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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shaya. Hi, Shaya.
00:05For those who are watching, I thank you for watching.
00:08This is going to be some crime against me and my twin flame, Shaya.
00:15And for those who are watching, whatever I say in this video may or may not be true.
00:21You cannot use it against me. If you do, you'll be trying to frame me
00:27and you will get caught in doing that.
00:32So, Shaya, I have a lot to show you today.
00:35I'm a little tired and I'll explain why.
00:38See some of the... See my eyes, how they look kind of...
00:43There's something like a weirdness in my eyes.
00:48That's a brain injury. You can see it in my eyes.
00:52Like, it kind of looks like I'm angry all the time.
00:56That's brain injury. Eyes.
00:58Because I saw... I saw...
01:04I saw a girl on YouTube that was talking about having a brain injury.
01:09Just like for a couple of minutes, I was looking at her.
01:13And I'm like, look at her eyes.
01:15And I noticed that about my own eyes.
01:19So hopefully that will change.
01:22So in this video, I'm going to talk about the notes.
01:26I have a few photographs to show you.
01:28I'm not talking about the criminal...
01:31I'm not showing the criminal hacker photos.
01:37I need to take a break from that because it's just too energy draining and evil.
01:43And we have to stay positive, Shaya.
01:48So I wrote... I started my grocery list I'm going to talk about.
01:57And I started an Amazon grocery list.
02:00I created a list on Amazon.com.
02:04And I'm going to talk about the notes.
02:10I just had some tuna fish with soy sauce and some macaroni and cheese.
02:17Microwavable.
02:20I was watching your video on Luke.
02:22I watched some of the NASA Hubble telescope images.
02:29Space, galaxies, stars, planets.
02:39There's definitely remote viewers that are going to try to attack you through this video and how I talk, Shaya.
02:46Just so you know.
02:49However, there's good AI that's going to stop it.
02:57So I have plans of doing another fast this month because of the results that I got from it.
03:07I'm already tortured and sick anyways.
03:13However, I actually know it's good for me because of the results that I got from it.
03:21But I'm going to do it a little differently.
03:24And I'll tell you what I'm going to buy to do it differently.
03:28It's not going to be a complete fast.
03:30This time it will be more like fruit juice one day, vegetable juice the other day.
03:43So I'll show you that in a little bit.
03:46So I read just like skimming through one of the books of the Quran.
03:57And I read a video about Muslims.
04:00It says half or a quarter of the religion.
04:03Half or a quarter of being religious is cleanliness.
04:08That's why it's so important for me to clean in here.
04:12I've been slacking with the cleaning.
04:16I usually clean twice a month and I've been cleaning once a month these past few months.
04:23And it's not good.
04:25I have to wash my legging shorts because I'm running low on leggings.
04:36So I'm making groceries and I'm thinking about doing another fast for just two days, not three days.
04:51Instead of fasting, I'm going to have fruit juice and then vegetable juice.
04:58So it's not going to be as painful as the last fast where I just drank herbal tea and had a couple,
05:06had an applesauce and mandarins and fruit punch.
05:09It's going to be less painful.
05:13So...
05:26So after my Best Buy purchase and other purchases, I don't have $2.68. I have around $1.82.
05:37And I just got something very important.
05:41And I believe because of the things that I'm doing, I'm finally able to buy the toenail...
05:57I'm finally able to buy the toenail grinder that the podiatrist prescribed.
06:04I lost the worksheet with the name of the toenail grinder specifically.
06:09And the reason why I need to get the toenail grinder is because this nail is getting really ugly.
06:17And...
06:20Well, I'll show it to you.
06:23Yeah, you're going to be grossed out.
06:26Luckily, it is a fungus.
06:30So if it is a damaged nail matrix, that could heal.
06:36If that's why my nail's growing bad.
06:41There's a specific thing that Hannah does with Camphor and like chalk to get rid of toenail fungus.
06:49But this nail needs to be filed down flat.
06:52And I was using this like electric nail file for fingers on my toe.
06:58And it turned something like really red.
07:05So this is the damaged toenail.
07:10It's really ugly.
07:12But if I file it, and see the green color?
07:16See this green and yellow?
07:18There's fungus on it.
07:21If this doctor purposely damaged my toe, he's going to get a lot worse than an ugly toenail.
