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Everyone Knew About My Wife’s Affair Except Me—One Evening at Dinner, I Couldn’t Take It Anymore...

Imagine being the last to know about your spouse's betrayal. This story follows the heartbreaking journey of a husband who discovered that everyone around him knew about his wife's affair, but no one told him. After months of confusion, he finally learns the truth during an ordinary dinner that turns into an extraordinary confrontation. Listen to this gut-wrenching story of deceit, embarrassment, and the painful path toward healing.

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00:00Why does a married woman decide to cheat a woman who has a good home, a loving husband,
00:05and two wonderful children after 15 years of a happy marriage?
00:09Why I kept asking myself this as I read the private investigator's report and looked
00:13through the photos included in it.
00:16Why I kept asking myself.
00:18And the only thing I could come up with was that she had some kind of mental breakdown.
00:21Did she love him?
00:23According to the report they met only for sex.
00:25No sane woman would risk everything she has for a few minutes of sinful pleasure, mental
00:29illness.
00:30That's the only explanation I could give as the tears streamed down my face.
00:35The detective left me alone in the empty office to read the report, knowing I would need privacy
00:40to process what was written and deal with the emotions it would inevitably stir.
00:44I went through the photos and noticed how shamelessly she was indulging in sex with
00:48her lover.
00:49I recognized him as Chad Wilkins, an employee at the real estate agency where she worked
00:54as an agent.
00:56They met a couple of times a week at Motel 6 by the interstate and sometimes in our home
01:00in the guest bedroom.
01:02That's where he got the pictures so there would be no issues with privacy when it came
01:05to the divorce court.
01:07When the detective first saw them entering our house, he installed many cameras and audio
01:11APs in various rooms.
01:14Now I had to figure out how and when to handle it.
01:16I was firmly resolved that I would have to divorce her.
01:19I could not bear the thought of her cheating on me and expecting me to turn the other cheek.
01:24My name is Frank Noland, I'm 43 years old and I manage a supermarket.
01:29The job sometimes requires long hours away from my family and perhaps that contributed
01:33to my wife losing her way.
01:35I thought but damn it.
01:37That wasn't a reason I could accept.
01:39My wife's name is Joan, she's 42.
01:42We met in college and from our first date no other woman existed for me.
01:46I loved her and trusted her throughout our married life.
01:50As I mentioned, she works as a real estate agent and spends a lot of time out of the
01:53office.
01:55As does Chad and I think that's what gave them the opportunity to carry on their affair.
02:00Chad is around our age and is married to Mona, a very nice pleasant woman and they also have
02:04two children about the same age as ours.
02:07I met them at various family events hosted by the real estate company and always thought
02:11they were a good family.
02:14I thought the divorce could be handled very amicably, citing irreconcilable differences
02:18is the reason.
02:20If she agreed to cooperate we earned about the same so there shouldn't be any alimony.
02:25And if our 14 year old son Jeremy moved in with me while our 12 year old daughter Kim
02:29stayed with her mother, there wouldn't be any child support either.
02:33The house would have to be sold and all the assets divided equally.
02:37If she didn't agree to this, I would threaten her with a divorce for infidelity.
02:42In the report, with all the photos, audio recordings and videos would be made public,
02:46I thought about Chad and how this would affect his family, but I didn't know yet how to deal
02:50with that issue.
02:51I figured when the time was right.
02:54I would take the evidence I had and give it to his wife, leaving her to decide what to
02:58do.
02:59I knew it would devastate her as much as it had devastated me, but she deserved to know
03:03the truth about the man she was married to and I wanted revenge for what he had done
03:07to my family.
03:09At that moment there was a knock on the door and the detective walked in.
03:13How are you doing Mr. Newland?
03:15Do you have any questions about the material?
03:17No probably not.
03:19Everything here is just as I expected.
03:21I replied sadly, would you like to watch the videos or listen to the audio recordings?
03:26It might give you a better idea of how things unfolded.
03:30No thank you.
03:32I don't want to see anything more than what's already shown in the photos.
03:35I replied I really couldn't accept what I had seen as she had completely given herself
03:39to another man, so I stood up and prepared to leave, on my way out.
03:44I wrote the detective a check for the remaining balance and taking his report with the photos,
03:48audio and video recordings, walked out of the office.
03:52Stopping in a park not far from our home, I reflected on the events that led me to uncover
03:56my soon to be ex-wife's infidelity.
03:59I didn't want to enter the house we once called home because I could no longer think of it
04:02as our home.
04:04It was just a place where we ate and slept.
04:06I decided I would try to keep the family together as long as possible for the sake of the kids
04:10as they needed its stability.
04:13Joan is an attractive woman and stays in shape through exercise and activities related to
04:18her job.
04:19She's by no means slim after having children, but I noticed she had lost a little weight
04:23and seemed very tired lately, which I attributed to a new diet.
04:27She still seemed very sweet to me.
04:29Our sex life had been frequent until a few weeks ago and very loving, though mostly gentle,
04:34sticking to the missionary position and rarely or never exploring other kinds of sex.
04:39I had thought about talking to her about splicing up our sex life, but always feared how she
04:43might react to some of my fantasies.
