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00:00hello in this video this hello in this video this video is addressed to my twin flame shyah
00:13hi shyah for those just watching i thank you for watching um i am writing down quite a
00:24so in this video anything that i say in this video may or may not be true you cannot use
00:29against me and if you do that would be trying to frame me and you will get punished for it if you
00:37try to frame me for things i am saying in this video so shyah i have the backup recording
00:49and i have quite a bit of notes to share with you today i'm drinking a cup of coffee
01:03last night i made sure to do my next my amazon order so basically i've only been like eating
01:18about a couple hundred dollars worth of food a month for a long time i believe no more than
01:27three hundred but this month will be two hundred dollars because i paid a hundred dollars with
01:36my calf ration this is a hundred and ten dollars so i'm going to show you my grocery from amazon
01:42french and i'm going to talk about the notes and today i've been taking notes and taking
01:54photographs of sentences and paragraphs that i like in this book this is due back august this
02:04is corona class lessons mark and elizabeth's prophet wrote wrote it channeling jesus christ
02:14and i have to get this read by before the end of the month because all of my returns are running
02:30out it was like i'm not returns they just kept renewing it and this will be my last renewal so
02:40i have to read these books so i'll be really mad at myself if i don't read these books that
02:45i've been checking out however i have been reciting the invocation but i'm reading it out
02:50loud to try to make it like a spiritual activation so i'm going to show you oh yeah i with the
03:00amazon fresh remember how i showed you the seneca cleansing diet let me show it to you again
03:06um i'm going to follow this because i really wanted to do this fast on the day of ashura
03:31well within the week of ashura within the day before ashura and that last after the day but
03:36i couldn't because i didn't have the ingredients i made this grocery shopping
03:43less cater to that cleansing diet so i'm going to show you the grocery haul now
04:01so this should last me
04:08until about the 30th about 10 days i still have x in regards to extra food that i still have
04:16i have saltines oatmeal
04:23the can of roast beef can of salmon a can of evaporated milk a can of kidney beans a
04:30can of carrots some of that sipping broth i still have quite a bit of coffee
04:38i could make pancakes i have oatmeal and then what do i have down here
04:43granola bar seltzer mandarin oranges two mandarin oranges three applesauce two pudding
04:55and i have this uh
04:56uh mexican mulling and valerian that i'd like to boil on my cleanse day however the problem is
05:10yeah i pour boiling water over these
05:16so
05:18okay oops uh so i'm going to show you the groceries but i'm going to show you in the
05:26order of the seneca indian clads so the first is the fruit wait let me get it
05:34so the first is the fruit so i will uh i kind of wanted to incorporate the liver gallbladder
05:54cleanse within this diet so i got two packs of no sugar added apple juice and i'm going to drink
06:09one little bottle it's eight ounce and you're supposed to drink 16 ounces every two hours
06:14so i have enough for one day so i'm going to drink the apple juice
06:20and possibly
06:26uh microwave some of these apricots or boil hot water and kind of stew them a little
06:34with uh some of the creamer and honey possibly so i got these turkish apricots
06:44and the second day is supposed to you're supposed to drink all the herb teas that you want
06:55so i got this detox tea and peppermint herbal tea so i'll be drinking those two teas
07:09and then on the third day you're supposed to eat all the vegetables that you want
07:15so i'll have vegetable juice probably three cans of vegetable juice and
07:27i have these gold potatoes i'll have these several times that day
07:34okay so i'm very excited about i'm very excited about this uh
07:42uh diet so now i'm going to show you the wrap and then on the fourth day it says
07:49you drink vegetable broth so i got unsalted vegetable stock and i will have all that
07:58along with probably some potatoes so this is going to be very uh good
08:09and now i'm going to show you the rest of the
08:15now i'm going to show you the rest of my grocery haul which was about 110 dollars
08:21some dinner rolls
08:25the expired the 22nd is the 20th today i'm starting the cleanse tomorrow so
08:33i will probably eat a couple of rolls today it was only four dollars so if they go stale
08:38so
08:43then that'd be okay
08:46i got some tortilla chips
08:51with
08:54jalapeno salsa
08:59and
08:59and
09:06it would be if i had like the whole it would be 70 percent salt if i had the whole can so i'd
09:12probably have the whole entire can i got some oatmeal and everything really is kind of fresh
09:22amazon fresh does have like like the the energy is really good
09:27i'll show you however i will i will shop at walmart still
09:34but i also like amazon fresh
09:40and
09:43i showed you now i have got buffalo flavored tuna these are only 78 cents
09:51i'm gonna have them with crackers
09:55i got some hearty vegetable soup
10:01tomato soup
10:06i'll probably have a soup with uh rolls today sweet peas
10:14two cans of green beans
10:16i got some more olive oil to make sure i have extra for food and extra for
10:26the energy brushing
10:30i got some coffee
10:35some whole potatoes
10:37some whole potatoes
10:44some canned tuna with olive oil
10:49i have these stir-fry noodles i can have with soy sauce
10:59spaghettios
11:00scrambled eggs
11:07clam chowder
11:14um beef pot roast
11:22i got these granola bars
11:26and just need this check to make sure i showed you everything
11:29So, that's everything for the grocery haul.
