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00:00Kasi ngayon nari-realize ko, mas naiintindihan ko na parang lahat ginagawa ko because I need to look like a man.

00:10Why do you keep on saying that? You need to look like a man. What is your gender identity?

00:18Kasi I'm gay.

00:25And then sinabi ko yun sa kanya.

00:29Alam ko, sinabi naman po niya sa akin nung sa second part po na relationship namin, yung three-fourths po noon.

00:38After po ng three-fourths, may isang beses po na pa-uwi po kami, tapos tinitigan ko lang po siya.

00:48Tapos tinanong ko po siya na ano, may gusto ka bang aminin sakin?

00:52Pero at that time po ang intention ko lang is makarinig ng sweet words kasi words of affirmation, girly po ako.

01:00Pero doon niya po biglang inamin na at that moment may internal struggles po siya sa sexuality niya.

01:09At that time, hindi ko din po alam kung paano i-handle yung ganun ka, ano na kalaki na problem or ganun kalaking confession.

01:21So ang ginawa ko po at that time, since psych major po ako, mas ay...

01:28May nakikita kong signs, naiintindihan mo.

01:31Opo, and at the same time, mas inuna ko po yung welfare niya.

01:35Kasi sabi niya po sa akin at that time na wag ko siyang iwan kasi dark days niya po.

01:41Ano ibig sabihin noon? Ano yung dark days?

01:43Simula pagkabata ko po talaga, pilit kong dineded ma yung sexuality ko kasi yung family ko religious.

01:53Siyempre kapag kabading ka, diretso ka na doon.

01:56Yun ang sinasabi nila sa'yo?

01:57Yun po talaga yun.

01:58Yun ang pinaniniwala sa'yo?

02:00Kapag bakla ka, diretso ka sa impyerno?

02:02Opo, hanggang sa hindi ko, yung childhood ko, hindi ko nakilala yung sarili ko.

02:11Kasi titatago ako eh. Kailangan ko magtago kasi kung hindi baka kung ano gawin sa'kin yung mga ibang relatives ko, yung parents ko.

02:23Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin sa'kin.

02:25Yung classmates ko na binu-bully ako everyday.

02:30Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko bang i-handle yun kapag in-acknowledge ko sa sarili ko na bakla ako.

02:38So, sobra pong bigat. Kaya, ano, and then during that time na nag-confess ako sa kanya, meron pang ibang problema, family problems kasi hindi nga, dysfunctional yung family namin eh.

02:58So, ayun, kailangan ko nang makakapitan sa kanya. Kasi sinabi, and then that time I also remember na, hindi nga gay ang sabi ko sa kanya but I told her I was bisexual.

03:16Kasi yun yung mas acceptable dahil...

03:18But the truth is you're gay.

03:20Yes.

03:28Buy me a Super Cup-A-Melia now!

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