A Perfect Life-HD
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00:00:00 (eerie music)
00:00:02 - I am a haunted house,
00:00:17 and she is the ghost in the attic.
00:00:19 Turning on lights, stomping on the floor,
00:00:25 and making herself known in every reflection I see.
00:00:29 She's there, she's always there,
00:00:33 to remind me of how lonely the world can be.
00:00:36 To remind me that we are all fragile.
00:00:39 I am there with her, up those stairs,
00:00:43 sitting in the dark, planning our future together.
00:00:47 A future we will never have.
00:00:50 A future I will never deserve.
00:00:56 I am an exorcist, purging her with pigment.
00:01:00 (coughing)
00:01:11 - If there was one thing you could change about your life,
00:01:21 what would it be?
00:01:22 - One thing?
00:01:24 One thing's all I get?
00:01:26 One thing's all I get, I don't wanna play this game.
00:01:30 I wanna be President of the United States.
00:01:37 That's right.
00:01:40 That way I can declare a state of anarchy.
00:01:42 I wanna be a movie star.
00:01:46 A big fucking movie star.
00:01:49 Live in a big fucking house.
00:01:53 Make big fucking movies.
00:01:55 I wanna be the love child of Sid Vicious and Molly Ringwald.
00:02:01 I don't wanna sit up all night
00:02:08 in an all night diner and order nothing.
00:02:10 I wanna be God, for the sole purpose of saying,
00:02:15 "I brought you into this world,
00:02:16 "don't think for one minute I won't take you out."
00:02:19 (dramatic music)
00:02:22 I want the original promise.
00:02:26 I want justice for all.
00:02:29 I want love, hate, ups and downs,
00:02:37 and everything in between, for nothing in return.
00:02:41 I want the world in my palm.
00:02:47 No cooler than 60 degrees, no warmer than 75,
00:02:52 and never a cloud in the sky.
00:02:56 I want the perfect kiss, the perfect imperfection,
00:03:03 the perfect life.
00:03:06 But more than anything, I want someone who wants what I want.
00:03:16 I want her to walk through that door right over there,
00:03:19 and order biscuits and gravy.
00:03:22 - Hi.
00:03:30 - Hi. - Hi.
00:03:31 - I bet your kids are adorable.
00:03:33 (laughing)
00:03:36 - Oh, it's okay, I already know what I want.
00:03:39 - Okay.
00:03:40 - I'll have the biscuits and gravy, please.
00:03:42 - Same.
00:03:43 - Okay, two biscuits and gravy, anything to drink?
00:03:45 - Coffee's fine.
00:03:46 - All right.
00:03:47 - Thanks.
00:03:48 - I'm Brian.
00:03:51 - Bella.
00:03:52 - Nice to meet you, Bella.
00:03:54 She blew into my life like a storm,
00:03:56 uprooting everything I knew to be true,
00:03:59 and filling it with so much more.
00:04:01 She became everything I never knew I wanted,
00:04:05 in a single glance, in a moment,
00:04:08 in a straight conversation.
00:04:11 And that slight smile that started
00:04:14 with the curling of her toes,
00:04:15 and ended at the corner of her lips,
00:04:17 just before she burst into laughter,
00:04:20 she became it.
00:04:24 She became perfection.
00:04:28 - Woo!
00:04:33 - So.
00:04:34 - So.
00:04:35 - Morrissey or the Cure?
00:04:37 - The Cure, yeah.
00:04:39 - Beatles or Stones?
00:04:40 - The Stones.
00:04:41 - King of Pop or King of Rock?
00:04:42 - King of Rock.
00:04:45 - Definitely.
00:04:47 Well, Elvis is always fascinating.
00:04:49 - How so?
00:04:50 - Well, here's this normal guy
00:04:51 that accidentally got famous.
00:04:53 I mean, he wrote a song that was for his dad,
00:04:56 or his uncle, or something like that, for their birthday.
00:04:59 And the next thing you know, he's a teen idol.
00:05:02 I just, watching his life is like watching a tree grow.
00:05:05 And it gets bigger and bigger,
00:05:08 and then he ends up swollen and yellow.
00:05:14 And it's like he's on a satellite somewhere in outer space,
00:05:17 and watching himself, and that's what it did to him.
00:05:21 - Are you saying that Elvis was an alien?
00:05:24 - Hello, darling.
00:05:27 This is Elvis from the planet Graceland,
00:05:29 and I just wanna thank you
00:05:30 for coming out on a date with me this evening.
00:05:32 (laughing)
00:05:34 - You know what I like about you?
00:05:36 - What's that?
00:05:37 - You're full of shit.
00:05:38 I think I just got a little on my shirt.
00:05:42 - Oh, I apologize.
00:05:43 - Thank you.
00:05:44 - Sorry about that.
00:05:44 - You better be.
00:05:45 To Elvis.
00:05:49 - To Elvis.
00:05:50 Elvis, yellow and swollen.
00:05:54 How could I have known even then,
00:05:58 in a moment of such happiness,
00:06:00 the longitude and latitude of my fall from Graceland?
00:06:04 Hours went by, day turns to night, night to day.
00:06:11 Small talk turns to talk of dreams and aspirations.
00:06:15 First date eyes become the eyes that you take for granted.
00:06:19 I hang on every word she says.
00:06:26 And those hours that became days become weeks.
00:06:30 And we were married on a Saturday.
00:06:31 And those weeks became months.
00:06:36 And Cole, our first daughter, was born as sweet as sugar.
00:06:41 And those months became a year.
00:06:43 And that year became four years.
00:06:45 And Sarah, our second daughter, was born.
00:06:48 Born sick.
00:06:51 And that sickness drove Bella into darkness.
00:06:54 And she began to wither and die.
00:06:56 And me, I became Elvis.
00:07:03 Yellow and swollen.
00:07:05 Watching my life unfold from a satellite somewhere in space.
00:07:10 Counting the rings of my tree.
00:07:12 And forever wondering how this perfect life came to be.
00:07:18 (gentle music)
00:07:21 - Daddy, are you ready to go to the movies?
00:07:42 - Yeah, I'll be right there, honey.
00:07:44 (gentle music)
00:07:46 (children laughing)
00:08:10 (child yelling)
00:08:12 - Whoa!
00:08:18 Yay!
00:08:24 Well, I think you got dog poo in your hair.
00:08:28 Yeah!
00:08:30 Yuck, where did you get the dog poo in your hair?
00:08:33 Ugh.
00:08:36 Here, I think we need to wash it out.
00:08:38 - Okay, let's wash it out.
00:08:41 - All right, here we go.
00:08:44 Here, turn over.
00:08:45 Lean back.
00:08:48 Lean back, there we go.
