:44 I'm like, oh no, it wasn't even like that.
00:09:45 That wasn't purpose.
00:09:46 I didn't even know who it was like that, but I'm just protecting my.
00:09:49 That was the white flag process.
00:09:51 - Mm-hmm.
00:09:51 - I activated that joint good.
00:09:52 - Yeah, bitchin'.
00:09:53 - And then the funny thing is, what was so crazy is that I ain't even peep.
00:10:00 I got grinded up later because I didn't even peep.
00:10:02 Couple boys was upstairs looking down because they heard the commotion, because
00:10:06 they was ready to come down.
00:10:06 So they stopped and they peeped me in Jeff mode.
00:10:09 They peeped me bitchin'.
00:10:10 So I'm like, damn, they peeped me.
00:10:12 But it didn't matter.
00:10:13 I just had to get up out of that situation.
00:10:15 I'm like, no, it ain't about nothing, man.
00:10:16 So he's like, yeah, man, I'm just saying, man, don't do nothing.
00:10:19 Don't do nothing.
00:10:19 I'm like, man, I'm just saying, man, don't never come at me like that again.
00:10:22 I'm like, no, bro, it ain't even.
00:10:23 Bro.
00:10:24 You see when you activate the bro.
00:10:26 - Yeah.
00:10:26 - Oh, bro, no, man, it wasn't even like that.
00:10:28 So I walked down, I'm like, damn, right?
00:10:30 As I'm walking down to the shower, I'm like, what I thought when I was putting on
00:10:34 my jacket, my resume that.
00:10:36 - They fucked your jacket up.
00:10:37 - Somebody put something on my resume, like he chumped me.
00:10:39 You know what I'm saying?
00:10:40 See, because I keep telling dudes, I wasn't no tough boy in jail.
00:10:44 I made it through because I was funny and I was informative, give people
00:10:48 information and I was just a cool dude.
00:10:50 - And to a couple of them, it made you was sexy.
00:10:51 - No, I wouldn't say that.
00:10:53 Nobody never told me that.
00:10:54 Don't do that.
00:10:54 Don't do that.
00:10:55 Don't put that out there.
00:10:56 - You're lying.
00:10:56 One of them inmates said, you told me what one of them inmates told you.
00:11:00 - Nobody never told me that.
00:11:01 - Damn.
00:11:02 I can imagine what them girls looking at you like, damn, you young niggas looking
00:11:05 tender.
00:11:05 I was like, damn, a nigga told you that?
00:11:07 - Nobody never told me that.
00:11:08 I'm going to tell you one thing, though, and I never told you this, but don't, it
00:11:11 wasn't for me.
00:11:12 Dude put a love letter in the wrong cell.
00:11:16 - In your cell.
00:11:17 - And I opened it up, right?
00:11:18 Because I'm just, oh, it's just a regular envelope and it had no name on it.
00:11:22 I opened that joint up and it was a love letter, man.
00:11:25 I was like, oh, this is wrong.
00:11:26 And all I did was throw it out the door.
00:11:28 That wasn't for me.
00:11:29 That wasn't for me.
00:11:31 - A nigga wrote you a PLL.
00:11:34 - He didn't write me that.
00:11:35 He didn't write me that.
00:11:36 It wasn't for me because he didn't write it for me.
00:11:39 It just came, it was in a cell.
00:11:40 He put it in the wrong cell.
00:11:41 Because, because listen, I threw it out the cell, right?
00:11:44 And I ain't know who wrote it.
00:11:46 So I go to one of my old heads.
00:11:47 - That was that night you get your cell caught on fire.
00:11:51 - You're lying.
00:11:52 So, so, so, so I go, I go to one of my old heads and tell him, I'm like, yo, and he
00:11:57 knew, he knew who'd be doing them joints.
00:11:58 So he stepped in and he's like, no, that was for the other young boy.
00:12:00 That wasn't for him.
00:12:01 So that wasn't for me.
00:12:03 So it was just wild though, man.
00:12:05 It was, that was a wild letter, man.
00:12:07 - Hey, hey, what'd he tell you in the letter, man?
00:12:11 - No, no, this one threw me off.
00:12:14 - What'd he tell you in the letter?
00:12:15 - No, no, he didn't tell me.
00:12:16 I'm going to just, because I only got like a paragraph in it.
00:12:19 It got, it got graphic.
00:12:20 He said, no, because I didn't know what was going on.
00:12:22 Listen, one of the eight things I love.
00:12:25 No, it got graphic.
00:12:27 I'm just, I'm just being real because people be lying about jail, man.
00:12:32 I ain't going to lie to these young boys because I don't want them to believe that
00:12:34 it's other than what it is.
00:12:35 - First of all, he just said he got the letter and I immediately threw it out the
00:12:39 mother****** cell.
00:12:40 - No, no, no, no, no, I didn't throw it all out.
00:12:42 No, I did.
00:12:43 - He got the letter and he read it.
00:12:44 - I did.
00:12:45 - What did he tell you?
00:12:46 - No, the first.
00:12:47 - What's your prison love letter say?
00:12:48 - It wasn't mine, bro.
00:12:50 Stop that.
00:12:50 - It was.
00:12:51 - It was not.
00:12:52 - It was in your cell.
00:12:53 - No.
00:12:53 - What did your prison love letter say?
00:12:54 - He put it in the wrong cell, cuz.
00:12:55 - What did it say?
00:12:55 - And it started off, only thing it said, pretty little thing.
00:12:58 It started straight like that.
00:13:00 He said, pretty little thing, I'll be watching you.
00:13:03 I'm like, oh man, what the, because you know, you want to know the pre, this.
00:13:06 He's like, I've been watching you for a while now, just after, when you going to
00:13:09 stop playing?
00:13:10 I'm like, I knew.
00:13:11 So I'm like, this wasn't for me.
00:13:13 I didn't, listen, I knew he wasn't talking about me.
00:13:17 So I said, oh, this is a dangerous letter.
00:13:18 I put it back and I threw it out the cell.
00:13:20 And my old AC, yeah, that wasn't for you.
00:13:22 - Why I'm just handing it down, man.
00:13:23 - Cuz you be taking stuff out of, cuz you a remixing on me.
00:13:26 I tell you a story.
00:13:27 - Pretty little thing.
00:13:28 - And listen, if I tell you a story off of here, you a remixing, come over here and
00:13:32 lie on me.
00:13:32 - Oh my.
00:13:33 - He didn't call me that.
00:13:34 It was in the, it was inside, it was inside of the letter, bro.
00:13:37 Come on, man.
00:13:38 That's, you know, you always trying to make fun of the journey.
00:13:41 You know what I mean?
00:13:42 But.
00:13:43 - So what happened after that?
00:13:44 - I talked to my old head.
00:13:45 I told him, yo, man, because I always, anytime it get crazy, I go to my old head.
00:13:49 - Your bodyguard, Kevin Costner.
00:13:52 - No, no.
00:13:53 - You get a prison bodyguard.
00:13:54 - You know what's crazy though?
00:13:56 And this is a crazy joint that happened to a lot of dudes in jail.
00:13:58 A lot of times, especially, especially in a new wave jail time.
00:14:04 Hold on, let me, I'm gonna break it down.
00:14:07 But I used to always go to my old head and tell him, yeah, man, you know, boom, boom,
00:14:10 boom, boom.
00:14:11 And he'd tell me, oh yeah, what's the name?
00:14:12 Let me, what's the name of your random type of joint?
00:14:14 He went to the boy and said it was, no, that was the wrong cell, which it really was.
00:14:17 So come to find out, my old head was a warrior back in the day.
00:14:24 You never, see, cause this will be happening in jail.
00:14:26 A lot of the old heads, they don't tell on each other.
00:14:29 Like, cause you got boys that's just straight up and down warriors, right?
00:14:32 Booty warriors.
00:14:32 Then you got boys that's underground booty, booty warriors to where as though they be in
00:14:37 the cut with their stuff.
00:14:37 They not going to just come out.
00:14:39 They the cool boys, still got the wife at home, people coming to see them.
00:14:43 But you know, they're dibble and dabble on the little cheeks.
00:14:45 You know what I mean?
00:14:45 So, so the whole, yeah, yeah.
00:14:48 I found out, I was like, damn, but it was late.
00:14:50 I was, you know, I was ready to get transferred.
00:14:52 I'm like, what?
00:14:52 Cause, cause, cause somebody said something about the old head.
00:14:55 Somebody was saying something about this one old head.
00:14:57 Yeah, man, you be just in the 30s.
00:14:59 He said, "Hey, them all them old heads you be on the block talking to too.
00:15:01 Blessed name, blessed name."
