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00:00In this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:04For those just watching, I thank you for watching.
00:07Uh, if anything you say, anything you try to use against me in this video may, uh, cannot be used against me,
00:14because framing is a crime.
00:16And anything I, in this video may or may not be true.
00:21So, Shia, I'm getting tortured. I don't feel good.
00:26I've, uh, I think my heart's doing a little okay.
00:33A little bit better.
00:36The acupressure is definitely working, Shia.
00:40And you can actually see the difference that I have paralysis in this hand by the way it drops.
00:47However, you can't really tell, you can tell going this way,
00:52um, that there's, this is the paralysis hand, the way it, it positions itself.
00:59So, hold on.
01:03It, this one falls more down this way.
01:08This one, this, so, when I'm going like this, this one falls like that.
01:14This one doesn't.
01:16So there's paralysis in my hand.
01:18Um, so I'm doing the stroke acupressure on top of the heart pressure,
01:23because I think the stroke is putting a lot of stress on my heart.
01:28So, um, I listened to your video last night, Shia,
01:36and I got wicked attacked from it, which is typically the case.
01:41They started torturing me, but I kept listening to it.
01:44And then I played something near my root chakra.
01:50I still haven't been able to clip out the other people in the video to just listen to your voice.
01:57I've been too possessed to.
01:59Because I like to just put your voice down there to try to kill the demons that are trying to torture me.
02:07But I played this, and this is, uh,
02:14I'll show you the one that I played around my root chakra area on loop.
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07:00Yeshua! Yeshua!
07:06Yeshua! Yeshua! Yeshua!
07:25You can't always tell how I feel.
07:28Absolutely awful right now. I have like extreme headache pressure. I'm getting tortured and I
07:35Am sweaty
07:38My spine and back hurts I feel awful so
07:42I'm not gonna make a long video Shia, and I know that we both need rest right now
07:48But I have to continue because I'm not giving you
07:51I'm not talking about enough of the information
07:55But I'm very depressed. I'm very shy and deprived which
08:00Tell passporter said I'm very very shy and deprived
08:04And I listened to your voice last night, but they got they torture me and then I
08:10Kept playing your voice though
08:17And I think that's what I really have to do more of
08:21And
08:23I put the castor oil with the other napkins over my heart with the dress. I think it was the rosemary essential oil this time
08:34My toe is actually getting my toenail is actually getting better
08:40with the castor oil
08:42I'm putting I'm putting castor oil on it. I
08:46I taped it. I kind of want to show you that the green is kind of going away
08:58It's still very red under the nail bed
09:03Actually, this is it doesn't really look that good I can't grind it down now
09:08So, there's a bump in it because of the nail bed
09:16There's like a bump of red bump because I couldn't stop I had to stop grinding where that was
09:22But some of the green is gone and I think some of that brownish green color on the top
09:29could be actually
09:33Blood
09:35Blood
09:40I damaged the nail bed
09:44Could be dirt
09:46But the color in general the nail in general looks less I
09:51Think it's good that the fungus dying because it's a dark dark color
09:56I think it's possible to because this all needs to be all green here
10:02so
10:06I think the castor oil is actually working very well
10:19It's ugly
10:22However could be a lot worse
10:26And I
10:28Think that it was actually I think someone I think it's probably could have been intentional
10:34The damage of my nail bed
10:38So, I don't think it's permanent though in those podiatrists have lied lied lied
10:46They've lied lied lied. I asked them
10:50They don't they lie. They're all liars
10:54If there's one person on this planet, they're gonna lie to you. They're gonna lie to me
10:59And you Shia because of who we are
11:04You
11:10So
11:11I'm gonna keep putting the castor oil because I think the castor oil is way stronger than essential oil
11:17And that nail bed that might take months could take at least three months to heal
11:25So I went out
11:26And I got a bunch of street theaters public sciences, which is very stressful
11:31It's not it's more stressful because the AI they're trying to attack me with the extreme anxiety
11:38And they're definitely playing my voice
11:43I'm I cannot believe I haven't stepped in shit here and over two and a half years
11:50There's three shits right now in the parking garage
11:56That's
11:58Dog shit
12:02And
12:04Someone left their dog shit in the hallway at the elevator
12:19But I went to get my fresh food and then I went to recite the
12:25Violet flame invocation
