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Estranged sisters are reunited as their mother clings to life. The reunion fuels secrets from their past and present that could tear their family apart.  Stars: Alisha Ward, Cheryl Fraizer, Cherie Antoinette, Leslie Sheri, Marc G. Williams II Produced, Directed by Jerard Mckinzie  Related Keywords: The lies that bind us pdf The Lies that Bind Us 2 movie The Lies That Bind Us book The Lies That Bind us wikipedia The lies that bind us summary The lies that bind us full movie download The Lies that Bind Us 2 movie The lies that bind us full movie youtube Lies Korean full movie Eng sub Lies 1999 full movie lies korean movie, watch online free Lies 1999 full movie watch online The Lies That Bind Us book

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00:01:10My, my.

00:01:15You look well.

00:01:20I bet that thing has quite a few stories.

00:01:23What do you know?

00:01:26Come sit.

00:01:30Look, I ain't mean to disturb you.

00:01:32Oh, no, don't be silly.

00:01:34It's just a muffin.

00:01:37Come sit.

00:01:45What's it been?

00:01:47Two years?

00:01:49Seems like longer than that.

00:01:51Yeah, I can see that.

00:01:56You know, when I first met you,

00:02:01I saw a beautiful, intelligent young lady

00:02:06who seemed out of place.

00:02:13And I...

00:02:16I understand that you don't want to talk about what's going on.

00:02:20But...

00:02:23It seems that you've run out of space.

00:02:32I...

00:02:34I have a little time.

00:02:42Well...

00:02:45If you don't want to talk,

00:02:48you know what I am.

00:03:00And if you decide you want to,

00:03:03just to let you know,

00:03:05I'll be charging the hourly rate.

00:03:11Good day.

00:03:17Look, this shit ain't been easy for me, all right?

00:03:27This yours?

00:03:29Charmaine, it isn't mine.

00:03:48Moon around the ocean

00:03:53Heaven seems so far

00:03:58Is it my reflection?

00:04:02Here I am

00:04:07Stars in the sky

00:04:12We might be near the end

00:04:16Deep in the night

00:04:21Paint the sky

00:04:25All the dreams

00:04:30Run to me

00:04:35All the dreams

00:04:40Run to me

00:04:45Oh, the stars are out

00:04:50Do you remember that time?

00:04:54I was so happy.

00:04:59And you bought me all that cotton candy.

00:05:11Mama, who you talking to?

00:05:13I was talking to Mama.

00:05:16We was talking about the first time we went to the fair.

00:05:23I remember Daddy was so proud when he got us those tickets.

00:05:29You remember how happy he was, Mama?

00:05:32He couldn't wait to tell us where we were going.

00:05:37Mama.

00:05:40Where's the Mama?

00:06:10I'm home.

00:06:13I'm coming home.

00:06:20Do you remember?

00:06:31Mama.

00:06:43How is she?

00:06:50They told me she had at least a month left.

00:06:52I'm sorry.

00:06:54I'm so tired of people saying that shit.

00:06:57I know this must be really difficult for you.

00:07:00She's the only family I got out here.

00:07:02I know that's not true.

00:07:04Your mother told me stories about you and your sisters.

00:07:06I think she would want them there.

00:07:08I think they would want to be here.

00:07:09Pretty sure she didn't tell you everything.

00:07:11So you don't know shit.

00:07:13Your mother is dying.

00:07:15I know that much.

00:07:19How long has she got?

00:07:20It'll be a miracle if she makes it through the night.

00:07:23I think it's a great idea to call your family in.

00:07:26I think it'll bring your mother great comfort.

00:07:28Like I said before, you don't know shit.

00:07:31If it was me, no matter what me and my family had going on,

00:07:36I'd call them.

00:07:38Just do the right thing, Charmaine.

00:07:40My parents ain't never worried about this family.

00:07:42Fair enough.

00:07:44Look, it's your decision.

00:07:45It's not my place.

00:07:50I hope you find peace with this.

00:08:20Kiera, is that you?

00:08:47No, Mom, it's me, Charmaine.

00:08:50Charmaine, where are your sisters?

00:08:56They're not here, Mama.

00:08:59Where they at?

00:09:01The party's going to be starting any time now.

00:09:04Mama, what party?

00:09:07We got to throw Mama a birthday party.

00:09:11Don't you remember?

