I Kissed a Girl - Season 1 Episode 04
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00:00Previously on I Kissed a Girl, five new couples met with a first kiss.
00:06She's a beautiful girl. It was perfect.
00:10Some relationships thrived, whilst others did not survive.
00:15Do you feel like you go on to be with me?
00:18I'm living with that girl!
00:21What are you kind of at?
00:23I do wish there was a bit more raw sexual attraction from my part.
00:26Maybe I'm just looking for a princess and she's giving me crimps.
00:29And just when the girls were finding their feet...
00:32I'm attracted to you very much.
00:35I do feel quite connected to Meg.
00:37Classic Amy move where she starts getting crushes from her friends.
00:41Do you owe someone?
00:42Yeah.
00:43I get it with you sometimes.
00:44The path to love took an unexpected turn.
00:49These pillows, they were chosen by three new girls.
00:54Girls!
00:55Shut up.
00:56Oh my God.
01:00What the hell?
01:03Welcome to I Kissed a Girl.
01:12Well girls, now you've all made your choice.
01:15I have something to tell you.
01:18I didn't choose these pillows.
01:22They were chosen by three new girls.
01:25Oh my God.
01:27Who are about to enter the matzeria right now.
01:34Oh no.
01:35I am gagged.
01:37Girls!
01:41Alright, we're good.
01:42My name's Leila and I used to play football professionally.
01:45My name's Beth and I'm a paralegal from Bath.
01:48My name's Em and I'm a scientist from Surrey.
01:52Queer dating scene, I find that everyone's dated each other.
01:55Everyone knows everyone.
01:57And everyone's best friends with their ex.
02:02I've been dating, dating, dating.
02:05But I haven't found anyone yet.
02:07These masked girls are like gold dust.
02:08Where are they hiding?
02:10I've had a very fun year.
02:12Dating lots of lovely girls.
02:13That sounds bad.
02:15Girls often think that they're pretty.
02:18Girls often think that I'm a pillow princess.
02:20Someone who just doesn't do any work in the bedroom.
02:23But I love to make my partner feel great.
02:26Can't wait to get in there and hopefully someone wants to kiss me.
02:29Alright, let's find myself a wife.
02:33Hiya.
02:34The shock of my life, there was three.
02:36Three new girls.
02:40I said, are you gonna be my girl?
02:42Hey girls.
02:43Welcome to the matzeria.
02:45When I seen the girls come in, I bloody loved her.
02:48And then my next kind of thought, if I'm being honest, was like,
02:51does my egg phone say enough though?
02:53I'd like you to go and stand by your pillar now.
03:01I like the way she looks, like she's my type.
03:04To a T.
03:06So Layla, why is communication key for you?
03:09Because I think no matter what you and your partner are going through,
03:12if you can talk it out, then usually it ends up being alright.
03:15She seems confident, like she just kills a cucumber.
03:18M, adventure is key for you.
03:20That is.
03:21Just someone free spirited, ready up for love.
03:24And so just, yeah, open to travel.
03:26M is a darling.
03:28I think she's got a gorgeous face.
03:31Beth, sexual chemistry.
03:33For me it's one of the things that differentiates it from being really good friends.
03:37Takes it out of the friend zone.
03:39I get ya.
03:40As you'll see, for the new girls, you're not alone.
03:42And what better way to get to know them than with a date.
03:49So Layla, M and Beth, I will let you choose someone
03:53who's standing next to the pillar that you're at.
03:58I will go for you.
04:01Mirenza.
04:05We feel just getting close.
04:07We feel just getting close.
04:09And bloody Beth goes and asks me on a date, but I don't blame her.
04:12I mean, he is hot, hasn't he?
04:14Hell.
04:15Uh, let's take this girl on a date tonight, please.
04:17Okay, Abby, meet M. M, meet Abby.
04:20You're going on a date night tonight.
04:24I'm excited to go on a date.
04:26It's pretty cool, to be fair.
04:27I would like to take on a date this girl.
04:30Kara, meet Layla.
04:34I hope it starts, like, raining and storming
04:37and they're just sat outside with no shelter.
04:42Right, girls, I hope you enjoy your dates this evening.
04:45I'm excited.
04:46I'm out of here.
04:54Welcome, honey.
04:56Three new girls, three first dates.
04:58But first...
04:59Fit wherever you please.
05:01..one big lesbian boat that's about to be rocked.
05:04They're all gorgeous girls.
05:06You know, M, she's got those piercing blue eyes.
05:09You've got Layla, who's just beautiful.
05:11And then you have Beth, another gorgeous femme.
05:14Who doesn't love a femme? We love a femme.
05:17How are you all feeling?
05:19Excited, weird.
05:21Excited for the fresh meet.
05:23Excited to get to know them, make sure that they feel welcome.
05:26What's, like, the vibe with the couples?
05:28Some couples are coupling and some couples are flirting.
05:31OK. I'm with Kara.
05:34I'm sorry.
05:36Are you both footballers?
05:40What position?
05:41Er, centre-back or left-back?
05:43Centre-back.
05:47It seems like me and Georgia have a lot in common.
05:49We both play football.
05:50And the fact that I've chosen a girl to go on a date, it's not great.
05:53What are you guys' types?
05:54Typically, I go for more feminine-looking women
05:57with, like, kind of a tomboy edge.
05:58My type is definitely more masc, vibe, short hair, tattoos.
06:04Tick, tick, tick!
06:05Yeah!