00:08:50 No, you wanna lean back.
00:08:51 No, the other way.
00:08:53 'Cause if you lean back, then I won't be able to dress.
00:08:55 - Hold my hand.
00:08:55 - Hold her hands.
00:08:56 - I'm gonna lean back.
00:08:57 - There we go.
00:08:59 - Oh, that feels good, right?
00:08:59 - There we go.
00:09:00 - Yay, good girl.
00:09:03 (laughing)
00:09:06 - There it is.
00:09:07 - Wow, yes.
00:09:09 - Now we can stand.
00:09:10 - Standing on the shoulders of children,
00:09:12 innocent eyes that gaze upon the world
00:09:15 with wondrous excitement.
00:09:17 You will probably never know me.
00:09:19 You will probably not remember me.
00:09:23 But someday, when you're older,
00:09:26 your mother will show you a photograph
00:09:28 and tell you my story.
00:09:30 A story filled with self-abandon and regret.
00:09:35 Regret that I will not be there for your report cards,
00:09:38 for proms, for graduations,
00:09:42 to give you both away at your weddings.
00:09:45 I always wanted to be the one to teach you to drive,
00:09:51 to navigate life with that same beautiful innocence
00:09:54 that fills your youthful spirit today.
00:09:56 To hope, to strive, to dream.
00:10:04 But you're only three feet tall
00:10:06 and already bigger than me.
00:10:08 - Good morning, time to get up.
00:10:30 My water broke, Ryan.
00:10:31 - Huh?
00:10:33 - Ryan.
00:10:34 - I just thought I was having a wet dream.
00:10:36 - Oh, funny.
00:10:37 Come on, get up.
00:10:39 - Who?
00:10:40 - Hello.
00:10:40 - Oh, really?
00:10:41 - I can't reach you.
00:10:42 Come on, I'll get out of bed.
00:10:45 Feel this thing, it's coming out.
00:10:46 It's coming out, please.
00:10:48 - All right, I'm just trying to keep you from panicking.
00:10:51 - Right, right, okay.
00:10:53 - All right.
00:10:53 - Yeah, take your time.
00:10:55 - Well, I'm trying, look, I can't go to the hospital naked.
00:10:58 - Why not?
00:10:59 - Oh, that would be a little awkward.
00:11:01 Okay.
00:11:03 All right, speak, which hospital are we going to?
00:11:05 - You don't know which hospital we're going to?
00:11:07 - Yes, I know which hospital.
00:11:09 - Which hospital are you going to?
00:11:11 - I don't know, let's go, I got it.
00:11:13 Okay.
00:11:16 - Okay, okay, calm down.
00:11:18 - Okay.
00:11:18 - Calm down.
00:11:19 (thudding)
00:11:20 What are you doing?
00:11:22 (thudding)
00:11:23 - Whoa.
00:11:24 Watch the hose.
00:11:26 - Got it.
00:11:27 - Something with more water than you.
00:11:28 - Oh, come on.
00:11:29 - Reese's, you stay right there.
00:11:32 - I'm, okay.
00:11:33 - Thank you.
00:11:38 Oh, why is this thing?
00:11:40 - Oh, God, we're gonna have to detail the car after this.
00:11:45 Okay.
00:11:46 - What did you say?
00:11:47 - Okay, you ready?
00:11:50 - Oh, baby, I'm ready.
00:11:53 Are you ready?
00:11:54 You seem a little frazzled.
00:11:55 - Yes, I'm frazzled, yes.
00:11:57 - Just breathe.
00:11:59 - Maybe Cole should drive.
00:12:03 - Cole.
00:12:06 (baby crying)
00:12:11 (baby crying)
00:12:39 - It's okay, it's okay.
00:12:41 - I'm gonna go for a walk.
00:12:45 (baby crying)
00:12:47 - Hello?
00:13:13 - Are you busy?
00:13:15 - Brian, are you okay?
00:13:17 - I just needed to talk to someone.
00:13:19 - I'll wait up.
00:13:21 - Thank you.
00:13:23 Time, it moves so slowly
00:13:33 when you have nothing to do but think.
00:13:35 To remember the beginning, to dwell on the end,
00:13:40 and to be haunted by everything in between.
00:13:44 To be haunted by that word,
00:13:46 that undefinable word, as undefinable as God.
00:13:52 Yet a word I thought I knew intimately,
00:13:55 perfection, the perfect wife, the perfect children,
00:14:02 the house, the dog, the job, the two-car garage,
00:14:06 the diapers, the joint bank account,
00:14:10 piano recitals, tap shoes, the American dream,
00:14:15 an idea that became an ideal.
00:14:18 It's Friday.
00:14:21 Is it recycling or yard waste today?
00:14:25 (knocking)
00:14:29 (ominous music)
00:14:31 (ominous music)
00:14:34 (ominous music)
00:14:38 (ominous music)
00:14:40 (ominous music)
00:14:43 (ominous music)
00:14:46 (ominous music)
00:15:14 - Have you ever stood naked, alone, and out of reach?
00:15:19 The way Sarah cries, I can't help her.
00:15:37 And the way Bella cries, she doesn't want me to help her.
00:15:44 I just want...
00:15:45 - I know.
00:15:47 - Well, I don't.
00:15:50 Once upon a time, maybe, but not anymore.
00:15:56 - You want too much.
00:15:59 - No, I don't.
00:16:01 I just want...
00:16:02 - Your list is too long, and I'm too tired.
00:16:06 - I only want it to be perfect.
00:16:10 - Well, it's not.
00:16:11 You never would have started fucking me.
00:16:13 (ominous music)
00:16:16 - Do you have any idea what it's like
00:16:26 to want something that you can't have?
00:16:29 - What do you want?
00:16:31 - I want you, and you want her,
00:16:37 but you don't want her.
00:16:40 You want the idea of her,
00:16:41 and what you don't understand, Brian,
00:16:44 is that you've idealized your life away.
00:16:46 - But I want you.
00:16:49 - I don't know what you want, but you don't want me.
00:16:55 I'm just another part of the ideal, and I'm not perfect.
00:16:58 - But you're perfect to me.
00:17:01 - Don't want kids.
00:17:06 I'm a cat person.
00:17:08 I need time alone more than that.
00:17:10 I need time with people.
00:17:12 - But I already know all of this,
00:17:16 and I love you for you.
00:17:17 - How can you love me when she gives you everything?
00:17:21 - Everything I want, but nothing I need.
00:17:26 This, right here, right now, this is what I need.
00:17:31 (gentle music)
00:17:33 I need her to hold me like she used to,
00:17:43 to hold me so close like we're the same person,
00:17:48 like this, like what we have.
