Holby City 2009 - the death of Maddy - full episode
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00:30You stay out here, you're slowly going to bleed to death. Your choice. What the hell are you doing here?
00:43You have to trust her. She loses it. She needs help. A fellowship. Why don't you meet me in the boardroom
00:50and we'll discuss it. She won't be long. You will report Chantal to the police. No, I won't.
00:56I did not say that.
00:58Oh, yeah, well, that's her problem.
01:00He does look like Brad.
01:02No, he... He does... Well, maybe a little bit chavvier.
01:06Oh, one minute. I've just remembered something.
01:11Yeah, it's just...
01:12Maddy? Oh, God!
01:14Maddy, can you hear me?
01:16Can... Can we make them walk?
01:18We're crazy. OK.
01:21One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten.
01:27No pulse. OK.
01:30Hey, quick, I need help. Someone's been hurt.
01:33I need a crash call. Go! Now!
01:37What happened? This is how I found her.
01:39It's not good. I need to confirm cardiac arrest.
01:42She's got a pulse. I think it's faint. I haven't moved her.
01:44OK, you did good. Help me roll her, OK?
01:46On three. One, two, three.
01:50A single entry wound. We need to get her to the theatre.
01:52OK.
01:53A single entry wound. We need to get her to the theatre.
01:56Now. Roll her back. Slowly. There you go.
01:58Bag of these.
01:59Dear Hannah, it's great to know you're safe.
02:02But it doesn't stop me wishing you were here, with me.
02:06I've just got a flesh wound, so no harm done.
02:09But it's times like this you need your family close.
02:12You were dreaming.
02:17Are you still hurt?
02:20I'm fine.
02:22Have I felt better?
02:24Of course you have.
02:25Which is why I'm getting out of it.
02:27It's been less than three weeks.
02:29Some people would be glad of the excuse.
02:31Some people don't have their fellowship interview
02:34in exactly six hours and 42 minutes,
02:38seeing as Rick rescheduled.
02:40There will be other interviews.
02:42But I worked for the one three weeks ago,
02:45until I was rudely interrupted.
02:48So work for the next one.
02:50Go home. Take some time.
02:52Chill out.
02:55But it's very popular.
02:58Seriously, I'm fine.
02:59You nearly died.
03:00I would say that's something worth thinking about.
03:02What am I supposed to do? Sit at home and brood?
03:04Doctors make the worst patients.
03:06Masochism comes as standard.
03:07I need to check the wound.
03:09It's fine. I checked it in the mirror last night.
03:11You can barely see it.
03:12Better. I'm almost healed.
03:14Well, in that case, what the hell's all this fuss about?
03:16Dan, what are you doing here?
03:18Call me Dr. Bad Penny.
03:20I would have sent a card, but I couldn't find
03:22the sorry you've been stabbed section.
03:24So you might get a hug.
03:25A very careful one.
03:29Let me take a look at that.
03:34I see the problem.
03:35Inch to the left, and there would have been a permanent hole
03:37in the encore rotor.
03:39Funny.
03:40So you came all the way from Strasbourg just to see me?
03:43Why else?
03:45You just took a while to filter through.
03:46Seriously, are you all right?
03:48I'm fine. Thanks.
03:51Brendan Cullen, surgical consultant.
03:54Dan Clifford. My reputation precedes you.
03:57AAU, right?
03:58Real meatball stuff.
04:00I hear great things.
04:02So, out of here today?
04:04Yep. I have an interview.
04:06Which I have advised against.
04:08Why? She looks fighting fit to me.
04:09Uh, thank you.
04:10Yeah, definitely ready to play with the big boys.
04:12On which note?
04:16Thought you should look the part.
04:18I hope you haven't put on any weight.
04:20I remember just before Dad was arrested.
04:23He bought me a new suit for my interview for college.
04:27I felt so overdressed.
04:30But I wanted him to be proud of me.
04:33She was lucky.
04:35You do the op?
04:36I resuscitated her.
04:37Two litres in her chest. She's stabilised.
04:39And the catcher?
04:40Her. Some girl connected to Maddie's sister.
04:43Hannah?
04:44Yeah. She was in prison with her.
04:47It's complicated, which is why I don't think
04:49she should put herself under unnecessary strain.
04:51The longer you stay down, the harder it is to bounce back.
04:54Sometimes you just have to take the gamble.
04:56No matter what the odds are.
05:00Well, right now I know where my money is.
05:03WHISTLES
05:05Certainly get what you pay for.
05:07Coffee?
05:08Mine's strictly takeaway.
05:09My shift started half an hour ago.
05:12But, uh, I'll see you later?
05:15That's a date.
05:20I'll never forget how well you played the piano.
05:23I used to be jealous because Dad loved you play.
05:29I even started to take lessons.
05:33I was never anywhere near as good as you.
05:42Are you OK, Dad?
05:43No. In fact, I tried to stop her.
05:45Maddie can be headstrong.
05:47Well, he could pull rank. Tell her to go home.
05:49If she's one of my nurses, her feet wouldn't touch the ground.
05:51I'm not disagreeing with you,
05:52but maybe she just needs to get back in the saddle.
05:54We are due a quiet while.
05:55Ah, you know better than that.
05:57Cue word.
05:58I'm not superstitious.
05:59Right, shiftmates, all hands on deck.
06:02Paramedics have just called through.
06:03Multiple trauma.
06:05Three patients, burns, knife wound, possible blunt trauma.
06:08Let's get the resus base prepped.
06:11Not bad for a nutter, is he?
06:13He, er, comes down from the psyche ward.
06:16Music's supposed to calm the savage beast, isn't it?