06:07I'm wearing this long-sleeved top and I just started, like, rolling off.
06:10I was like...
06:12They're into the fast-mover.
06:14I thought you were into Amy.
06:16Everyone that I've dated looks a bit different, so...
06:18More on the person and whether they're fun, outgoing,
06:21she can have a laugh and she's a bit genuine.
06:23OK. Love that.
06:25Literally, a kid in a candy shop, everyone's good-looking.
06:27Too much choice. Too much choice.
06:29We'll see how it unfolds.
06:31Fun, guys!
06:38Get yourselves comfortable, girls.
06:40You so wet!
06:41Maybe not that comfortable, Ayesha.
06:43Yeah, I'm a bit too wet, baby.
06:45Abi's just across the pool.
06:47SHE LAUGHS
06:49They're literally, like, all over each other.
06:52Oh, they are sitting.
06:54Yeah. It just makes me feel a bit awkward.
06:56Disrespect it.
06:57I'm such an over-thinker.
06:59No, you're not an over-thinker,
07:00you're just thinking the way everyone would normally think.
07:03Leesh and Meg are all over each other right in front of me.
07:07It does make you feel shit.
07:09I guess that it could be just a friendship thing,
07:11but I would just rather know if it's a bit more than that.
07:15Don't overthink it.
07:17I think you call that pose the flying lesbian.
07:20That don't impress me much.
07:22Well, Abi, maybe tonight's date with them
07:24might take your mind off things.
07:26Though I can't quite say the same for Amy.
07:28I am slightly jealous that Beth and Fi are going on a date.
07:31I think I'd regret it if I didn't kind of say to Fi what I was feeling.
07:37I have a wee crush on Fiorenza.
07:39SHE LAUGHS
07:41Do you have a wee crush on me?
07:42Maybe a wee crush.
07:44Maybe not.
07:47No, but I did hear that...
07:48Maybe we crush.
07:49Do you?
07:50Yeah, maybe a wee crush.
07:51Maybe a wee crush.
07:52Yeah, that's what I'm feeling.
07:55Is that what you're feeling?
07:56That's what I'm feeling.
07:57Best of luck.
07:58Friends with benefits.
07:59Amy's not, like, my usual type at all,
08:03but we've built up this, like, friendship,
08:06and, like, we do flirt a lot, and it's kind of like,
08:09where is this going?
08:10Hope you have a shit day.
08:12Do you need to help out?
08:13Yeah, I do.
08:15MUSIC PLAYS
08:20These new girls are definitely creating a buzz.
08:23I'm so excited for my date.
08:25I can't wait to get to know Fiorenza.
08:27It's going to be good.
08:29But is everyone buzzing about them?
08:31I wasn't bothered about the new girls.
08:33I know where me and Eva stand, so I wasn't worried.
08:37That's a nice bit of me.
08:39Bit of you.
08:40MUSIC PLAYS
08:45What's your thoughts on Beth? Like, do you find her attractive?
08:48She's so bad.
08:50Oh, my God, do you really like her?
08:52How do you feel about Amy now?
08:53Like, do you think there's still, like, potential?
08:55Yeah, I think I do.
08:56We've got a crush on you.
08:58And she told me that she had a crush on me.
09:00I can't deal with...
09:01This is a lot.
09:02Let's just draw it. It's so confusing.
09:04I think because we've just always been flirting with each other.
09:07Go on a date with Beth and just see
09:09if the chemistry there is talking-wise,
09:12and I think that'll help you decide between Meg and Beth.
09:15Yeah.
09:16And then just see where it goes from there.
09:18They're not Amy and Beth.
09:19Oh, sorry.
09:21That chapter was closed.
09:24Amy and Beth.
09:25You've got Fi, you've got Meg, you've got Amy,
09:27you've got flipping Beth.
09:28Oh, my God, I cannot keep up.
09:30MUSIC PLAYS
09:33OK, let me help.
09:35Beth's off on a date with Fiorenza,
09:37who may still have a crush on Amy.
09:39Cara has a date with Layla.
09:41And Abi is getting glammed for her date with Em.
09:45I'll wear red lipstick tonight so you can tell if I've had a kiss or not.
09:49This is me keeping on your toes, is it working?
09:52A part of me is like, just fucking treat it like...
09:55No, this sounds awful, but treat it like you're not here.
09:59And see what happens.
10:01And then I'll definitely know.
10:03Who knows?
10:05Sometimes when I hang out with Leesh and Meg,
10:07I do feel like a third wheel.
10:09So, yeah, I'm excited to go on a date.
10:11And, yeah, explore it a bit more with Em.
10:13MUSIC PLAYS
10:18Ready for our date?
10:20Shall we go? Shall we link?
10:22Oh, wait, let's switch, let's switch.
10:24What the fuck?
10:26I'd fucking hate this shit.
10:28Like, I felt rattled and I felt weird.
10:30I've been trying to, like, chill it out,
10:32but then I'm like, am I chilling out too much?
10:34I don't know, I fucking love you.
10:36I want no children.
10:38Yeah.
10:39Cara being on a date with someone else
10:41definitely makes me feel a bit weird.
10:43I've always thought I'd be, like, chill about it,
10:45but I don't feel very chill about it.
10:51I'm actually feeling excited to go on a date.
10:53I feel like I'm just going to have to pick up on the vibes.
10:56I don't know how it's going to go.
10:58This is so cute.
11:00This is so cute.
11:02Oh.
11:04Oi!
11:05You good?
11:08That was so elegant. So elegant, yeah.