00:17:53 (gentle music)
00:17:55 We have a dance and a photograph.
00:18:05 - Kim was right.
00:18:13 She had become the band-aid for a wound that would not heal,
00:18:18 and no matter how much of her I stripped away,
00:18:22 she would never fit into the mold Bella had created.
00:18:25 - I'd be more alone with you, without you.
00:18:29 (Kim sighs)
00:18:37 - She was right about a lot of things.
00:18:48 One day you wake up and you realize
00:18:51 that everything you ever wanted
00:18:53 turned out to be nothing you ever wanted at all,
00:18:56 and even the big things become as trivial as watermelon.
00:19:01 (Kim moans)
00:19:07 - Sarah, let me fall asleep.
00:19:16 I swear this colic is gonna kill me.
00:19:19 (Kim moans)
00:19:21 You smell like cigarettes and watermelon.
00:19:29 (Kim moans)
00:19:33 (alarm clock beeping)
00:19:44 (Kim sighs)
00:19:47 - Morning, sunshine.
00:19:53 - Hey, beautiful.
00:19:55 - Hi.
00:19:56 - Hmm.
00:19:59 Are you doing anything for lunch today?
00:20:04 - No, did you wanna do something?
00:20:06 - I was thinking about stopping by.
00:20:09 - I'd like that.
00:20:11 - I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood.
00:20:14 (Kim sighs)
00:20:16 - What time did you come in last night?
00:20:35 - What's that, honey?
00:20:38 - What time did you come in last night?
00:20:40 - I don't know, I didn't really look at the clock.
00:20:44 - I didn't even hear you come in.
00:20:46 - Really?
00:20:47 Well, I gave you a kiss goodnight,
00:20:52 you rolled over, I thought I woke you up.
00:20:54 - No.
00:20:56 - You know, one of these days I'm gonna get a call
00:21:01 from Canada, you're gonna be missing a sock,
00:21:04 you're gonna have a new tattoo of a heart
00:21:06 and some sailor's name on your ass,
00:21:08 and you're gonna say,
00:21:09 "I don't know where I was,
00:21:12 "but I woke up in a car that wasn't mine
00:21:14 "with some large man and a unitard
00:21:16 "offering me a sip of bourbon."
00:21:18 - Here's your other sock, sailor.
00:21:23 You're so sexy when you have your drafty face on.
00:21:38 - Hey, beautiful.
00:21:38 Wanna go get some lunch or something?
00:21:41 - Yeah, I was thinking we could go down to the waterfront,
00:21:44 but first I need to use the restroom.
00:21:47 - Yeah, just at the end of the hall to the left.
00:21:49 Well, aren't you forgetting something?
00:21:52 - What would that be?
00:21:53 - Do I have to ask?
00:21:54 - Hi.
00:22:05 - Hi.
00:22:06 You look good.
00:22:09 - Oh, thanks.
00:22:09 - How are you?
00:22:10 - I'm good, I just stopped by for lunch.
00:22:12 I think we're gonna go to the waterfront.
00:22:14 Did you wanna come?
00:22:15 - I can't, thanks though.
00:22:17 I've already got plans.
00:22:18 - That's too bad, we don't hang out enough.
00:22:20 - I know, we should see each other more often.
00:22:23 - Oh, that's pretty, what is it?
00:22:25 - Thanks.
00:22:26 I think it's called posh, but it tastes like watermelon.
00:22:29 - I like it.
00:22:33 - So how have you been?
00:22:36 - Good, you know, kids and stuff.
00:22:40 - Yeah, we've got some clients like that.
00:22:43 - Well, it's good to see you.
00:22:45 - I've gotta get back to work.
00:22:47 - Yeah, good to see you too.
00:22:49 - Oh.
00:22:54 (gasps)
00:22:56 (gasps)
00:23:02 Okay.
00:23:07 (footsteps)
00:23:09 You haven't touched your food.
00:23:20 - I'm not as hungry as I thought I was.
00:23:33 (ominous music)
00:23:36 - I think she's got a lipstick.
00:23:42 - Uh-huh.
00:23:43 - Yes she does.
00:23:44 - Uh-huh.
00:23:45 - Look, she does.
00:23:47 She does have a lipstick on.
00:23:48 - Oh, she does, doesn't she?
00:23:50 - Yes she does.
00:23:51 - Yeah.
00:23:52 Bella, Bella, are you okay?
00:24:00 - Yeah.
00:24:01 - Bella.
00:24:03 If you wanna talk.
00:24:04 - Mom, I'm fine, I'm fine.
00:24:06 Fine, it's okay, I just.
00:24:08 - Right out here if you need anything.
00:24:10 - I'm fine.
00:24:11 (ominous music)
00:24:30 (gasps)
00:24:32 - Shut up.
00:24:41 God.
00:24:42 Everything's gonna be okay.
00:24:48 Everything's gonna be okay.
00:24:50 Everything's gonna be okay.
00:24:52 (baby cooing)
00:24:57 (baby cooing)
00:24:59 - Hey, little angels.
00:25:08 How are you doing?
00:25:09 What you doing?
00:25:10 Putting on a show?
00:25:12 Hi.
00:25:14 Is mommy cooking?
00:25:17 Something smells good.
00:25:19 - Cooking, baby.
00:25:21 (laughs)
00:25:23 - Something smells good.
00:25:28 - And it's hot.
00:25:29 How was work?
00:25:35 - Well, my new clients are total prick,
00:25:36 but I thought it was good.
00:25:38 It's nice to see you there for lunch.
00:25:40 Should we do that more often?
00:25:41 - Yeah.
00:25:42 - I'll let you go.
00:25:44 Come on.
00:25:46 (soft music)
00:25:49 - She knew.
00:26:10 Nothing more need be said.
00:26:14 She knew.
00:26:16 And the thought came to her as quickly as a bullet.
00:26:20 A bullet expelled from a gun that I had cleaned,
00:26:23 oiled, aimed, and fired.
00:26:25 Dearest Bella, I miss you.
00:26:31 I miss you.
00:26:32 (rock music)
00:26:59 (suspenseful music)
00:27:02 - Oh my God.
00:27:11 Bella.
00:27:12 Bella.
00:27:13 Bella, what the fuck?
00:27:15 Oh my God.
00:27:16 Bella.
00:27:17 Jesus Christ.
00:27:18 Fuck.
00:27:21 Oh my God.
00:27:25 Oh my God.
00:27:26 Oh my God.
00:27:29 - 911, what's your emergency?
00:27:31 - My wife just cut her wrist.
00:27:33 I need an ambulance at 612 Forest Street.
00:27:36 - Sir, I need you to calm down.
00:27:39 Can you do that for me?
