Emmerdale 27th June 2024
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00:00The miscarriage. You've been through so much. I'm still here. I'm never leaving you.
00:31Come on, Piper. Good girl. Come on.
00:37Belle? Belle, are you in there?
00:41Piper, come on. Good girl. Good girl.
00:46Piper, stay here. Stay there. Stay.
00:48Belle?
01:01Surprise.
01:10You walk him into work. I could get used to this.
01:13Well, whenever we end up, I will walk with you anywhere.
01:17Except I don't remember saying yes to anything yet.
01:20I don't remember you saying no, so you're still up for persuasion.
01:25Oi. Pack it in. You can do that at home. Not in here.
01:32I'll see you later.
01:34You most definitely will. I'm already looking forward to it.
01:38Actually, Jay, there's something I wanted to run past you.
01:43Yeah? Do you think you could run it past me later?
01:48Now, I know it's early, but is it too early for a drink?
01:55And the answer is no.
01:58Just put it on the tab.
02:01That tab is growing fast. He needs to pay for what he's drinking.
02:05Don't worry. I'll shut it down.
02:11I bet you're just glad to have him home.
02:14Yeah. Can't believe you've discharged yourself. How are you feeling?
02:19Like I dodged a bullet. Or a wire. I must have someone watching over me.
02:23Yeah, but look what happens when they take their eye off you for a minute.
02:27You end up in that thing.
02:29I'll have to sleep down here for a while.
02:31You'll have to make me up a bed on the sofa.
02:33Well, I reckon Belle will make you a very good nurse.
02:36You're a lucky man, Tom King.
02:38I don't, I'm not. There's no-one else in this whole world that I would rather have looking after me.
02:42What some people do to get off work, eh?
02:45I'd laugh if it did that so much.
02:47Thanks for all your help.
02:49You need to thank Paddy and all.
02:51I brought you back from the hospital. He brought you back from the dead.
02:55I don't think thank you comes close.
02:58I hope you're ready for what comes next.
03:01I guess now we'll find out what in sickness and in health really means.
03:13KNOCK AT DOOR
03:16You've not been here in a while.
03:19I was beginning to think that you'd had a change of heart.
03:25I'd have to find one first.
03:28I was just, er, biding my time.
03:32Whatever hold you think you have on me...
03:37..it ends now.
03:39This ends it.
03:42Oh.
03:44Literal, er...
03:47..mush money.
03:49No more tabs. No more anything.
03:52It stops now.
03:54That's a shame, because, erm...
03:57..I had a proposal for you.
03:59I was thinking of taking on a consultancy role in the business.
04:04You are not pulling my strings any more.
04:07We're done.
04:08Yes, well, of course you want to think things through.
04:11Weigh up the pros and cons, but think of it as, er...
04:14..taking on a silent, erm...
04:19..well, not-so-silent partner.
04:26Everything all right?
04:28He's querying his long-standing bar tab.
04:31Put him straight.
04:33What's that expression? The customer's always right.
04:36Wrong, especially when it comes to Eric.
04:40Oh, hey.
04:42Not-so-happy birthday.
04:44Not-so-how-I-was-expecting-to-be-spending-my-30th on me own.
04:48You're not on your own.
04:50Oh, thank you for that voucher.
04:52Sorry it's not very thoughtful.
04:54I literally did not have a clue what to get you with everything that's going on.
04:58Maybe some tunnelling equipment?
05:00Might need to get myself a new job before I can afford that.
05:03And brew.
05:05Shouldn't have got yourself sack cos of Matty, you know.
05:10How is he? I mean, I probably don't want to know the answer to that.
05:15He doesn't even want to see us, and it's my birthday.
05:18That's exactly why. He wants you to enjoy it.
05:21Oh, I don't think I'm going to enjoy anything until he's out of that place.
05:25Hey.
05:27Happy birthday.
05:29Oh, thank you, gorgeous boy.
05:31What is this?
05:33What is this?
05:35Open it.