12:28There's dog urine all over the ground see how it's like wet here. It's dog urine and
12:38Dog shit right in the corner
12:42The there's these they kind of treat the
12:47elevator lobby area like it's it's like a
12:50Area where the dogs can go to the bathroom. I've noticed
12:57So that's in the street theater
13:01In regards to here's the church where I kind of parked next to to recite the
13:11This is the
13:14And
13:19I
13:22Before I got that I got I had
13:25Those probiotic yogurt so much for Ralph's. I'm not going to trade a Joe's much anymore because they attack me. They're so mean to me
13:34Oh
13:36Yogurt so much for Ralph's. I'm not going to Trader Joe's much anymore because they attack me and they're so mean to me
13:43It's like more than not nice. They're mean to me more than not mean to me
13:49probiotics
13:50cottage cheese in this crab Louie
13:53salad
13:54We're gonna have to make lots of these shy because I really like this salad with the dressing
14:00It has comes with fresh shrimp and imitation crab with Thousand Island dressing
14:06Shrimp Surimi. I
14:10Don't really know why they call it Surimi
14:12But I think it was imitation Surimi because it did have a little bit of a different texture than imitation crab
14:18This was really good. This is one of my favorite types of salads, and I haven't had one a long time
14:24So I got that and then I went to
14:28So I went to Ralph's got the groceries. No, I went to La Jolla
14:34Sat nearby the church recited the invocation took some photos of street theater went to Ralph's
14:40Went to Marshall's to try to find a lunchbox
14:43Because I want to start getting I want to get like a cooler or a lunchbox and I got ice packs at
14:49CVS I
14:51Got two ice packs. I couldn't find a lunchbox
14:53So I think I'm just gonna go to Walmart buy like a $10 cooler $10 lunchbox
14:57Because the ones that I went to at Target, I went all over the stores
15:02So that I think of that kind of weird wore me out
15:06So I went to I parked at the church to the recite. I went to Ralph's to get this food
15:12I went to Marshall's try to find a lunchbox didn't have it went to CVS
15:17To get the ice packs because they were very cheap $1.50. So I got two then I drove all the way to
15:25Torrey Pines Ocean because I was gonna
15:27Walked and use your bathroom
15:30I didn't get out of the car. I was supposed to get a car but apparently something happened at that because it's a vortex
15:36Took a couple more pictures Street Theatre
15:39Drove all the way back then I drove all the way to Target to try to find the cooler lunchbox too expensive
15:44That's more Street Theatre that ends up getting a little mini cheese stuffed crust cheese pizza and a chocolate milk. I
15:53Just like kind of stuff myself with food
15:55So, this is the stuff mini stuffed crust cheese pizza the ice packs and that's the chocolate milk
16:02I was really I've been wanting to have stuffed crust cheese pizza a long time
16:07So I put that I actually ate this before
16:11So I'm really stuffed I ate all of that food
16:15Since I think I ate the crab leaf salad though and the probiotics at around
16:2010 or 11 and then I had pizza before right right before this, but I'm feeling really like gross
16:29I would say
16:38I don't know why I said my heart I can feel pulse a little bit more strongly
16:43But our hearts are very strong Shia. I had to be very careful
16:48I just get angry that we don't have it without we're not together. I just feel like we could heal each other so quickly and things would be so difficult
16:55We're not supposed to we're not allowed yet
17:00But in regards to
17:03Keep keep giving
17:08You know
17:10I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know
17:13I don't know. I don't know. I don't know
17:16Giving
17:20The grandson
17:24Signs and that definitely triggered you I know triggered you
17:29Triggered me. I think that it's possible. There's something sadistic happening between
17:37Those two that's affecting your shock area and
17:43Like you know how
17:46In a race
17:51She's not good, and I know you already know that shot
17:56but
17:57It's possible. I've heard that
18:01Something good came out of it because of the surveillance
18:07It's possible
18:10The grandson's soulmate found him to the surveillance
18:16And but that's a little bit of torture
18:19It's a little bit of torture for both of them
18:22So I know you already know all this they're telling you however
18:28Keep keep giving him signs
18:31I'm kind of just getting really weak with the lumarian technology and I
18:38Just kind of want to break and let to lay down, but there's just always a criminal that like
18:43Can that starts up attacking me? There's always like there's hundreds of criminals. They all taking turns
18:52So
18:54But you know a sadistic
18:59Sex when you like
19:03Suffocating someone or doing things like that. That's an attempt of murder. That's an attempt of murder so
