Dear Chixie,
Maayong adlaw nimo. I'm Beatrice. I have a boyfriend named Jonathan. We were in a long-term relationship since high school apan nagkabuwag lang mi tungod kay nag-cheat siya. Nasakpan nako si Jonathan nga nakig-kiss sa iyang workmate nga babaye sa bar. Tungod ato, Chixie, nakigbuwag ko niya. Months passed, nahibaw-an nalang nako nga ni-resign na si Jonathan sa iyang trabahuan. Ug ako Chixie, nagsige nako og simba. Walay Dominggo nga dili ko makasimba. Through prayers, murag na-heal ang akong kasingkasing sa nahitabo namo ni Jonathan. Gipanguyaban ko og balik ni Jonathan.
Pila ka buwan ang nilabay, nakarealize ko nga hatagan nako og second chance si Jonathan kay nakita man sab nako nga nagbag-o na siya. Apan ang among relasyon, dili na parehas sauna. Usa ka adlaw, na-meet nako ang akong kanhi classmate sa simbahan. Nag madre diay siya. Sa among panag-istorya, murag nadani ko nga mag-madre pud. Sukad adto, mo-participate nako sa mga kalihukan sa simbahan. Karon, Chixie, ganahan ko nga mosulod og pagkamadre apan ang nakapapugong nako mao ang akong uyab. Mao na ni akong problema karon. Di pud ko sure kon calling ba gyud akong gibati.
Unsa ang akong angay nga buhaton?
Beatrice
##DearChixieCalling
Maayong adlaw nimo. I'm Beatrice. I have a boyfriend named Jonathan. We were in a long-term relationship since high school apan nagkabuwag lang mi tungod kay nag-cheat siya. Nasakpan nako si Jonathan nga nakig-kiss sa iyang workmate nga babaye sa bar. Tungod ato, Chixie, nakigbuwag ko niya. Months passed, nahibaw-an nalang nako nga ni-resign na si Jonathan sa iyang trabahuan. Ug ako Chixie, nagsige nako og simba. Walay Dominggo nga dili ko makasimba. Through prayers, murag na-heal ang akong kasingkasing sa nahitabo namo ni Jonathan. Gipanguyaban ko og balik ni Jonathan.
Pila ka buwan ang nilabay, nakarealize ko nga hatagan nako og second chance si Jonathan kay nakita man sab nako nga nagbag-o na siya. Apan ang among relasyon, dili na parehas sauna. Usa ka adlaw, na-meet nako ang akong kanhi classmate sa simbahan. Nag madre diay siya. Sa among panag-istorya, murag nadani ko nga mag-madre pud. Sukad adto, mo-participate nako sa mga kalihukan sa simbahan. Karon, Chixie, ganahan ko nga mosulod og pagkamadre apan ang nakapapugong nako mao ang akong uyab. Mao na ni akong problema karon. Di pud ko sure kon calling ba gyud akong gibati.
Unsa ang akong angay nga buhaton?
Beatrice
##DearChixieCalling
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01:16 - Hello, good afternoon everybody.
01:22 It's another Tuesday today.
01:25 In fact, it is Holy Tuesday.
01:27 (speaking in foreign language)
01:31 We are celebrating the Holy Week
01:34 with the Christian community.
01:36 And so today, Holy Week,
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01:41 ingredients.
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01:43 Kidding aside, beyond that,
01:46 it's a solemn week.
01:48 So,
01:48 (speaking in foreign language)
01:50 But still,
01:51 we are having this program
01:55 and speaking of,
01:56 have you ever had something
01:58 (speaking in foreign language)
02:02 certain calling?
02:03 (speaking in foreign language)
02:05 Certain calling say,
02:07 (speaking in foreign language)
02:08 for whatever that calling is,
02:10 (speaking in foreign language)
02:14 for us to have passion in painting,
02:17 (speaking in foreign language)
02:17 for us to have passion in singing and acting,
02:22 and (speaking in foreign language)
02:23 to serve the Lord.