00:15:03 I'm like, oh, he said my old head name.
00:15:04 Yeah, yeah.
00:15:05 Asked him about, asked him about when he was on what's the name block in '84.
00:15:09 I'm like, wow.
00:15:10 Okay.
00:15:11 It was real, that, I mean, when everybody was getting there, I said, "Oh."
00:15:15 So, you know, it just get real crazy, man.
00:15:18 It get real spooky.
00:15:20 But a lot of times y'all gonna understand, I share these stories with y'all because I want y'all to learn from my story and not live my story.
00:15:25 It's vicious in there.
00:15:26 You know, outside of just-
00:15:28 Keep your manhood, not get that manhood up like that.
00:15:30 You know what I'm saying?
00:15:31 You know what I mean?
00:15:31 What'd you say?
00:15:32 That was new stuff.
00:15:33 Manhood, man.
00:15:35 You know what I mean?
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00:15:38 But, but, but see, and that was another.
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00:18:57 Right now, what happened was it was a crazy joint.
00:19:02 I know a lot of time.
00:19:03 I'm just gonna be transparent today.
00:19:04 Uh, just be a little open.
00:19:07 What you being open about?
00:19:08 About a lot of times in my, my, my, when me trying to be a tough guy, things ain't go right.
00:19:16 A lot of times in my life because you was a bitch.
00:19:19 No, I wasn't.
00:19:20 I wasn't.
00:19:20 See, see what it was is I was actually smart, but in the hood, you got to be tough in order to, you even got to be tough and get a bunch of money for people to do it with you.
00:19:28 I respect you.
00:19:28 So I had the front, like I was tough.
00:19:30 So a lot of times it went wrong.
00:19:32 Primetime prime example.
00:19:35 We was down back in the day for the young kids that don't know.
00:19:38 There's an affiliate back.
00:19:39 It was a five call club.
00:19:40 McDonald's brought him down.
00:19:42 We used to be down there.
00:19:43 So me and a couple of homeboys, my neighborhood, we down there.
00:19:46 We have about like six deep.
00:19:49 We sit on the porch on the, on the church steps right there.
00:19:51 You know where the church was at.
00:19:52 We vibing, chilling, doing the one twos.
00:19:54 So some boy was looking at us as we was listening.
00:19:59 So me and somebody else chiefed up like, man, what you looking at, man?
00:20:03 That's your tough face when you.
00:20:05 I mean, all that, right.
00:20:07 He looked at us all crazy.
00:20:10 Then he went around the corner.
00:20:12 So next thing you know, we sitting there talking before you know it.
00:20:17 I'm leaning on the car.
00:20:19 Right.
00:20:20 See, back in the day, a lot of dudes, they had their pieces on it.
00:20:23 They ain't had no piece on it.
00:20:24 Do my head.
00:20:24 It depends.
00:20:25 You know what I mean?
00:20:26 It depends on, you know, what your weapon of choice do.
00:20:28 My have a little knife on him.
00:20:30 No, I used to rock the brass knuckles, right?
00:20:33 Yeah.
00:20:34 They was the joints.
00:20:35 They was the joint.
00:20:36 So I, so I got me a little brass knuckles, right?
00:20:38 They wasn't brass.
00:20:39 They were silver joints though.
00:20:40 You know, I'm gonna have some silver knuckles, but it's the same thing.
00:20:42 They joined you put on a metal, you know what I mean?
00:20:44 You get busy with, right?
00:20:45 Cause I said, yeah, no, yeah.
00:20:48 Yeah.
00:20:48 So you definitely want to hang with me on no brass knuckles.
00:20:51 This is, you know, you wasn't even there this day.
00:20:53 So when it went crazy because I'm leaning on the car, talking to a little honey dip.
00:20:57 Right.
00:20:58 Little slimy.
00:20:59 So we kicking it.
00:21:01 All I see, cause I'm right here in the car.
00:21:05 They like on steps, park car.
00:21:07 All I see is them, the ball coming.
00:21:09 He pointed like, yeah, right around here.
00:21:11 But if I wasn't there, nobody would peep.
00:21:15 So I'd be, I peeping him.
00:21:18 I'm talking to the sling.
00:21:19 I peeping him come around and I peep like, it was a bunch of balls with him.
00:21:23 I at least like 10 of these balls.
00:21:25 So as I peep, I'm like, yo, I'm like, cause they, but I'm like, Oh, let's get, let's get out of here.
00:21:31 The balls come.
00:21:32 So by the time I get, I turn around, I damn near ran shorty over.
00:21:36 I had to catch her.
00:21:37 Like it was almost ready and just push it to the side.
00:21:40 So I'm breaking.
00:21:41 As I'm bringing in front of the bitch.
00:21:43 Yeah.
00:21:43 I got like, listen, I only got three cars.
00:21:45 I only got three cars away.
00:21:47 Listen, trip.
00:21:49 Listen, peep game.
00:21:50 I trip.
00:21:51 Cause I go, as I run, I go to pull out my brass knuckles, like to grab my brass knuckles.
00:21:56 But when I go to grab them, I'm pulling them out.
00:21:59 That, that slowed me up and made me trip.
00:22:01 I trip, scratch my knees all up.
00:22:03 And when I trip, as soon as I'm like falling, the brass knuckles drop.
00:22:07 Man, that ball stood over top of me, kicked me first.
00:22:10 He kicked me in my ass.
00:22:11 Poof.
00:22:11 I'm like, cause I'm laying on the ground like this.
00:22:14 - Shit like this never happened to you and yours with me, man.
00:22:16 - Listen, I'm laying on the ground.
00:22:17 Like, hold up, bro.
00:22:18 No, I didn't even like that.
00:22:19 Always white flag.
00:22:21 You got to put the white flag petition immediately.
00:22:23 Hopefully you get it, get approved to get a bill.
00:22:25 So I'm like, hold up.
00:22:26 No.
00:22:27 He like, he grabbed them brass knuckles.
00:22:29 He's like, shut up.
00:22:29 You try to, I mean, y'all try to be tough.
00:22:32 I'm like, the other boys chasing my homies.
00:22:34 They chasing them.
00:22:34 They chase, they was a wreck.
00:22:37 He got me by himself.
00:22:38 It's just me and him.
00:22:38 I call myself trying to move.
00:22:42 I try to like, cause he put, he trying to put the Jones on, but was, thank God.
00:22:46 He had fat fingers.
00:22:47 He's like a little chubby boy.
00:22:48 So he couldn't put them on his fingers.
00:22:50 I'm like, bet he had them right here.
00:22:52 So I try to, I try to like move.
00:22:55 He kicked me on the man.
00:22:56 Shut up.
00:22:56 Hit me in body shot.
00:22:57 Boom.
00:22:57 What is man?
00:22:59 He said, yeah, he was going to put these on.
00:23:00 What you want to do with these?
00:23:01 So he got them right here.
00:23:02 I'm like this, please, please don't, please don't wait.
00:23:05 I'm like, no, it ain't even like that.
00:23:06 Cause I'm like, I'm like, damn, he might break my jaw or something.
00:23:10 I don't know.
00:23:10 Right.
00:23:11 I'm like, he might wire my jaw up, man.
00:23:13 And that was my fear growing up.
00:23:14 Get my jaw wire.
00:23:15 I see, I see a lot of drinking, eating soup.
00:23:19 Yeah.
00:23:20 Yeah.
00:23:20 So, so Pete, so Pete, he's swinging, right?
00:23:24 He hit me in my biscuit.
00:23:25 The first time he hit me, that they cut my tip open.
00:23:28 Listen, I was literally squealing and leaking like a pig in a slaughterhouse.
00:23:33 I'm talking about, cause you can feel it.
00:23:37 You can feel it when that, when it hits you, when that blood hits you, it hits
00:23:40 your hand, I'm leaking and squealing.
00:23:42 He hit me, shut up.
00:23:43 And you know how they throw you, throw the fake punches.
00:23:45 Yeah.
00:23:45 I'm like that, right?
00:23:51 I'm leaking.
00:23:52 I'm telling you, I swore I was a pig in a slaughterhouse, man.
00:23:54 Upside down, leaking out, right?
00:23:56 He was a bitch.
00:23:58 No, no.
00:23:58 So, so the whole time, 5-0 saved me because they seen the commotion and
00:24:05 they was around the corner, so somebody must have peeped.
00:24:06 Oh, you heard boop, boop.
00:24:08 You know how to jump, boop, boop.
00:24:09 He got it.
00:24:10 He got it, walked away.
00:24:11 I got up.
00:24:12 I'm all leaking.
00:24:14 I'm telling you, I'm leaking.