00:27:41 - Yeah.
00:27:42 - The ambulance is on its way.
00:27:43 I need to know, sir, if she's still breathing.
00:27:46 - Yeah.
00:27:49 - I need you to stop the bleeding.
00:27:53 What is your name, sir? - Oh my God.
00:27:55 Brian.
00:27:56 - Brian, I need you to apply pressure
00:27:58 above the laceration and lift her arm
00:28:00 above the level of her heart.
00:28:02 Can you do that for me?
00:28:03 - Yeah, but I have to put the phone down.
00:28:05 - That's okay, Brian.
00:28:06 Put the phone down. - Oh God.
00:28:08 - Don't hang up.
00:28:09 Don't hang up. - Oh God.
00:28:11 Oh God.
00:28:11 God.
00:28:13 Oh.
00:28:14 (groaning)
00:28:16 (breathing heavily)
00:28:27 Oh my God.
00:28:28 Oh my God.
00:28:32 (dramatic music)
00:28:35 (dramatic music)
00:28:37 (dramatic music)
00:28:40 (dramatic music)
00:28:43 (dramatic music)
00:28:46 (dramatic music)
00:29:14 - Thank you for calling Jennings Architecture.
00:29:17 It is currently after hours,
00:29:18 but if you have an emergency,
00:29:20 you may contact a representative at 555-4868
00:29:25 or stay on the line and leave a message.
00:29:28 (phone ringing)
00:29:31 - Hey, John.
00:29:33 This is Brian.
00:29:34 I'm having a family emergency,
00:29:38 so I'm just calling to let you know
00:29:39 that I won't be to work for a couple days,
00:29:42 so I'll probably see you next Monday.
00:29:44 Bye.
00:29:46 (dramatic music)
00:29:57 (dramatic music)
00:30:08 (dramatic music)
00:30:11 - Bella died for 48 seconds.
00:30:19 I have been dying ever since.
00:30:23 As her heart slowed and stopped,
00:30:27 I realized at that very moment
00:30:29 something I should have always known.
00:30:30 She loved me more than she loved herself.
00:30:36 (dramatic music)
00:30:40 (dramatic music)
00:30:42 (dramatic music)
00:31:08 (dramatic music)
00:31:11 I remember when I met your mother.
00:31:35 She was beautiful.
00:31:39 (dramatic music)
00:31:41 It's not that she's not beautiful, she's gorgeous.
00:31:44 It's just, I'm used to her.
00:31:49 I don't even know why I did it.
00:31:54 It was stupid.
00:31:55 It's not commitment that I have a problem with.
00:32:02 It's contentment.
00:32:06 (dramatic music)
00:32:09 It's like no matter how good I have it,
00:32:10 it's never good enough.
00:32:12 It's no one's fault.
00:32:16 I just fucked up.
00:32:26 (dramatic music)
00:32:30 (dramatic music)
00:32:32 (phone ringing)
00:32:44 - Harborview Medical Center.
00:32:50 - Yeah, this is Brian Sanders.
00:32:54 I'm calling to see how my wife's doing.
00:32:55 - What is her name, please?
00:32:58 Bella Sanders?
00:32:59 - Your wife is in stable condition.
00:33:16 She should be released sometime this evening
00:33:17 or tomorrow morning.
00:33:19 - Okay, thank you.
00:33:27 (dramatic music)
00:33:30 - She's sleeping, Brian.
00:33:52 - Okay, thank you.
00:33:53 (dramatic music)
00:33:56 - She doesn't wanna talk yet, Brian.
00:34:17 - I just wanna make sure she's okay.
00:34:19 - I think it's gonna be a long time before she's okay.
00:34:22 (dramatic music)
00:34:24 - Hello?
00:34:51 Hi, Gary, is Bella there?
00:34:53 - We'll call you when she's ready.
00:34:55 (dramatic music)
00:34:58 (phone ringing)
00:35:15 (dramatic music)
00:35:18 - Brian, she's just not ready yet.
00:35:30 - Can I please see the girls?
00:35:32 - Hold on.
00:35:33 What time do you get off tomorrow?
00:35:41 - Whenever you want.
00:35:43 Meet me at Owens Beach around one.
00:35:45 - Thank you.
00:35:48 Thank you so much.
00:35:49 - I'll see you tomorrow.
00:35:51 - You wanna see me call tomorrow?
00:35:57 All right.
00:35:58 Hi.
00:36:13 Oh.
00:36:13 - There you go, hey.
00:36:16 Did it happen, did it come by?
00:36:20 There you go, come on.
00:36:22 There you go, there's Tany.
00:36:24 - There she is, hi.
00:36:26 Oh, look who's here to see you.
00:36:28 Oh, I know.
00:36:29 Here, come on.
00:36:30 There, she's excited.
00:36:33 Okay, get this off.
00:36:35 You're like a magician.
00:36:39 Okay, you ready?
00:36:40 I'll trade you.
00:36:41 - Okay.
00:36:42 - There we go.
00:36:44 There she is.
00:36:45 - You're gorgeous.
00:36:47 - Come on, come on.
00:36:49 - Hold on here.
00:36:54 - It's good to see you guys.
00:36:58 - Yeah.
00:37:00 - How have you been, huh?
00:37:05 - Oh, she's getting.
00:37:07 - How has she been?
00:37:08 - Oh.
00:37:10 - Always doing interesting things.
00:37:12 - Oh yeah.
00:37:13 Character.
00:37:15 Come on.
00:37:16 There you go.
00:37:18 Oh.
00:37:24 Ready?
00:37:28 There she is, come on.
00:37:41 Let's get out and see the day, huh?
00:37:43 There you go.
00:37:45 Hi.
00:37:46 There you are, gorgeous.
00:37:49 Thank you so much for bringing the family.
00:38:03 - It's just the right thing to do.
00:38:05 So how are you doing?
00:38:10 - I just wanna know if she's okay.
00:38:12 - She's really hurt, Brian,
00:38:13 and I don't think she's gonna forgive you.
00:38:16 - I can't even forgive myself.
00:38:19 - I know you love her and she loves you.
00:38:21 You just made a mistake.
00:38:23 She doesn't understand that you understand what you've done.
00:38:27 She only knows she's hurting and it's because of you.
00:38:31 This is either gonna drive you farther apart
00:38:37 or bring you closer together, but it's not your choice.
00:38:40 Her choice now.
00:38:44 - I know.
00:38:44 - You just have to give her time to decide.
00:38:48 - It's just hard not being able to see her or talk to her.
00:38:52 Thanks for coming out today.
00:39:07 It's the right thing to do.
00:39:08 My mother has a gift of Catholic guilt
00:39:31 and my dad's gonna kick your ass if you keep calling.
