Video recorded 2:00PM Aug 8 '24 by Alyssa

  • 2 months ago
Transcript
00:00Hello in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia.
00:07If you're just watching, I thank you for watching. There's going to be some crime against me, not all.
00:12And whatever I say in this video may or may not be true. You cannot use this information against me.
00:18And if you do, that will be framing and that is illegal to do.
00:24So, this is, I'm going to start with the notes Shia, and I'm not going to talk about too much crime.
00:36Last night I got kind of scared because ever since I went to Joshua Tree, something happened to my heart.
00:52It just has, it feels like it has a faint heartbeat. It feels like it has a faint heartbeat.
01:01And I just quickly checked a year ago what my voice sounded like.
01:13And they used a ton of fake AI in my voice to make me sound wicked annoying like a snob and like a valley girl.
01:23That's not my voice Shia. And that must have really annoyed you.
01:30I can't believe, hopefully you didn't even hear it. Hopefully they were blocking you from hearing what I sounded like.
01:37That did not sound like me. That was totally AI.
01:42So, I'm going to start with the notes now Shia, and you're going to be angry because they're trying to tell me,
01:50I'm not going to, Shia don't get upset about any of this. Don't get like angry and emotional.
01:57But they're trying to say now I can't get delivery because the delivery person that came the last time,
02:07they're getting nervous now that they're going to get hurt if they deliver.
02:15Because someone's threatening to hurt anyone who delivers my groceries.
02:24So I don't think that you would have that problem. I don't know how you would get your food.
02:31I think that's a little, like it's just getting extreme.
02:36Now I have to go pick up my groceries because the delivery people are in danger.
02:41And also, I ended up writing my grocery list that I made from Walmart last night.
02:53Because I thought it was going to get deleted off of the internet.
02:58Because basically, when I go on Walmart, I click on the heart shape because that adds it to the list.
03:08Then I click add to add to the shopping cart.
03:11But every time I was adding to the shopping cart, I was forgetting to add it to the list.
03:15And that shopping cart can get erased.
03:18Obviously, it's not supposed to though because when you sign into Walmart.com, it saves the grocery cart.
03:26But I made the items that I'm going to talk to you about.
03:30I made the list that came up to $112.
03:35So I'll talk to you about that afterwards.
03:46And I'm getting that someone's threatening to steal my delivery order.
03:50It's just, they're trying to make it impossible.
03:57And I'm constantly getting threats to go live with your dad, go live with your dad.
04:03Well, that's actually not an option.
04:07Because it's not an option.
04:13So it would be a humiliation ritual.
04:16Because I don't get treated like an adult and a human being.
04:20When I go stay with my parents, I don't get treated like a human being.
04:25It's like pure humiliation.
04:27And I lose all of who I am.
04:30I have no identity.
04:32I don't know how to live.
04:34I don't know how to live when I live with my parents.
04:36I don't know how to be a human being.
04:38All kinds of things happen.
04:40I can't explain it completely.
04:42But these little mice, they just keep me supplied with my AI weapons.
04:53And I'll be able to murder.
04:55I'll be able to murder Alessa.
04:57They just keep me supplied with my AI weapons.
05:05But these murder attempts...
05:11So in regards to... So I'm going to talk about something else.
05:16When I was about 25 years old,
05:19remember when I was living at Maplehurst with my mom and my brother
05:24at around 23, 24...
05:29I think 22, I was...
05:32I think around 22, 23, 24.
05:35We moved into Maplehurst.
05:38Probably 23 years old.
05:40But when I was about 25,
05:42I went to go down and live with my dad and my stepmom temporarily.
05:48Got that job at the deli.
05:51It was a grocery store.
05:53Slicing cheese and meat.
05:55And it was about...
05:58I don't even think I was there for more than 4 or 5 months.
06:02And I was in a really hot room.
06:11So it was summertime in Pennsylvania.
06:13They had a house.
06:16It was kind of a nice house.
06:19It was new.
06:22And it was very, very hot.
06:24They couldn't turn... You had to do A.C. on the whole house.
06:27So the room that was upstairs where I was staying
06:29was on the side where the sun rises.
06:32So it was hot.
06:33So it wasn't livable.
06:35I couldn't be in there during the day.
06:38But then during the night,
06:42I had a box fan in the window.
06:45And there was specifically...
