Into My Heart | Drama | A man has an affair with his best friend's wife | 1998 Subtitles
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Adam and Ben are childhood best friends. They grow up together and go to Columbia University where Adam meets and falls in love with Nina. Adam becomes a successful journalist and Ben a powerful attorney. When Ben and Nina begin to have an affair everything changes and nothing will be the same again.
Starring: Rob Morrow, Claire Forlani, Jake Weber
Adam and Ben are childhood best friends. They grow up together and go to Columbia University where Adam meets and falls in love with Nina. Adam becomes a successful journalist and Ben a powerful attorney. When Ben and Nina begin to have an affair everything changes and nothing will be the same again.
Starring: Rob Morrow, Claire Forlani, Jake Weber
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00:00:00Adam and I were like brothers, best friends since nursery school.
00:00:20We grew up in the city and spent our summers at his parents' country house in Stockbridge.
00:00:24His dad used to say we were like two olives in a martini, but we weren't, not really.
00:00:33Adam was always the golden boy, the kid destined for everything.
00:00:38When I think about that day at the tower, sometimes I wonder if I'd actually paid attention
00:00:44to what he was saying, really paid attention, that maybe he was reaching out, but I doubt
00:00:52it.
00:00:54I mean, in all the time I knew him, I never saw him cry, even after the accident with
00:00:58his eye when we were kids.
00:01:02He had such a strong will, he kind of got used to the idea that nothing could hurt him.
00:01:08But I never had any sense that, well, maybe I did somewhere down deep, because when I
00:01:23woke up, it was like I knew what had happened, I just knew it.
00:01:35Adam!
00:01:53Adam!
00:02:23Adam!
00:02:46After eighth grade, the ad man and I were both packed off to boarding school at Andover.
00:02:51Four years of cold showers and tuna casserole.
00:02:54The Christmas break was always a long time coming.
00:02:57We'd pile our shit into my $500 Chrysler New Yorker and mass pike it home to the city.
00:03:02Supposedly I got a letter from Columbia yesterday.
00:03:05Really?
00:03:08Told my dad not to open it.
00:03:14You have a heightened sense of drama.
00:03:16I don't like people opening my mail.
00:03:22Okay, you just make yourself comfortable, I'll drive.
00:03:24You relax.
00:03:25Shut up and drive.
00:03:33I think my dad's having an affair.
00:03:36Why do you say that?
00:03:38He's acting weird.
00:03:39He's got a little attitude on him.
00:03:41What do you mean?
00:03:43It's hard to explain.
00:03:44It's kind of a vibe.
00:03:51What's that based on?
00:03:53Dude, it's not the first time.
00:03:55Really?
00:03:56Yeah.
00:03:59What about your mom?
00:04:01What about her?
00:04:02Does she know?
00:04:04She has to know.
00:04:07And?
00:04:08It's not something she's going to talk about, obviously.
00:04:11Not to me, anyway.
00:04:15Actually, not to anyone.
00:04:21That's fucked up.
00:04:23What?
00:04:24Your dad doing that.
00:04:26Are you serious?
00:04:27Yeah, I'm serious.
00:04:29That guy's been married for, what, 30 years?
00:04:32So?
00:04:33So?
00:04:35He's had sex with the same woman for 30 years?
00:04:38He married her.
00:04:39What does that mean?
00:04:41I think it means something.
00:04:43Well, I guess they should stay together so they don't rock your little fantasy world.
00:04:51What?
00:04:57Sam.
00:05:04Adam got into Columbia, of course.
00:05:06And through some clerical error or something, so did I.
00:05:09We were both back on home turf.
00:05:11The Abbey Pub on 105th and Broadway was our official hangout.
00:05:15That was where we met Nina.
00:05:17I wish she croaked.
00:05:18I know.
00:05:19Check me out, huh?
00:05:22Hey, check out this waitress.
00:05:29She's got a nice ass.
00:05:31Nice ass. She so transcends nice ass.
00:05:34I'll be with you in a second.
00:05:36Okay.
00:05:37Is that right?
00:05:40Philistine.
00:05:46What can I get you?
00:05:47Oh, the Jack Daniels on the rocks and a cheeseburger medium rare.
00:05:51Ooh, a health nut.
00:05:53Yeah, you know Belushi died?
00:05:56Oh, wow.
00:05:58You won't let that happen to me, will you?
00:06:00No, never.
00:06:03You okay?
00:06:04Yeah.
00:06:11God.
00:06:13Not bad.
00:06:14Not my type.
00:06:16Not bad.
00:06:18You're insane.
00:06:22You see her eyes?
00:06:24The ponytail, those perfect little wrists.
00:06:28She's so fucking cute.
00:06:32I could fall deeply in love with her.
00:06:37I am deeply in love with her.
00:06:40Hey, not my time.
00:06:42Yeah, I heard.
00:06:43I'll give you the whole bag, okay?
00:06:45Really?
00:06:46Farmington.
00:06:47Dances at the Quag View Club.
00:06:49What's that continue?
00:06:51Tennis.
00:06:52Horses.
00:06:54Oh, and lots of James Taylor.
00:06:56Definitely.
00:06:58She's working here because Daddy wants her to get in touch with the Comet Man.
00:07:03One Jack Daniel on the rocks.
00:07:05Thanks.
00:07:06Hey, listen.
00:07:07I have a question.
00:07:10Are you on the swim team?
00:07:13Yeah.
00:07:14Hundred meter butterfly, why?
00:07:20I'll be right back with your cheeseburger.
00:07:24You're such a prick.
00:07:27I just processed her, just like that.
00:07:29Come on, you gotta admit she's a touch familiar.
00:07:32I'm sorry if she's got some chain-smoking Eurofag.
00:07:45Cover me, I'm going in.
00:07:47Dig your own grave.
00:08:14Hey.
00:08:45We lived in Kansas.
00:08:48Carve our names into a tree with a big heart around it.
00:09:04Got any keys?
00:09:06Keys?
00:09:12Okay.
00:09:15Okay.
00:09:20I sent you the right keys for this.
00:09:40Fifteen.
00:09:41One, two, three, four, five.
00:09:44Fifteen across and five down.
00:09:48Five across?
00:09:49No.
00:09:50Fifteen across and five down.
00:09:53But you know what?
00:09:54What?
00:09:55I'm always gonna be here to remind you.
00:10:04Would you read to me?
00:10:05No.
00:10:11He woke when it was barely just light enough to see the pine trunks.
00:10:16And he left the bed, careful not to wake Catherine.
00:10:20No, Hemingway.
00:10:21Fold his shirts and went.
00:10:36The Peloponnesians, however, having spent the time up until midday
00:10:40laying waste to the land, sailed away again.