06:18Though I suspect they've already got him mullowed on happy pills.
06:21I thought you were still on whole week air.
06:23I was.
06:24You had a good bath, did they?
06:25I got bored.
06:26I was watching my pizza for Pete's.
06:28Are you OK?
06:29Well, she certainly looks OK.
06:31Is this the real deal?
06:32Better be.
06:34Maddie, you know, I was going to come and visit you.
06:37I kind of hoped that you would.
06:38Honestly, it's just, you know, my shifts have been all over the place
06:40and I didn't even know if you wanted people to see you.
06:42It's fine. I understand.
06:43No, because I don't want you to think that I didn't care
06:46about what happened.
06:47I...
06:49I'm sorry. I...
06:51It's OK.
06:52I'm OK.
06:55You saved my life, you daft cow.
06:57Right?
06:58Believe me now, I've been trying to tell her for the past three weeks.
07:02Definitely sister material.
07:05Well, senior staff knows.
07:10That is beautiful.
07:12What is it?
07:14I don't know, but I feel like my life's been put on hold.
07:16Come on.
07:17Chopard.
07:18On the nocturnes.
07:23So, what have I missed?
07:25Hey.
07:26Wow, you were looking...
07:27Well?
07:28Very.
07:30I wasn't expecting you back so soon.
07:32I guess you can't keep a good surgeon down.
07:34You think I'm a good surgeon?
07:35That's a figure of speech, but yeah, sure, why not?
07:38Thanks.
07:40So, you know I've got this interview today?
07:42Yeah, I heard they set up another round for the fellowship.
07:45You know you should be chilling out?
07:46I want this job.
07:48You're not alone.
07:49I've had all the candidates up here, fact-finding.
07:51I don't know what facts they think they're going to find out,
07:53but you know what.
07:56You still haven't answered my question.
07:58I need to be back in the loop.
08:00What's going on?
08:01I don't know what I'm going to say. It's been pretty quiet here.
08:04I guess the big news is that Dr Green's finally had that sex change
08:07he's been promising himself.
08:08And I've been fighting him off ever since.
08:10I just don't know how you girls manage.
08:13Welcome back.
08:14Hi, Mrs Haffernan. I'm Michael Spence.
08:16I think you've got competition.
08:18Dan Clifford's back in town.
08:20Yeah, Clifford's in Holby?
08:21Yeah. You've met him, right?
08:23No, not face-to-face.
08:25That's funny. I thought you alpha males
08:27could smell a competition a mile off.
08:29All right, come on, then.
08:30Oh.
08:32Need reinforcements?
08:33Wow, I wasn't expecting...
08:34No, no one was, but before you ask, I'm fine.
08:37I'm thinking of getting a sign made, actually.
08:39Shall we? After you.
08:42Ah, so, Mr Baines, I'm Dr Young.
08:45I hear you've been a naughty boy.
08:52Need a word?
08:53Actually, two words.
08:55Dan Clifford. What's the story?
08:56He's here? Mm-hm. All the way from Strasbourg.
08:59Seems a very long way to come for a locum job.
09:01Well, I didn't call him.
09:02My guess is that his visit is motivated by
09:05something other than cash.
09:07So you can flirt with the frow lines,
09:09but there's no place like home, huh?
09:11Dance with the demoiselle, perhaps.
09:13So you know she wants to interview today?
09:15So I understand.
09:17What, you got a problem with that?
09:20I had my concerns, even before the incident.
09:23Yeah, which I thought you addressed.
09:26She was on her way to interview when it happened.
09:28An interview that you OK'd.
09:29Perhaps I let myself be persuaded.
09:32Ignored my gut feelings.
09:35OK.
09:37Look, we all know her history.
09:38I'm just not sure that this is right for her.
09:40She's stuck at this a long time.
09:42She has good hands.
09:43I mean, yeah, I know her judgment's a little...
09:45But come on.
09:46I just have the feeling that she's no surgeon.
09:49If we interview her now, set her on this path,
09:52then I'm afraid that she may live to regret it.
09:56Excuse me.
09:57I'm sorry.
09:59No, actually, do you know what? No, no, I'm not sorry.
10:02I don't know how you can stand there,
10:03passing judgment on someone like she's a piece of meat.
10:06Maddie's a great doctor.
10:07Maria, I know that she's a friend of yours.
10:09No, do you know, I haven't finished.
10:11All right? She nearly died.
10:12Yeah, and do you know why?
10:13Because someone followed her into this hospital with a knife
10:16and they tried to...
10:17You know, and the whole time, people like you,
10:18you're banging on about staff safety.
10:20Maria... No, she is part of this team.
10:23And this hospital, she wants this.
10:24After everything she's been through,
10:26you owe her the chance to try.
10:28Well, thank you for your candour, Nurse Kendall,
10:31but I think that our private conversations
10:33really are none of your business.
10:35Oh. Right, maybe next time, you should try having them in private.
10:38OK, I think maybe this is time for your break.
10:41I'm sorry about this.
10:42A bit of caffeine deficiency, I think.
10:45Wait, did you hear what they were saying about
10:46what they just walked into?
10:48Don't.
10:49She has a point.
10:54Everything OK?
10:57Maddie, could we have a word in my office?
11:01I don't understand what's changed.
11:03Three weeks ago, you asked me to interview.
11:06Well, now I've had some time to reflect.
11:08I feel that it's simply too soon for you.
11:12Isn't that my decision?
11:13No.
11:14I have to make the right call for the department.
11:18And more importantly, for you.
11:21You'll have another chance next time round.
11:24And you'll benefit from the time to prepare.
