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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin claim, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:06And if Ramos is watching, I thank you for watching.
00:10Uh, this is going to be some crime against me and you, Shia.
00:16Um, however, I actually took some autism food research last night.
00:26Or I think it was this morning.
00:29It was this morning, I was woken up at 4am, tortured.
00:33And then I finally, uh, went to go put on my outfit for the day.
00:46And I only had a couple pairs of leggings, so I went into my laundry.
00:56And while I was out, I thought to myself, I've been really getting grossed out by food.
01:06Why don't I just go to Trader Joe's and buy some really, uh, appetizing food at Trader Joe's.
01:12So I went to Trader Joe's. I only got a few things.
01:15I got like $50 worth.
01:19And I went to T.J. Maxx next door and got some toothpaste.
01:25I'll show you, I'll show you.
01:28So, I'm going to show you the grocery haul.
01:32And I'm going to show you some photographs that I may have taken.
01:38And...
01:46I am kind of tired because I didn't get enough sleep last night.
01:50And I did get attacked when I went out, but there was definitely some good people.
01:56And I'll tell you in a few minutes.
02:01So...
02:09So...
02:21I have some seltzer.
02:25Lemon from the trunk that I got.
02:28And lime.
02:32And I have...
02:34The other seltzer I have is another lime seltzer.
02:39And I'm not putting it in the fridge because...
02:45I've already explained to you why.
02:48So I got these apples.
02:50Just at Trader Joe's.
02:57There's one of them that has a dent. I don't usually do that.
03:00I don't usually buy apples with dents in it.
03:04However, it's not a big deal. I'll just throw this one out.
03:09I'll throw this one out now because I don't want it to mess with the other apples.
03:18I don't usually buy fresh fruit.
03:22Like, because of the preservation.
03:25However, I'm going to keep them...
03:31In the cupboard.
03:33So I got some of these mini carrot cake muffins.
03:38I like this because it's like a piece of cake because it has the cream cheese frosting.
03:43I haven't gotten muffins in a long time, and I really wanted to.
03:47They're high calorie, but...
03:50I've started to do more indoor walking, so...
03:55I have the Indian Kitchari.
03:58I really like this.
04:01And the yellow doll. I really like this.
04:15Curry sauce.
04:18I'm going to have this with these Thai wheat noodles that are already pre-cooked.
04:26All you have to do is microwave them in...
04:34Microwave 30-45 seconds.
04:39In regards to the doll, I had a very bad experience.
04:44I can't explain to you all of the attacks that I got with food.
04:48However, sometimes I have to remind you, Shia.
04:54I got a milk chocolate truffle bar.
04:57I really like this because it has the dark chocolate truffle center.
05:04I got some of these mussels. I really like their mussels in olive oil.
05:13I got a couple of these mandarin.
05:17I got some olive oil. It's only $5.99.
05:24I don't really like spending $11 having a big thing of olive oil.
05:30So I just wanted to buy a $6. It's the $6 bottle.
05:34Lentil soup.
05:37I got these eggplant with tomatoes and onion.
05:40I've had this before with pasta. It's pretty good.
05:42So I might have this with the Thai wheat noodles because they come in three packages.
05:51I got some vegetarian chili I can have with my sourdough bread or crackers.
06:02French roast coffee. I'm almost out of my half and half coffee.
06:13Sea salt.
06:15The reason why I got this sea salt is because the one I have is the iced-iced cane.
06:25I think I'll still cook with this.
06:29I might still put that on things. However, I think this might taste better.
06:35And then I got some green tea. It's good for brain injury.
06:47And then at TJ Maxx, I got some of this soap for hand soap and body soap.
06:53You dilute it with water.
06:58I got this teeth whitening toothpaste that comes with a toothbrush.
07:05And I got this bikini and body trimmer.
07:11I've been getting razor burn towards when you put your bathing suit on the thigh area.
07:20I've been getting razor burn.
07:22And this is for total grooming system. I'm very happy that I found this.
07:34And even with the shaving cream, I'm still getting razor burn in that area.
07:50The upper thigh area.
07:52The bikini line area.
07:55So, that's all I got.
07:59I'm not going to go out the rest of the month because that was the plan.
08:05I really only go out for...
08:09Itchy. Very, very itchy.
08:12Itch, pick, pull.
08:17Itch, pick, pull.
08:20The rodent lifestyle. The rodent infestation lifestyle.
