A married woman (Bosworth) enters into an affair with a younger man HD ( Drama )
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00:00:00Excuse me, it's fine, it's fine, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
00:00:07Let me help you, fine.
00:00:30It's sweet, it's sweet, it makes you happy.
00:00:34Marussella, Marussella.
00:00:43See, this is Naples. Naples is full of fun.
00:00:47There are places to have fun and places that are bad.
00:01:00I'm looking for the concert hall thing, I'll drive right by it.
00:01:10There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's going to be good.
00:01:25It has to be.
00:01:30Traffic in Naples...
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:47I can't find my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the suitcase?
00:01:53No, it's not in my suitcase, it's not in the suitcase.
00:01:56It's somewhere.
00:01:58Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00I don't know.
00:02:10What are you looking for?
00:02:12What did you lose?
00:02:14I lost my purse.
00:02:16There's nothing, he didn't steal anything.
00:02:19There's nothing.
00:02:21He was sitting here.
00:02:23One moment, one moment.
00:02:25There's nothing.
00:02:27There's nothing.
00:02:31There's nothing.
00:02:34Where did you have it lost?
00:02:37The train station, I think, the exchange booth.
00:02:43Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 117, not 17.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need 17.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think so.
00:03:29Oh, shit.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers are on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, 55337645.
00:03:598787915757.
00:04:07Yeah.
00:04:09Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:24You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian?
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:33I don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have, you know that?
00:05:19She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be, has been, for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:52Thank you.
00:06:04Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:15I don't know.
00:06:18You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19That's what you do when I'm done, darling.
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:33He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was all the time.
00:06:47Most people think life is too short, and there he was all the time.
00:06:50Jane, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54It's just a bit morbid.
00:07:13Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:17Love you, too.
00:07:36Do you feel alright?
00:07:38Do you feel like it?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:41Are you sure?
00:07:42Yeah.
00:08:12I love you.
00:08:42I love you.
00:09:13Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:16You'll be so busy.
00:09:19I get boring all alone.
00:09:22I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:25True.
00:09:30Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:37So I can worry about you.
00:09:39Okay.
00:09:45I left you some money here.
00:09:47Thank you.
00:09:50I'll see you later.
00:09:51Have a good day.
00:10:07Bye.
00:10:21Testing, testing.
00:10:23Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask from the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:38Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother,
00:10:44she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed, and
00:10:48and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us,
00:10:52he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy,
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:01He was all alone.
00:11:02That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:06Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:08miles from Germany, from Russia,
00:11:10from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:13And this man,
00:11:15he had blood in his hair.
00:11:23Can I have a cappuccino?
00:11:25Okay, let's go.
00:11:32Okay.
00:11:58We were riding our bikes to school
00:12:00when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:02We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified,
00:12:06but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me
00:12:14as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:22I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia,
00:12:24or Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:29Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you have a good day.
00:12:34Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:38There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:45not just your father.
00:12:49You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:52No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:54I'm upsetting you.
00:12:57Let's talk about something else.
00:12:59You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:03All right, then.
00:13:06Excusez-moi.
00:13:08Excusez-moi.
00:13:09Um, the castle?
00:13:11Castle?
00:13:13Parlato inglese?
00:13:15No, no, no.
00:13:16No?
00:13:17No.
00:13:18Um...
00:13:20Castello...
00:13:21Castello Oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:27Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:49now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:58That's great.
00:13:59That's cool.
00:14:00Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:06Maine.
00:14:07No, shit.
00:14:08I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:09That's crazy.
00:14:10That's weird.
00:14:11Right?
00:14:12Yeah.
00:14:13Vacation?
00:14:14No.
00:14:15Are you?
00:14:16What?
00:14:17Are you here on vacation?
00:14:19Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mmm, mmm, mmm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes, very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No.
00:15:08Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:19I can't help it.
00:15:20I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:22and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:24when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:32You look too young to be married.
00:15:33Do you know anyone?
00:15:35No.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38Thank you.
00:15:47That's it.
00:15:48Stop making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:16:03Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:13Shit.
00:16:34What brought you out here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:49Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:59In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad,
00:17:05all those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:29dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride.
00:17:45But, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:50I'm 19. It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I just stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia,
00:18:09so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry, anyway.
00:18:22So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door,
00:18:28and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing 100.
00:18:32100?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:35He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall,
00:18:37and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment,
00:18:44and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:36Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:42to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:47to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:55Who was that?
00:19:57Victoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:02You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:06Sneaky.