11:29Reflect a little, maybe...
11:30I'm ready now.
11:32I can't wait another year.
11:34Shop floor experience...
11:35It's the last thing that I need.
11:38If I don't move on now,
11:39then people are going to start asking questions.
11:42Maybe they should.
11:44I don't understand.
11:47Trust.
11:50That's what being a consultant means.
11:53Your patients, your team, the nurses,
11:57even the management.
11:59Actually, especially the management.
12:01If you don't have their trust, then they can't follow you.
12:06And you don't.
12:07Trust me.
12:11My problem is that, right now,
12:15I don't think that you believe that you can do this.
12:19You don't think I'm a surgeon?
12:23Which is why I'm asking you to reconsider this interview.
12:28Take some time to think about your options
12:30before you commit to a career choice
12:35that you may come to regret.
12:43What is it the proles say? Penny for them?
12:46Look, I bled out in there.
12:49Great legacy.
12:50Maddy Young, she came, she saw, she left Dublin staying.
12:55Three weeks ago, and it's as if it never happened.
12:57Good. No-one likes a brooder.
13:01Vic doesn't want me to interview.
13:04Says he's making a mistake.
13:07Thinks I'm out for the job, not just at Holby.
13:10Surgery full stop?
13:13No comment.
13:15Thanks for the vote of confidence.
13:17There was a famous quotation, Henry Ford, the car guy.
13:21If you think you can, or if you think you can't,
13:25you're probably right.
13:27So, the pertinent question is, do you think you can?
13:32Probably.
13:36Never let yourself be second best.
13:39You told me that, remember?
13:41Sound advice, a little Oprah, but...
13:44Yeah, well, maybe I should take it.
13:49Maybe you should.
13:53Ooh, AAU.
13:57OK, straight through. I've got this. Take the girl.
14:00Beth, 17.
14:01Burns to face, hands and chest.
14:03She's also got some cuts on her hands and arms,
14:05but they're superficial. We're the least of her worries.
14:07What happened?
14:08We're still trying to piece it together.
14:09The fire service is still putting the place out.
14:11Is there a scope?
14:12Over there.
14:16Who's that?
14:17Father. Phil, I think.
14:19Smoke inhalation, minor burns, that's it.
14:21Found him outside. Hasn't said a word since.
14:24He's been in before, though, right?
14:25Something routine?
14:26No, he's not on the system.
14:29Is he OK?
14:31Yeah, obs are fine. He's responding well.
14:33I think he's in shock.
14:37Maddy?
14:40She's losing her airway.
14:41OK, where do you want her?
14:42Right here. She needs a tube in now.
14:43What page, Green?
14:44He's in theatre.
14:45The second on-call anaesthesia.
14:46I didn't spend six months as a tube monkey
14:48to jib out of an RSI.
14:50We wait, she'll need a needle crack or worse.
14:52OK, let's go.
14:54Right.
14:55I haven't done it.
14:56OK, apply crical pressure.
15:02One of the sucks is in.
15:03OK, it's working.
15:05Right, this is the part where we all hold our breath.
15:14OK, she's swelling all the time.
15:16We're only going to get one chance at this.
15:17Shall I call Linda?
15:18I'm on it.
15:20SHE SIGHS
15:22I'm in.
15:32Sets are showing on the monitor.
15:34Tube in position.
15:36Quaker it off.
15:39Did I look worried?
15:40SHE GRUNTS
15:44Looks like a single abdominal stab wound.
15:46Chest sounded clear. She's in shock now.
15:47Stable enough for a CT?
15:49If you'd rather sit this one out...
15:51No, OK, there's a case in our theatre,
15:53so I have teed up Keller.
15:55How's the girl?
15:56Tubed, on her way to ITU, no drama.
15:58Good work.
15:59You called the burns unit?
16:00Getting back to me.
16:02OK.
16:04Did you speak to Rick?
16:05About what?
16:06Me, the interview?
16:08He asked my opinion, yes.
16:10Which is?
16:11Confidential.
16:13Maddie, I would do nothing to damage your chances.
16:15You have my word on that, OK?
16:16Yeah, well, he still doesn't want me to interview.
16:18Well, perhaps he's got your best interests at heart.
16:20I'm not one of his patients.
16:22No, you're mine, and I've already told you what I think.
16:25Rick's on the Kellerota.
16:27I checked.
16:28The girl's going up.
16:29I could deal with the father before I get scrubbed.
16:31You want to assist?
16:32I screw this up and you'll both be proved right.
16:34Save everyone a lot of time.
16:36OK, fine.
16:37You sort out the father, then you can go.
16:39I will hold the fort down here until you get back.
16:41SHE SIGHS
16:47Any more info?
16:49No, nothing.
16:50Do you know, I think they sometimes come here
16:52just to chat my nurses up.
16:55He hasn't said a word.
16:56How are the obs?
16:57All fine. Oxygen sats are OK.
16:59He's just not on planet Earth.
17:00Mr Goodridge.
17:01Phil.
17:03I'm Maddie. I've been looking after your daughter, Beth.
17:07Have you been to this hospital before?
17:12I heard they caught the girl.
17:13You must be relieved.
17:15OK, Phil.
17:16This can sting a little.
17:18Chantelle needs help.
17:21I hope that she gets it.
17:23And you?
17:27She has an abdominal injury.
17:28We're taking her to the theatre to stabilise her.
17:30We'll let you know of any news if there is any.
17:34We'll need carboxyhemoglobin, IV line,
17:37cocaine and morphine for the pain.
17:3815-minute offs.
17:39Are we OK?
17:40Yeah, we'll be fine.