05:41Kyle, that's beautiful.
05:43Matty helped me choose it a few weeks ago.
05:47Come here.
05:55You all good? Do you need anything else?
05:58No.
06:01We need to talk.
06:05I feel guilty, Belle.
06:07Guilty?
06:10Come here.
06:17Look.
06:20What happened to me?
06:23It's messed me up a bit.
06:26But you, what you've been through, I mean...
06:30You had a miscarriage.
06:32I mean, your mental health, it must be in bits right now.
06:35I'm fine.
06:37Belle!
06:41No-one goes through what you've been through and feels fine.
06:44There have to be.
06:47Look, it's times like this where it's important that we talk properly, communicate.
06:52Because otherwise it's just going to build up and up and...
06:58And then it's going to become a ticking time bomb.
07:03Careful, it might kick you back.
07:08I know when you're OK and when you're not OK.
07:11Is it Eric? Laura mentioned something.
07:14I can handle Eric.
07:16It's OK, I get it, it's just business.
07:19So let's talk about me instead then, shall we?
07:22And I love life that might be about to take an unexpected turn.
07:28You know, I'm not sure I'm the right bloke to be giving out relationship advice.
07:32I think Laura might be the only time I've got it right.
07:36Surely with the amount of relationships you've had, you've learned a thing or two.
07:40No offence taken.
07:43And anyway, you always tell me the truth.
07:46You always tell me the truth.
07:48You tell me it exactly as it is, and that is what I love about you.
07:53I can rely on you.
07:56I'd better get back to work.
08:02You remembered to take your tablet.
08:05I know there's lights and alarms.
08:07Yeah, I remembered.
08:08Easy thing to forget with everything that's gone on.
08:11I'm only checking because I worry about you.
08:15I never stop worrying.
08:17It's why I discharge myself.
08:20I've got to keep my eye on you, don't I?
08:25What did I promise you yesterday?
08:28That you're never going to leave me.
08:30But I just want you to focus on getting better.
08:33You see, that is your problem, Belle, right there.
08:36You are always putting other people first.
08:41I get it.
08:45Talking about things can be difficult.
08:47But I can only help you if I know everything about what happened,
08:51about the miscarriage.
08:55I've told you everything.
08:59Have you?
09:01Yeah.
09:03I feel like I have.
09:06Just, all happened so...
09:08Fast?
09:11Yeah.
09:13It's really difficult for me to talk about it.
09:17I think...
09:21you want to tell me something.
09:24I can see it, in you.
09:29Sometimes I think I know you better than you know yourself.
09:34Don't answer it.
09:39Hey.
09:41Stranger.
09:56I know he's not big on emotion.
09:58I mean, you should know, you married him.
10:00But he seemed a bit off.
10:02Like he couldn't wait to get away.
10:04Yeah, he has been a bit off recently.
10:06I mean, I've tried to talk to him.
10:08And the walls come up. Keep your distance.
10:10He should come to his own mode.
10:14All I wanted was a bit of advice.
10:16That I could completely disagree with, obviously.
10:18Obviously? Are we talking about Nicky?
10:21Yeah.
10:22The way his mum and dad treated him recently,
10:25of course he's thinking about moving on.
10:27I mean, there's toxic, and then there's...
10:29Caleb and Ruby.
10:31The way his dad's been treating him.
10:34Families, who'd want one, eh?
10:37Does Jay know that you're thinking about moving on, though?
10:40Travelling the world?
10:42No, and you can't tell him.
10:43Oh, no, no.
10:44I've still got a really big decision to make.
10:47Should I stay, or should I go?
10:49Yeah, just don't rush into anything.
10:52I mean, I know that he wouldn't say this himself,
10:54but I think Jay would be devastated if you left.
10:58After losing Rishi and Priya leaving,
11:01I think having you around,
11:03well, it's made things a bit easier for him.
11:07I wanted to tell him before,
11:09but I just know he'd try and talk me out of it.