02:25 (speaking in foreign language)
02:28 Something that is related to calling.
02:31 (speaking in foreign language)
02:36 Because (speaking in foreign language)
02:41 But of course, before anything else,
02:51 allow me to introduce myself,
02:53 especially (speaking in foreign language)
02:56 My name is Shixy.
02:58 (speaking in foreign language)
03:04 Dear Shixy,
03:06 (speaking in foreign language)
03:08 And of course,
03:09 (speaking in foreign language)
03:10 to our live viewers,
03:12 good afternoon.
03:13 (speaking in foreign language)
03:17 But precisely and definitely,
03:22 one of the plans is to visit the church.
03:24 So,
03:25 (speaking in foreign language)
03:26 Let us not forget,
03:27 (speaking in foreign language)
03:28 Holy Week plans.
03:28 So, other religions,
03:30 of course,
03:31 they have their own practices.
03:32 (speaking in foreign language)
03:36 But beyond that,
03:57 and beyond the practices,
03:59 (speaking in foreign language)
04:03 It's timely because Holy Week,
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04:09 And (speaking in foreign language)
04:14 Volunteer.
04:14 (speaking in foreign language)
04:18 We have a female letter sender
04:39 that is struggling with her decision in life.
04:42 In fact, (speaking in foreign language)
04:47 (speaking in foreign language)
04:52 But of course,
04:53 (speaking in foreign language)
04:57 ##calling.
04:58 (speaking in foreign language)
05:01 Dear Shixy episode for this afternoon.
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05:09 Dear Shixy,
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05:27 Please hide my identity and just call me Beatrice.
05:36 (speaking in foreign language)
05:37 Is actually about the life changing decision
05:41 that I am about to make.
05:44 But before that,
05:45 let me share to you the reason,
05:47 (speaking in foreign language)
05:51 Now, I'm boyfriend Shixy since I was in high school.
06:01 (speaking in foreign language)
06:05 (speaking in foreign language)
06:07 However, he did something that broke me
06:12 and my trust towards him.
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06:18 (speaking in foreign language)
06:19 Explain to me these photos.
06:22 - Babe, sorry I was drunk.
06:24 (speaking in foreign language)
06:26 (speaking in foreign language)
06:29 And not just any other girl but your workmate,
06:32 (speaking in foreign language)
06:34 (speaking in foreign language)
06:38 - I'm sorry, babe.
06:54 Please, it's all my fault.
06:56 I admit (speaking in foreign language)
06:57 but please, let's not waste our relationship.
07:00 Promise.
07:02 (speaking in foreign language)
07:05 - I don't know if (speaking in foreign language)
07:11 but please, let's not talk.
07:14 I am not ready to hear all your lies.
07:16 Please, Jonathan.
07:17 (speaking in foreign language)
07:21 - I can't believe that after how many years,
07:26 (speaking in foreign language)
07:31 I saw it because a mutual friend sent it to me.
07:34 (speaking in foreign language)
07:37 In fact, (speaking in foreign language)
07:41 And while I was trying to heal myself,
07:44 (speaking in foreign language)
07:48 But God, I did not miss Sunday masses.
07:54 I go to church randomly.
07:57 I enjoyed my time.
07:59 Or shall I say my me time,
08:01 despite of the hurt that Jonathan cost me.
08:05 I confirmed from a friend,
08:07 (speaking in foreign language)
08:11 where that girl, Zyra, was also working.
08:17 (speaking in foreign language)
08:22 After six months since we broke up, Chixie,
08:27 and while he is still pursuing me,
08:30 I decided to forgive him.
08:32 I don't know (speaking in foreign language)
08:35 but I did.
08:36 Maybe because (speaking in foreign language)
08:40 and that I am more forgiving.
08:43 And also, (speaking in foreign language)
08:48 And so I did forgive him
08:53 and gave him another chance
08:56 to save what was left of our relationship.
08:59 He also told me (speaking in foreign language)
09:02 he's saving now for our marriage.