00:10:44And about nightfall were informed by fire signals.
00:11:06One fine day, Pooh had stomped up to the top of the forest
00:11:12to see if his friend Christopher Robin was interested in bears at all.
00:11:16Yes.
00:11:18At breakfast that morning, a simple meal
00:11:21of marmalade spread lightly over a honeycomb or two.
00:11:26Hello?
00:11:28Yeah.
00:11:30Ben?
00:11:32Yeah.
00:11:33Come on up!
00:11:56Sorry.
00:11:57Hi.
00:11:58Come in.
00:12:03Where's the man?
00:12:05Oh, he went to Concord for the weekend.
00:12:07He's interviewing that guy for his thesis.
00:12:09Shit, I totally forgot that that was this weekend.
00:12:13Oh, God.
00:12:15I'm sorry, I'm gonna take off.
00:12:18Hey!
00:12:19Hey, Ben, why didn't you hang out for a while?
00:12:22I'm just studying for my midterms.
00:12:24Could do with a break.
00:12:25You sure?
00:12:26Yeah.
00:12:28Come on, sit down.
00:12:35Mind if I have a drink?
00:12:36Of course not.
00:12:38I don't actually know what we've got, though.
00:12:46You want anything?
00:12:49Yeah, sure.
00:12:50Sure.
00:12:52I think I've got some wine in the fridge.
00:13:20What are we drinking to?
00:13:24About celibacy.
00:13:27Ben, it won't last long.
00:13:29Yeah, it will.
00:13:31I don't need this shit.
00:13:46Ben, are you okay?
00:13:48How much have you had to drink?
00:13:51I don't know.
00:14:05There.
00:14:07A lot better.
00:14:08Time to hit the streets.
00:14:13Have you had anything to eat?
00:14:14Could I make you something to eat?
00:14:20Scrambled eggs.
00:14:21Toast.
00:14:22Would you eat that?
00:14:23I'm fine.
00:14:27Ben.
00:14:28I'm gonna go.
00:14:31Ben, sit down.
00:14:36Ben, sit down.
00:14:38Ben, sit down.
00:14:52Eggs Lawson.
00:14:54This is a time-honored family recipe.
00:14:59And there is one crucial but controversial ingredient,
00:15:04which is mushrooms.
00:15:07Are you okay with mushrooms, Ben?
00:15:37Yeah.
00:15:55I don't understand how you do that.
00:15:57How you fucking just...
00:16:01Just take off with a note taped to the fucking refrigerator?
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:14Would you do that?
00:16:24I'm serious.
00:16:27Would you do that?
00:16:28Would you ever do that?
00:16:32Yeah.
00:16:34She was very unhappy, Ben.
00:16:37She was an unhappy person.
00:16:40Together you are unhappy, too.
00:16:44Yeah? What am I now?
00:16:55I feel like an ass.
00:16:56Oh, no.
00:16:59No, no.
00:17:00You have every right to feel that way.
00:17:03I feel the way you do.
00:17:06I swear, all I want is a normal relationship, you know?
00:17:09I mean, is it too much to fucking ask?
00:17:14You just gotta find the right person.
00:17:23Is Adam your right person?
00:17:28Yeah.
00:17:31Yeah, definitely.
00:17:34Yeah.
00:17:37I don't know if you know this, but...
00:17:41I didn't really like you at first.
00:17:46Yeah.
00:17:47Kind of got that impression.
00:17:50What, he told you?
00:17:52No.
00:17:53No, Adam always told me how much you liked me.
00:17:57Yeah, I was a jerk, but Adam's lucky.
00:18:04Oh, are you making yourself all pretty for Ben's new girlfriend?
00:18:10She could be the woman he spends the rest of his life with.
00:18:13Ergo, the woman we spend the rest of our lives with.
00:18:18That's rather momentous, wouldn't you say?
00:18:20Huh.
00:18:24Now, you don't think that you're just putting a little bit too much pressure on this girl?
00:18:29She could be the one.
00:18:32I sent it.
00:18:33Hmm.
00:18:36What is this music?
00:18:38Adam sent it to me. I realized I never listen to it.
00:18:41A little last minute crammy?
00:18:43Shh, don't tell.
00:18:45That's pretty weird.
00:18:46Is he weird?
00:18:47I met Kat at Stanford Law, the first school I'd ever attended without Adam as a classmate.
00:18:52He and Nina had gotten married and started spending a lot of time up at his parents' country house.
00:18:57This is scary. I'm being thrown into the deep end.
00:18:59You guys have all known each other so long.
00:19:01I love you.
00:19:04That's good.
00:19:06That's all that matters. Give me a kiss.
00:19:15Oh, those New England winters.
00:19:22Hey, if it isn't John Cheever himself.
00:19:24Made it.
00:19:25Hey, how you doing?
00:19:27What's going on?
00:19:28Nice to see you, buddy.
00:19:29Kat! I'm Nina.
00:19:31I feel like I know you guys already. Ben talks about you, uh, well, constantly.
00:19:36That must bore the crap out of you.
00:19:38Matt, the ad man.
00:19:39Hey, welcome.
00:19:40Hey, sweetie.
00:19:41We're absolutely thrilled to meet you.
00:19:43She's too good for the likes of you.
00:19:45Who do you know? You just met her.
00:19:47I can tell.
00:19:48Did you have a good drive up?
00:19:49Oh, yeah.
00:19:50Beautiful.
00:19:51Yeah.
00:19:52Okay, inside, people.
00:19:54You drink or trust?
00:19:55A little.
00:19:56We'll see about that.
00:19:58I got it.
00:19:59The place looks great.
00:20:00We're growing, you know, I promise.
00:20:10He's attractive.
00:20:12Huh?
00:20:13Adam.
00:20:15He's very attractive. I can see why women would like him.
00:20:19Nina was his first serious girlfriend.
00:20:21Really?
00:20:22Yeah.
00:20:23I mean, I guess he fooled around with girls at Andover, but...
00:20:27Yeah.
00:20:28Nina was his first real love.
00:20:32He was a virgin?
00:20:35Yeah.
00:20:38That's great.
00:20:39Yeah.
00:20:40I can't believe that. That's so romantic.
00:20:47What?
00:20:48I don't know.
00:20:49I don't know.
00:20:52He's never been hurt. I mean, never.
00:20:55He's never developed any kind of, like, emotional scar tissue or anything.
00:21:00Why is that so important?
00:21:01I don't know. I mean, in an ideal world, it isn't, I suppose.
00:21:06What are you, a jaded stud?
00:21:08Hey, I've been around, you know.
00:21:12Could have fooled me.
00:21:13Oh, yeah?
00:21:14Yeah.
00:21:15Let me show you.
