Suvichar | Emotional Heart Touching Story | Motivational Story | Moral Story Hindi Sacchi Kahani
Suvichar | Emotional Heart Touching Story | Motivational Story | Moral Story Hindi Sacchi Kahani
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00:00Aaj meri shaadi ki pehli raat thi, aur mera dil hi nahi kar raha tha, ki main apne dulhan
00:05ke paas jaao, jo na jaane kitni der se shaadi ke baad, saj dhaj kar mere kamre mein baithi,
00:11mera intazaar kar rahi thi.
00:13Meri umar 26 saal thi, aur is umar mein har ladke ki ichcha hoti hai, ki uski shaadi ho
00:19jaye, aur aaj meri shaadi ho chuki thi.
00:21Mere ghar mein shaadi ka bas ek chota sa function rakha gaya tha, kumkum ki light se ghar ko
00:27sajaya gaya tha, taaki yeh mehsoos ho sake ki is ghar mein koi khushi ka maahol chal raha
00:32hai.
00:33Yeh ghar mera nahi tha, balki meri mooh boli mausi ka tha, unke pati ka kaafi saalon pehle
00:39dehaanth ho chuka tha, aur meri maasi akeli thi, aur main bhi akela tha, isliye maasi
00:44ne mujhe kaha, tum mera beta ban kar raho, mera koi beta nahi hai, maasi meri maa ki
00:50saheli thi, aur saghi behno ki tarah dono mein pyaar tha, ek hi mohalle mein rehti thi,
00:56saath khel kar aur pad kar badhi hui thi, aur yeh saath unka marte dam tak nahi chhuta
01:01tha.
01:02Meri maa ke jaane ke baad bhi, meri maa ki yeh saheli mujhe bohot pyaar karti thi, aur
01:07mujhe bhi, woh meri saghi maasi hi lagti thi, unhone kaha, tum mera beta ban kar mere paas
01:13raho, mera koi beta nahi hai, mujhe bhi ek ghar ki zaroorat thi, aur maasi ko sahare
01:18ki zaroorat thi, isliye main bina jhijak unke ghar mein rehne ke liye aa gaya, main pichle
01:24teen saal se is ghar mein reh raha tha, yaha par maasi aur unki chhoti beti rehti thi.
01:30Teen saal pehle maasi ki beti ki umar baarha saal ki thi, aur main usse bachon ki tarah
01:34hi samajhta tha, lekin wahi baarha saal ki bachi, aaj pandra saal ki hokar meri dulhan
01:40ke roop mein hi mere kamre mein baithi hui thi, wah kamra jo maasi ne is ghar mein mere
01:45naam ka rakha tha, aur main teen saal se isi kamre mein rehta tha, lekin main kabhi ye
01:49socha nahi tha ki meri shaadi meri mooh boli, maasi ki pamsaal ki beti se ho jayegi, wah
01:55andar kamre mein baithi hui thi, aur main baahar TV hal mein sofa par baitha hua tha, maasi
02:01shayad sohne ke liye chali gayi thi, aur jo thode bahot mehman thi, wah bhi ghar wapas
02:06chale gayi thi, lekin main kashma kashme tha, ki kamre mein jaao ya na jaao, mujhe bahot
02:11bura lag raha tha, ki main ek pandra saal ki ladki ke saath pati patni ka rishta kaise
02:16nibhaunga. Mujhe sochte hui hi ajeeb lag raha tha, ki main us choti si bachchi ke saath,
02:23kyunki wah jaise bhi thi, abhi bahot hi kam umr thi, aur choti bachchi hi thi. Maine bas
02:29apni maasi ke kehne par yeh shaadi ki thi. Haan, agar Ragini thodi si badi hoti, wah
02:35pandrah ki jagah 18 ya 20 saal ki hoti, toh phir bhi main shaadi se khush ho jata hai,
02:41kyunki wah bahot hi pyaari ladki thi, aur mujhe usse shaadi karne par koi aitraaz na
02:45hota. Mujhe aitraaz sirf aur sirf Ragini ki kam umr hone par tha, usse zyada mujhe koi
02:52matlab nahi tha. Lekin maasi ne kuch is tarah se jazbaati taur par blackmail kiya, ki main
02:58inkaar na kar saka. Maine toh maasi se yeh keh diya, ki main abhi Ragini ke saath phere
03:04le leta hu, lekin vidai baad mein kar dena jab wah badi ho jayegi. Tab tak main apne
03:09dost ke paas Dubai chala jata hu, aur waha kuch kaam dhandha karunga, kuch paise bhi
03:13ho jayenge, uske baad aap vidai kar dena, mujhe koi aitraaz nahi hoga. Lekin maasi kehne
03:19lagi, nahi mujhe vidai bhi aaj hi karni hai, mujhe vidai wali baat samajh nahi aayi. Asal
03:25mein toh hum ek hi ghar mein rehte the, aisa nahi tha ki is ghar se doosre ghar Ragini