00:24:15 You know you leaking when you got to catch that joint.
00:24:17 When you stand up, you got to catch the blood.
00:24:18 My tip.
00:24:20 I'm telling you, he did brain surgery on me.
00:24:22 It was, I had like three, four nicks.
00:24:24 They was gush, they was gassed open.
00:24:26 I'm like.
00:24:26 That's when you breathe it hard.
00:24:31 That's all warm and shit.
00:24:32 That's when you breathe it hard.
00:24:33 The cop like, you all right?
00:24:34 I'm like, yeah, I'm cool.
00:24:35 That's when you feel your heart beat to your head.
00:24:36 Puh, puh, puh, puh, puh.
00:24:38 Listen, he like, he like, you all right?
00:24:39 I'm like, yeah, I'm cool.
00:24:40 I wanted to say, no, please help me.
00:24:42 He said, help me.
00:24:43 Take me to this joint.
00:24:44 But I had to, I had to tough it out, right?
00:24:46 Went over there, man.
00:24:47 Took my shirt off.
00:24:48 Wrapped it up.
00:24:49 My mouth did.
00:24:50 No, cause you know.
00:24:51 Had you with a t-shirt on your mouth.
00:24:53 On my biscuit.
00:24:54 Bleeding like a, bleeding like a wild hog.
00:24:56 I'm telling you, man.
00:24:57 It was crazy, man.
00:24:58 I mean, you, you, I mean.
00:25:00 But you laughing.
00:25:00 What about the time when the boys chased you for 30 blocks?
00:25:03 You got chased for 30 blocks.
00:25:04 When you went to go see the girl, UJ and Zeddy.
00:25:10 When y'all went to go see the girl, you got chased for 30 blocks.
00:25:13 Stop, stop, stop.
00:25:13 You got chased for 30 blocks.
00:25:16 Come on, man.
00:25:17 You talking about me.
00:25:18 At least I, everybody.
00:25:19 Listen, one thing about me.
00:25:20 I always had a track game.
00:25:21 Only people that mostly caught me most of the time was the police.
00:25:24 I forgot about that.
00:25:27 I had a vicious track game.
00:25:29 Yo, we went up the, yeah, we went up the, uh,
00:25:32 we got on the 23, went up to Germantown and Colta.
00:25:36 Me, Zeddy and my cousin Jay.
00:25:38 Now, my cousin Jay was from South Philly.
00:25:41 This was his first time up North Philly ever.
00:25:43 We was like 14 and maybe 13, some like that.
00:25:47 We go, we get on the 23.
00:25:50 We go right up there.
00:25:51 We get off at Germantown and Colta.
00:25:52 As soon as we get off the fucking, the bus, you just look down the block.
00:25:58 It's just all these down there.
00:26:00 So I'm like, let's just lay down there.
00:26:03 So they like, yeah.
00:26:05 So I'm like, oh no, man.
00:26:08 The is going to be right from them bitches houses, man.
00:26:10 We, what's the chances, dog?
00:26:11 We come in and see.
00:26:12 Why y'all kept going?
00:26:13 I'm a dips.
00:26:13 We come in and see some, some, some girls and it's all young piled up right here.
00:26:18 That's how it used to be in the neighborhood.
00:26:20 So it was like, I was like, oh no, man.
00:26:22 That's uh-uh.
00:26:23 Them, what you scared?
00:26:26 You bitching?
00:26:26 All right, come on.
00:26:29 As soon as we walked down there, where was them standing there?
00:26:33 In front of the bitches cribs.
00:26:34 So now we, we go on the porch.
00:26:38 They come out.
00:26:39 Now these got us trapped inside these bitches cribs.
00:26:42 Come out, come out.
00:26:44 She like, hold on.
00:26:45 I'm about to get my dad to walk y'all to the bus stop.
00:26:48 So we like, all right, why did y'all leave?
00:26:50 You mean?
00:26:52 Cause it was, they saying, come on, come on.
00:26:54 Why are you like, I'm waiting.
00:26:55 These because it was dangerous.
00:26:57 We get no fuck.
00:26:58 Why don't you go through the back door?
00:26:59 No, no back door.
00:27:00 What the fuck, back doors.
00:27:01 Fuck you tell me no alleyway.
00:27:03 You can't, there was no alleyway up German town.
00:27:06 Of course, wasn't one of them type of joints, man.
00:27:08 Her pops, he was going to walk us to the motherfucking bus stop, man.
00:27:11 No, we, we walked to the bus stop.
00:27:12 We thinking, Oh, this a fucking pop.
00:27:15 We cool.
00:27:15 Zeddy like, yo, you know, we know you, you be up.
00:27:20 He talking to the one boy, you know, we know you, you be right at the month.
00:27:22 Um, the stuff, hunting and park boys and girls, boys and girls club.
00:27:28 You, you, he like, yeah, I do.
00:27:31 All right.
00:27:32 So what that mean?
00:27:33 Get out the way, Mr.
00:27:35 Gerald, hold on.
00:27:36 I'm like, Oh, he got a respect for pop.
00:27:39 Now they surrounding us.
00:27:40 It's three us.
00:27:42 It's like 12 of them.
00:27:44 If a cop was around, Bob, would you would have flagged him down at that moment?
00:27:46 I'm just saying, okay.
00:27:49 I'm just being real.
00:27:50 You talking about chase this.
00:27:54 So you, so, so you left the home, like how the, who left?
00:27:58 Bro, give me who left who?
00:28:01 When is, when is Ford chasing?
00:28:02 The one, anybody chasing what they jump to it and you ain't helping.
00:28:10 I didn't see it.
00:28:11 I was getting skinny.
00:28:13 I was getting fucking skinny.
00:28:17 You mean what's wrong with you?
00:28:19 We thought we was cool.
00:28:20 I ain't be pop walking and they ain't give a fuck about her.
00:28:22 Fuck the Papa.
00:28:22 Pop was a bitch ass.
00:28:24 And I just want to say that man, use a bitch ass man.
00:28:28 Them kids, they was kids, man.
00:28:30 You was a grown ass man.
00:28:32 They ain't even give a fuck.
00:28:33 You was a grown ass man.
00:28:34 They started chasing us like that.
00:28:36 We thought we was cool.
00:28:38 Cause you was the pop.
00:28:40 Imagine, imagine you walking some 14 year old to the bus stop and, Oh no, no, no, no.
00:28:45 I'm great.
00:28:45 I'm running too, because I'm not even, they got guns.
00:28:48 I got brass knuckles.
00:28:50 They got, this was back in the day.
00:28:51 How many kids was it?
00:28:54 It was 12.
00:28:55 I'm running too.
00:28:57 Oh, he's a bitch.
00:28:58 Listen, man, I was that age and I was getting goofy.
00:29:01 Fucking bitch.
00:29:02 Like, come on, man.
00:29:03 Yeah, but they caught Jay.
00:29:05 They, they, they fucked.
00:29:07 They beat the start off.
00:29:07 Nothing happened to you.
00:29:08 So nothing happened to you.
00:29:09 Dog, how many drinks we've been on together?
00:29:15 Has anything ever happened to me when you was with me?
00:29:18 No, no.
00:29:20 You always get caught when you're not with me.
00:29:23 I think you set me up a couple of times.
00:29:25 But you know, you just got fat, heavy feet.
00:29:28 I get skinny game.
00:29:31 When it's time to get skinny, I get skinny, man.
00:29:33 I get skinny.
00:29:37 I get the fuck up out of there when it's time to get skinny.
00:29:39 Fuck you talking about.
00:29:42 I always was that athlete in the family.
00:29:44 I think you ran on Cousin Jay.
00:29:47 No, Cousin Jay ran too.
00:29:48 We all got skinny.
00:29:49 Me, Cousin Jay, and Zeddy.
00:29:51 We'd have had to rumble, man.
00:29:52 You'd have left me for dead.
00:29:52 No, Cousin Jay was one of the main ones.
00:29:55 Wanted to see them bitches.
00:29:56 What, you skinned?
00:29:57 All right.
00:29:58 See, you're in North Philly.
00:29:59 You're from South Philly.
00:29:59 You playing these North Philly games.
00:30:01 All right.
00:30:01 You don't know shit about North Philly, cuz.
00:30:06 I ain't gonna fret, man.
00:30:06 You from South Philly.
00:30:07 It's your first time up here.
00:30:08 That was his welcome to North Philly.
00:30:10 They beat the starter jacket off Cousin Jay.
00:30:12 I haven't even chased my whole life, man.
00:30:13 I've been in so many track star moments.
00:30:16 I remember so many moments from Southwest to South Philly,
00:30:20 to uptown.