06:48It had been maybe a month or two.
06:51And then it was in the middle of the night.
06:55I was having a hard time sleeping because of the heat.
06:59It was like 2 or 3 in the morning.
07:01Could have been 1, 2, or 3 in the morning.
07:04I had the fan on.
07:06And the door was not locked.
07:11I was specifically told,
07:13don't embarrass your family members and lock the door.
07:17Don't embarrass your family members like that.
07:20So my dad rushed in at 1 or 2 or 3 in the morning like he was angry
07:26and turned the fan off and rushed out
07:28and said something in B2K.
07:32I'm not going to say what he said, but it was a threat.
07:40It was a hot summer night.
07:42The fan should have stayed on.
07:44But I was too scared to turn the fan back on
07:47because it was like he was coming in all angry
07:49like you're wasting my electricity.
07:51The fan has to stay off.
07:53You can't run this fan on all night.
07:55He didn't say any of that,
07:56but that's obviously what was subliminally said to me.
08:00So that's actually a murder attempt
08:02if you're in the hot summer in Pennsylvania
08:05and you're in like a small, hot room
08:09and you're trying to go to sleep with barely a sheet on
08:12because I can't fall asleep without something on over me.
08:15So I was sweating.
08:18I was sticky.
08:19The fan wasn't really cooling off the room.
08:22And then he goes and turns it off.
08:24And he threatened me.
08:26He threatened me when he rushed out
08:29and said something like...
08:33I'll see what I wrote in the notes.
08:41Something could happen to you if you stay here.
08:43If you keep staying here, something could happen to you.
08:46Something like that.
08:48Then I didn't know back then
08:52that fans cost pennies to run.
08:57It costs like pennies per hour to run, fans.
09:00I didn't know that back then.
09:03And I was lied to.
09:05I was lied to because I remember
09:09both my parents would play around with the fans
09:15it being too hot to run.
09:18So I was around 25 years old.
09:20I could have got heat stroke.
09:24At that point, I started feeling unwelcome.
09:27I think at that point I said,
09:30well, I guess I have a reason to lock the door
09:33if someone's going to come in the middle of the night,
09:35angrily turn my fan off and run out,
09:39and are wasting electricity.
09:43It's the hot summer in Pennsylvania.
09:46See, that's how I was treated.
09:48If you're lucky you've got a roof over your head,
09:52let alone a fan to breeze on you.
09:55Like, I was feeling guilty
09:57and had to feel punished for running a fan.
10:01That type of thing.
10:07So at that, I started to think that I was feeling unsafe
10:11and not wanted there.
10:14And that was the same time that my stepmom came up to me
10:20and said, I'm going to probably divorce your dad
10:23if something doesn't change, something doesn't happen.
10:27She wouldn't tell me why.
10:29But subliminally it was like,
10:31not like go away as in leave their house,
10:34but just go away.
10:38So I was too scared to turn the fan on that night
10:43after that happened.
10:47And that could have been a murder attempt.
10:52But honestly, I was a little bit quiet about my dad,
10:56but after hearing about what had happened,
10:59I'm not going to be as quiet anymore.
11:03Basically, honestly, even if their lives change
11:06and they get punished for what they did to me for 38 years,
11:10I mean, their lives aren't like...
11:15My dad just runs around all day.
11:18My mom pretty much just sits around
11:21and orders her dog to do things all day.
11:24I mean, honestly, that's kind of like...
11:34It doesn't matter if their lives change.
11:37Their lives are already not that great to begin with.
11:41The reason is because of how they treat me
11:43and what they do to other people in their life.
11:47You want to disrespect and humiliate me for 38 years
11:50and torture me and get all these people to torture them and watch me?
11:54You want to watch me fly a homicide on the street
11:56and then say, oh, that's so embarrassing?
11:59I remember going back.
12:02When I was flying the homicide,
12:04I was going back to my...
12:06I went back to tell my dad and show him the sign or something
12:12because he wanted proof that I was doing it or something,
12:14and then he goes, oh, that's so embarrassing.
12:16That's really embarrassing that you were doing that.
12:19You were watching the whole time.
12:22Why didn't you do something?
12:24Why was I forced to do that?
12:30So you want to treat me like less of an animal?
12:33You humiliate me?
12:35You guys are the ones that get humiliated for the rest of your lives.
12:38There's no...