11:36Oh, and I got a gallon of vinegar and a pack of waters.
11:53I always keep this clipboard shy with all your photos here, right on the top of my desk.
12:04I have it on loop for a couple hours, even if I don't always be able to look up.
12:11Just to have your energy constantly coming into the room is very important.
12:17So, this is my stack of what I'm doing.
12:21Basically, I'm putting this on my lap while I'm reading the book with the notebook.
12:29I'm on page 26, so I read for about an hour and a half, 26 pages.
12:37So, now I'm going to read you the notes.
12:40Oops.
12:50I'm pretty itchy right now, but I'm trying not to itch my face.
12:54They have an AI weapon where they can just make little dots all over the place where it's like an extreme itch.
13:05As soon as you itch it, it's just so itchy.
13:11As soon as you itch it, it goes away, but then there's another area where they start itching.
13:16They've been doing this itch torture to me for well over 10 years at least.
13:27So, I showed you the grocery delivery.
13:34Look at that.
13:45I finally hand washed my legging shorts that are drying.
13:57I have to clean this apartment, however.
14:00Well, if the Lumeria Spirit guys want me to do all this energy work, all this recitation,
14:06I have no energy to clean, then it's not my fault because I've been exhausted.
14:13At the end of the day, I am so exhausted.
14:19I did an hour of the energy brushing with olive oil last night.
14:23I always tend to do more on this side as I start, and then I kind of do less on the left side.
14:29The left side is worse off, so I have to really focus on the left side.
14:34I did that for about an hour last night.
14:36Once again, I actually got this weird metal feeling.
14:42My whole body felt like a stiff piece of metal.
14:48When they were trying to go to involuntarily move me, it was really jerky.
14:55It's very obvious it's working.
14:58I'm going to use the highlighter to make sure that I tell you everything.
15:05The Corona class lessons...
15:14In regards to...
15:18Well, I don't really want to talk about that right now.
15:20I usually really get through these notes because it's already been 15 minutes.
15:28I thought I was running out of styrofoam cups.
15:31I have about 17 of the 16 ounce.
15:38I have a bunch of styrofoam cups that I put on the top shelf of the cupboards.
15:42I'm very happy that I have those.
15:47They don't sell them on Amazon Fresh, I don't think.
16:01This bathing suit that I have...
16:04I need to get another athletic bathing suit.
16:08One piece, because I get too harassed.
16:12I'm not going to go and wear a beach bathing suit in the bathtub.
16:18I need to get an athletic bathing suit.
16:21That bathing suit was $50.
16:25I'm sure I can find a bathing suit that's athletic that's a little bit cheaper.
16:30But I have to go to get a bathing suit and spend a little extra money on a bathing suit.
16:36Because that one's all stretched out.
16:40I've been wearing that bathing suit a lot.
16:44It makes sense as to why it would be stretched out at this point.