04:46I didn't immediately realize that the frequency of our sex had decreased.
04:50But looking back I can see that she didn't want to have sex with me on the day she was
04:53with Chad, but the rest of the time our lovemaking continued as usual.
04:58It wasn't until I accidentally saw the bank statement for her personal card and noticed
05:01charges at our local Motel 6 that I became suspicious and decided to investigate.
05:06The result was the private detective's report.
05:10Maybe I should have confronted her about it right away.
05:12But if she was cheating, I wanted it documented it was very expensive and I had to dip into
05:18our retirement savings to pay for it.
05:21I figured that if what I suspected turned out to be true, I wouldn't need to worry about
05:25growing old together.
05:27What bothered me the most was that she never seemed to change her loving attitude toward
05:31me.
05:32Even while she was having an affair, I wondered how she could be so two-faced, acting as if
05:36nothing in her life had changed.
05:39She must be a good actress, I thought from what she did with Chad.
05:42It was clear she had lost her love and respect for me as a husband and lover, and she had
05:47to be punished for her deceitful behavior.
05:50As I sat in the park, the same one we had taken our children to so many times as they
05:54grew up, I felt my eyes fill with tears again and my thoughts drifted back to the 15 years
05:59I had believed were a perfect marriage.
06:02How could she have given up so easily?
06:04I quietly sobbed, leaning my head back on the park bench, until I finally pulled myself
06:08together.
06:10Another thought came to mind, if she truly has a mental illness, could I stay with her?
06:14Our wedding vows included the words in sickness and in health.
06:18Mental illness is a sickness.
06:20Could I stay in the marriage to honor that vow if she ended her affair?
06:23But the wedding vows also included the words in forsaking all others, and she certainly
06:27hadn't done that.
06:29I decided that I could never trust her again, and if I couldn't trust her even if it was
06:33caused by illness, I couldn't live with her.
06:36How could I keep an eye on her while also working?
06:39So divorce was the only solution.
06:42Then I considered how to handle the divorce with minimal impact on the children and without
06:46a serious confrontation with her.
06:49But first I needed to find and talk to a divorce lawyer using my cell phone.
06:53I called our attorney to get a recommendation.
06:56Jerry was surprised when I told him what I needed, but he gave me a name Ron Jenkins
07:00and a phone number.
07:02Before hanging up, I asked him to rewrite my will, excluding Joan and naming our children
07:06as the sole beneficiaries.
07:08I immediately called and scheduled a meeting with the divorce lawyer for the next morning.
07:12I then decided to return home and try to act normal for a few more days.
07:17When I got home, Joan hadn't arrived yet, but the kids were already back from school
07:23and doing their homework.
07:24I was proud that they had trained themselves with a little help to start on it as soon
07:28as they got home from school.
07:31Dad Kim asked, what are you doing home so early?
07:34I had some errands to run and after that I just came home to check on you guys.
07:38Oh dad, you know how hard working we are.
07:41She replied with a mischievous smile as we hugged she was a wonderful daughter and I
07:45knew I would miss her when I parted ways with her mother.
07:48All right has your mom come home yet?
07:50No she called and said she had a showing and would be a little late.
07:54She's bringing home Chinese for dinner.
07:56Sounds good is Jeremy upstairs in his room?
07:58Yep, as I went upstairs and knocked on Jeremy's door, I wondered if Joan had met with Chad
08:02that afternoon at Motel 6.
08:05I had all the information I needed for the divorce so I was no longer tracking her affair.
08:10Jeremy opened the door and I ruffled his hair and hugged him.
08:13What's up, dad?
08:16Nothing Ja just letting you know I'm home how school, good no complaints.
08:19We chatted for a few more minutes and then I went downstairs and made myself my favorite
08:23drink whiskey on the rocks while waiting for Joan to come home.
08:27She arrived about half an hour later, looking a little tired and pale, even slightly greater
08:32and due to her recent weight loss, her dress hung loosely on her.
08:36She went upstairs and called Jeremy for dinner before turning to me with a smile that lit
08:39up her whole face.
08:41How was my dear husband's day, she asked kissing me on the cheek.
08:46Great I replied.
08:48Kissing her back, are we grumbling about something today?
08:51She asked with a questioning look on her face.
08:53No I'm fine honey, just a stressful day, I answered, trying to sound a bit more cheerful.
08:59She looked at me with a strange expression, almost guilty or so it seemed to me, then
09:03turned and walked back to the kitchen.
09:06I finished my whiskey and went to the kitchen to help her set the table while Kim was pouring
09:10water into the glasses.
09:12Joan seemed to love me just as much as ever and it really puzzled me why she suddenly
09:16felt the need for extra sex and the risk of destroying our marriage.
09:20We enjoyed dinner together while Joan told us about this showing that had delayed her.
09:25It seemed like it was a pretty big deal and her commission could be significant.
09:29I didn't know and I didn't care whether it was a real showing or if she had just been
09:32fooling around with her lover instead.
09:35I was past caring but I tried not to reveal my inner feelings for the kid's sake.
09:39While we ate afterward, the kids cleaned up the kitchen and while Joan was upstairs changing
09:44into something more comfortable.
09:46I went to the living room to watch the news.