09:05 In fact, at a young age of 23,
09:08 (speaking in foreign language)
09:13 but something happened along the way.
09:19 Suddenly, I met someone from the past.
09:23 (speaking in foreign language)
09:29 Excuse me, sister, good afternoon.
09:44 - Good afternoon, Pod.
09:45 Wait, you look familiar.
09:49 - Beatriz, I knew it, Jeya.
09:52 I mean, sister Jeya, wow, it's been what, years?
09:56 - (speaking in foreign language)
10:00 - Me too.
10:01 (speaking in foreign language)
10:05 - Yeah.
10:09 (speaking in foreign language)
10:13 (speaking in foreign language)
10:17 - Well, yes, I won't lie.
10:22 (speaking in foreign language)
10:26 But that was then, elementary years,
10:38 but things have changed.
10:40 (speaking in foreign language)
10:44 - (speaking in foreign language)
10:51 I mean, sister Jeya.
10:53 (speaking in foreign language)
10:58 Anyway, I am happy to see you,
11:00 and hopefully, (speaking in foreign language)
11:03 - I guess (speaking in foreign language)
11:07 - That's good.
11:09 See you then, and God bless you.
11:11 (speaking in foreign language)
11:19 I felt like I am being called as well to join
11:30 and serve God and to sacrifice.
11:34 (speaking in foreign language)
11:38 (speaking in foreign language)
11:42 - Babe, I am free this weekend.
11:53 (speaking in foreign language)
11:55 Like what we usually do, ba?
11:57 - Babe, I have plans this weekend.
12:00 (speaking in foreign language)
12:04 - Youth camp?
12:06 (speaking in foreign language)
12:09 - Are you sure?
12:10 - Yes.
12:11 (speaking in foreign language)
12:12 - Great.
12:13 (speaking in foreign language)
12:17 - Wow.
12:20 (speaking in foreign language)
12:24 (speaking in foreign language)
12:26 - I'm just happy to see her.
12:27 (speaking in foreign language)
12:32 - Wow, that's good.
12:33 (speaking in foreign language)
12:35 (speaking in foreign language)
12:39 But a certain feeling strikes to me again.
12:50 (speaking in foreign language)
12:54 To serve God, then marry Jonathan.
12:58 In all honesty, I felt like I lost my interest
13:01 and love towards him,
13:03 and must be growing my desire to be a nun.
13:06 (speaking in foreign language)
13:11 Now, I don't fully trust him, but I'm sure, ba.
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13:31 God bless Beatrice.
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13:36 - All right, thank you so much.
13:43 (speaking in foreign language)
13:47 You want to say hi?
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14:04 Thank you, Chari, and of course, Jay and Anna
14:25 for giving life to the lines of our story
14:29 for this afternoon.
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14:38 Between your faith and your love.
14:41 (speaking in foreign language)
14:48 She said she forgave, but feeling--
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15:05 Before anything else,
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15:17 Thank you so much for watching our Holy Week special.
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15:30 You are very much, well, excuse me, sorry.
15:34 Are very much welcome this afternoon,
15:36 so go ahead and send your thoughts.
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15:44 And good luck.
15:58 (speaking in foreign language)
16:02 And let us check on the other pages.
16:07 We are also live via DJ Chixie page as well.
16:09 Good afternoon to all our viewers
16:11 and those (speaking in foreign language)
16:14 this afternoon.
16:16 Hi to Jess Reel Bayawa, good afternoon.
16:19 Shout out from (speaking in foreign language)
16:22 Thank you so much.
16:23 Thank you to Jamie, Lorise, and the rest for watching.
16:27 Good afternoon and share our live.
16:29 (speaking in foreign language)
16:33 Good afternoon, everybody.
16:42 (speaking in foreign language)
16:46 Because it's a battle between
16:50 (speaking in foreign language)
16:52 desire to serve God, and also being unsure
16:56 in a feeling is like,
16:59 (speaking in foreign language)
17:03 I felt like I'm not comfortable anymore
17:10 with the relationship.