16:48But it's very important that I get a Nike.
16:54There was some very, very, very bad public news about Nike shorts in regards to your body.
17:04Honestly, we're not going to be prevented from wearing sporting brands because of that.
17:15Obviously, in regards to Adidas, I'm not really liking Adidas as much anymore.
17:22Because they're connected with that whole fashion brand that did that child abuse story.
17:36But in regards to that happening to you, that is beyond evil.
17:41And I'm not supporting.
17:44Let's not even say I'm not supporting.
17:47We can still wear that brand.
17:49They're not going to steal all these brands.
17:51This is what's happened to me for 15 years.
17:54All these colors and brands and styles.
17:57I'm not going to steal them.
17:59This is what's happened to me for 15 years.
18:02All these colors and brands and styles are just constantly taken from me.
18:09Even specific hairstyles.
18:11I'll turn into other people if I wear specific hairstyles.
18:15They've done so much theft.
18:18In regards to shoes, Shia.
18:23We're not connecting those spells and witchcrafts in regards to that with styles and brands and colors.
18:31A hummingbird. A hummingbird is hovering.
18:34Let me see if I can get it on camera.
18:44Come on, hummingbird.
18:47Come on, hummingbird. Come back.
18:54Shoot.
19:01Well, it's possible that it got caught in the camera.
19:09I really love this courtyard because there's butterflies.
19:13And there's hummingbirds.
19:19And the butterflies do remind me of your mom.
19:23And Shia, don't think I don't think about her and the pain that you're in with that happening.
19:29Because I know that she helped you.
19:33However, I feel like she's still really helping you and talking with you.
19:45And I really want to go into that right now.
19:52In regards to what happened to your DNA.
20:00I need to...
20:02Well, I've been sort of prompted to clarify this with you.
20:10Because it's probably bothering you.
20:15Remember, I got this stroke the week of June 15th and 20th.
20:24So...
20:28After that happened, I had to protect myself and block off what happened to you and your DNA.
20:41However, it's not my business.
20:43It's not my business to look on the public news. It never was.
20:47I was possessed with full body possession.
20:49They were forcing me to look to get tortured and attacked.
20:53So...
20:56Why can't I talk about what happened to your DNA recently?
21:00I've been not talking about it at all.
21:05It's not my business, for one.
21:07It's really not my business.
21:10It is your business.
21:11It has to be somewhat our business because you have to do something about it.
21:14You have to do something about it and put this criminal in jail for what they did.
21:17However...
21:22So, unless I can't talk about what happened to your DNA...
21:29It's not really my business because that CN child is not in my life and never will be.
21:36And never will be in your life.
21:38When I got the stroke, I kept getting attacked, but I had to somehow close off.
21:46Put things away in order for me to survive.
21:53It's not your business either.
21:55Only to put the criminal to jail is your business, so it has to be somewhat your business.
22:00But they're saying I'm not supporting you because I'm not looking at the public news
22:04and talking about what I'm seeing so that I can help you.
22:10I'm not looking at the public news because it's not my business
22:14and I never really ever wanted to in the first place.
22:16I was forced.
22:17It near killed me.
22:19So I'm not supporting Shia.
22:24Yes, I'm supporting Shia because I'm doing what I have to do to stay alive.
22:29I'm doing what I have to do to stay alive.
22:32If I had to continue to enforce with AI to look at the public news,
22:36I probably wouldn't be alive at this point because it's been over half a year since I stopped.
22:40Half a year at least.
22:42I don't know the exact how long.
22:45However, I know it's been at least half a year.
22:47It's never going to change.
22:50They used to possess me with AI and they used to try to make it natural,
22:55make it look like I need information.
22:58No.
22:59They need to keep torturing me with those public news photographs
23:04and try to kill me with the public news photos
23:07and it will be proof that they did and were trying to.
23:11Proof that I never had any desire to look.
23:17So it's been over half a year and this will not change.
23:21These criminals forced it on me.
23:26I have always mined my business but these past 15 years
23:30I have not been allowed to mine my own business because of the possession of AI.