00:09:13Your Mama going to be here any time now.

00:09:16Mama, you right there.

00:09:19There's so much I got to do.

00:09:21No, Mama, look, you need to rest, okay?

00:09:23What you doing, child?

00:09:25I'll take care of you.

00:09:27But, Charmaine.

00:09:29Just rest, Mama.

00:09:59Look, I knew it was eventually.

00:10:08I just wasn't ready for it.

00:10:11The death of your mother?

00:10:13Everything that came along with it.

00:10:16Wow.

00:10:18What's going on in there?

00:10:22What?

00:10:24In here.

00:10:30I feel like it's just stirring up old wounds, like.

00:10:35Oh, it's okay.

00:10:37I need to make that phone call.

00:11:35Hello?

00:11:39Hey, what up, Tim?

00:11:41Look, I know I'm the last person that you want to hear from right now.

00:11:45Yeah, as a matter of fact, you're right.

00:11:47Look, it's about Mama.

00:11:50Look, Tim, tell Ashlyn she need to come see her, all right?

00:11:55She dying, Tim.

00:11:58And she been asking about Ashlyn.

00:12:01I don't know if I can get her to do that.

00:12:04Look, the hospice nurse says she might not make it through the night.

00:12:07Hospice?

00:12:08Wait, what you mean?

00:12:09What are you talking about?

00:12:11Just get her to come, all right?

00:12:13I know it don't mean much coming from me.

00:12:15Listen, look, I'll see what I can do.

00:12:18All right.

00:12:20Well, look, thank you.

00:12:22It means a lot to me and Mama.

00:12:26Charmaine, don't call my phone again.

00:12:35What's that all about?

00:12:37You got to walk away to take phone calls now?

00:12:41That was Charmaine.

00:12:45I don't understand.

00:12:47Why would she be calling you?

00:12:49She was, uh, she was calling about your mother.

00:12:56Apparently, look, the hospice nurse said she was going to see her.

00:13:02Apparently, look, the hospice nurse said that she might not make it through the night.

00:13:09Everything's going to be okay, all right?

00:13:32We'll get through this like we get through everything.

00:13:39We'll get through this like we get through everything.

00:14:02Listen, look, if you want my opinion, I think that you should go, all right?

00:14:22I know how you feel, but I also know how much your mom means to you, and there's no denying that.

00:14:28You of all people know I can't go.

00:14:31You know why.

00:14:34This ain't about you, Ashlyn.

00:14:36This ain't about Charmaine.

00:14:39This is about your mom.

00:14:42Only get one, baby.

00:14:47Well, I'm so happy that you can forgive me.

00:15:00I've done that a long time ago.

00:15:02All right.

00:15:03I think you should, too.

00:15:04But instead, you mope around here feeling sorry for yourself.

00:15:09I know we lost.

00:15:13OK, I think about it every day of my life.

00:15:18It hasn't escaped me.

00:15:20I haven't let it consume me either.

00:15:24So you need to let this go.

00:15:26You need to you need to let this go.

00:15:28I miss you so much.

00:15:35Your smile.

00:15:38Your laugh.

00:15:41I miss everything about you.

00:15:53I'm afraid.

00:15:57If your mom dies.

00:16:00And you know, only had a chance to be by her side.

00:16:06It'll push you over the edge.

00:16:08I don't know if I can go through that again.

00:16:17So much I want to say to her.

00:16:22I think you should go.

00:16:25Maybe it'll be good for you.

00:16:31OK?

00:16:46It's my mom.

00:17:12Why are you sitting here by yourself?

00:17:17I know how hard this is on your baby, but.

00:17:20Everything will be all right.

00:17:22You hear me?

00:17:24We just don't be holding our head down.

00:17:27I'm fine.

00:17:29I can't tell.

00:17:32You can talk to me.

00:17:35That's my sister.

00:17:38I don't know what I'm gonna do.

00:17:42Ain't got nobody else.

00:17:44I don't want to hear that nonsense.

00:17:45You hear me?

00:17:46Who else?

00:17:47I got besides you.

00:17:53Like Ashton got every right to hate me.

00:17:55But not here.

00:17:58My main didn't ever love them.

00:18:01And I just don't understand how you go years without speaking to your own mom.

00:18:07Is she perfect?

00:18:08No, but it's rules to this shit.