00:21:17You never told me you had an eye patch.
00:21:19Huh.
00:21:21I'm sure I did.
00:21:22No, you didn't.
00:21:27What happened?
00:21:30Um...
00:21:33We got hold of a bottle rocket on the 4th of July, and I lit it, but he was leaning over it.
00:21:42God, how old were you?
00:21:44Seven?
00:21:45Seven?
00:21:48How come you never told me?
00:21:50Oh, I could have sworn I did.
00:21:54Poor baby. That must have been awful.
00:22:05I never saw him cry.
00:22:10Kat, they would wear long black coats, and I gotta tell you, they looked ridiculous.
00:22:14Mm-hmm.
00:22:16What do you mean? We look ridiculous.
00:22:18What about your little uniform, Missy?
00:22:21The suede clogs and the perfectly ripped jeans, the Brooks Brothers shirt, rich girls slumming a unique boutique.
00:22:30Oh, and what, you spend your summers selling potatoes from a horse farm?
00:22:33That's right. I walked 25 miles through snow over mountains for my education.
00:22:39Nothing came to me.
00:22:40My friends and I used to walk through Palo Alto in these tie-dyed peasant dresses, listening to the dead.
00:22:48You were a deadhead?
00:22:49Like, with Manson girls.
00:22:50I can't imagine that.
00:22:52It was awful.
00:22:53All photos from that period should be destroyed.
00:22:57Nina hated me back then.
00:22:59Oh, you're right.
00:23:01Kat, it was the other way around.
00:23:04You see, Ben thought that I was stealing his little playmate.
00:23:07What do you mean? You're the Yoko Ono of Columbia University.
00:23:10Oh!
00:23:13My little Yoko.
00:23:15Thank you.
00:23:17But then we had this very bonding moment, didn't we?
00:23:22Nina was very kind to me in an hour of need.
00:23:25I made you eggs.
00:23:27You made me eggs.
00:23:28Eggs Lawson.
00:23:29Uh-huh.
00:23:30And you were so sad.
00:23:32Oh, man, I was so pathetic.
00:23:34Don't tell me. Don't tell me. Don't tell me. It's the famous Emily.
00:23:37Wait, and then this asshole, this asshole writes a one-act play about it.
00:23:42I write what I know.
00:23:44Yeah, nothing's so painful that Adam Miller can't exploit it for his own personal gain.
00:23:48Hey, this from a law student.
00:23:50And on top of it, the fucking thing wins the drama prize
00:23:54and is performing in front of 200 people or something every year.
00:23:57Like, look at my life.
00:23:59I changed the names.
00:24:00Yeah, you changed the names.
00:24:02I became Ken.
00:24:06It was really beautiful.
00:24:08People wept.
00:24:09Yeah, I wept.
00:24:10They did.
00:24:11What was wrong with those colors?
00:24:12You were happening.
00:24:13You were two happening silhouettes.
00:24:15Oh, yeah.
00:24:16There's a card.
00:24:17There's a card.
00:24:38Can I see it?
00:24:39See what?
00:24:40You dick. What do you think?
00:24:42Hey, who needs a beard?
00:24:44Go on.
00:24:45Are you sure?
00:24:46Are you sure you can handle it?
00:24:48Yeah, I want to see it.
00:24:51Gaze into the abyss.
00:25:00Ben never told me.
00:25:05Everyone always felt so sorry for me.
00:25:11I always felt kind of sorry for him.
00:25:16Everything that happens in life.
00:25:20You feel like you want to blame somebody.
00:25:24But it could have been the other way around so easily.
00:25:28So you weren't pissed off at him?
00:25:32It was an accident.
00:25:35And he's still carrying it around.
00:25:39You saw the way that he disappeared when you brought it up.
00:25:45Sad.
00:25:51What are you going to do?
00:26:03I like her.
00:26:04Yeah?
00:26:07She's nice.
00:26:08She's genuine.
00:26:16It's good to see you.
00:26:19I miss you too, you know.
00:26:20I miss you guys.
00:26:25You do not belong in California, Ben.
00:26:27You should move back here.
00:26:29I mean it. Come back. Bring Kat.
00:26:38Well?
00:26:40What?
00:26:42Kat?
00:26:44I don't know.
00:26:47I mean, I think so.
00:26:48We get along really well.
00:26:53It could be. It could really be.
00:26:57Good.
00:26:59You deserve to be happy.
00:27:01Thanks.
00:27:03Thanks.
00:27:10Oh, my God. Why are we here again?
00:27:13Hey, man. Nostalgia, you know?
00:27:16Sentiment. You're like an old man.
00:27:18Kat and I got married our final year of law school.
00:27:21And after graduation, we moved back to New York.
00:27:23She started working for the mayor and I got a job at a big corporate law firm.
00:27:27It was a very late 80s yuppie existence.
00:27:30How's your work going?
00:27:31It's going good.
00:27:32Yeah?
00:27:33Yeah. Finishing up that thing for the Sunday magazine.
00:27:36What? Still?
00:27:37Yeah, Ben.
00:27:38I take my work rather seriously.
00:27:40I'm like an ambulance chasing parasites.
00:27:42You're lazy.
00:27:43I know and love.
00:27:44I write like two briefs a day.
00:27:45Briefs. You write briefs. I wear briefs.
00:27:48You ever try feeding a camel through the eye of a needle?
00:27:50Huh?
00:27:51I can't say I've done that.
00:27:53It takes a while. It's all here, baby. Trust me.
00:28:02I'm sorry.
00:28:04You can go home again.
00:28:06Oh, nothing's changed.
00:28:09Suck up the turf.
00:28:11Rest for the mill.
00:28:13Hey.
00:28:30Hello.
00:28:31Hey, nice to see you.
00:28:32Good, thanks.
00:28:33We're doing fine.
00:28:35What can I get you guys?
00:28:37We'd like a pitch of your cheap, watered-down draft beer, please.
00:28:40You got it.
00:28:41Excuse me, you're not on the swim team, are you?
00:28:45It's okay. It's a brain tumor.
00:28:51Done now?
00:28:54How's Kat doing?
00:28:56Good.
00:28:57She's working all the fucking time.
00:28:59We hardly see each other.
00:29:03She's a powerful woman, though.
00:29:05Got that laminated Office of the Mayor card.
00:29:09We can park anywhere we want to.
00:29:12And do.
00:29:21Oh, isn't this great?
00:29:24Come on, doesn't this place have good feelings for you?
00:29:28I met Nina here.
00:29:32That's a good thing.
00:29:35That's a fucking good thing.
00:29:38All right.
00:29:42Anything else?
00:29:43I think that'll do.
00:29:44Good.
00:29:46Thank you.
00:30:01Cheers, man.
