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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia.
00:04Hi, Shia.
00:06If you're just watching, I thank you for watching.
00:08I'm not feeling very well right now.
00:11I'm going to set the timer.
00:13So, uh, Shia, please, um, do not get triggered and upset about anything.
00:21Uh, what matters is, is right now, and we're still getting brutally tortured.
00:27We're getting brutally tortured, Shia.
00:32Okay, listen to the noise.
00:34We're getting brutally tortured still, and so we have to be very careful with our health.
00:41Because this is all shit from, um, that they just try to recycle and hit us with.
00:47However, I'm balding.
00:49I'm, I'm balding.
00:51I'm balding.
00:52I'm losing hair in my scalp.
00:55At a certain angle, at a certain part, there's a spot.
01:00I just put some essential oil on it.
01:03Um, my heart, something funny happened down here.
01:09Uh, there was like a real sore, stabbing pain last night.
01:14Uh, I was worried that it was because of you, because you were getting triggered or upset.
01:22Um, so we have to both, uh, not care so much, Shia, and be less stressed.
01:28And this is a very bad week for you.
01:31Because what happened to your parents.
01:34So we have to be, uh, very, very, uh, sensitive to each other.
01:40I just played your video on Lube, Shia.
01:43From 10 to 2.
01:49Uh, I played, um, Being a Vilefire.
01:53Luminary technology of my voice on Lube.
01:57Um, so yeah, my heart's faint again, Shia.
02:00So we have to be extremely careful with our health.
02:04And we're both getting older.
02:07And we're supposed to have children.
02:09So we have to be extra careful about, uh, honestly, if this is, uh, controlled torture.
02:24I don't think lumarians have complete control of the torture that's happening to us.
02:31Uh, we have to be very careful, Shia, because we're getting older.
02:36And we're getting very, very sick.
02:38And we have to be, so, I don't care, Shia.
02:45Um, about, like, we have to not care, Shia, about things.
02:52Um, by the way, with that, uh, CN child, 50% human, 50% clone.
03:02That can't exist in the higher realms.
03:04That can't exist after spiritual ascension occurs on this planet.
03:10It's gonna be returned to the sender for that little child, Shia, that agreed to try to kill both of us.
03:18Uh, they don't have, you can't exist, part clone, 50% clone cannot exist in the higher dimensions.
03:25Because it's man-made. It's man-made.
03:29It's not made by God.
03:31It wasn't created by God, Shia.
03:34So it can't exist in the future.
03:37And anything that you see, which, based on what I saw, it did give me some information and proof.
03:48Uh, but it, uh, if, but it also was triggering me.
03:54And they're using manipulation to try to trick you to try to feel so guilty and ashamed.
04:01That, uh, you cheated on Alyssa. You didn't cheat on Alyssa.
04:07Crime happened to you. You're a victim, Shia.
04:10I'm not going to be angry at you.
04:15I'm not going to be angry at you, Shia. I'm not, I'm really not lying.
04:21Um, please, you have to stop the guilt and the shame, Shia.
04:25Something's going to happen that gets returned back to the sender, 100%.
04:30And that, uh, that child will not exist after it is returned, after all of the black magic and witchcraft returns to the sender.
04:44It will be returned to the sender, Shia.
04:49There's no guilt and shame if it was raped.
04:52They're just manipulating your emotions to make you feel like, uh, they're just manipulating your emotions.
04:59And tricking you with the synthetic duplicate that's inside you.
05:04Let's focus on no stress as much as possible.
05:08They've been attack, verbally attacking me for four hours straight.
05:13It's going to, it's, the attacks aren't going to stop.
05:16However, we have to at least try to know that, uh, we've been evict, we've been victims of one of the worst crimes in the history of the world.
05:29Five percent most tortured.
05:36And this is a different, this is a different situation, Shia, than most rape victims.
05:43This is different, Shia.
05:47Let's no, let's focus on no stress because I'm balding.
05:53I'm balding.
05:54I'm balding.
05:59My heart is faint again.