11:10Oh, my gosh.
11:11I got the vibe that Cara and Georgia are kind of like this,
11:14but I'm going to test the waters with Cara.
11:16If I feel like she's a bit flirty, then obviously I'll give it back.
11:19Cheers. Eye contact.
11:21And you looked away. I can't do it.
11:23I cannot do eye contact.
11:26She's fresh.
11:28Out of everyone here, you're definitely my type.
11:30Yeah, I'd say the same back to you.
11:33I was waiting for someone like you to come in.
11:36What do you do for work?
11:38I am a scientist in cancer research.
11:40Yeah, so I'm like a biologist.
11:42I sit in the lab all day with cells
11:44and, like, work on different cancer therapies.
11:47So I actually went to uni to do sport and exercise science,
11:50so I'm quite sporty as well.
11:51How are you laughing at that?
11:53I just love a sporty girl.
11:55Abi might like a sporty girl,
11:57but Leisha's not playing ball tonight.
12:00She walked out of the room without saying bye.
12:02Really? It's something I wouldn't do.
12:04Yeah.
12:05And she's been saying some things like,
12:07I'm just going to pretend that you're not here
12:09and just see how it goes.
12:10Like, don't say it in front of me.
12:12Do you know what I mean?
12:13Yeah.
12:14And she was dead-arse serious as well.
12:18I am anxious for Abi to come back from her date.
12:21I don't know what's happening.
12:23Abi is keeping me on my toes, definitely.
12:28Let's figure out who's more adventurous.
12:30OK.
12:31Would you go in the rocket ship up to space?
12:33Yeah.
12:34Would you?
12:35Would you?
12:36No.
12:37Would you jump out of a plane?
12:38No.
12:39No?
12:40No.
12:41I've already beaten you on adventurous.
12:42No, that's not fair.
12:43Fair enough, fair enough.
12:44Start again, start again.
12:45The date was so lovely.
12:47It's an unreal girl.
12:49The conversation flowed.
12:51Well, great, Abi.
12:52Looks like good combo is the key to a girl's heart around here.
12:56We can get it so right.
13:02I think knowing that you pick communication was really nice.
13:05Yeah, I just want someone that I can talk to, I think.
13:07Especially, like, not just having superficial chat.
13:10Yeah, like, deep stuff too.
13:12Yeah.
13:13Like, I want to be able to actually open up.
13:14We're not just always taking the piss.
13:15Yeah.
13:18I came out when I was, like, 14.
13:21That was all fine.
13:22I was so lucky, like, you know.
13:23So you're at 14.
13:25You're new from a young age.
13:26Yeah.
13:27You're, like, feeling it.
13:28Yeah, I don't think I'm getting high.
13:31Would you say, like, you just want to put all your energy into Georgia, or?
13:35I'd say she's definitely my focus right now.
13:38It seems like Cara is definitely into Georgia.
13:40It's definitely friend vibes.
13:42I've finished my Masters in Law.
13:45Girls are so smart.
13:48I'm a paralegal, so work involves shadowing solicitors.
13:52But I love having fun, being stupid,
13:55and, yeah, just living for the moment.
13:57You've got such a nice laugh, though.
13:59Really?
14:00I feel like everyone's, like,
14:01God, I sound like a witch's cackle.
14:05Best whole vibe is laid-back, chill vibe,
14:07but it's also, like, really sexy at the same time.
14:11Are you worried about the date that they're on?
14:14Not worried, but, like, a little bit jealous, a little bit grim.
14:17I think the telling thing would be, like, if we kiss.
14:20Like, if there's that.
14:21Roar.
14:22You know, like, when you kiss.
14:24Wait, you haven't kissed yet. No.
14:26I'm not a pillow princess.
14:28You're not?
14:34When she said she wasn't a pillow princess, I was like, tick.
14:37A girl's got needs as well, so...
14:43Well, are we wrapping it up with a kiss?
14:45Come here, then.
14:46Come here, then.
15:03I feel like the kiss could have gone on all night,
15:06but we had to make moves.
15:17I've got someone on my arm that I'm, like, actually like,
15:20and actually, like...
15:23..I'm feeling it could go somewhere.
15:25Come spill the tea!
15:28My heart kind of sank when I saw Fiorenza come back
15:31with Beth on her arm and they were giggling
15:33and they kind of sat down and, like, were all entwined in each other.
15:36Guys, look who's back! Look who's back!
15:38OK!
15:41How was the date?
15:43I think it was good. Yeah, it was good, actually.
15:45Like, good vibes. It was good, yeah.
15:47Cara's, like, the best, so...
15:49Did anyone kiss?
15:50Fi and Beth did.
15:51Wait, what? Did you?
15:53Did you see that? Huh? Did you see it?
15:55No, Fi told me! Oh!
15:57Not in a million years did I think they would have a kiss.
16:01But maybe that was naive.
16:06No, she just went, like, a little...
16:08Ah! Have a look!
16:10That's the eyebrows, innit?
16:13Yeah, there was a wee bit of, like, awkwardness there
16:16between me and Amy.
16:18Hey! Are you OK?
16:20How was your lovely date?
16:22Hey!
16:23Hello!
16:24How are you?
16:25You look unreal!
16:26Is it Dave?
16:27When I came in, I didn't immediately go straight over to Leash
16:30cos Leash and Meg are very touchy-feely.
16:34Come sit, come sit. How was it?
16:37We had a cute date. It was very romantic.
16:40We just sat, had a bit of Prosecco.