23:34So I wanted to tell you that trend.
23:41And they're saying in V2K that criminal that stole your DNA,
23:48she gave you something that I could never give you.
23:52She gave you fame, power, and wealth.
23:56That's a complete lie.
23:59She gave you fame, power, and wealth.
24:04Yeah, that is a complete lie.
24:06And also, they're repeatedly saying that she's better than me today.
24:13And so in regards to the groceries,
24:16I went out to get my groceries from the delivery person
24:20and there was some kind of sign to get me,
24:23to make it like they know what's going on.
24:28This neighbor kept opening his door and shutting it,
24:31opening and shutting it when I had my door open
24:34and the delivery person was a girl down the hallway
24:39and a guy taking a photograph of the groceries.
24:43He kept opening and closing his door while I had the door open
24:47while the delivery guy was taking a photograph of my groceries.
24:56Just kept opening and closing it.
24:59So there's more about that, but I'm not going to repeat it on the internet.
25:08But it definitely felt threatening based on what has been going on.
25:14So...
25:22In regards to...
25:25Did I skip anything on this page?
25:31So I'm reading out loud a little bit too much.
25:34I'm getting tired, but I have to continue to read out loud and recite
25:39because part of spiritual warfare
25:42and hear all the noise that's going on
25:46over the course of the 300 videos just on this side
25:49and how there's no sound over here.
25:52Is that proof? Do you really have to be...
25:55The kitchen's not on this wall,
25:57but the noise isn't just coming from the kitchen area over there.
26:04So in regards to reciting out loud,
26:07part of the spiritual warfare is that I have to recite things out loud
26:11because we have to call God...
26:18We have to be an antenna and call God
26:22and call upon the angels and the messengers, the spirit guides, to help.
26:31And so I am, no matter what, doing the olive oil brushing.
26:37No matter what. Every single bath.
26:40And I'm pretty sure you're going to when you are,
26:43and you're getting a lot of results.
26:45You're going to get a lot of results, Shaya.
26:50Because they tried to turn us into robots with the AI.
27:03In regards to these criminals,
27:06it's very, very sad that they could spend all their life torturing me and you
27:11and it will never get old for them.
27:14They're completely content to do this for the rest of their lives.
27:18This shows that they're not human beings.
27:25In regards to NASA,
27:28the Hubble telescope,
27:32and the photographs that I'm seeing on the internet, on YouTube,
27:41it is definitely helping.
27:43I would really like to find more vortex videos,
27:49like going through a black hole or a wormhole movement
27:54to try to use it as energy healing.
27:56There's a lot of fake space videos
27:59and they don't label whether it's fake or not,
28:02so this is definitely evil.
28:04It makes you have a disconnect to space and the cosmos.
28:09It's really, really interesting
28:12that in this book,
28:14Jesus is constantly comparing planet Earth to the cosmos
28:18and constantly making tons of comments about space and the cosmos
28:24and it's really odd that space and the cosmos and the stars,
28:28the whole planet system has been taken from me
28:31and all of a sudden I'm watching it
28:33and then this book is talking all about the cosmos.
28:39But there's a lot of fake photos about space
28:42and a lot of the videos are just the same 100 still photos
28:47from the Hubble scope.
28:50I'm seeing the same images of the same things over and over
28:55from like 30 years ago
28:57and it's really proof that this planet is keeping people away from space
29:03and what they're discovering.
29:06It's very, very sad.
29:12But I have noticed more and more
29:15that there's different things that I'm seeing in space
29:25that I can connect with like eyes
29:30looking like specific things.
29:33I'll talk about that another time.
29:36I have to write it down.
29:41But there's a lot of fake photos
29:44that makes it not good.
29:50In regards to these videos I'm making,
29:53Shaya, we're both getting a lot of help from it
29:57and you wanted me to say this
29:59and the pendulum said that we're both getting support from this
30:02because you're watching these videos
30:04which is supporting me so much, Shaya
30:08and you're listening and watching
30:10and it's a safety issue as to why we're not together.