08:25I haven't had coffee yet today because I don't like to go out and do errands when I've had a cup of coffee.
08:31Just in case I have diarrhea, loose stools, or have to go.
08:38So, the cure-on is really, really...
08:44Something odd is happening to my health these past 72 hours.
08:49So, be careful. The cure-on is very, very effective.
08:55So, the cure-on is really, really...
08:58Something odd is happening to my health these past 72 hours.
09:03So, be careful. The cure-on is very, very effective.
09:08I think something is going on with the cure-on.
09:11And...
09:26Okay, so I have to show you...
09:29So, I emailed Daily Motion and they asked me, we need the exact links.
09:37I sent the exact links.
09:39They said, okay, I have sent all of this information over to the correct department and they will investigate.
09:46So, I'll show you what they said.
09:51Oh, this is turned off.
09:52This is turned off.
09:53I'm going to show you tomorrow because I'm not feeling well and I can't...
09:56I'm having trouble, like, explaining things right now.
10:04Basically, I got attacked out in public and when I came back to unload my laundry,
10:12there was a policeman walking in front of me.
10:15And, do you know how, like, everything is kind of orchestrated and rigged?
10:19I'm not sure if this is true, however.
10:22The cop was in front of me, knocked on the door.
10:28Actually, at first he greeted me very nicely.
10:31He said, hi, he said, have a great day.
10:33It was very, very nice because I had gotten so attacked.
10:39And there was this constant, like, fight when I go out in public of these really, like, bad people that don't like me
10:48and the good people that are, like, saying no.
10:53We're on your side or we're, like, on the good side.
10:59So, once I walked by, the cop knocked on the door.
11:07And then, it's like the neighbor already knew he was going to knock on the door
11:15and then said, I'm not going to explain it anymore.
11:18So, that was very good because I was getting attacked and, like at Trader Joe's,
11:29one of the, there's not just customers and people in public that are messing with me.
11:38There are employees in stores.
11:42And I'm not going to go into detail.
11:44However, someone slammed the grocery cart into the grocery cart lanes.
11:50Like, he's going to put away the grocery cart and slammed it.
11:54And then, with B2K, you're not allowed to come in here.
11:57You're not wanted here.
11:59So, there's, obviously, that's, that was extremely mean.
12:09So, I don't think I'm going to talk about all of these, go back.
12:23I think I'm, unfortunately, I'm writing, like, a lot of notes.
12:30And what I have to do is make it noticeable of the ones I have to talk on the Internet
12:37and the ones I can't talk on the Internet.
12:45But, you know how we're still having crime done to us, Shia?
12:50Some of these criminals are trying to say that they're normalizing crime
12:55because they're continuing to do crime and people can't stop it.
13:00Or they're getting away with it.
13:02No, no, people aren't accepting it.
13:05People aren't allowed to do things.
13:08People aren't really allowed to do everything to stop it.
13:11But people are not considering it normal and accepting it.
13:25Yeah, the police said, how you doing, ma'am?
13:28Have a great day.
13:30I was like, wow.
13:33There's definitely some good cops, Shia.
13:38And you know how they like to make it like everybody is against us, Shia, and hates us?
13:47It's not true.
13:50And even at Trader Joe's, a different employee was very friendly to me and very nice
14:00and was clearly like a good person.
14:17So they're just continuing to find ways of basically stealing my survival,
14:28saying I can't go out and do my errands, I'm not allowed, blah, blah, blah, blah.
14:34Well, I have to go and do my laundry and get my money ordered and get a few groceries.
14:41That's what I have to do.
14:44Yeah.
14:55I actually really am thinking about, I have to still make the bed because I washed my sheets.
15:03I didn't wash the blankets.
15:05I washed the mattress cover.
15:09And I kind of would like to use vinegar and baking soda in my next wash, my next load.
15:17Because I don't think laundry detergent disinfects, but the dryer disinfects.
15:27In regards to the fridge, I was thinking, this fridge is going to get broken if it's still being messed with.
15:36And it really wouldn't be worth it to keep the fridge running.
15:42However, I really need some cold water and the ice pack.
15:47I would like to start using that ice cube tray that I was told by a telepathic supporter.
15:58I keep smelling demonic odors of dog shit this past couple of hours.
16:08I've been having extreme demonic odors this morning.
16:14Very, very, very bad demonic odors.
16:18In regards to the fridge, the telepathic supporter said just keep it plugged in.