00:30:20 I'm talking about, it was crazy.
00:30:21 You was a bitch.
00:30:22 No, I just see danger when I'm walking down the block.
00:30:25 And I see them boys, I cross over.
00:30:27 If I cross over and somebody else cross,
00:30:29 oh yeah, it's Ray Get Busy.
00:30:30 [LAUGHTER]
00:30:31 He coming.
00:30:32 You just run.
00:30:33 I'm trying to get out of sight.
00:30:34 Soon as I get to hit that block, pew.
00:30:35 They come.
00:30:37 I'm all the way down at the corner.
00:30:38 I see him.
00:30:39 I knew that was on point.
00:30:40 I've never been wrong once.
00:30:41 Right.
00:30:42 So it'd just be like--
00:30:43 So you just smell danger like a pit bull, huh?
00:30:46 Huh?
00:30:47 He's a bitch.
00:30:49 Let me ask you a question, man.
00:30:50 Because I'm scrolling down the 'gram.
00:30:53 Everybody look the same, man.
00:30:54 Is BBL's overrated?
00:30:56 What'd you mean?
00:30:57 Is they overrated now?
00:30:58 When you say overrated, break it down.
00:31:00 I mean, everybody look the same.
00:31:02 I'm not going to say the overrated is all about your taste,
00:31:06 because that small waist with them big cheeks, that's--
00:31:13 you know, I don't think that's overrated.
00:31:15 I think people like that.
00:31:17 So what you trying to get to?
00:31:19 No, I'm asking.
00:31:20 You don't like the overrated?
00:31:21 I don't like the overrated.
00:31:23 I don't like the overrated.
00:31:23 What you trying to get to?
00:31:24 No, I'm asking.
00:31:25 You don't think there's some niggas out here that want some regular chicks back?
00:31:30 Oh, no.
00:31:31 It's always going to be that.
00:31:32 People get burnt out.
00:31:33 I think on some real stuff, I don't even think if they want regular
00:31:37 or what we ever consider to be real.
00:31:38 I just think--
00:31:39 I'm just a regular chick, man.
00:31:42 I got a little stomach that God gave me.
00:31:45 See, you know what's crazy?
00:31:49 People get on these shows and all that stuff, and they say that,
00:31:53 but all the pictures you see, they liking them.
00:31:55 They be them chicks.
00:31:55 So you can't-- it's all about if a person being real or not with themself.
00:32:00 I think people would deal with whoever--
00:32:02 whoever want to deal with them and whoever, you know, I think they could be compatible with.
00:32:08 But--
00:32:09 No, because I know a bunch of niggas who was in solid relationships, man.
00:32:14 And then they lost their relationship to a BBL, man.
00:32:18 What do you mean lost their relationship to a BBL?
00:32:21 They-- they-- they was in a solid relationship, man.
00:32:24 Oh, Chick got a BBL and went crazy?
00:32:25 No, niggas, no.
00:32:26 A nigga was in a solid relationship.
00:32:30 He had a woman that hold him down.
00:32:32 She was-- she was a good girl, all that.
00:32:36 You know, maybe had a kid by him, couple kids by him.
00:32:42 Now, you know, she-- she's only of-- of-- of thought of what she used to be.
00:32:49 But then a nigga now break up, man.
00:32:52 Now his new bitch is BBL'd up.
00:32:54 You know what I'm talking about.
00:32:57 Stress the f-- out, man.
00:32:58 Don't stressin' me, Street.
00:32:59 And it's like, damn, dawg, you had a good woman, bro.
00:33:01 What the f-- you leave that for?
00:33:03 But you can't just say women--
00:33:04 You left that for a look.
00:33:05 It's women-- no, it's women--
00:33:07 'Cause this woman don't make you happy.
00:33:08 We know that.
00:33:09 We tell 'em all the time, this woman don't make you happy.
00:33:10 You was with somebody that made you happy, made you smile.
00:33:12 But this old twist.
00:33:13 The thing is, at the end of the day, we can't just say that as--
00:33:16 He did because he used to be like, "Man, my bitch don't make me happy."
00:33:19 He said--
00:33:20 That's his situation.
00:33:21 But BBL, a chick that got a, you know, a BBL or a chick that don't,
00:33:26 that ain't got nothing to do with being a good woman or bad woman.
00:33:28 It's a good woman with BBLs.
00:33:30 No, I didn't say that.
00:33:31 I'm just saying, he had a good woman for him.
00:33:34 The woman that he with now, who he was, "Oh, man."
00:33:38 'Cause I'm only speaking from this standpoint because I seen the transition.
00:33:44 Yeah, man, my bitch, man, she a little--
00:33:46 She gotta keep tellin' us she gotta get to the gym,
00:33:49 did a bit, did a bit, did a bit, did a bit, did a bit.
00:33:52 Then, yeah, 'cause my new bitch, she--
00:33:55 Because, because the person you talkin' about, he's not in shape.
00:33:59 So why is it that he talkin' about, you understand?
00:34:03 Yeah.
00:34:03 I gotta, like, dudes be talkin' about they want somebody to be this way, this way.
00:34:06 They got a gut.
00:34:07 Right.
00:34:07 They got booty do.
00:34:08 Right.
00:34:09 They belly stickin' further out than they booty do.
00:34:10 Hey, hold, the weight--
00:34:12 No, I'm not sayin' that in the wrong way, but I'm sayin' they got a big-ass belly.
00:34:14 No, I'm not sayin' that in the wrong way.
00:34:17 Don't try to get me.
00:34:19 That is all the wrong way.
00:34:21 No, I'm not sayin' that.
00:34:21 All right, pause, whatever that pulls to be.
00:34:23 All right, Cam, you know what I mean?
00:34:25 I'm not Cam.
00:34:27 I say not on duty, first of all.
00:34:29 We don't say no pause.
00:34:30 That was 20 years ago.
00:34:32 It's not on duty.
00:34:33 But what I'm sayin' is, dog, you just was talkin' about a man talkin' about he got booty do.
00:34:37 His stomach's still got booty do.
00:34:40 What I'm sayin' is, a dude'll be out here talkin' about how they want a chick to be this and that.
00:34:43 Third, they got more gut than her.
00:34:45 That's what I'm sayin', though.
00:34:49 That's all I'm tryin' to get to the point.
00:34:51 I ain't judge a dude about his stomach and ass.
00:34:53 I ain't sayin' it like that, dog.
00:34:54 I don't know where we goin' with this.
00:34:56 I'm not sayin'.
00:34:57 I said, listen, I said they belly stick out more than the girl booty do, and they worryin'
00:35:04 about, and they worryin' about, that ain't nothin' cool.
00:35:07 That's not what you said.
00:35:10 That's what I said.
00:35:10 That's what I said, no I didn't.
00:35:12 I said that.
00:35:13 You said--
00:35:14 I said that, you--
00:35:14 Be actin' like they what's up, they ain't got, they stomach--
00:35:17 No, I'm not sayin' it like that, though.
00:35:18 They got booty do.
00:35:19 What is it called?
00:35:20 No, I'm just sayin' it all.
00:35:22 What is it called, booty do?
00:35:23 Yeah, they--
00:35:24 Yo, yeah, you said they got booty do.
00:35:26 Talkin' 'bout the, your stomach's thinkin'--
00:35:28 No, I ain't sayin' it like that.
00:35:32 See, you lyin' on me 'cause I didn't even say it like that.
00:35:34 I said it, I said that your belly bigger than a woman, woman cheeks.
00:35:39 I ain't sayin' nothin' about, come on, man, you mixin' my words up, man.
00:35:42 You always doin' this, man.
00:35:44 I did not say that, man.
00:35:45 Anybody watchin' can say, "Damn, Wallow ain't say that."
00:35:48 Ain't gonna say that watchin' the comments.
00:35:51 You just, it's just crazy with you.
00:35:54 Man, I'm sorry, I'm cool, man.
00:35:56 No, 'cause you lyin' on me, man.
00:35:57 I'm back, bitch.
00:35:58 That was crazy.
00:35:59 You lyin' on me, man.
00:36:00 You got us.
00:36:02 You lyin' on me, man.
00:36:03 That was crazy.
00:36:06 Nah, you lyin' on me.
00:36:06 All right.
00:36:07 All right, what was we talkin' about, though?
00:36:12 You think that you all, man, you just try to, you just lied on me, man.
00:36:18 Thought that we were wired to the tape by now.
00:36:22 No, then they gonna see what I said.
00:36:24 Yeah, oh my motherfuckin' God, man, that was crazy as shit.
00:36:28 You know, I don't even play them games.
