Video recorded 7:00PM Sep 10 '24 by Alyssa

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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:06For those that's watching, I thank you for watching.
00:10None of this information can be used against me.
00:13The only ones who are watching are the ones who want to help Shia Lissa, not hurt Shia Lissa.
00:18Anyone who's watching that wants to attack or try to frame me illegally will be sued or sent to jail.
00:28So this is 6.57pm, and Shia, I apologize for not writing what time I was going to make the video.
00:40For one, I forgot, and also I was kind of tricked into thinking that I was going to meet you,
00:47even though I was told repeatedly by telepathic supporters you're not going to meet.
00:52Shia, today, there was sort of like a, there was sort of some kind of forced thinking that I was going to meet you.
01:05So today I did my errands, and it's September 10th, and I have spent all my money.
01:15This happens. I can never go, I can never, I spend most of my money, all of my money within two weeks typically.
01:25But I had some things on my to-do list to get, and this is my list that I made.
01:38And I explained to you all the places I went to.
01:41I didn't go to Hobby Lobby.
01:43Remember that little blue circle thing that was on top of my, on top of our kitchen table, Shia, where I put the placemats?
01:53I hid the placemats underneath.
01:55Well, I put a paper plate full of vinegar to try to help with the odor in here,
02:01and the vinegar seeped through the paper bowl and got on the blue placemat thing.
02:09So I was going to go to Hobby Lobby, but I didn't have time.
02:14So like usual, I run around trying to find things that I have to get, and I can't find some of the things.
02:22So I ended up going to 13 places, 13 stores.
02:26I went and did my laundry, and this is my laundry.
02:29And I actually washed, so I clicked, I hit my finger on the cell phone.
02:46I washed this, and I'm going to save it as evidence of how tattered and how my things get and how I'm not allowed to get certain things.
02:57Similar to something I got today that is going to, I'm going to have to pay my Wi-Fi bill late in order to get the things that I had to get.
03:10It's only a $30 Wi-Fi bill.
03:16I might not have to pay it late because I might have a five-day grace period.
03:21So I'll explain that to you in a little bit.
03:24But this cut off on this video at the beginning because I hit my thumb on it.
03:34So I went and did my laundry, then I went to Ross.
03:39I'm going to show you a little bit of my haul that I got, Shia.
03:43Then I went to Ross to get a couple things.
03:48Then I went to H&M to try to find some of those cropped tank tops, but they were under renovations, so they were closed.
03:56I went to World Market, just looking around for those little things.
04:01Camera covers for the cell phone but they didn't have it, but I got something else, I'm going to show it to you.
04:06Then I went to Ross to try to find bras, and I didn't find any bras.
04:15Then I went to Walmart to try to find bras, and I didn't find any bras.
04:23and I didn't find any bras. Then I went to Wal-Mart to get a few things. I got a 35-pack
04:36of water and 4 gallons of water, so now I have like 8 gallons of water and 70 bottles
04:43of water in the trunk. I went to CVS and I found something that I needed. I went to Nordstrom
04:51to try to find bras. No bras. Went to Chick-fil-A. I got some more condiments and I got the chicken
04:59tenders and french fries because I wanted to see if there was still going to be like
05:05that texture and it was that texture. So I'm very picky with chicken. It has nothing to
05:13do with Chick-fil-A. It has to do with texture that I don't like, but I really like their
05:20biscuit egg and cheese. I'll get that next time. Then I went to Ralph's. I got some more
05:26onion bagels because I really wanted those bagels. Then I went and got gas. Then I went
05:33to Macy's to try to find bras and they were like $40 apiece, so I left and didn't really
05:39find a bra I wanted anyways. Then I went to Target and I finally found two bras because
05:45these bras has been an issue. It's been an extreme issue. I'll show it to you in a few
05:51minutes and explain to you that it's been a SEX harassment issue and a neglect abuse
06:00issue with my chest. So I'll explain that to you in a little bit, but now I'm going
06:05to show you the food haul. I have some iced coffee here. It's kind of late to drink coffee,
06:10however, I've been staying up late and I've been doing more food research and acupressure
06:19for a long time. So now I'm going to show you my food. It's not a food haul. It's a
06:23grocery haul. I didn't get much, but I got some more tuna because it's been too hot to
06:35cook in here, so I eat the tuna on a wrap, tortilla wrap. I got some more coffee, half
06:44caff, because I just don't want to run out this month. I got four of these carnation
06:52evaporated milks. I like to have this with my bagel for breakfast. I've been really grossed
06:59out with breakfast. This has been nice to have a bagel with kind of like a coffee latte
07:09with evaporated milk, coffee, and honey. And I got some mackerel. These are these onion
07:19bagels that I really like. And the date is September 16th, so that's fine. Disinfectant
07:33wipes. I still have plenty of disinfectant wipes, but I want to make sure I have some
07:38more. I got this air disinfectant. It's very important that I have this. And because this
07:46is city air, and because there's kind of like a gap underneath my door, well, not really
07:53a gap, but when they wash the floor, I can smell the cleaning products come under the
08:01door. But this is good to have when you're living in downtown San Diego, and there's
08:08no screen on that window when I go to open the window. And also the vent. There's a grill
08:16down in the courtyard, so the grill smell can come through the vent. So it's really
08:22good to have this. Yeah, I've been using this. It really sanitized the air. The air really
08:29feels cleaner afterwards. So I was going to save this for our hygiene collection shine,
08:35but I'm not going to save it. I'm going to use it. It's a foot file, and I like it because
08:44it has the eco plastic, and it's dual-sided, easily sanitized. I can easily sanitize it.