16:26Because it's a brand new fridge, if it gets broken.
16:29And I was thinking, oh I have this extension cord.
16:33I have this extension cord, this would probably hook up to my fridge to the other side of the wall.
16:40And then I googled it because I'm like, this is too weak I'm sure.
16:43And then I googled it and it says you're not supposed to plug extension cords with fridges.
16:50I took some photographs of what Google said.
16:54It can break the fridge.
17:01There's a reason why I didn't buy an extension cord.
17:07And also it could mess with the temperature.
17:12And there's no way I can get food poisoned.
17:16I'm like not going eating restaurant food.
17:20I'm not, I don't usually eat restaurant food.
17:24But I'm not getting anything that would give me a chance to get food poisoning.
17:31I can't get food poisoning.
17:36So I thought of getting a mini fridge, however it's just kind of a waste.
17:40It's a waste of money.
17:43And it would be just too small because I'd at least need like a three foot one.
17:48And those are like $150.
17:50So I'm just going to wait and possibly get a fridge, a mini fridge next month.
17:57I'm not going to, I need to focus on just eating food.
18:03And being able to just buy food.
18:08Not worry about, I need to focus on not spending money on extra things.
18:15And focus on spending my money on food.
18:17Because there's been something really, a lot of witchcraft.
18:22And a lot of, in regards to my food these past several months.
18:28That's, and it's kind of like food deprivation.
18:33It's grossing me out.
18:35So I have to make sure I have some food that I like to eat.
18:45So, because the fridge was fluctuating when I put the salad in.
18:48And then the last week when I did the groceries, remember I showed you.
18:51I put another salad in and it was, it went way up.
18:55So, that's why I'm not buying any.
19:00That's not, I don't remember what, where I was going with that.
19:08And there was another, there was another lady.
19:10I'm not going to tell you where and where.
19:12Because, well, it was the laundry mat.
19:18And this made me almost not want to go.
19:21But she was like coughing up phlegm and burping.
19:24Like right, like she walked by and started burping really loudly.
19:28Like right when I walked by.
19:29And then she, I was about to fold my clothes.
19:33She was on the other side and brought her stuff all the way on my side.
19:37And she was going, she like gargled like her spit.
19:41And then spit in the trash.
19:42She was being really gross.
19:44It was clear she didn't like me.
19:51I don't know.
20:11I have to boil some vinegar.
20:13And this is the reason why I, I have to boil some vinegar.
20:17Because the smell in here.
20:21I've been leaving the window open more than usual.
20:25I think it's possible it's coming from outside.
20:29So I'm going to, I actually, well, this is partly why I'm tired, I think.
20:47I recited the Quran for five hours yesterday.
20:50Now five hours straight.
20:51However, two hours and then another two hours and then an hour.
20:59So that could possibly be why I'm a little bit tired.
21:01However, there's something very, there's some timing involved as to why we're reciting the Quran for longer than a few minutes.
21:12Like 15 minutes at a time.
21:16That just wasn't a lot enough.
21:17And it was a translated, it was a translation that wasn't the actual, from the actual Quran book.
21:29So I finally put, share your video on Roku TV.
21:48I made a private playlist with just your video.
21:50And I'm going to repeat it on the playlist on the Roku TV.
21:56I did that this morning.
21:58Why did it take me two and a half, has it been two and a half years?
22:04Why did it take me two and a half years to figure out to do that, Shaya?
22:13Because I took the video of it from my camera, from my video camera on my phone.
22:18Uploaded it on YouTube.
22:19It's been on upload on YouTube for a while.
22:22Not as long as it should be.
22:24I know how angry you are, Shaya.
22:26I'm more angry.
22:28It's not enough that you're like, I can't even see or hear you.
22:32But I can't even like enjoy your video without getting tortured and without like possession.
22:41And there's something going on that I have to even be kept from your video.
22:49I think it could be making things, making our spiritual ascension not go as quickly.
23:00So I'm going to start playing this in the background.
23:05So that just your energy is going to come into the realm.
23:10I'm very happy about that, Shaya.
23:19So I was trying to wonder in like, in regards to a mouse torturing a lion.
23:27How does a mouse torture a lion?
23:34Well, the mouse has to actually cheat the game.
23:37It's like someone taking a G.U.N. and putting bullets in someone's root chakra area.
23:44It's a machine. It's man-made.
23:47It's not natural power.
23:49So cheating the game is how these rodents are being able to torture people.