00:36:30 You know, for me to say not on duty, you really gotta say some crazy shit, like.
00:36:35 That was crazy.
00:36:36 I was just trying to explain something.
00:36:39 But yeah, man, you know, and I'm pretty sure there's a lot of women out here that feel
00:36:42 what I'm sayin', that lost they man to a BBL, man.
00:36:46 We out here be goin' off of looks, man.
00:36:50 They not goin' off the hook no more, man.
00:36:53 Bro, we talk the,
00:36:58 That's the word, yeah, we do.
00:36:59 We be around, man, I want that bitch back, man.
00:37:04 I want that bitch, man, that bitch back.
00:37:06 Uh, she fucked the whole industry.
00:37:11 But dude, sometime only went through girls that everybody else got.
00:37:16 But that's how niggas be talkin'.
00:37:20 So it be like, damn, dog, and all the chicks that they be talkin' about look all the same.
00:37:26 They don't be no regular chicks and like, oh, she just, she just, oh, she's a nurse,
00:37:32 or she's just a, oh, she just, no, all of 'em be the same.
00:37:36 All of 'em, I ain't gonna say it 'cause they gonna be mad at me.
00:37:43 I'm not gonna say it.
00:37:44 Don't say that, Gilly.
00:37:46 Don't say it.
00:37:46 Don't say nothing, it's gonna be,
00:37:48 Don't say that, Gilly.
00:37:49 Don't say it.
00:37:49 All right, but move on.
00:37:50 I'm not gonna say that.
00:37:51 But all of 'em that they be lookin' at, they all look the same.
00:37:55 We can agree on that?
00:37:57 No.
00:37:58 They don't be lookin' the same?
00:38:01 Everybody got their different style.
00:38:02 When they get naked, they all look the same?
00:38:06 What are you talkin' about, the cheek area?
00:38:08 Stomach, cheek?
00:38:09 Yes.
00:38:10 They all look like this?
00:38:12 That's a great way, that's a great way to look.
00:38:16 There ain't nothin' wrong with it, I'm just sayin'.
00:38:17 I just think it's startin' to be a little overrated, man.
00:38:19 Everybody look the same, man.
00:38:21 That's all.
00:38:21 They gotta do what's best for them, though.
00:38:23 Yeah, that's cool.
00:38:24 I'm just sayin' everybody look the same.
00:38:26 Shout out to the big girls out there, you big, sexy girls.
00:38:28 I see y'all.
00:38:29 Shout out to all the girls out there.
00:38:31 All you big ones.
00:38:31 The skinny ones, the big ones.
00:38:33 No, 'cause we missin' all you big, sexy girls out there.
00:38:36 Shout out to y'all, with love.
00:38:38 I have to throw that out there, you know what I mean?
00:38:40 You see how they be when they see me.
00:38:42 Yeah.
00:38:42 I don't play, I mean--
00:38:43 You a big girl, Mackney?
00:38:45 Yes, I am.
00:38:45 You know what I mean, BGM?
00:38:47 They see me, they go, and I go crazy right along.
00:38:50 Come here, girl.
00:38:50 You a BGM.
00:38:51 They love to throw the puppies up on you.
00:38:54 Yeah, they throw them puppies up on me.
00:38:55 Smother me real quick in airports, all type of places.
00:38:57 All the puppies be all on the fence.
00:38:58 Come here, Wally, leave Wally alone.
00:39:00 Yeah, the big girls went up on Wally,
00:39:02 got the titties smashed together like this.
00:39:04 They grab me, I go right to sleep.
00:39:05 Go right to sleep on them puppies, them joints, man.
00:39:10 They love throwin' them titties on you, especially at the airport.
00:39:13 Oh yeah, the airport, Titty City, they don't play.
00:39:16 They ask me about my wife and then throw the titties on.
00:39:18 Lil, how you doin'?
00:39:19 I love to, Wally.
00:39:20 I'm sorry, my titties all on you.
00:39:24 I mean, I go right to sleep.
00:39:25 When you're standin' up.
00:39:27 You a BGM, man.
00:39:29 What?
00:39:29 Big Girl Magnet.
00:39:30 Yeah, they love me.
00:39:32 They love you.
00:39:32 I love y'all too.
00:39:33 Do you?
00:39:34 What's the biggest girl you ever been with?
00:39:37 How much she weigh?
00:39:39 You know the hat?
00:39:44 'Cause I don't just scream it.
00:39:45 What the fuck you doin', man?
00:39:46 Probably about like, uh,
00:39:47 night size.
00:39:51 What the fuck is that?
00:39:52 What's it, 300?
00:39:53 No, less than that.
00:39:59 275?
00:39:59 Maybe, I ain't sure.
00:40:04 Not that I'm, how big is that?
00:40:07 It depends, I don't know.
00:40:08 But I remember it was a sealed chick.
00:40:12 She was a-
00:40:12 Big, big seal, huh?
00:40:15 Big Shirley, huh?
00:40:17 No, she was a tenderoni.
00:40:19 She was thick.
00:40:20 I'm talkin' about that, she, her body was nice.
00:40:23 And we used to flirt back and forth.
00:40:25 You know what I mean?
00:40:25 See ya.
00:40:26 You ain't get no ass, man.
00:40:28 You talkin' about we used to flirt.
00:40:29 What the fuck is that?
00:40:29 No, I ain't, I ain't, I ain't score, but-
00:40:31 That's not any of those seals.
00:40:33 You ain't get no ass.
00:40:33 No, no, I told you, you know I had a different situation.
00:40:35 But, but this, but this one, she was a, you know what I mean?
00:40:38 Tenderoni, boy.
00:40:39 Whew.
00:40:40 She was a pretty tender, man.
00:40:42 Thick.
00:40:43 You know what she gave you was compensation.
00:40:46 That's all I needed in there.
00:40:47 She didn't know we-
00:40:48 Look, shh.
00:40:48 What?
00:40:49 No, we just talk smut here and there.
00:40:50 But she had some ass in there?
00:40:52 Yeah.
00:40:52 You already knew that.
00:40:54 People, you know what I mean?
00:40:54 Oh yeah, I forgot, Ricky Minaj.
00:40:56 Hey, get the fuck out of here.
00:40:57 Come on, man.
00:40:58 I forgot you had some ass in there, my friend.
00:40:59 No, come on with all that.
00:41:00 But she was a cutie.
00:41:02 I used to look forward to seeing her, man.
00:41:03 She'd come on the block, had that smile.
00:41:04 She had that good smell of perfume.
00:41:06 She always, man, like she just-
00:41:09 What was her name?
00:41:10 No, I can't say her name.
00:41:11 Why?
00:41:11 I ain't sayin' all that.
00:41:12 You home now.
00:41:13 I know, but she's still in the system.
00:41:15 The fuck that mean?
00:41:17 She only used to talk to you.
00:41:18 She ain't give you no ass?
00:41:19 I just told you we used to talk about smut and all.
00:41:21 Let's chill, man.
00:41:22 Tryin' to get a fight, man.
00:41:23 You just snitch.
00:41:24 Get the fuck out of here.
00:41:25 She could talk to you.
00:41:27 No, she can't talk smut.
00:41:28 That's outside of the rules of professionalism.
00:41:31 So what you used to be talkin' to?
00:41:32 Yeah, 'cause I lick it from your ass.
00:41:35 No, she used to be like, yeah, I did tell her that.
00:41:36 I lick it from where it's pink to where it stink.
00:41:38 'Cause she'd come to the sale, be passin' mail out, right?
00:41:42 I'd flash her hand there, you know what I mean?
00:41:43 Get a little flash goin' off, you know what I mean?
00:41:45 That made you happy, flashing your dick on her?
00:41:48 She'd see you.
00:41:49 Yeah, at that time, you know what I mean?
00:41:52 I was in the joint, so it was like, she'd be passin'--
00:41:55 So you'd be in the window, here she come, here she come,
00:41:56 here she come, she passin' mail.
00:41:57 And then she used to have this lip--
00:41:59 He's a maniac, man.
00:42:01 She's a maniac.
00:42:02 Dick on the road.
00:42:03 She used to have lip gloss.
00:42:04 Boy, man, I used to imagine gettin' a chewy--
00:42:08 So you know now that you out here and you poppin',
00:42:11 she be somewhere with the family.
00:42:12 He used to flash his dick on her.
00:42:14 No, I ain't never run into her.
00:42:15 No, she be tellin' her family that now.
00:42:17 She be like, yeah, you know why I love you?
00:42:19 You think so?
00:42:19 I never ran into nobody that said somethin' about her.
00:42:22 He used to flash me his piece.
00:42:23 I never ran into nobody that ever said anything.