03:30ko vida hokar jaana tha. Vidai se pehle mera matlab yahi tha, ki jis tarah se pati patni
03:36ek rishte mein bandh jaate hain, ek doosre ke hote hain, wo shurwaat hum abhi nahi karenge,
03:42jab Ragini badi ho jayegi tab karenge, yaani aaj se 4-5 saal ke baad. Kyuki main itni
03:47chhoti si ladki se shadi karne ko kaanuni jurm samajhta tha, aur yeh wakahi kaanuni
03:53jurm hi tha. Isliye khamoshi se maasi ne meri shadi karwa di, varna agar baat police
03:58tak pahut jati hai, toh police hamare ghar aa jati, kyuki is maamle mein kaanun bhi
04:02bahut sakht ho chuka hai, is shadi ko lekar main kaafi had tak dara hua bhi tha. Mera
04:08future bhi shadi ki wajah se kharab ho sakta tha, agar kisi ne police me jaakar ya court
04:13me jaakar chugli kar di, ki main ek kam umr ladki se shadi ki hai, toh yaqeenan mujhe
04:18koi na koi saza toh mil hi jaani thi. Yahi sab sochkar aur udas hokar sofa par baitha
04:23hua tha, ki meri maasi ke kamre ka darwaza khula aur wo bahar aa gayi, aur meri taraf
04:29hairat se dekhne lagi, aur mujhe se kaha, tum abhi tak apni dulhan ke paas nahi gaye
04:34ho, wah tumhara intazaar kar rahi hai. Maasi ke mooh se yah baat sunkar, mujhe na
04:38jaane kyon ajeeb laga tha. Main apne dimaag mein sawal ka jawab soch raha tha, ki maasi
04:44ko kya jawab doon, main unse kya kehta, ki main dulhan ke paas nahi jaana jahata. Yah
04:50kehkar main maasi se nazare chura liya. Agar wah waqay mein dulhan banne ke kaabil hoti
04:55hai, toh mujhe jaane mein koi atraaz nahi tha. Lekin wah toh ek choti si pandrah saal
05:00ki bachchi thi, aur uski umr toh gudhiyon se khelne ki thi. Main ne kaha ki meri tabiya
05:05theek nahi hai, toh maasi ne kaha, koi bahana nahi chalega, tumhe apni dulhan ke paas jaana
05:11hoga. Main bade armaanon se apni beti ki shadi tumse ki hai. Ab is tarah se tum meri beti
05:16ko dhutkar nahi sakte ho. Maasi ki baat par main hairan ho gaya. Ye dhutkarne wali baat
05:22kahaan se aagayi. Wah shayad meri baat samajhte huye bhi nahi samajh pa rahi thi. Majbooran
05:27mujhe wahaan se uthna pada, aur Ragini ke paas jaana pada. Jaise hi maine kamre ka darwaza
05:32khola, toh dekha, Ragini poore dulhan ke roop mein tayyaar hokar, sar jhukaye beti hai.
05:38Mujhe na jaane kyon Ragini ko dekhkar bahot dukh hua tha. Wah choti si bachchi thi, aur
05:44maasi ki zid ki wajah se, hum dono is bejodh rishte mein band gaye the. Mainne faisla kar
05:51liya tha, ki main uske saath kuch bhi galat nahi karunga, jab tak ki waha 18 saal ki nahi
05:56ho jati. Main uske saath koi rishta nahi banaunga. Main uske kareeb jaakar khada ho gaya, lekin
06:03betha nahi tha. Maine usse koi baat nahi ki, waha sar jhukaye beti thi. Waha iss samay
06:08itni haseen lag rahi thi, ki main uske husn ko shabdon mein bayaan nahi kar sakta tha.
06:13Uski umr 15 saal thi, lekin uska make-up kuch iss tarah se kiya gaya tha, ki waha apni umr
06:19se badi lag rahi thi, lekin make-up se kya hota hai. Waha toh itni badi nahi thi na,
06:24waha choti hi thi, aur main kaise uske saath koi rishta bana sakta tha. Mainne khamoshi
06:30se takiya uthaya, aur saamne sofa par jaakar sohne laga, toh usne hairat se meri taraf
06:35dekha. Phir thodi der baat boli, ki aap bed par hi soh jayein. Sofa toh bahut chota hai,
06:41aur aap toh ache khase lambe hain. Aapko sohne mein parishani hogi. Uski baat sunkar
06:47mein hairan reh gaya tha, ki waha choti si thi, lekin baat usne badon jaisi kar di thi.
06:53Mujhe laga ki waha mere karib aane se ghabra jaayegi, isliye mein sofa par sohne ka faisla
06:58kar liya tha. Lekin jab waha khud keh rahi thi, ki usse kisi tarah ka koi dar nahi hai,
07:03toh phir mujhe bhi aaraam ki zarurat thi. Mainne takiya wapas apni jagah par rakha,
07:08aur aankhen band karke let gaya. Meri aankhen band thi, lekin mera dimaag jagah hua tha.