17:41We'll be fine.
17:43We'll be fine.
17:44I'll be back.
17:51Maddie?
17:53I didn't expect to...
17:54Guess I must be a sucker for punishment.
17:5643-year-old female.
17:57Usually fit and well.
17:58Single abdominal stab wound with herniated small bowel.
18:01You OK with that?
18:02She was caught in a house fire,
18:03so I'll have to keep an eye on her from an anaesthetic point of view.
18:06All right.
18:07Can you tell Dr Green...
18:08Oh, he knows.
18:14Drivers, start your engines.
18:18Change of plan.
18:19Dr Young will lead on this one.
18:23May I have police this, though?
18:28And we are off.
18:30There's something about this case that is strangely familiar.
18:34You know, Hannah,
18:36I've always felt guilty about Dan,
18:38about what I did.
18:41More washout?
18:42It was me that caused him and Mum to break up.
18:44Happy, that end?
18:46Ecstatic.
18:48Suction.
18:55Tell me about the anatomy.
18:58Ligament of treat.
19:00Distal duodenum.
19:01Jejunum.
19:03Follow the ileum all the way round to the appendix.
19:08And then we go to the vetroperitoneal.
19:10Good.
19:11I don't know who stabbed her.
19:13Police are still working on it.
19:15Well, I guess there's a lot of it about.
19:17Sorry.
19:18I know that was slightly insensitive, even from moi.
19:22I'm not a big girl, I can take it.
19:24So how's that gender reassignment working out for you?
19:27Ah, there it is.
19:29Proximal ileum.
19:31It is a biggie, but I think I can close it.
19:36No, scratch that.
19:38I'm not happy with the blood supply.
19:41We'll go for a resection and a primary anastomosis.
19:44And soft clamps, three maximum.
19:58You'll keep an eye on her in recovery?
20:00Of course.
20:04I took guts after what I said.
20:07I want to interview.
20:11Wait until the next appointment.
20:13Work with me.
20:14Show me more of what I saw today
20:16and you will sail through with my blessing.
20:19So you're telling me...
20:21I'm sorry, Maddy.
20:25I'm telling you now.
20:31You were playing Chopin when I rang the police.
20:34Told them there was a domestic problem.
20:41I got my own father arrested.
20:44Ah, it doesn't work.
20:46They're waterproof.
20:49The humble bleep has been shown to be resistant to everything
20:52except global thermonuclear war.
20:55And stamping.
20:58He said no.
20:59I did a good operation.
21:01Patient died.
21:02Not yet.
21:04What the hell?
21:05I was waiting for the right moment.
21:07This is clearly it.
21:08What?
21:09I'm offering you a job in my lab.
21:11Cued about a million poodles.
21:13Now we need a fresh set of paws to move on to phase two.
21:16And you thought of me?
21:18You're decorative enough.
21:19Thanks.
21:20The Holby board is 100% behind the project.
21:23It means he'd still be on their radar.
21:25So that's why you're here.
21:27I came to see you.
21:29But you've always been a two birds, one stone kind of guy.
21:33I'm serious about this.
21:35One door closes, another opens.
21:38One door closes, another one opens.
21:40Get an MS.
21:41Come back, try, try again.
21:43What do you put in my streams?
21:45Never complain about that.
21:47No.
21:50Think about it.
21:51I just did.
21:54So hourly obs and check his BP.
21:57Ah, well, he's talking.
21:59But the problem is he can't remember anything.
22:01Great.
22:02I bet he's Plodd's best friend.
22:04Yeah, they're loving it.
22:05He hasn't been checked yet.
22:06Maybe you could do his neuro obs.
22:08Actually, I was thinking maybe I'd poke myself in the eye instead.
22:11I'll find a sharp stick.
22:13Want me to get London to do it?
22:14No.
22:15No, he's my patient.
22:17I heard he's talking.
22:19How's the wife?
22:20Perforated distal ilium.
22:23Bit of poo in her belly, but she should be OK.
22:25You spoke to Rick?
22:27Another year under his supervision.
22:29I did OK in there.
22:31No, I did better than OK.
22:33Well, he's a good surgeon.
22:34Many people would take him up on that offer.
22:36Yeah, well, not me.
22:37Not this time.
22:41Dan Clifford asked me to go to Strasbourg with him.
22:43Work in his lab.
22:45Research?
22:46Oh, he's been an animal lover.
22:48What did you say?
22:49I stalled.
22:51What do you think?
22:53Does it matter?
22:54Yeah, it does.
22:58You can do better.
23:02What?
23:03You talking about the job, or...?
23:05Chrissie says Mr Goodrich still hasn't been cloned, so...
23:12And again, four-letter pen.
23:16How many?
23:17Just one.
23:23Well, I'm ready.
23:27Well done.
23:30Tell me the last thing you remember.
23:35I pulled up.
23:37Parked the car.
23:39And then I saw the smoke.
23:41That's it.
23:43Do you remember what time it was?
23:45Yeah, er, 8.
23:468.30 in the morning.
23:48You're coming home? That's early.
23:50I've been staying at a hotel.
23:53Shelly wanted to speak about...
23:56I don't know.
23:57Not important.
23:59I've got to go.
24:00Bye.
24:02Bye.
24:06How's Beth?
24:07Her burns are significant.
24:09But with the right treatment, there's a lot we can do.
24:12So you tried to get her out?
24:14I think so.
24:16But I couldn't.
24:20And then I passed out.
24:22That's all?
24:24Shelly had told Beth that she was leaving.
24:30Er, someone else.
24:33I wanted to try again, but, you know...
24:36It just seems so bloody petty now.