00:42:27 She might have, she might tell 'em that.
00:42:28 But now they know, 'cause she could say,
00:42:31 didn't I tell you that?
00:42:32 You know what I mean?
00:42:33 He was flashed goin' up the joint.
00:42:35 But damn, those was the days, 'cause I used to be--
00:42:37 You used to flash everybody, huh?
00:42:38 Anybody walk past your cell, peekin'?
00:42:40 He's a maniac.
00:42:41 No, I had a couple flash shows, but not that many.
00:42:45 Probably like three or four, that was it.
00:42:46 It wasn't like it was a bunch.
00:42:47 But when you be--
00:42:51 When Big Cookie looked and you flashed him?
00:42:53 No.
00:42:53 Yes, you did.
00:42:55 Nope, I put a sheet up.
00:42:56 Nigga was flashin' everybody up the prison.
00:43:01 Man, you know, it's just like, just reminiscing, man.
00:43:03 Thinkin' 'bout the good old days, man.
00:43:04 I had some times, man.
00:43:05 I had some good memories, you know what I mean?
00:43:08 But I'ma say the sad thing about this, though.
00:43:10 You know, a lot of people be out here,
00:43:13 they be movin' and groovin',
00:43:14 especially the young cats, young Thundercats.
00:43:16 Most of my memories of my life,
00:43:20 the sad thing I'm gonna say to y'all,
00:43:22 and this is why I always tell y'all,
00:43:23 it costs too much to be a criminal.
00:43:24 Most of the memories of my life is from jail.
00:43:28 'Cause I gave my choice away.
00:43:32 When I say I gave my choice away,
00:43:33 I gave my choice away to go in the refrigerator,
00:43:35 to go on a date, to go--
00:43:36 When I jumped into the street game
00:43:38 because I wanted to be accepted by a idea.
00:43:41 I wanted to be accepted by an idea of what being cool was,
00:43:45 what being accepted by this idea that was fake.
00:43:50 The idea of real, the idea of the street culture.
00:43:53 And what happened was, I know a lot of y'all be like,
00:43:56 "Damn, why are we always talking about prison?"
00:43:57 Well, most of my life I was there,
00:43:59 in even prison or juvenile facilities.
00:44:01 So I don't have a lot of the stories
00:44:03 and a lot of the stuff that y'all might have
00:44:05 because y'all lived the real life.
00:44:06 I didn't get a chance to do that
00:44:07 because I gave that up because I wanted to be down
00:44:10 and I wanted to participate in the street culture.
00:44:12 That's why a lot of times I try to lay some game
00:44:14 on the youngins out here so they can understand.
00:44:16 Yeah, we laugh, yeah, we joke,
00:44:18 but the reality is most of the things I say,
00:44:20 most of the things I relate things to,
00:44:22 most, it connect back to prison
00:44:24 because that's where I spent most of my life at.
00:44:27 You see what I'm saying?
00:44:28 You got to think about it.
00:44:29 I'm 44.
00:44:29 I spent five years in the juvenile system
00:44:31 and 20 years in prison.
00:44:32 That's 25 years of my life.
00:44:34 You do the math.
00:44:35 Now, a lot of people always say, "Why are you always,
00:44:38 "I ain't gonna never stop talking about the joint
00:44:39 "because it might help somebody understand what's going on
00:44:41 "and why they shouldn't be there
00:44:43 "or why it's not cool when they're out here
00:44:44 "moving and shaking."
00:44:45 A lot of times I'm basically talking
00:44:47 to the youngins,
00:44:48 but sometimes I need the older cats,
00:44:50 it's my age, Gil age, a little younger,
00:44:52 to get this because you got a lot of people out here
00:44:54 reliving their second childhood
00:44:55 and they running around here like the young boys
00:44:57 and doing a bunch of dumb shit also.
00:44:59 Some of them is doing just the same dumb shit
00:45:02 as these young boys.
00:45:03 A lot of times we look at the young boys
00:45:04 and people be ultra critical of them,
00:45:06 but you really can't judge them
00:45:07 'cause they really don't know.
00:45:09 But when you know, you're supposed to grow.
00:45:11 And when you're looking at older cats,
00:45:13 the fathers, the uncles, the big brothers,
00:45:14 the cousins, the grandpops,
00:45:16 they still out here trying to shake and bake,
00:45:18 move and groove.
00:45:19 Come on, man, think about this shit.
00:45:21 This ain't what it was.
00:45:22 This ain't the '80s, this ain't the '90s.
00:45:23 The game messed up, it's twisted.
00:45:25 Like, you know what I mean?
00:45:26 You know if you get locked up again, you're done.
00:45:28 - Mm-hmm.
00:45:30 - You know you done.
00:45:31 - Mm-hmm.
00:45:32 - So I shared my story with y'all
00:45:33 so y'all could learn from my story
00:45:34 and don't live my story
00:45:35 'cause ain't nothing I did was cool.
00:45:37 - Mm-hmm.
00:45:38 - You never hear me try to glorify it
00:45:39 as a badge of honor that I sat in a cell
00:45:40 for 20 years that's dumb.
00:45:42 That mean I committed a crime and they caught me
00:45:44 and I went out like a nut, you know what I mean?
00:45:46 And wound up doing a bunch of time
00:45:48 for a couple seconds of my life.
00:45:49 Think about it, less than a minute.
00:45:51 All the crimes I did probably won't even add up to a minute
00:45:53 when I was in the act of it.
00:45:56 So you think about that.
00:45:57 So I'll just be trying to sprinkle the game on y'all,
00:45:59 give y'all some wisdom, and hope y'all listen.
00:46:02 If you do, you do.
00:46:02 If you don't, you don't.
00:46:03 Nuff, I told you.
00:46:04 If you don't remember this, you know,
00:46:06 when you ready to do some dumb shit,
00:46:07 you gonna remember when you sitting in a cell.
00:46:09 - Right.
00:46:10 - Or you gonna remember when somebody
00:46:11 shoot the shit out of you
00:46:11 and you bleeding out on the curve.
00:46:12 - Mm-hmm.
00:46:13 - And you almost, you know, you ready to expire.
00:46:15 So I just share that with you,
00:46:16 but like at the end of the day,
00:46:18 it costs too much to be a criminal
00:46:20 and ain't nothing cool about going to jail
00:46:23 or getting locked up or all that, you know what I mean?
00:46:25 - Right.
00:46:26 - Shout out to all the kids out there,
00:46:27 there's the youngins out there
00:46:29 that's going out there getting the education.
00:46:31 They going through the pressure of not having
00:46:33 'cause their mom and them probably won't have,
00:46:34 so they don't have the latest gear,
00:46:36 they don't have the latest stuff,
00:46:37 but they still staying 10 toes down
00:46:39 and getting the education and being somebody better than who,
00:46:41 you know, the people that they see in the environment
00:46:43 that's operating outside of the law.
00:46:45 - Mm-hmm.
00:46:47 - I know it can become hard
00:46:48 because you want things, you see things,
00:46:50 and maybe your parents can't provide,
00:46:51 but one thing they provide
00:46:52 that's the most important thing
00:46:54 that the parents can provide is love,
00:46:56 - Mm-hmm.
00:46:57 - It's compassion.
00:46:57 - Talk to 'em.
00:46:58 - It's consistency, it's education and wisdom.
00:47:01 - Mm-hmm.
00:47:02 - You know, 'cause a lot of times
00:47:03 people look at their parents out here
00:47:04 and if they can't buy them certain things,
00:47:06 they look at them like they less than.
00:47:08 No, your mom might be trying.
00:47:09 She might just be working enough to pay the bills.
00:47:11 Or your dad might just got out the joint,
00:47:13 or he might not be in a position to buy you this new iPad,
00:47:16 to buy you the new iPhone,
00:47:17 to buy you these Jordans off of Golden,
00:47:18 whatever it may be.
00:47:19 So I just say the most,
00:47:23 the greatest thing a parent can ever give a kid is love.
00:47:25 And if you could do that,
00:47:27 you'll extraordinate parents.
00:47:29 If you give 'em education, you give 'em wisdom,
00:47:31 you'll extraordinate parents.
00:47:32 Anything else, the plus, that's a plus.
00:47:34 All this extra, the design of clothes,
00:47:36 the sneakers, the electronics and all that.
00:47:38 Yeah, that's cool and dandy,
00:47:40 but what if they couldn't?
00:47:42 If they can't, you still gotta be able to be thankful
00:47:44 for the love that you're getting,
00:47:45 'cause there's so many of us
00:47:46 that don't have fathers and mothers out here.
00:47:48 So you just gotta be really thankful, man.