06:03It's too hot in here, I'm going to have to get a box fan next month because these fans aren't enough.
06:09However, I don't know if fans actually cool, I think that's kind of silly that I'll take a fan to cool me off.
06:19I haven't had a good time with the heat in this room.
06:25It traps in heat easily because the sun is, I don't mind it, the sun, I need, I like the sunlight.
06:35I don't like dark, being in a dark room, but it's getting too hot.
06:41So I have the ice pack on my back right now.
06:43So I have the ice pack on my back right now.
06:47The acupressure is definitely doing something, so don't stop, Shia.
06:51And something's going to snap, something's going to snap soon, Shia, these criminals.
06:59And these rodents, these rodents in human bodies, they're like a walking hygiene issue.
07:06They're like a walking hygiene issue.
07:09And I'm not really extremely upset about this mouse that did sexual things to you.
07:32I, I, telepathic recorder told me it was R.A.P.E. and shoot a fucking mouse.
07:40You're like a lion, a lion alien, a lion, you're not a creature, an animal, but you have the lion, some of the lion.
07:52Lions are predators to snakes and mice, those two.
07:57Those two.
08:01This one is the three sons of the Mexican, they're a mouse and a snake.
08:06Lions are predators to mouse and snake, so it's not possible.
08:12And there's male entities inside, it's not possible.
08:17And I know what happened to me and what I got, Shia, you didn't get anything.
08:21You didn't get anything.
08:22You didn't get anything.
08:25And they keep trying to act like, no, yours was more grown up, your, what you got was more grown up, it was more mature.
08:34Because when I look at you, you're very comfortable in your body, that's what it looks like.
08:38But no, it's because I get comfortable in my body watching you because you're my twin flame.
08:43But they're like, oh, he's so comfortable, you're so comfortable around them, and it was like much more mature.
08:49And I know that's a lie, Shia.
08:52I know it's a lie.
08:56Anytime that happened to me, I got extreme embarrassment.
09:03Extreme embarrassment, it was over very quickly, extreme embarrassment, extreme shame and guilt, extreme uncomfortable, extreme nerves.
09:14It was, trust me, Shia, they're lying, they're lying, saying you were all, it was more mature for you, you were comfortable.
09:27And don't, they're, the witches are watching this, Shia, to try to trick and trigger you.
09:34They tried to do it to me all night last night, all day today, and they're not gonna stop.
09:38They have absolutely nothing to do, Shia, because of what they are.
09:41They have nothing else to do.
09:43The way I'm talking with this tone, like I'm like, the way I'm explaining things, Shia, they're using AI.
09:52I have full body possession, Shia, this is not how I would talk to you in person.
09:56This is not how I would talk to you in person.
09:59So please do not be fooled, Shia.
10:02Please do not be fooled.
10:05I'm just, I'm so tired.
10:08I'm so tired.
10:10You have to, Shia.
10:12You have to hang on and realize you're being tricked and manipulated.
10:16You're being tricked and manipulated, and I am too.
10:21And this lady is a fucking pig.
10:24This Mexican's a fucking pig.
10:28So, lion vs. mouse, lion vs. snake, lion vs. ghoul.
10:34Creatures, and we're not actually animals.
10:44So anything that happened to me, Shia, was very bad and very uncomfortable.
10:49And I think that happened to me, I say it to AI.
10:53And it wasn't really supposed to happen.
10:55And in regards to the criminal that stole your DNA, she's a fucking lesbian.
11:01Because I'm trying to think, how the fuck could they get away with it for so long, 20 years?
11:06How the fuck could they get away with it, because she's a fucking lesbian.
11:09And she likes her robot.
11:11She likes raping men.
11:14She likes raping men.
11:16She likes raping men.
11:18She likes raping men.
11:19And she likes her robot.
11:21She likes raping men.
11:24She likes raping men.
11:26She's a lesbian man-hater.
11:28And she's a fucking geek.
11:35She's a total fucking geek.
11:37And I can't wait to see her go to jail.
11:40I'll be so happy.