00:20:08Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets
00:20:11she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:15I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:17Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes,
00:20:22but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:26Let's hear it, then.
00:20:28In Italian.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:38De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia
00:20:50Lega di nuovo il cor quando discioglia
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista a terra e d'alma
00:21:05I'm impressed.
00:21:06Thank you.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:11Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:19All right, then.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:07I don't know.
00:22:09Well, don't you know?
00:22:12Wanna listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:24All right.
00:22:35All tangled up.
00:22:36Not now.
00:22:37Okay.
00:22:43Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:46These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era.
00:22:57But it was nothing like...
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12Now shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19And it's like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:28My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:31You shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:33We met while I was recording her.
00:23:36Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:41That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:45Signori.
00:23:49Signori.
00:23:54I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:02I lost the baby.
00:24:06I'm sorry.
00:24:07I'm sorry.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet,
00:24:55like your soulmate or your family or, you know,
00:25:01someone you bump into on the street,
00:25:03we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure
00:25:33and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:39But...
00:25:47I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:51That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:54Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:58Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo, bravo.
00:26:29Bravo.
00:26:37What do you mean?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:42Oh, my God.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:55It's the carabinieri.
00:26:57The police.
00:26:59Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:10They can't pick me.
00:27:11I've got to run.
00:27:14Oh, God.
00:27:24I know.
00:27:25Hey, hey.
00:27:26What?
00:27:28It'd make you feel better if I said I sent the whole thing up.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33It's true.
00:27:35I paid the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:44You really are horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:52Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:56Let's go.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:15It went up my nose.
00:28:21Will you come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:32you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:34for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:51I've got to go
00:28:53catch a ferry.
00:28:56Okay.
00:28:58Hey.
00:29:03Why do violists
00:29:07keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:20Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:34Thank you.
00:29:51Happy birthday.
00:29:52Thank you.
00:30:21Happy birthday.
00:30:22Thank you.
00:30:52I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Get through?
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events,
00:31:05the things you think you'll always remember,
00:31:08and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller,
00:31:11picking a blackberry that's been in the sun
00:31:13or brushing the fingertip of someone
00:31:15you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:22so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:45Got some pastries.
00:31:51You still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:16My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:19and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:22and all sorts of things,
00:32:24and we used to go to London.
00:32:27We saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:30We used to go all over the place.
00:32:33They were wonderful times.
00:32:36I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:39I liked some of them.
00:32:41They were nice people,
00:32:43some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19 and the world just felt so open
00:32:58and carefree and full of possibility,
00:33:02it reminded me of that,
00:33:05of that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:08Yeah.
00:33:09I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then,
00:33:11not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia
00:33:15for something, for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:19We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:26It was...
00:33:28It was fun.
00:33:30It was just fun.
00:33:33How's work?
00:33:35The conductor's actually a descendant of Water Lake,
00:33:38which is fascinating.
00:33:40The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:42I'd like that.
00:33:48Jane?
00:33:51Oh, my God.
00:33:53This is amazing.
00:33:54I've never seen anything like it.
00:33:56I've never seen anything like it.
00:33:58I've never seen anything like it.
00:34:00I've never seen anything like it.
00:34:01This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking, right?
00:34:05We were.
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:13You have a chance of a win.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate,
00:34:23so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:32Can I have the check, please?
00:34:35Okay.
00:34:36Been to a cafe before?
00:34:41Oh, no thank you.
00:34:42Okay.
00:34:46Jane,
00:34:48you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:52Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:55You know that.
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16You can say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day,
00:35:23in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything,
00:35:30and they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves,
00:35:36and this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard
00:35:53one of your viola jokes?
00:35:56Go on.
00:35:58Selling my aunt.
00:36:00Come on.
00:36:01Let's hear one.
00:36:06Um...
00:36:07I have one.
00:36:11What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:19When you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:21without hitting the rim.
00:36:22You didn't just make that up.
00:36:23I did.
00:36:24It's too good.
00:36:25I did.
00:36:26Well, I'm impressed, and I'm stealing it.
00:36:29You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Taylor?
00:36:37This and that, you know.
00:36:41Shall we?
00:36:43What, time to go?
00:36:44Already?
00:36:46Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:36:49So, what's the next new agenda, Caleb?
00:36:52Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:36:55Oh, Tibet, really?
00:36:56Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantung Festival
00:36:58at the end of the summer.
00:36:59Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:00That's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:02unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:04The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:06Yeah.
00:37:07Yeah.
00:37:08Yeah.