00:18:10I'm sure they have their reasons.

00:18:13I mean, you stop trying, though.

00:18:16We tell you something.

00:18:17Forgiveness is a powerful thing.

00:18:18You hear me?

00:18:20You owe that much to Ashley.

00:18:23One day she'll forgive you.

00:18:27You know, you're the strongest of them all, baby.

00:18:31Doesn't it make you like that?

00:18:32You've always been that way.

00:18:36And Kiara, she's always been the one to hide from her emotions.

00:18:42But you, you've always had a willingness to take charge.

00:18:48And there will come a time when Ashley and Kiara are gonna need you.

00:18:52And even though you fully understand that hell's fire will await the gate,

00:18:57you're in it without hesitation because that's the type of person you are.

00:19:02Don't forget that.

00:19:06Look, you just gotta make this right, baby.

00:19:09Now, I call Kiara.

00:19:10She'll be here when she can.

00:19:13And you know Kiara.

00:19:15She withdraws from anything.

00:19:18You just hope it's not too late.

00:19:22The truth is, baby, whether you like it or whether they like it,

00:19:25now is the time to come together.

00:19:29I'm going in and talk to my sister.

00:19:32I suggest you do the same.

00:19:34Because at the end of the day, all we have is each other.

00:19:39Okay?

00:19:42I sure am.

00:19:47Look, you've been like a mama to me.

00:19:50She is sometimes more in the home.

00:19:55Thank you, baby.

00:20:25You ready?

00:20:41I need to do this alone, Tim.

00:20:43You sure?

00:20:44Yeah, I'm sure.

00:20:47Okay.

00:20:49You need to take it home.

00:20:50No.

00:20:52It's the only thing that keeps me calm, and you know that.

00:20:55It's a fucking toy.

00:20:56That's what it is, Ashlyn.

00:20:58It's more than that, and you know it.

00:21:02I tried to be what that toy is to you.

00:21:04I guess I just can't cut it.

00:21:07You can't cut it.

00:21:08Only thing that's going to cut it is my son wrapped in my arms.

00:21:13So you can't do that to me.

00:21:15I can't do that, Ashlyn.

00:21:17All right?

00:21:18So if I can't do that, what, I can't do anything for you?

00:21:24Whatever, man.

00:21:25I'm unhappy.

00:21:26You're unhappy.

00:21:27We both are happy, so that's just what it is then, huh?

00:21:31I forgot my mom.

00:21:35I'm sorry about your mom, Ashlyn.

00:21:37I really am, but I need you, too.

00:21:42I'm sorry that this is the version of Ashlyn she gets in her final days.

00:21:49I tried.

00:21:50I tried.

00:21:51I did.

00:21:53I tried to connect with you.

00:21:54I can't.

00:21:57Whatever.

00:21:58You want to sit around and spin that toy, then have at it.

00:22:00Go ahead.

00:22:05See you later.

00:22:14Lo, I know you're still in there trying to fight.

00:22:19You've always been stubborn.

00:22:24I remember that time when Mama wanted you to wear that dress to Mimi's party.

00:22:33That was the ugliest dress I ever seen.

00:22:37You gave Mama a fit that day.

00:22:42She pretended to be so mad at you when you didn't wear that dress.

00:22:47But I overheard her and Daddy laughing about it when you said,

00:22:52I ain't wearing that dress under no circumstances.

00:23:02But the one thing I never liked is how does family keep secrets locked away?

00:23:10We wear our secrets like a badge of honor, and there's some days I just want to be honest.

00:23:23But the one thing that I learned from all this is at the end of the day, all we have is each other.

00:23:33We share each other's secrets, and that alone makes us sisters.

00:23:41I know all the good in you.

00:23:44I know all the bad in you.

00:23:47I love you outweighs any other bad because you're my sister.

00:24:17I've asked you to do things that I can never ask anyone else to do.

00:24:40Oh my goodness, would you look at here.

00:24:43Ashley, is that you?

00:24:46I haven't seen you in such a long time.

00:24:49Why you holding up, baby?

00:24:51I've been trying to call you.

00:24:53I want to talk to Mama.

00:24:56Okay.

00:24:59I'll leave you two alone.

00:25:02Talk to you later, love.

00:25:32Look, I don't think I can do this.

00:26:01Lord, I feel sick to my stomach.