07:14Mainne mehsoos kiya tha, ki Ragini abhi tak baithi hui hai. Kya waha mere intazaar mein baithi hui
07:20thi? Mainne aankhen khol kar uski taraf dekha, toh waha mujhe hi dekh rahi thi. Phir mainne usse
07:26kaha, ki tum jaakar ya bhaari bharkam kapde badalkar, koi comfortable kapde pehankar soh jao.
07:33Mujhe bhi neend aa rahi hai, lekin mujhe pata nahi kyon laga tha, ki meri baat sunkar naraz
07:38hui thi. Halanki meri baat sunkar usko khush ho jana chahiye tha. Mere hisaab se toh usse
07:44iss rishte ke baare mein jaankari nahi hogi. Itni choti si toh thi. Phir thodi der baad waha
07:50dressing room mein chali gayi. Usne apne kapde badal liye, aur mere barabar let gayi,
07:55toh mainne uthkar light onf kar di. Lekin sote samay mujhe pata nahi kyon mehsoos ho raha tha,
08:00ki waha baar baar sarak kar neen mein meri taraf aa rahi hai. Main baar baar usse phir se uski
08:05jagah par aaraam se dhakel deta. Lekin waha phir se sarak kar mere karib aa jaati. Waha shayad
08:10neend mein thi, ya usko zyada neend mein idhar udhar karvatein badalne ki aadat thi. Waha toh
08:15neend mein yeh harkat kar rahi thi. Lekin main toh jaag raha tha. Sirf main hi nahi jaag raha tha.
08:21Uske yeh harkat mere jazbaaton ko bhi jaga rahi thi. Ek baar toh waha mere itne karib ho gayi,
08:26ki mere dil ki dhadkanon mein shor mach gaya tha. Meri saanse tez ho gayi thi. Mere saamne ek
08:31ladki thi. Waha bhi meri patni thi. Aur main uspar poora hak rakh tha tha, ki itni chhoti si
08:37bachchi ke saath mein is tarah ka rista banao. Aur yeh kaanuni jurm bhi tha. Kal ko agar police
08:43ko is shaadi ki khabar ho jaati. Toh Ragini ke medical check-up ke baad mujhe koi na koi saza
08:49zarur honi thi. Kyuki saabit ho jaata, ki beshak maine sirf usse shaadi hi nahi ki,
08:54balki uske saath pati-patni wala rishta bhi kaayam kiya hai. Aur main sahi soch raha tha,
08:59isli maine behtar yahi samjha ki main usse door hi rahun. Isli maine Ragini ko khud se alag
09:05kiya. Aur doosri taraf karwat badal liya. Sari raat main bechayn hi raha. Subah jab meri aankh
09:11khuli, toh bahut der se khuli thi. Maine dekha, Ragini abhi tak so rahi hai. Main aaraam se uthkar
09:17khada hua, aur ghar se bahar nikal gaya. Aur saara din bechayn hi raha. Main naukri ki talaash
09:24main tha, ki mujhe jaldi hi koi naukri mil jaye. Lekin mujhe bahut bechayni ho rahi thi.
09:29Ragini ko lekar, main kaise uske saath itne saal ek hi kamre mein guzaar sakta hu? Maine socha ki
09:35main Ragini ki maa se bolunga, ki hamara kamra alag-alag kar de. Jab tak ki wah 18 saal ki nahi
09:41hoti. Ragini ek oonche lambe kad ki ladki thi, aur behad khoobsurat thi. Wah 15 saal ki ladki
09:48nahi lakti thi. 17 saal ki lakti thi. Khoobsurat itni thi, ki kisi gudiya ki tarah lakti thi.
09:55Lekin main toh usse hamesha bachon ki tarah hi samajhta tha. Main zyada Ragini se baatcheet
09:59nahi kiya karta tha. Main teen saal se is ghar mein aise reh raha tha, jaise main is ghar mein
10:05maujood hi na hu. Main saara din lagbhag ghar se bahar hi rehta tha, aur sirf khaane aur sone
10:10ke liye hi ghar aata tha. Ya phir maasi koi kaam deti, toh tab unke liye sauda wagayra laane ke
10:16liye ghar aata tha. Ya bijli ka bil jama karna hota, ya gas bharwani hoti, toh aise hi chhote
10:22mote kaamon ke liye maasi mujhe bulaya karti thi, aur main uss samay ghar aajaaya karta tha.
10:28Main bina matlab ghar par baithne wale ladko mese nahi tha. Naukri ki talaash, main main ghar se
10:34bahar nikalta tha. Mujhe naukri toh nahi milti thi, lekin kuch na kuch kaam zarur karta tha,
10:39taaki kuch paise haath aa sake. Maasi ke ghar meri zindagi bahut hi aaraam se guzar rahi thi,
10:45ki ek din maasi ne mujhe ek aise zit kar di, ki main khayal bhi nahi kar sakta tha.
10:50Maasi ki tabiat toh thodi kharab hui, toh unhone mujhe bulaya aur kaha,
10:54ki meri zindagi ka koi bharosa nahi hai, main chahati hun ki tum meri beti se shadi kar lo.