00:47:50 - And to all the young (beep) out there,
00:47:52 man, respect your life, man.
00:47:53 - Yes.
00:47:54 - Respect your (beep) life.
00:47:56 These young mother (beep) in Philly,
00:47:59 they acting like when you die,
00:48:01 you gonna come right back and live again,
00:48:04 like you just, like you could die twice and (beep).
00:48:09 Like then, you know, I scroll down Instagram,
00:48:12 you see these young (beep) getting 45 and 60 years
00:48:16 and just posting them up,
00:48:18 tell 'em, "But hold your head, dog, you be back."
00:48:20 No, he not.
00:48:20 He ain't coming back.
00:48:23 The (beep) y'all talking about?
00:48:27 He's dying in prison, man.
00:48:29 - Yeah.
00:48:30 - Y'all tripping, man.
00:48:31 Y'all just caught up, man.
00:48:34 And y'all just really need to understand that
00:48:39 you don't die twice, man.
00:48:41 Y'all, motherfuckers is out here expiring,
00:48:44 like that shit is cool.
00:48:46 But it's more mothers and fathers
00:48:51 burying their kids right now than it's ever been, man.
00:48:54 And y'all (beep) acting like it's cool, man.
00:48:57 Y'all (beep) acting like it's cool to die.
00:49:00 It's cool to get 70 years,
00:49:04 60 years,
00:49:08 40 years.
00:49:10 Y'all gotta tighten up, man.
00:49:14 For real, man.
00:49:15 - Tighten all the way up.
00:49:16 - Tighten all the way the (beep) up, man.
00:49:18 - Because them days in the joint,
00:49:21 and then you know what's sad?
00:49:21 I'm seeing a lot of young cats, man.
00:49:23 They going, the first time they get locked up,
00:49:25 that's the first time they got locked up
00:49:27 and they doing a long bit.
00:49:28 They going in catching 40s and 20s.
00:49:30 - Right.
00:49:31 - The first time and that, you know,
00:49:32 like at least me, I ain't saying it was cool,
00:49:34 but they prepared me for the penitentiary
00:49:36 because I was doing a year here, two years here.
00:49:37 I was doing them little juvie bits
00:49:39 and it prepped you to start doing big time.
00:49:41 You know what I mean?
00:49:43 - That (beep) I be seeing in Philly, man,
00:49:45 that (beep) be sad, man.
00:49:46 - It's sad, man.
00:49:47 - Be getting football numbers, man.
00:49:49 Be posting them on the gram,
00:49:51 tell them they be back.
00:49:52 Don't worry about it, he be back.
00:49:53 He's not coming back.
00:49:54 - This the thing, we gotta stop normalizing certain things.
00:49:57 They don't be getting them,
00:49:58 they be, they work generate them numbers for them.
00:50:02 - Right.
00:50:03 - They sliding and gliding.
00:50:05 A lot of people do that.
00:50:06 And then a lot of times you see dudes on the gram
00:50:08 talking about, "Oh, they treating him wrong."
00:50:09 Bro, you was out here slowing people,
00:50:12 which you mean they treating you wrong in jail.
00:50:13 - Right.
00:50:14 - Just do your time and stand on that.
00:50:15 - And the reality of it is you just got 40 years
00:50:18 at 20 years old.
00:50:19 By the time you 27, guess who you ain't
00:50:22 gonna be talking to no more?
00:50:23 And that's a long time.
00:50:26 It might not, you might not even get to 22
00:50:28 before you talking to any of them (beep) no more.
00:50:31 (beep) forgot about you, (beep) out here having kids.
00:50:35 If they still living, (beep) out here.
00:50:37 - Couple of them gonna hit his baby mom.
00:50:39 - Couple of them, yeah, couple of them
00:50:40 gonna fuck your baby mom.
00:50:41 - Who that is, that's Baby Leg.
00:50:43 That's Baby Leg, that's Baby Leg.
00:50:44 Baby Leg gonna come.
00:50:45 - Yeah, couple of them gonna be dead.
00:50:47 Couple of them gonna be sitting up there with you.
00:50:49 Then it take for you to be in jail
00:50:54 and you two, three years in with 37 left to go
00:50:58 to realize you was a (beep) goofball.
00:51:00 You was on some dumb (beep).
00:51:03 You was A-G-O-H, acting goofy out here.
00:51:06 - Mm.
00:51:07 - Come on, man.
00:51:12 Tighten the (beep) up, man.
00:51:13 - And that's real, man.
00:51:14 - Tighten the (beep) up, man, for real.
00:51:16 - And don't nobody wanna say nothing.
00:51:18 I mean, it's like.
00:51:20 - Nah, I'm gonna say something because at the end
00:51:23 of the day, we gonna tell y'all
00:51:24 'cause we give a fuck about y'all.
00:51:26 - And you know what's real?
00:51:27 I'm gonna say some real shit.
00:51:28 It's like, you know, a lot of people see things.
00:51:35 You know, you got kids, you talk to 'em.
00:51:37 Sometimes your kids listen, sometimes they don't.
00:51:39 And you know, you gotta put yourself
00:51:46 in the right positions out here, youngins.
00:51:48 Because sometimes affiliation will lead to incarceration
00:51:51 or it could lead to death or whatever it may be.
00:51:53 I think, you know, for me personally, you know,
00:51:55 one of the hardest moments and one of the hardest things
00:51:57 I've ever had to do was tell Kez
00:52:02 that Cheese ain't gonna be here no more.
00:52:04 That was hard for me because it was like, you know,
00:52:09 you know, when it took place and he told me what happened,
00:52:12 I was in shock 'cause I was like, "What?"
00:52:14 I said, "Cheese got shot? No."
00:52:17 You know, I'm not thinking about it.
00:52:18 I'll never forget, I was in the bathroom.
00:52:20 Gil knocked on the door.
00:52:21 He like, "Yo, man."
00:52:22 His head was down like, "Man, Cheese got."
00:52:23 I said, "What?"
00:52:24 So we run to the car.
00:52:26 I'm like, you know, we're part of the city.
00:52:28 So we already know a hospital.
00:52:29 We shoot into the hospital.
00:52:31 We got a family member that's in the police department.
00:52:33 I call and put him on the three-way.
00:52:35 Say, "Gil," you know what I mean,
00:52:36 "Such and such on the phone, man."
00:52:38 I said, I tell him what happened.
00:52:39 He said, "No, I'm gonna check into it right now
00:52:40 and see what's going on."
00:52:41 Boom, boom, boom.
00:52:42 You know, once I hang up, he called me back and say,
00:52:44 "Don't put Gil on the phone no more."
00:52:45 I said, "All right."
00:52:47 So we driving and when we...
00:52:56 When we driving, we call and he like, "I'm gonna find out."
00:53:00 He tell me, "Yeah, they got shot."
00:53:01 Boom, boom, boom.
00:53:02 So we go to the hospital.
00:53:03 He like, "I'm gonna keep you posted."
00:53:05 We in the hospital and my phone gonna vibrate.
00:53:09 I ain't wanna put it on ring.
00:53:10 I see, I see, so Gil over there in the corner,
00:53:12 Tyra's mom over there in the corner,
00:53:15 couple of homies in there.
00:53:16 I get that call.
00:53:18 He call me like, he tell me on the phone.
00:53:22 He like, "Yeah, man."
00:53:23 He gone.
00:53:24 I said, "Damn."
00:53:25 So I put my face down
00:53:28 and I go to walk out of the hospital
00:53:34 'cause we in emergency.
00:53:35 Gil see me.
00:53:36 I said, "Damn."
00:53:37 'Cause I'm like, I'm gonna leave
00:53:40 and they gonna have to tell him in the hospital
00:53:43 'cause I...
00:53:44 So I walk out, Gil come out.
00:53:47 He like, "Cut."
00:53:49 I'm like, "What?"
00:53:50 He like, "Cut."
00:53:50 I'm like, "What?"
00:53:51 He like, "Cut."
00:53:52 "Cuz, what's up, cuz?
00:53:53 What's going on?"
00:53:54 We're like, "What's up?"
00:53:56 'Cause he peeped me.
00:53:57 He peeped me, put my head down.
00:53:58 That was the worst thing I ever told anybody.
00:54:01 And I was like, "Man,
00:54:04 geez, go on."
00:54:07 And I never seen him like that.
00:54:10 So it was like, in some type way,
00:54:13 I felt fucked up 'cause it was like,
00:54:16 it was like, I had to tell him the worst shit ever.
00:54:21 So I felt some type of way, like,
00:54:23 it wasn't that I was responsible,
00:54:24 but the fact that I told him that shit,
00:54:26 that's the worst shit ever.