09:49I heard the shower running upstairs and wondered if she was washing off her lover's scent,
09:53preparing to have guilty sex with me tonight.
09:55I was starting to go crazy over her affair and thinking about the right way to get revenge.
10:01That night she tried to initiate sex but I pushed her away and turned my back.
10:05I pretended to be asleep and heard her sigh as she turned away.
10:09The next morning I got up early and left the house before everyone else.
10:12I left a note explaining that I had an important project to finish today and needed to start
10:17early.
10:18It was really difficult for me to function normally around Joan and I needed some time
10:21to myself.
10:23I finally started working and managed to get some things done before I had to head to my
10:26meeting with the divorce lawyer.
10:28When I arrived at his office I had a copy of the private investigator's report with
10:31me.
10:33His secretary immediately showed me to his office and after introducing myself I explained
10:37my situation.
10:39He looked through the photos, read the report and agreed that it was a reasonable plan and
10:43could be handled easily if she agreed.
10:46If not, the report, photos and other evidence would be laid out on the table.
10:51I asked him when he would be ready to serve her with a divorce notice and he replied that
10:55it would take a couple of days.
10:57That's how long it would take to prepare the paperwork, file it with the court and then
11:01prepare copies for service.
11:03I asked if he could include one of the photos of her in chat with the divorce papers so
11:06she would immediately know the reason.
11:09He promised he would do that and would call me as soon as the papers were ready.
11:12I left and headed home.
11:15Now I had to decide how to break the news to Jeremy and Kim.
11:18I was certain that the sudden breakup of the family without any warning would devastate
11:22them.
11:23I couldn't warn them in advance, as Joan would find out before she was served, and part of
11:27my revenge was for her to be served right at work.
11:30I think the fact that I knew about her affair would be a complete shock to her.
11:35The divorce notice combined with that knowledge who would force her to suddenly realize what
11:38she had lost it might also signal to Chad that his marriage could be in jeopardy too,
11:43if he's there or hears about it.
11:45The kids were my biggest concern and I needed to figure out how to gently explain our separation
11:49to them.
11:50I spent the rest of the day looking for a furnished apartment that I could temporarily
11:54call home until I found something more permanent.
11:58Finally, I found a place and put down a deposit to hold it for a few days, then headed home.
12:04When I arrived, Joan was already there cooking dinner.
12:07She smiled and kissed me warmly.
12:09God, I thought this woman can act this way and if she can do it, so can I.
12:14I returned her kiss with some passion.
12:16Easy, big boy, wait until tonight and I'll give you what you're looking for.
12:22Kim, who was doing her homework at the dining table, groaned and disgusted mom, that's gross.
12:27Sorry honey mom got carried away for a moment.
12:29Joan laughed.
12:30I wondered if I could stomach making love to her, but she might start to get suspicious
12:34if I didn't respond to her sexual advances.
12:37I had put her off last night, but I couldn't postpone it for two nights without an explanation.
12:43It's for dinner, I asked, still holding her by the waist.
12:46It'll be burnt chicken and biscuits if you don't let go of me.
12:50She replied with a smile as she returned to cooking that night as we were getting ready
12:53for bed.
12:54I was afraid to have sex with her.
12:57I really didn't want to, but for the success of my plan, I had to try.
13:02She slid into bed naked, anticipating our lovemaking, and her body aroused me as it
13:06always did, but I noticed that she looked thinner.
13:09I was about to ask her why she was dieting when she grabbed me and brought her mouth
13:12to mine.
13:14What followed was much more passionate sex than we had ever had before, and nothing like
13:18what I had seen in the photos with Chad, though it wasn't as wild as what I saw in the pictures.
13:23When we finished, she relaxed in my arms.
13:26Oh Frank, I really do love you.
13:30You'll never know how much she whispered kissing me back.
13:33This was too much.
13:35I thought she's cheating on me, and at the same time confessing her love, I'm the most
13:39love chuckled ever.
13:41What kind of glorious horns can you get well soon she'll find out how much she loves me.
13:45It's a shame though because she has such a nice ass.
13:47I love you too, honey.
13:50She snuggled up to me and we fell asleep together.
13:53The next day and night were a repeat of that night, and I knew it would be the last sex
13:57she would ever get from me, so I did my best to please her.
14:00I even added a few things I'd seen in the photos.
14:03When I finished, she collapsed in my arms.
14:06Oh Frank, oh my dear, that was amazing.
14:08You are my greatest love, and I want to tell you that you're the best lover in the world.
14:12I couldn't let that slide.
14:14I love you too, honey, but how do you know I'm the best lover in the world?
14:17How many guys have you slept with?
14:19She hesitated for a moment before answering, and I could almost hear the gears turning
14:23as she tried to come up with the right response.
14:26You're the only one, my dear.
14:28I said that because I can't imagine making love any better.
14:31Good answer, quick thinking, well tomorrow you'll get my response.
14:34Adolres.
14:35I thought just before I fell asleep, she asked me a question.
14:39Frank.
14:40Yeah, can we have some time alone on Saturday morning?
14:43I need to tell you something.
14:45I'll take the kids to my parents' place and we can sit and talk for a bit.
14:49What the hell is she going to confess?