00:39:34 - So how are you doing?
00:39:36 - If I see a therapist three times a week,
00:39:38 the state won't take the kids.
00:39:40 How are you?
00:39:41 - Well, it's over.
00:39:43 I told her we're done.
00:39:44 - It's too late for that.
00:39:45 - I know I messed up and I can't go back,
00:39:49 but I'm sorry.
00:39:52 I'm so sorry.
00:39:55 - How could you do this to me?
00:39:57 How?
00:40:00 When I love you so much?
00:40:01 - I don't know.
00:40:04 - I don't know.
00:40:05 I love you so much, Brian.
00:40:07 - I love you.
00:40:16 - I want a divorce.
00:40:26 - Ella.
00:40:27 - I don't wanna talk about it.
00:40:29 I want a divorce and I want the kids
00:40:32 and the house and car
00:40:34 and you can give me the dog, okay?
00:40:38 - Take whatever you want.
00:40:41 - Could you be out by Friday?
00:40:45 If we don't come home soon,
00:40:46 Cole's gonna know something's wrong.
00:40:48 - Well, what are you gonna tell her
00:40:49 when you come home and I'm not here?
00:40:51 - I'm gonna tell her the truth.
00:40:54 - Okay, she should know.
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00:41:01 I have to go.
00:41:06 Take care of yourself, Brian.
00:41:09 - Yeah.
00:41:10 Okay, guess this is it for a while.
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00:41:47 - Hello.
00:42:14 - Hey.
00:42:15 Where's Kim?
00:42:17 - I've only been here for a week.
00:42:18 I don't think I've met her yet.
00:42:19 Oh, Mr. Jenny's wanted you to stop by his office
00:42:23 and we'll cut it.
00:42:24 - All right, thank you.
00:42:26 I've known you for a long time
00:42:32 and I've never seen you like this.
00:42:35 - I'm sorry, John, I'm just having problems at home.
00:42:39 - You've missed 43 days in the past three months
00:42:44 and when you do show up, you smell like alcohol.
00:42:46 - My wife and I are, I don't even know what we are.
00:42:53 - Which is why it hurts me to do this,
00:42:56 but you're really not leaving me any choice.
00:42:58 - I understand.
00:43:01 - I wish you the best, I really do.
00:43:04 - Thanks.
00:43:11 (dramatic music)
00:43:14 - What I didn't give away, I threw away.
00:43:27 I threw it all away.
00:43:30 As easily as one throws away the wrapping
00:43:32 on a birthday present.
00:43:33 I've always been too selfish to understand
00:43:37 that it's the wrapping that makes it special.
00:43:41 You're fired, he said, in so many words.
00:43:44 You're fired from life,
00:43:47 for you have failed everyone who has ever loved you.
00:43:50 You have failed yourself
00:43:52 and no amount of sorry will make this better.
00:43:57 No amount of forgiveness will make me worthy.
00:43:59 I deserve the hurt I have caused
00:44:02 and in the end, the last thing I want is to feel better.
00:44:09 (dramatic music)
00:44:11 - Security.
00:44:38 (knocking)
00:44:41 - Excuse me, sir.
00:44:49 We've had a few noise complaints.
00:44:53 I had you top it off, your credit card's been declined.
00:44:57 So we need to get your stuff out right now.
00:45:00 Do you have a jacket you want to bring?
00:45:03 Is this your jacket?
00:45:04 Just the one?
00:45:07 Yeah?
00:45:08 Here, why don't you put that on?
00:45:10 All right, we gotta grab your stuff.
00:45:12 What do you want to bring with you?
00:45:13 There.
00:45:19 Hold onto that.
00:45:21 Just, hold on.
00:45:22 Just, I don't know.
00:45:26 Is that all you need?
00:45:28 All right, we're gonna go.
00:45:30 (dramatic music)
00:45:34 (whispering)
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00:46:42 Party just moved to a new venue, that's all.
00:46:55 Good work.
00:46:56 You know what?
00:47:09 I love you, Reese.
00:47:10 You know what else?
00:47:13 You're too good for this.
00:47:15 You wanna go home?
00:47:18 Come on.
00:47:20 Off like a herd of turtles.
00:47:23 Come on.
00:47:25 Can't believe I let you talk me into this.
00:47:38 Well,
00:47:38 I know you've heard this story a million times,
00:47:43 but,
00:47:45 if I don't keep talking, I can't keep walking.
00:47:51 So, a million and one.
00:47:55 What do you have to say about that, huh?
00:47:58 Huh?
00:48:00 That's what I thought.
00:48:07 Anyway, we drove all day to get to where you were born.
00:48:11 Have you ever seen your mother drive?
00:48:14 Huh?
00:48:15 She's beautiful, but she's so serious.
00:48:19 I always felt like I was on a mission to make her laugh.
00:48:25 I like that feeling of trying to impress somebody.
00:48:30 She made me feel that way all the time.
00:48:35 Huh.
00:48:36 And when she smiled,
00:48:38 I swear there was heaven on her lips.
00:48:41 But don't get any ideas.
00:48:45 You're too young to start dating there, mister.
00:48:49 You're too young for that.
00:48:51 Anyway,
00:48:55 we get to the farm way out in the boonies.
00:48:58 And I swear the place was odd.
00:49:05 It was like a circus.
00:49:06 There was kids on unicycles,
00:49:11 goats with eight horns.
00:49:15 I think there was even a cat with wings.
00:49:18 Ha!
00:49:19 Woo-hoo-hoo!
00:49:21 Bet you liked to play with that.
00:49:24 Chase that around the yard all day, huh?
00:49:26 Oh.
00:49:32 And your mother, she had the best sense of style.
00:49:35 She wore dresses from the 50s,
00:49:40 and little things in her hair.
00:49:43 She reminded me of Marilyn Monroe before,
00:49:53 well, she was Marilyn Monroe.
00:50:00 I think it was the way the wind whipped up her dress.
00:50:05 It didn't matter where we went or what we did.
00:50:11 I couldn't take my eyes off her.
00:50:15 She glowed even when she slept.
00:50:21 Have you ever seen The Lion King?
00:50:26 Yeah.
00:50:28 I have about 75 times.
00:50:31 I have kids.
00:50:32 Remember?
00:50:35 Remember when James Earl Jones is holding up Simba?
00:50:39 Well,
00:50:44 that's how it was when I met you.
00:50:49 Only,
00:50:51 you weren't Simba.
00:50:54 You
00:50:58 were like a peanut butter cup.
00:51:01 A fat, chunky,
00:51:08 little peanut butter cup.
00:51:11 That's how you got your name.
00:51:17 That's how you got your name.