11:11Oh, absolutely you will.
11:13But I won't.
11:15I'm going to sell out my dad now,
11:17but he used to say the most important thing about a relationship
11:20was compromise.
11:22I'm going to put it out there,
11:23but if he loves you in the same way,
11:25which I'm sure he does,
11:27why doesn't he stay?
11:30Oh, you had us worried there for a moment, Tom.
11:33Not as worried as Belle.
11:35She thought she was going to have to arrange my funeral.
11:38Tom.
11:40Well, I'm sorry if you can't laugh.
11:42Yeah, they can't stop us laughing, can they?
11:48So, from what I'm hearing,
11:50Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
11:52No, it wasn't.
11:54I mean, it was a big mess.
11:56I mean, Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
11:59Well, how did that happen?
12:01You didn't know.
12:03Well, me?
12:05I was a little bit busy almost being electrocuted to death.
12:08Yeah, what's with all the questions, Charity?
12:10Everybody's asking them.
12:12Like, why, for instance, was there a great big dent in the rotary isolator?
12:17Hang on.
12:19Are you actually asking if I did this to myself?
12:21No. God, no.
12:24I just don't want anyone blaming Noah, cos he was up there, wasn't he?
12:27He was the one who fitted it.
12:29No-one's blaming Noah.
12:31It was a bit of a mess when I got there.
12:33I don't know how or why,
12:35and then I must have touched something I shouldn't have.
12:37Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital bed.
12:39He was there all night.
12:41Well, I guess if it was that bad, you'd still be in there, wouldn't you?
12:45Like you say, you've got to laugh.
12:47Well, thanks for coming.
12:50So you didn't see anyone up there then, Tom?
12:52No.
12:53And right now, all I'm focused on is getting myself better.
12:56If that's all right with you.
12:58Sorry.
12:59Just trying to work out what happened, you know?
13:02Whoever did this...
13:04Look, we just want to be left alone.
13:07It's not a good time for us right now.
13:10That's making me wonder why you're not still in hospital then, eh?
13:12Cos I'm not talking about me, all right? I'm talking about Belle.
13:14I'm talking about the miscarriage.
13:22So, Dawn and Billy, they must be, what, excited, nervous, terrified, all at the same time?
13:28I mean, at least he's coming home, and that's good, isn't it?
13:30Yeah.
13:31And what brilliant timing for Thomas to get a streaming cold.
13:34I mean, I know he's in nursery, so he's always got something, but...
13:37Yeah, germ factories, aren't they?
13:39Yeah, exactly.
13:40And I know Evan's got to be protected, I get that, I do,
13:43but I'm just going to be worried about Thomas sneezing or breathing, touching the wrong thing.
13:48Well, I tell you what, why don't you move back in with me?
13:51Really?
13:52Yeah, I mean, Arthur's in Australia, and there's more than enough room in the inn.
13:57Oh, well, look, I wasn't asking.
13:59Yeah, but, Gabby, you and Thomas are family, you're always welcome,
14:02and, to be honest, I could do with another woman in the house.
14:06Oh, well, thanks, Laurel.
14:08Oh, it'd be like living at home again.
14:09I'd better get my stuff packed.
14:11Oh, that's a plan.
14:14Right, Eric.
14:16Here we are.
14:18OK.
14:20No need for that.
14:22Table sorted.
14:23Sorry?
14:24Oh, but I will take a bottle of that dreadfully overpriced New Zealand Pinot Noir.
14:31Brenda and I might enjoy a cheeky glass later on tonight, if you don't mind.
14:34Well, I don't mind.
14:35I mean, I don't know what arrangement you've got with Jake, but you can't not pay.
14:40Well, let me say it slowly for you, dear.
14:44If you've got a problem, you speak to your lovely husband,
14:48and I'm sure he'll put you straight.
14:57Happy birthday!
14:58I thought we were here for you.
15:00You so fell for it.
15:06Yeah.
15:07Well, Mattie would want you to enjoy it,
15:09even though there's still other things going on.