00:30:02Cheers, buddy.
00:30:07Cheers.
00:30:15I was thinking about Emily the other day.
00:30:18Uh-oh.
00:30:20No, just...
00:30:23that intensity.
00:30:26You know?
00:30:28I mean, that insane feeling of romantic love.
00:30:34I swear, man.
00:30:37I don't even remember what that felt like.
00:30:47You're lucky, you piece of shit.
00:30:49You know that, don't you?
00:30:53What do you think?
00:30:59So...
00:31:02what do you do?
00:31:05I mean, are you still madly in love?
00:31:08Yeah.
00:31:10That insane thing goes.
00:31:13But something takes its place.
00:31:17You find new things that make you happy.
00:31:24Anyway, hindsight's always fucked up.
00:31:28Emily was nuts, man.
00:31:30She drove you insane.
00:31:33Yeah, but...
00:31:36she was fucking cute.
00:31:43I can still smell her perfume.
00:31:47Tatiana.
00:31:51It's not fair to compare people to ghosts.
00:31:55I'm not gonna measure up.
00:32:01Thanks.
00:32:03Yeah. Okay.
00:32:05Remember to book those chairs for that thing Tuesday in Staten Island.
00:32:08Yeah, yeah.
00:32:10Yeah, thanks, Nelson.
00:32:12Oh, and, and, and...
00:32:13the American Preservation in Orso.
00:32:15I know.
00:32:17I know, I just wanted to make sure.
00:32:19I'm gonna be at the Stockbridge number or this one.
00:32:23Okay.
00:32:24Have a good Thanksgiving.
00:32:26See you Monday.
00:32:27Bye.
00:32:30I mean, what are you, his babysitter?
00:32:33He's a very busy man.
00:32:34Yeah, his honor.
00:32:35He can suck me off.
00:32:37Would you like that?
00:32:39Desperately.
00:32:42Kat, you know, I mean, I've been in the car for half an hour.
00:32:44It's almost five o'clock.
00:32:45It's gonna be a fucking nightmare.
00:32:47Tweety, I'm sorry.
00:32:49I don't know what else I can say.
00:32:52I'm sorry.
00:33:02I'm sorry.
00:33:03Thanks, God.
00:33:05Yeah, you think that's gonna work?
00:33:06Yes.
00:33:08Oh, you're right, God damn it.
00:33:13Lifesaver?
00:33:14What kind you got?
00:33:17Banana.
00:33:18Oh, yes.
00:33:22Oh.
00:33:26So, how was your day?
00:33:27My day was grunt work.
00:33:29I took a deposition from a guy.
00:33:30I swear, he looked exactly like Charles Lawton.
00:33:32Ew.
00:33:35Mr. Christian!
00:33:39This is from Joey Adams.
00:33:41Hiram says, I had a girlfriend once for 11 days.
00:33:44That's a strange amount of time, I said.
00:33:47Hiram shrugs.
00:33:48Took her that long to chew through the ropes.
00:33:52I can't believe you can get the post up here.
00:33:55It's like an invasion.
00:33:57So, who's up for a walk?
00:34:01Forget about it.
00:34:06Ben?
00:34:09Yeah, sure, why the hell not?
00:34:12Lam?
00:34:14I know, I really want to get this crap done,
00:34:16but I don't have to think about it.
00:34:17Is that okay?
00:34:19Sure.
00:34:20You sure?
00:34:21Yep.
00:34:23All right.
00:34:24Shoot with me, kid.
00:34:26Have fun.
00:34:32I think they said it was gonna snow tonight.
00:34:34Yeah?
00:34:35Yeah.
00:34:36Couldn't that just be great?
00:34:37Cold, wet.
00:34:38Couldn't that just be great?
00:34:39Cold, wet.
00:34:40Wouldn't have to do anything.
00:34:42Be all cozy.
00:34:43No, no.
00:34:44It doesn't snow.
00:34:56I like the bridge in Armageddon, Seth.
00:35:00My sister Josie and I built a whole village under it.
00:35:03Oh, yeah?
00:35:04The Great Falls.
00:35:07Huh.
00:35:13Want to hear a secret?
00:35:15No.
00:35:17The troll lives under this bridge.
00:35:19Oh, yeah?
00:35:20Yes.
00:35:22See him around?
00:35:24Sorry.
00:35:25Of course.
00:35:28Oh.
00:35:36Okay.
00:35:37Woo!
00:35:38Pick a stick.
00:35:40Come on, what?
00:35:41Come on, pick a stick.
00:35:42These are poo sticks.
00:35:44It's a poo and piglet's favorite game.
00:35:46All right.
00:35:47Whichever one comes out the other side first is the winner.
00:35:50But wait.
00:35:51How do we know which is which?
00:35:53Whichever comes out first is mine.
00:35:56Okay.
00:35:57You ready?
00:35:58Yes.
00:35:59One, two, three, go.
00:36:03Come on, Seabiscuit.
00:36:27Come on.
00:36:51I'm sorry.
00:36:54I'm sorry.
00:36:55No, it's okay.
00:36:57Baby, it's okay.
00:37:05Uh...
00:37:10Yes, well, I think this is the time where you say we should be heading back to the house now.
00:37:15Right.
00:37:16That's not a bad idea.
00:37:24Nina, I'm sorry.
00:37:26I mean, I totally...
00:37:27No, it's not anything.
00:37:29It's okay.
00:37:30I don't know...
00:37:31It's okay.
00:37:41Sex maniac.
00:37:47The wayfarer's returned.
00:37:49It smells so good.
00:37:51Cat's making banana bread.
00:37:54Oh, man.
00:37:57Hey, good walk?
00:37:59Yeah.
00:38:00It was great.
00:38:03What's the score?
00:38:0521-17 Rams.
00:38:06Four minutes left.
00:38:07Can they still find time to lose it?
00:38:09What do you think?
00:38:14The Cowboys have had six fucking turnovers.
00:38:17Since when do you give a shit about the Cowboys?
00:38:20You can't tolerate incompetence.
00:38:27Hey, baby.
00:38:28Hey.
00:38:32Come here. Give me.
00:38:36You're a red-cheeked baby.
00:38:40Where'd you guys go?
00:38:43Uh, I don't know. The...
00:38:45That bridge.
00:38:47The troll bridge?
00:38:48Yeah.
00:38:49You see that bastard?
00:38:51Missed him.
00:38:56You want a beer?
00:39:00Batman?
00:39:01Yeah.
00:39:07I kind of avoided her for months after that.
00:39:10I still hung out with Adam, but I made excuses not to go to their apartment.
00:39:14Not to see her.
00:39:17Until one night I was walking home off Broadway.
00:39:20Yo. Spur some change.