11:43She wasn't available.
11:45I didn't say she wasn't available.
11:46She had a husband that wasn't you.
11:48It was all of those hundreds of entities in the human costume.
11:54And that hacker had a wife the whole time.
11:58And they were both torturing me together, them together, to me.
12:09And this hacker stole all of my artwork, threw out my high school artwork.
12:13Because in junior and senior year, I started drawing fashion designs.
12:17I went to some art classes at an art school, a little art gallery, museum.
12:27We were teaching arts classes.
12:30I took art classes in high school.
12:32I liked art.
12:34Because junior and senior year, I started being more like an artist.
12:37Doing a lot of drawings.
12:38Doing a lot of drawings.
12:40A lot of it was channeling demonic.
12:44All of my high school artwork, trashed.
12:46Possessed me to throw it all out.
12:49My first full year, my first entire year of freshman year in college,
12:55I told my college friend,
12:58Can you please just hold on to this while I come back after summer?
13:04Because I can't zip up the portfolio case thing.
13:11There's a huge portfolio case.
13:14I can't zip it, and everything's going to fall out.
13:17That was all set up and planned.
13:19She stole everything.
13:21She would refuse to tell me what happened to it.
13:23And would not give it back.
13:25She ended up giving me a $500 check.
13:29It was all set up.
13:31She was going to give me money, and that would be her punishment.
13:35I hope she goes to jail.
13:37My entire first year, it was all special things in there.
13:41Food products.
13:43It was all my spirits.
13:46All my favorite things.
13:48I just could not bear to have it get lost in an airport.
13:53All things I never even opened when I was saving.
13:58It was like a spiritual theft thing.
14:00All that thrown out.
14:02All the rest of my artwork from college.
14:07All of my angel paintings from my mid-twenties.
14:11Thrown out, thrown out, thrown out.
14:14Everything is thrown out.
14:16I don't have barely any proof of myself as an artist.
14:20Being an illustrator, and a painter, and a fashion design illustrator.
14:24All thrown out.
14:28So, this stealing artwork is theft.
14:35And it can kill the spirit.
14:38Like that musician that stole both of our creativity.
14:48Creativity.
14:50Through boomerang channeling.
14:52That can kill someone.
14:57So...
15:07They treated me like a loser.
15:10They treated me like I was a loser.
15:12And they treated me like I was a loser.
15:15Like I was a loser, Shia.
15:18And it was all long distance.
15:24Long distance attacks.
15:26No direct attacks.
15:32Mostly.
15:35All indirect harassment.
15:38Actually, what I just...
15:40That statement.
15:42What I just said, that was very vague.
15:44So, it doesn't even make sense.
15:46It's just...
15:48That doesn't even make sense.
15:50Someone's trying to attack you the way I said that.
15:53All these public figures.
15:58Are a bunch of nobodies.
16:00And they're having a coming out party.
16:02I'm a girl. I'm a guy. I'm a girl. I'm a guy.
16:04And this is universal, Shia.
16:05This isn't just happening to us.
16:07This is part of killing our spirit.
16:10When it's just like us too.
16:12It has all these problems.
16:14It's not narcissism.
16:16It's isolation, kidnapping.
16:18You're all alone.
16:20There's no help.
16:22There's no one like you, Shia.
16:24Blah, blah, blah.
16:26It's a complete lie.
16:28And this tone of voice, Shia.
16:30And the way I'm speaking to you is not me.
16:32Just so you know, Shia.
16:33And they're trying to make it extremely natural.
16:40So I've been dying from this SCXUAL harassment.
16:45I've been dying from it my whole life.
16:4738 years of chronic SCX harassment.
16:51Hundreds, thousands of people.
16:53I've basically been sexually harassed.
16:56They were trying to sexually harass me to death.
16:59They were trying to sexually harass me to death.
17:03So...
17:34Sigh.
17:47My heart is sore today.
17:49So, Shia, please work on...
17:51I think we're getting a little bit weak because of all the acupressure.