24:17So I have to play more of the long rakhiya.
24:31And one thing that I noticed with the rakhiya is when I have emergency health situations.
24:36Where like I can't breathe or something extremely painful going on.
24:43My ankle moving involuntarily like hundreds of times.
24:49Like I'll do like leg rakhiya or if I can't breathe I'll do the lung rakhiya.
24:54These rakhiyas, they really do help for very serious emergency health issues.
25:01Like so much.
25:03And...
25:15I've been listening to spiritual zen frequencies.
25:21So when I go to take my bathing suit off in the dark.
25:25My bathroom door was like kind of open a little.
25:31And I just kept seeing it go like this.
25:33I don't think I was dizzy from the hot water.
25:35But that's been happening ever since I started to listen to spiritual zen frequencies.
25:40So that's like my...
25:44That's like giving me a sign to remember to do the spiritual zen frequencies.
25:49I'm still listening to lions roaring.
25:52I'm still listening to rodent repellents.
25:54Very, very important.
25:57The pendulum said that in regards to communication.
26:02In the videos you were happy.
26:04Obviously you're not very happy but you're happy Shaya.
26:07It makes me so happy.
26:09And Shaya, I really am not trying to annoy you with like the photographs I'm showing you.
26:14And like the way I show you the evidence.
26:17Like I'm constantly going like this.
26:19I have possession Shaya.
26:21I would never ever purposely annoy you.
26:24It really makes me upset because I know if you did that to me.
26:29And like barely gave me a half a second to show you in case you wanted to screenshot it or something.
26:35I would be really annoyed with you.
26:37And you have to know Shaya.
26:40It's possession.
26:42It's possession.
26:43They make it natural Shaya.
26:44They make it look very, very natural.
26:53So I'll show you.
27:07And I was mind controlled to believe Dailymotion is just like a brand new company.
27:21These are just glitches.
27:23They can't do it.
27:25It looks totally like there's no way I'd get caught.
27:29Because remember I kept having upload fails and login fails on Dailymotion.
27:34Well, come to find out this Dailymotion has been around since 2005.
27:41One of the world's largest video websites.
27:46So hopefully, hopefully they'll do something.
27:55Thank you for your email.
27:56It's been forwarded to the right department.
27:58We will get back to you as soon as possible.
28:01We appreciate your understanding.
28:02Remain at your disposal for any further requests or information.
28:06And then they asked, thank you for your reply.
28:11And then they asked, thank you for your reply.
28:14In order to be able to investigate, could you please send us the precise URL of the videos in question?
28:20So I sent them the links.
28:28And see how I just did that really quickly?
28:58In regards to these criminals, Shai, that have tortured us.
29:20So say they end up going to prison for the crimes that they did to us.
29:27If they have just one little thought about us, it's going to be automatically returned back to the sender.
29:36And they're going to be on fire from God.
29:44Flames of God will put some kind of etheric fire so that they stop thinking about us.
29:51So I'm hurt because I really don't want these criminals to be obsessively thinking about us.
29:57They're going to be, basically they're going to be trained.
30:02It's all going to be returned back to the sender.
30:04They're not going to be able to sit around doing witchcraft in a jail cell to us.
30:09So I did end up doing the Marian technology this morning.
30:28And a telepathic supporter says,
30:34You know how rodents play around in walls?
30:38Bye bye. Bye bye rodent walls.
30:42Hello cement anti-rodent walls.
30:45Cement anti-rodent walls.
30:48Prison cement walls.
30:53Prison cement walls.
31:13I had trouble walking last night after I recited the Quran.
31:17My legs were wobbly.
31:20And because I've had cold body possession for so long,
31:23when these walk-ins leave my body,
31:27they're just its. They're not even he's or she's.
31:30When these walk-ins leave my body,
31:33I think I'm going to have a hard time walking.
31:35Because I was actually feeling really wobbly walking yesterday.
31:38I knew it was because of the Quran recitation.
31:44It's like I haven't been walking in my body for so long.
31:48If you think about it, it's been since I was a little child.
31:53And you know these brain injuries when I was a little child were not supposed to happen?
31:58I wasn't supposed to be brain injured in this lifetime.
32:14You're a little brain injured too, Shaya.
32:26So I'm only going to do one part.
32:29Because I'm just too tired.
32:32I actually have to probably lay down.
32:35I don't feel good. I haven't eaten enough.
32:37I didn't get a snack, I don't think, when I went out.