00:39:23Hey. How you doing?
00:39:25Hey, stranger.
00:39:26Oh, nice to see you.
00:39:28What are you up to?
00:39:29Thanks. Ah, you know me. I'm just working for the man here.
00:39:33Oh, yeah. All grown up, huh?
00:39:35Oh, no. Please.
00:39:37Everybody I know, they're having kids, getting apartments on Park Avenue.
00:39:41I feel like I'm getting left behind.
00:39:43Oh, wow. Come on. You should feel lucky.
00:39:46Chestnut?
00:39:49Christmas.
00:39:50Nice, eh?
00:39:52Hey, what are you doing now?
00:39:54Right now?
00:39:55Yeah.
00:39:56Freezing my ass off?
00:39:57Let's go have a drink.
00:39:59I gotta get home.
00:40:00Uh-uh.
00:40:02I can't.
00:40:03Why?
00:40:04I'm caping Jeopardy.
00:40:05Get out of here.
00:40:08I promised Adam.
00:40:09You don't have a timer?
00:40:10Yeah. Well, I thought I'd be home.
00:40:12Fuck Jeopardy. Well, I'm talking about real human interaction here.
00:40:15Isn't that more important?
00:40:18Anyway, it's a high school tournament.
00:40:21Really?
00:40:22It is. Whole week.
00:40:23Baby questions.
00:40:27Hey, so you guys went skiing?
00:40:29Mm-hmm.
00:40:30I haven't talked to you since then.
00:40:33Hey.
00:40:41Ben, you do not need to feel weird about...
00:40:46The troll bridge incident.
00:40:50I mean, I want you to know that I didn't take you badly.
00:40:54It just happened.
00:40:57It's no big deal, okay?
00:41:03No.
00:41:05I'm here with, uh...
00:41:07I'm here with the great Kathy Berkland.
00:41:11Um...
00:41:12No, probably about an hour.
00:41:15Is that okay?
00:41:19Okay, great.
00:41:22All right, you want me to bring you home anything?
00:41:26Okay.
00:41:27Yeah, I love you, too.
00:41:33Bye.
00:41:49I just told Adam that I was, uh...
00:41:54I told Adam I was with Kathy Berkland.
00:41:58Who's Kathy Berkland?
00:41:59The girl I went to school with.
00:42:02Oh.
00:42:08I don't know why I did that.
00:42:15I mean, why would I do that?
00:42:20Because you're having a good time.
00:42:23So?
00:42:25No, because you're having a good time and you don't want to change anything.
00:42:35You are having a good time, aren't you?
00:42:41It's like this weird cross between nostalgia and anxiety.
00:42:50I know, it doesn't make any sense.
00:42:52No, no, I'm with you.
00:42:54It's just, it's impossible to explain. It's, uh...
00:43:00You know when you're a kid and you go to the supermarket and for the first time you lose your mom?
00:43:07And you get that...
00:43:10You know, you get that kind of rush that...
00:43:12Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:43:15Yeah, I used to get something like that when I was little.
00:43:19I would stare, right?
00:43:22Into a mirror.
00:43:25Until I was utterly terrified.
00:43:28And I think it was this realization that I was this solitary thing, physically alone.
00:43:37Right?
00:43:38Yeah.
00:43:39That I was ultimately alone in the universe.
00:43:45Well, what did you do?
00:43:46I stopped looking in the mirror.
00:43:50No, but...
00:43:51No.
00:43:52I'm serious.
00:43:53Oh.
00:43:55It's like, uh...
00:43:58Like forcing yourself to wake up from a nightmare.
00:44:01It's the same principle.
00:44:04I wish I could describe it better.
00:44:07Just get these feelings.
00:44:10Feelings of longing, you know?
00:44:13Longing and a kind of fear.
00:44:16Fear that I've lost something.
00:44:23Yeah.
00:44:31Alright.
00:44:35You tell me one.
00:44:37One what?
00:44:39A memory, an image, a...
00:44:42A piece of you.
00:44:47Okay.
00:44:49I got one.
00:44:51Alright.
00:44:53It's summer.
00:44:55It's a boat club beach.
00:44:57It's night time.
00:44:59There's a big bonfire.
00:45:01Light sparks flying around.
00:45:05And Adam and I...
00:45:10We're entertaining the martini drinkers.
00:45:14He's doing his Tom Jones impression.
00:45:18You know, what's a new pussycat?
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:24And...
00:45:26I was wearing my dad's, uh...
00:45:28Big black wool sweater.
00:45:32Which smelled like him.
00:45:35Like English leather and tobacco.
00:45:44And my mother's laughing.
00:45:51Everything's perfect.
00:45:53Yeah.
00:45:56God.
00:45:59I wish I could have seen Adam at that age.
00:46:03You guys must have been so cute.
00:46:11If I could freeze that moment for eternity...
00:46:16I might just take it.
00:46:20Yeah.
00:46:37Here you go.
00:46:50Thank you.
00:47:21Thank you.
00:47:41You're leaving me all alone.
00:47:44Why don't you come with us?
00:47:46To a Mondrian exhibit? Yeah, right.
00:47:48It'll be fun.
00:47:50I hate it limpy.
00:47:53I'm kidding, sweetie. I'm fine.
00:47:56I'm in a groove here.
00:48:13Hey.
00:48:17Adam's in here.
00:48:21Come on.
00:48:27There he is.
00:48:29Here I be.
00:48:35So he can't convince you?
00:48:38So what's up with you?
00:48:42Nothing.
00:48:44Kemp's down in D.C. again in another fucking Congress.
00:48:48The Bachelor.
00:48:49Yeah.
00:48:51Living the wild life.
00:48:55All right.
00:48:57I'll see you later, sweetie.
00:49:00Leave me a couple cigs, yeah?
00:49:01I left three on the table.
00:49:06Hey, you see what's at the Thalia next week?
00:49:09Yeah, yeah.
00:49:10My yearly viewing. Touch of evil.
00:49:12You up for it?
00:49:14Yeah.
00:49:15Are you kidding?
00:49:16We're there.
00:49:18Okay.
00:49:19Bye.
00:49:24Have fun.
00:49:47Fuck.
00:50:14That mumbling shit is annoying.
00:50:17I've seen this movie 50 times. I still don't know what he's saying.
00:50:26Honey, we're gonna get wet.
00:50:29I don't drink.
00:50:31I don't drink!
00:50:34How about a bunch of drinks?
00:50:40Benji. Benji.
00:50:44What's not happening?
00:50:47Benji's in good shape now from the belt parkway right up the little BQB, up the promenade and into the beach.
00:50:52Just a little slug...
00:50:56When are you back?
00:50:58What?
00:51:00When are you coming back?