14:52Well too late for that, sweetheart.
14:54Of course I'm fine.
14:55What's going on?
14:56I'll tell you on Saturday.
14:57Al.
14:58Right.
14:59After that I had a hard time falling asleep thinking about what was likely going to happen
15:02tomorrow and how I was going to handle it.
15:05I wondered how she was going to frame her confession.
15:08She would probably make it all my fault.
15:10Damn, I was the best lover in the world and she loved me.
15:14So how could it be my fault?
15:16The next morning I got up early again and went to a diner for breakfast because I didn't
15:20want to see or talk to her anymore.
15:22It was over now.
15:24Later when I got to work, I called the lawyer to check on the status of the divorce papers
15:28and he told me they had been prepared the day before and were ready to be served.
15:32I arranged for them to be served to Joan at 3pm, giving me time to take care of necessary
15:37things.
15:38Then I took the whole day off.
15:40Before leaving I told my secretary that if my wife called, I was out on business.
15:44When I got home, Joan had already left for work and the kids were at school, so I changed
15:49into my work clothes and then rented a small truck from You Hey.
15:53When I got back home I started loading my personal belongings, clothes, computer, etc.
15:58I even hauled my favorite chair into the truck and got ready to head to the apartment I had
16:03rented.
16:04Just as I was getting into the taxi, the neighbor came over to see what was going on.
16:09Frank she asked, are you guys moving?
16:11No just me, what's going on, are you having problems?
16:14Joan found other interests so I guess it's time for me to move on.
16:17Oh that's awful.
16:20But I can't imagine Joan doing anything to ruin your marriage.
16:24Well you can talk to her when she gets home tonight, I'm not sticking around.
16:27See you.
16:28Alice.
16:29I drove off, leaving her with a puzzled expression on her face.
16:33I knew that by the end of the day, most of the neighbors would have heard that Joan had
16:37cheated on me and I had left her.
16:40Alice was the neighborhood gossip.
16:43After unloading the truck at my new place, I returned it and picked up my car.
16:48When I got back to the apartment, I tidied up, took a shower and changed clothes.
16:53After lunch, I went to our bank, withdrew half the money from our joint account and
16:56transferred it to my own account.
16:59Then I spent a couple of hours taking care of insurance and other things that needed
17:02to be updated.
17:03At 230, I drove to the middle school where the kids studied and waited for them to come
17:07out.
17:09It took a few minutes to pick up the kids before they got on the school bus and both
17:13of them were puzzled by my presence as we headed home.
17:16Why did you pick us up?
17:17Dad, what's going on?
17:18Kim asked.
17:20I'll tell you in a minute, sweetheart, I said as I pulled into the park near our house
17:23and parked the car.
17:25Kim was sitting in the front seat next to me and Jeremy was in the back when I turned
17:28to face them.
17:29Both looked very confused.
17:30Kim, it's very hard for me to tell you this, but I've left your mother.
17:35You'll be staying with her until we figure out custody.
17:38But I have my own apartment now and I won't be living at home anymore.
17:41Why?
17:42Dad, Kim exclaimed.
17:45Tears in her eyes.
17:47Why can't you be with us anymore?
17:48Jeremy just muttered oh damn and turned away so we couldn't see his tears.
17:52I'm really sorry guys and I can't explain the reason but you need to remember that we
17:55both love you and will always be there for you.
17:58You'll both need to support your mom and be there for her but our marriage is broken and
18:02I don't think it can be fixed.
18:03We'll still be your mom and dad but we won't be together.
18:07Now Kim was openly crying and I reached out and tried to hug her over the console.
18:11It was unbearable to see my little girl cry.
18:14Why did Joan do this to us?
18:15I asked myself, look at what she's doing to our kids.
18:19Finally a bit of calm returned and I drove them back to the house where I no longer lived.
18:24Before leaving them there, I hugged them.
18:26Both tears were still running down their faces and mine too.
18:29You guys go and do your homework and try to keep your minds busy.
18:33Mom will be home soon and I don't think she'll be too happy so be ready to support her.
18:37If you need anything, you can call me on my cell and I'll call you on yours to check on
18:40how you're doing.
18:42I'm really sorry about this, but sometimes things happen that we have no control over
18:46and this is one of those times.
18:48I left them and headed to my place.
18:50Glancing at the clock I saw it was already past 3.
18:54She only should have received the bad news by now.
18:56It was around 5pm that same day when my cell phone rang.
19:00I checked the caller ID and saw it was a relative calling with some hesitation.
19:04I picked up the phone.
19:06Hello.
19:07Um.
19:08Frank.
19:09Frank.
19:10I heard my father-in-law Sam speaking.
19:11Yes.
19:12Sam what can I do for you?
19:13I liked Sam.
19:14We had always gotten along.
19:16Well Frank Joan is in the hospital.
19:17In the hospital?
19:18Yes, they brought her in from work.
19:21She collapsed there a couple of hours ago, right after she was served the divorce papers.
19:25She asked us to call you what the hell is going on Frank.
19:28Sam, she was cheating on me and I found out.
19:30Oh damn, are you sure that doesn't sound like her?
19:33I have a private investigator's report photos, videos and audio.
19:37It's all clear.