32:42I just had a couple cookies before I made this video.
32:53And one thing that makes me happy, Shaya, is I know that you're eating better than me.
32:58It makes me really happy to think that you're eating well, Shaya.
33:12The spirit guides told me that, Shaya.
33:21So a lot of these I just don't really want to mention on the internet right now.
33:27And that's actually happening a lot with the stuff that I'm writing.
33:33I'm just trying to be more careful.
33:37I'm just trying to be more careful.
33:48So now I'm going to show you the food research.
33:53Happy July 4th, Shaya.
34:01So this is delicious Velveeta.
34:07This is a delicious Velveeta.
34:11It's made with a lot of vegetables.
34:14It's made with a lot of vegetables.
34:19Velveeta.
34:21This is Velveeta cheese on toast with tomato and bacon.
34:26And we can make this open-faced or sandwich.
34:45Biscuits.
34:47These are different types of biscuits.
34:49This is from internet archive images that were uploaded.
34:56And these are all different types of biscuits.
34:58They're not quite like... Some of them are crackers and some of them are like cookies.
35:02They call them biscuits.
35:04This is Velveeta.
35:06Spreadable Velveeta cheese.
35:08So they made a Velveeta that's spreadable to put on toast.
35:12That looks good.
35:18This is...
35:20Well, we don't eat chicken right now, but this is a menu.
35:24That looks really good.
35:26Chicken noodle soup.
35:28Toasted sandwiches.
35:30Chilled chocolate pie and tea.
35:34Iced tea.
35:37These are called jaffles.
35:40So this is a jaffle.
35:42It's filled meat and then they use some kind of like...
35:46Press and grill to press the fillings.
35:50And this is a jaffle.
35:52This is a jaffle.
35:54This is a jaffle.
35:56This is a jaffle.
35:58This is a jaffle.
36:00This is a jaffle.
36:03Press and grill to press the filling into the sandwich.
36:08And this is a Kraft braised steak and onions.
36:12And I actually googled it and they still sell braised steak and onions.
36:17It's a different brand.
36:22Muesli.
36:23I think this would be good to eat in the morning, Cheyenne.
36:26Sometimes I can't eat all mueslis.
36:28Sometimes I can't eat all mueslis.
36:29It depends on the type of brand because some of the grains I'm allergic to.
36:36I like this vintage of hot scones.
36:40Because they put the butter.
36:42They spread the butter on the scone and then they put the jam on top.
36:45This is tasty nourishing sandwiches.
36:57I like the way that they cut the sandwich as a triangle.
37:01I didn't grow up like doing this or in a young or adult life cutting my sandwich in triangle.
37:11However, I liked getting a club sandwich.
37:18I think I've gotten a club sandwich before and they would cut it in triangles.
37:28And this has Velveeta.
37:30No, this is cheddar and like a meat.
37:33Cheddar, cheese.
37:36I'm not sure if we would layer the sandwich like that.
37:44Heinz 57 used to make SpaghettiOs and cheesy spaghetti.
38:00This is baked beans and how to eat baked beans.
38:04So, baked beans as a second vegetable.
38:11Baked beans, baked beans served with breakfast with bacon, eggs and toast as a second vegetable.
38:25And then, bacon with onion rings, so they sautéed onions.
38:31Sliced sautéed onions and put the onions on top of the baked beans.
38:34And baked beans with barbecued meatballs.
38:44This is an advertisement of a flyer, a food flyer that they used to have.
38:52That they used to have.
39:13This is cornflakes.
39:15So, this is a Cornflakes ad.
39:18However, some of these are too blurry shy, so I just don't show them a lot for a long time.
39:29However, these are cornflakes. I wasn't allowed to eat Kellogg's cornflakes for 15 years because of the letter, one of the letters in the name.
39:45However, I really like Kellogg's cornflakes.
39:51Oh, is that it for the food?
39:57And then there's...
40:03No.
40:04Okay, well, I will show... I will work on some food research to show you shyo today or tomorrow.
40:26Is there any photographs I need to show you, shyo?
40:34Extension cords are generally not designed to handle the high power demands of the refrigerators.
40:44Composed fire hazards cause appliance malfunctions, so I'm glad I didn't do that.
40:49They're not for large appliances like microwaves and fridges.
40:54If I do get an extension, it would be a three-wire grounding appliance with a minimum of 15 amperes, but I'm not going to.