00:51:02Uh, not till Tuesday.
00:51:07Hand-raiser.
00:51:13Are you ditching me for the whole weekend?
00:51:15What's up with Adam?
00:51:17Nothing. He's going to Boston to visit his grandfather.
00:51:21What?
00:51:25What'd you say?
00:51:28Nothing.
00:51:36Hello?
00:51:37Hello?
00:51:39Bodia, this is Adam and Nina, and we can't come to the phone, but won't you please leave us a message?
00:51:45Where the fuck are you?
00:51:47It's, um...
00:51:49It's gone on 11.
00:51:51My grandfather just called me Flo, so...
00:51:53I have a feeling the party's about over.
00:51:58I don't know where you are. I thought you'd be in bed by now.
00:52:02Uh, okay.
00:52:03I will try again in half an hour. Love you. Bye.
00:52:24Hey.
00:52:26I'm sorry to call you so late. I didn't wake you up, did I?
00:52:30No, no, not at all.
00:52:31No, no, not at all.
00:52:33Uh, I can't find Nina.
00:52:36You wouldn't have to know where she is, would you?
00:52:38Well, as a matter of fact, she's sitting right here. Hold on a sec.
00:52:52Hello?
00:52:54Hi.
00:52:57No, we were just hanging out.
00:53:00Oh, I guess I lost track of time.
00:53:05Yeah, how's Boston?
00:53:09Yeah, how's Peter?
00:53:14Oh, give him a hug from me.
00:53:18Yeah.
00:53:20No, I was leaving now anyway.
00:53:25You promise?
00:53:27I promise.
00:53:29Good.
00:53:31All right.
00:53:33I love you.
00:53:35I do.
00:53:37I'll see you tomorrow. Bye.
00:53:50Well.
00:53:53Hi, Dad.
00:53:55Hi, Dad.
00:53:58That wasn't good.
00:54:00Oh, no, it was totally innocent.
00:54:04What are you doing?
00:54:06I have to go.
00:54:08Why?
00:54:10I thought that you said you weren't going to fall asleep, Ben.
00:54:13Well, excuse me.
00:54:21You know, this is insane.
00:54:23What?
00:54:24What?
00:54:25Nina.
00:54:28Come on.
00:54:33Where the fuck's my other shoe?
00:54:35Well, hold on a second. I'll come with you.
00:54:36No.
00:54:38It's fine. Just stay in bed.
00:54:41Okay.
00:54:51Hello?
00:54:53Bodia, this is Adam and Nina, and we can't come to the phone, but won't you please leave us a message?
00:55:00Okay.
00:55:03All right, well, I'm going to go to bed because I've got to get up early so I can miss traffic.
00:55:07Um.
00:55:10All right, I love you. I'll see you tomorrow.
00:55:30Ben.
00:55:36Ben.
00:56:07Okay, Adelaide Stevenson's running mate, head of New York Crime Commission.
00:56:10S.D. Schiefhofer.
00:56:11Yes.
00:56:12Five seconds.
00:56:13The greatest director in the history of film.
00:56:14Time!
00:56:15Yes.
00:56:16Time!
00:56:17Bullshit.
00:56:18Come on.
00:56:19Oh, please. You guys are pathetic. It's the same fucking clues every time.
00:56:22Just get over Orson Welles.
00:56:23Oh, I'm sorry.
00:56:25Last licks. Down by five.
00:56:28No problem.
00:56:29Yeah.
00:56:30Would you like to give or is he?
00:56:32It's your turn to give, right?
00:56:33Would you like to give or is he?
00:56:35It's your turn to give, right?
00:56:36I'll receive, Alex.
00:56:40And.
00:56:41Wait, wait, wait.
00:56:42Go.
00:56:43Okay, he was the old mayor of New York. He used to read comics over the radio.
00:56:45Fiona LaGuardia.
00:56:46Okay, great.
00:56:49Oh.
00:56:51Modern painter, drinking, dripping.
00:56:53Jackson Pollock.
00:56:54Yeah.
00:56:56Okay, novelist.
00:56:58Died in a car accident.
00:57:00Nathaniel West.
00:57:01Good, but existentialist, French.
00:57:03Sartre.
00:57:04Camus.
00:57:07Okay, good. One of mine.
00:57:09Can't say that.
00:57:10Hey.
00:57:11Can't say that.
00:57:12Shut up, shut up. Architect. He was the director of the Bauhaus.
00:57:14He designed the Seagram building with Philip Johnson.
00:57:17Falling on your own sword there, kid.
00:57:19Thirty seconds.
00:57:20Chicago Federal Center. Glass, glass, glass.
00:57:22Lee Van Der Rohe.
00:57:23Yes.
00:57:24How the fuck did you get that?
00:57:28Well, I don't know who this is.
00:57:29Fifteen seconds.
00:57:30I know who this is.
00:57:31This is, um, oh God.
00:57:33Okay, um, first name rhymes with the daughter and family affair.
00:57:38Buffy?
00:57:39Coffee, coffee crab?
00:57:40No.
00:57:41Duffy.
00:57:42Yeah, yeah.
00:57:43Duffy, Duffy.
00:57:44Okay, um, last name is...
00:57:45Game, set, and match. So close, ladies.
00:57:49What is he, some hockey player or something?
00:57:51Donald Robert Duffy Dyer.
00:57:52Second string catcher for the 1969 world champion New York Mets.
00:57:56You said you weren't going to do that anymore.
00:57:58He was a cultural icon. He caught Nolan Ryan.
00:58:01Who the fuck is Duffy Dyer?
00:58:03Who the fuck is Mies Van Der Rohe?
00:58:21Moonlit Room.
00:58:29Curve of a naked woman's back.
00:58:36Don't know where it meets her hips.
00:58:44Motels.
00:58:48With ice machines and lots of towels.
00:58:55Big towels.
00:58:59Out of the past.
00:59:02A new print.
00:59:11Rainy Saturday.
00:59:14Driving to buy a pumpkin.
00:59:18A throb of the windshield wipers.
00:59:23College football game on the radio.
00:59:28Rock.
00:59:44Roxy Music.
00:59:46Simon.
00:59:52The Sierras in winter.
00:59:55Hey, we're hiking up to the tower tomorrow, right?
01:00:01Yeah.
01:00:14Fifth avenue.
01:00:19Night of the first snowfall.
01:00:25Lush.
01:00:30Snow in her hair.
01:00:39Fifteen across.
01:00:41Five down.
01:00:42Five down.
01:00:52Diving into a pool.
01:00:57Swimming down.
01:01:03Down looking up.
01:01:08Shimmer. Silence.
01:01:13Like a cocoon.
01:01:18Yeah, that's beautiful.