24:39HE COUGHS
24:41Do you know how the fire started?
24:43No, I don't.
24:45OK.
24:48What happens now?
24:50I'm sending you for a head CT.
24:52Then once that's all done, we can get you on to the ward.
24:55OK.
24:56See, they think...
24:59They think I had something to do with it.
25:02That I hurt my family.
25:04Did you?
25:05I can't remember.
25:10Are you afraid to tell your wife?
25:12She's OK. I thought you'd like to know.
25:15Right.
25:16Sorry, yeah, of course.
25:18Good news.
25:19Oh, and, er, when Beth wakes up, you will tell me.
25:21Sure.
25:30Anything?
25:31Normal.
25:32He's got significant amnesia.
25:34Well, he could be lying.
25:35CT?
25:36I'd have to go on to the radiologist's.
25:39Do you ever get that feeling that you already know someone,
25:42even though you've never met before?
25:44Did some bloke try and chat you up with that line?
25:47Yeah, something like that.
25:48Well, he could do better than that.
25:50Doctor, did he say anything?
25:53One big blank.
25:55Can I talk to him?
25:56No, he, er, he needs a head CT.
26:00I'm guessing statements from brain-damaged witnesses
26:03don't mean you have any cases.
26:05He's a suspect.
26:06I need a hospital guard.
26:08Well, he said he just found them.
26:10We searched on the address.
26:11Three domestic calls in the last six months.
26:13If it looks like a duck and quacks like a duck.
26:16He didn't do it.
26:17Right.
26:18I'm serious.
26:20Yes, I am, aye.
26:22Very.
26:26Car keys.
26:29Sorry?
26:30They were in his pocket when he came in.
26:32He reckons he drove up, then managed to save them.
26:34At least that's what he's going to say.
26:36So why was his mother locked up and his car keys in his pocket?
26:39Doesn't add up, does it?
26:41You see a house burning down with your wife and daughter inside,
26:43but you stop and lock up your car.
26:48Dr Young.
26:50I thought I remembered the name.
26:52Did they let you back already?
26:53I knew the NHS was strapped, but, er...
26:55I'm fine.
26:56I want to be here.
26:57Sure.
27:00Just tell me when I can talk to him.
27:05You really think she'd sue?
27:06I would if I thought I had nothing to lose.
27:09On what grounds?
27:10Sexual discrimination.
27:11Oh.
27:12You revoked her interview.
27:13There's got to be a clause about that, isn't there?
27:15Hey, Jim.
27:18I really don't need this.
27:19Not after that fiasco with the Hewitts.
27:22Win or lose, it still spells trouble.
27:24Look, she's not ready.
27:26We both know that.
27:27But the smart move.
27:29Let her interview, then she fails fair and square.
27:31I thought you and she were...
27:33Oh, I'm right behind her, but then...
27:35This is too soon. She's not ready.
27:37Just let her try.
27:40Otherwise, you're going to leave yourself wide open to the lawyers.
27:45OK.
27:46OK, I'll talk to her.
27:56Maddy.
27:59I was hoping to find you.
28:03I've been persuaded to reconsider the interview.
28:07Again.
28:09You seem to have quite a few fans in the department.
28:12So it seems.
28:13So, you can take the rest of the day off for study leave to prepare.
28:17But I've still got a few loose ends here.
28:19Of course.
28:23Maddy, you understand that the interview panel is completely impartial.
28:27The criteria are very strict.
28:29I couldn't influence them even if I wanted to.
28:31I know.
28:34OK, well, good luck.
28:38She's chucked him out of his hair a few weeks ago.
28:40At least that's the neighbour's story.
28:42Not for the first time, either.
28:43Been a lot of raised voices.
28:46Are you saying he's a suspect?
28:48Always was.
28:49Burglars don't burn down houses.
28:51Is this scan happening or not?
28:53As soon as we can.
28:54Just let me know if he's going anywhere.
28:57All received.
29:03A wonderful world, isn't it?
29:05They've already made their minds up about him.
29:07Oh, maybe he's got a gut instinct.
29:10I know what you did, you bastard!
29:12You coward!
29:13Not here! No.
29:14OK, I'll deal with this.
29:21Wait.
29:22I'm Maddy, one of the doctors.
29:24Beth's sister.
29:27She's coming to stay with me.
29:30In London.
29:34Who is she?
29:35She's an ITU.
29:37But we'll be transferring her to a specialist unit
29:39as soon as we can arrange a bed.
29:41Mum was leaving him.
29:42I know.
29:44Phil told me.
29:48Did he tell you why?
29:49Your mother...
29:50He's hit her before.
29:51She never did anything about it.
29:55I want to see my sister.
29:57Of course.
29:58I can take you.
29:59No, I'll do it.
30:00You need to escort the father.
30:01This way.
30:04I'm sorry about what happened.
30:06I'm sorry.
30:07I'm sorry.
30:08I'm sorry.
30:10I'm sorry about Hattie.
30:15She thinks you hurt her mother.
30:19Police have checked the records.
30:20Look, we fought.
30:22Raised voices.
30:24She liked to throw things.
30:26I have never touched her.
30:31What happened at the house?
30:35I don't know.
30:37They're ready.
30:45Criminal mind, eh?
30:47Normal.
30:48I'll double-check the report.
30:51So what now?
30:53We can take him?
30:58Your scan is clear.
31:00But we still need to keep you in for observation.
31:02I'm sorry.
31:03I'm sorry.
31:04Observation.
31:06Looks like he's staying.
31:07He'll be going to Killaward.
31:08I understand.
31:12I want to see my daughter.
31:13I want to see Beth.