15:11It's amazing.
15:12Thank you, everyone.
15:14Norkin?
15:15Oh, don't. He'll be missed.
15:17Go on, open it.
15:23Why didn't you tell anyone?
15:26I wasn't ready.
15:32I told someone.
15:36Who?
15:38Mac.
15:40I'm sorry, I...
15:42I had to talk to someone.
15:45And please thank him for me.
15:48He was brilliant. He's a...
15:50He's a great listener.
15:51Sorry, you actually told Mac?
15:54Yesterday.
15:56I'm sorry.
15:57But I told him to keep it to himself, and obviously he did.
16:01But we do know the real reason why you didn't want anyone knowing, don't we?
16:06And it's OK.
16:07It's OK.
16:09You can tell the truth now.
16:12Well, you felt ashamed.
16:15Ashamed?
16:17Well...
16:19For not keeping the baby.
16:21That somehow this is her fault.
16:23No, Bell.
16:24This is not your fault.
16:26Well, I know that. I keep trying to tell her.
16:29Bell, listen to me. Do you remember when I had the ectopic pregnancy?
16:34I was in such a bad place.
16:36I had all the same emotions. Shame, anger, guilt.
16:39It's just your brain.
16:40Making you feel worse.
16:42Bell, nobody can tell you how to feel, but I have been there.
16:45It's like...
16:47losing something you never had.
16:49But that loss is still real. It still hurts.
16:52It hurts like mad.
16:55She just needs time to process things. We both do.
16:59On her own.
17:07I spoke to Debs.
17:12I guess that's why you were planning on going to Scotland.
17:14What?
17:16Nothing was planned.
17:19Bell probably doesn't want to keep talking about it.
17:23Yeah, I know, but...
17:24We're fine, honestly.
17:27Thank you for coming round.
17:29Bell, if you need anything, anything at all, don't tell anyone.
17:33We just want to keep it quiet.
17:34We just want to keep it quiet.
17:35Keep it quiet.
18:02It was as if...
18:03Eric was goading me.
18:06It felt like getting the drink and pouring it over his head.
18:08But that'd be more profits down the drain, wouldn't it?
18:11Oh, no, I feel awful.
18:13You know, what with his illness and everything.
18:15But it doesn't make him a charity case.
18:17No. I'll have a word.
18:19Well, I'm supposed to have a word with you.
18:21Apparently, if I've got a problem,
18:23speak to your lovely husband, he said.
18:26And you are doing, so I'll deal with it.
18:29Yeah, but it was as if he had some kind of hold over you.
18:33Yeah, well, that's news to me.
18:37But, well, I hope he shares it with your lovely husband.
18:40Because, well, I'm quite intrigued.
18:42I'm probably imagining it.
18:47You remember Debbie, don't you?
18:50She's all over the place.
18:52So we did discuss visiting, but nothing was set in stone.
18:57Yeah, yeah, I did think it was a bit weird.
18:59But if you were going up to Scotland,
19:01you would have told me first, though, wouldn't you?
19:04Obviously.
19:06But my dad's up there, so it might be nice in the future.
19:13Listening to charity earlier, it was awful, wasn't it?
19:19I know.
19:20I mean, what she's been through, that poor woman.
19:24And knowing that you have been through almost the entire thing,
19:28and I've been through almost the exact same thing,
19:31I mean, it absolutely breaks my heart.
19:36Tom.
19:39I just wish I knew what to say to make things better.
19:42You don't have to say anything.
19:46It's like losing something that you never had,
19:50but that loss still hurts.
19:54That's what she said, right? Something like that?
19:58I can't imagine the pain that you are going through right now, Belle.
20:02I just... I feel so helpless.
20:06Well, don't.
20:09You've had a miscarriage.
20:11I mean, you might never get over this.
20:13I have to.
20:14Not on your own, not without help.
20:17Look, hospitals, they have things in place for this kind of thing,
20:22but you're telling me that you weren't offered anything at all?