16:42Yeah, happy-go-lucky. It was good.
16:44I think we got a lot to talk about, yeah.
16:46How did the date end? Like, any kiss or...?
16:49No!
16:51No!
16:53I feel like my emotions are all over the place.
16:55Like, I don't know how I'm feeling.
16:57And then these girls rock in,
16:59and then they're with our girls on the date.
17:02It's just really hard.
17:05There was some good vibes there with Abi, for sure.
17:09But I think there was a bit of a lack of a romantic connection.
17:13I want to know about your date.
17:15Ours were, like, a good vibe, but, like, friendly.
17:17I did feel like a kiss was going to happen.
17:19But there was a vibe there?
17:21Yeah, she's definitely attractive.
17:23Yeah, obviously had a kiss.
17:25That's good. I feel like you've got something to build off of.
17:28Yeah.
17:29The date with Fiorenza was really good.
17:32There was lots of eye contact, and we had a little kiss.
17:35Hopefully, there will be many more kisses to come.
17:38As Beth dreams of more snogs,
17:41Cara and Georgia have finally got the chance for a date debrief.
17:45To be fair, she actually is really nice.
17:47Like, she's, like, really just... No, she seems cool.
17:49So cool. Yeah. So cool.
17:51But... Friends.
17:53Yeah. Yeah.
17:55So, what's your thoughts? Feelings?
17:58I was right.
18:01I was riled. But, like, I knew she was going to pick you.
18:04I don't know why I thought I'd be chill about it.
18:07But then I felt like that made me realise that, like, I do like you.
18:11Cos, like, I don't want to, like, be too much,
18:14cos I'm fucking sensitive and shit.
18:16Mm.
18:18I'm going to cry. Aw.
18:20And, like, I don't... Like, I don't like crying.
18:24At all.
18:26And then sometimes I think I've said something, but I actually haven't.
18:29Do you know what I mean? Yes.
18:31So, like, in my head, I've already told you that I like you,
18:33but I actually haven't. Do you know what I mean?
18:35Mm. I feel like Georgia was vulnerable tonight,
18:38and that definitely, I'd say, has brought us closer together.
18:41We haven't quite talked about this.
18:43No.
18:45I don't think I've been, like, hiding from my feelings,
18:47but, like, I've not, like, been addressing them either.
18:49I think I just need to keep, like, actually saying how I feel, like, all the time.
18:53But you were part of me
18:55And I'm a part of you
18:57But you were part of me
19:01What are you saying, then?
19:03What am I saying? Yeah.
19:05Erm... You've forgotten about me.
19:07We have such, like, clarity about it all the time. Mm-hm.
19:11Like, that's the... I feel that's, like, the foundation... Yeah.
19:14..of, like, what we have.
19:16And, like, part of me is, like, if we...
19:19Don't want to ruin that friendship vibe.
19:21Yeah, if we cross it.
19:23It's weird, because, obviously, like, I had that wee date with...
19:26Is it, like...? With Dave, and I'm feeling, like, a bit giddy.
19:30I feel like Fiorenza's eyes are locked on Beth.
19:34Obviously, I really get along with Fiorenza,
19:36so it's just kind of sad that we don't get to explore where that goes.
19:40For now, anyway.
19:42What if we cross that barrier, and then, like...
19:46..we don't get that funny season back? Yeah.
19:50I think I've just got a rejection thing, you know? Classic.
19:54It keeps happening.
19:56So, what are you thinking? Erm... What am I thinking?
19:58You'll always fancy me. Yeah, I'll always fancy you, babes.
20:01The situation's definitely made me feel like I'm second best
20:03to the new, fresh me, you know?
20:05I'm old me.
20:07You'd think I'd have a thicker skin, but...
20:11..I guess not.
20:13Now the silence is part of me and you.
20:17They say absence makes the heart grow fonder.
20:20I never thought you knew what love was.
20:23But time apart tonight...
20:25..seems to have had the opposite effect for Abi and Leisha.
20:29With the way that you treat me,
20:32I had to reach my own conclusion.
20:37Did you enjoy it?
20:39We... Yeah, it was actually really nice.
20:42Yeah, it was a pleasant date.
20:44You want a flirty banter?
20:46I didn't have a flirty banter with her. No? No.
20:49I just want to know exactly where you're at,
20:51cos I'm scared of hurting myself.
20:53I'm scared of hurting myself and I want to be real with you.
20:56Like, I've just seen some stuff.
20:58I just put two and two together and I'm like, fuck.
21:00Is that with Megan? Yeah.
21:02OK. I'm not flirting with her.
21:04You're all over her.
21:06You are all over each other.
21:08But she's, like, my best friend in here.
21:10When I see Megan Leash flirt in front of me,
21:12like, it does make me feel like shit.
21:14I can't lie, like, it is very uncomfortable to watch.
21:17That has made my head go a little bit like,
21:19I think she's into Meg, which is absolutely fine if you are,
21:22but I'd rather know.
21:24Do you see a spark there and want to progress on that side?
21:26No. That's absolutely fine. I don't.
21:28OK. I just didn't want, like...
21:30I didn't want to feel, or, like, get mugged off.
21:33I'd rather just be, like, told straight to my face,
21:35because, like, I'm shit scared of, like, my heart getting broken.
21:39I feel like when me and Abi are good, we're really, really, really good,
21:42but she does worry,
21:44so I feel like I'm trying to be as positive as I can,
21:47because I really want things to work out.