12:40You don't have to respect family and parents
12:44if they treat you like less of an animal
12:46and torture and beat the living shit out of you for 38 years.
12:49You don't have to treat them well.
12:55So you're not supposed to turn fans off in the middle of the night
12:58when someone's sleeping in an angry rush out of the room
13:02at 1 or 2 or 3 in the morning
13:05and act like I'm wasting their electricity.
13:09That doesn't really make someone feel welcome either.
13:13So...
13:25Here's some notes about things I can't repeat on the Internet.
13:30But these criminals think that they're so tough with these AI weapons.
13:34Like, if you make a big banging noise
13:37and then you add AI to enhance it,
13:39like, it can be really scary.
13:41Without that AI,
13:43everyone can make big banging sounds.
13:46It doesn't, like, do anything to people.
13:49They're like these little dweebs that have these AI weapons
13:53and think that they're so powerful with these AI weapons.
14:00They're so tough. Bye-bye, AI weapons.
14:02Hello, little dweebs.
14:04Hello, little dweebs.
14:09I did find out that there are some people
14:12that are getting death threats that are, like,
14:15I wouldn't say supporting me and you,
14:17but they're definitely not agreeing with how we were treated,
14:21what was happening to us.
14:24And by the way, when my dad sent me that check, he cancelled it.
14:28I went to Walmart to try to check it in,
14:31and it didn't go through, and I got, like, embarrassed,
14:34and they shot me with AI to, like, make me blush.
14:37It was obviously embarrassing.
14:39My dad did a lot of things like that to humiliate me,
14:42to trigger me.
14:44But then I called my dad, I goes,
14:46oh, I can send you another check.
14:48No, I asked, he said no, don't send me another check.
14:51I asked, he said no, don't send me another check.
14:54And the very little money that he did help me with,
14:59it was always like I was, like, using him for money.
15:02Using him for money, I could barely survive.
15:05And he had to spend all his money on projects,
15:09construction projects,
15:11because he had to not stop working.
15:18And he didn't help my brother at all.
15:20He didn't help my brother at all.
15:22And they just played dumb, like, there's nothing we can do,
15:24we're just so stupid.
15:26If you are so stupid and can't figure it out,
15:28you ask for help.
15:30People like me and you, Shia, we ask for help,
15:32we're not going to get help.
15:34You guys are all a part of the world, part of society.
15:39You guys can go ask for help.
15:45So then I got a threat last night,
15:47oh, me and you, Shia, are going to have such a hard time
15:49because we have mental health problems.
15:51No one's going to be able to,
15:53you have no case or trial in the courtroom
15:56because you have mental health problems.
15:58You can't discriminate against people.
16:01You can't discriminate against people.
16:03You can't, just because someone's mentally ill,
16:05people have the right to torture and kill someone?
16:08Oh, well, you're mentally ill,
16:10so that murder attempt didn't exist
16:12because you're mentally ill.
16:14That's not how the world, that's not how it works.
16:18But then they said with B2K,
16:20oh, these two little kids trying to be together,
16:23you guys are going to have a real problem.
16:26You guys are going to really have a hard time.
16:29Me and you, Shia, are these two little kids trying to be together.
16:33You can't be, you can't,
16:36people can't spend 38 years trying to kill me and you.
16:41All a bunch of pedophiles, older people,
16:44trying to kill me and you, Shia.
16:46It does something to us.
16:48On top of the brain injury that I had at birth,
16:51on top of the kidnapping,
16:53on top of the constantly being treated like a little child
16:55that never grows up,
16:57on top of being told I've been a child
17:00and treated like a child with all these adult,
17:03adult older people that they're trying to kill,
17:06it really has done something to me and you, Shia.
17:08We haven't developed like other people.
17:10It's not a lie. It's actually happened.
17:15We're not our age.
17:20So in regards to the food, Shia,
17:25I know that you're going to read the whole notebook,
17:28if you haven't already, and it makes you very happy.
17:31You really like this.
17:34I haven't been able to ask the pendulum
17:36because every time I asked about the notebook
17:38and what you thought of it, it didn't work.
17:40But you're very afraid right now that you're not being heard
17:43and I noticed the seven views on YouTube.
17:47I noticed the seven demons in the Kiran Rakhia.
17:52I noticed seven days in a week.
17:54They're weak and possessed.