00:26:03Let me tell you something.

00:26:05You have every right to be here.

00:26:07So does Ashlyn.

00:26:08So does Kiara.

00:26:10Look, the shit I did is unforgivable.

00:26:13Oh, you know all about forgiveness, huh?

00:26:16That girl in there has a burning rage.

00:26:19You may have driven the car, but we both know you ain't steered the wheel.

00:26:22I kept telling myself I was going to have to have this conversation with you one day.

00:26:28I just...

00:26:32I just kept putting it off.

00:26:39I must say, I better go see your mama before it's too late.

00:26:52There's so much I want to tell you, Mama.

00:26:57But if I don't get this off my chest, I don't think I'm going to get past it.

00:27:11See this?

00:27:16Kiara with me everywhere.

00:27:22I do it because Michael did.

00:27:29You was supposed to be with him that day, Mama.

00:27:34Not Charmaine!

00:27:36I drove that car.

00:27:38I killed...

00:27:40I killed Michael.

00:27:42I got to live with that for the rest of my life.

00:27:45Ashlyn, no, you ain't mean to do that.

00:27:47I don't make it no better.

00:27:48You knew she'd been drinking.

00:27:51You knew she was high.

00:27:55And you put my only child in the car with her?

00:28:03How can I come back here after all that?

00:28:07How can I look you in the face?

00:28:12How can I step foot in this house?

00:28:16I never want to see you again.

00:28:18Look, I love Ashlyn.

00:28:22That's why this shit is so damn hard for me.

00:28:26I love you with all my heart. You know that, right?

00:28:30But the truth is, you've got to carry that burden.

00:28:33Now, you can cry victim all you want.

00:28:36But the shit that's left is on your side of the fence.

00:28:39You hear me?

00:28:40Now, you owe that much to Ashlyn to release those emotions that she has towards you.

00:28:45Look at me. Look at me.

00:28:47No, no. You don't get to be scared.

00:28:50Not with anything like this.

00:28:52Now, you go in there and you talk to your sister.

00:28:57I see life is sad, Ashlyn.

00:29:00She ain't got no soul, just pure hatred.

00:29:05You got to make her feel something.

00:29:08Even if that means she hit you, you better stand there and take it.

00:29:12You hear me? You owe that much to her.

00:29:14You know I don't have no intentions of holding your hand, okay?

00:29:19I'm not here to do that.

00:29:23I'm not going to sit here and talk to you about the good times.

00:29:30Because the only thing I can think about is my dead son.

00:29:39I'm going to hold you responsible for that, Mama.

00:30:10Broken by those final moments

00:30:18How could I have ever known it

00:30:24We were meant to be until the end

00:30:35You left behind a shattered mess of love and happiness

00:30:43An endless nightmare as I try to make the pieces fit

00:30:52The ghost of you possesses me

00:31:01Torments my mind, haunts my dreams

00:31:08When will I be seeing you again?

00:31:14So, is that the reason you went to prison?

00:31:21Jesus Christ.

00:31:27How did that go?

00:31:31Shit hit the fan.

00:31:34Who the fuck did I put it in?

00:31:39Fuck.

00:31:41How long are we going to do this?

00:31:44What?

00:31:46We've been doing this all our lives.

00:31:48Running from the things we need to face.

00:31:52Things we've done.

00:31:55I don't know how to face you, alright?

00:31:57I don't know what to say to you.

00:31:58Because you can't.

00:32:00Ain't shit you can't say.

00:32:09Remember this?

00:32:13Yeah.

00:32:15I know you remember.

00:32:22Where'd you get that?

00:32:23It doesn't matter.

00:32:24The point is, Michael should have it.

00:32:28Because of you, he doesn't.

00:32:30Because of Mama?

00:32:31Look, Mama ain't have shit to do with it.

00:32:33I ain't going home with a fucking drunk.

00:32:35I shouldn't even be talking to you right now.

00:32:39As far as I'm concerned, my sister died in that car with my fucking son.

00:32:46Yeah.

00:32:48It ain't right.

00:32:49Why you here?

00:32:50And he ain't.

00:32:51I want you to tell me where my son is.

00:32:53Man, you know where your son is.

00:32:55Okay?

00:32:57I want to hear you fucking say it!

00:33:00I want to hear you say it, bitch.

00:33:04Get off of me.

00:33:05Fuck off of me.