31:14I can't allow that to happen.
31:16Not under the circumstances.
31:18I'm sorry.
31:22CT OK?
31:23Normal.
31:24I'm just taking the notes up.
31:25Good.
31:27Hi.
31:28Saw Rick.
31:29You're interviewing.
31:30Good news travels fast.
31:32Look, if you need some help,
31:33I have some notes from my consultant with you.
31:35Clinical governance, that kind of thing.
31:37I'm OK.
31:38Up to date.
31:39Maddy.
31:42Clifford talked to him.
31:43Fixed things.
31:45He's only interviewing me, so I can't see the hospital.
31:48At least I know where I stand.
31:50I had nothing to do with this.
31:52You agree with them.
31:54I just want what's best for you.
31:56That's all.
31:57I need to review my patients.
32:03So, what are you?
32:05A consultant?
32:07Not for a while.
32:09Beth's stable.
32:11We'll be looking to transfer her to a burns unit
32:13as soon as we can.
32:16She's at college locally.
32:19I wanted her to transfer.
32:22Get away.
32:25She wouldn't do it.
32:28Even if she did, she wouldn't do it.
32:32He had some kind of hold on her.
32:35Classic daddy's girl.
32:38You really think your father did this?
32:42He's got to you, hasn't he?
32:44I'm sorry?
32:45He lies.
32:46It's all he's ever done.
32:48He'll lie to you, too.
32:58My sister.
33:01My mum left.
33:03When we were...
33:0516.
33:07My sister took it pretty bad.
33:10And you?
33:13I dealt with it.
33:15I can see that.
33:19I'm sorry, you don't need to know any of this.
33:21You make a choice.
33:23Live your own life.
33:25Or...
33:28Or...
33:37Try and make it all go away.
33:44Heard the good news, so when is it?
33:49I'm not going to ask you about that.
33:51It's a date, anyway.
33:55Besides, it's not what you know.
33:58I'm beginning to get that.
34:01All right, my negative voice shield is barely holding. Spill.
34:04I heard you discussing me.
34:06On the stairs.
34:09Maddie.
34:10And I'm glad, cos at least now I know what you think of me.
34:13You'd have every reason to feel angry...
34:15Thanks!
34:16..if it was true.
34:18So what? I'm imagining it now.
34:20You weren't supposed to hear any of that,
34:23but it was the only thing I could think of to make Rick cooperate.
34:26Nice try, but you've had, what, over an hour to think that excuse up?
34:30I've always been your biggest fan, you know that.
34:34Come on, what the hell do you think I'm doing here?
34:37All the hospitals in all the world, I walk into this one
34:40and I offer you a crappy research job? Come on.
34:43So what are you saying?
34:48I miss you.
34:52I miss you.
34:55BEEPING
34:58I have to go.
35:01She's bleeding from her wound.
35:03Pressure? Erm, 90, systolic.
35:06BEEPING
35:08Rigid. We're gonna need to bump whatever's next on the list.
35:11Right, shall we check with Rick first?
35:14No. She's my patient, I make the call.
35:16She goes back.
35:18Now. Right, call theatre. Right, I'm on it.
35:21And up goes her third bag from platelets RLs.
35:25How many units have we cross-matched?
35:27Well, that's it.
35:29Now, unless your intention is haemofiltration,
35:32may I strongly suggest stopping things at your end?
35:35Er, hey. Have you seen Maddy?
35:38No. I mean, not recently. No, I haven't.
35:42Can I give her a message if I see her?
35:45No, thanks.
35:49She obviously thinks a lot of you.
35:51We go back a long way.
35:53You know she's making good progress down here.
35:55I'd expect nothing less.
35:57Which is why I'd hate to see her make the wrong choice on today of all days.
36:00Whereas I've always found life to be one bad decision after another.
36:03BEEPING
36:05Theatre. Good talk.
36:09And music, please, sister!
36:11It's like a morgue in here.
36:13I haven't built my routine home yet, has I?
36:16Stabbed Abdo from this morning.
36:18Dropped her pressure on the ward.
36:20Must have missed something the first time.
36:22Ah, that's much better. Note the hidden message.
36:24A little help?
36:26Check your anastomosis?
36:28Yeah, all OK. Who's from the large bowel?
36:30Could be. She had a lower blood.
36:32Yeah, I clocked things up this morning.
36:34What do I do?
36:36Your job.
36:38OK, more suction.
36:41Could be retroperitoneal.
36:43I don't know.
36:45Right, pressure's dropping.
36:47There. Laceration in the aorta.
36:50It had tamponaded.
36:52Right, cross-clamps.
36:54Two for the iliacs.
36:56Two days.
36:58Why does no-one ever stab anaesthetists?
37:00Choline.
37:04Number nine.
37:06Number nine. All the way up.
37:08I've only got ten fingers.
37:10I've only got ten fingers.
37:28Damn, it's not holding.
37:30Right, no pressure.
37:32She's asystolic.
37:37I can do this.
37:39Pass me the thrombin' gun.
37:41I need the thrombin' gun now!
37:51She died.
37:53Yes, she died.
37:55And you know who killed her?
37:57The person who stuck the great big unsterile knife
38:01in her guts this morning.
38:03Not you.
38:05Please, don't.
38:09Don't.
38:15Rick, I...
38:24Thanks.
38:28She was 17.
38:30Her name was Marla.
38:33She was going to go to Manchester University.
38:35Economics.
38:40I forgot to check her amylase.
38:45My boss opened her up.
38:48She died three days later in ITU.
38:54Dan.
38:56Marjorie Quilter.
38:58We laughed about her name.