19:38Oh damn, this is going to destroy her mother.
19:41How is Joan?
19:42She was in severe shock.
19:44But I also found out something else.
19:46She's dying.
19:48The word she's dying seemed to stun me for a moment before I responded, asking for clarification.
19:53What do you mean?
19:55She's dying.
19:57She has terminal pancreatic cancer.
19:59She only has a few weeks left to live.
20:01My god I didn't know that.
20:03Sam, she never told me how long has she known.
20:06She's pretty sedated.
20:07But she managed to say about three months, she's really distraught.
20:11Can you come to the hospital?
20:13I think she wants to see you.
20:14My mind was in turmoil.
20:16Joan in a terminal stage.
20:18What was I about to do?
20:19Damn.
20:20I already told the kids I was leaving her.
20:23The kids, oh damn they're home alone.
20:26I'll come as soon as I can.
20:28But I need to take care of the kids.
20:29They're home by themselves.
20:31Where are you?
20:32I'm at my apartment.
20:33You planned this in advance.
20:35Yes, I wanted her to feel the same pain she caused me.
20:38I loved that woman and trusted her.
20:41There's no excuse for breaking the vows we made before God.
20:45I think I can understand that.
20:48Now I need to get home.
20:50How long are they going to keep her there, at least overnight?
20:53They want to monitor her.
20:54Is it okay if I bring the kids tonight?
20:56I think she'd prefer they stay away.
20:58She'll be going home tomorrow and she'll be able to handle it better.
21:02Then are you coming here tonight?
21:04It's a mess.
21:05I don't know what to do now.
21:06I'll have to stay with the kids tonight.
21:09Tell her we'll talk tomorrow.
21:10I'll take the kids to school and then I'll come to see her.
21:14Okay Frank, I'll tell her we'll stay with her until she falls asleep.
21:18After hanging up, I got into the car and headed home.
21:21While I was driving, my phone rang.
21:23It was Kim calling Hi Kim Dad.
21:25Mom isn't home yet.
21:26Did something happen to her?
21:29I'm on my way home now.
21:30Sweetheart, I'll explain everything when I get there.
21:33It'll just take a few minutes.
21:35Okay, see you soon.
21:38God, what am I going to tell the kids this was such a mess?
21:42Why didn't she tell me she was terminally ill?
21:44Maybe that somehow explains why she had the affair.
21:46She must have started it after she got the diagnosis.
21:50No wonder she was losing weight and always feeling tired.
21:54As I pulled up to the house, Kim ran out to greet me.
21:57Jeremy stood in the doorway watching Dad, where's Mom?
22:01She's in the hospital sweetie.
22:03She fainted and they took her in for some tests.
22:06Grandpa Sam called and she's fine.
22:08So don't worry we'll see her tomorrow when she comes home, they're just keeping her overnight
22:11to make sure she's okay.
22:13I took her hand and we went inside.
22:16I put my arm around Jeremy's shoulders to comfort him.
22:19He seemed to appreciate the gesture.
22:21How about we go out to eat somewhere guys after dinner at our favorite pizzeria?
22:24We came back home.
22:26I called Sam to check on Joan and he said she was sleeping peacefully and that they
22:30were getting ready to head home.
22:32I told him again that I would come by in the morning and bring her home.
22:36We had things to talk about.
22:38He agreed with me.
22:39Before the kids went to bed, Jeremy asked,
22:42Are you coming back home, Dad?
22:45I thought for a moment before answering.
22:48It looks like I'll have to you guys plan on going to school tomorrow and then I'll probably
22:51bring your mom home tomorrow evening.
22:53We'll have a family talk.
22:55Okay.
22:56Yeah, everything's fine.
22:59Continuing to hold my hand.
23:00I didn't pull away from her.
23:02The meeting with the kids took place shortly after they got home from school.
23:06Kim expressed her joy at her mother's return, while Jeremy was less demonstrative but seemed
23:10relieved to see her again.
23:12They both wanted to know if we were still angry with each other and if we were back
23:16together for good.
23:17We reassured them that mom was home for good, but that there were still some issues in our
23:21relationship that needed to be worked out and she would be sleeping in the guest room
23:24for a while.
23:26I assured them that the issues would be resolved soon and they seemed satisfied with that.
23:30I knew it was my responsibility to lead the family discussion, which wasn't going to be
23:34pleasant but it was something we had to go through and leave behind in order to move
23:37forward.
23:38You know guys, there are a few more changes we need to talk about.
23:42Your mom won't be going back to work, she'll be staying home and we'll all need to help
23:45her as much as we can soon.
23:48We'll hire someone to come and help while I'm at work and you're at school so mom will
23:51be alone Kim, initially confused, was the first to speak.
23:55Are you sick?
23:56Mom?
23:57Joan, sitting next to Kim, wrapped her arm around her shoulders.
24:00Yes, sweetheart, I'm sick and it's going to get worse.
24:05Kim's eyes widened as she realized what her mother was, telling her.
24:08What is it?
24:09Mom, it's cancer and it can't be cured.
24:11You're not going to get better.
24:13Her realization dawned on Kim's face and I heard Jeremy mutter, oh damn.