00:33:10I want to hear you say it.

00:33:12Look, he dead, alright?

00:33:18Look, I didn't mean to.

00:33:23He was hungry, so I went down the street to get him something to eat.

00:33:27Look, Mama didn't know.

00:33:28She thought he was outside.

00:33:34If I would have seen that truck coming, Ashlyn, I would have did something.

00:33:38Anything.

00:33:39But you didn't.

00:33:40Because you was too fucking drunk.

00:33:51So...

00:33:54What did I miss?

00:34:10What did you do?

00:34:14I'm sad, Mama.

00:34:31I had so many chances to do right.

00:34:37I was just so afraid.

00:34:42What was I going to do?

00:34:48I need to know the truth.

00:34:54This...

00:34:57This is my fault.

00:35:03I failed them.

00:35:09I'm sorry.

00:35:14It's not me.

00:35:20It's not...

00:35:39It's not...

00:35:59It's not...

00:36:28Ashlyn, I...

00:36:34I can't imagine how you feel right now.

00:36:38How are you?

00:36:41To be honest, I'm a mess.

00:36:46I just...

00:36:51This isn't easy for me, you know?

00:36:57You were right to get out when you did.

00:37:01Mama always did choose Charmaine.

00:37:04Every time.

00:37:06I, uh...

00:37:11I can't imagine what you might be feeling right now.

00:37:15But Ashlyn, I had to escape it all.

00:37:20I'm glad you could escape it.

00:37:24I tried.

00:37:26I tried.

00:37:28Hell, I thought of so many different ways to escape it.

00:37:34One time, I took a handful of pills.

00:37:40I thought...

00:37:45Just die peacefully in my sleep.

00:37:52Woke up the next morning with a hell of a headache.

00:37:59But I liked it.

00:38:01I liked it.

00:38:06So the next time I took four or five Percocets,

00:38:11I decided I'd go for a little drive.

00:38:16Everything was a blur.

00:38:18Couldn't even see my hand in front of my face.

00:38:24One thing I did see, vividly,

00:38:27was an 18-wheel truck heading in my direction.

00:38:34I just...

00:38:36I grabbed the steering wheel.

00:38:38I veered it over.

00:38:41And I finally let go.

00:38:49I was almost to that point, and I just...

00:38:55grabbed the wheel,

00:38:58pulled over to the side of the road,

00:39:00and cried like I'd never cried before.

00:39:07Going through what I went through...

00:39:12is worse than dying.

00:39:17I can't escape it.

00:39:23So whatever it is...

00:39:27you're running from...

00:39:31now's the time to face it.

00:39:36Um...

00:39:39I gotta take this.

00:40:06Listen, no. No!

00:40:09Look, just have them fax the papers over to my office,

00:40:12and I'll be about here later on tonight to get them.

00:40:15Yeah, I'm not gonna be here much longer anyway.

00:40:18I really shouldn't have came in first place.

00:40:21Kiara! I know you hear me calling.

00:40:24Uh, hey, I'm gonna have to call you back.

00:40:27All right.

00:40:30Leaving so soon?

00:40:33I knew it was gonna be like this.

00:40:36Look, I'm just not here for the drama and all the awkwardness.

00:40:41So you don't have time for family?

00:40:45Family?

00:40:47That's what I said.

00:40:49You call this family?

00:40:52This hasn't felt like family in a long time.

00:40:57And how would you know?

00:40:59You left and never came back.

00:41:01I practically had to beg you to come.

00:41:04And out of respect for you, Auntie Cheryl...

00:41:07I'm here.

00:41:09And now you're leaving.

00:41:12Guess I'll see you in another five years.

00:41:15Yeah.

00:41:18Guess so.

00:41:22Why didn't anybody tell me about Mama?

00:41:27That was your mama's decision.

00:41:30I was against it, but she was adamant.

00:41:34She talked about you all the time.

00:41:37She was always saying how proud she was of you.

00:41:41You talk about Mama as if she was a saint.

00:41:44I know she is.

00:41:47You talk about Mama as if she was a saint.

00:41:50I know she ain't no saint.

00:41:52None of us are.

00:41:55We all have our secrets.

00:41:57Yeah, you're right about that one.

00:42:01You know what someone once told me?

00:42:04The only difference between a beast and a coward...

