A Stage of Twilight _ Full Movie _ Heartfelt Drama Romance _ Karen Allen
A Stage of Twilight _ Full Movie _ Heartfelt Drama Romance _ Karen Allen
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00:00:00You
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00:02:23You said we weren't gonna do anything this year I guess I lied
00:02:30I
00:02:36Wish you had told me we were coming here. I would have worn something nicer to work. You always look nice
00:02:45They look old and frumpy
00:02:50Uh-huh
00:02:54Why don't you ever write me letters anymore? Oh, I thought you liked roses
00:03:00I love roses
00:03:02But I also love your words. I
00:03:05Give you my words day in and day out. I
00:03:09Thought I would try something different for a check
00:03:19Hmm I don't like the sound of that cough
00:03:23I
00:03:30Think so, I would like a bowl of your clam chowder and those mushroom raviolis, please and for you
00:03:53Hey, hey, hey morning, you want a topper on that? Mm-hmm. I
00:04:05Got you right here
00:04:07So what's new in the world they traded Howard?
00:04:11I'm not surprised. I mean they weren't going anywhere this season anyway
00:04:16You know, they might as well
00:04:18Trade him and get some prospects in return, you know
00:04:23Hey, do you hear about that new kid? They got from Minnesota Dionne Jones?
00:04:26Yeah, it's supposed to be next Tom Brady guys got an arm like a cannon
00:04:31So that's what they need
00:04:33traps clogged
00:04:36Are you kidding me? Oh my god, I'm a pop I
00:04:43Got it, I got it. I spend more damn time under this sink
00:04:50Stupid
00:04:52Damn trap
00:04:55God bless us. You okay? Yeah. Oh
00:05:00What is he doing now traps clogged again, you know, I keep telling you not to put coffee grounds down the drain
00:05:09Didn't well the evidence would suggest otherwise my dear. Well, you shouldn't be under there
00:05:15Lord knows what you're breathing in
00:05:18You hear me?
00:05:22Oh
00:05:29That's really funny I see
00:05:36Now I'll have ants all over the place
00:05:39I hope it's funny then
00:05:41You want me to take a look? Oh, yeah, if you wouldn't mind. Oh
00:05:52Oh
00:05:54What are you doing I'm gonna use them as planters to hang the tomato plants in
00:05:59Daddy down at the nursery says it's the best way for them to grow upside down
00:06:04keeps them away from the squirrels and the
00:06:07Slugs too. I see the squirrels still get the bird seed though, don't they? Oh
00:06:13We really should get some of those metal traps that Joey keeps talking about. They're awesome
00:06:18How many woodchucks did you catch last year eight?
00:06:23What are you gonna do with them all well
00:06:25We can take them out to Lake Chautauqua and let them go out there what so they can eat somebody else's garden up
00:06:32That should do it
00:06:37There we go
00:06:41Seems all right to me. All righty then
00:06:46Are you still hungry always
00:06:49What about my breakfast?
00:06:51Well, you know where the eggs are oh
00:06:54Oh, I see how this works around here. Oh great
00:07:01Mm-hmm. I gotta go
00:07:03Why don't you do some new bull calves to the cows today?
00:07:05I always look so painful for them and they're fine. Just give them a handful of feed. They hardly know the difference
00:07:13There's a farmer friend of mine a couple towns over and he had this city slicker
00:07:16Come and stay with him at one time and he he wanted the whole country experience like this, you know
00:07:22The fresh air the whole deal he goes out in the barn. He's gonna milk all the cows
00:07:27Right, so he gets a pail and he gets a stool and he's milking and he's milking and he's milking
00:07:33Two hours later. He's finally done. He goes back in the house. He's proud as punch and he says to the farmer
00:07:39He says like hey, I'm I milked all your cows for you
00:07:43And the farmer kind of looks at him sideways like that and says, you know, it's funny you say that because I don't have any cows
00:07:49Out there. They're all bulls
00:07:57Now they're all relaxed they want to have a cigarette
00:08:13Oh
00:08:27No, don't don't I'll be fine don't
00:08:38Slow
00:08:43Oh
00:08:49Yeah, I said it'd be all right, huh
00:08:54Coffee went down down the wrong pipe is all
00:09:13Oh
00:09:37Hey, you seen your brother no
00:09:43I told him to rebid the freestyles. Thank you. Listen cows are covered in shit. I'll clean them up
00:09:52Put any thought into what we talked about
00:09:56Still thinking about it
00:09:59I'm offering you 50% partner
00:10:02You say yes, I'll sign over the deed right now
00:10:05What 19 year old you know owns his own dairy farm, huh?
00:10:13You see Jimbo and you tell him I'm looking for him. All right
00:10:31Deep breath in
00:10:36Okay
00:10:43Okay, you put your shirt back on
00:10:48Well, what do you think is it still taken
00:10:55Still ticking
00:10:58I'm talking to me Jim
00:11:02You probably noticed your fingers turning blue
00:11:06Yeah
00:11:09Not enough blood is circulating
00:11:13None of oxygen and that fluid you're noticing in your legs and in your lungs
00:11:21That's from your kidneys not responding
00:11:25That drowning feeling you get when you can't catch a breath
00:11:32That's only gonna get worse
00:11:38Huh
00:11:43If this thing isn't working anymore
00:11:47What do you think we can probably get rid of it then that's a conversation to have with your cardiologist, but I wouldn't recommend it
00:11:54Your part is not strong enough to go without it
00:11:59And
00:12:02Since you're not a candidate or transplant that thing
00:12:07Is the only thing keeping your heart going at all?