00:51:19 Let's just do this tomorrow, buddy, okay?
00:51:47 Okay.
00:51:48 One more.
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00:53:37 - Oh, I missed you.
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00:55:23 - Ducks.
00:55:41 - Look at kids.
00:55:45 Hey, fuck off.
00:55:48 Hey.
00:55:49 Hey, what's your problem?
00:55:51 - I don't have a problem.
00:55:54 - You walk through here every day, where do you go?
00:55:56 - I don't know.
00:55:57 I guess I'm not going anywhere.
00:55:59 - Quit being a pathetic fuck
00:56:00 and say hi every once in a while, huh?
00:56:02 Well, you gonna sit down?
00:56:05 It ain't fucking church.
00:56:06 - Piece of shit, Paul.
00:56:10 I'm Terry.
00:56:12 This is my friend, Vodka.
00:56:13 Who the fuck are you?
00:56:15 - Brian.
00:56:16 - Hey.
00:56:19 Hey, waitress, can I get a napkin for my friend here?
00:56:22 - Don't sleep it off.
00:56:24 - Hey, child, rotten, you stagnant cunt.
00:56:26 - I gotta go.
00:56:30 - Where the fuck are you gonna go?
00:56:33 You got a job interview or something?
00:56:36 Oh, gonna be a big shot dental assistant?
00:56:38 Yeah, fuck you, you drunk.
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00:57:31 - The taste of used food subsides
00:57:56 as the flickering streetlights create a rhythmic dance
00:57:58 of muted shadows.
00:58:00 I stuff my coat with newspapers I will never read.
00:58:04 The first night was cold.
00:58:08 So is the second, and every night that followed.
00:58:13 Memories will never keep you warm at night,
00:58:16 but they will keep you up, even the good ones.
00:58:24 Have you ever held someone so close
00:58:26 that you forget which one you are?
00:58:27 That you think it's your fingers moving,
00:58:31 but it's not?
00:58:33 That they finish your words?
00:58:38 - I can hear your heartbeat in your lips.
00:58:49 - I think it's your lips that make my heartbeat.
00:58:54 (dramatic music)
00:58:56 - Hey, so did you get that job?
00:59:00 Jesus Christ, watching you is like watching
00:59:05 some pathetic fucking dog shit himself.
00:59:07 And then wipe his ass all over the ground
00:59:09 and smear it in real good.
00:59:10 What you need is an aspirin and a shower.
00:59:16 (laughing)
00:59:21 Well, are you gonna sit down or what?
00:59:23 (sniffing)
00:59:25 What is your deal anyway?
00:59:29 You ain't supposed to be here.
00:59:31 - Well, I used to have a wife, kids, a dog, a house.
00:59:37 - Jesus Christ, you are a dental assistant.
00:59:39 - Well, I was an architect.
00:59:43 - An architect?
00:59:45 If you were an architect, you'd know how many floors
00:59:48 there were between you and the ground.
00:59:50 (laughing)
00:59:52 Let me tell you something, you piece of shit.
00:59:56 I used to be a dental hygienist.
00:59:58 Being a dental hygienist is a lot like being a shrink.
01:00:05 Only most of my clients were numb, kind of like you.
01:00:07 - Talk to me about being numb.
01:00:11 - You ever smoke crack?
01:00:14 Smoking crack is kind of like waking up
01:00:18 Frankenstein's monster.
01:00:20 There's a big jolt of electricity,
01:00:22 and then he just stumbles around all sad and lonely.
01:00:25 So the town folk, they all get together
01:00:27 and get their pitchforks, and they run him out of town
01:00:31 or kill him or fuck, I forget.
01:00:34 - Killed it.
01:00:36 - Killed it, thank you very much.
01:00:39 Anyway, my point is this.
01:00:42 You walk around here like fucking Frankenstein's monster.
01:00:45 And I see, I can tell you ain't supposed to be here.
01:00:48 You're a fucking accident.
01:00:50 So I look for my pitchfork, but then I realize
01:00:54 I'm not a fucking farmer, what do I need a pitchfork for?
01:00:57 (laughing)
01:00:58 But by the time I realize that, you're fucking gone.
01:01:01 Just do yourself a favor.
01:01:06 Go be an architect.
01:01:08 Build yourself some big building
01:01:11 that you don't want to jump off of.
01:01:13 Or at least be a good drunk, you fucking piece of shit.
01:01:17 (birds chirping)
01:01:20 Thank you.
01:01:25 Yeah, go fuck yourself, Frankie the Park Fly.
01:01:31 Jesus, Paul, you're a fucking embarrassment.
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01:02:01 Do you mind if I sit and watch you paint?
01:02:27 - No, not at all.
01:02:28 - This has always reminded me
01:02:32 of something from a different life.
01:02:34 - A couple of months ago, it was wrapped in plastic.
01:02:38 - Interesting how something so strong
01:02:41 can also be so fragile.
01:02:42 So are you in school?
01:02:47 - Third quarter freshman.
01:02:49 - Well, it's very beautiful.
01:02:50 - Thank you.
01:02:51 Do you paint?
01:02:54 - I always wanted to.
01:02:56 I always told my wife I'd paint her, but I never did.
01:02:59 - You're married?
01:03:00 - No, I'm divorced.
01:03:03 - I'm sorry.
01:03:04 - It's okay, it's been a while now.
01:03:07 - How long?
01:03:08 - Going on three years.
01:03:11 - This is too bad.
01:03:13 - It's all right.
01:03:16 Where are you from?
01:03:18 - Yeah.
01:03:19 (laughs)
01:03:19 They must have tourists written all over me.
01:03:22 - Well, that depends if you ask me
01:03:24 to take your picture in front of the Space Needle or not.
01:03:27 (laughs)
01:03:28 - I'm from Portland.
01:03:29 - Really?
01:03:30 - Yeah. - From Salem.
01:03:31 - Right on.
01:03:32 - Well, I should probably let you get back to your work.
01:03:38 - That's okay, you don't have to.
01:03:40 - Thanks, but I need to start looking for some dinner.
01:03:44 But good luck to you.
01:03:47 - You too.
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01:04:37 - Hi.
01:05:03 - Hi, how are you?
01:05:05 - Just trying to get money together for some food.
01:05:08 Do you have any spare change?
01:05:10 - Oh, I'm sorry, I don't.
01:05:12 - It's okay, thanks anyway.
01:05:14 - Have a good night.
01:05:16 - You too.
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01:05:20 (water splashes)
01:05:33 - I don't get the homeless money,
01:05:34 but I will help you help yourself.
01:05:36 - You don't have to do this.
01:05:38 - No, it's okay, I want to.