17:11 (speaking in foreign language)
17:15 You're lost.
17:16 You're lost somehow in a way.
17:19 You desire something, but you're not even certain
17:22 if that desire is really something you want
17:25 in the first place.
17:26 (speaking in foreign language)
17:30 But let us not disregard the fact that the story right now
17:53 is (speaking in foreign language)
17:54 for the Holy Week.
17:55 (speaking in foreign language)
17:59 To remind us that he's present in our lives.
18:09 I'm not that kind,
18:11 (speaking in foreign language)
18:12 and all that.
18:13 So, but (speaking in foreign language)
18:18 (speaking in foreign language)
18:22 The difference is that (speaking in foreign language)
18:27 and the fact that helped her forgive.
18:37 (speaking in foreign language)
18:42 (speaking in foreign language)
18:46 (speaking in foreign language)
18:50 (speaking in foreign language)
19:08 (speaking in foreign language)
19:12 Try to weigh things.
19:32 List the pros and the cons.
19:35 Choose the life you want wherein you're comfortable
19:38 and happy.
19:39 (speaking in foreign language)
19:43 Hello, sender.
19:47 Discern well and do not escape.
19:49 Instead, face the situation.
19:51 You need to ask a spiritual director or directress
19:55 (speaking in foreign language)
19:57 It's normal (speaking in foreign language)
20:00 (speaking in foreign language)
20:04 Before (speaking in foreign language)
20:09 Sorry.
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20:14 But through the guidance and firm,
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20:22 As of now, (speaking in foreign language)
20:32 Look for a spiritual director or directress
20:35 (speaking in foreign language)
20:39 (speaking in foreign language)
20:49 And this is where my desire goes,
21:00 to serve him and only him.
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21:07 I will pray for your heart's desire.
21:20 God has bestest plan for you.
21:22 (speaking in foreign language)
21:28 (speaking in foreign language)
21:32 Provide these programs to introduce to you
21:35 what religious life means.
21:37 (speaking in foreign language)
21:40 Have different charisms.
21:44 If needed, or if indeed, you are called to religious life,
21:49 the next encounter would be what kind of charisms
21:54 and apostolate are you called to, okay?
21:58 (speaking in foreign language)
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22:13 (speaking in foreign language)
22:17 (speaking in foreign language)
22:23 (speaking in foreign language)
22:40 (laughing)
22:41 (speaking in foreign language)
22:45 Anyways, (speaking in foreign language)
22:50 let's pause for this,
22:51 and we are going to read more comments later on.
22:54 (speaking in foreign language)
22:55 for this afternoon.
22:57 But for now, (speaking in foreign language)
23:02 for today's episode of Dear Trixie.
23:05 (upbeat music)
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23:16 (speaking in foreign language)
23:20 (speaking in foreign language)
23:24 - Philippines, Women in Music.
23:27 (speaking in foreign language)
23:31 Walk of Fame in the Philippines.
23:47 (speaking in foreign language)
23:51 At a very young age, she is indeed talented,
23:54 maybe that's her calling, to really entertain.
23:57 (speaking in foreign language)
24:01 Next showbiz news, please.
24:09 (speaking in foreign language)
24:13 (laughing)
24:15 (speaking in foreign language)
24:19 By the way, Ria Atayde is the sister,
24:30 younger sister of Arjo Atayde.
24:32 (speaking in foreign language)
24:37 How do we all know him?
24:39 Good actor, model before, and then,
24:42 (speaking in foreign language)
24:45 In fact, the wedding was held,
24:48 (speaking in foreign language)
24:49 It was a civil wedding.
24:51 I don't know what's the reason,
24:52 (speaking in foreign language)
24:54 but, (speaking in foreign language)
25:05 However, the wedding itself was held,
25:07 (speaking in foreign language)
25:11 Will this be a first wedding,
25:13 and will it be a second wedding?
25:15 (speaking in foreign language)
25:16 But what's important is that,
25:17 (speaking in foreign language)
25:20 are really good friends, before they became lovers.