07:31This is what my other toenail looks like and it's still ingrown.
07:40That's ingrown. It shouldn't be going like that.
07:43But with the electric nail file, I can shave down the skin here.
07:51And see the callus?
07:53The electric nail file that I have, I have a lot of hard skin all over.
07:58Actually, let me show you the swollen...
08:04Look at how swollen my...
08:07Look at how swollen my ankles are.
08:13See the puffiness?
08:17That's not good.
08:19I'll show you on the other side.
08:26So I have a lot...
08:27See the puffiness, the swollen ankles?
08:32That's health issues.
08:36So...
08:38Here, I'll show you another picture without me flexing my foot.
08:43This is just like a relaxed position of my foot.
08:46And it's still all swollen.
08:53So...
08:55I have a lot worse than an ugly toenail.
08:59But if that doctor ripped off my toenail, and at the time damaged the nail matrix intentionally,
09:04he's going to get a lot worse than a permanently ugly toenail.
09:09He's going to get a lot worse.
09:11You can't do that to a human being.
09:14So...
09:17The tea tree oil is obviously not working,
09:20but the fact that I'm not filing it down...
09:22See how the nail is like thicker?
09:25This electric nail file is going to...
09:28I can file it down to the thinnest point to make it look like almost as thin as a nail.
09:37So I just purchased it finally.
09:39I called...
09:40I asked the front desk to send the message to give me the title of the product.
09:47And it's called...
09:50Ybif...
09:52Ybif Dog Nail Grinder.
09:56And...
09:58They don't make nail grinders.
10:02This plant is not advanced.
10:04But if I have to buy a nail grinder...
10:07This is the specific one that the podiatrist recommends.
10:13And I need this nail file because...
10:17The nail file that I have...
10:22What I did was...
10:23I was putting it on the toe for a very long time.
10:27And it wasn't grinding the nail.
10:29It ends up irritating the underneath of the nail bed because it wasn't grinding.
10:38It was just making a painful feeling.
10:44So this is going to be...
10:46It comes with a light.
10:48It's lit up.
10:50This also showed me a trick where I can take all the hard skin off my heels.
10:59This is not just an energetic hygiene issue.
11:04This is a physical hygiene issue that I've had tough skin all over my feet, calluses, and a thick nail.
11:14So I'm very, very excited that I got this, ordered this.
11:20And I'm going to track the package.
11:22And I'm going to call down to security or walk down to security and say...
11:29You need to check the packages this morning because I have a package arriving.
11:34And if it does get stolen...
11:37I haven't bought a package since my last package got stolen about, I don't know, longer than half a year ago.
11:47If it gets stolen, I'm going to track the cameras.
11:52I'm going to contact management.
11:54And I'm going to find out who stole my package because there's cameras all over the building.
11:59There's cameras in the lobby down there.
12:01I'm going to make sure this package does not get stolen because I've already gotten threats.
12:08And in the meantime, I think that I'm going to try to buy something on the internet.
12:13I mean, buy something that ships to me.
12:15I'm constantly getting threats to know it's going to be stolen.
12:18So I'm very excited about this nail, toenail grinder.
12:23The nail grinder is also...
12:27I haven't been feeling like...
12:31It's really, really ugly.
12:32And I don't really want you to see it, Shia, that ugly.
12:35And my feet is painfully rough.
12:38So I'm really...
12:39And we can both use it, Shia, on our feet.
12:44So I'm getting the electric nail grinder this week.
12:51And the nail grinder, that electric nail grinder,
12:58you don't even have to keep it on the nail for longer than, like, a few ten seconds,
13:03and it grinds it all down.
13:06So many podiatrists do not recommend this to their patients, which is pretty evil.
13:15They let people's nails get really thick and ugly.
13:20And that's part of the problem.
13:23If you just keep letting the nail grow,
13:25and there's been possession involved for me not getting this nail grinder.
13:29There was possession that I put it away in a folder,
13:32and somehow it disappeared and I can't find it.
13:35I probably put it in stacks and stacks, within stacks and stacks of my papers.
13:45So...
13:51Also, I had another important thing happen.
13:57Under Internet Archive, remember those Voice I Am booklets
14:05that have the decrees and the invocations of the I Am activity?
14:12It's on Internet Archive.