21:50If I wanted to explore things with Meg,
21:53I think I would have done it by now. Yeah. OK.
21:56I do know that she likes me and she wants this to work,
21:59but it is difficult when we don't see eye to eye.
22:02Where's your head at? With you.
22:05OK. So we're on the same page.
22:07Give me a kiss.
22:19You're very touchy tonight.
22:21I'm not even trying to be.
22:23It's all right? Yeah. OK.
22:25Obviously, the bed's still warm with V,
22:27but I think it's really good that me and Eva do have each other in here,
22:30because we do fancy each other and we have that deep connection there.
22:34Who wants to hear me and they have sex tonight?
22:36What?!
22:38I mean, all the girls are complaining that they could hear us kiss,
22:41but, you know, apparently we're allowed kisses.
22:43Kisses. Bye.
22:47The sleeping arrangements weren't ideal.
22:50My bed is, like, at the end of V's feet.
22:53Night-night, everyone.
22:55Bye.
23:01What?!
23:04Sun's up at the Masseria.
23:06Morning.
23:08It's a good day to be gay.
23:10Amen to that.
23:12And here's to a great date for new girls Leila, Em and Beth.
23:16V just said to come here, so I just slipped into bed with her.
23:20I love a little morning cuddle.
23:22Right, can we get a song going?
23:24What song do you want?
23:28Why can't I feel fresh, you know?
23:31I think maybe me and Fraser would actually be better off as friends,
23:34cos we do have a real special platonic connection.
23:38But excited to kind of sit down and have a chat to the new girlies,
23:41see what they're all about.
23:46When I think of Amy, I think of boots.
23:48Just a hype girl, like, she's just in everyone's corner,
23:51she's just full of so much positivity.
23:53There's something definitely intriguing about her.
23:56When I think of Amy, I think, does she sleep in those things?
24:00Anyway, time for brekkie.
24:02And no, gossip is not optional.
24:04OK, you don't have to tell us who,
24:06but is there someone in the materia that you have had your eye on?
24:09I literally haven't had my morning coffee.
24:12I don't know whether right now there is that romantic connection with anyone,
24:16but I do want to get to know everyone and see,
24:19cos I think it takes a while to form that connection.
24:23With the kiss off tomorrow, you better not wait too long, Em.
24:27And over in the snug,
24:29Laila's wasting no time in exploring her connection with Amy.
24:33So, what are you liking, really?
24:35I, like, love so deeply and have so much love to give,
24:38but I fall really hard really quick.
24:40I tend to be, like, more logical and I think a lot.
24:43Yeah, I'm the opposite.
24:45Yeah, so I feel like the combination of the two might be good.
24:49Just observing you a little bit more. OK.
24:51I like your personality. Mm-hm.
24:53And you were looking at me quite a bit.
24:55Laila's... She's just... Her face.
24:57I'm literally, like, I kept staring at her
25:00cos I was just staring at her, like, beautiful features.
25:07You're a bit of a looker, you are.
25:09OK, well, now I know you were actually looking at me.
25:11It feels a bit better. Yeah.
25:13I just wanted to know if you liked me more.
25:15It feels a bit better. Yeah.
25:17I just wanted to know if you liked me back, that's all.
25:19OK, OK, OK.
25:21Trying to get a feel of whether she was liking me too,
25:24but I think just the confirmation that, yeah,
25:26she's looking at me the way I'm looking at her, it's...
25:28Yeah, it's good.
25:30So, you said you thought fast. How fast were you talking?
25:33Well, with my ex, it was really quick.
25:35It was, like, maybe, like, a month.
25:37But we knew each other before. I was her lacrosse captain.
25:39Oh, you played lacrosse? Yeah.
25:41You played lacrosse? You are a posh girl. I know.
25:43I am a bit of a posh girl.
25:45I went to a private school in the heart of Surrey,
25:47but going to a private school as a queer woman was not, um, great.
25:51You know, I wasn't out either, so it just made it very hard.
25:54You know, many, many nights at parties crying
25:57because I just wanted to be who I was
25:59but felt like I couldn't tell anybody
26:01because there was a lot of judgement.
26:03I came out late and I was, like, at the dinner
26:05with my mum and my little sister. Mm.
26:07And I was like, oh, Mum, I have to tell you something.
26:09She was like, you're not gay, are you?
26:11Yeah. Not good, not good. So it was a bit of a shock.
26:14But she's good now. Yeah.
26:16My mum grew up in a very different generation,
26:18but she's done amazing. She's come such a long way
26:20and, like, now she just wants me to be happy.
26:22I'm definitely, like, getting more and more confident with who I am
26:25and, like, growing up, like, realising who I am. Mm-hm.
26:28I love... I, like, genuinely love that a lot.
26:30Getting to know Amy, it's cool to see that she's got another side to her
26:33cos she's very much out there, which is great.
26:35But I think when someone's got layers, it is really nice.
26:38I'm very insecure. It's very, like, upfront.
26:40I realise that about myself. Not in the same way.
26:42But I feel like we've all got something like that. 100%.
26:45That is great about us, but the reason we're that way...
26:47We're that way, exactly. ..is because we're insecure. Yeah, exactly.
26:50If I could speak to Amy, you know, young Amy who's crying at the parties
26:53cos she's so insecure about her sexuality,
26:55I honestly would tell her to just keep her chin up
26:57and be proud of who she was,
26:59because it was the most, like, uplifting and freeing experience
27:03to come out.