39:02She was two days short of her silver wedding anniversary.
39:06And I thought she was a hysterical old woman.
39:11Her appendix disagreed with me.
39:18I've informed the police.
39:20This changes things, of course.
39:24If you're going to do this interview, then you'll need to change.
39:27I can talk to Basmunt.
39:29No, I...
39:31I want to be the one to tell him.
39:35She'd lost a lot of blood.
39:37We...
39:40I missed the laceration to the aorta.
39:44The large blood vessel.
39:47By the time we got her back into the ITU, it was too late.
39:52She's dead.
39:56I'm sorry.
39:58And Beth?
40:00She's stable.
40:02Hattie's with her.
40:05What has she told you?
40:09It's not important now.
40:12Whatever happens,
40:14you have to tell Beth it wasn't her fault.
40:19That it was me.
40:23Nothing that happened in there was her fault.
40:27She'll be awake soon.
40:29You can tell her yourself. No!
40:32You must promise me.
40:37I promise.
40:46I want to make a statement.
40:52And?
40:54And Shelley was just lying there.
40:56Beth was screaming.
40:58Beth was screaming.
41:00She tried to take the knife from me, so I hit her.
41:04You hit her?
41:07There was smoke.
41:10And I didn't know where it was coming from.
41:14Maybe clothes caught the gas ring.
41:17I don't know.
41:20I was coughing.
41:23My chest was hurting.
41:25And I knew I had to get out.
41:27So you just walked away?
41:30I suppose the smoke got to me.
41:33That's it.
41:35I know he's lying, Hannah. I just know it.
41:38But why? Why do any of us lie?
41:43Come on, get in.
41:46Don't be stupid.
41:50He killed her.
41:53Yeah, I heard. Nasty business.
41:56She was leaving him for someone else.
41:58So he killed her.
42:01And tried to burn the house down with them inside.
42:03You have to let this go.
42:05None of us can do it unless we learn how to let go.
42:08Don't you see?
42:10Could have been me in there.
42:13OK, I don't understand.
42:17I'd come home from school.
42:19My mum was crying.
42:21She was leaving.
42:23For the guy next door.
42:25For the guy next door.
42:29She told me that I'd understand.
42:32That I was old enough.
42:35I was 16.
42:38I hated her.
42:41I hated her so much.
42:44I just wanted to hurt her.
42:46Like she had hurt me.
42:48So when my dad came home I sat him down and I told him everything.
42:51Like it would somehow make things better.
42:56But he'd just lost it.
42:58I was terrified.
43:00So I just ran.
43:02Just ran. Right out the house.
43:05And just kept on going.
43:09Then I got scared about what they might do to each other.
43:12I mean, I don't know.
43:15So I called the police.
43:17They arrested him. He'd calmed down by then.
43:20But they still arrested him.
43:23Their mum made some wise crack about the business.
43:26They looked into it, found out the truth.
43:29Systematic, long-standing, fraudulent practice.
43:34When Hannah found out, she...
43:37She couldn't even talk to me.
43:41She left home.
43:43You're taking this way too personally.
43:45I screwed up my whole family and now... Kate, listen to me.
43:49It wasn't your fault. None of this was your fault.
43:52It's what grown-ups do. They mess things up.
43:58We all mess things up.
44:02Look.
44:05The board have made me an offer.
44:09They want me to move my entire operation to Holby.
44:14I'll say something.
44:16What do you want me to say? Welcome home.
44:23No.
44:26Nothing's changed.
44:29You can't just walk back in here, click your fingers, and I'm going to jump.
44:34You fixed things with Rick, with the board.
44:37How do I know you haven't fixed things with the interview panel, too?
44:40Come on, Maddie, you're being ridiculous.
44:42It's not what you know. You said that, right?
44:45I don't want to play that game.
44:47A year ago, you said you were going to move to Holby.
44:51A year ago... Things were different.
44:55I was different.
45:00Dr Young.
45:02Is Dr Madeline Young here?
45:04Perhaps the toilet has been known.
45:07I'm here. Ah, I thought we frightened you off.
45:10Please.
45:14I see here that you work in an acute admissions unit.
45:17Is that a useful service? Definitely.
45:19We see patients more quickly and decisions on management are made immediately.
45:23And is that always a good thing? Of course.
45:26You seem very sure. I don't see the point in wasting time.
45:29So you've never operated on someone who didn't need it?
45:32No. Well, at least I hope not.
45:35So I assume you don't treat acute appendicitis?
45:38Of course.
45:40And you've never operated on an appendix that turned out to be normal?
45:44Well, yes, of course.
45:46So you've made mistakes?
45:48Clearly.
45:50But we all need confidence.
45:53Tell me something.
45:55Are you a good surgeon, Dr Young?
45:59I'm sorry, I don't understand.
46:01I think it's a simple enough question.
46:03Are you a good surgeon?
46:06Yes.
46:12Actually, I... I don't think I am.
46:15And why is that?
46:18Because I've made mistakes.
46:22Bad decisions that I'm going to have to live with.
46:26Sometimes I've looked down at the knife in my hand
46:29and thought that maybe it shouldn't be there.
46:33That person lying in front of me has trusted me to use it to save their life,
46:38but what if there's someone else that could do a better job?
46:42What if I'm about to let them down?
46:48So, no.
46:50I'm not a good surgeon.
46:53But could you be a better one?
47:00I want to be.
47:06Dr Emily Leeming, Dr Dinesh Jayaratnam,
47:10if we could have you both back in, please.
47:12Typical.
47:14I said too much in my interview.
47:16I should have kept my big mouth shut.
47:19Like with Dad.