19:13You
19:24Luckily
19:26I'm not going to keep talking about it Shaya, but it's not really my place
19:31To say something so I know that you are and
19:37People are very very angry that they have to watch this. However, it's kind of a symbol of
19:45It's not his it's not his fault. He's 90% possession. It's not his fault. It's not his choice
19:55So
20:01I
20:04Noticed another fake mask in this building on a neighbor that fell off it came off and I saw what they really look like
20:13Today
20:33It's all gonna be returned back to the cinder
21:04You
21:21So hopefully the surveillance will go the surveillance is going on other people not just me and you shine
21:26But
21:32But
21:42The hat by the way the hacker
21:46Was never liked he's black magic to get to do like favors with people to get people to like them
21:55He speaks about nothing to nobody bunch of fucking nobody's they're all fucking a bunch of raw food fucking weirdos
22:05AI black magic to try to
22:08get people like lots of like bots on the internet and just like
22:13Lots of AI magic black magic to make them
22:18That he's a nobody he spoke
22:21He's he's like a fucking nobody that spoke to a bunch of nobody's and in regards to
22:40So I gotta get a cooler a lunchbox for my ice packs tomorrow
22:45I
22:47Really like the shirt I saw a San Diego Wildlife Zoo. It's like these preach wild creatures
22:53Each vacation zoo
22:55However, they're not going to be treated as well
22:59In like animals
23:01Zoo
23:09They I mean they try so hard
23:12They try so hard
23:15with possession the interference
23:18It has to be human. It's gonna be humiliation. It's gonna be turned back to them
23:22It's gonna be revealed how hard they've tried. That's not my voice
23:27It's gonna be revealed shy
23:32And
23:34For that hacker to have humiliated me non-stop 24-7 to be walking humiliation everything I
23:40Experienced and went through just humiliated me every fucking second
23:4515 years
23:46You have to have some form of mental retardation to do that to someone you have to have some for it
23:51So it's not just all AI you have to have some kind of mental retardation
23:54It's not all like I'm just it's all AI that's making it like automated there's mental retardation involved
24:24You
24:39This is cut I'm sorry shy this is getting stressful
24:54I
25:13Had a tuna wrap last night a salmon wrap last night
25:16It's
25:21It's really stressful to go out to the grocery store
25:25Because yes, it's supportive and helpful that people know what's going on and want to help but they do this extreme like panic attack
25:33With the AI to make try to get it to stop maybe to get stopped
25:40So this is the difference between my two hands
25:45So this is the healthy one
25:49That's the non healthy one. You can see even the coloring
25:54See how that my wrist just flops over it doesn't doesn't on this one. So there's paralysis in my hand
26:03But you can see visibly
26:06There's paralysis in my body when you see me walking. I never used to look like that when I walked
26:11I never used to talk like this. I look kind of funny when I talk with my mouth
26:16Hopefully that's a demon doing this to my mouth to make me look funny
26:22And one thing when you one thing that you know
26:27When you see someone and they look like goofy and have just like a goofiness about them, you know that they're a demon automatically
26:35So this is some things I did for my heart child
26:39I
26:40Actually, I didn't do that. I didn't do all of it. This is a miso soup
26:46With the seaweed that I shredded
26:49molasses with hot water
26:50There's the rosemary tea
26:53this is a
26:55broth
26:56with cayenne pepper
26:59I only did the miso soup yesterday and the rosemary tea and oh, no, I did drink molasses
27:05This is the miso soup look at all the seaweed I I put so much seaweed in it
27:14I really like nori seaweed
27:18It tastes really healthy it seaweed it like
27:24Kind of connects in me to the ocean when I eat it
27:36I
27:37Thought this was kind of weird
27:40across the
27:42Across from this building someone put a cord between two apartments
27:54I don't really know what that is, but I thought that was kind of weird
27:57So I'm gonna work on the acupressure
28:01And the fresh food, I think the fresh food has been a serious issue
28:07If fresh food has been a serious issue
28:09Not being able to have any dairy or fresh food fresh
28:13Vegetables, I've had extreme eating disorder
28:21With my heart child
28:23Eating disorder with food
28:48So I don't really want to go up to get the fresh food however I have to
28:54But I just spent like
28:57$30 $10 gas $10 food today 11 $12 food yesterday
29:03just in those little things, so it's kind of
29:07I'm not gonna be able to do it unless I go to Walmart
29:11Then to get like
29:15Maybe some like even some fresh like a fresh salad to put in the cooler with an ice pack