10:59Maasi ki iss baat par main hairat me doob gaya tha, kyunki unki beti Ragini sirf 15 saal ki thi,
11:05aur main kaise chhoti bachi se shadi kar sakta tha. Meri umr iss samay 26 saal thi,
11:10aur wah mujhe poore 11 saal chhoti thi, lekin maasi ne toh jaise usko bahut badi samasya bana liya,
11:16aur rona shuru kar diya. Kaafi din tak mujhe jazbaati taur par blackmail karti rahi.
11:21Mana karte huye bhi mujhe bura mehsoos ho raha tha, kyunki main 3 saal se maasi ke ghar me pal raha
11:26tha, khaa pi raha tha, aur mujhe rehne ke liye chhat mili hui thi. Yahan kisi bhi tarah ki
11:32koi takleef na thi. Maasi ke alawa mere paas mere mama ka ghar tha, aur waha mujhe din raat
11:38bejzat kiya jaata tha. Har samay meri insult ki jaati thi. Mujhe nikamma nakara keh kar har
11:44samay mera dil jalaya jaata tha. Uske ulat mein yahan sukoon se rah raha tha. Main issi
11:49koshish mein laga hua tha, ki kuch na kuch kaarobar shuru kar loon, aur jab tak mere
11:53paas kaarobar shuru karne ke liye achha khaasa paisa nahi aa jaata, toh tab tak main maasi
11:58ke ghar par hi rahunga, aur jo paise mein thode bahut online kaamon se kama raha tha,
12:03aur coaching se kama raha tha, unko main apne paas surakshit rakhna jaata tha,
12:07taaki zyada paise jama ho sake, toh main apna koi kaarobar shuru kar sakoon,
12:11aur uske baad apna koi chota mota ghar le loon, nahi toh kirai ka ghar hi le loon,
12:16lekin apne rehne ka intazaam kar loon. Lekin main itni jaldi kharcha nahi kar saktha tha.
12:21Main toh khaane peene ki cheezon me bhi kharcha nahi kartha tha. Khaana peena bhi meri maasi
12:25ke upar tha. Apne khaane peene ka kharcha toh main kama hi leta tha, lekin main usko
12:30bhi sambhal kar rakhta jaa raha tha. Yeh meri masi hi thi, jisne mujhe sahara diya.
12:36Mujhe kabhi nikamma hone ka taana nahi diya, aur mujhe bagayar dil dukhaaye apne paas rakha.
12:41Mama ke ghar mein mujhe khaana toh milta tha, lekin yeh khaana khaane ke liye mujhe sao sao
12:46baatein sunni padhti thi. Lekin ab maasi ne mere saamne aesi baat rakhi thi, ki jise main na
12:52swikar kar pa raha tha, nahi inkar kar pa raha tha. Maasi ki mujhe par itne ehsaan the, ki main
12:59unhe inkar kar hi nahi sakta tha, lekin yeh maamla itna naazuk tha, ki main haan bhi nahi
13:04kar pa raha tha. Agar main inkar kar deta, toh yaqeenan maasi ka dil toot jaata. Waise hi
13:10wah abhi itni badi bimaari se lad rahi thi. Unke heart mein problem ho gayi thi,
13:15doctor ne unhe koi bhi sadma dene se mana kiya tha, aur main unhe koi sadma dena nahi chahata tha.
13:21Agar meri wajah se maasi ko kuch ho jaata, toh main zindagi bhar khud ko maaf nahi kar paata.
13:26Doosra meri is baat se maasi ka dil dukh sakta tha. Wah mujhe is ghar se nikaal bhi sakti thi,
13:32ya phir shayad woh mujhe apne ghar mein rak bhi leti. Lekin main unse nazre milane ke kaabil
13:37na rehta. Bahut sochne ke baad, main unki beti se shaadi karne ki baat maan liya. Lekin meri
13:43shart yeh thi, ki vidai paanch saal ke baad ki jaye. Lekin maasi ki baat sunkar toh mere
13:49sar par dhamaka hua, jab unhone kaha, ki unhe vidai bhi saathi karni hai. Main ne kaha,
13:55aise bhi koi museebat nahi aayi hai, ki jaldi vidai ho. Main kahin bhaaga nahi jaa raha,
14:00aur bhagwan ki kripa se aap ab bilkul theek hai, aapko kuch nahi hoga.
14:05Toh maasi ne kaha, kuch bharosa nahi hai, ki kal ko tumhe koi aur ladki pasand aajaye,
14:11aur tum meri beti ko chhod do, aur doosri ladki ke peechhe lag jaao,
14:16kyunki ab tum bhi jawan khoon ho, koi bhi ladki tumko apni mohabbat ke jaal mein phansa sakti hai,
14:22aur phir toh meri beti ki zindagi barbaad ho jayegi. Tum sochoge ki ek shaadi hi toh hai,
14:28tumhare beech koi pati patni wala rishta nahi hai, aur na bachon ki door hai,
14:32jo tumhe band kar rakhegi. Is rishte ko khatam karna tumhare liye aasaan hai.