20:25I didn't want anything.
20:26Because you weren't in the right frame of mind, Belle.
20:28You'd just lost your baby.
20:30I want to know why you weren't given proper support.
20:34What are you doing, Tom?
20:36Getting answers.
20:38Don't do that.
20:39Belle, we can't heal unless we get past this.
20:42Tom, please.
20:44Please don't.
20:46Please.
20:49I didn't...
20:51I didn't have a miscarriage.
20:53I lied to you.
20:56And I'm so sorry.
21:00I've had an abortion.
21:18Go on, then. Blow them out.
21:20Go on, then. Blow them out.
21:24Make a wish.
21:25Well, no prizes for guessing what that's going to be.
21:29Yay!
21:32I'll make the same one. I make it every night.
21:37I'm guessing you weren't wishing for that.
21:39Something come up?
21:40Yep, let's call work.
21:44You can go outside and play football if you want.
21:46Can I still have some cake?
21:47No, I'm leaving the country with it.
21:49No, you're not.
21:50Won't be the first time.
21:53Pardon?
21:57Done a lovely job, eh? I said to make it really special.
22:01I just wonder how many more I'm going to have to spend without Matty.
22:04Well, plenty more cake to go around every cloud, eh?
22:07Is that supposed to be funny?
22:09He's in prison. He's not dead.
22:11Who invited you?
22:14What are you doing?
22:15I'm trying to lighten the mood, but obviously making it worse.
22:18Do you really think this can get any worse?
22:20This is as bad as it gets.
22:24Is that the right answer?
22:34So what's Tom said about it?
22:35Cos everything was fine when I left.
22:38Mum!
22:39I think Tom's got bigger things on his mind right now.
22:41So nobody's blaming me.
22:45Mum, are you all right? What's happened?
22:48It's Belle.
22:50What about her?
22:54OK, look, you can't tell anyone.
22:57The miscarriage.
22:59Hang on, you knew too?
23:01Yeah, Tom told me.
23:03I wasn't meant to say anything.
23:05Mac wasn't meant to say anything either.
23:07So what, everyone knew but me?
23:09I wanted to.
23:10No, he should have told me straight away! This is family!
23:13Yeah, I'm sorry. I promised him.
23:16Something is not adding up here.
23:19About what?
23:20Everything!
23:21Belle hasn't told a soul about this miscarriage yet,
23:24and yet Tom, there he is, telling the world!
23:26Yeah, he's just talking about things that are on his mind.
23:29That's what you're supposed to do, innit?
23:31I just get the feeling that Tom is saying the things
23:34that he thinks people want to hear.
23:36I don't know.
23:37Mum, I just think you need to get off his back a bit.
23:39He's a decent guy.
23:40No.
23:41No, he's not decent.
23:42He's almost perfect.
23:44And when someone or something appears perfect...
23:51I'm so sorry.
23:56I can't...
24:01Do you realise what you're telling me?
24:04I know.
24:05Do you?
24:07You're sick!
24:09I didn't know how to tell you.
24:12I didn't know what to say, to think.
24:15I mean, everything you told me!
24:19I wanted to tell you the truth.
24:21But what? It was easier to lie?
24:24I didn't want to hurt you.
24:26Hurt me?
24:27I'm sorry.
24:30For what?
24:31For lying?
24:32Or murdering our baby?
24:37Is it my fault?
24:39Is it my fault?
24:41Your fault.
24:46I must have...
24:48I must have driven you to it.
24:50I mean, no-one...
24:52No-one kills their own baby for no reason.
24:58You heard what Charity said.
25:00What that loss...
25:02feels like.
25:09Well, it must have meant nothing to you.
25:11It did.
25:12It really did.
25:16That's why you were going to Scotland?
25:18No, I told you...
25:19I saw the suitcase, Belle!
25:24You got rid of our baby.
25:27And then you were going to leave me.
25:30I don't know how long I've got on this,
25:32but I just wanted to say happy birthday.