30:15Honestly, we're both in so much danger
30:18I just can't imagine that it would be more of a safety issue if we were together
30:22where I don't know everything that's going on.
30:26And I'm not allowed to.
30:28This is part of them trying to torture and kill me
30:31to continue to keep making me think that we could be together
30:36but you don't really need to be with me.
30:42They can't constantly make that.
30:45Because I don't really completely know what's going on
30:50and why we can't be together.
30:55Because if God's keeping me alive now
30:58then why wouldn't they if he were with me?
31:01But I don't... it's not...
31:07Apparently this is the way it has to be
31:10but I continue to think that it doesn't have to be this way.
31:14So they are constantly making me feel like you don't like me
31:19or like you don't like me enough and you don't really need to be with me
31:23even though I know that's not true, Shia.
31:31It's really a shame that I spent so many years
31:35not washing myself in the bathtub
31:38and I have a trick now.
31:40I can put my bathing suit on and off
31:43and wrap a towel on me while I'm doing it
31:47and I don't have to stand in the pitch dark
31:50or even if I do stand in the pitch dark
31:52they can't use V2K, glow-in-the-dark V2K
31:56to still see me naked.
32:00It's really a shame that this started now.
32:02Think about all the times that these perverts were spying on me and you, Shia
32:10when we were showering and bathing.
32:14That's very, very sad.
32:28So in regards to...
32:35I got some confirmation that this torture that we're getting
32:39specifically the torture that we get 10 hours a day
32:44it's lessening.
32:46It's not gone completely but it's definitely lessened
32:49these past few weeks.
32:53It's still very, very, very painful and very severe
32:56and still a long time every day but not 10 hours a day.
33:00All this torture is going to be returned back to them automatically.
33:06So it's all going to be returned no matter what
33:09because that's basically how it works.
33:19I can't believe it's already been 33 minutes.
33:23Oh, I don't have too many notes left.
33:27And I know you really want to post, Shia, something
33:30and you can't. I know that.
33:33I've been told by other supporters.
33:37And...
33:47I'm going to show you a specific...
33:49No, I'm not going to say this right now.
33:57Okay, this is stuff I can't say on the internet.
34:00Yeah.
34:05But they want me to and they want me to like
34:07kind of convert the way I say it so...
34:10because they really want to attack you with it.
34:12I'm not. It was just going to make you angry.
34:25Oh, I guess I didn't have any more.
34:31Yeah, this is just...
34:43So I...
34:47A lot of these notes I can't say on the internet because...
34:52Um...
34:57But there's an unbelievable weirdness
35:03about the food
35:06and regards to me like...
35:10I'm pretty sure because the poisoning stopped
35:14like it wasn't supposed to, I was supposed to die from it.
35:18So there's still like this unbelievable weirdness going on
35:21with the food and I can't explain it.
35:28It's very like territorial, predator, cannibalistic, like weird.
35:33I can't explain it.
35:37So I told you about the notes
35:40and I was going to talk to you about the...
35:45The notes.
35:51I keep thinking that like
35:55the Bible is like
36:00against the Quran but the Quran says repeatedly
36:04the gospel, the gospel, the gospel, the gospel.
36:07So they're trying to mind control me to like hate the Bible
36:12while I read the Quran. It's like a whole mind control thing.
36:15If I do one thing I have to hate everything
36:18and I don't know why we constantly do that.
36:24So...
36:28In regards to all these notebooks and notes, Shaya,
36:33all of what you have for notes and all of what I have for notes,
36:38I think we have to organize it all
36:40and then get it printed in, organized in like books, printed books
36:47because I don't want these notes to just be notes.
36:52I want us to have like, really be able to use these notes.
36:58Like for instance, when we...
37:03Uh...
37:08For expectant mothers, there's a specific quote that Mother Mary would say
37:15and it says in the Quranic class lessons to recite it every single day
37:21when I'm pregnant.
37:24It says,
37:25My soul doth magnify the Lord and my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Savior.