14:14So I'm going to show you, under my lists,
14:19I found several books of information, several books I want to read,
14:25several books I'm not going to read yet.
14:29Like, this looks really, like, interesting.
14:33Mysteries of the Holy Grail, Archangel Gabriel.
14:39I've never... I don't even know what the Holy Grail is.
14:44But they have all of the Ascended Master,
14:50by Godfrey and Lotus, Great King.
14:55All the Ascended Master.
14:58The author of this book, this series all started because of Mount Shasta.
15:04He was on Mount Shasta.
15:07And this one looks really good,
15:11that I want to read, The Meeting of the Masters, The Ascended Masters.
15:18Another one.
15:20I actually really want to read this,
15:23because this has a lot of good information.
15:25Like, I looked at the contents of the book, Sedona Starseed.
15:29So I'm going to be busy reading.
15:35I can walk back and forth while I read, not just sit around.
15:39This is what I found.
15:41These are the booklets.
15:43And they have, within this, is 600 pages.
15:46So it's a whole series, like a whole year long worth of the booklets.
15:51So I did an hour of this last night, between 12 and 1 a.m.
15:55last night, before I went to sleep.
15:57And I already recited an hour of this today.
16:00It's very, very challenging.
16:02They give me a lot of fatigue,
16:04because this quickens the pace of the spiritual ascension,
16:08when you do these decrees.
16:10You probably already know this, Shaya.
16:13This one looks good.
16:16Secrets of the Hidden Realms.
16:19I can skip to the parts that I want to read.
16:25Well, I already usually do this.
16:29This kind of looks good.
16:31I Am America's Destiny by the Great White Brotherhood.
16:35Now, when it says the Great White Brotherhood,
16:38it's talking about not just males.
16:42It's females and males are a part of the Brotherhood.
16:46Here's another of the booklets.
16:50Here's another one of the booklets.
16:54The Voice I Am.
16:56So, there's...
17:01This was the original...
17:04Godfrey Ray King and Lotus Ray King were the originals that started the I Am activity.
17:10And then Elizabeth Mark Prophet also was carrying on.
17:15And then there's... Now there's people in Arizona.
17:19There's people in California.
17:21There's different... There's a lot more people that are...
17:25So...
17:29And I'm going to recite the Quran.
17:31I recited the Quran yesterday, an hour.
17:34I have to... I can't do two hours every day
17:37because I'm going to get burnt out and then just stop completely, so...
17:42So, these are the books.
17:44This looks really good.
17:46The Masters and their Retreats.
17:49So, like...
17:52There's a place...
17:54There's a retreat that Elizabeth Prophet founded and...
18:01called the Grand Teton.
18:03And these retreats, like, are physical.
18:05Some of them are physical retreats, but the retreat is actually etheric above the actual physical retreat.
18:14So, I'm very, very excited.
18:16This Internet Archive.
18:18I would have had a better life if I found out about Internet Archive.
18:22I would have had a better life.
18:25Because going to the libraries and being allergic to books doesn't work.
18:31Going into bookstores when I'll have chronic gas torture and I can't afford to buy the books.
18:39And then if I read the books, I end up being so possessed that I can't even open the book.
18:47And they'll just make me read one line over and over for, like, until I just stop trying to read.
18:57I still have a hard time breathing out of my nose.
19:01I know I should be taking allergy medicine.
19:04It might give me some relief, but I haven't been able to.
19:08So, I'm going to start making sure this doesn't go over.
19:17I might make this one part.
19:24So, in regards to my grocery list, I'm going to get some vegetable juice, low sodium.
19:31I don't think they would have salt-free tomato juice or V8 cans.
19:37I'm going to get some toast.
19:40I don't think I'm going to get sourdough bread.
19:42I kind of want French bread, French rolls.
19:45I'm going to get, oh, this is what I need to get, vegetable broth.
19:50So, when I have my vegetable juice day, I'm going to also sip on low-sodium vegetable broth.
19:57But this could get really too much salt. I have to be careful.
20:02So, that's why I'm going to get salt-free canned vegetables.
20:06And I'm going to get the bag of the potatoes, the russet potatoes.
20:12See, you have to be careful with Walmart with groceries,
20:17because sometimes they can give you rotten food and get away with it because you're not purchasing it.
20:24And there are some black spots in the potatoes, so I had to throw out the bag.