25:34I really wanted to see you today.
25:36I know.
25:37Sorry about the busy names, but...
25:39I just didn't want you thinking of this place today.
25:42It's all I think about.
25:44And you.
25:45I never stop thinking about you.
25:48Kyle gave you his present?
25:50Yeah.
25:51He said you helped him pick it.
25:53Yeah.
25:54Yeah.
25:55Yeah.
25:56He said you helped him pick it?
25:58Yeah.
26:00I love it.
26:02I love you.
26:04Look, I've, er...
26:06I'm going to go, right?
26:08No one will see you.
26:09I can do the same.
26:10You don't need to worry about me, all right?
26:11Bye.
26:26I love you.
26:57Look, how long is this going to...?
27:02Oh, er...
27:03Clemmie and Lucas did that.
27:05Took them ages.
27:07It's amazing, I can tell.
27:08Tea?
27:12You know, this house has never been so clean.
27:16I think it's been disinfected to with an inch of its life.
27:20Well, we've got to go.
27:21I'll see you later.
27:22Bye.
27:23Bye.
27:24Bye.
27:26Well, we are so grateful for everything.
27:30Just so as you know, er...
27:32Gabby and Thomas have moved out.
27:34She thought it would lessen the chance of infection.
27:38They didn't need to do that.
27:39No, well, that's what I said, but...
27:41when Gabby's mind's made up...
27:43Yeah, well, Thomas is your grandson.
27:45That must have...
27:46Yeah, well, it's probably the right thing to do.
27:49And it's only for a while, not forever.
27:53Oh, the kids would love to see him.
27:55Shall I give them a shout?
27:57No.
27:58No, he's really tired.
28:14Please say something.
28:15Please say something.
28:20I felt like we just needed a little time apart.
28:24A little time?
28:26We've been fighting.
28:30So you were punishing me, OK?
28:32No, I wasn't.
28:34I felt like we...
28:36Like I just wasn't in the best place.
28:39And I told you, Tom, I did tell you.
28:41I didn't know if I could take the stress on of a baby.
28:44If I was mentally strong enough, and then the fire.
28:47I didn't know if I could look after myself, let alone anyone else.
28:51So why didn't you tell me that?
28:55Because I was scared.
28:57So I lied about the miscarriage.
29:01You're scared of me?
29:04I can make you mad sometimes.
29:05What, so I'm some...
29:07some monster that you try to escape?
29:09No.
29:10This is on me. It's all on me.
29:15I bet you wish that Paddy was never there.
29:20What?
29:21Well, think about it.
29:23If I died in that barn,
29:24think how many problems for you that would have solved.
29:28Tom, when I found out you almost died,
29:31my life, my life stopped.
29:34Yeah, so a new one could begin without me.
29:37I don't want a new one, Tom.
29:41Maybe this is for the best.
29:44Maybe we aren't meant to be together.
29:46No.
29:47No, don't say that.
29:49We are.
29:50And this can show just how strong we are.
29:53Strong?
29:54You didn't want my baby, Belle!
29:56I do!
29:57I do want your baby.
29:58I just, I didn't feel like it was the right time,
30:00but I was, I was wrong.
30:03You know something, I wouldn't be able to get past this.
30:05Tom!
30:07Please.
30:08Please just give me a second chance.
30:10Let me show you.
30:11Let me show you how much I love you.
30:14You wouldn't do this to someone that you love.
30:16You know I do.
30:19I don't, I don't know anymore.
30:23You've hurt me more than I ever thought possible.
30:30You've destroyed my world, Belle.
30:43Dad!
31:07I think you're in the wrong cell.
31:09No, it's the right cell.
31:12I've been put in it.
31:15But I was told that I...
31:16Told you what?
31:18No, I just thought I had a cell to myself.
31:30I told you you'd got en suite too.
31:37First time, is it?
31:38Yeah, me too.
31:41And what I did, I didn't do it either.
31:48You here?