00:12:13Listen
00:12:15Married
00:12:19I'm gonna be straight
00:12:22Things have advanced
00:12:24You
00:12:41All right, just tell me how long I got okay
00:12:54I
00:13:01Sent your prescriptions over to the pharmacy. So same time next week. You're the boss
00:13:14Jim
00:13:25Doctors can be wrong
00:13:27People sometimes live years longer than doctors say they will
00:13:32Not when it's this far gone
00:13:37Sometimes
00:13:41He said I got three months, okay, can we drop it now I
00:13:47I don't know who he thinks he is telling you something like that. This is being realistic. I don't care what he says
00:13:56congestive heart failure or not
00:14:02Hey
00:14:03You didn't make the turn
00:14:06Didn't he say that your prescriptions are ready done with all of that
00:14:10Done with all of what this is all that crap cost us every month. They have any idea
00:14:15600 bucks every month and for what?
00:14:18To keep you alive to bleed me dry
00:14:22that's
00:14:23You know, they can whip up anything nowadays fake hands legs. I
00:14:28Heard they're growing new hearts for people anything to keep people a lot alive
00:14:33You know
00:14:35Doc Hall put Eleanor Rigby down when she was full of cancer 50 bucks in and out
00:14:41She was a dog for Christ's sake. It's okay to put down a dog. That's suffering but not me. I
00:14:47mean what kind of sense does that make I
00:14:52Want to see another damn pill ever
00:14:57Pull over why
00:15:00Paul hey, what are you?
00:15:03Jesus Christ woman, what are you doing?
00:15:09Laura
00:15:12Cora
00:15:16Get out if you're done taking your pills you're done driving
00:15:20You're gonna have a heart attack and kill somebody and I don't want to have that on my conscience
00:15:32All right
00:15:36Okay, get in come on before you get run over and I gotta scrape you off the road
00:16:02What you doing, oh
00:16:06I'm toe tag in the pipes
00:16:09Hey
00:16:10Look guest bath cold
00:16:12kitchen sink hot kitchen sink cold
00:16:16so
00:16:19Dinner's almost ready
00:16:22I'll be right there. Oh
00:16:32Oh
00:17:03Right, huh?
00:17:06God I just need to stop help you still. I'm all right
00:17:22Come on come on
00:17:32You
00:18:02You
00:18:32You
00:18:40Very
00:19:02You
00:19:18What's wrong baby got a lot going on what your dad giving you shit again
00:19:25I
00:19:28Don't know why you don't just sign the dumb deed, you know, you're one of the biggest firms in the county you'd be rich
00:19:37We're not rich, okay. Well, you're not poor
00:19:42You're not thinking about going away to school, are you no good I
00:19:51Mean you're smart enough already. I'm serious
00:19:55Higher education is like such a scam. I
00:19:59Mean, there's nothing you can't learn by like googling it, right?
00:20:03Besides you know, you've got like a whole life here good friends
00:20:08me
00:20:11You know how much I love you
00:20:17Do you love me?
00:20:22And you want to be with me forever
00:20:25I
00:20:27Okay, so sign the deed and just get it over with I bet your dad will respect you and your partners
00:20:38I'm gonna get us another beer or two or three
00:20:56Oh
00:20:59It's what you guys do over here counts a little hanky-panky
00:21:06That's a sight
00:21:09And it's just kidding man, I'll get your panties in a twist dad's looking for you
00:21:14He pissed
00:21:16Of course he is
00:21:19I
00:21:23Can I borrow 20 bucks
00:21:25Where's your money?