17:55Just be careful, Shia, today.
17:58I was going to get nauseous if I had a cup of coffee,
18:01so I put some creamer and honey in it.
18:04And it doesn't make me nauseous when I put the creamer in it.
18:15And...
18:17I know that you hate my dad, too, Shia.
18:20And I'm happy that you hate him.
18:21He really wanted nothing to do with me my whole life.
18:24He embarrassed me my whole life.
18:26And this little bit of a vampire.
18:28I was always, like, fucking dead tired.
18:31And he's just looking at me like,
18:32Why are you so lazy?
18:33Why are you so tired?
18:35Maybe because you guys are stealing all my fucking energy 24-7.
18:40I was fucking near death sick my whole childhood.
18:43Fucking torture.
18:45I was fucking near death sick my whole childhood.
18:47I was fucking near death sick my whole childhood.
18:50Fucking torture.
19:00So I agree, Shia.
19:02I agree that you should hate my dad.
19:04I agree 100% you should hate my dad.
19:09I agree 100% you should hate my mom.
19:12And it's kind of sad that it takes me this long to finally
19:17be able to say that.
19:22They're not good.
19:24We have to get justice, Shia.
19:27We have to get justice.
19:29My parents are not my family.
19:32My parents aren't my family.
19:34They fucked with me too much.
19:37They messed with me way too much.
19:39And I like your parents better than my parents, however,
19:45your dad had a little bit of ego with
19:53a little bit of the status.
19:55And I don't think he completely helped you
19:59and neither did your mother.
20:02And I don't think he completely helped you
20:06and neither did your mother.
20:09Both her parents screwed us over extremely.
20:12And this isn't like the classic,
20:15oh, let's just blame our parents on our problems.
20:17No, they caused all problems in my life
20:20and ruined my life every single fucking day.
20:23They beat the shit out of me.
20:25And then they barely allowed me to survive.
20:28They humiliated me.
20:30Humiliated, humiliated me.
20:32Beyond humiliation.
20:39I don't hate your parents like I hate my parents.
20:43However, there's no way I can completely like them
20:48based on what they did to you.
21:02Are they gonna help?
21:04Are they gonna help?
21:06Are they gonna help?
21:08Oh, they're gonna help us now when we're near death?
21:12After hundreds of thousands of people tried to kill us
21:16and they all agreed and supported it and approved it?
21:19No, they're not gonna help us.
21:21And if they do help us,
21:23it's only because they don't want to get the punishment.
21:26They don't want to get complete punishment.
21:31That's why.
21:36My parents don't like me, Shia, unfortunately.
21:41And if they do help me once in a while,
21:45they have an obligation and responsibility
21:48based on what they fucking did to me my whole life.
21:52I'm fucking partially brain dead because of my fucking parents.
21:55My piece of shit fucking parents.
21:57And I'm not saying piece of shit parents, shut up.
21:58Shut up.
22:04I am pretty much, I am partially brain dead.
22:07I lost brain cells.
22:09My mother contributed in giving me a stroke when I was 16.
22:13At 16, my lips started drooping
22:16and I didn't notice until I saw something from when I was 16.
22:20My whole left side of my body went numb and tingly for days.
22:23So, my parents are gonna have a hard future.
22:28They brutally humiliated and brutally tortured my body.
22:34And embarrassed the shit out of me, 24-7.
22:45But they'll make me twist, they'll manipulate me
22:48and make me feel like I'm a piece of shit.
22:50They'll manipulate me and make me feel like I'm bad about saying this.
22:54It's the truth.
22:58So, all of my artwork is, all of my artwork is thrown out.
23:03That's extreme theft.
23:08All of my power is stolen.
23:11None of my drawings and paintings, I have no drawings, no paintings.
23:16And when I, I have belongings, I stole belongings at my mother's house.
23:21When I went back to visit them, my brother and my mother,
23:24they were trying to get me to throw the shit out or go put it in storage.
23:29And they were threatening that they were gonna throw it out.
23:35All my high school artwork trashed.