01:05:41 See, you can paint pictures,
01:05:43 and that way you don't have to beg.
01:05:44 - Can I hug you?
01:05:47 (laughs)
01:05:49 Oh, you're one of the nicest people I've ever met.
01:05:52 I hope you get everything you ever want from life.
01:05:56 That you know what you have when you have it.
01:05:59 - Thank you.
01:06:02 - Thank you.
01:06:03 - Hey.
01:06:12 Hey!
01:06:13 I'm gonna spray-kill the architect.
01:06:16 Fuck.
01:06:19 You gonna come over and join me or what?
01:06:29 (birds chirping)
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01:06:35 What the fuck are you so happy about?
01:06:41 - Life goes on.
01:06:44 It doesn't matter how much you push it,
01:06:48 pull it, remember, or forget.
01:06:51 It's indifferent.
01:06:53 It just goes on.
01:06:54 And I think back to the little things,
01:06:58 the things that matter most.
01:06:59 The laughter.
01:07:01 The wet laughter that hurts in the best way.
01:07:06 Her lip-lock eyes across a crowded room.
01:07:10 Philosophy over coffee.
01:07:14 Explaining why the sky is blue
01:07:18 to a child who thinks the world of you.
01:07:21 So wide-eyed and full of possibilities.
01:07:24 Endless possibilities.
01:07:27 When the world was made of magic.
01:07:29 Of course unicorns are real.
01:07:33 As real as princesses.
01:07:37 As real as Bigfoot.
01:07:39 As real as you and me.
01:07:42 Once when I was your age, I rode one.
01:07:46 I rode one, but the horn is very sharp.
01:07:50 That's how I got these scars on my chin, you know?
01:07:56 (chuckles)
01:07:58 Fly.
01:08:00 Fly.
01:08:04 Fly as I sink.
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01:09:10 ♪ Take a walk with me ♪
01:09:13 ♪ And let's go find belief ♪
01:09:18 ♪ I wanna see the stars again ♪
01:09:22 ♪ With the wonder that I had ♪
01:09:26 ♪ At the age of 10 ♪
01:09:28 ♪ So now I'm alone ♪
01:09:32 ♪ Once again ♪
01:09:35 ♪ I'm on my own ♪
01:09:38 ♪ She lost the magic she had for me ♪
01:09:42 ♪ In her eyes ♪
01:09:46 ♪ We no longer share the same skies ♪
01:09:52 ♪ No, we don't ♪
01:09:56 ♪ Not at all ♪
01:09:58 ♪ Not at all ♪
01:10:06 ♪ So now I walk alone ♪
01:10:09 ♪ Once again ♪
01:10:13 ♪ I'm on my own ♪
01:10:16 ♪ She lost the magic she had for me ♪
01:10:21 ♪ Lost the magic ♪
01:10:25 ♪ I'm not complete ♪
01:10:28 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:10:32 ♪ Peter Pan ♪
01:10:35 ♪ Elvis Presley ♪
01:10:37 ♪ Superman ♪
01:10:39 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:10:42 ♪ Jacques Cousteau ♪
01:10:45 ♪ To marvel at the earth ♪
01:10:48 ♪ And the sea below ♪
01:10:50 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:11:05 ♪ Peter Pan ♪
01:11:06 ♪ Elvis Presley ♪
01:11:09 ♪ Superman ♪
01:11:11 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:11:15 ♪ Jacques Cousteau ♪
01:11:17 ♪ To marvel at the earth ♪
01:11:20 ♪ And the sea below ♪
01:11:24 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:11:26 ♪ Take a walk with me ♪
01:11:40 Do you remember the first day we met?
01:11:45 ♪ Let's go find ♪
01:11:52 ♪ Believe ♪
01:11:54 ♪ Believe ♪
01:11:58 ♪ Believe ♪
01:12:02 ♪ I wanna see ♪
01:12:06 ♪ The stars again ♪
01:12:10 ♪ The stars again ♪
01:12:16 ♪ With the wonder that I had ♪
01:12:21 ♪ At the age of ten ♪
01:12:24 ♪ The age of ten ♪
01:12:33 I remember lying on your chest and talking for hours.
01:12:36 ♪ The age of ten ♪
01:12:40 And then we remembered we were lying on the bathroom floor.
01:12:46 So we had to shower again.
01:12:49 ♪ So I walk alone ♪
01:12:52 ♪ Once again ♪
01:12:58 ♪ I'm on my own ♪
01:13:01 ♪ She lost the magic ♪
01:13:05 ♪ Of the magic of the moon ♪
01:13:08 ♪ And I'm on my own ♪
01:13:11 ♪ She lost the magic ♪
01:13:14 ♪ Of the magic of the moon ♪
01:13:17 ♪ And I'm on my own ♪
01:13:18 ♪ She lost the magic ♪
01:13:20 ♪ She had for me ♪
01:13:23 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
01:13:27 ♪ Winter arrives ♪
01:13:29 ♪ We no longer ♪
01:13:34 ♪ Share the sky ♪
01:13:37 ♪ Oh, no ♪
01:13:40 ♪ Oh, no ♪
01:13:44 ♪ Not at all ♪
01:13:47 ♪ Not at all ♪
01:13:48 Sometimes I can't help but wonder
01:13:52 if maybe we forget each other every time you look away.
01:13:56 I see you, beautiful.
01:14:03 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:14:09 ♪ We're all the same ♪
01:14:13 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:14:14 ♪ Peter Pan ♪
01:14:17 ♪ Elvis Presley ♪
01:14:21 ♪ Superman ♪
01:14:24 ♪ In each one of us ♪
01:14:28 ♪ Jacques Cousteau ♪
01:14:31 ♪ To marvel at the earth ♪
01:14:35 ♪ And the sea below ♪
01:14:38 ♪ Well, I ♪
01:14:40 ♪ I just need someone ♪
01:14:43 ♪ Who understands ♪
01:14:44 ♪ The little boy ♪
01:14:48 ♪ Inside the man ♪
01:14:51 ♪ I just need someone ♪
01:14:55 ♪ Who understands ♪
01:14:58 ♪ Part of me lives ♪
01:15:02 ♪ In a dreamland ♪
01:15:05 ♪ And ♪
01:15:08 ♪ In a dreamland ♪
01:15:09 ♪ In a dreamland ♪
01:15:24 I remember.
01:15:26 I remember, she thought.
01:15:28 But I can't forget.
01:15:31 Once you asked me if I had ever stood naked
01:15:34 in front of anyone,
01:15:37 alone and out of reach.
01:15:38 I took off my clothes and backed away from you.
01:15:41 You simply asked me my middle name
01:15:44 and told me to put my clothes back on.