17:57And in regards to the seven views,
18:00what goes after seven,
18:02I can't go and eat.
18:05I can't go live with my parents.
18:07I can't go live with my family.
18:10So I noticed that, Shia.
18:12And I noticed those things.
18:13I don't typically write it down, but I do notice them
18:16because I'm not allowed. I'm too possessed to.
18:18But you're very, very angry.
18:19You're very, very angry at my dad, and I am too, Shia.
18:23And I'm not going to keep talking about it
18:25because it's too bad. It's too evil.
18:29So in regards...
18:31So now I didn't say in regards.
18:36I did a hair mask yesterday.
18:39My hair is very soft today.
18:42The reason why I'm not dyeing my hair
18:44is because I can't stand the look of roots,
18:47and I can't afford to keep dyeing my hair.
18:49And also, because of my health condition,
18:51I can't keep putting things in my scalp
18:54because it goes into the bloodstream, into my head.
18:57So yesterday I did castor oil,
19:01apple cider...
19:02No, I mixed castor oil, essential oil, and olive oil.
19:05I did a hair mask.
19:07I got my scalp.
19:09I noticed...
19:13A telepathic reporter told me,
19:15because they're possessing me to not notice it,
19:18that I have a little bit of thin hair right here.
19:22I took a photo.
19:23There's a bunch of little hairs growing underneath this.
19:27However, it is kind of thin.
19:30I notice a lot of females have thin hair here.
19:36However, my dad's mom had very thin hair.
19:42I think it was at an older age,
19:44she started getting really thin.
19:45She never completely lost her hair.
19:47However, very, very thin.
19:48She had female baldness.
19:50So I have to be careful about that
19:52because I know I'm not positive,
19:55but I'm most likely sure my mother sent me hair baldness spells,
20:00especially because it's genetic.
20:02I don't think I'm going to lose my hair,
20:04but this is not good to have it very thin here.
20:12When I was in the car,
20:13those first eight months before I knew you,
20:16when I was living in my car,
20:18I had clumps of hair coming out.
20:20I had such extreme heart problems and stress
20:24from what was happening to me with a full-body possession.
20:27Clumps of hair was just falling out,
20:29and I could see my scalp very easily through the...
20:32I could see my scalp like through,
20:35like completely through, I could see my scalp.
20:37I don't know if I have photographs of it.
20:40They might get deleted.
20:43However, I don't think that they would...
20:46I know that, Shai, your hair is thinning most likely
20:49because I was told up in Palm Springs
20:54by a street theater thing.
20:56It wasn't like a bad, it was good AI.
20:59I honestly, 50%, over 50% of all men have baldness,
21:05so it's not, it's very common, not for women though.
21:08So I have to be very, very careful with my hair
21:11because of my grandmother, my paternal grandmother.
21:16Because this is...
21:18I looked back at my...
21:19That's why I was looking back a year ago
21:21to see if my hair was like this.
21:23I think it got worse.
21:25It may have not, but it may not have,
21:27but I think it could have got a little worse.
21:30So I'm listening to the Hair Ruckia to break the hair spells
21:33because I'm 100% positive they're trying to make me go bald.
21:37And also it's for brain health.
21:41To put castor oil, olive oil, essential oil, I use eucalyptus.
21:46I put it in a plastic bag, mixed it,
21:48put it on my hair for like two or three hours,
21:52went into the bathtub, then shampooed it out.
21:55Also, I'm making a mixture of apple cider vinegar,
21:59half apple cider vinegar, half water,
22:01and I'm going to shampoo my hair.
22:03I'm going to spray the apple cider vinegar on my scalp
22:06because it gets the residue off the scalp.
22:10It's for baldness.
22:14And then I'm going to...
22:20I'm going to do that at least a few times a week.
22:22It says to do it a couple times a week, not every single day.
22:24When I did have the apple cider vinegar in a few months ago in my bathroom,
22:28I never actually used it.
22:29They possessed me not to be able to use it.
22:31But I'm going to use it because it's very serious.
22:37It's one thing, Shia, that your hair...
22:39But you're a man.
22:41You can have that happen to you.
22:44I've already been through enough.
22:46I don't think it would be fair that both of us have hair problems.
22:50Well, hair baldness, not problems.
22:54It's not a problem, Shia, that that happens to you
22:58because it's pretty normal for a man to have that.