01:01:22It's like being on a boat when it's raining.
01:01:27You know, something weirdly great about that.
01:01:32It's cozy.
01:01:36It's like a good roadhouse.
01:01:42What do you know about being in a roadhouse, Ben?
01:01:47Are you trying to sound like it'd be a commercial?
01:01:50Or does it just come naturally?
01:01:55What would you like to talk about, Nina?
01:02:05Well, we could talk about what a shithead you are.
01:02:12I don't know.
01:02:42Want more, Jack?
01:02:45Why not?
01:03:12Come on.
01:03:30Do you remember when we used to come up here with my dad?
01:03:38Used to be that guy down at the bottom.
01:03:39Saw all those little cartons of orange you drank.
01:03:42I used to love all that fake shit.
01:03:46Instant iced tea.
01:03:49Slim Jims.
01:03:54Nothing feels that way anymore, that intense.
01:04:00The wind.
01:04:04Light.
01:04:10It's all kind of dazzling.
01:04:20I feel like I can't smell anything anymore.
01:04:24Yeah, well, you find new things that make you happy.
01:04:31That's what you said to me once, remember?
01:04:34You lose certain things, you gain certain things.
01:04:39You lose certain things.
01:05:00We have a 30-year-old male who fell 40 feet.
01:05:02He has severe head injuries, unresponsive.
01:05:04He has a rigid abdomen and pelvic fractures.
01:05:06We're going to be there in about three to four minutes.
01:05:07We need a trauma protocol.
01:05:09He just fell.
01:05:15How does that happen?
01:05:35How do I do this?
01:05:39How do I do this?
01:06:10Where's Nina?
01:06:12She's trying to find Adam's mother.
01:06:19What?
01:06:23What was the look, Kat?
01:06:25There was no look.
01:06:27You can't, okay?
01:06:29Don't do this to me tonight, not tonight.
01:06:31Just please, Ben.
01:06:33I can't take care of both of you right now.
01:06:35Well, you don't have to take care of both of us.
01:06:37Well, you don't have to take care of me.
01:06:39Please, just don't get drunk tonight.
01:06:43Did you get through?
01:06:45They left already.
01:06:47I left a message for them in the hotel in Provence,
01:06:49but they're not going to be there until tomorrow.
01:06:52Did you call your mom?
01:06:54No.
01:06:56I can't handle her right now.
01:06:58Well, I put out some crackers and cheese.
01:07:03There's tequila.
01:07:05Yes, please.
01:07:07Thank you.
01:07:13Are you okay?
01:07:16Want some dinner?
01:07:18You don't have to.
01:07:20No, I should probably eat something.
01:07:23You know, I haven't eaten since, um,
01:07:26you know, before.
01:07:28I was just going to make some spaghetti.
01:07:29Is that okay?
01:07:30That's great.
01:07:35Could I sit down?
01:07:37Yeah.
01:07:47Remember the complete class that we had?
01:07:50The one in Hamilton?
01:07:52Professor Mandelkind.
01:07:56And every Thursday, Adam had the overlapping class.
01:07:58He'd sneak out 15 minutes early.
01:08:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:08:02Oh, my God.
01:08:03Yeah, yeah.
01:08:05Kat, one day, Adam is, um,
01:08:08he's trying very hard to sneak out of class unobtrusively,
01:08:12but it's Adam, right?
01:08:14So, he's bumbling along,
01:08:16and he's wearing this long,
01:08:18remember the long red army coat?
01:08:21And it's dragging along the floor,
01:08:23and he's knocking everybody's books over as he goes,
01:08:27and the teacher is in the middle
01:08:29of this profound thought,
01:08:31and without missing a beat, he goes.
01:08:33And so, it became clear to Adam
01:08:34that he knew this preternaturally,
01:08:36just as I know that something
01:08:38of earth-shattering importance
01:08:40happens every Thursday afternoon
01:08:42at 3.45 that necessitates
01:08:44this gentleman's leaving.
01:08:46And everybody just starts laughing,
01:08:48and Adam just stops,
01:08:50and he looks at the floor,
01:08:52he smiles, and he looks up,
01:08:54and he goes,
01:08:56um, actually, it's 3.40, sir,
01:08:58but, uh, I was really into that story.
01:09:00Well, that's a story!
01:09:01I was really into that story!
01:09:07And then he just smiles,
01:09:09and he, like, shuffles out of the room.
01:09:11Quintessential.
01:09:13It was so beautiful.
01:09:15God, we laughed for days.
01:09:17Yeah, man.
01:09:32Here, let me help you.
01:09:34No, no, no, no, stay.
01:10:02Water pouring
01:10:24I'm going up.
01:10:28Why don't you come and sit with us for a minute?
01:10:31I can barely keep my eyes open.
01:10:35You okay?
01:10:38Alright, night sweetie.
01:10:40Night.
01:10:43We love you.
01:10:44I know.
01:10:49You coming soon?
01:10:50Yeah, yeah.
01:11:01Okay.
01:11:12Hey.
01:11:14Hi.
01:11:23You okay?
01:11:24Mhm.
01:11:32Gonna read?
01:11:33Yeah.
01:11:39You don't mind if I stay up for a while, do you?
01:11:41No, no.
01:11:44Take care of her.
01:11:52I'll be up soon.
01:11:59Hey Benji.
01:12:01Hey.
01:12:07I need you too.
01:12:09A lot.
01:12:12I love you.
01:12:15I love you.
01:12:31Okay.
01:13:01Okay.
01:13:20I want to go back to the hospital.
01:13:28It's the middle of the night, I don't...
01:13:30Are you gonna drive me?
01:13:31I...
01:13:34I don't... I...
01:13:36I mean...
01:13:38I don't know.
01:13:39He's not gonna even know we're there.
01:13:42I just... I think we should go in the morning.
01:13:44We'll go first thing in the morning.
01:13:48This is insane.
01:13:53I don't think I'm gonna be able to handle this.
01:14:00The baby's gonna die.
01:14:05My baby's dying.
01:14:06No, no, no, no, no.
01:14:10I really don't think that I'm gonna be able to handle this.
01:14:13Because I feel like my head's just gonna explode or something and I don't know what to do.
01:14:30I love you.
01:15:01Max.
01:15:10I love you so much.
01:15:21This is crazy.
01:15:26I love you.
01:15:31I love you.
01:15:34This is over.
01:15:42I love you.
01:15:58I'm here, Will.
01:16:00I am so evil.
01:16:04His best friend.
01:16:07I mean, what were we doing?
01:16:10Ben, what the fuck were we doing?
01:16:24Um...
01:16:26I'm sorry, but do you mind if I go in there alone?
01:16:31Hey, um, do you want us to wait?