20:29Because if you see black spots in russet potatoes, it's an infection.
20:33So, I'm all done with russet potatoes, because I haven't been having a lot of luck with russet potatoes.
20:38So, I'm going to get the gold potatoes or the yellow potatoes.
20:42And I'm going to get some apple juice, because there's an actual specific apple juice cleanse for the liver or the gallbladder.
20:56Apple juice diet.
20:59And so, this, I'll read you what it says, but it's not, it's not her, it's not Hannah saying she was tired, bloated, and less-less.
21:29I don't really get jealous of people, but I get jealous of my past life.
21:39I wish that, I think that we were more privileged in that lifetime, Shia.
21:46You know, I'm really embarrassed of myself in this lifetime.
21:50It's so ghetto.
21:59So bad. So much torture.
22:03So, that is the apple juice. I have to get enough apple juice.
22:16I guess you really don't have to worry about sugar if it's no added sugar.
22:21Because this is two glasses every single hour.
22:25Every single two hours, two glasses of apple juice.
22:28So I'm going to have to get extra apple juice if I want to do this.
22:32But I'm not going to...
22:38So you have to do this two days.
22:42I'm not going to buy apple juice for two days.
22:46But then it says to drink all the olive oil at bedtime.
22:52I'm not going to completely follow it, because I'm already tortured enough.
22:58And some of this can really make you sick.
23:02So when I buy canned tuna and salmon, I'm going to make sure it's salt-free.
23:08And this is what I should have been doing these past five months,
23:12is buying salt-free fish, salt-free canned vegetables.
23:16And I haven't.
23:21I'd really like to get those canned, the Oregon brand canned vegetables,
23:26or I mean the canned blueberries.
23:32I'll get more oatmeal, coffee, bagels, cups, plates, forks, spoons.
23:39I like tortilla chips with salsa.
23:41I'm going to get more of those udon noodles.
23:44I like to just eat them plain with soy sauce and onion powder.
23:47So I'll show you my photographs of the food I ate today.
23:52I'm not really proud of my diet,
23:54but I'm showing you what happens when you can't cook with a stove.
23:59So that's canned tuna with soy sauce and macaroni and cheese that I had for lunch.
24:06And this is also what happens when you're possessed.
24:09If ugly things happen to you, you eat ugly-looking things.
24:14So I finally started my grocery list.
24:17This is you, Shia.
24:20Shia has a diamond DNA.
24:23Shia, you have the diamond DNA.
24:26That's you.
24:28That was in one of the Voice I Am books, booklets.
24:33Shia, it's a blue diamond.
24:36It's because of your shirt.
24:43Blue is like my favorite color now.
24:47Blue has always been kind of my favorite color because I like the blue ocean.
24:51But blue...
24:54I like pastel.
24:56There's a planet that has, like, our color palette, Shia.
25:03So the Voice I Am is...
25:08I'm going to explain it to you.
25:10I took a little paragraph clip that I wanted to tell you with the Voice I Am booklet.
25:15And I took a little paragraph clip that I wanted to tell you with the Voice I Am booklet.
25:22And I took a little paragraph clip that I wanted to tell you with the Voice I Am booklet.
25:27I skipped through to the decrees, even though I want to read the whole booklet.
25:32The Voice of the I Am is the mouthpiece through which the Ascended Master's instruction can reach the students quickly
25:40that the most powerful work possible for America and the world may be done by the students to release the greatest light in the shortest time.
25:47So the decrees release the greatest light in the shortest time.
25:51You have to make the decrees for calling on all the Ascended Masters, all the angels, God.
25:56And when you call on all the angels and all the Ascended Masters, they do things for planet Earth.
26:06But you have to make the call.
26:10So it's quickening the spiritual ascension to use these decrees.
26:14And this will be the Golden I Am Age.
26:22I say the Golden I Am Age is going to be in this lifetime for Australia.
26:44I was looking up NASA and they have these really cool 10-hour loop of ambient music.
27:08And then they have like a still photo, like you're on a spaceship and laying down in space and the window you see out with the stars.
27:18What I really want to show you about this pillow is, see those lumbar pillows?
27:23That's what we need to have so when we are laying against our pillows, the back of our spine needs a lumbar pillow.
27:35I haven't found lumbar pillows yet that I like, so we'll find them eventually.