14:37Isliye main chahati hoon ki tumhari vidai bhi ho jaye, aur tum dono pati patni ki tarah rehne lag
14:42jaao. Maasi ne toh har taraf se mera raasta band kar diya tha. Unki baat bhi apni jagah sahi thi,
14:48balki agar main kahoon ki unka dar apni jagah sahi tha, ki har maa ko yaha dar hota hai,
14:53ki uski beti ka kya future hoga, aur Ragini choti thi aur mumkin tha,
14:58ki main kisi aur ki mohabbat mein giraftar hokar kisi aur se shaadi kar bhi sakta tha,
15:03kyunki mujhe aaye din kaam ke silsile mein ladkiyon ka saamna karna pad jata tha.
15:08On and line bhi meri kaafi student ladkiyan thi, jisse meri achchi khaasi dosti thi,
15:13ho sakta tha ki unme se koi mujhe achchi lag jaye, aur mera irada badal jata.
15:19Bahot zyada sochne ke baad, main Ragini se shaadi ki haami bhar li thi,
15:23aur vidai ke liye bhi tayyaar ho gaya tha, kyunki mere paas abhi filhaal rehne ki koi jagah nahi thi.
15:30Jitne paise mein jama kar chuka tha, wo ghar lene ke liye kaafi nahi thi,
15:34aur agar ghar le bhi leta, toh phir khaana peena kahaan se hota.
15:39Sari baaton ko dhyan me rakte hue, maine Ragini se shaadi me hi bhalai samjhi,
15:43aur isi ko apni kismat samajh liya, socha, bas kuch saal intazaar karta hu.
15:48Woh badi ho jayegi, uske baad hi main uske saath koi rishta rakhunga.
15:53Bas, theek hai, zindagi achchi guzar jayegi Ragini ke saath.
15:57Ya phir yeh bhi ho sakta hai, ki badi hokar, Ragini ka dimaag badal jaye,
16:02aur woh khud hi shaadi ke liye inkaar kar de, kyunki main usse poore 11 saal bada tha.
16:07Agar woh aesa karti, toh mere liye yeh aasaani ho jati, aur mera raasta saaf ho jata.
16:14Lekin Ragini ki harkatein toh, mujhe kuch aur hi pata de rahi thi.
16:18Woh itni bhi choti nahi thi, jitni choti main usse samajh raha tha.
16:22Maine mehsoos kiya tha, ki bahane bahane se, woh mere kareeb hone ki koshish karti hai.
16:28Phir mujhe laga, ki yeh shaayad maasi ki padhaai hui hai,
16:31ki unhone hi Ragini ko yeh samjhaya hoga, ki kisi tarah woh mujhe pati patni wala rishta bana le.
16:37Taaki jaldi hi Ragini umeet se ho jaye, aur hum dono ek mazboot door mein ban jaye.
16:43Mujhe maasi ki iss soch par afsoz ho raha tha,
16:46unhe apne bachi ki sehat ki chinta nahi thi, bas uska future surakshit karna tha.
16:51Main koi bhaga toh nahi jaa raha tha, lekin kuch samay baad mera yeh khayal bhi galat sabit ho gaya,
16:57ki maasi ki padhaai hui hai.
16:59Maine mehsoos kiya ki, Ragini toh khud iss type ki hai, ki uska dimaag waqt se pehle bada ho gaya hai.
17:05Woh har samay social media ka istimaal karti hai,
17:09aur shayad usse iss rishte ke baare mein sab kuch maloom tha, aur uske andar jazbaat peda ho gaya tha.
17:14Aur main uska pati tha, isliye waha soch rahi thi, ki jald se jald main uske karib aa jaaun.
17:20Iss umr mein ladkiyon mein hormone ke badlao shuru ho jaate hain,
17:23aur unhe yeh ichha bahut zyada ho jaate hai.
17:26Ki koi ladka unke bahut karib ho jaye, yeh umr ladkiyon ki bahut hi nazook umr hoti hai.
17:32Kehte hain, iss umr mein ladkiyon ko maa-baap ke care bahut zyada zarurat hoti hai.
17:37Agar aise mein unke upar dhyan na diya jaye, toh waha apne raha se bhatak jaate hai,
17:42aur Ragini bhi ussi umr se guzar rahi thi.
17:45Uske andar badalte hormones usse tang kar rahe the.
17:48Shahid Ragini ko yeh ichha thi, ki main uske karib jaaun, aur ek rista kaayam karoon.
17:53Aur isliye, waha be dhadak mere saamne aa jaati thi.
17:57Raat mein hum ek hi bed par sote the, toh waha mere karib aa jaati.
18:01Achche se tayyaar hokar, aur mujhe apni taraf kheechne ki koshish karti thi.
18:05Waha abhi sirf 10th class mein thi.
18:08Main jab usse school chhodne jaata, toh waha meri bike par mujhe chippak kar betne ki koshish
18:12karti thi.
18:13Main usse kehta, peechhe hath kar betho tum?