23:01Not for a woman, though.
23:03It's very, very humiliating and embarrassing.
23:07Well, it doesn't have to be.
23:09However, it doesn't have to be.
23:12My grandmother is...
23:15My grandmother's not ugly with the way she has it.
23:22But...
23:25She had to keep her hair real short, though, to probably keep it.
23:30But it's possible she...
23:35It's possible she had a health issue, though, that made that happen to her.
23:40So I'm going to play the hair mask.
23:44I mean the hair rakia for hair growth.
23:47I'm going...
23:49I know that people sent me balding spells.
23:52I know because of how serious, at least bad, that what happened to me
23:58with the full-body possession, I could not feel my own body moving
24:01for those eight months in the car, the first eight months.
24:04With all of that stuff happening,
24:08clumps of hair was falling out in the gym.
24:11I was going to the gym once or twice a week at Mount Shasta.
24:17Clumps of hair were falling out when I was washing my hair.
24:23And it was scary. It was very scary.
24:26I was continually told, it's stress, it's stress, it's stress, it's stress.
24:30This isn't stress, though.
24:32That's not stress.
24:34But there are lots of little hairs growing.
24:36I took a photograph of it.
24:42Well, you're not going to see it from this photo.
25:04You can't really see it that well.
25:07You can't really see it that well.
25:17So...
25:22So I'm going to try to do the castor oil-olive oil mask once a week at least.
25:29I did an hour of lifestyle research,
25:33so that we can get organized when we live together.
25:36Things I want to do to get organized.
25:40And what I noticed about my apartment, our apartment, Sean...
25:46I don't think my decor style is that bad.
25:49I saw a...
25:54Instagram feed that is kind of like the style that I have.
26:02It's called Forest Sanctuary Abode.
26:06I'm going to show you the style.
26:08It's kind of like coastal, bohemian, very little bohemian.
26:12Like kind of bohemian, but not.
26:14And like minimal, coastal.
26:20Kind of bohemian, kind of coastal, kind of like Midwest.
26:27Midwest.
26:29So I'm going to show you the account.
26:35Luckily there's no people in the...
26:38Sometimes I just don't like to see people in the photos.
26:46Because I always get attacked.
26:50Typically.
26:52But this is a coastal style home.
26:59Sanctuary Coast.
27:01I like the whole ocean scene.
27:05I like the whole ocean scene.
27:07This is a little bit too bohemian, but this is kind of like...
27:13This is sort of a little bit like my style.
27:16You know.
27:20A little bit like our style.
27:22It's a little bit too...
27:24Just a little bit, not completely.
27:47Lucy Palm.
27:49Lucy Palmer Forest Sanctuary Boat.
27:52It's coastal, bohemian.
27:54However, I like...
27:56But like see the cactus.
27:58It's kind of desert too.
28:03I think if we were...
28:05I'm kind of...
28:09I'm thinking...
28:11I think I was told that you would like to move to the desert.
28:16Sedona or Palm Springs or Colorado.
28:23So...
28:31I had to have a telepathic supporter tell me about this
28:34because they weren't allowing me with possession to notice it.
28:37Like I would always look at it and be like...
28:39I would notice it a few times and then I would just be like...
28:43And actually I don't have blonde hair.
28:46I have brown hair now.
28:48I was born with bleached blonde hair.
28:51And so I would keep bleaching my hair.
28:55However, I like the feeling of having hair that's healthy.
29:00I had a very, very extremely traumatic thing happen to me
29:05those times I was living in my car
29:08where the hairdresser bleached it three times all over
29:13and it got to the point where I almost lost my hair
29:17and it was just constantly falling out all day long.
29:21When I brushed it would just constantly break all day long.
29:24It looked like awful.
29:26So I'm not... I don't like that anymore.
29:28I don't like that bleach anymore
29:30because it really... it was really traumatizing
29:32because I was already feeling really gross and unhygienic.
29:35But when you can't shower every day,
29:38your hair, especially damaged hair, looks awful.
29:41And you just can't... it just looks awful.
29:45It was a really bad experience.
29:47Eventually, if I... once I cut all this bleach off,
29:52it's possible I'll dye my hair.
29:55However, I have to be careful because of female pattern baldness,
29:58the chemicals that go into my scalp, into my brain.
30:02I have to be careful.