00:37:09Yeah.
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:11Yeah.
00:37:12Yeah.
00:37:13Yeah.
00:37:14Yeah.
00:37:15Yeah.
00:37:16Yeah.
00:37:17The monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42OK.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door, come around the side.
00:37:56And I need Regina,
00:37:59Whiskey, uh...
00:38:04Thank you.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10OK.
00:38:12Ciao.
00:38:18Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24It was just one pop. It's not a big deal.
00:38:28So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:41OK.
00:38:42See you after work.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:47OK.
00:39:15Hey.
00:39:16You scared me.
00:39:18Are you following me?
00:39:20Maybe.
00:39:21Is that weird?
00:39:23Yeah.
00:39:32I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:39so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:42I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:16I think we're making out.
00:40:19It's so sexy.
00:40:21And beautiful.
00:40:43Hey.
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:13Why?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:32You need to be less serious.
00:41:40Don't follow me.
00:41:43Don't follow me.
00:42:13Don't follow me.
00:42:44There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:47He was lovely.
00:42:49He had a moustache.
00:42:51My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:55But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:03Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after,
00:43:06and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:26I do deserve that.
00:43:28And I deserve my husband.
00:43:35Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:36Just give me a minute.
00:43:37I have a hell of a mess in my bed.
00:43:39I have so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:49I've got some dinner.
00:43:50I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:13I'm sorry.
00:44:44Leonard.
00:44:48Leonard.
00:44:50Can we talk?
00:45:13Yeah.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:34You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36If you don't mind.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:43Come here.
00:45:51That's what our living room's missing.
00:46:09What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wait.
00:46:42Let me go!
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00:48:57Oh!
00:48:59Hi!
00:49:02Did I wake you?
00:49:04No.
00:49:05I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
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00:52:51Leonard thought you were lying, about those cats.
00:52:57You said that?
00:52:58Were you?
00:53:01You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:30You make me feel safe.
00:53:37You make me feel safe.
00:53:44You make me feel safe.
00:53:51You make me feel calm.
00:54:11Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffles around all night.
00:54:18That's funny.
00:54:46That's funny.
00:55:06That's funny.
00:55:27Again and again and again.
00:55:31Again and again and again.
00:55:35Once I was single, my pockets did jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:53Once I was single, my pockets did jingle.
00:55:57I wish I was single again.
00:56:00Again and again and again.
00:56:13You didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16I was walking.
00:56:19All night?
00:56:21And thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jane, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:23If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:32That's the thing.
00:57:33That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:46I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:47Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08You can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:53I think it's time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:28If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yes.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale.
01:00:50I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone, for me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:58You know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:16Oh!
01:02:19Are you all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, stomach.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:00Hi.
01:04:01How are you?
01:04:02Knackered.
01:04:03Long day?
01:04:04God, when are they not?
01:04:07I don't think I'd chump for doing another skit like this.
01:04:18How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32That's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Yes.
01:04:57The water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did it take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard? Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why, is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard. I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:19Sex has consequences. Life and death. Mostly death.
01:06:22Jane, please.
01:06:23Let me guess. You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:25No, that's not what I'm saying. You're just...
01:06:27Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did. Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you. But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane...
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:26That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:40What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:55You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:58Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:01You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:07Someone that I've never been.
01:08:12I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:22See who?
01:08:24Caleb.
01:08:26That kid?
01:08:27Yes.
01:08:29That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:32It's been longer than that.
01:08:33Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:34Time is shiftable.
01:08:36I don't get it.
01:08:37Leonard.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:42Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:53I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:57So what? I failed your test?
01:08:59You don't see me!
01:09:01Your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:32No, no, no.
01:09:33If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better,
01:09:36then you should go.
01:09:37You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish!
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance,
01:09:56meet me at the train station.
01:09:58Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:01We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:11And then come back to me.
01:10:15No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:20This is good.
01:10:28I love you.
01:10:58I love you.
01:11:29Hi.
01:11:32Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:02No, thanks.
01:12:28Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car,
01:12:50so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:59I'm thinking of driving through Romania,
01:13:05then Ukraine,
01:13:07then down through Russia,
01:13:09through Kazakhstan,
01:13:10then straight to Tibet.
01:13:28I love you.
01:13:58Ciao. Buona Fortuna.
01:14:03Ciao.
01:14:28Bye.
01:14:53James!
01:14:55You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:57The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:25It's four in the morning,
01:15:28the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see your bed.
01:15:37New York is cold,
01:15:40but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her
01:16:28that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.