29:23So I can eat at the end of the day and not just eat the food right because I can't
29:29Really eat all that food at once it's gonna. It's not good food combining for one
29:34It's just sits for so long. I can just taste the food still here. I can
29:41Kind of taste it still like it's just some sensitive wrong with my stomach where like you kind of
29:48Doesn't settle well
29:51Okay, and that's a very bad sign
29:56The food is the food doesn't really settle
30:01Completely
30:07It's not like acid reflux
30:11So I'm sorry if I acted like I was in a bad mood in this video
30:16I'm really really not feeling well. I'm very very
30:20I feel very demon-possessed today. I
30:24Didn't go to good night's sleep. They really kept me up until really late in the night
30:31Torturing me and I
30:34Didn't wake up. I waked up like if this happens to you Shana when you wake up in like
30:41My I my mouth sore from the extreme teeth grinding my whole body aches I
30:47Have pressure in my head I get I'm really like dizzy from lack of hydration
30:56Even when I like wake up and drink water in the morning
31:01So typically those nights when we're sleeping. We're not sleeping. They're like torturing us in our sleep
31:10So
31:16I
31:27Did not get food poisoning from that fresh food. Oh, I checked all the expiration dates
31:39And I did notice a difference in the mirror last night
31:44From all the acupressure I'm doing and some of the fresh food food
31:49When you have heart disease, it's good to have cottage cheese and yogurt
31:54steamed vegetables
32:05So I'm going to stop this video now and
32:08And
32:13It's
32:15I think that we're going to be together soon. I don't don't worry
32:21I know that we're gonna be together soon and we're gonna have a long life together Shana
32:35I'm looking at your pictures
32:38You
33:00So
33:02To do all the things Shaya
33:05What the thing is we'll be tricked into thinking no nothing's going on we're not dying
33:11We don't have heart failure. We do and don't like try not to get possessed into thinking that like oh nothing's
33:20Happening. I'm fine. You're we're both in extremely critical condition
33:25So
33:27I
33:30Think I'm having trouble because I think I stuffed myself with food a little bit too much
33:35But I I'm I'm having trouble eating like if I don't eat like if I eat like just a regular-sized meal
33:44It'll sit in my stomach for hours. I'll feel full for hours
33:50So and one thing that I'm kind of upset about is that I went through
33:56Like a heatwave summer with with the heat at a regular 81 82 83
34:0584 degrees
34:08This heat's really bothered me and these stupid little fans
34:13This little fan and this little fan. There's something wrong with that. It's does. It's not cooling me off enough
34:20I have this ice pack, but
34:23There's something wrong with me not being able to buy a normal-sized fan
34:29like a box fan a fan that
34:33Because the whole thing is all because this is a small studio apartment. I need to have a small fan
34:41No, I I don't believe
34:47This fan is cooling me off enough in this weather
34:53However, I am going to go use the ice pack and
35:00They were killing me though with heat for a long time
35:04And you're not supposed to be in 84 degree weather
35:09with a heart condition I
35:11Could turn on the AC for a few minutes, but it's like such a waste of money
35:16like just for like an
35:19hour cool off
35:21It's such a waste of money and it's gets really stressful to have a high electricity bill
35:32So
35:38Actually the one thing that I noticed too I
35:42Will get there there'll be feelings. I'll be getting like
35:47Like the fan will bother me, so I'm like sensitive to the fan air sometimes
36:02So
36:07Just do everything you can try please do everything you can
36:11Do everything you can
36:14Please do everything that you can for your heart and focus on your heart Shia because
36:22We got
36:24Confirmation that we have heart
36:27disease
36:29slash heart failure and
36:33You have other ailments besides that Shia that I have no clue about that I'd like to know
36:37So we have to be very very careful, we have to be very very careful Shia
36:43For some reason I feel like
36:51Well just be careful Shia, please and do all the heart
36:56Things that I'm doing and whatever not whatever things that you're doing
37:02Things that you're doing
37:04So I'm gonna talk to you soon. I love you. I'll talk to you tomorrow Shia. I
37:09Apologize for looking like crap. I actually I get like
37:14In a negative mood looking at myself looking like this
37:19It did some kind of AI to make me feel like I look like a boy with my hair back like this
37:25my whole life and
37:27And I can't do all hairstyles especially can't have that pulling tugging sensation
37:34usually
37:38But
37:41So I'm gonna
37:43Start talking to you too. I'll start I'll talk to you tomorrow Shia. I love you Shia. Thank you everybody for watching
37:50Thank you so much Shia for watching