23:37All my angel paintings trashed.
23:39All of my college portfolio trashed.
23:42Because I was artistic, I was artsy, I was pretty stylish.
23:46I was interested in art.
23:48It's all like theft.
23:51And if you looked at the way I dress these past 15 years,
23:55demonic.
23:57Demonic possession.
24:00I didn't even know how to dress
24:02because of these fucking demons living in my body.
24:04And this isn't my tone, you see, and I'm shy.
24:11I'm shy.
24:31And I, there was an attempt yesterday in the hallway when I was going out.
24:36Remember I told you about the murder attempt, me going to the parking garage?
24:39And someone drove by with a really ugly look.
24:42Something was supposed to happen there.
24:45I was supposed to get murdered.
24:47And before that happened, before I left to go get my groceries, I was in the hallway
24:53and I saw this like AI mask.
24:56It was a female, old lady.
24:59And she was just smiling at me and I was getting kind of like,
25:05just kind of like, why does she just appear in that hallway?
25:10And so she started humming.
25:13It, it wasn't the girl. It wasn't a girl.
25:17It was an AI mask.
25:22So that was a very serious attempt.
25:26So all those people in the door that went off my door with the AI mask,
25:30I was walking by the one with an AI mask.
25:34I was walking by the neighbor with the AI mask.
25:37I had no clue.
25:39It was the neighbor, but then I walked, I took out the trash, walked back from the trash.
25:45And the girl with the AI mask just walked, like was just walking down the hall.
25:52And then as soon as I was going down the hall,
25:57she like turned around and walked out the stairway's case.
26:02And I was told by telepathic supporters that was not, that was not human.
26:09I mean, that was an AI mask.
26:12So I was literally inches away from murder yesterday.
26:17And they told me this is not the first time this has happened.
26:21I've been walking by the criminal with AI masks more than a few times.
26:26So they're freezing.
26:28They've told me they're freezing.
26:30They're freezing his body.
26:32They're freezing his body.
26:34Her body.
26:36Female entity.
26:38Male body.
26:40It's a rodent.
26:42Mouse.
26:48So I'm not happy.
26:50I don't like where I live.
26:52I want to go in the car.
26:53I want to go in the car.
26:55However, that's not always a good idea and safe.
26:58Because a lot of bad things can happen.
27:01And it's very uncomfortable.
27:03It's not comfortable to live in a car.
27:07Especially when you have to sleep in the passenger seat.
27:12Because someone could just approach the car.
27:16And like it hurts my back.
27:18It's wicked uncomfortable.
27:19And I basically just toss and turn a hundred times a night.
27:26It's not comfortable to sleep in a car.
27:31However, there's pros and cons.
27:35And I could put some kind of a mat on that.
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27:40I can put something under my back to make my back not bend.
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37:17But I couldn't dress like the designs I was making. Some kind of, some kind of, uh, theft.
37:28I, I like the, uh, I just need some, uh, I really like my crop shirts that cover my belly button and my stomach but are cropped enough.
37:41I don't like the long shirts. It doesn't feel feng shui.
37:45I used to get some legging shorts. I don't think it's going to cool down. I just looked at the weather.
37:50I guess it doesn't cool down until late November.
37:55I don't remember it being hot in September, October.
38:03So tell me how, what's his shiny, what did you tell him?
38:12You're feeling bitter too, Shia. You have a lot of bitterness.
38:20And you're very fatigued and stressed so you need to relax, Shia.
38:24And that's what I've been doing, Shia. I've been resting a lot.
38:29And even with the food research, I have to like not even do the food research.
38:33But because we listen to so much of the rakhias and the spiritual zana frequencies and all the being, violet fire, creative god desires, that can, that takes energy.
38:46And I think with the possession they do overdo it with me with sound to try to, well you can, uh, something like that can happen to you if you listen to sound 24 hours.
39:03So we have to take breaks from listening to things too, Shia. We just need to rest.
39:10However, the reason why I turn on these kiran and spiritual frequencies is because if we're getting towards the 24-7 we have to repel, try to attack it and repel it.