18:17Kuch der ke liye peechhe ho jaati hai, aur phir dobara se phir mere karib ho jaati.
18:21Mere dil ki dhadkanon me tufaan mat jaata tha, lekin main khud par control karta tha.
18:27Mujhe uski harkaton par gussa aane laga tha.
18:29Kanuni taur par bhi main kuch dara hua tha, ki kahi main pakda na jaaun.
18:34Yeh kanunan jurm hai.
18:35Aur agar kisi ne meri chugli kar di, toh main jail ki salakhon ke peechhe bhi jaa sakta hu.
18:40Kuch dino se maini dekha.
18:42Ragini ki dimaagi haalat din ba din ab kharab hoti jaa rahi hai.
18:46Usse is baat ki parishani thi, ki main uske karib nahi jaa raha hu.
18:51Lekin ek din meri bardasht ki hath khatm ho gayi.
18:54Jab usne khud hi mere bahut zyada karib aane ki koshish ki, shayad usko khud par control nahi
18:59raha tha.
18:59Aur waha mere seene se lag gayi.
19:02Mere sharir me bhi jaise aag lag chuki thi.
19:04Lekin mujhe Ragini ki yeh harkat bilkul pasand nahi aayi thi.
19:08Gusse ke maare mera bura haal tha.
19:11Aur isi gusse me maine usse jhatak diya, toh waha rone lagi.
19:15Boli, main aapki patni hu, aap mujhe door kyun rahe the hain?
19:19Maine usse kaha, pehle apni umr dekho, phir aisi baatein karo.
19:23Mera gusse ke maare bura haal tha.
19:26Maine usko bahut zyada daant diya tha.
19:28Na jaane kitni buri baat sunai, aur ghar chod kar chala gaya.
19:32Do din tak ghar se bahar hi raha, aur apna mobile bhi band kar diya.
19:36Aur yeh do din main apne dost ke ghar par raha.
19:39Main dimaagi taur par bahut zyada parishan tha.
19:42Ghar wapas aaya, toh maasi bahut parishan thi.
19:44Unhone kaha ki mujhe pata tha, tum meri beti ko chod kar chale jaoge.
19:49Yehi dar tha mujhe.
19:50Maine dekha ki Ragini ka rang peela pada hua hai,
19:53aur uski tabiyat bhi theek nahi lag rahi thi.
19:55Wah shayad mere ghar chod kar jaane ki wajah se, bahut hi parishan thi.
20:00Mujhe pehli baar apni galati ka ahsaas hua tha.
20:03Main maasi se bahana kar diya, ki main do din ke liye sheher se bahar gaya tha.
20:07Mujhe Ragini kuch chup chaap si lag rahi thi.
20:10Mujhe khud par afsoos hone laga.
20:12Mujhe usse aisa vyavhaar nahi karna chahiye tha.
20:15Woh bachi hai abhi.
20:16Bahut hi naazuk umr se guzar rahi hai.
20:19Aur usse abhi pyaar se samjhana chahiye.
20:21Ghusse se nahi.
20:23Main kamre me gaya, toh Ragini apna takiya uthakar sofa par jaane lagi.
20:27Kyunki us din maine gusse mein usse bahut kuch suna diya tha.
20:30Us din maine gusse mein usse yeh bhi keh diya tha,
20:33ki tum aaj ke baad mere saath bed par nahi suogi.
20:36Varna main kamre se bahar nikal jaaunga.
20:38Mujhe apni baat yaad aayi, toh maine Ragini ko pukara.
20:42Mere pukarne par wo ekdham se dar gayi thi.
20:44Kehne lagi,
20:46Please kamre se bahar mat jayiyega.
20:48Main sofa par hi so jaya karungi.
20:50Uski baat sunkar main sharminda hua tha.
20:53Maine gehri saans bhari.
20:54Aur uthkar Ragini ke paas aaya.
20:56Uska haath thaama.
20:58Aur usse bed par betha diya.
20:59I am sorry.
21:01Main gusse mein tumse bahut kuch galat bol gaya.
21:04Mere zarasi narmi paakar wa rohne lagi.
21:07Rohte hue mere saath lag gayi.
21:09Main usse chahakar bhi khud se peechhe nahi kar paaya tha.
21:12Balki usse aur apne saath laga liya.
21:14Wo siskiyon se roh rahi thi.
21:16Kehne lagi,
21:17Mujhe pata hai ki main aapko bahut buri lagti hu.
21:20Mummy ke majboor karne par aapne mujhe shaadi ki hai.
21:23Uski baat sunkar main uska chehra oopar kiya.
21:26Maine kaha,
21:28Tum mujhe buri nahi lagti.
21:29Balki achi lagne lagi ho tum.
21:32Aap tumse door rehna mujhe mushkil lagne laga hai.
21:35Aur tumhare paas mein aa nahi sakta.
21:37Kyuki tum bahut kam umr ho.
21:39Main tumhe itni kam umr mein kisi museebat mein nahi dalna chahata.
21:42Tripti,
21:43Maine aaj usse apna har dar bata diya tha.