30:05And I remember also when I thought of you,
30:10thinking,
30:13you have gray hair, why doesn't Alyssa?
30:16That's totally something I would think the same thing.
30:19If I had gray hair, I would be like,
30:21why doesn't Shia have gray hair?
30:23That's so much like me, Shia,
30:26that you would do that, that you would think that.
30:31So...
30:33But there is low chemical hair dyes
30:37if I get sick of this hair color
30:39because I really can't...
30:42I really don't know if I like this hair color.
30:45But it's... I really don't know if I like this hair color on me.
30:49But it's way better than having damaged hair.
30:55So...
31:01So they don't want me to get delivery
31:03because it's dangerous for the delivery people.
31:06Every little thing I do, it's like such a...
31:11Everything is such a big deal.
31:13Everything is such a production.
31:15That's why I just don't have any time.
31:18So, Shia, you're feeling a lot of bitterness and resentment.
31:24Pendulum said you're feeling a lot of bitterness and resentment and revenge.
31:28And I understand why.
31:30Luckily, the torture is actually lessening.
31:33It got more severe for a few of the days,
31:36but I would say that the torture is getting a little bit less.
31:40And now it's becoming more of a turn back to the sender, I'm told.
31:52So I already talked about this.
31:56I don't think I'm going to make this a long video, Shia.
32:00I think I'm just going to make it one part.
32:02Ah, that's itchy.
32:04I'm still getting tortured, Shia.
32:06However, something's different.
32:10Something's changed a little bit.
32:12It might not last, though.
32:26So I'll show you the Walmart list.
32:35I was going to...
32:37I'm actually just going to take it out.
32:39No, I'm not going to take it out.
32:43So this is what I'm thinking about getting.
32:46I think I should just show you, but it's kind of hard probably to read.
32:51But I'll just show you.
32:53And so I have the...
32:55So I'll just show you.
33:04I want to make sure if I go into Walmart that I have all the prices
33:08so I know which ones to get.
33:15And I'm going to eat the green beans out of the can today
33:18and the sardines.
33:20I wanted to wait to do grocery shopping
33:23because my CalFresh is tomorrow
33:30and I have...
33:33I prefer trying to use up the CalFresh
33:39and then spend whatever I need on the last part of the month.
33:46So...
33:48Snacks.
33:50Cookies.
33:52Chocolate cream wafers.
33:54Pudding.
33:55Crackers.
33:57I'm going to get the stir-fry noodles.
34:00I'm going to get tortillas because I want to make refried bean tacos.
34:08Burritos. Like a refried bean salsa.
34:12And then I want to get those nacho cheddar cheese.
34:14There's four individual packs of nacho cheddar cheese
34:17and have that with the burritos.
34:20Chocolate bar.
34:21Coffee.
34:22I'm going to get the evaporated milk again with the instant coffee
34:25to make that coffee milk drink.
34:31Campbell's tomato soup.
34:39I'm going to eat...
34:40I might get a little bit of chicken because of the protein
34:43because the beef...
34:44The canned beef has been kind of...
34:48Actually, the canned beef is too expensive.
34:51It's like $4.
34:57Green beans.
34:58Sweet peas.
35:00I'll have that with my fish.
35:01Canned fish with...
35:03I'm going to get just a few russet potatoes.
35:06I don't care if it costs extra.
35:08And every time I get the bag of potatoes, they rot immediately.
35:11Not immediately, but after like a week, they're not fresh.
35:14You can't put potatoes in the cupboard.
35:16I'm going to get the apple juice again
35:18because I kind of want to do that detox again.
35:21I'm not going to put any pressure on myself because I probably won't.
35:24I'm probably too possessive too.
35:27Because I couldn't do the...
35:28I drank the apple juice this week
35:30and I never ended up doing the cleanse again.
35:32I'm going to get those canned lentils.
35:34Add some canned vegetables to the lentils probably
35:37and just heat it up with some olive oil and spices.
35:41I'm going to get the French bread.
35:42I want to get the watermelon and grape tomatoes again
35:44because I can have the grape tomato salad
35:48and then eat the whole watermelon.
35:50And also I'm going to get the tortilla chips with the nacho cheese.
35:54I'm going to put the nacho cheese and salsa on it and make some nachos.
35:59And I'm going to get some SpaghettiOs.
36:02And I'm going to get...