41:14In regards to my head size, I finally measured my head because I keep getting extremely attacked about my head size.
41:23My head size is 22 inches.
41:28The average female head size is 21 and three-quarters inches.
41:3721 inches and three-quarters of an inch.
41:40So I show you my head is 22 inches, so my head is not that small.
41:54My head is average size because of all this mental retardation, all these attacks against my brain.
42:07And then I actually started to think, because it died, it sunk in, my skull closed in, and my head shrunk.
42:17It's not true.
42:24There's internet attacks I'm not going to show.
42:28And I block a lot of them. I block a lot of them.
42:32I block a lot of them.
42:38In regards to the Quran, it says...
42:45It says, in regards to the Quran, in regards to who goes to heaven and hell,
42:52in regards to parents, parents can't use their children to defend them.
42:58And the children aren't the ones that are going to say where their parents are going.
43:11It's not the children's responsibility to keep people out of hell.
43:19It's not the children's responsibility to get K-I-L-L-E-D so that the parents can stay alive and not go to hell.
43:31And I would never really wish that on anyone.
43:35However, in regards to my situation, wherever anyone's going, I have no clue.
43:42I don't know if who's going to heaven, who's going to hell.
43:46I know there's going to be some serious return back to the sender.
43:50Some very serious return back to the sender.
43:58And this Quran Shah, when you read it, it says...
44:05Verse 40...
44:10I think it's chapter 41, verse 44.
44:14It is for those...
44:17And if we had sent...
44:20Why are not its verses explained in detail in our language?
44:24What, a book not in Arabic and the messenger in Arab?
44:27Say, it is for those who believe a guide and a healing.
44:31And as for those who disbelieve, there is a heaviness, deafness in their ears.
44:35So, the Quran is going to heal us.
44:40Why did I not think the Quran was magical?
44:45Well, there's a lot of possession, there's a lot of mind control.
44:50There was...
44:52Some of the way the stories were written, it just seemed very like...
45:00I can't explain it.
45:03However, I was just thinking, I was going...
45:06It's just going to be like the Bible.
45:08And some of the stories are like, I can't follow, so it's frustrating.
45:12However, even if I can't read...
45:15Even if I'm reading it and I can't follow everything that it says,
45:19I'm still receiving everything and it's still working 100%
45:25whether I know, whether I follow the story or not.
45:33What did you do?
45:38So, I took photographs of daily motions, e-mails, the e-mails I sent.
45:44I sent four different e-mails to Daily Motion.
45:51Because I took photographs of the advertisement on my camera
45:57and had to make sure I zoomed in and everything.
46:27I'll show you the other photographs of the attacks later.
46:40I don't really want...
46:43This is the pace that's been...
46:45This is the pace, though, for over 15 years.
46:50It's not even possible to do what these things have done to me
46:56and you, Shaya.
46:57It's not humanly possible.
46:59So, it makes them not human.
47:02And we've already found that out, that they're not human.
47:07Like, it's very, very clear now.
47:10But before, it was not completely clear.
47:14So, now I'm going to use the pendulum, Shaya.
47:21And these are little worlds.
47:23These criminals are living in little worlds.
47:26If they think that they have the right to obsessively think about us
47:33and obsessively attack us, they have little worlds.
47:38Small brains with little worlds.
47:47What am I looking for? Oh, the pendulum.
47:50Small worlds, these criminals.
47:53They've got small worlds.
47:56You can't do this.
47:59It's very barbaric, too.
48:05Cannibalistic and barbaric.
48:10Shulamary is the most high.
48:13Oh.
48:15Here, let me just flip to a page.
48:17What does Shaya want me to know?
48:29So, we have depression, Shaya.
48:32There's these vicious forces that are hurting us.
48:36We have to be careful, Shaya.
48:39We kind of are being constantly having to fight, fight, fight
48:45to stay alive.
48:48It would be nice to just have some rest.
48:51However, try to get some rest, Shaya, as much as possible.
48:57Because I know that's what you need, Shaya.
48:59You're very sick.
49:02You need rest, Shaya.
49:05What does that mean?
49:19And we are like disciples.
49:22We are going to be like priest and priestess.
49:29We are like going to be like priest and priestess.
49:36Or reverence.
49:38But we are like disciples, too, Shaya.
49:47And I'm sorry.
49:49I'm sorry I'm not acting like I'm feeling well today.
49:51I'm just really not feeling well, Shaya.