00:21:27The girl at work missed up the checks again
00:21:31Payback
00:21:48I
00:22:05Didn't eat your pancakes. I'm not hungry
00:22:11Well, you didn't have any dinner last night you gotta eat something you want me to make you something else I'm good
00:22:18I
00:22:48Need to talk to you about something
00:22:53Okay
00:22:55There's a
00:22:57There's a trailer park in Clinton County
00:23:01it's a
00:23:02Kind of a secluded place tucked away in the woods and you can rent a lot there for next to nothing with a trailer included
00:23:10I'm thinking about
00:23:13I'm thinking about going up there later this week
00:23:16Clinton County
00:23:19Where is that four hours from here? Yeah, there's more like five
00:23:26Well
00:23:28Might do us some good to get out of town for a while. I
00:23:33Can't think of the last time that we spent some time away together
00:23:37it's
00:23:39It's not an us kind of trip
00:23:43What do you mean
00:23:45I'm going there by myself
00:23:49For how long
00:23:53As long as I've got
00:24:00I'm confused
00:24:02You're saying that you're going to Clinton County to live in a trailer by yourself
00:24:11Things are starting to get bad
00:24:14My body is starting to shut down. That's all there is to it. I know and the point is I
00:24:22Don't know if I'm gonna be able to control it much longer. I know
00:24:28I'm gonna help you. I I can help you something. I'm gonna have to manage on my own
00:24:33You don't have to protect me from this. It's gonna get ugly. I don't care. You don't care
00:24:38I'll clean it up after me clean in my shorts. Oh, of course not. I love you
00:24:44I don't want the last memory you have of me to be this old sick, man
00:24:50I'll remember everything the good and the bad
00:24:56Only part that's worth remembering is the good. Well, that's not true. Well, that's how I feel
00:25:02What about how I feel
00:25:05You want me to spend all my days
00:25:07wondering
00:25:08What it was like for you out there
00:25:11by yourself
00:25:13whether you suffered or not and then some
00:25:17Strangers someone finding you there that way
00:25:22Someone other than me. I'll make sure to tell the neighbors to keep an eye out for me
00:25:29This is cruel what you're saying, honey, I'm doing this for you
00:25:35Shit
00:25:37In sickness and in health
00:25:40That's what you promised me until death do us part
00:25:45Death is part in us. You're not dead as good as what we're all as good as I could go this afternoon
00:25:52That is not true
00:25:54You got years ahead of you and you need to focus on that
00:25:59Come on I I am I
00:26:03I married you because I wanted to spend my life with you
00:26:07my life
00:26:08There's no reason for you to see the rest of it. I will not be a burden to you. I refuse
00:26:17You hear
00:26:20Cora
00:26:32I can't talk about this anymore right now. All right, where are you going Cora?
00:26:54Miss a spot. Yeah. Well, maybe you should get in here and help me
00:27:02No, I think I'll pass
00:27:05So, how are things with Laura
00:27:09Fine that girl wants to marry you and I have a hundred of your babies and it's still not enough
00:27:16Are you talking about?
00:27:20Give it to me magic word now. Come on gotta be quicker than that
00:27:29Tell mom and dad you applied
00:27:32Wow
00:27:36You're gonna open it
00:27:49What's it say
00:27:53I got in
00:27:57And of course you did
00:28:03I don't see any
00:28:07Yeah
00:28:21Blessed so Lord and these thy gifts which we vowed to receive from thy bounty through Christ our Lord we pray amen
00:28:32I
00:28:37Need you to clean those pulsators when you're done with the parlor
00:28:41They don't need to be clean to the end of the month
00:28:43I'll tell you when they need to be clean and I want you to do it today
00:28:49Now you might as well vacuum the controllers while you're at it
00:28:52Oh
00:28:59Where you been working? Oh, yeah the gas station up in 24 hours now
00:29:15You take a look at those machines I told you about
00:29:18What
00:29:19The robotic milkers. No, I haven't had time
00:29:23Pretty cool. They got these troughs inside with feed and the cows come over whenever they're hungry
00:29:28Once they're inside these mechanical arms hook up to them
00:29:32Identifies them milks them cleans them and then you get this full report on your phone
00:29:36If there's a problem you get to check it right away
00:29:41And how much do one of these cool pieces of equipment cost
00:29:48200,000 give or take
00:29:51Give or take
00:29:55Each one milks like 50 cows a day. We wouldn't have to do it anymore
00:30:00only 50
00:30:02hmm
00:30:03So we need quite a few
00:30:06We probably get away with three
00:30:08It'd be worth it
00:30:10We'd have five to six extra pounds of milk a day. I mean
00:30:15You're talking a couple extra hundred thousand dollars a year if you're smart about it
00:30:21How are you gonna come up with the money to pay for these new machines
00:30:23We take a second mortgage out on the house
00:30:25You pay back the investment in five years after that. Everything is profit and you know this for a fact. Hmm
00:30:31Numbers seem good
00:30:33We put out a million liters of milk last year that not good enough for you. We're 9% under last year's output
00:30:38It's gonna be even less with the cows not breeding the way they should what's those damn bulls
00:30:42They keep sending us because the cows were sick and we didn't know the answer is no
00:30:46And I don't want to hear another word about it
00:30:54I'm gonna start on the pulsators
00:31:07Damn boys too smart for his own good
00:31:12And you
00:31:42You
00:31:57Hey, where's your umbrella don't have one
00:32:01Thank you
00:32:03Take one of these nobody ever comes back for him anyway
00:32:08What's up
00:32:12I am so proud of you. I didn't think I'd actually get off the waitlist
00:32:20It's a really good school, you're a really smart kid
00:32:26It's expensive
00:32:28Like 70 grand a year. I can't afford that
00:32:32You could apply for financial aid pay it back in installments. How do I do that?
00:32:39Let's take a look
00:32:43See what we can find
00:32:56Thanks Chuck
00:33:13What's all this
00:33:15Farmers almanac said it's supposed to be a winter reminiscence of 77
00:33:19You should have two three years a good firewood here
00:33:22And if you need more Chuck said you can drop it off anytime and just call him. I'm gonna put his card on the fridge
00:33:42I
00:34:02Please tell me you're not still planning to leave
00:34:05When
00:34:14Sunday
00:34:22What about hospice I
00:34:25Talked to dr. Webb. No, I will not go back to that hospital again. I won't do it
00:34:31No, you don't have to they'll come here they do that and it's free
00:34:36Then I wouldn't have to look after you by myself, which that's what you're so worried about
00:34:46You're gonna kill yourself out there, aren't you?