36:05I already showed you, so you saw everything.
36:08So now I'm not going to talk about...
36:11I'm not going to talk about...
36:13Is there any photos quickly to show you?
36:17Oh, this was the hair mask.
36:21I put it up in a bun
36:23and the oil unfortunately dripped on my tank top.
36:28So I hope I didn't stain the tank top.
36:30This is the elbow rash.
36:32I'm pretty sure it's from the food poisoning.
36:34It's very, very itchy.
36:36It doesn't show right now, but it's really bumpy.
36:41Because it's not inflamed right now,
36:43but it gets really inflamed and red.
36:51It's very painful actually.
37:01I will show you one.
37:04When I was signed on to YouTube,
37:06this was an obvious threat.
37:15A person with a gun.
37:17That shouldn't be popping up on my YouTube.
37:29So I'll show you now.
37:34That's my account.
37:39It's not likely that that would show up
37:42on the top page of my YouTube when I go to sign in.
38:04I can't...
38:06It's just like...
38:16Student video learning.
38:20Every single day of my life.
38:27Is there any more...
38:30Oh, pilgrims.
38:32Pilgrims.
38:35Chicken.
38:38Going on a pilgrimage.
38:40Pilgrimage. The first.
38:59This was at Walmart or Amazon.
39:29And then he changed my Walmart
39:32so that it would go under all departments.
39:36I kept trying to look up grape tomatoes.
39:40And it just kept loading all these weird things.
39:44And I couldn't get it off of...
39:49I kept clicking these lists
39:53and it would just pop up random things.
39:56And it wouldn't pop up the actual groceries.
39:59It was just popping up all these different things
40:02from all different departments.
40:04And that's never happened.
40:07Now here's Google Shorts again.
40:10There's this sweet potato with two eggs.
40:13Oh, they're threatening to have more children.
40:17Threatening to have more children.
40:26And then...
40:29A lion catches safari tracker.
40:39I can't...
40:45I think I'm dyslexic.
40:47I can't show the photo with it turned around.
40:52I can't maneuver the camera with it turned around.
40:56I can't...
41:17Oh, teeth.
41:19Here's my account.
41:21This is what I just signed in.
41:23Oh, look at your teeth.
41:25Look at your teeth.
41:26Yell out a little yellow colored string.
41:29Look at your teeth.
41:32A yellow string.
41:35A little yellow string, Shia.
41:37Remember how I told you I'm quartered to the earth
41:39like the size of a thread?
41:42Yellow string.
41:44The teeth all distorted.
41:46I had to get all the fillings.
41:48They're all crooked.
41:49Slanted.
41:52They're all ground down.
41:54So I have a little bit of...
41:55I have like a...
41:57Not a cavity, but like it's all ground down.
41:59There's like a hole that's developing
42:03on the top of the back tooth.
42:05It's been developing for over years.
42:07Could turn into a cavity at any time.
42:09But it's not.
42:11It's very sensitive, though.
42:13I have all my teeth ground down.
42:17Oh.
42:19And this one's really sharp.
42:21This one catches on my...
42:23See how that's sharp?
42:27It's like a sharp piece
42:29because it's grunted.
42:31And the dentist wouldn't call that a cavity.
42:34And I said, well, it's catching on the skin of my mouth.
42:36They said, we're not going to fix that.
42:40Like, we're not going to fix that.
42:42It's not considered a cavity.
42:45Eventually, it's going to get worse
42:47and they'll be able to fix it, I'm sure.
43:00Yeah, that's a better picture of the bumps.
43:02The bumpy rash on my elbows.
43:05And this started happening with the food poisoning.
43:15Oh.
43:23Look at this.
43:25They give me itch torture.
43:27Look at how scratched my leg is.
43:31All the red scratches.
43:45Look at that.
43:47They itch me so bad and scratch my body so bad.
43:51With the AI.
44:04There's a whole thing with the page not found.
44:08Dailymotion.
44:10I was trying to share the page.
44:12I was trying to share the video.
44:14The hacker made it so that it was doubling.
44:20And it wasn't tagging Dailymotion
44:22to make it like Dailymotion didn't like me anymore
44:26because I emailed them about the...
44:31I can't explain it completely, should I?
44:33But if you look up at my Twitter,
44:36I posted it twice and I left it up.
44:38The one with the double.
44:41The double.