25:23 (speaking in foreign language)
25:31 Best wishes to Mr. and Mrs. Marudo.
25:35 (speaking in foreign language)
25:39 Okay, (speaking in foreign language)
25:46 is a pixelated photo of Daniel Padilla
25:49 and Catherine Bernardo.
25:51 The characters (speaking in foreign language)
25:53 is Japanese character,
25:54 (speaking in foreign language)
25:56 it means happy birthday.
25:58 (speaking in foreign language)
26:02 (speaking in foreign language)
26:21 Daniel honor (speaking in foreign language)
26:23 ex-girlfriend, and he did,
26:25 greeted him a happy birthday,
26:28 in an unusual way.
26:29 (speaking in foreign language)
26:30 Pixelated photo and Japanese character.
26:33 (speaking in foreign language)
26:37 So anyways, (speaking in foreign language)
26:42 for this afternoon.
26:44 (speaking in foreign language)
26:48 By the way, (speaking in foreign language)
26:53 That was then, before (speaking in foreign language)
27:01 Anyways, let's move forward (speaking in foreign language)
27:14 (speaking in foreign language)
27:18 Thank you so much for watching our program
27:33 and episode today.
27:34 (speaking in foreign language)
27:38 (speaking in foreign language)
27:42 And by the way, you can also share your
28:02 Holy Week plans.
28:03 (speaking in foreign language)
28:07 (speaking in foreign language)
28:10 Hi, chick, shout out go please.
28:12 (speaking in foreign language)
28:16 (speaking in foreign language)
28:20 Hello, good afternoon, and to everybody.
28:24 (speaking in foreign language)
28:35 Shout out DJ Chicks from Talisay, thank you so much.
28:39 Hello to Nizel, and please don't forget to share our live
28:42 and follow of course, by the way,
28:44 (speaking in foreign language)
28:48 We also have a TikTok account and Instagram account as well.
28:53 Also, (speaking in foreign language)
28:57 And all right, (speaking in foreign language)
29:03 Facebook page.
29:04 (speaking in foreign language)
29:08 This feeling came in when after (speaking in foreign language)
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30:13 Angelia, shout out from Negros Oriental.
30:17 Thank you so much and good afternoon, Nemo.
30:19 Our time right now is 4.42,
30:22 and (speaking in foreign language)
30:26 I'm gonna give my advice.
30:36 (speaking in foreign language)
30:40 So once and for all, (speaking in foreign language)
30:43 It's really not easy.
30:44 (speaking in foreign language)
30:48 'Cause they have to let go for their desire to serve
31:09 and for their calling.
31:11 (speaking in foreign language)
31:15 Before anything else,
31:24 shout out (speaking in foreign language)
31:28 Hi, Mommy Milo, thanks for watching.
31:31 (gentle music)
31:34 (speaking in foreign language)
31:40 (speaking in foreign language)
31:41 Beatrice, thank you so much
31:43 for sharing your story this afternoon.
31:46 Moreover, for inspiring us.
31:49 (speaking in foreign language)
31:53 Your faith really helped you to be a forgiving person.
32:01 However, you are stuck in a situation
32:03 (speaking in foreign language)
32:08 You are unsure (speaking in foreign language)
32:13 when you are not definitely sure (speaking in foreign language)
32:18 Now, you wanted to become a madre
32:23 after this painful situation that you went through,
32:28 but you're trying to heal the relationship, (speaking in foreign language)
32:32 You're in the process of healing,
32:34 you're in the process of being together with your,
32:36 ah, your boyfriend, (speaking in foreign language)
32:39 and you gave chance (speaking in foreign language)
32:42 but you said (speaking in foreign language)
32:43 your desire (speaking in foreign language)
32:46 that the feelings change and you're not certain anymore.
32:50 Maybe it's about time for you to face (speaking in foreign language)
32:55 (speaking in foreign language)
33:01 (speaking in foreign language)
33:05 You lost the love because you felt you were betrayed.