01:16:34No, um...
01:16:36I'll take a cab.
01:16:37Okay.
01:16:50Benji?
01:16:55Coming?
01:16:58Yeah, sorry.
01:17:01Okay.
01:17:10I'll need some bread.
01:17:11Can you get a loaf of that olive bread?
01:17:15Is this how you cope?
01:17:16Cooking? Shopping?
01:17:17I mean, what are you, Martha Stewart?
01:17:19Can we just get out of here?
01:17:20What, you think I'm enjoying this?
01:17:24Do you think this is what I want to be doing right now?
01:17:27We have no food, Ben, okay?
01:17:30Get this over with.
01:17:42Sorry, this is such a chore to be with me.
01:17:46Sorry I'm not Nina.
01:18:00Fuck.
01:18:31Fuck.
01:18:50What do you want to do?
01:18:54I'd kill you.
01:19:01Okay.
01:19:10Kat, do you want to leave?
01:19:18Leave?
01:19:22Why the fuck should I leave?
01:19:24I'm not the asshole.
01:19:26I'm not the one who's fucking his best friend's wife.
01:19:31Do you want me to leave?
01:19:40Just...
01:19:42How could you do this?
01:19:45Adam?
01:19:48You're unreal.
01:19:49You fucking terrify me.
01:19:51Kat, please.
01:19:52What, what? Is this a bad time?
01:19:53What do you want me to say?
01:19:54I don't know why I did it!
01:19:56What are you, a two-year-old?
01:19:59You just take whatever you want and fuck everywhere?
01:20:01Hey, it was a horrible thing to do.
01:20:02I'm sorry, I'm sorry if I hurt you.
01:20:04What, if you hurt me, are you insane?
01:20:06What do you want from me?
01:20:07Don't fuck other people.
01:20:21Don't break my heart.
01:20:23How's that?
01:20:25God, you piece of shit!
01:20:30You know...
01:20:35I can...
01:20:38I can almost...
01:20:40I can almost understand you doing this to me.
01:20:43But how?
01:20:47I mean, did you want to possess him?
01:20:50Somehow?
01:20:51Some part of him?
01:20:52You couldn't have?
01:20:53Huh?
01:20:54So you fuck his wife?
01:20:55Is that it?
01:20:57You killed him!
01:20:58I hope you know that!
01:21:00I mean, you knew what he was like!
01:21:02Shut the fuck up!
01:21:04I don't know you.
01:21:06You're shit!
01:21:07You are fucking shit!
01:21:10I know what I did!
01:21:12I know it!
01:21:23Adam...
01:21:29I'm sorry.
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01:25:23Oh, my God.
01:25:31Look at you.
01:25:32You look great.
01:25:36So do you.
01:25:37How are you?
01:25:39I'm okay.
01:25:40Yeah?
01:25:41You may partner?
01:25:43Oh, no.
01:25:44Actually, I quit.
01:25:47I don't know.
01:25:51What about you? I heard you were in London.
01:25:55Yeah.
01:25:56How's that?
01:25:57It's great.
01:25:58Yeah?
01:25:59Yeah, I love it.
01:26:09I heard about you and Kat.
01:26:12I'm sorry.
01:26:13Yeah, well...
01:26:17Keep in touch?
01:26:18Yeah.
01:26:19She's doing good.
01:26:20She's getting married.
01:26:21In April.
01:26:22Really?
01:26:23Yeah.
01:26:24He's a good guy, actually.
01:26:25I met him.
01:26:26That's great.
01:26:27I'm happy for her.
01:26:28Well, how long are you in New York?
01:26:30Well...
01:26:33Hi.
01:26:34Hi.
01:26:37Good.
01:26:38Hi.
01:26:39Oh, I'm sorry.
01:26:40Hi, this is Ben.
01:26:41This is Ben Hawkes.
01:26:42Oh, my god, Ben.
01:26:43Hi.
01:26:44Good to meet you.
01:26:45Nina's told me so much about you.
01:26:46This is my husband, Chris.
01:26:48This...
01:26:49This is Owen.
01:26:52Hey.
01:26:54Hi, Owen.
01:26:55How you doing?
01:26:57Oh, my god.
01:26:58He's...
01:26:59He's beautiful.
01:27:00Isn't he cute, isn't he?
01:27:01Yeah.
01:27:02Just like his mom.
01:27:04Well, why don't we sit down?
01:27:05You'll have supper with us, huh?
01:27:07Oh...
01:27:08Well, I mean, I'd love to, but...
01:27:10I gotta be somewhere to eat.
01:27:12Are you sure?
01:27:13Oh, come on.
01:27:14Yeah, yeah, I'm afraid...
01:27:16But, uh, thanks.
01:27:18I mean, actually, I should...
01:27:20I should probably get going right now.
01:27:22What?
01:27:23Um...
01:27:24I'm gonna walk you out.
01:27:25Okay.
01:27:26Chris...
01:27:27It was good to meet you.
01:27:28Yeah, nice to meet you.
01:27:33So, when do you go back to London?
01:27:35Oh, um...
01:27:36Day after tomorrow.
01:27:41I was going to go.
01:27:42Ah.
01:27:43Don't worry.
01:27:58How are you, Ben?
01:28:01Are you okay?
01:28:06I try to do good things.
01:28:09I try to do good things.
01:28:13I know.
01:28:16I do, too.
01:28:24Owen's beautiful.
01:28:26Looks just like you.
01:28:31Yeah.
01:28:35I can't believe how much I love him.
01:28:39I know.
01:28:44I'll call you next time.
01:28:45I promise.
01:28:49You better.
01:29:09♪
01:29:23♪ Spending my time all alone
01:29:27♪ Never with anyone for too long
01:29:30♪ And she came to me
01:29:32♪ And the thought of her touch
01:29:34♪ Turned my head around
01:29:38♪ Feeling the same about me
01:29:42♪ That's what made me see
01:29:45♪ I wasn't all alone
01:29:47♪ I could feel this change inside of me
01:29:53♪ I sat on the edge of a bed
01:29:57♪ Looking her eyes and the things unsaid
01:30:00♪ We were moving so close
01:30:02♪ We were totally lost in the moment
01:30:08♪ And in my imagination
01:30:15♪ There was never room to see
01:30:23♪ That this kind of situation
01:30:29♪ Could ever happen to me
01:30:38♪ I told her to wait for a while
01:30:42♪ She looked up at me with a smile
01:30:45♪ Holding my hand so close
01:30:47♪ She knew what I was going through
01:30:53♪ I was taking a chance being kind
01:30:57♪ Now she's always on my mind
01:31:00♪ Calling my name out loud
01:31:02♪ You know it made me realize
01:31:08♪ Something was happening to me