49:55You don't have to worry because
50:00I don't always look and feel awful like this all day long.
50:04I have like ups and downs where I'll be feeling in a better mood.
50:11But typically lately there's been like a...
50:16And why do I look so like shit here when I go out in the car I look better?
50:23Directed energy weapons.
50:25That's what telepathic support spirit guide said.
50:30And why do I not have a brain that works and everybody...
50:33These telepathic spirit guides are helping me.
50:36Well, part of it is my brain, Shaya.
50:38But they're doing some kind of mind control blocking
50:41to make like my thoughts are blocked
50:45and then I have to be told my thoughts to me.
50:49Like someone is telling me my thoughts.
50:51So that's definitely severe attack and evil.
50:54And it's an AI program in my brain.
50:58But also there is some coma happening.
51:03There's some coma happening with my brain.
51:05And it can take many, many years to recover from a brain injury.
51:10And I have to start working.
51:12I'm doing the spiritual Zen brain activation.
51:15I think you should too.
51:16And I didn't want to mention it on the internet.
51:18But the spiritual Zen brain activation, midbrain,
51:22that's around the area too where I got the stroke.
51:30And they're messing around with my vocal cords, Shaya.
51:35So we have to just not get another stroke, Shaya.
51:39We can't get another stroke.
51:43And I am working on things.
51:54I did the acupressure last night.
51:56I was getting tortured.
51:58I did the acupressure 13 ghost point.
52:00I hadn't done it in a long time.
52:02So it was really potent and it stopped the torture.
52:06And I wasn't just, like, I was pressing on the spots
52:12for like 10 to 15 minutes at a time, not 3 minutes at a time,
52:18while I was washing the vortexes.
52:26So I put the 13 ghost point that I printed out
52:32in that side table to remind myself to do the 13 ghost point.
52:45So God, please give me the words to say to Shaya,
52:49my husband, Shaya.
52:51And please make him have a good day.
52:59Make him have a good day.
53:01Try to give Shaya a good day.
53:04So I'm going to go do the cure,
53:13recite the cure on ruckus and try to rest a little bit.
53:20My toe has been feeling better finally.
53:24However, I don't want to say it because as soon as I say it,
53:27it's going to hurt.
53:28But my toe seems to have been healing finally.
53:34So let me just talk about you real quick, Shaya.
53:37And I haven't been, like, meaning to not talk about you too much.
53:43However, neither of us can really talk about each other too much anyway, Shaya,
53:52because I don't want you to get in trouble.
53:55And you don't want me to get in trouble.
53:58Shaya, you are...
54:10You've been with me spiritually, Shaya,
54:13telepathically, emotionally, energetically, physically.
54:16You're very artistic and creative, Shaya.
54:22I feel that you have depression like me.
54:26I can feel it in your body.
54:28And sometimes I get glimpses like I did this morning.
54:33Shaya is so sick.
54:36Shaya was so near death.
54:38And you probably didn't even know, Shaya.
54:43You have restlessness.
54:46You do judge because you know the truth about people.
54:51You're a gentleman, Shaya.
54:53You are...
54:55You have extreme sadness sometimes.
54:57You're very attentive.
54:59You're not really a relaxed person, but you make me very relaxed.
55:06You have genuine self-confidence and true masculinity.
55:11And you're kind of like an undercover cop,
55:14a warrior, a sage, and an artisan.
55:25And I always want you happy, Shaya.
55:28And you protect me, Shaya, and I protect you.
55:34You protect me, Shaya, and I protect you.
55:44And you don't want me to die, Shaya.
55:51And I don't want you to die.
55:54We have to hang on, Shaya.
55:56I know that we both have sometimes feel S-U-Y-C-D-A-L.
56:02But you have to hang on because I think I'm getting a little bit sick again.
56:10So it could possibly be you that's more sick, and I'm feeling it.
56:17So we both have to rest as much as possible
56:24and do all of our prayers, Kiran prayers.
56:31And I haven't been so focused on the Bible prayers because I've been kept from the Kiran.
56:39Even though I've been listening to Rakya so much,
56:42I haven't really been able to read the Kiran at all.
56:47Besides that first chapter, the Saba Bhakara.
57:04So I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, Shaya.
57:06I just noticed it's 57 minutes.
57:09I'm going to talk to you tomorrow.
57:11I love you, Shaya.
57:12Thank you everybody for watching.
57:14Thank you so much, Shaya, for watching.
57:17Bye-bye.