00:34:51No, I
00:34:55Don't believe you
00:34:58You wouldn't get any insurance money if I kill myself
00:35:02Okay
00:35:04How do you know that
00:35:06Because I I went to State Farm last week and I checked our policy. It's
00:35:13$300,000 don't I'm just saying I would
00:35:16You'll be taken care of and I wouldn't do anything to jeopardize that I wouldn't
00:35:21I
00:35:29Know you're scared
00:35:34I'm scared, too
00:35:38Sometimes when people are scared they do things that they wouldn't otherwise do
00:35:46That is not why I'm going
00:35:51I've accepted this what I cannot accept is you
00:35:57Watching me wither away
00:35:59for the next however long
00:36:02That is no way to end what we had
00:36:06No, I
00:36:09Know this is hard for you to see right now, but it's for the best. I promise you I
00:36:18Can't let you do this
00:36:22You don't have a choice
00:36:32Hey, oh look at that
00:36:36What's all this my mom sent these over
00:36:40Well, you should you should put that in the fridge downstairs the one up here is full, okay
00:36:45I
00:36:54Know I really
00:37:07Everything all right. Yeah. Yeah
00:37:11My parents want to know if you'd like to join us for dinner tonight around 6
00:37:15They have something they want to ask you
00:37:31Joey
00:37:38This is our Lord and these I give which we are about to receive from that bounty through Christ our Lord we pray amen
00:37:44I'm in
00:37:48So we invited you over tonight because we have some news we wanted to share with you
00:37:56I'm pregnant
00:38:02I wanted to tell you sooner, but my doctor said to wait until after the first trimester to be sure
00:38:14And we wanted to know if you'd be the godparents
00:38:24Well, it would be a name only you wouldn't have to do anything I mean, yeah, there's no obligation of course
00:38:31We'd be honored
00:38:34Great
00:38:37Great
00:38:39All right
00:38:43Of course, yes
00:38:47It's nice to have you guys don't let it get cold. Yeah, would you like some delicious some buns? There you go?
00:39:01I'll bury you don't need to do that. No, you want to eat your help. That's my rule
00:39:14I
00:39:27Damn it
00:39:33George
00:39:43I didn't want to mention this at the table. I
00:39:50Don't really want to mention it now. There's so much joy in here. No, no, no, what I
00:39:59Got some news yesterday about my health
00:40:05And
00:40:07Long story short
00:40:10I'm not doing so hot
00:40:14They gave me a timeline
00:40:17No, no, no, no get that that doesn't matter what what matters is when I go
00:40:26Could you please keep an eye on Cora for me I
00:40:31Don't know how she's gonna handle all all of this on her own
00:40:37Of course we will
00:40:43I
00:41:04Know you're sick, but I think it was this bad
00:41:08Things have been going downhill for a while now
00:41:15The worst part is
00:41:19He's decided he's gonna
00:41:22rent a trailer somewhere in the woods and
00:41:26Sneak off and die alone like a cat
00:41:32Why
00:41:34Who the hell knows
00:41:37He says he's gonna leave on Sunday
00:41:46Why don't you and I take a drive to South Fulton tomorrow
00:41:52You can look at the school and you can see what you think
00:41:57All that's how my parents
00:42:00Tell him I need to go
00:42:02All that's how my parents tell him I need a drive to clear my head
00:42:26What's all this Joey and I are spending the day together
00:42:33See you later
00:42:50There's leftovers in the fridge, I'll be back later on tonight
00:43:02You
00:43:32Oh
00:43:46Great to meet you. I'm core Thomas. This is Joey Perez who I told you about
00:43:51We're thrilled that you're considering enrolling at SF IT. This is Brooke
00:43:57She's a sophomore working toward her degree in animal science
00:44:01She'll show you around the campus and answer any questions. You might have if there's anything else you need
00:44:06Please don't hesitate to let me know. Where can I find the financial aid office? I can show you
00:44:13I'll meet you at the car
00:44:19That's so cool that your family owns a farm how many cows do you have?
00:44:24Hundred and eighty seven
00:44:26We were supposed to reach 200 this year, but they haven't been breeding the way they should
00:44:31How come they have a phosphorus deficiency?