21:46Mujhe laga,
21:47Yah sunkar usse sukoon ho jayega.
21:49Lekin waha toh aur bhi zyada parishan ho gayi thi.
21:52Aur kisi gehri soch mein doop gayi thi.
21:54Samay kuch aur aage ko bada,
21:56Toh Ragini ka peth phoolne laga.
21:58Uski rangat bhi peeli padne lagi.
22:00Maasi bhi un dino kuch chup chup si thi.
22:03Kaafi bimaar bhi rehne lagi thi.
22:05Main maasi se Ragini ke baare mein kaha,
22:07Ki usse doktor ke paas le jayen,
22:09Toh maasi kehne lagi.
22:10Main usse doktor ke paas le gayi thi.
22:12Usse dava deh rahi hoon.
22:13Theek ho jayegi.
22:15Maasi ki tabiat bahut zyada bigad gayi.
22:17Unke seene mein phir se tez dard utha tha.
22:20Main jab tak unhe aspataal le kar gaya,
22:22Waha dham tod chuki thi.
22:24Yah sadma Ragini ke liye bhi bahut bada tha.
22:27Usse samay maine hi usse sambhala tha.
22:29Lekin ab maine mehsoos kiya,
22:30Ki uska peth bahut zyada bada hone laga hai.
22:33Main usse doktor ke paas le kar gaya.
22:36Doktor ne ultrasound kiya,
22:37Aur jo kuch mujhe bataya,
22:39Mere hosh ud gaye.
22:40Doktor kehne lagi,
22:41Aapki patni paanch mahine ki pregnant hai.
22:44Yah sunkar toh mera dimaag ghoom kar reh gaya tha.
22:47Main jisse bachchi samajh raha tha,
22:48Aur usse bachchi samajh kar uske paas nahi jaata tha.
22:51Waha kam umr me hi yah gul khila baithi thi,
22:54Aur apna gunah chhupane ke liye mujhe se shadi ki thi.
22:57Maasi ki jaldbaazi ab mujhe samajh aayi thi.
22:59Ragini ka mere karib aana mujhe ab samajh aaya tha.
23:02Meri akal hairan thi,
23:04Itni si umr me Ragini yah sab kaise kar sakti thi?
23:07Doktor kehne lagi,
23:09Aapki patni bahut kam umr hai,
23:10Uska bahut khayal rakhe,
23:12Varna delivery me mushkil paida ho sakti hai.
23:15Main jab ghar wapas aaya,
23:16Toh Ragini ko kamre mein le gaya.
23:18Usse bed par le jaakar patak diya.
23:20Maine kaha,
23:21Mujhe nahi pata tha,
23:22Ki itni si kam umr me,
23:24Tum yah sab kuch bhi kar sakti ho.
23:26Tumhe aur maasi ko main hi mila tha,
23:28Tumhara yah paap chhupane ke liye.
23:30Woh rohne lagi,
23:31Kehne lagi,
23:32Mera koi dost nahi hai,
23:34Mere ontro driver ne zabardasti mere saath,
23:37Yah kehkar waha sisak sisak kar rohne lagi.
23:40Kehne lagi,
23:41Mummy mujhe doktor ke paas le gayi thi,
23:43Lekin doktor ne abortion se mana kar diya,
23:45Ki main abhi bahut kam umr hu,
23:47Aur takleef seh nahi sakti.
23:49Main yah sunkar,
23:50Sar pakad kar baith gaya tha.
23:51Ragini kehne lagi,
23:53Mujhe talaq mat dijega,
23:55Beshak aap doosri shaadi kar le,
23:57Lekin mujhe akela mat chhodeyega,
23:59Mera koi dosh nahi hai.
24:01Woh mere kadmon me baithi hui thi,
24:03Lekin main uski taraf dekh bhi nahi raha tha.
24:06Usne aur uski maa ne mujhe jo dhokha diya tha,
24:09Woh mujhe sehen nahi ho raha tha.
24:11Main usse dhakka dekar,
24:12Kamre se bahar nikal aaya.
24:14Hamesha hamesha ke liye,
24:16Main kaafi dino se Dubai jaane ki tayyaari kar raha tha.
24:19Main soch raha tha,
24:21Ki main Ragini ko uski maa ke paas chhod kar Dubai chala jaaunga.
24:24Chaar-paanch saal baad aaunga.
24:26Tab tak Ragini lagbhag unnis-bees saal ki ho jayegi.
24:29Aur phir,
24:30Main uske saath apni shaadi shuda zindagi ki shuruaat karunga.
24:33Lekin aaj jo sach mere saamne khul kar aaya tha,
24:36Meri hasti ko hila kar rak diya tha.
24:39Dubai jaane ke mere saare paper tayyaar the.
24:42Main agle din hi Ragini ko bina bataye Dubai chala aaya.
24:45Us samay mere dimaag me bilkul nahi aaya tha,
24:47Ki waha ek akeli kam umra ladki hai,
24:50Jo ki maa banne wali thi.
24:52Aur abhi to uske paas uski maa bhi nahi thi.