00:42:09is that a coward will cover your mouth while you scream and help you dispose of a body.

00:42:14See, at the end of the day...

00:42:17a coward only thinks of himself.

00:42:20I ain't covering for your mama.

00:42:22And I'm not talking about you.

00:42:24So what you saying, Kiara?

00:42:25I'm just...

00:42:26Nothing.

00:42:27I ain't saying nothing.

00:42:30That's what we do best, right?

00:42:32Even if I did, who would listen to me? Huh?

00:42:35So that's why you stayed away for so long?

00:42:38Well, you a coward too.

00:42:42As am I.

00:42:46You know, your mom and I, we didn't always see eye to eye on things.

00:42:51Yeah, she told me some things in confidence.

00:42:54There's some things I agree with and...

00:42:57there's some things that I promise I'll take to my grave because that's my sister.

00:43:03But I ran too.

00:43:07I didn't talk to Loretta for years.

00:43:11It was always something that brought us back together.

00:43:28And what were those things?

00:43:31I can't tell you that, Kiara.

00:43:33What were those things that she told you?

00:43:34How can I tell you that?

00:43:37Because you were ashamed too, right?

00:43:40Well, so is Mama!

00:44:01I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, okay?

00:44:11I just have one question.

00:44:19How long did she know that he was doing those things to us?

00:44:26Just go on and ask yourself.

00:44:28You won't answer the questions that are fading away in this house as we speak.

00:44:32And you're asking me questions that I just don't have the answers to.

00:44:38Quite frankly, I don't think it's my place to tell you.

00:44:41So go in there and talk to your Mama.

00:44:48No.

00:44:51I'm...

00:44:53I'm not ready to see her yet.

00:44:56It's your choice, Kiara.

00:44:58Yeah.

00:45:00It is my choice, right?

00:45:02I've been making it for a long time, I suppose.

00:45:04Back when shit wasn't my choice!

00:45:34I'm sorry.

00:46:04I'm sorry.

00:46:20Ashley, don't.

00:46:23Just don't talk to me.

00:46:28Look, tell me what I can do, Ashley.

00:46:30I don't know what to do or to say to you to make things right between us.

00:46:34All right? I love you, man.

00:46:39Honestly, I wish it was me instead of Michael, all right?

00:46:43I love that boy.

00:46:46You know that.

00:46:49Just don't talk to me right now, Charmaine.

00:46:52I just had this moment.

00:46:54You ain't gotta be alone, Ashley.

00:46:56I've been alone.

00:46:58Get away from me.

00:47:03So ain't no fixing this?

00:47:05What you think?

00:47:07Hmm?

00:47:09Can't imagine what I feel right now.

00:47:12Look, sis, I ain't dead.

00:47:15I'm right here.

00:47:24You wanna tell me what this is?

00:47:26What you doing with that?

00:47:28You ain't got no right to go through my shit!

00:47:30What the fuck is that, Charmaine?

00:47:34Why you write all that shit in there?

00:47:40You know how I felt.

00:47:43Why would you do that?

00:47:46I go see a counselor every week to make sure I'm on the up and up, all right?

00:47:50And he thought it'd be a good idea to write my thoughts down and shit.

00:47:54What the fuck does a stranger know about our family?

00:47:58He know everything we never talk about.

00:48:01He know about everything.

00:48:03So he know everything that happened to me and you?

00:48:08Like I said, he know everything we never talk about, Kiara.

00:48:12Goddamn you, Charmaine!

00:48:17Me and you thought that we would take this shit to our grave.

00:48:20You understand?

00:48:21We said we would never tell the soul.

00:48:24How dare you break my trust like that?

00:48:27What are y'all talking about?

00:48:31Put us right.

00:48:35You don't know, do you, sis?

00:48:38What the hell is right here in this notebook?

00:48:40Give me the fucking notebook!

00:48:41Fuck away from me.

00:48:46Give me the notebook.

00:48:49Let me see the notebook.

00:48:53You owe me that much.

00:48:56Fuck Charmaine! Give me the notebook!

00:49:18Why are you sleeping like that?

00:49:30Loretta.

00:49:34Loretta.

00:49:40Loretta, no.

00:49:49This ain't how you wanted to go, Loretta.

00:49:53This ain't right.

00:49:56This ain't right. You had to die alone.

00:50:03I was looking for an answer from you.