27:04Like, the first thing I'd do when I meet people
27:06is tell them I'm a lesbian.
27:08It's my defining personality trait.
27:10Well, Amy, I'd say you've picked the best place to be out and proud.
27:15MUSIC PLAYS
27:22I'll be Irish, Jack.
27:24This is so not Irish.
27:30Things got heated last night.
27:32Abi told me that she wasn't very happy with the way that me and Meg are.
27:37But I also feel like me and Meg, honestly, we're mates.
27:40Everyone flirts with everyone in the masquerade.
27:42She had a conversation with me about Meg.
27:45She was like, me and Meg are really bothering her.
27:47Oh, really? Really.
27:49She was like, I just feel like, if you like her, just tell me.
27:52And I was like, listen, I think she's fit,
27:54but it doesn't go beyond that surface.
27:56If I wanted to explore things with Meg, I would have.
27:59With Abi and Alicia, I feel like they've communicated their problems.
28:03However, there's not much comprehension in it.
28:06So I feel like they're going round in circles.
28:10You're right, though.
28:12It does feel a little bit like deja vu today, doesn't it?
28:20Even when I was in nursery and primary school,
28:24I would only want to wear boys' clothes.
28:26And I remember when it was picture day,
28:28and my mum would want to dress me up a bit.
28:30So I'd wear a skirt or something, and I'd literally be crying
28:32because I didn't want to put it on.
28:34But I was literally five, and I was like,
28:36why do I not want to wear these clothes?
28:38I feel like I went through a rollercoaster with my identity.
28:42It takes a while to get to the person you want to be,
28:45but now I'm at my final form, and I cut my hair as well.
28:48So it fully evolved into me.
28:50Wearing feminine clothes for me, I've never felt comfortable.
28:54I feel like I'm trying to fit into something that I'm not.
28:56Yeah, cos it's like you could look so good body-wise,
28:59but on the inside, you're like, I don't feel comfortable.
29:02It's just about being comfortable in your own skin at the end of the day.
29:05I actually had long hair.
29:07I think the only reason I cut it was to look more gay.
29:10Really?
29:12I just felt warm on myself as well. It felt really bright.
29:15Looking back now, yeah, it was a really uncomfortable time in my life.
29:19I just decided one day that I wanted to cut it all off.
29:22It was very cathartic, to be honest.
29:24I kind of felt like I was tearing it off anyway.
29:27I was in a heterosexual relationship for four and a half years.
29:30Really? With a guy for 40 years.
29:32Wow. Are you bi? I'm bi, yeah.
29:35And he was a lovely guy.
29:37I genuinely thought I was going to marry him and have kids with him.
29:40Really? Yeah.
29:42What made you have that realisation that this is what you wanted to do?
29:45It was just an overwhelming feeling. Instinct took over.
29:48And I was just like... The water feeling in my head never went away.
29:51And I just couldn't get rid of it.
29:53It was the hardest decision of my life.
29:55It was so difficult. You're giving me goosebumps.
29:58I'm getting lots of goosebumps.
30:00Is that the window?
30:02Yeah, more virtually.
30:04But you can just tell that you've pushed through that fear.
30:07It was so... And then, like, literally,
30:09I was a completely different person in that relationship,
30:12and now I've been able to become, like, my true self.
30:16Yeah, genuinely. Like I was Emily before, I think.
30:22It was a lot. It was a lot.
30:24I was sort of hiding half of my queer personality.
30:28I lost a lot of that in myself for quite a while.
30:32Now being able to express that side of me,
30:34which I think is a very important side to express,
30:37I feel a lot more myself.
30:39And it's nice to be back and feeling comfortable in myself.
30:46Mm-mm-mm! Tasty!
30:49Mmm! Mmm!
30:51Hate to interrupt, girls, but watch out.
30:54You've got company.
30:56CHEERING
30:58Hi! Everything OK?
31:00I was very excited to see Sarah.
31:03However, I was a bit nervous, too, cos I know she's got news.
31:06Girls, you have a message from Dani.
31:08Go on, then. Go on, then.
31:10Enjoy the honours!
31:12Bye!
31:15Miss you already.
31:17This evening, we're celebrating astrological love.
31:20Yeah.
31:21As you're all invited to a special dinner party under the stars.
31:24CHEERING
31:28Everyone's into star signs, right?
31:31What lesbian isn't?
31:33A star sign-themed dinner party and 13 queer girlies?
31:37I wonder if the horoscopes predicted that one.
31:40Really looking forward to the dinner party.
31:42Everyone looks amazing.
31:53It looks very romantic, very intimate,
31:55especially for a dinner date of 13 girls.
31:58Stunning!
32:00CHEERING
32:02For your dinner under the stars,
32:04you have been seated close to the girls you're most compatible with
32:07based on your star signs. Enjoy!
32:11Oh, my God, these are my matches!
32:13Oh, these are my matches.
32:15You know, you turn it over, you see all your matches
32:18based off star sign compatibility.
32:20But luckily, me and Nae, we were compatible, so I wasn't worried.
32:24My most compatible is Nae, Virgo,
32:28Beth, Virgo and Priya, Taurus.
32:31Hi, babe.
32:33I've got Cara, Aquarius.
32:35Then I've got Eva, Gemini, Abbey,
32:38Aquarius, Layla, Sagittarius and M, Sagittarius.
32:41I think that means we should be a threesome.
32:43We're all in each other's top three.
32:45I mean, I have been waiting for you to suggest it.
32:47There you go. Watch out tonight, girls.