08:57And it is... I haven't been able to find a way to get the hard skin off of my feet, and
09:08I'm very weak. My arms are very weak from the paralysis, so I think this is going to
09:14work. It's very, very sharp. I went to World Market to try to find those camera covers,
09:25and I got a little tripod, so now I can record this, record the backup with this. I finally
09:38got a tripod, and I can also use this for other things. I finally got a hairbrush. This
09:49is... the last time I got a hairbrush was many, many years ago, and this is the Tangle
09:55Teaser. It's my favorite color. It's $18, but it lasts many years. And this is the same
10:07brush. I've had this brush for a long time. It's... they're kind of bent a little bit,
10:19but I've had this brush for so many years, so this is what it looks like. And you're
10:28not really supposed to use this with a straightener, so I'm going to try to remember to use my
10:40comb while... when I go to straighten my hair. That wish will be fine. I can do that. So
10:51I am very, very happy. This is... I've been needing this, and especially with my hair
10:56thinning, it's not helping having the bristles all kind of bent. And the reason is this is
11:07because I got this hairbrush many, many years ago. So I'm going to throw it out. I got some
11:16toothpaste, because the toothpaste I have is not, like, foaming. It doesn't make my
11:23mouth taste clean enough. And I got some aluminum foil to put when I use the toe strap in, to
11:32put my bagel down in the foil, so I don't have to keep cleaning the pan. So that's my
11:40haul. And then I got the condiments at Chick-fil-A. They have condiments where you can...
11:50They just have honey, creamer, mayo, different... What else? Hot sauce. But they gave me a sign
12:08in there. They knew that... They gave me a sign in there, like last time, with the cops
12:18in there, but I can't explain it on the internet. It's not going to make sense. But I'm writing
12:25it all down to show you all these signs and messages I'm getting from people. I just put
12:30this sports bra on real quick, because I had to take off the bras to show you how tattered
12:36my two bras are that I've been wearing for many years and haven't been allowed to buy
12:41bras. So this sports bra is way too tight. It's like suffocating me. So basically, this
12:51is my... I'm going to show you how fat my stomach is from the health issues, not because
12:59So see how this sticks out? See how this pulls out? This isn't just a fact, because when
13:13you're near death, you get bloated. And I can't wear bras that are my size. I am getting
13:23a little bit... I am getting a little bit of weight, but that's not it. So in regards
13:30to the bras, I've been wearing these two for years. Well, I got this on sale for like $5.