00:50:08And now it's on me.

00:50:19I don't like this.

00:50:21You still want to destroy everything?

00:50:25Why you want to add more gasoline?

00:50:27Everything around you already ashes, Charmaine.

00:50:29Everything in that journal is a god on his truth.

00:50:35You want to know why I'm the way I am?

00:50:37Read it from front to back.

00:50:39Better tell you everything you need to know about me.

00:50:41How dare you sit there and tell them lies on my daddy?

00:50:44My dad ain't never did nothing to you.

00:50:49Here.

00:50:51You're not angry.

00:50:54Y'all been lying on daddy.

00:51:00She's telling the truth, Ashlyn.

00:51:13Not my daddy.

00:51:15My daddy...

00:51:17My daddy ain't never laid a hand on you.

00:51:19You don't understand how it feels

00:51:22for a man you're supposed to love unconditionally do vile things to you.

00:51:29You're right about one thing.

00:51:32I'll never understand what that was like for you.

00:51:36And you will never understand how that was for me.

00:51:40Stop, stop, stop!

00:51:41It's the truth, Ashlyn.

00:51:43But we never talk about it.

00:51:45You shut down, and Kiera, you run from it.

00:51:49So I'm the one that's left to take it.

00:51:52And we never talk about it.

00:51:59A hero.

00:52:02That's what I thought my daddy was.

00:52:05Instead, he became the worst man that I ever known.

00:52:09So that day, I vowed to myself

00:52:12that I'd never let another man get close to me.

00:52:18So instead of talking about it,

00:52:21I'm right about it.

00:52:25But you know the truth is,

00:52:29we all got something we're running from.

00:52:32We just do it differently.

00:52:34We just do it differently.

00:52:39So yeah,

00:52:41I try every day

00:52:44not to think about what our father did to me and Kiera.

00:52:51So yeah,

00:52:53the drugs did the trick.

00:52:56Alcohol even better.

00:52:58Don't you dare use that as an excuse, Charmaine.

00:53:01Don't you fucking dare use it!

00:53:04You know what?

00:53:07Maybe you would've realized it

00:53:10if you wasn't too busy sleeping with men whose name wasn't Timothy.

00:53:17Fuck you.

00:53:19What's she talking about, Ashlyn?

00:53:24I didn't mean to say that, all right?

00:53:26I'm sorry.

00:53:27I didn't mean to say that, all right?

00:53:29I'm sorry.

00:53:33You know what?

00:53:37I'm out of here.

00:53:41Kiera, take me with you.

00:53:42Wait, what about Mama?

00:53:45I mean, fuck your Mama!

00:53:52Kiera.

00:53:55What's wrong?

00:53:58No, no, no.

00:54:00No, no, no, no.

00:54:06What's wrong?

00:54:09No.

00:54:27No.

00:54:57Here I stand

00:55:01Painted red

00:55:05With thoughts of whispers

00:55:09Inside my head

00:55:28Dirty water

00:55:32Wash me clean

00:55:38You'll always be a part of me

00:55:43There's blood on my hands

00:55:51There's blood on my hands

00:55:58There's blood on my hands

00:56:03Lights are fading out

00:56:07I feel it coming down

00:56:11Open up my eyes

00:56:16And see the weight inside

00:56:23Cause here I stand

00:56:29Painted red

00:56:49Dirty water

00:56:53Wash me clean

00:56:59You'll always be a part of me

00:57:04There's blood on my hands

00:57:12There's blood on my hands

00:57:16There's blood on my hands

00:57:21Cause here I stand

00:57:28You know, I didn't cry at all when Daddy died.

00:57:33Neither did Charmaine.

00:57:37See, I love my Mama so much.

00:57:41But for her to know what was going on all those years and not do nothing about it...

00:57:47It's unforgivable.

00:57:53See, I'm ashamed of my past.

00:57:57But Auntie Cheryl, I didn't run.

00:58:01I escaped.

00:58:04You can't escape family.

00:58:07Oh, but I already have.

00:58:17What am I looking at here?

00:58:22That's, uh...

00:58:25That's my son.

00:58:28What you mean your son?

00:58:32We are good at keeping secrets, aren't we?

00:58:35I mean, why would you keep this a secret from me, out of all people?

00:58:39I was the only one that kept in contact with you.

00:58:42Because I didn't want my child to be around all this poison.