27:45This is a bunch of, oh this was udon noodles yesterday with soy sauce, peas, and those fish steaks.
28:12Those fish steaks are pretty low quality. I'm not really sure if I like the taste of them.
28:19Because they're put in soybean oil and it kind of tastes like, there's just a funny taste to it.
28:27But see these are what the udon noodles come in, in like a little package.
28:31You just pierce through the plastic bag and then microwave it.
28:36These are the fish steaks. I don't really like the flavor that much though.
28:45I really like how it comes in little slices of fish steaks, but I don't really like the flavor that much.
28:54So now I have to continue reading the notes.
29:10Okay, so I'm finished with reading the notes.
29:14There wasn't a lot of notes that I wrote down, but I can't read off notes on the internet anymore with you.
29:22So, I'm going to read you a little bit of the notes.
29:29So now I'm going to, I think I'm going to make this just one part today Shia, because I'm really really tired.
29:36And sometimes you probably just don't want to, sometimes you probably don't have time to review all these videos.
29:49Not review, but watch all the videos.
29:52And I don't really feel like being negative and talking about things.
29:58I know when I start to take out this folder, I get really attacked.
30:04It's not good.
30:07I had the speaker on, that's why it was on.
30:10So, I thought there was something else that I had to show you.
30:22Let me see.
30:25So, I thought there was something else that I had to show you.
30:37Let me see if I can sift through.
30:42I have to spend more time on writing more of these about you.
30:46But the thing is, I'm already like feeling like I'm in trouble by making these videos, putting them on the internet.
30:55So, that's the problem.
31:15So, I've read this.
31:25So, let's do this one.
31:32I asked the pendulum. Let me use the pendulum.
31:57What does Shia need to know? What does Shia want me to talk about?
32:13I'm not talking about criminals in this video.
32:17I'm...
32:21We're supposed to be at least positive two times a week, two days a week, Shia, without talking about all the crime that's happening to us.
32:32Oh, I skipped a whole page.
32:36I'm not reading all... These demons are not letting my eyes see specific things.
32:48I skipped a whole part.
32:51So, this is what happened last night and why I feel sick.
32:56I'll show you what I have with the olive oil.
33:13So, I have this olive oil that I leave in the bathtub and I'm going to put it back.
33:32So, I've been truly exhausted.
33:34I'm running low on laundry. That's why I'm wearing this shirt.
33:37I don't really like wearing this shirt that much for some reason.
33:41So, remember how I was doing the energy brushing in the bathtub?
33:46Well, I was sitting in the bathtub and I was like, I've been too exhausted to do that these past few days because of the fast.
33:56So, I finally picked it back up and did an hour and a half last night.
34:01Worth starting from right side to the left side.
34:06And basically, with the body and brain yoga tapping, you tap on the top and then you flip over to the back.
34:16So, I was doing right to left and the top, like start with the foot, the top of the foot on the top and then the back of the foot.
34:26The calf, top of the lower part of the leg, bottom part of the leg.
34:33So, there's friction a little bit and before I started doing that, I put the olive oil on my face because it was so itching.
34:41It was like itch torture.
34:43So, I put the olive oil on my face and I thought, oh, I can put this on my body while I'm doing the energy brushing.
34:52So, it's way easier to energy brush with olive oil and that's wicked powerful to do the energy brushing with olive oil.
35:00So, I put this olive oil in the cure-on.
35:02The olive oil is anointed.
35:05I was anointing the olive oil because while I was brushing with the olive oil.
35:10So, basically, you lift your, just like say your hand, you lift your hand out of the water with the olive oil.
35:17Then, put the hand back down in the bathtub to do the energy brushing under the water, not above the water.
35:26And it makes it easier to energy brush.
35:30It's, the olive oil is extremely powerful because of various things.
35:35And while I was saying, while I was doing the energy brushing, the whole time I was reciting, Allah is the most gracious, the most merciful.
35:44Allah is the most gracious, the most merciful.
35:46Allah is the most gracious, the most merciful.
35:48So, I'm pretty sure I probably recited a few hundred times if it was an hour and 40 minutes.
35:55And I wasn't matching the speed of Allah is the most gracious, the most merciful.
35:59I was doing this a little bit slower than usual because I burnt out a little bit on the left side.