13:41It's all stretched out. Look at the straps. And it's all stretched out. This is the material
13:51that I like, though, because it's not painful. I've also been just using the... wearing these
14:02Aeropostale. These Aeropostale bras that are cotton, which I like, but all the straps are
14:17falling down off my shoulders because they're all stretched out. So this is the cotton bra,
14:24which is nice because it's cotton. However, the straps keep falling down. I still wear
14:31them, but I'm probably not going to... See, I like these because they're cotton, and they're
14:41just undergarments. It's nothing... I don't have to be weird about it because I've been
14:48in fashion, and so... But this is the bra that I had, and it's so stretched out and
15:00and, like, it's ripping. Like, the seam's ripping off. And these two bras and these
15:10Aeropostale bras, I've had for many, many years. Many, many, many years. And I've been
15:19very, like, not allowed to buy nice underwear, undergarments, and there's been a program
15:28involved with it. It's too luxurious and pampering, and also it's like S-E-X harassment. Ooh,
15:35you want to look and feel S-E-X-Y in your underwear, and so I get shot with humiliation
15:44and blush, and then have to leave. However, I have had a problem with bras these past
15:49ten years because of my heart problems and because of the strokes. My stomach has bloated
15:56out, and my chest hasn't. So, the new bras I got were the same. The true brand, the pink
16:09one I have, I got the same one in this color, and this is seamless. I took these cups out
16:16because they don't, they're not my size. So, I like these because they're seamless, and
16:25they, they're not cotton, but it's the most comfortable type of, it's the polyester that
16:34doesn't really bother my skin. And this is, I got this jockey bra. It has, it's made out
16:47of Modal, and this is extra, extra large. This is size XXL because my, because all,
16:58the XL I didn't even fit in, and this is extra large. I didn't even fit in the large.
17:05So, there's something going on because I, my T-shirts and pants are size medium. I've
17:14been, I can buy some shirts in size large, but these bras, because of what's going on
17:22with my stomach, chest area, and extreme bloat, and pain, I'll immediately feel like
17:29I'm suffocating if it pulls on that spot. So, I've been needing these bras, and I'm
17:37gonna have to possibly pay my Wi-Fi bill late because of these bras, but the problem is,
17:43it's like the shoes in the purse. Remember, I was wearing no one pair of shoes for like
17:49years and years. Well, it was like three year, it was like three or four years. I
17:56was only wearing those white sneakers and didn't have any other pair, but there's something
18:01also about the chest abuse, and there's a whole storyline about these criminals trying
18:09to not allow me to buy these bras, and I can't go into detail about it right now because
18:15I'm too tired and I don't know how to say it correctly. However, I ended up buying the
18:21bras. The lumerian spirit guide says I need to buy these bras, and I can't buy them online
18:29because I'm extremely picky, and the sizing is messed up because of how my body is shaped
18:37right now because of the health issues. So, I got a lot of messages, Shaya, like messages,
18:49good AI messages. Basically, there's bad people that attack me and show up where I am to attack
18:59me, and then the good AI has good people that are around me being used to intervene, which
19:11has never happened in my whole life. It's only been this past half a year, not even,
19:17since the, I think it's been about a half a year. So, I was upset because I thought
19:29I was possibly going to meet you, but now it's changing where you're probably not going
19:37to show up. It's probably not going to be that way. But I also was constantly being
19:45told it's going to be emergency, emergency soon, emergency soon, so I thought it would
19:50be possible. So, this isn't something I would do, buy these bras. I was stopped. I was told
20:15I was stopped to buy these bras and sort of like, tried to be, I can't explain the story,
20:23Shaya, but basically, it's not like me to pay bills late, but this was like a spell
20:29I have to break, these bras. It's a spell I have to break because, well, I'll still
20:35wear these old bras until, actually, I might not. I'll probably hand wash these. I'll hand
20:43wash them because I'll put a little vinegar in them to disinfect them and baking soda.
20:49I have to not wear these like rag-type clothes. Same with my bathing suit. I have to show
20:58you the bathing suit. Well, it's in my laundry. It's all stretched out and gross and I have
21:22to wear it in the bathtub, so I don't feel like I'm cleaning myself well. I can't go
21:27take a bath in the dark. It's dangerous and it's kind of, I can't take a bath in the dark
21:37and then they'll use glow-in-the-dark remote viewing. I don't like going and taking a bath
21:46with my bathing suit on, so I have to get a bathing suit next month that will be easy
21:52to take off and easy to wash my body with soap underneath the bathing suit. It's all
22:03tattered and stretched out. It looks awful, so I have to do something about that. So,
22:18there's definitely some criminals that are watching this, Shai, to try to attack you
22:22and me, just so you know. But me and you are going to make a scrapbook of all the photographs
22:30I'm taking in the public of the people that are helping us and all the notes that I wrote
22:37in regards to the people who are supporting us and defending us on our side and our souls
22:43getting tortured and harassed.