01:15:46 I am standing naked and raw for you now, Bella.
01:15:51 Not to beg forgiveness,
01:15:55 but to beg that you find happiness.
01:15:58 The kind of happiness I can never give you.
01:16:01 And if you should see the unrecognizable me
01:16:06 on the street,
01:16:07 don't look down.
01:16:09 Don't look back.
01:16:11 And I will grant you the same respect.
01:16:14 - Ain't you guys got a home to go to?
01:16:19 - Yeah.
01:16:22 I was thinking about maybe getting a wife,
01:16:24 shitting out some kids,
01:16:26 being an architect.
01:16:28 - Will you marry me?
01:16:30 - Shut up, you fucking drunk.
01:16:35 - Do you ever leave the bench?
01:16:36 What, do they decorate you guys at Christmas time?
01:16:41 Yes?
01:16:45 No?
01:16:47 Okay, well, I'm gonna go get a cup of coffee
01:16:49 if you wanna join me.
01:16:51 - Come on, sweetheart.
01:16:59 Daddy wants some breakfast.
01:17:01 - Lupi!
01:17:03 Lupi!
01:17:04 Lupi!
01:17:06 (wind howling)
01:17:08 (wind howling)
01:17:36 (chattering)
01:17:38 (chattering)
01:17:40 (chattering)
01:17:41 (chattering)
01:17:43 (coughing)
01:18:08 (coughing)
01:18:09 (coughing)
01:18:11 - If there was one thing you could change about your life,
01:18:16 what would it be?
01:18:18 - One thing is all I get?
01:18:20 If one is all I get, I don't wanna play this game.
01:18:24 - Pussy.
01:18:26 - I wanna be President of the United States.
01:18:29 That's right.
01:18:31 That way I can declare a state of anarchy.
01:18:37 I wanna be a movie star.
01:18:38 A big fucking movie star.
01:18:41 Live in a big fucking house.
01:18:43 Make big fucking movies.
01:18:46 I wanna be the love child of Sid Vicious and Molly Ringwald.
01:18:51 I wanna sit up all night in an all night diner
01:18:59 and order nothing.
01:19:01 I wanna be God.
01:19:06 I wanna be God.
01:19:07 I wanna be God.
01:19:09 I wanna be God.
01:19:12 I wanna be God.
01:19:14 I wanna be God.
01:19:16 I wanna be God.
01:19:18 I wanna be God.
01:19:21 I wanna be God.
01:19:24 I wanna be God.
01:19:26 I wanna be God.
01:19:28 I wanna be God.
01:19:30 I wanna be God.
01:19:32 I wanna be God.
01:19:35 I wanna be God.
01:19:36 I wanna be God.
01:19:39 I wanna be God.
01:19:41 I wanna be God.
01:19:43 I wanna be God.
01:19:45 I wanna be God.
01:19:47 I wanna be God.
01:19:49 I wanna be God.
01:19:51 I wanna be God.
01:19:53 I wanna be God.
01:19:55 I wanna be God.
01:19:57 I wanna be God.
01:19:59 I wanna be God.
01:20:01 I wanna be God.
01:20:04 I wanna be God.
01:20:05 You're a pathetic fuck.
01:20:08 Magnet.
01:20:12 Not you, him.
01:20:14 Jesus, that was beautiful.
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01:22:13 You left perfect.
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01:22:22 Was it worth it?
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01:22:31 What is left of you?
01:22:34 [music]
01:22:41 From this rendezvous
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01:22:54 Contentment fades away
01:22:57 [music]
01:23:02 Into the grave
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01:23:07 And the ghost of you
01:23:10 [music]
01:23:12 Well, it hides away
01:23:15 [music]
01:23:17 Where's it going to?
01:23:20 [music]
01:23:26 And the way you were
01:23:29 [music]
01:23:31 Lives in shadows now
01:23:34 [music]
01:23:36 And becomes a blur
01:23:39 [music]
01:23:41 And nothing can touch the moment
01:23:45 [music]
01:23:46 It's all yours now
01:23:48 [music]
01:23:49 You own it
01:23:50 [music]
01:23:51 Nothing, no, not even reason
01:23:54 [music]
01:23:55 Can touch the season
01:23:57 [music]
01:23:58 That you're in
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01:24:00 That you're in
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01:24:04 You lean to kiss it
01:24:06 [music]
01:24:09 Well, it fades away
01:24:12 [music]
01:24:13 But then you're missing
01:24:16 [music]
01:24:19 You're so close
01:24:21 But through the years
01:24:23 [music]
01:24:24 In circles again
01:24:26 With burdens and fears
01:24:28 [music]
01:24:29 Oh, now you are swimming in tears
01:24:33 [music]
01:24:34 Of sorrow
01:24:35 [music]
01:24:37 Oh, oh, oh
01:24:43 [music]
01:24:45 Contentment fades away
01:24:48 [music]
01:24:53 Into the gray
01:24:55 [music]
01:24:58 And goes to you
01:25:01 [music]
01:25:03 Well, it hides away
01:25:06 [music]
01:25:07 Where it's going to
01:25:10 [music]
01:25:16 And the way you were
01:25:20 [music]
01:25:21 Lives in shadows now
01:25:24 [music]
01:25:26 And becomes the blur
01:25:28 [music]
01:25:31 And nothing can touch the moment
01:25:35 [music]
01:25:36 It's all yours now
01:25:38 [music]
01:25:39 You own it
01:25:40 [music]
01:25:41 Nothing, no, not even reason
01:25:44 [music]
01:25:45 Can touch the season
01:25:47 [music]
01:25:48 That you're in
01:25:49 [music]
01:25:50 Nothing can touch the moment
01:25:54 [music]
01:25:55 It's all yours now
01:25:57 [music]
01:25:58 You own it
01:25:59 [music]
01:26:00 Nothing, not even reason
01:26:03 [music]
01:26:04 Can touch the season
01:26:06 [music]
01:26:07 That you're in
01:26:08 [music]
01:26:09 That you're in
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01:26:11 La, la, la
01:26:12 [music]
01:26:13 That you're in
01:26:14 [music]
01:26:15 La, la, la
01:26:16 [music]
01:26:17 That you're in
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01:26:20 La, la, la
01:26:21 [music]
01:26:22 That you're in
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01:26:25 La, la, la
01:26:26 [music]
01:26:27 That you're in
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01:26:29 La, la, la
01:26:30 [music]
01:26:31 That you're in
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01:26:34 La, la, la
01:26:35 [music]
01:26:36 That you're in
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01:26:38 La, la, la
01:26:39 [music]
01:26:40 That you're in
01:26:41 [music]
01:26:42 La, la, la
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01:26:43 [silence]