00:58:47To be around this bullshit.

00:58:52See, I've been through so much with this family.

00:58:56Honestly, why would I want to expose my son to any of this?

00:59:00Your sisters know about this?

00:59:02Nah.

00:59:05I'm scared to crush Ashlyn and Charmaine.

00:59:08Charmaine, well...

00:59:11Let's just say things are easier this way.

00:59:16You could have told me.

00:59:18Only I couldn't.

00:59:20See, the only reason why I even kept in contact with you is because I knew Mama would be worried.

00:59:27Yeah.

00:59:29She worried about you girls.

00:59:32She understood why you left.

00:59:35She didn't want to do anything to hold y'all back.

00:59:39Which is why she couldn't understand why Charmaine stayed.

00:59:44Now, you can say what you want to about Charmaine, but...

00:59:47She took care of your Mama.

00:59:50Yes, because they were both living in their guilt.

00:59:55I don't hate Charmaine.

00:59:57Hell, she had it worse than all of us.

01:00:01But for Mama to keep that secret for that many years...

01:00:05I sure do hate to see what happens after the dust settles and Charmaine realizes that she has nobody else.

01:00:16But I can tell you that I won't be around to see it.

01:00:26This chapter of my life is over.

01:00:30I don't have nothing else to hold on to here.

01:00:43Thank you for everything, Auntie Cheryl.

01:00:50You know you can bring that child to come see me now.

01:00:59I'm never coming back here.

01:01:01Maybe I can come see you?

01:01:04Yeah.

01:01:06Maybe so.

01:01:14And you take good care of that boy too, you hear me?

01:01:23That I can promise you.

01:01:25I will.

01:01:27Bye, Auntie Cheryl.

01:01:28Bye, Auntie Cheryl.

01:01:58Bye.

01:02:22I'm heading home.

01:02:24Alright.

01:02:28Ashley.

01:02:30I just want to say I'm sorry, alright?

01:02:34I just want you to know that.

01:02:46Sorry's not good enough right now, Charmaine.

01:02:50Not right now.

01:02:51Not right now.

01:02:54To be honest, I don't think I have any more love in my heart.

01:03:02I ain't trying to make amends.

01:03:05Just know this probably won't be the last time we see each other.

01:03:13Why you ain't tell me about what was happening to you?

01:03:22Maybe one day.

01:03:25When you're ready to talk about it.

01:03:28That could be a start for us.

01:03:34Yeah.

01:03:36But not if you're still doing this.

01:03:48I love you.

01:03:50I love you.

01:03:55I love you too.

01:04:03Take care of yourself.

01:04:19I love you.

01:04:43I'm so sorry, baby.

01:04:49What's wrong? Is everything okay?

01:04:51No, everything's not okay.

01:04:55I want a divorce.

01:05:00What you mean you want a divorce?

01:05:02What are you talking- What happened? What are you talking about?

01:05:06I'm done pretending.

01:05:14I'm so sorry I'm writing in your journal.

01:05:17Honestly, I guess it's just easier to point the blame.

01:05:21But you reminded me.

01:05:23It falls on me as well.

01:05:25There's so much I need to process.

01:05:29But there will come a day where I can forgive you.

01:05:33I know that Michael loved you.

01:05:36That's why I left you a gift.

01:05:40It's gotten me through many, many tough times.

01:05:44And hopefully, I can do the same for you.

01:06:07Well, I guess it's just us.

01:06:10Yeah, I guess so.

01:06:12Kira left without saying nothing.

01:06:15Yeah, well, I think she's done with all this.

01:06:19I don't blame her.

01:06:21Look, I might take a nap, all right?

01:06:23Yeah, that's fine.

01:06:26And you know you're not alone, right?

01:06:28You always have me.

01:06:30Yeah.

01:06:31Okay?

01:06:40Okay.

01:07:07Cheryl.

01:07:08They need to know the truth.

01:07:11We've been lying to them way too long.

01:07:14They need to know who their real mama is.

01:07:18I can't do it.

01:07:20They're gonna need you.

01:07:22They're gonna need each other.

01:07:25You're their real mama.

01:07:27They need to know that.

01:07:35They need to know.

01:07:37The ghost of you possesses me

01:07:43Torments my mind

01:07:47It haunts my dreams

01:07:50And when will I be seeing you again?

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