00:44:35We found these stones in their stomachs from the roadway along the field
00:44:41Since we only get blood samples once a month
00:44:44We didn't detect it right away. I
00:44:47I
00:44:48Want to invest in these robotic milkers I can do multiple checks a day so we can detect stuff like that a lot quicker. I
00:44:55Think that sounds smart
00:44:58Like it here. Yeah
00:45:02What's your favorite class
00:45:04It's called practicum. We've been going to this pig farm to like understand their biology and production
00:45:11Pigs are the fifth most intelligent animal in the world even more than dogs and they can play video games better than chimps
00:45:20And once I learned that I couldn't even pork anymore and now that I met you I'm gonna have to stay away from beef, too
00:45:28I've been thinking about becoming a veterinarian
00:45:33But what you do sounds interesting. So maybe I'll become a dairy farmer instead
00:45:41For
00:45:43What it's worth I think you'd fit in here really well
00:45:46That's although what you do sounds really interesting
00:45:51So what you think I
00:45:54Like it
00:45:56Why don't I give you my phone number and that way if you have any questions, you can just give me a call
00:46:11You
00:46:16Thank you for today, thank you the drive did me good
00:46:31Will you talk to Barry
00:46:33See if he changes his mind about the whole thing. I'll do my best
00:46:37Get some sleep, I'll see you tomorrow
00:47:07Oh
00:47:13Hello, hey, where you been all day I called you like a hundred times look out your window
00:47:21I
00:47:34See and Marco on a Hummer limo
00:47:36But Kelly is being such a major tight ass about it and like if she doesn't go in and none of us can afford it
00:47:41I
00:47:42Don't know what her deal is. It's like an extra 60 bucks a person and her parents pay for everything anyway
00:47:48You know, it's like senior problems once in your life and like what's the point of even going if you're not gonna stand out
00:47:57And you haven't heard a word I said
00:48:02I'm listening. No, you're not you're like off somewhere in your head again
00:48:11This is important to me
00:48:15It's important to me too
00:48:18But
00:48:19better be
00:48:21I'm gonna have so much fun
00:48:24We're gonna be the sexiest couple there
00:48:28You got your tax rate I
00:48:32Was planning on doing that this weekend
00:48:36Are you serious
00:48:38You're kidding, right
00:48:40Joey
00:48:41Prom is next Saturday. Every place is gonna be sold out. Oh
00:48:45My are you kidding?
00:48:48Oh my god
00:49:12Sounds really nice
00:49:15Thank you
00:49:17Zach Horace book
00:49:19Yes, it is
00:49:22Still can't believe I haven't read it
00:49:24What's it about? Oh goodness. It's it's complicated. It's twisting plot lines and such
00:49:31it's basically it's about a young girl who becomes a
00:49:36Parental figure after she finds her mother is bled out in the bathtub
00:49:43Cool
00:49:45She wrote it as a fiction but you know how they say is based on a true story. Oh
00:49:54Yeah from what little Cora's told me I guess her mother was quite a drinker
00:50:02Hey here
00:50:07Take it go on you sure? Yeah. Yeah
00:50:10Come on. No, we've got more around house somewhere
00:50:15Thank you. Sure
00:50:23Hey
00:50:24Was that Laura that took off like a bat out of hell?
00:50:28Yeah
00:50:30She's pissed at me. Oh
00:50:33Why is that I
00:50:38Don't have a tux or prom
00:50:40Ah
00:50:44You know, I might be able to help you with that oh
00:50:48My god, I can't believe I used to fit in this thing. Well, that seems like another life
00:50:55Yeah
00:50:58Yeah
00:51:00Look at this
00:51:02Hey, yeah
00:51:06Well, uh
00:51:09You guys are so young
00:51:11Not much older than you. Oh
00:51:16She was the most beautiful woman and I had ever seen and she still is
00:51:24First time I saw her she was wearing this red dress and you would sit in in the park in town writing
00:51:32Absolute picture
00:51:35The spring flowers have just started to pop up and I swear I thought the flowers were leaning toward her like she was the Sun
00:51:42or something and I
00:51:44Saw her on my way home from work. She used to like to write underneath the big willow. That's by the pond, you know
00:51:50One day I said to myself, I'm gonna I'm gonna pick some flowers for this lady
00:51:56You know what she said to me she said leave me be you're disrupting my creative flow
00:52:05Mm-hmm
00:52:06And I I thought to myself. Oh my oh my god
00:52:11Got a life. We got a life on here
00:52:15But I wore her down
00:52:17No, I
00:52:19Visited her every single day
00:52:21How my lunch break with a fresh bouquet until she finally agreed to have a proper meal with me
00:52:30How long that's it, oh good god
00:52:35It doesn't matter how long what matters is that she said yes, we've been together ever since
00:52:54Let's ask you a favor stay here
00:53:05I need you to keep these for me
00:53:10It's a front door
00:53:12There's the back door in the garage, right?
00:53:17Court doesn't like hiding keys outside. She's a she's afraid that robbers are gonna find them
00:53:28Are you afraid
00:53:32No
00:53:35I think only people who have regrets are afraid of dying
00:53:41And I don't have any I
00:53:44Got pretty much everything I ever wanted I got a nice house and I got good friends and Cora
00:53:55Then why do you want to leave these things
00:54:01Joey Cora told me about the trailer
00:54:05I
00:54:12Have tried hiding this from her
00:54:15It's getting to the point where I can't anymore
00:54:19And it's only gonna get worse
00:54:23She says it doesn't bother her but I I see I
00:54:27See it breaks her and who to see me like this day in and day out
00:54:32Oh, it's it's time to move on you're gonna look great kid not as good as me, but
00:55:02I
00:55:32I
00:56:02I
00:56:32I
00:57:03I'm thinking about baby. You want to know what I'm thinking about?