32:49Who doesn't have their couple on their card? Hands up.
32:53OK, so on your cards, who would you go for?
32:56Ooh!
32:58There you go. Priya!
33:00Listen, star signs, they're my thing.
33:03I'd probably say Beth or Meg.
33:05Aw!
33:07Aw!
33:09Love you.
33:10I'd say they're both leashes type, so...
33:14..yeah.
33:16I said Meg's name because if I hadn't,
33:19I knew that people would know I'd be lying,
33:22because I've had this conversation with people
33:24to say that I have got a physical attraction there,
33:27but I don't think anything could evolve romantically,
33:30especially where I'm at with Abbey.
33:32I'm not that type of person.
33:34Mine would be Cara, just cos we're besties, so...
33:37What about me?
33:38I want to say a really deucid question, but I think it's too harsh.
33:41What? What were you saying? Huh? What were you saying?
33:44Just having a girly chat. Yeah.
33:50The atmosphere was... Oh!
33:52Like, it really took, like, the wind out of our sails
33:55and it was just a bit like...
33:57Oh!
33:58How are you feeling?
34:00We're good.
34:02We're getting better. Better by day by day, yeah.
34:05Yeah, there's been a few bumps.
34:07We need to communicate more and I feel like we're doing that now.
34:10Abbey, do you think Leisha's good at communicating?
34:13Yeah.
34:15That was a bit of a gap, babe. Yeah.
34:18I feel like...
34:20We'll see.
34:24Abbey and Leisha have kind of a tumultuous relationship
34:27in that they don't communicate enough
34:29or they don't listen to each other.
34:32Leave it. No more.
34:34Oh, deus.
34:36That did not go to plan.
34:38What's taxi in Italian?
34:40I expected Abbey to say straight away,
34:43yes, I can.
34:45I don't understand what that gap was between her
34:49giving the question and her answering the question.
34:52She had a bit of a tweak.
34:55She thought about it and I was like, what?
35:02Have you ever been to a dinner with that many lesbians?
35:05I mean, a football dinner, but... Oh, yeah, fair.
35:07It's a bit different. It's a bit different.
35:10Have you? Nope. No.
35:12Will you do it again? Nope.
35:14LAUGHTER
35:18What's the crack with you? Romantically, it's difficult.
35:21Everyone's, like, kind of coupled up, it's hard as hell.
35:24Sometimes you pull a short straw. Yeah.
35:26And I think I've been coming to terms with that today. Yeah.
35:29I'm feeling like a lucky number 13 right now. Oh, no!
35:41So, after dinner, I could say that the mood was kind of off,
35:45but it didn't really affect me and it clearly didn't affect Amy either,
35:48which was nice.
35:49Every time you look at me, like, I kind of get excited and it was weird.
35:52And I was like, mm, I deserve.
35:54I think that's kind of what reeled me in,
35:56cos usually, like, the attraction builds differently for me,
35:58but I kind of want to see how this one goes. Yeah.
36:00Cos it is different. But I think it's cos you're different, so...
36:03Can you take that out? Mm. You've got nice lips as well.
36:06Yeah. So you're going to kiss me or what?
36:19I'm glad that tense dinner didn't stop any new connections.
36:24Some connections, however, need a bit of amend.
36:28You were asked the question, right? Yeah.
36:30Can Alicia communicate with you?
36:32Mm. Does she?
36:34That's the whole question.
36:36It's either a yes or a no.
36:38You're making out to the group like I'm shit at communicating
36:41and that I don't listen to you when I feel like I fucking do.
36:47I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, like, pause and hesitate. I'm sorry.
36:51So much sorry as I can take, babe.
36:53There is a fine line between communication
36:56and having to have the same conversation
36:59about the same problem over and over again.
37:07I feel like you just need to think about this a little bit more,
37:10if this is what you want.
37:12With me. OK.
37:14I don't want you to...
37:16You're going to walk away? Yeah.
37:18I just want you to be happy and I feel like you're not.
37:21Alicia just made me feel so shit before going to bed.
37:25I just think sometimes I just don't know how to navigate things.
37:32Don't tell me our youth is running out
37:37It's only just begun
37:49Morning. Morning.
37:51I slept like a baby.
37:54Oh!
37:58It's the morning of the kiss-off,
38:00where each girl must decide to continue in their relationship
38:03or save their kiss for another girl.
38:06How's everyone feeling after last night?
38:09Got very intense.
38:11The girls have hard choices to make later tonight.
38:14It's a good day to have a good night.
38:16But for now, hurry up and finish those oat milk lattes
38:19because you have a note from Danny.
38:23Hey, girls, as you know, you are here to find a relationship
38:26that will last in the real world.
38:28As a group, I would like you to decide
38:30from a couple with the strongest connection.
38:32Please decide now. Love, Danny.
38:34What?! Oh, my God!
38:38I nominate...
38:40Anyone else?
38:42Oh, yeah!
38:44I can't say.
38:46Oh, OK, is that you?
38:51That was easy.
38:53Everyone better pick us.
38:55I know, cos they're always talking about it anyway, so, yeah.
38:58Do you think you'll be going to, like, a...
39:00Oh!
39:02You're definitely going to the girl's place!
39:05Don't gas it now, guys! Don't gas it!
39:08I think something from the corner, something nice.
39:11Something's definitely round the corner,
39:13but you never know what Danny's got up her sleeve.
39:18Have you kissed anyone yet?
39:20Yeah, we kissed last night.