36:05I was quicker on the left side because I put too much energy on the right side.
36:09So, that is also what I'm going to continue doing.
36:13I might not spend an hour and a half tonight because this is what happens.
36:19I excessively do something and then I stop doing it.
36:22And that's like some kind of program, mind control program that I do.
36:26So, I'm going to probably spend at least, I would say, 20 minutes each side, 40 minutes.
36:34And after I did that, then I got out of the bathtub, recited the Ayam.
36:41Well, how can I do all this? How do I have the energy to do all this?
36:45I'm getting tortured the whole time.
36:47So, I'm chronically motivated to keep doing it because I'm being tortured.
36:51So, I could lay there, get tortured and just feel so unempowered and like just so sick.
36:58And like there's nothing I can do or I can do this.
37:03I can't always do it though because I do get tired.
37:07But it's not necessary that I have the energy to do it.
37:12The Spirit Guides are guiding me to do it.
37:14I know that you have to do this too, Cheyenne.
37:16You get exhausted but you have to keep doing it.
37:19I woke up this morning very, very sick from this.
37:27And I was like kind of nauseous this morning from it.
37:31And last night, like I had a sick feeling from it and I have extreme fatigue of my body.
37:38So, that is a very important thing that I'm doing.
37:42And I have to write that down on the sheets.
37:47I have to write that down on the sheets.
37:49So, I'm going to write that down right now.
37:51And I was getting verbal and physical assaults and attacks.
38:11So, then I started, I stopped all of this, the most gracious, most merciful.
38:18And then I started reciting,
38:20I'm a being of violet fire, I'm the purity of God's eyes.
38:22I'm a being of violet fire, I'm the purity of God's eyes.
38:24And when you say that, your whole body goes on violet flame and fire when you say it.
38:29Your whole body just starts on fire with the violet flame.
38:35And it's becoming more obvious.
38:37I can actually feel the etheric fire and the physical fire.
38:42Like I can feel it when I say it.
38:45So, I'm going to stop this video, Shaya.
38:50Wait, did I talk about... No, I didn't talk about you yet.
38:54So, I wanted to talk about you now.
39:00Shaya, you have...
39:07You are spiritually and religiously advanced, Shaya.
39:09And you can visibly see the power of God in you.
39:15And you're doing something with color therapy.
39:24And we are like magnets to each other.
39:33You're very disturbed about what has happened to you and me.
39:37And neither of us are able to completely function.
39:41You're transmuting.
39:43I get this over and over and over that you're clearing energetic imprints.
39:47And you're clearing your DNA over and over and over.
39:51That you're transmutating and clearing your energetic imprints.
39:59And...
40:10And...
40:19Sometimes you're just not in the mood to say all these things.
40:25You calm my nerves, Shaya.
40:31And...
40:35You're an artist.
40:41I didn't think about it, but I bet you can draw and paint too.
40:44We'll be drawing and painting together, Shaya.
40:49And...
40:53Gemini's are remarkable people.
40:59And you're a torture survivor, Shaya. We're torture survivors.
41:10And you've been in intolerable pain.
41:21And...
41:36We've been treated worse than animals.
41:38You've been treated worse than animals.
41:41We're not the animals, though.
41:49Imagine all this torture being returned back to the sender.
41:53And when I was doing the decrees...
41:56These decrees are like white spells.
41:59And one of the decree statements was,
42:02Return all of the discord back to the bodies and brains that sent it to us.
42:10I can't... I'll have to re-find that and tell you.
42:15Write it down, because it was very, very powerful and obvious that
42:20if you send something out like that against someone,
42:24it's all going to be returned back.
42:27Once the... Once...
42:31We are able to defend ourselves.
42:33And now that we're doing the Qu'ran...
42:37Now that I've recited the Qu'ran, it's pretty obvious it's being returned.
42:43So I have to keep reciting the Qu'ran.
42:46And...
42:49I really like the Qu'ran because it's a constant repetition of
42:55these wrongdoers and criminals are going to hell.
42:59And I don't mind being reminded of that, like, throughout the Qu'ran.
43:06And the Qu'ran is very magical and healing.
43:10So...
43:17I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, Shaya.
43:22I love you, Shaya.
43:23Thank you everybody for watching.
43:25Thank you so much, Shaya, for watching.