00:57:15What's wrong everybody can see nobody cares come on I want you so bad
00:57:32I
00:57:38Had too much to drink
00:57:43Don't you've been nursing the same beer for over an hour
00:57:48Seriously what is up with you? You're like sitting over here by yourself
00:57:54What are you too good to hang out with us anymore? Oh
00:57:57So what is it? I barely said two words to me all night. Did I do something?
00:58:03I
00:58:05know I
00:58:07Just got a lot going on
00:58:09like what
00:58:12Joey it's me. Whatever it is. We'll work through it together. I
00:58:17Love you so much
00:58:26Who is it
00:58:29What do you like hiding something no
00:58:42Who is this she's just a friend friend from where I don't know any Brooks
00:58:51She goes to South Fulton I
00:58:55Got it
00:58:59Excuse me. I
00:59:02Don't want to hurt you
00:59:07So when were you planning on telling me right before you left I don't even know if I'm going but you're thinking about
00:59:18Clearly you're thinking about it. You already have some girlfriend
00:59:26I knew something was up
00:59:29I'm not an idiot Joey. I asked you a million times and you lied to my face
00:59:38Don't touch me
00:59:42What do you think I'm stupid you think I'm dumb
00:59:51Well, I'll be up at a college with your pig Laura
00:59:58Oh
01:00:28Oh
01:00:43I'm gonna call Dr. Webb. Okay. Just give me just give me a minute. Oh
01:00:58Oh
01:01:28I
01:01:58Mm-hmm
01:02:08Morning you're up early couldn't sleep. I'm sorry about last night
01:02:19How you feeling
01:02:21better
01:02:23much
01:02:24Then I gotta run to town for a few things gonna get you anything while I'm out
01:02:30No, no
01:02:34Okay
01:02:47Eggs a dozen extra-large
01:02:50Let me see. What else Oh
01:02:53Chicken chicken breasts a pound of them and some thighs and legs
01:03:00She makes a mean chicken salad
01:03:05And strawberries she likes she likes strawberries
01:03:14You want me to charge this number? Yeah. Yeah, please
01:03:23No
01:03:24Her library hours are Monday Wednesday and Saturday. She's home most of the rest of the time. But if she's
01:03:30If she happens to be out, you can always leave it on the porch, you know
01:03:35She'll find it
01:03:38Thanks
01:03:53Good morning. Morning
01:03:57Thanks for the manure
01:03:59It's been out there for the past year your plants be fine
01:04:02Where's Barry?
01:04:04He just went into town to do a few errands
01:04:07Toast, please. I
01:04:14Can't eat toast anymore without putting cinnamon sugar on it. Yeah, my mother got me into that
01:04:21Any time I wouldn't eat something broccoli
01:04:25Cabbage, whatever. She would just sprinkle a little on the top
01:04:29Woman wasn't much for raising me, but she could get me to eat
01:04:38Did she really die in a bathtub
01:04:44Where'd you hear that Barry gave me her book
01:04:50Did you read it
01:04:53It's really good, thanks
01:05:02No, she didn't die in the bathtub
01:05:10She died in a bed after swallowing a bottle of tranquilizers
01:05:20I
01:05:23Sorry
01:05:27Why'd you change the story I
01:05:34Suppose
01:05:36It was a way of distancing myself from the truth
01:05:40the more horrific the means
01:05:43The further away from reality it seemed
01:05:45It didn't matter how she did it
01:05:51It was just as horrible she was still gone
01:05:58I
01:06:00Was only ten at the time
01:06:04I'd never seen anybody die before her. I
01:06:10Knew right away
01:06:12the moment I
01:06:14The moment I walked in the room
01:06:17There were two of us there, but I
01:06:22Was alone
01:06:28Was that the only thing you ever wrote
01:06:32It's the only thing I ever finished why
01:06:38After
01:06:39the book came out Barry and I bought this house and
01:06:42Oh
01:06:43My gosh, that was a good day
01:06:48We sat on the porch
01:06:51talking for hours
01:06:53How we were gonna fix the place up Barry. He wanted to start with a new roof. I
01:06:59Wanted a pergola out back with wisteria vines
01:07:03Little table and chair underneath. I pictured myself sitting out there in the morning writing
01:07:12And things shifted
01:07:15Out of the blue
01:07:18It was a lot of loss and it hit us all at once
01:07:26When your son died
01:07:29Yeah
01:07:35After that, I just all of my plans just went away just like that
01:07:43It's as though the air had just been
01:07:47Let out of me I
01:07:50Fell into a dark place. I didn't know if I was ever gonna find my way out of it
01:07:57It seems like writing was your way out of it. No
01:08:02Maybe
01:08:05Mm-hmm
01:08:10It's Laura, she's at the barn you need to go
01:08:17Okay, you go you go Barry's gonna be here any minute we can have a chance to talk later, okay
01:08:26Let me
01:08:28Take your toast. Thank you
01:08:30All right, I'll see you later I'll see you later
01:09:00You
01:09:13Laura
01:09:30I
01:10:00Oh
01:10:06But you said you're gonna pick up some things in town, oh, yeah, I
01:10:12Set up a delivery service with the market Jerry Sims is gonna send somebody over with food every Tuesday
01:10:25I'm decided
01:10:28I'm gonna leave tomorrow morning
01:10:30I
01:10:38Tomorrow's Saturday
01:10:40I know
01:10:42You said Sunday I
01:10:45Have one more day with you and you're gonna take that away from me. I I
01:10:52Don't know if I can
01:10:53Make the drive
01:10:56If I wait until Sunday
01:10:58Well, then I'm gonna drive up there and I'm gonna find a motel nearby and I am going to knock on your door every day
01:11:05And check on you whether you like it or not. I'm not gonna tell you where I'm going
01:11:10Well, then I'll drive up there tomorrow. I'll follow you. No, you won't you can't stop me
01:11:15I'll pull the damn distributor cap off of your car if you're so much as look at it tomorrow morning
01:11:22Is there nothing I can say to make you change your mind
01:11:28I
01:11:36Have to check the air in the tires, excuse me
01:11:58I
01:12:28I
01:12:58Just
01:13:28You
01:13:58See your brother it's time for lunch
01:14:11You want to tell me what this is it's a letter from the financial aid office itself Fulton did you apply to the school
01:14:23After everything I've done for you, this is how you repay me you got behind my back George
01:14:28Oh
01:14:29You got something to say to me go ahead
01:14:32Hmm, maybe you like to show me instead. Huh?
