DG S01E08
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00:30This isn't right.
01:00No, please don't do it.
01:15I thought I knew a lot about my mom.
01:21But I didn't know anything.
01:25My mom was a girl with a lot of dreams.
01:32The girl who had a lot of dreams lived as a woman, a wife, and a mother.
01:42Even the baby, who was born with the love of a man and two people,
01:47The time when I thought I would be happy forever was a moment.
02:04I didn't know.
02:07The reason why my mom didn't collapse was me.
02:16Yes, hello?
02:22Hold on a little more.
02:36I'm sorry.
02:38I wish my mom would be sick instead of us.
02:43My mom couldn't get sick for me, so my heart was torn.
02:50Chief, how can you fire me all of a sudden?
02:54The company is hard. What should I do?
02:56Chief.
02:57Let go of me.
02:59My mom once passed a deeper and darker tunnel than me.
03:14But my mom didn't sit down, didn't look back, and just silently moved on.
03:25I was a happy person with such a mother.
03:29But I wasn't happy like a fool.
03:59Son, cheer up. Mom is always on your side.
04:29Hello?
04:37Are you Choi Hee-jae's mother?
04:40Yes, I am.
04:59I'll check your identity.
05:29Choi Hee-jae, I'm here. Let's go home. Get up quickly.
06:00Hee-jae.
06:03Hee-jae, why is my baby here?
06:09Let's go home with mom, Hee-jae.
06:12Get up quickly.
06:15Hee-jae, it's mom. Open your eyes.
06:19Hee-jae, don't die.
06:22Don't die.
06:39Death is contagious.
06:42While I was disappearing from the world, my death was left to those who loved me.
06:57When was the last time you saw your son?
07:01About a week ago.
07:03Did you have any signs of suicide?
07:08I don't know.
07:10Why do you think your son died?
07:13I killed him.
07:17I have a lot of sins.
07:26If I had met a smarter mother, this wouldn't have happened.
07:32It's okay.
07:38How long has it been?
07:40It's been a long time.
07:42This house is so delicious.
07:47Aren't the grandchildren of that house becoming less and less?
07:50Oh, thank you.
07:52That's right.
07:58What are you doing?
08:01Grandma is so young.
08:06Honey, give me your grandson's clothes.
08:10Hee-jae's mom, it's okay.
08:12No, no, no.
08:13Hee-jae's mom, take it.
08:16Hee-jae's mom.
08:18Do you have to give me this?
08:20Oh, it's uncomfortable.
08:22That's right.
08:24Don't buy clothes with that money.
08:27I'm not going to give my daughter's wedding dress to Hee-jae's mom, so pretend you don't know.
08:31Okay?
08:58Oh...
09:14I can't see hope.
09:16I died.
09:18What's wrong?
09:19I didn't hurt anyone.
09:21Think again.
09:23Did you really hurt anyone?
09:25I just didn't think about the dead woman's family.
09:27Of course...
09:28You didn't think about it.
09:31You're a selfish guy who can't think of the sadness of the family left behind.
09:36I think I killed my own child.
09:39If you're a parent, it's natural to want to kill.
09:41Then who does your mother want to kill?
09:44I knew death.
09:47The real mistake I made.
09:51I've experienced 12 painful deaths for that.
09:56Among them, the death that gave me the most pain was not the death of a fire or the death of a dead body.
10:10It was the pain I felt when my loved one died.
10:20The hellish pain I gave my mom came back to me.
10:50I decided to live with my mom's body.
11:02It was a punishment I gave myself.
11:13In the first subway car, there were our parents who did their best.
11:20Can I say that I did my best in front of them?
11:28I was ashamed of my death.
11:51But I don't regret it at all.
11:56I was full of thoughts.
12:01I felt like my life had changed a little bit.
12:06I felt like I had changed a lot.
12:10I felt like I had a new life.
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15:29My mom used to come here
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15:50My son,
15:53how have you been?
15:57You couldn't even protect
16:02what kind of a mom you were.
16:06How could you
16:09even call yourself a mom?
16:14Now,
16:18I'll cancel
16:23your request to be born again as my son.
16:26I want you to have a lot of money
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16:32and live happily
16:34in the next life.
16:39I'll just see
16:43if my son is doing well
16:47from afar.
16:51I won't pretend to know him
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16:58Instead,
17:03in the next life,
17:06please
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17:45I wanted to tell my mom
17:48that I'm sorry
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18:02But I couldn't say
18:06that to her.
18:09That's how
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18:28Mom,
18:29is there anywhere you want to go with me?
18:31I want to go to Obongsan.
18:33Obongsan?
18:35My dad and I used to go there a lot when we were young.
18:38When I get a job,
18:39I'll take you to Obongsan.
18:42My son is the best.
18:46But I can't go because my knee hurts.
18:50I'll go up even if I have to carry you.
18:53So wait a little bit.
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19:28I wanted to show my mom even now.
19:31The place where my dad and mom,
19:33who loved hiking,
19:35used to go often when they were young.
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21:33I'm sorry I forgot.
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21:38I'm so sorry I couldn't keep my promise.
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23:23Ah!
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23:47There's no one here.
23:49Help me!
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24:34I can't die like this.
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24:39Please don't die, Mom.
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26:26I can't die like this.
26:28Please don't die, Mom.
26:31In my desperation for my mom not to die,
26:35I saw myself lying coldly in the infirmary
26:39and felt my mom's desperate cry.
26:44I'm sorry.
26:48I'm really sorry.
26:55I'm sorry.
26:59In order to protect my mom's words
27:02that she asked me to live until the end,
27:06I had to live.
27:26I lived 32 years longer than the time I lived as Choi Hee-jae
27:36because I missed those who left me.
27:55I'm sorry.
28:01Life in fear is not real life.
28:08But I was a coward.
28:12I always lived a life in fear.
28:17I'm afraid the world won't recognize me.
28:21I'm afraid I'll be rejected.
28:23I'm afraid I'll be rejected.
28:28I was so afraid that I couldn't even bloom flowers in my life.
28:36I died on my own.
28:40But after I died, I realized
28:44that life was an opportunity.
28:50And the pain that I thought was everything in life
28:55was just a part of it.
29:00A clear day.
29:05A rainy day.
29:10A windy day.
29:14The fact that such days come together and become life.
29:21The reason why I have to keep moving forward even if I fail.
29:29I didn't realize it until I became a mother.
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31:35I had no idea this would happen.
31:39But I really missed you.
31:43But when we see each other once more...
31:45It's probably going to be such a long time.
31:49Maybe...?
31:51I don't feel the passage of time.
31:54I thought it would take a little longer than usual.
31:58It was a long enough time for me.
32:02And I thought about what to do if I met you during that long time.
32:21Please.
32:30Just once.
32:32Please, just once.
32:35Please shoot me with a gun again.
32:41I've already used up all the bullets you gave me.
32:47I know.
32:49I know.
32:52Please give me a chance.
32:55Just once.
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33:10Please let me live as Choi Hee-jae again.
33:13Please.
33:14I beg you.
33:15Please.
33:19Why?
33:37I want to hug my mom again.
33:49Please.
33:56You said you would beat me in the rules I made.
34:04You won.
34:06What?
34:07You survived from death.
34:09The punishment with me is over.
34:12Now you only have God's choice.
34:18I'll give you one more bullet before you make God's choice.
34:33Really?
34:39If this bullet is fired, you'll get the chance you want.
34:46What if I don't?
34:47Then God will take care of it.
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