39:23And we're like channeling, we can channel those frequencies and the kiran prayers.
39:28Rakhias.
39:34I know, Shia, this is health abuse that you can't speak. However, you are speaking to help with this, of course, you're telling me.
39:40And they are telling me, Shia's dying, he can't take this. I'm dying too, Shia, however, I genuinely, we genuinely need to stop stressing out, Shia.
39:54We genuinely need to stop stressing out, Shia, and just focus on doing anything that makes you feel better.
40:01The food research makes me feel better.
40:03Does it make you feel better?
40:04Yes, it does.
40:05And you're being tricked, Shia, you've had violence against you. Chronic violence. We've been chronically, Shia, the way I'm constantly talking at you, I'm telling you things you don't know.
40:35I'm not doing that, Shia, this is AI. I'm not doing it on purpose. Just the way they just raised my eyebrow while I talked.
40:44I still have extreme possession, Shia. So I'm not completely myself.
40:49So, I bet the way, what does Shia need to know?
41:19I do, I do like your parents more than I like my parents, though, Shia.
41:27However, because they're helping you.
41:42Your parents are helping, however, they're helping.
41:47My parents, my mom was like my friend a lot, however, not at all.
42:12I know that anyone that messed with me messed with you.
42:28And, Shia, I didn't mean to talk about your mom like that. Completely.
42:38However, I can't trust anybody and I can't completely trust your parents either.
42:45However, they just need, um, don't just have sadness because sadness can kill you around this time right now.
43:04Have a little bit of anger. Have a little bit of anger what happened to you when you were a little baby, Shia.
43:12And what you were put through.
43:14Because both of our mothers kind of did a little bit of kidnapping and had us all to themselves.
43:25So, I like, I like your mom, however, I don't like what happened to you, Shia, what you went through.
43:34It's not just humiliating, it's complete torture for you.
43:39I've had an awful life. I've had an absolute awful life. And I know you have too, Shia.
44:09However, just, just, Shia, I'm not mad at your mom, however, if you get too sad, it can kill you at this point.
44:28You're near death, so you have to feel the anger, Shia, instead.
44:32It's called holy anger. Holy anger, Shia.
44:40And, um...
44:51No, they're trying to maybe blur things out that I have thought in the past and they're trying to control it.
45:00I'm not saying this in the video.
45:03I lied.
45:04I didn't say I lied.
45:09Shia, I'm not talking about, I'm not talking to anyone, anyone watching this video, this video is only for Shia.
45:15If you watch, you can be used as being a witness to everything that I say.
45:24And none of what I'm saying can be used against me, and I'm not saying any of it is true or false, completely.
45:35I'm not saying any of this is completely true.
45:41My heart's doing really awful, Shia. There's timing involved. There's timing involved with my heart, Shia.
45:48This is a very bad month for you. We have to be extremely careful. We have to be extremely careful.
45:53I don't feel like doing anything else but lie down.
45:56This is going on now for a couple weeks, so we have to be extremely careful, Shia.
46:03Yeah, I am very demonically possessed.
46:05If I give you, like, a certain tone in this video, it is not me.
46:10I am very demonically possessed.
46:12I'll show you some places to show you that's not me.
46:17Okay.
46:27See this, like, I look dead inside?
46:30That's the hollowness of, like, possession.
46:40Like, it doesn't even look like I'm doing it.
46:48Like, there's, like, no emotion. It's, like, dead.
46:51That's the possession, Shia.
46:53See how I'm talking to you? I'm not doing that to you, Shia.
46:57I'm not talking to you like that.
47:00And I do, like, talk a little bit like not myself in these videos.
47:07I'm not saying that.
47:09I have to stop this video, Shia.
47:11Please be careful, Shia.
47:13Please, please, please.
47:15Please be careful, Shia.
47:16Please, please, please be careful.
47:20Do everything that you can to rest and relax, please.
47:24I love you, Shia.
47:25Thank you, everybody, for watching.
47:26Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.