00:54:27 So when I told him that,
00:54:30 I had to walk away and tell him the worst shit ever.
00:54:33 And he was talking to me,
00:54:34 telling me, so Gil just walked away.
00:54:37 He was just fucked up.
00:54:38 And so I was so hurt 'cause it was like,
00:54:41 "Damn, man, I told him the worst shit in the world."
00:54:43 So we was there for a while, I leave the hospital.
00:54:48 I'm like, "All right, I gotta leave."
00:54:49 I go to the crib and I'm just fucked up.
00:54:51 'Cause I'm like, I had to tell him that shit.
00:54:53 And the next day I called Gene.
00:54:58 I'm like, "Damn."
00:54:58 In the morning, I'm like, "What's up with him, man?
00:55:01 "Is he all right?"
00:55:01 He going through it.
00:55:02 So I said, "I gotta,"
00:55:04 at that moment, I was like, "Whatever I do,
00:55:07 "I gotta be able to put my emotions
00:55:09 "and my feelings on hold in order to take care of Cuz."
00:55:11 And I had to be like, and it was strange.
00:55:14 So I said, "Damn, I gotta make sure Cuz get out the house."
00:55:17 I went to the crib, I got him.
00:55:18 I'm like, "Yo, come on, we gotta bounce.
00:55:20 "We gotta," I said, "Come on, we gotta get out of here."
00:55:22 'Cause it was so much going on in his mind.
00:55:24 I'm like, "We gotta get up out of here."
00:55:26 I got him out the crib.
00:55:27 I got him to the studio.
00:55:28 And I just was calling people like, "Yo."
00:55:30 All the brothers I knew, I was like,
00:55:33 'cause it was too much for me to go through.
00:55:34 And I'm like, "I can't really do this shit by myself."
00:55:36 'Cause I'm like, "I can't really feel right now
00:55:39 "'cause I can't be selfish on the aspect of,
00:55:41 "I can't even really truly mourn about Cheese
00:55:46 "'cause I gotta make sure Gil all right."
00:55:47 'Cause I told him the worst shit ever.
00:55:49 And then I'm processing like,
00:55:50 "Damn, I'm just trying to get as many homies
00:55:51 "over here as possible to the studio."
00:55:53 Like, "Come over, come over, come over, come over,
00:55:55 "come over, come over."
00:55:56 I called a thousand boys, man.
00:55:58 Dude showed up.
00:55:59 And I did it day after day, day after day
00:56:02 to try to make a better situation.
00:56:04 But it was like, Cheese wasn't coming back.
00:56:07 And it was like, I had to stay away from him.
00:56:11 It was hard for me to face 'cause for a while,
00:56:12 so I would keep my distance.
00:56:14 And it'd be like, it's fucked up.
00:56:17 'Cause... (sighs)
00:56:20 - I appreciate you for that too, cuz.
00:56:23 - It was like, I'm trying to help him.
00:56:24 I couldn't even, I couldn't even, I couldn't even just,
00:56:28 it was like I felt fucked up for telling him that shit, man.
00:56:31 And it was like, the homies came through though.
00:56:36 The family came through and just tried to help me.
00:56:38 They helped him out so much.
00:56:39 He was laughing and shit.
00:56:41 I'm calling 2D back and forth.
00:56:42 And I'm telling him, "Yeah, he laughing.
00:56:44 "He cool right now.
00:56:46 "But it's an in and out, it's going in and out."
00:56:48 And that was the worst shit I had to tell him.
00:56:52 And it's like, with still days, he'd be off.
00:56:55 'Cause, you know, and I don't know what to say to him
00:56:57 'cause I ain't never lose a kid.
00:56:59 So thankful that you got Freeway, you got Tell,
00:57:02 you got everybody that came through.
00:57:03 That was just like helping this shit out.
00:57:07 And they danced and lost their kids.
00:57:08 So it was like, I can't, I didn't know what to say.
00:57:11 I ain't know what to say.
00:57:12 Because you just don't.
00:57:15 And then there's still times, it's fucked up
00:57:17 because I used to talk to Gil about Cheese all the time.
00:57:21 I was like, "Yo, Cheese, this ain't hurt.
00:57:22 "Cheese, this."
00:57:24 And we used to, you know, he did everything.
00:57:26 But it's like, you know, you a father,
00:57:29 you just be feeling fucked up.
00:57:30 'Cause it's like, did I do my job enough?
00:57:33 And you did, but it's, and I always tell him,
00:57:34 "Yo, you did a great job, man.
00:57:36 "You was doing your shit."
00:57:37 'Cause I'm still penalizing myself.
00:57:40 'Cause it's like, I had to tell him
00:57:40 the craziest shit in the world, man.
00:57:42 Like, you know what I mean?
00:57:44 That was the craziest shit I had to tell somebody.
00:57:46 And it fucked me up, man.
00:57:48 It fucked me up for a minute.
00:57:49 It still a little bothering me 'cause it's like,
00:57:51 you tell somebody, "Sonny ain't here no more."
00:57:54 And that's a, that's crazy, man.
00:57:56 That's crazy.
00:57:57 I never had to tell nobody nothing like that.
00:58:00 You know, you can hear things through somebody else.
00:58:03 But to tell somebody that, it's like, damn, man.
00:58:06 It really bothered me.
00:58:07 But it's like, I just, you know, I just see it in him
00:58:11 when he would, you know, with his son, he'd just be,
00:58:13 and it's an issue, it's something that never go away.
00:58:16 You know?
00:58:16 You know, as a parent, you know, losing a kid.
00:58:19 And I don't think sometimes kids understand the effect
00:58:21 when they go before their parents.
00:58:24 And it's like, just me seeing it, me sitting there
00:58:26 on a step and there's six, seven brothers out there
00:58:29 and I'm sitting on the side and I'm all hearing them
00:58:31 about how they lost their sons and shit
00:58:33 to the street culture.
00:58:34 It's fucked up, man.
00:58:35 It's just like, it's just crazy, man.
00:58:40 And it's like, you just don't wanna,
00:58:43 I don't know, man.
00:58:43 So to the youngins out there, man, if you got a pop out there,
00:58:47 you know, 'cause a lot of times, you know,
00:58:49 you never hear about the pops.
00:58:50 Like, if you got a pop, man, get up under your dad, man.
00:58:52 Soak some game up, man.
00:58:53 If things wrong, see if y'all can make it right.
00:58:55 If y'all can, y'all can.
00:58:56 If y'all can't, y'all can.
00:58:57 Y'all got a step-pop, y'all got somebody.
00:58:58 But man, I'm gonna just, I'm gonna just, man,
00:59:01 it's just crazy, man.
00:59:02 I don't wanna keep rapping, man.
00:59:04 I'm gonna leave y'all, but I just wanna say, man,
00:59:06 just it costs too much to be a criminal,
00:59:10 it costs too much to be in the streets.
00:59:11 And it's just like, man, if you can make it out, make it out.
00:59:15 And if you can get out the car, get out the car,
00:59:19 because things might go wrong, man.
00:59:21 And you never know when, you know, the bullets come,
00:59:23 and bullets ain't got no names, you know.
00:59:25 But to see somebody bury their son, man.
00:59:27 - Yeah, man, I'm gonna give a special shout out to,
00:59:30 once again, the freeway, of course, to Wallo, man,
00:59:36 who was my cousin, but he more like my brother.
00:59:40 I wanna give a shout out to Meek Mills,
00:59:41 the whole team for pulling up.
00:59:44 - Ta'u, Danny Garcia, Ab Lava, my son.
00:59:49 - Ab Lava.
00:59:50 - Everybody that came to the funeral,
00:59:52 everybody that was there.
00:59:53 - Speezy.
00:59:53 - Mike Knox.
00:59:55 - Mike Knox, I love you, brother.
00:59:57 - Everybody, Bump.
00:59:58 - Bump, I love you, brother.
01:00:00 - I'm talking about so many names, Pop Trax.
01:00:03 - Pop Trax, I love you, brother.
01:00:04 - It was a lot of people, man, that showed love.
01:00:06 - Anybody that I forgot, you know what I mean?
01:00:09 That you pulled up on me on them days.
01:00:12 Jen, I love you, brother.
01:00:14 - Yeah, Jen, everybody.
01:00:15 Titt, everybody was there, man.
01:00:16 - Titt, you already know, man.
01:00:17 But to everybody that pulled up on me and spread that love,
01:00:22 I felt it, and I appreciate y'all.
01:00:28 So, yeah, and it's just like that.
01:00:37 - Right.
01:00:37 - Yeah.
01:00:37 - So, yeah.