31:49Yeah, yeah.
31:51Well, I'm up there then.
31:59I'm Les.
32:01Batty.
32:03Batty.
32:05Yeah, I was about your age when I paid me first visit.
32:11The man that walked in was very different to the one that walked out.
32:15I'm just going to keep my head down.
32:17Yeah.
32:19Well, sometimes you've got to keep it up, son.
32:22You might not see him coming.
32:29Do you know the kids are asking about him again?
32:32I know.
32:35Look, we're doing everything that we're told.
32:39And we're never going to stay in the hospital.
32:43Yeah, but how do we know we're being careful enough?
32:46How can we possibly know we're keeping him safe?
32:48There's all these people.
32:50The breathing, whatever the...
32:54I mean, if he gets infected...
32:59Don't worry, it's okay to be scared.
33:03You know, but the help doesn't stop.
33:10Sorry.
33:12I think I'm just overthinking everything.
33:16No, you're not.
33:17You're just being like any normal mother would be.
33:21It's not normal, though, is it?
33:24Did you know...
33:26that Las Vegas is the brightest place on Earth from outer space?
33:30Right, well, unless I've got a spaceship.
33:32And nearly 150 marriages happen there every day.
33:37Ah, so now the ulterior motive becomes clear.
33:41Well, if you're going to gamble...
33:44Yeah, but that's the thing, Nicky.
33:47I've never been too good with risk.
33:50And look, I get it.
33:51The way your dad treated you, I'd want to run too.
33:53I'm not running.
33:56I'm escaping.
33:58And it doesn't have to be Vegas first.
33:59It can be anywhere in the world.
34:01So what about here?
34:04Look, you leaving, you've got nothing to lose.
34:06But I do.
34:09I can't lose Jay.
34:11He's my brother.
34:12We've literally just found him.
34:17Sorry.
34:18No.
34:20It's just that...
34:21I thought that you were coming round to the idea, but you're obviously not.
34:24No, I am. I really am.
34:26Just...
34:28Not now?
34:30I'm not saying never.
34:35That's okay.
34:37Yeah, I don't want to be around my family, but...
34:40I don't want to be anywhere that you're not.
34:44Maybe I'll just have to start serving for that spaceship.
34:57Laurel told me what you said to her.
34:59You know, I should have stopped this before it even started.
35:02So the, uh, consultancy, um...
35:06is off the table, then, is it?
35:08Might be a mistake.
35:10My advice could be quite valuable.
35:13You keep pushing me.
35:14What do you think's going to happen?
35:16You're weak.
35:18A total fraud.
35:20Almost fraud.
35:22A total fraud.
35:24I almost feel sorry for you. Almost.
35:28Shut up.
35:30I shouldn't say this, but, uh...
35:32I'm glad that Rishi is no longer with us,
35:35because he would be utterly ashamed the way you've turned out to be.
35:39You back off now, or I swear to God...
35:41Jay?
35:43What on earth are you doing?
35:45Sorry.
35:47I must have touched a wrong raw nerve.
35:51I'm just a silly old man.
35:53Right. Oh, don't you play that card.
35:55He's lying.
35:57No, you're lying to me.
35:59I know you are. I'm not stupid.
36:02Home now!
36:22Must have been a bit of a shock.
36:26Shock.
36:28You know what happened to you.
36:30Electric shock.
36:32Nice.
36:33Nice wheels.
36:35Yeah, yeah, I think my boy racer days might be over.
36:38Hey, it's a great little sick note for you, though.
36:40And you know what they say, where there's blame, there's a claim.
36:43Mm-hm.
36:44Anyway, I'm just glad that you're all right.
36:46Last thing anybody around here needs is another funeral.
36:49Thanks.
36:51I think.
37:1449.
37:1549.
37:1850.
37:25How much do you bench press?
37:28I don't know.
37:30You don't know?
37:32Gym's not really my thing.
37:34Yeah.
37:37Neither anymore.