24:19Tears welled up in Kim's eyes and began streaming down her cheeks.
24:23Are you going to die?
24:24Mom?
24:25That's right, we all die someday and my time has come early.
24:28God is calling me home to be with him.
24:30Kim turned, buried her face in Joan's shoulder and hugged her around the neck, crying.
24:35I don't want you to die.
24:37You can't die.
24:38I won't let you.
24:39Joe held Kim.
24:41As I turned to Jeremy, tears ran down his cheeks as I pulled him into a hug.
24:45What's wrong with mom?
24:46He choked out cancer, gypancreatic cancer.
24:49There's nothing they can do.
24:51Needless to say, there was a lot of crying and praying over the next hour before any
24:55sort of reluctant acceptance was reached.
24:57Kim still refused to believe that her mother was going to leave her, and I knew she would
25:01need strong support from another woman when Joan was gone.
25:04Finally, in an attempt to restore some semblance of normal family life, I called and ordered
25:12pizza.
25:13Kim sat on her mother's lap, hugging her tightly and sobbing while Joan tried to comfort
25:16her.
25:18As we waited for the pizza to arrive, I was amazed at how well Joan was holding it together,
25:23but I knew she was a good mother and would be there for her kids as long as she could.
25:27Tears were running down my cheeks as well.
25:29After a couple of days we had somewhat come to terms with our situation.
25:33Our parents, brothers and sisters had been informed and they gathered to offer support.
25:38Joan's mother, Marge, moved in with us and took over the household duties, naturally.
25:44Joan had to give up the guest room to her mother and I was glad about that.
25:48I missed having her in our bed and realized that making her stay in the guest room was
25:51just petty revenge on a terminally ill woman, and I couldn't justify that to myself.
25:57The first night we spent together was unforgettable.
26:00There were no longer any boundaries that had haunted us throughout our married life and
26:03Joan was deeply remorseful and wanted to make it special for me.
26:07My emotions were conflicted because she had done some of these things first with another
26:10man during our marriage.
26:12Still, I thought about how little time she had left knowing her love for me and our fifteen
26:16years of marriage.
26:18I decided to give her the intimacy, both in lust and in love that she craved.
26:22Her body was thinner, but she was still beautiful when she came to bed.
26:26What started as a soft kiss soon turned into something much more passionate.
26:30We shared an intense and deep connection, something new between us.
26:34It was one of the most exciting experiences we'd ever had together.
26:37She was catching her breath, tears in her eyes and I became concerned.
26:42Are you okay love?
26:43Should I stop?
26:44Oh no!
26:45Don't stop.
26:46I feel so happy, please keep going.
26:49A soft sound escaped her as we continued and she looked at me with such adoration that
26:52was wonderful, so wonderful.
26:54We said things we had never spoken before completely free in that moment and it felt
26:58like nothing was holding us back.
27:00Our connection reached a new height and I felt an overwhelming sense of joy.
27:05As we relaxed, I gently kissed her lips and she began to cry.
27:09Oh my dear husband, I've never felt anything like that before.
27:13I was so foolish not to come to you sooner.
27:16I'm so sorry she said through tears, my love.
27:18I also should have shared my thoughts with you.
27:21If I had, maybe things would have been different.
27:23Let's just focus on the time we have left together.
27:26We had a few more moments like this but after a couple of weeks, her energy started to fade
27:31as the illness progressed.
27:32I held her close as she rested, regretting the time we had lost by not opening up to
27:36each other sooner.
27:38I forgave her for the past, understanding that, in her situation, anyone might have
27:42made similar choices.
27:44I too.
27:45I had my own dreams that I wished I had explored before.
27:48It was too late.
27:50Joan lived for another month and eventually they gave her such strong sedatives that she
27:54simply slipped away from us.
27:56I was there holding her hand as she passed.
27:59Even though her death was expected, I was still heartbroken for quite some time.
28:03Fortunately, Mamart stayed with us for a while after the funeral but eventually she had to
28:07go home to take care of Sam.
28:10I hired a housekeeper to come and cook dinner and clean the kids.
28:13And I learned how to do laundry, so we've managed to get by before she died.
28:17Joan told me to find another wife because Kim needed another woman she could trust and
28:21who would guide her, and I needed a companion too.
28:24I'm still looking and I'm still thinking about whether or not to ruin Chad's happy home.
28:28I'll let him sweat a little longer.
28:31Thank you for listening until the end.
28:34See you in the next episode of Cheating Secrets.
28:36Take care of yourself and your loved ones.
28:38Goodbye.
28:39Kim, who had been listening asked you still love.
28:42Mom dad.
28:43I've always loved your mom sweetheart.
28:45It's just that something happened that made it so I couldn't live here anymore.
28:48But I might have to come back to help your mom for a while.
28:52I hugged them both before they went off to their rooms.
28:55After they left, I poured myself a drink and sat in front of the TV for a while, staring
28:59at the empty screen.
29:01Yes, I would have to come back home if she's dying.
29:05She won't be able to take care of the house and the kids.
29:08We would need to talk tomorrow before the kids came home to sort out the living arrangements.
29:12I thought there had to be a connection between her affair and the news that her life was
29:15coming to an end.