37:31So it's a spiritual mantra for motherhood
37:36and I have all kinds of tips
37:41and notes I took from the What to Expect When You're Expecting
37:45and I really need...
37:47These notes are not just notes.
37:49We're going to have to do something with these notes
37:52because I really want to say that quote every day.
37:57So I wrote down some important notes from the Quranic class lessons.
38:07Like in regards to...
38:16I don't really want to reach...
38:18I'm kind of...
38:19Let's see if I can show these to you
38:23and you can read my handwriting
38:26because sometimes I feel like if I say something out loud
38:33you can't really hear every single word that I'm saying
38:38and...
38:44I think you would be able to read...
38:48It would be easier to hear it.
38:57However, my handwriting is not...
39:01Actually, it's much better than usual.
39:17So those are some notes I wrote down
39:20and I took several photographs
39:24of quotes.
39:30I took several photographs of quotes.
39:39And this one says...
39:43One of the greatest weaknesses of so-called Christianity
39:47lies in the fact that they have defiled me as a god to worship
39:50or bow down to and make wishful prayers to.
39:53Yet my mission and message they often neglect
39:56knowing not that their own initiator waits with arms of love
39:59to bestow upon them all that I ever received from God.
40:02So...
40:04The Quran doesn't say that Jesus is the son.
40:08Maybe it's a symbol.
40:10Maybe Jesus is like the symbol of...
40:13They still talk about the god being the father
40:16and Jesus being the son.
40:17However, these are very important books for spiritual activation.
40:22And I can't just say,
40:26Oh, I don't like the I AM activity.
40:28I don't like these books because of little things that they say.
40:31Not little things, but I can't...
40:36It's hard to...
40:39I don't really like how they say father, god and Jesus is the son.
40:43However, there's so much important information in these books
40:46that I have to take notes and learn from it.
40:51Because the I AM,
40:54the information that the prophets,
40:57Mark and Elizabeth the prophet and Godfrey, Ray and Lotus,
41:01Godfrey, Ray King and Lotus King,
41:04they started the I AM activity.
41:07These books have...
41:09The type of things that they say
41:15is...
41:29Oh, here's one of the Cosmos.
41:31Here's one of the...
41:33This kind of talks about...
41:35I want to show you one of the Cosmos.
41:45Ever-expanding dimensions.
41:50System of worlds.
41:54Systems of the magnitude of light from the great central sun.
42:01It's becoming...
42:15Oh, it looks like I didn't...
42:18I didn't photograph the one about the Cosmos.
42:23There's several quotes about the Cosmos.
42:31So, now I'm going to talk about you, Shia.
42:34And I'm going to stop this video and just make one part.
42:40This is about Shia.
42:43So, now I'm going to stop this video and just make one part.
42:59This is about Shia.
43:12This is about Shia.
43:35Now that I'm learning more about, like, the Lion, the Child, the Judah,
43:40and all of these starseeds with this Lion energy and Lion...
43:46I...
43:47And then I was playing the Roaring Lions.
43:49I call you my beautiful Lion.
43:51And you really have a sweet face like a Lion.
43:54And there's a specific video I'm not going to show you because you might...
43:58You might not like...
44:00You might...
44:02They might try to attack you with it, but I'm going to show you when I meet you.
44:07So, Shia, you're my beautiful Lion.
44:11And so this is about Shia.
44:14You're fresh-faced, Shia.
44:17And you're a very curious person.
44:20You have a boyish look to you.
44:25Like I have a girlish look.
44:29And you're chatty. You're not a quiet person.
44:32This is not like you, Shia.
44:34This is not like you, Shia, to not be able to talk.
44:39And...
44:40It's not like you, Shia. I know it's painful and it's torture.
44:45It's not painful and torture to make these videos and talk to you, Shia.
44:51It's, um...
44:54I feel very lucky.
44:58And...
45:05I think you're organized.
45:07You like to wear, like, the fact that you wear a watch.
45:11And...
45:13You have a nice cell phone case.
45:18You are enlightened, Shia.
45:23And you're a very amusing person.