44:43Dailymotion didn't do that.
44:45The hacker did it.
44:49And that's not my voice.
44:59I don't look up...
45:02Create your own rules of engagement.
45:05Create your own rules of engagement.
45:08And there's a wedding ring all over it.
45:14And I'm not going to explain this ad.
45:22I'm not going to explain it.
45:25I catch the more things that you post
45:29I catch the more things than you think
45:31and you catch more things.
45:35Money.
45:37Yeah, nothing's going to happen.
45:39You're poor. Nothing's going to happen.
45:41Nobody's going to jail.
45:43You're poor. It's all in your mind.
45:45Nothing's happening.
45:48I haven't showed...
45:50I have to keep showing you these
45:52to make sure you know
45:54what's being put on my thing.
46:03Look on Dailymotion.
46:05Look at that.
46:07That's a...
46:09That's a...
46:11That's a...
46:13That's a...
46:15Look at that.
46:17That's a threat.
46:18Any time I see that, that's...
46:20That's a very scary threat.
46:22That type of beard.
46:24It's a very type of...
46:26This is not a coincidence
46:28that a darker-skinned man
46:33with that beard is on the front page of Dailymotion.
46:36It's not a coincidence.
46:38That's a threat.
46:46There's just...
46:48There's so much.
46:50I can't...
46:52I can't explain it.
46:54But on PowerQuran,
46:56I mean on PayPal,
46:58when I went to go send my subscription,
47:02I'm pretty sure
47:04that Hacker wanted to give
47:06PowerQuran a message
47:08and show that he put
47:10my unit number twice.
47:16To threaten...
47:20To threaten
47:22the PowerQuran.
47:24That's not...
47:26That's a serious error
47:28putting a unit number on twice.
47:30And it happened on my Google account too.
47:32My unit number is written twice.
47:38Two is an extreme witchcraft number
47:41that they're using.
47:43It's a witchcraft number
47:45that they're trying to continue to do.
47:48So there's way more.
47:50I just don't have the time and energy.
47:52It's constant vampirism.
47:54It, like, does...
47:56There's...
47:58I can't keep showing this 547.
48:00However, that's not even half
48:02of all of the harassment
48:04I've been getting on the computer
48:06and internet from, what,
48:08this past week?
48:10It's not even half of what I just showed you.
48:13So...
48:17And...
48:22What else was I going to show you?
48:24Now I'm going to talk about your child.
48:33So I played your video on loop
48:35this morning
48:37from around
48:3911 to
48:412 p.m.
48:43I'm going to put it back on.
48:47And
48:49I've been able to
48:51just
48:53hug the pillow
48:55and think about you when I
48:57watch your video once in a while
48:59throughout the day.
49:01And
49:03really feel your energy.
49:11And
49:21And
49:35We have to continue working
49:37on our diet. I think your diet's a little bit
49:39healthier than mine, and that's good.
49:41It has to be.
49:43However, I'm working on my diet.
49:45My diet's not that bad.
49:47And
49:49every time I look at
49:51and start saying these things,
49:53there's automatic AI that
49:55you're going to get humiliated if I say it
49:57and we're going to get attacked.
49:59So there's really...
50:01There is more...
50:03There's extreme
50:05torture,
50:07and there's an attack that happens every time I
50:09go to try to talk about you.
50:15And there's like a demon that
50:17stares down at me.
50:19The moment I
50:21hold onto this folder,
50:23there's this demon
50:25staring at me, right here,
50:27hovering.
50:29But Shia,
50:31it's very calming to watch
50:33your video,
50:35and
50:43Actually,
50:45I have to write down that I have to play a voice
50:47because I haven't in a while.
50:49Because I'm constantly putting it on mute.
50:51I don't play
50:53the TV on here.
50:55There's too much noise.
50:57There's too much AI that I get automatic panic attacks anytime I play the TV on the wall.
51:03It's not because of the neighbor. It's because of possession. I'm not allowed to play things.
51:11Unless I do yoga, I'll definitely play the voice, but that's half an hour.
51:16But when you get here, we'll be able to play sound on there.
51:27So I'm going to stop talking about you, Shia. I'm going to stop this video because it's 2.53 and I want to make sure that this video gets recorded.
51:34And I'm going to talk to you tomorrow and continue to write notes.
51:42I love you, Shia. Thank you everybody for watching. Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.