29:17Maybe I would finally learn the why I had an endless list of things to do, including
29:21canceling the divorce proceedings.
29:24There was no point in divorcing someone who was terminally ill.
29:27I would also have to give up the apartment.
29:28God, why didn't she tell me?
29:32Why keep this a secret?
29:33We could have figured something out thinking about her about our 15 years together and
29:37the fact that I might lose her.
29:39I felt a deep sadness.
29:41Maybe it was the alcohol, but it was as if a wave of grief suddenly washed over me.
29:46It had been such a stressful day and the way it ended must have been too much, because
29:49I felt tears running down my cheeks in my rush for revenge.
29:53I had pushed forward without talking to her or facing her directly.
29:57Now I would have to take the time to find out why there was nowhere else for us to go
30:00if she only had a few weeks left to live her actions breaking our wedding vows meant I
30:04didn't have to uphold my commitments to our marriage, but I couldn't abandon her.
30:08Now I still had responsibilities as a person and a parent.
30:12The next morning I got up early and got the kids ready for school.
30:15Kim was excited about seeing her mom when she got home from school.
30:18Do you know how mom's feeling this morning?
30:21Dad?
30:22I haven't had time to call yet, sweetheart, but I'm sure if there were a problem they
30:25would have called us.
30:27Are you all set for school?
30:28Yeah, my backpack is ready.
30:30Good.
30:31The bus will be here in a few minutes.
30:33Are you all set, Jay?
30:35Yeah, I'm ready, alright.
30:37See you later, have a good day.
30:39When they left, I stood on the porch watching as the bus pulled up and then went back into
30:43the house before picking up Joan.
30:45I needed to bring my things back home, so I called the truck rental and booked the same
30:49truck.
30:50They promised to have it ready.
30:52When I arrived, I called the hospital and asked for Joan Room.
30:55She was having breakfast when I called, but she started crying as soon as she heard my
30:59voice.
31:00Oh, Frank, I'm so sorry, can we talk?
31:02I'll pick you up around noon.
31:05Joan I have something to take care of first, and when we get home we can talk.
31:09Oh, yes.
31:11The doctor said I can go home this morning, I'm so sore.
31:15Save it until we're home.
31:16Joan I'll see you later.
31:18I gently interrupted alright, I heard in a faint, tearful voice, I put on my work clothes
31:22and headed to U-Ha to get the truck.
31:25It took me just under two hours to move my things back home.
31:28Then I took a shower, changed clothes again, and returned the truck.
31:32After that, I took my car and drove to the hospital.
31:36Joan was waiting for me, dressed and sitting in a wheelchair in the hospital lobby.
31:40Her parents were with her and I was shocked by her appearance.
31:44Since I had seen her the morning before, she looked as if she had aged ten years.
31:48Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her complexion had turned almost a greyish
31:52yell.
31:53However, I made myself refrain from hugging her.
31:58Are you ready to go?
32:00Yes.
32:01They discharged me just a little while ago.
32:03I was just waiting for you, she sobbed.
32:06Then, let's go, I said, with some kindness in my voice, as I didn't want her to start
32:11a scene in the hospital lobby.
32:13Let's go home.
32:14At that moment.
32:16Sam spoke up she's our daughter but she's your wife and we gave her to you in marriage.
32:20If your marriage is over we'd like her to come back to us.
32:23I hear you.
32:24Sam and I acknowledge my responsibilities as a husband, even though your daughter broke
32:28our marital contract.
32:30We'll talk when we get home, and I'll let you know all right.
32:33Frank, if you go get your car I'll bring Joan out.
32:36When you get back, thank you, I replied, running outside to get my car later.
32:42As we were driving home, Joe started speaking.
32:45Frank, I'm so sorry, I know there's nothing I can say to show you how much I regret this.
32:50Joan, why don't you wait until we get home, we'll have time to talk before the kids get
32:54back.
32:56Are you going to throw me out?
32:58Frank, no.
33:00If you're as sick as your father says we'll stay together.
33:03This is going to be very hard for Jeremy and Kim.
33:06I've already told them we're separating but I didn't explain why.
33:09I rented an apartment and moved out yesterday.
33:12But this morning I came back home.
33:14I think the most important thing you'll need to explain to me is why, why did you do this?
33:19And why did you do things with Chad that you never did with me?
33:22I think I deserve an answer and when we get home, I want you to tell me why.
33:27If your father didn't tell you, I hired a private detective and I have his report with
33:31photos, videos and audio recordings of you meeting with Chad in our guest room so you
33:35can't say anything to deny the affair.
33:38Joan just sat in the passenger seat, her head down, quietly crying.
33:42Alright Frank, I'll try to explain.
33:45We drove in silence except for her sobbing until we got home.
33:48I helped her inside and up to our bedroom, where she said she wanted to take a shower
33:52and change before we sat down to talk.
33:55While she did that, I prepared us some soup and sandwiches for lunch after.
34:00Lunch we sat at the kitchen table facing each other.
34:03Go ahead, Joan, I want to hear it now before the kids get home.
34:07Alright I don't know if you remember, but about three months ago I started having stomach
34:11pains which I thought were indigestion or heartburn.
34:15Well...