01:14:37Come on tough guy, huh?
01:14:40What's for lunch
01:14:43Joey
01:14:57Joey
01:15:12Oh
01:15:25What's all this I
01:15:27Use some of the cream Joey brought over
01:15:31Well, I should just get dressed up, huh? Oh, no, you're fine. Just sit down. I I don't want it to get cold
01:15:38Alright
01:15:40Cool
01:15:44Gosh that smells great. Oh
01:15:53Don't be stingy. Come on. Thank you
01:16:10The hell was that
01:16:31How happened to you you see Joey no
01:16:35He took off
01:16:37We can't find him. He's not answering his phone. All right, Cora. Keep dinner warm. Hey
01:16:55Are you down there
01:16:58Kelsey are you down there?
01:17:02How'd you know I was you think I don't know where you and your brother used to come to smoke pot
01:17:14You dad and Barry are out looking for you what happened
01:17:20I
01:17:26Had sex with Jim, though
01:17:29She found out about South Fulton
01:17:33I'm sorry. It's okay. You're okay. Everything's so messed up. I
01:17:41Never known anyone who died
01:17:43Please don't let what's happening change your mind about going to school. You have to look at the big picture here
01:17:52Opportunities like this don't come along very often
01:17:57We'll take care of you if I'm not here you don't need to worry about that beside you
01:18:02I've known you my entire life and even though we're neighbors. It feels like we're more than that, doesn't it?
01:18:07Like if you were part of a team or something
01:18:10The three of us it does
01:18:23You should get on home your mother's gonna be worried sick
01:18:39I
01:19:10Oh God
01:19:24Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy
01:19:31How is he he is lucky to be alive now we were able to reverse the effects of the drug
01:19:37But he is still very weak
01:19:40We'd like to keep him here overnight
01:20:00You
01:20:23You haven't called me that since we were kids
01:20:25I
01:20:29Wish mom and dad
01:20:32Had to go home for the morning feeding and milking
01:20:36I'll be back in a few hours
01:20:41What the hell were you thinking I
01:20:45Wasn't clearly
01:20:48It's the only thing that makes me feel good, you know
01:20:51I'm
01:20:54Shit don't say it's true. Just that's dad
01:21:03Not like you golden child with the son that shines on his ass
01:21:13I spent my whole life being jealous of you
01:21:16I
01:21:18Really think I'm so easy
01:21:24Keep up I
01:21:29Messed up big. I know I did
01:21:34I'm sorry, Julie. I'm really sorry
01:21:46Oh
01:21:52Look at this
01:21:58I'm gonna check the windows in the bedroom
01:22:15I
01:22:45You
01:23:15You
01:23:32How is he he's been asleep for a few hours
01:23:46I
01:23:49Boy
01:23:52My poor boy
01:24:15I
01:24:45I
01:24:57Do you warming up?
01:25:01No, no, honey what I took too much no, no just I
01:25:09Did something terrible what
01:25:16I crushed a bottle of your heart medication and I put it in the pasta sauce
01:25:23Please forgive me
01:25:26Please forgive me. I just wanted us to be together
01:25:38Sit with me
01:25:46I
01:25:59I'm not gonna make it without you. Yes, you will
01:26:03Yes, you will
01:26:06You've got people counting on you
01:26:08Joey for one. What do you think would happen to him if we both just disappeared from his life?