33:13 Maybe you're not fully healed at one way or another.
33:16 (speaking in foreign language)
33:20 Because you don't allow him to do the thing with you.
33:27 And in fact, he is your high school lover,
33:30 (speaking in foreign language)
33:33 You don't do the action (speaking in foreign language)
33:42 Shall I say the term,
33:44 you don't make love with each other before marriage.
33:48 (speaking in foreign language)
33:48 And it takes a lot of courage.
33:50 (speaking in foreign language)
33:52 Let's face it, in the modern time and age,
33:54 (speaking in foreign language)
33:56 it seems like (speaking in foreign language)
33:59 it's easy for them to do it.
34:00 (speaking in foreign language)
34:01 Has it time to do it because that's their calling.
34:04 Not to be celibate, that's their promise to themselves.
34:07 (speaking in foreign language)
34:07 But beyond anything else,
34:09 (speaking in foreign language)
34:13 And then (speaking in foreign language)
34:22 like you felt like you're just lying to yourself.
34:24 (speaking in foreign language)
34:28 So you have to face that first.
34:46 (speaking in foreign language)
34:52 And maybe that's something, that's a sign.
34:55 (speaking in foreign language)
34:59 Next you have to face is your faith.
35:02 Is this a faith that you want to serve God,
35:04 to serve him fully, (speaking in foreign language)
35:06 or to serve him like be a lay minister?
35:09 (speaking in foreign language)
35:12 Especially in the Catholic setting.
35:14 (speaking in foreign language)
35:18 (speaking in foreign language)
35:22 (speaking in foreign language)
35:26 (speaking in foreign language)
35:30 (speaking in foreign language)
35:34 (speaking in foreign language)
35:40 (speaking in foreign language)
35:43 But then again, it takes a lot of discernment.
35:51 (speaking in foreign language)
35:52 You have to discern, you have to think,
35:54 you have to reflect on how willing are you
35:57 to give up a lot of things for your calling?
36:00 Because being a madre, being a sister, being a nun,
36:04 is not an easy thing to do.
36:06 You have to make a lot of sacrifices.
36:09 You have to study, of course.
36:12 (speaking in foreign language)
36:15 Deeper meaning and all that.
36:21 (speaking in foreign language)
36:24 (speaking in foreign language)
36:28 Because they served fully to just pray
36:39 and be there with the Lord and the house of God
36:43 and all that, to be in the church, to serve, to pray.
36:47 (speaking in foreign language)
36:52 (speaking in foreign language)
36:54 And then they run a school, Catholic school,
36:57 they're assigned to do certain things to help children.
37:00 (speaking in foreign language)
37:04 And even to priests.
37:07 (speaking in foreign language)
37:11 It's very wide.
37:15 How certain are you that you really desire to be a nun
37:19 or you just want to be close to the Lord?
37:21 Because at the end of the day,
37:22 you can be close to God without being a nun.
37:26 (speaking in foreign language)
37:27 Anyone can, if they want to.
37:30 Anyone can serve if they want to.
37:31 But when you say calling, when you're attracted to be a nun,
37:36 are you willing to sacrifice a lot?
37:38 Because you have to sacrifice a lot
37:42 in order for your faith to prosper.
37:45 (speaking in foreign language)
37:49 (speaking in foreign language)
37:53 Every calling in this lifetime
37:56 needs to have a lot of sacrifices.
37:59 (speaking in foreign language)
38:02 Some of us wanted to be here because it's our calling.
38:05 We wanted to be here because this is what we wanted.
38:07 We wanted to be here to break the news.
38:09 We wanted to be here to entertain.
38:12 But what are the sacrifices included?
38:14 Of course, (speaking in foreign language)
38:17 Most of us, most of us, if not all,
38:20 (speaking in foreign language)
38:23 And that's a sacrifice.
38:24 We don't really spend much time (speaking in foreign language)
38:27 because that's our calling.