45:26And you're very handsome.
45:29And...
45:30You have good communication skills.
45:34You're very inventive.
45:36Uh, Rudolph invented.
45:38Rudolph was inventive.
45:40I'm still upset with the lack of...
45:43Within the Hannah Kroger books, she didn't talk about you a lot.
45:47There has to have been a reason.
45:49I think that they must... we must have got attacked in that past life, Shia.
45:53Because it really pissed me off that I didn't say...
45:56That I couldn't find information about you through those books.
46:01And...
46:05It really annoyed me.
46:07And...
46:08It really annoyed me, Shia, with this, uh, fashion book.
46:12I didn't dedicate the book to you.
46:15That was possession.
46:17I just said some Hannah Kroger book about, uh...
46:20Some quote about the universe.
46:22And...
46:24You know, it was a real attack.
46:26It really was killing my spirit that I was on all these podcasts.
46:30Just, uh, talking about the same facts about fashion.
46:35The same things that I could remember off the top of my head, which is very little.
46:40And I could never, like, kind of talk at you.
46:42That was some sort of attack against both of us, Shia.
46:45Because I felt really, really hurt.
46:48Because I felt really, really hurtful and in pain.
46:51I don't believe you watched those podcasts.
46:53But...
46:54Even if I...
46:55Even if I...
46:56If you did...
46:57It would be very painful that I wasn't able to talk to you at that time either.
47:01You know, it was all about the stupid fashion book.
47:05It's not really...
47:06There was some kind of attack going on.
47:09Spiritual death between...
47:10For both of us that I had to do that.
47:12And I was forced to...
47:14That was torture.
47:16Being on those podcasts was torture.
47:18Because I was in such an extreme state of anxiety.
47:21The entire time.
47:23Waiting to be on the podcast.
47:25Day of the podcast.
47:26The night of the podcast.
47:28Lack of sleep.
47:29The day of.
47:30Extreme anxiety.
47:31And then, uh, knowing that I could get attacked at all times.
47:35With what I would say and how they would block my brain.
47:38The whole thing was awful.
47:40And then, the lack of...
47:43The fact that those podcasts didn't really do much of anything was selling the book.
47:49And, um...
47:51There was something very, very evil that happened in regards to that.
47:56And...
47:57In regards to Hannah Kroger's books...
48:03We're gonna be able to get some more information about the past life.
48:07When we get more psychic.
48:09And when we contact...
48:15When we contact our grandson and...
48:21Possibly, eventually, some of our kids that are still alive.
48:28So...
48:30Um...
48:36But in regards to...
48:42So, you were very inventive, Cheyenne, in this lifetime.
48:46And in your past life as Rudolph.
48:50You were a mechanical engineer, so you were...
48:54I'm pretty much positive those healing tools...
48:57You designed them, Cheyenne.
49:01So...
49:04I'm very upset that...
49:07I think in order for us to be together in that lifetime, we had to have...
49:17Been very busy.
49:20But in this lifetime, we're not going to...
49:24You're not going to leave my sight, and I'm not going to leave your sight, Cheyenne, because...
49:29We're going to have to protect each other, and...
49:32We don't have a lot of time.
49:35In this lifetime, I don't think.
49:37But you are...
49:40You're very intuitive, Cheyenne.
49:44And...
49:46You're an assertive person.
49:48Um...
49:52So...
49:54I'm going to...
49:58And both of us are having...
50:00Both of us have spiritual powers, and a lot of our...
50:05Our spiritual powers have been taken from us, and we're getting them back now.
50:10So I'm going to...
50:13Talk to you tomorrow, Cheyenne.
50:16And I'm going to continue. I have to try to get...
50:18Finish this book.
50:21If I read about 26 pages an hour, there's no way I'm going to finish this book today.
50:27However, I'm going to try to at least...
50:29Finish, like, half of it.
50:37So...
50:38I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, Cheyenne.
50:40I love you, Cheyenne.
50:41Thank you, everybody, for watching.
50:43Thank you so much, Cheyenne, for watching.