47:22I never learn.
47:33Dr Higgs.
47:35Dr Young.
47:37Congratulations.
47:40Oh.
47:44Haven't we done this before?
47:47Yeah, maybe we were right the first time.
47:51I have an unbreakable rule, never go back.
47:53New one on me.
47:56Well, it's because I just formulated it.
48:00It's the definition of intelligence to be able to learn from your mistakes, you know.
48:03I'm a mistake.
48:05No.
48:07What I was doing was a mistake.
48:11You were always just this cute kid with a bit of a mouth on you,
48:14and I liked that.
48:18And you let me play the hero, which sort of worked for me as well.
48:22Kind of a screwy dynamic.
48:24Right, so I knew that if we became anything,
48:26that that would just get in the way, and I didn't want that.
48:29I really didn't want that.
48:33Ask me why.
48:35Because I have always loved you.
48:38Which is why I am here,
48:40and why I'm babbling like an idiot, probably.
48:44Cos I've finally realised that I just want to be with you,
48:47whether it's here or in Strasbourg or in Timbuktu.
48:54Truth is, it really doesn't matter, and...
48:59I think you should say something now.
49:02Guess what?
49:06I just humiliated myself by telling you I'm in love with you.
49:09Yeah, you did, but guess what?
49:12What?
49:13I got the job.
49:19Well, that's... Unexpected.
49:22Deserved.
49:25So do I shake your hand, or...
49:28Shake your hand, or...
49:31Or.
49:34Definitely or.
49:37Or.
49:52But bored want an answer before the end of the day, so...
49:58Do I stay?
50:01Well, you know where I'll be.
50:05The rest is up to you.
50:17It's OK. I'll take over.
50:22Hi, Beth. I'm Maddie.
50:25If you can hear me, I need you to blink.
50:29Don't try and speak. You've got a tube in your own pipe.
50:32So, one blink for yes, two for no.
50:37OK.
50:42Your lungs have been badly damaged.
50:45There's a machine helping you to breathe.
50:48Are you in any pain?
50:53Good.
50:55Do you remember what happened?
51:03OK. It's OK. Don't worry.
51:18He's protecting you.
51:21You did this.
51:22You did this.
51:25You killed him.
51:34Maddie?
51:37Phil Goodridge. Where is he?
51:39Well, I don't know.
51:40He should be here.
51:41Maybe Rick discharged him, or...
51:43He didn't kill them. Get the police.
51:45I don't understand.
51:46What?
51:47I saw you confessed.
51:49I need to find him before...
51:52I'll be right in.
52:23Beth?
52:25No. It's Maddie. Maddie Young.
52:31Have you taken these?
52:33All of them?
52:35You're still bleeding.
52:36Right.
52:37We're going to have to get you upstairs.
52:38No, no.
52:40Mr Goodridge. Phil.
52:42God.
52:43You've taken a dangerous overdose.
52:44We need to take you upstairs.
52:46I can't.
52:47I can't.
52:48I can't.
52:49I can't.
52:50It's a dangerous overdose.
52:51We need to take you upstairs.
52:53You shouldn't be here.
52:55You should be resting.
52:56Phil.
52:57Look at me.
52:58It's Dr Young.
52:59Maddie Young.
53:01Look, you're drunk.
53:02You've taken pills.
53:03It wasn't your fault.
53:04You were angry and upset.
53:07We all get like that.
53:11You have to understand, Beth.
53:13None of this was down to you.
53:18None of it.
53:21Don't lie to me.
53:22Don't you lie to me!
53:24Not now!
53:29Okay.
53:31Let's go upstairs and you can explain things to me.
53:34Help me understand.
53:35No, no.
53:36This way it all works out.
53:39This is the way it has to be.
53:41No deal.
53:42You can't just die down here.
53:44It's not going to change anything.
53:46Don't you get it yet?
53:48We're all dying.
53:50But the funny thing is, the closer you get,
53:52the clearer you see.
53:55Things that were hidden from me become
53:58as clear as day.
53:59What do you mean?
54:00Things that are hidden?
54:01Christ, I am cold.
54:04Are you cold?
54:06You're cold.
54:07Here.
54:09Take my coat.
54:11I don't understand.
54:13Who are you?
54:15Beth.
54:16I'm not Beth.
54:18I'm Maddie Young!
54:20Sweetheart.
54:22You have to listen to me.
54:25You'll catch your death down here if you don't put something on.
54:28I don't want this.
54:30I'm not Beth.
54:31I'm not your daughter.
54:41But of course you are.
54:43Don't you see?
54:45You always were.
54:50You always will be.
55:21I see it all now.
55:24We do things to protect the ones we love.
55:27That's all I did, Hannah.
55:30I'm sorry.
55:32I'm sorry.
55:34I'm sorry.
55:36I'm sorry.
55:38I'm sorry.
55:40I'm sorry.
55:42I'm sorry.
55:44I'm sorry.
55:46I'm sorry.
55:48I'm sorry.
55:51I should never have felt guilty about what happened.
55:54But I did it for the right reasons.
55:58I just wish I'd had a chance to say these things to you.
56:02To say I love you.
56:05Maddie.
56:07It's like, how much CPR chat can you take before you need resuscitating yourself, you know?
56:14Do you know?
56:15I've just got to do something.
56:18No, it's...
56:21Yeah.
56:23Maddie?
56:25Maddie?
56:26Oh my God, Maddie!
56:30I can't remember.
56:32Maddie!
56:34Help! Help me!
56:36Maddie!
56:37Maddie!
56:38Help!
56:39Someone help!
56:40Someone help!
57:10Maddie.