37:40Too many clowns taking photos of each other.
37:43Really gets my back up.
37:46It's not like that in here, though.
37:50Every clown, eh?
37:52Definitely.
37:56You've still not told me what you're in here for.
37:58Nothing. I'm innocent.
38:01Fast learner.
38:05You probably think I'm a right nutjob, don't you?
38:07No.
38:08Well, I am.
38:09I am.
38:13You see, my thing...
38:19I like the fire, me.
38:23Yeah.
38:25Watching the flames.
38:28The smell.
38:31Heat.
38:35The burning.
38:40Oh, look at your face.
38:43You look terrified.
38:46There.
38:47I'm only playing, were you?
38:49Me?
38:50Or am I?
39:01I'm waiting.
39:05OK.
39:06OK.
39:08Well, you know, when I told you that Amit killed me dad...
39:12Oh, no new information. Really?
39:14I know. I know. It sounded crazy.
39:16It sounds even crazier now.
39:17No, no. Will you just listen to me?
39:19Please.
39:20My dad didn't fall down the stairs.
39:25He was pushed by his own brother.
39:28OK? I just couldn't prove it back then.
39:30But you can now.
39:31Yes.
39:32Amit confessed to everything.
39:34Just like that?
39:36Look, Eric was on to him too, all right?
39:38He's been doing some digging of his own.
39:40And when Amit was cornered,
39:42when he realised that there was no way out,
39:44he admitted everything.
39:46So why didn't you go to the place then?
39:49Because...
39:51we still didn't have anything concrete.
39:55Amit thought he could just make it all go away,
39:58so he offered up his chairs in Hop
40:00and he promised that he would disappear.
40:03Ah, right.
40:04And you took him up on his very kind offer.
40:07Yeah.
40:09I don't...
40:10It might seem silly now, Laurel,
40:12but at the time,
40:13it just seemed like that was going to be best for everyone.
40:16No, best for you, Jay!
40:18You wanted the truth. Now you've got the truth, OK?
40:20OK. What about Eric?
40:23Hmm?
40:24Eric.
40:26Yeah, Eric.
40:28Well...
40:29Eric...
40:30Eric...
40:31Eric's been blackmailing me.
40:33All right?
40:34He's been making me jump through all kinds of hoops
40:37to keep his silence.
40:38Why?
40:41Amit begged me
40:43not to tell Sonny that he killed me dad, all right?
40:47It was part of the deal.
40:49OK, he didn't want his son to know that he was a murderer.
40:53So he made me take the chairs in Hop
40:55and even the ones that he'd promised Sonny,
40:57and...
40:58Eric knew about that deal.
41:00That you had accepted it?
41:02Yes!
41:04I didn't have much choice, Laurel.
41:07You left Sonny with nothing.
41:10He's your own brother. How could you...?
41:12Do you know what? I am so lost in all of this.
41:14I don't believe a word that comes out of your mouth!
41:27DOOR CLOSES
41:33I didn't know when you'd be coming back.
41:35Someone's been busy.
41:38Don't.
41:42I thought you'd want to eat.
41:48And I know none of this makes up for what I've done, but...
41:53There's a but?
41:54There's a but.
42:04I've just been trying to figure out how I can show you...
42:08..how much I regret what I've done to you.
42:11By getting the fancy plates out?
42:15Do you want me to leave?
42:20If we're done, Tom...
42:22If you don't love me anymore...
42:27Please, can you say something?
42:30Tom...
42:31You'd love me to leave, wouldn't you?
42:33And then Tom looks like the bad guy all over again.
42:37I just want you to tell me how we can get past this.
42:41I hate myself.
42:44And I will always be sorry.
42:47But I love you.
42:49I love you, Tom, and I never meant to hurt you.
42:52And I promise I will never, ever hurt you again.
43:07I don't think...
43:10..I could...
43:12..stop loving you, Belle.
43:16Even if I wanted to.
43:19Thank you.
43:25Please...
43:26..don't make me regret this.