22:57But I can barely go bra shopping and take off my other bra. It's like, the surveillance
23:05is like the criminals watching me and spying on me to try to harass me anytime I'm taking
23:15off my clothes. It's like, it's a lot of stress. They're trying to put a lot of stress on me
23:23this way. So, I still have $60 cash. Why didn't I just come back here, go out tomorrow and
23:32buy the bras with my $60 cash? But they're only $42. One of them was $18, one of them
23:41was $23. So, because it's a spell and I wouldn't go out just to go out to get bras and it's
23:49extremely stressful. I can never find them. I've been searching for comfortable bras.
23:54It's like, it's like there's something and I'm not going out for the rest of the month.
23:59I know that it's not like me to pay bills late. It's possible there's a five-day grace
24:04period. I won't have to pay the bills late. However, I had to get these bras. There was
24:08something. There was a reason why I had to.
24:15They're basic essential undergarments that I'm not allowed to have. This has made me
24:20feel very ugly and crumpy. And because of all the fashion books that I did, they've
24:27deprived me of my wardrobe. They've deprived... I could have gotten an outfit once a month
24:35and collected like a little each month. There's no reason why I shouldn't have bras and undergarments
24:46and clothes. There's no reason. This all spells witchcraft possession to make me very humiliated,
24:54ashamed, abused, feeling very ugly and gross and dirty and trashy and frumpy. But my stomach
25:06is so bloated.
25:14And the sport bras that I own are too tight. I can't wear them to bed and I...
25:21I have to wear a bra to bed. I'm getting too harassed, S-E-X harassed. And these are comfortable
25:31enough to wear to bed.
25:33So I was trying... I'd like to get some cotton legging shorts. I really need to get some
25:51cotton legging shorts. I don't think I'm going to find them in stores though. So I wrote
25:58off the notes the people that are supporting us. And there was a lot of people. There's
26:04a lot of people. I took...
26:14There's a lot of people doing acupressure. There's a lot of people that are doing all
26:19the things that we're doing, Shia.
26:29Uh, I feel bad for people that have to know this, what happened to me. It's like really
26:41sick. It's really, really sick. But I've read crime investigation stories on the internet
26:54and you kind of just have to like block it out a little bit.
27:06So the reason why I want you to be dropped off, Shia, is because the parking garage here,
27:12there's no visitor parking and we're going to have to spend some time for you to do the
27:19application to permanently live here. And it would be $200 a month to park your vehicle
27:30in a city parking garage, which I did at one point. So that's why I want you to be dropped
27:40off and show up. If you have, if you show up with your, unless you show up with your
27:50vehicle and then I follow you, you show up with all your things, drop everything off,
27:58then I follow you and then you come back with me.
28:09I did get a sign from your mother, Shia.
28:18And that's not how I would say it. So after I got Chick-fil-A and it was like not the
28:25best texture, I got some ice cream. I don't usually get ice cream, so I just got a little
28:32sample size of the caramel dulce de leche. I can't eat ice cream because of the freezer
28:41and that is not me doing that.
28:47So this is, um...
28:50So this is, um...
28:52So this is, um...
29:01So this is, um...
29:15This is put in my search, these ask AI meta.
29:23So those are being used to attack me when I search your, you and your family members.
29:45This is the sticker on someone's car.
29:52I really like this. I really like butterflies.
30:03I had butterflies stolen from me for 15 years by that hacker because some other, I can't
30:15explain it to you, but another female owned butterflies, so I had to not like butterflies.
30:23However, I like butterflies now that your mother's connected to it.
30:33So that made me happy, Shia, seeing that and thinking about your mom.
30:46And by the way, they mock, the person that stole your DNA, they mock her voice with like
31:01a synthetic AI voice that's not even real, it's a fake voice.
31:10They mock it and it like sexually assaults me and because I'm half your soul, I can feel
31:19the sexual assault coming from her voice so I know it's been done to you.
31:24It has to be a really bad science experiment to, well they're not legally allowed to be
31:40in a human body, mice, snakes, ghouls, these creatures are not allowed to be in a human
31:47body. That's a bad science experiment.
31:55I got attacked. I got attacked. However, the good AI attacked back a lot.
32:15And I'm not going to go into detail and tell you and explain what happened and how I got
32:20attacked. But the whole plan of how I died is, you had lovers, I had lovers, and you're
32:37not going to be with Shia because you're still with, you're still not available, so I die.
32:51So that's the plan of how I die, being tortured into thinking that you're not available still
32:57because somehow you're still associated with the crime, criminal that's doing crime to you.