34:17After a couple of weeks when the pain didn't stop and I couldn't relieve it with antacids,
34:21I went to our family doctor and he sent me for tests and a CT scan.
34:25I did all of this without telling you because I didn't want to worry you or the kids unnecessarily.
34:31My job allows me to leave the office during work hours and I took advantage of that.
34:35When he got the results he arranged for me to see a specialist.
34:38The specialist ran more tests and eventually told me that I had pancreatic cancer and that
34:42there wasn't much they could do for me.
34:44He said it was caught too late for treatment to be effective and that I only had a few
34:48weeks left to live.
34:50I was finally going to tell you this Saturday.
34:52It killed me to think that I would be leaving you Jeremy and Kim.
34:56I didn't know what to do or how to tell you or the kids.
34:59One thing that kept running through my mind was that I was still so young and hadn't truly
35:03lived yet, sometimes.
35:06When you weren't around I would go on adult websites and watch some of the sexual activities
35:10that really turned me on.
35:12I always wanted to try some of them but I never told you because I was afraid you would
35:15lose respect for me.
35:17I wanted your memory of me to remain untarnished by thoughts that I was some kind of pervert,
35:22so.
35:24I was in a terrible dilemma and my judgment was clouded by the thought that my time was
35:28running out fast.
35:30I wanted to experience being in adulterous rest before I died and I should have talked
35:33to you, but I didn't want you to remember me that way.
35:37I knew Chad was into adult films because I once overheard him talking with a couple of
35:40other guys in the office when they didn't know I could hear them.
35:43One day I worked up the courage and asked him about it and he admitted that he had a
35:46bunch of videos.
35:48He could show me so.
35:50One afternoon we went to his place and he played some X-rated videos.
35:54They aroused me so much that we ended up doing it.
35:57It wasn't as good as I had hoped and not nearly as good as when we were together.
36:01But I kept hoping it would get better.
36:03We even did it in our guest room a couple of times.
36:06As you know, I would never let him in our bed.
36:09The last time we did it in the guest room.
36:12I tried to make it as good as what I had seen in the videos, but I couldn't enjoy it and
36:16I finally realized it would never get better.
36:18So I ended things with him.
36:20I know I acted terribly selfishly, not thinking about you or our children, my only.
36:26Excuse is that when I found out I only had a few weeks or months to live, my mind went
36:30blank and I could only think about myself.
36:33Now I want to sincerely apologize and ask for the chance to return home and spend the
36:36rest of my time with my family.
36:39I will never be able to make up for what I've done and I have no right to expect you to
36:42forgive me, but I still hope that one day you might.
36:45I know the respect you had for me, which I tried so hard to preserve, is completely
36:50gone because of my actions.
36:52When I started the affair, I hoped I could act like an adulterers and keep it a secret
36:57because I knew if you found out you would leave.
36:59I'm ready to accept any punishment you deem fit because I need to cleanse my soul of the
37:04sins I've committed.
37:05You are the only one I love and respect more than anything in the world and I need your
37:09punishment as my absolution.
37:11I sat there for a few minutes looking at her.
37:14After she finished, she lowered her head staring at the table waiting for my response.
37:19Finally, I decided what I had to say in response to her confession.
37:25Joan I'm so disappointed by what you did and by the fact that you didn't come to me completely
37:29shutting me out of your thoughts and your life.
37:31I can.
37:34Understand the shock of being told about your impending death, but cutting me off completely
37:38because you wanted to do something you were afraid I would find offensive is beyond my
37:42understanding.
37:43I would have agreed to anything you wanted, my love for.
37:46You would have outweighed any thoughts of holding back from anything you needed.
37:49I'm your husband and when we married we became one with love as the binding force holding
37:53us together.
37:54I should have been there to support you in everything you wanted to do.
37:58It seems almost funny now, but during our marriage I wanted to try different kinds of
38:01sex with you but I was afraid you would reject me and lose respect for me.
38:06Now I know we had the same desires, but we never told each other and this is where it
38:09has led us as they say that's all water under the bridge now.
38:13And yes, I want you to stay here at home with us for as long as possible.
38:17You made a terrible mistake what I'm struggling to forgive.
38:20But now I understand the reason behind your actions a little better and maybe that will
38:24help me cope with it.
38:25Perhaps you should sleep in the guest room until the dust settles a bit.
38:28I'll probably.
38:29I need to hire someone to come in and do the laundry, cooking, cleaning and so on.
38:35We might eventually have to convert the dining room into a bedroom for you when you're no
38:38longer able to climb the stairs, but I'll take care of that later.
38:43Frank, I appreciate being here with my family and I'll try not to be a burden.
38:49I don't want you to think that you'll be a burden.
38:52This is our responsibility and we will do everything necessary to support you.
38:56You're my wife and you're their mother and nothing, neither time nor money will be wasted.
39:02Thank you dear, she said gently reaching across the table to take my hand.
39:05When the kids find out about your condition, it will be hard for them.
39:09My decision to leave you has already hit them hard.
39:11I told them we would have a family meeting to discuss everything.
39:15When they get home from school, her face grew sad again as she thought about our children.
39:19I guess we need to do that.
39:21They're old enough, but this will be tough, especially for Kim, she admitted.

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