01:26:14Hmm
01:26:16It was this whole world would turn upside down
01:26:20I don't have a choice in this matter, but you do
01:26:34Michael had your eyes
01:26:37I
01:26:40Was too soon to tell what he had I could tell
01:26:45First time I ever held him
01:26:48He had your eyes
01:26:51My nose
01:26:55He would have been a nice blend of the two of us I
01:27:02Have this image in my mind of the two of you lying in bed
01:27:06him cradled in your arms and
01:27:09You fast asleep
01:27:12It was just after we brought him back from the hospital
01:27:18And he was staring up at you with his big eyes it was just
01:27:24Filled with such wonder
01:27:29And I memorized you both of you that afternoon
01:27:34Yeah, his little fingers curled in your hair
01:27:41And the flush on your cheeks
01:27:45I've never felt so much love in all my life. I
01:27:50Was the luckiest man whole world just laying next to the two of you in her bed
01:27:58My family and my whole home
01:28:13You are the best and most enduring person that could have come into my life
01:28:20And I am so grateful for your love
01:28:23I am so grateful for your love
01:28:28You have been my constant friend and my faithful partner I
01:28:35Cherish every day we've spent together
01:28:53I
01:29:12Told you I'm hungry
01:29:23You
01:29:53You
01:30:23You
01:30:53You
01:31:23I
01:31:53You
01:32:23You
01:32:53You
01:33:23You
01:33:54You
01:34:07Dearest Cora
01:34:09On our last anniversary you asked why I didn't write you letters anymore
01:34:15Truth is I've never been good with words
01:34:19Not like you
01:34:24At your request I'll do my best to say something here of meeting I
01:34:30Love you, that's pretty blunt, but it's the truth
01:34:36You're the best thing that could ever happen to a guy like me and honestly I
01:34:42Don't know what would have become of me if I hadn't pestered you in to be in my bride all those years ago
01:34:47I
01:34:51We've had some times sad days when we couldn't imagine how we were gonna go on
01:35:01But good days too beautiful days
01:35:07Days that always make me smile every time I think of them I
01:35:12Know this is gonna be hard for you
01:35:15Much as I've tried to make it easy, but I promise you'll smile again
01:35:22You'll laugh and you'll cry
01:35:29And you'll live your life
01:35:33For the people around you and for me
01:35:37All that said I guess I'll close with the only thought I can hold in my head today
01:35:45Thank you my love
01:35:47Thank you for everything
01:35:49And I'll see you by and by
01:35:52Barry
01:36:14You
01:36:33Joey
01:36:36I
01:36:42Think your mother will like it
01:36:44Yeah
01:36:47They got rid of the one you and Jimmy used we need it I
01:36:53Looked in those machines you were talking about
01:36:57Everything I read about him looks good seems I could make a worthwhile investment
01:37:02I
01:37:04Thought I could hold off on my roof in the barn a couple years and try out one of these robotic milkers
01:37:09Maybe the numbers work out like you said it will
01:37:13Get another one
01:37:20All right, all right, all right, come on you want to help me with this yeah
01:37:31I
01:37:55Hope this thing still works need a smartphone
01:38:00I'll get to it one of these days
01:38:05Okay, Eddie
01:38:22Sorry, we can't make it to the phone if you leave your name and number we'll get back to you as soon as possible
01:38:28Thank you
01:38:34So, what are you planning to do the rest of the day
01:38:39I'm gonna fix a few of the cattle guards
01:38:41Nice and snow did a number on them this winter
01:38:44Never understood how those things work. They stop the cows from
01:38:49Passing across the road or any place that can't be fenced off like our driveway
01:38:55They're just gutters made out of metal grates
01:38:59Cows are afraid they'll fall through something with their depth perception
01:39:05They just took a few steps
01:39:08They'd realize they could walk across no problem
01:39:11Then go wherever they liked
01:39:14Green pastures as far as they can see
01:39:18But they just keep being afraid
01:39:20So they never go anywhere
01:39:25I have any ever crossed
01:39:29Not yet, I
01:39:34Have something for you
01:39:40We started a small
01:39:42Fund in case you want to go away in September and I won't cover everything it just maybe the basics
01:39:49food utilities rent
01:39:51And I'm not trying to persuade you one way or the other
01:39:56It's just if you decide to make it go of it. I didn't want money to be a deterrent
01:40:04Of course you can I have plenty
01:40:08Doesn't make any sense for it to sit rotting in a bank
01:40:12You just don't have to make a decision right now just put it somewhere safe
01:40:18Think about it
01:40:20Take your time. Think it through
01:40:28I am so proud of
01:40:32the man you've grown up to be
01:40:36And I just want you to know that no matter where you go or whatever you end up doing
01:40:43You will always have a place to come home to here
01:40:51You
01:40:54Go take care of those cattle guards. It's gonna rain later. I
01:40:59Feel like it's always raining lately
01:41:02into every life
01:41:05some rain must fall
01:41:09So says Longfellow
01:41:12What are you gonna do the rest of the afternoon I
01:41:15Thought I might just sit a while and let my thoughts run
01:41:21Oh
01:41:24Here we okay, okay
01:41:28See you tomorrow
01:41:38Oh, hey
01:41:51You
01:42:05Sorry, we can't make it to the phone if you leave your name and number we'll get back to you as soon as possible. Thank you
01:42:20You
01:42:50You
01:43:20You
01:43:50You
01:44:20You
01:44:50You
01:45:20You
01:45:50You
01:46:20You