24:54Waha akeli thi.
24:55Uska kya hota?
24:57Maine bilkul bhi nahi socha tha.
24:59Us samay main bas gusse mein tha.
25:01Aur gusse mein yeh faisla maine kar liya tha.
25:03Main usse chhod kar Dubai aagaya.
25:05Aur kaam ki talaash mein lag gaya.
25:08Kuch mahino baad,
25:09Mujhe ek achchi jagah naukri mil gai thi.
25:11Aur main apni zindagi mein vyast ho gaya.
25:14Mujhe nahi bata.
25:15Mere peechhe se Ragini ka kya hua tha?
25:17Lekin jo kuch maine kiya tha,
25:19Shahyad galat kiya tha.
25:21Aur yeh ahsaas mujhe chain nahi lene deta tha.
25:24Main raaton ko uthkar bait jata.
25:26Ragini ka khayal mujhe pareshan karta tha.
25:29Aur yuhi waqt guzarta raha.
25:31Aur do saal beet gaye.
25:32Aur do saal ke baad main Hindustan wapas aaya tha.
25:35Kyuki mera do saal ka contract tha,
25:37Wah khatm hua tha.
25:39Aur mujhe do mahine ki chhuttiyan mili hui thi.
25:42Sach kahu,
25:43Main toh sirf Ragini ki khatir Hindustan aaya tha.
25:46Varna Hindustan mein mera tha hi kaun?
25:48Mera dil in do saalon mein bahut bechayn raha tha.
25:51Aur mera jo do saal ka agreement tha,
25:54Uske khatm hote hi main seedha Hindustan aaya tha.
25:57Main ek baar apni aankhon se dekh lena chahata tha,
25:59Ki Ragini theek hai ya nahi?
26:02Uske baad main nishchint ho jata.
26:04Lekin ghar aakar jo maine dekha,
26:06Meri aankhen phati ki phati reh gayi thi.
26:08Kya wah waqay Ragini thi?
26:10Ekdham hadiyon ka dhancha.
26:12Wah saamne sofa par padhi hui thi.
26:15Chehra aisa jaise kisi ne peela rang laga diya ho.
26:18Haath, pyaar sukh kar lakdi ke samaan ho gaye the.
26:21Main tadap kar uske paas pahuncha tha.
26:24Usne aankhen khol kar mushkil se mujhe dekha tha.
26:27Mujhe dekh kar shayad usse vishwas nahi aaya tha.
26:30Usne mujhe chhu kar mehsoos kiya.
26:32Maine kaha,
26:33Ragini ha?
26:34Main hi hoon.
26:35Aur phir uski aankhon se aansu beh chale the.
26:38Woh rohne lagi aur boli,
26:41Tumhare jaane ke baad main bohot takleef sahi hai.
26:44Pata nahi Bhagwan ne ab tak mujhe zinda kyun rakha hai.
26:47Varna shayad main mar to ussi din jaati,
26:50jab maine ek mare huye bachche ko janm diya tha.
26:53Woh takleef yaad karti hu,
26:54to ab bhi saham jaati hu.
26:56Ussame mujhe tasalli denewala koi bhi apna nahi tha.
26:59Woh apni aap beeti suna rahi thi,
27:01aur main bas usse sun raha tha.
27:03Mera dil uski haalat par khoon ke aansu ro raha tha.
27:06Uski haalat ka zimmedaar sirf aur sirf main tha.
27:10Woh kehne lagi,
27:12Tumhare jaane ke baad mera koi nahi tha.
27:14Papa ki jo pension aati thi,
27:16usse main apna kharcha chala rahi thi.
27:18Lekin zindagi jeene ki koi umang hi nahi bachhi thi.
27:21Bas mar jaane ki duaayen maanga karti thi.
27:23Main tumhe is baad ka kusurvaar nahi teharti,
27:26kyunki tumhare saath bhi dhokha hi hua tha.
27:29Lekin shayad galati isme meri bhi nahi thi.
27:31Jo kuch hua mere saath hua,
27:33woh zabardasti kiya gaya tha.
27:35Main usse baahon mein utha kar aspataal lekar bhaaga tha.
27:39Uske saare check-up hone ke baad bata chala,
27:41ki usse TV ho gaya tha.
27:43Main usse apne saath Dubai le aaya,
27:45aur wahi uska ilaaj karwaane laga.
27:47Poora ek saal laga tha,
27:49usse bilkul theek hone mein.
27:51Maine usse haath jod kar maafi maang li thi.
27:54Maine kaha,
27:55Mujhe maaf kar do.
27:56Jo kuch kiya main,
27:58ne gusse mein kadam uthaaya tha.
28:00Mujhe aesa nahi karna chahiye tha.
28:02Ragini ka dil waqay bahot bada tha.
28:05Usne mujhe maaf kar diya.
28:07Us din maine Ragini ko sacche dil se apni baahon mein bhara tha.
28:10Usse apni patni swikar kiya tha.
28:12Humne apni zindagi ki nahi shuruaat ki thi.