39:22What?!
39:23Yeah, did you not know?
39:25No!
39:26But it was a good kiss.
39:27Yeah, it was a really good kiss.
39:29Why didn't you tell me? Sorry, I forgot.
39:31You seemed like you had stuff going on.
39:33I don't.
39:34MUSIC PLAYS
39:42Big kiss off tonight.
39:44Everyone's excited, but everyone's also shitting themselves
39:47and really don't want to see anyone going home.
39:51I couldn't really sleep last night,
39:53cos all I was thinking about was, like...
39:55We went over to, like, the olive tree,
39:57and she was, like...
39:58I think she was annoyed that I hesitated
40:00on the communication question on the dinner.
40:02She was like, why did you hesitate?
40:04It is just a situation where emotions are so heightened.
40:07You're reading into something so small.
40:09I felt so bad after that chat, I was like,
40:11oh, my God, does she actually feel like I'm...
40:13She was like, I just think you don't know what you want.
40:16Abi, she's been told she's the problem,
40:18and she's not the problem in this situation.
40:20I don't think Abi's doing anything wrong.
40:29This place is driving me crazy.
40:31I know.
40:35How are you feeling?
40:37Yeah, OK. Emotional today.
40:39Emotional?
40:40It's tough.
40:41It's a shame that it hasn't happened,
40:43but it's just luck of the draw sometimes.
40:45It is, it's shit luck, and, like...
40:47I mean, it's not a reflection on you,
40:49it's just a reflection on the time you come in.
40:51There just hasn't been that person
40:53that I've had that romantic connection with in here,
40:56which has been a tough one to come to terms with
40:58over the last couple of days.
41:01Been a bit of tension between, like, a few couples, I think.
41:04Abs and Nisha were a bit weird yesterday.
41:06Yeah, that's what I was going to say.
41:08I think there's just, like, a lack of communication there.
41:11There really is.
41:12I feel like they're talking about stuff,
41:14but, like, they're not getting anywhere, do you know what I mean?
41:17Yeah, do you know what you mean?
41:18I think there's just something missing there,
41:20but I can't put my finger on it.
41:31As the sun sets on the Masarea,
41:34it's time for the girls to face the kiss-off
41:37and ultimately decide where they stand.
41:40As much as I have an inkling that she wants to kiss me,
41:45you actually never know what's going to happen at the kiss-off.
41:48I'm going into the kiss-off tonight, staying true to myself.
41:52It's the only way I know how to be,
41:54and I'm confident in the decision that I've made.
42:00Going into this kiss-off, there are some worries there with Nisha.
42:03I did feel a bit hopeless. There's nothing I could really do.
42:09I want Abi to be the right girl for me,
42:12but I do have that speculation and that little thing in my head.
42:15It's like, is this the right thing? Is this what I want?
42:23Don't let me go
42:27Hold me in your arms
42:31Don't let go
42:34Forever and a day
42:37Forever and a day
42:40Goddamn! Goddamn!
42:44Girls, welcome to your second kiss-off.
42:53Tonight, you will reveal if you want to stay with your current girl
42:56or if you're saving your kiss for someone else.
43:04Anyone left unkissed will be leaving the Masseria.
43:09Our new girls Leila, Beth and Em will be joining us later.
43:16For now, Priya and Nay, please step forward.
43:27Girls, I'm going to ask you to stand back-to-back and take a moment.
43:33I'm very happy with how me and Priya are going.
43:36Each day, we just keep growing and getting to know each other more.
43:39If you want to stay with your girl, then turn and kiss her.
43:42If you're saving your kiss for someone else, don't turn.
43:48Girls, reveal your decision now.
43:53That's my woman, innit?
43:55And, yeah, I just know who I'm going to kiss.
44:03Don't it feel good?
44:06Don't it feel good?
44:08How are you feeling?
44:10I'm feeling great. Yeah, it's amazing.
44:13I love those smiles.
44:15It's onwards and upwards for me and Nay from now on.
44:18We couldn't be doing any better.
44:20Okay, Priya and Nay, get your gorgeous answers over there.
44:26First time on the love seat.
44:29Okay, Cara and Georgia.
44:38I'm feeling confident, but there's always that little voice in my head that goes,
44:42oh, imagine if she doesn't turn around.
44:45Girls, reveal your decision now.
44:51I just feel like we're in a good space.
44:53Any excuse to kiss Georgia, I will have, even if it's in front of Dani.
44:57All right, girls, take a seat.
45:03Abby and Leisha, please step forward.
45:10Abby and Leisha, please step forward.
45:14Abby and Leisha, please step forward.
45:21All right, please step back to back and take a moment.
45:26I can't keep feeling like this.
45:28I feel like she doesn't really understand how much the things that she does
45:33bothers me until I tell her.
45:37Relationships are all about trust, and once that trust is broken,
45:42there's no going back.
45:44There's no going back.
45:49Girls, reveal your decision.
46:00Now.
46:04Next time on I Kissed a Girl.
46:06Earlier today, you decided Priya and Nay had the strongest connection.
46:12There's no room in the masseria for fake love.
46:15Which couple are together, but their hearts aren't truly in it?
46:20The couple you choose will leave the masseria now.
46:25Savage.
46:27This is literally the worst thing I've ever had to do.
46:30Absolute gobsmacked.
46:31There's every chance that we're in the firing line.
46:33We've not really had the chance to prove to people that we're in here for love.
46:37It feels like I've broken up the masseria.
47:07I Kissed a Girl.