38:29 Nurses and doctors who don't spend Christmas days
38:32 and holidays because they're in the hospital
38:37 serving patients because that's their calling.
38:40 A lot of jobs requires a certain calling
38:42 and sacrifices in itself.
38:45 (speaking in foreign language)
39:14 I am not a madre, but at a certain point in my life,
39:19 I saw and I was able to have a classmate in college
39:22 (speaking in foreign language)
39:26 So one way or another, (speaking in foreign language)
39:41 Desire to really serve God.
39:44 (speaking in foreign language)
39:48 And how ready are you?
39:58 (speaking in foreign language)
40:02 Maybe you're just saying it for now,
40:08 (speaking in foreign language)
40:10 But then again, you have to reflect.
40:13 And if it might help you to ask Sister Jaya,
40:17 (speaking in foreign language)
40:21 Talk to her.
40:25 All the more (speaking in foreign language)
40:30 (speaking in foreign language)
40:37 Could really help you.
40:38 Counseling.
40:39 (speaking in foreign language)
40:43 A lot of us will experience hardships.
40:52 (speaking in foreign language)
40:54 Really change our reaction towards certain situation.
40:58 But yours is challenged by faithfulness.
41:02 (speaking in foreign language)
41:03 And the desire to love God more is really something good.
41:06 But how willing are you to sacrifice for it?
41:10 (speaking in foreign language)
41:13 And the next chapter you have to face is to,
41:26 if you're really interested in being part of the church
41:28 as a madre, ask Sister Jaya what she went through.
41:32 And then there you weigh things,
41:34 and right after you desire, you discern,
41:37 and then of course you think, you reflect,
41:39 and then you pray for it.
41:40 (speaking in foreign language)
41:44 It's really different if you really love what you're doing,
41:59 if you're passionate about it.
42:00 (speaking in foreign language)
42:02 And you will know, (speaking in foreign language)
42:06 for quite some time I was detached in the media industry.
42:08 It's really (speaking in foreign language)
42:10 and I really, really wish to be back.
42:14 (speaking in foreign language)
42:18 It's your happy place, it's where you're comfortable with,
42:21 despite of the fact that you will do sacrifices.
42:24 (speaking in foreign language)
42:32 But that's our calling,
42:33 and that's the one way to serve everybody.
42:35 So whatever your calling is,
42:38 whatever you're entitled to do,
42:40 and (speaking in foreign language)
42:42 please, you will know, and you will be at peace
42:45 (speaking in foreign language)
42:49 (speaking in foreign language)
42:53 And to end this one, have a blessed holy week, everybody.
42:56 (speaking in foreign language)
43:00 (speaking in foreign language)
43:04 March is still fire prevention month.
43:16 (speaking in foreign language)
43:20 And of course, (speaking in foreign language)
43:25 check your brakes, be patient on the road,
43:29 and at the same time, (speaking in foreign language)
43:32 God bless everybody, and thank you so much.
43:34 I hope you learned something today,
43:36 and you were able to reflect.
43:37 (speaking in foreign language)
43:41 Happy holiday.
43:43 Happy holiday.
43:44 (laughing)
43:46 Happy holiday.
43:47 (speaking in foreign language)
43:50 (speaking in foreign language)
43:54 God bless everybody, and to every one of us,
44:11 hopefully, you will have a peaceful
44:18 and nice (speaking in foreign language)
44:23 reflection and a day to just be quiet
44:27 for this holy week season.
44:29 God bless you all, and don't forget,
44:31 after this, (speaking in foreign language)
44:33 hello, after this, after this program,
44:35 (speaking in foreign language)
44:38 I hope you will be able to listen to my show,
44:42 (speaking in foreign language)
44:43 and shout out to all my fellow DJs,
44:45 (speaking in foreign language)
44:48 (speaking in foreign language)
44:49 Everybody, can you see?
44:51 DJ Chixi (speaking in foreign language)
44:53 Dear Chixi, 'til next week, have a blessed holy week.
44:56 God bless you all, bye-bye.
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