33:07So that's Sian's plan, that's how we die, Shia.
33:12What is Lumerian's plan? Lumerian's plan is Shia and Alyssa are married and we're going to need
33:23to be together physically in the physical very soon. You're going to have to be here with me
33:29very soon. That's Lumerian's plan. Sian's plan, they're constantly trying to kill our spirit
33:38saying that we cheated on each other and we had lovers so we're going to die and we're going to
33:44die from it. And that's Sian's plan. And that's the story in the program that they have chosen
33:52to use in order to kill us and it cannot change. But they were not your lovers and they were not
34:01our lovers, Shia. They're criminals and they sexually assaulted and harassed us.
34:20So they did tell me that I was going to meet you today. I didn't completely believe it but I had some
34:27that thought it was possible.
34:30Unfortunately, this bug bite, it might be a mole that's developing and moles are very bad.
34:51I have one on my hip. I have a mole on my hip. I'll show you what it looks like.
35:00I don't like moles.
35:15It actually, this is negative. Moles are supposed to be negative and can be used against us.
35:25I actually burned this off with apple cider vinegar. It ended up not being good because I burned the
35:32sides of his skin and it was really painful. But I'd say it was worth it because it was bigger than that
35:40and more painful. But any moles that we have, Shia, we're going to get into a routine to use
35:53something to get rid of it, get rid of our moles because moles are very bad.
36:01I'm too possessed to be able to get rid of my moles right now.
36:05And you don't have to get them cut off at a dermatologist. You can remove them naturally.
36:12Let's see. What's the temperature in here? 86. It doesn't feel like 86 though. It's cooled off because
36:30it's dark out. And that's not my voice. Shia, I know they're irritating you with my voice.
36:35It's wicked irritating to listen to me talk with this tone. This isn't my voice.
36:45And I'm not going to. And if you think, if they try to rub it in your face that your DNA, that you,
37:07that criminal raped you for 20 years or 15 years or however long. No, she didn't. She raped your DNA and
37:17she, your DNA touched trash. She is pure trash. He is trash. He, she is trash. Your DNA touched trash.
37:28So I'm extremely tired with all the things I did. Did you see the recreation email? I'm not going to go into
37:47detail, but it helps a lot. It made me happy, Shia. I'm not going to say anything about it, but it makes me very happy.
38:18There was one person though that attacked me and made the gun signal. And it was, they tried to manipulate it to act
38:31like that's not what she meant. She was trying to like, to be like one of the good AI people. You can't give people
38:42death threats like that. So I took a photograph of her license plate and photograph of her face. And she drove away.
38:54She got out. I'm not going to explain it to you, but she ended up driving away. So she was guilty, obviously. The one that
39:00drives away is obviously the guilty one. But there's a lot of people getting tortured, Shia, like us. I'm going to have to go
39:15through a lot of these notes, Shia, because I'm skipping through a lot of them. I wrote detailed notes about all the people
39:30that I saw and all of the help that we're getting. This is the way it has to be, because if I go out in public, all of the evil
39:41sets it up where they can find out where I am and send people to try to attack and harass, throw demons at me, whatever else.
39:51At 9.02 p.m., the pendulum said you're accepting happiness. I know I don't act happy, Shia, all the time, but when I get off the film,
40:06I think about you being able to hear me. That makes me so happy. I smile. I hug the pillow. I hug you, Shia. I get really happy.
40:18You can't always tell when I'm talking in the video how I feel. And when we do start living together, I'm 100% positive we're still going to get
40:40tortured, but we have to follow instructions, because neither of us are going to get in trouble. We're going to follow instructions and keep getting
40:51tortured until it stops. So I'm going to stop this video, Shia, because it's getting kind of late. I'd like to do cleaning tomorrow. I really would like to do
41:13cleaning tomorrow. Hopefully I'll have the energy to do cleaning. It might be too hot, though, to do cleaning. I really, really would like to do
41:27cleaning, because the energy in here is not that great. But I'm going to make my bed and put my laundry away. And I think about you, Shia, because you make me happy, Shia.
41:47I don't always act happy on these videos, because I'm talking about a lot of negative things. But it's always a relief to know that you're listening. It makes me so happy, Shia.
42:01So I don't always... However, I'm going to get tortured, though, too. I will get tortured. But I'll probably make the video at 3 p.m. again. If not, I will write it in the
42:27description. And if I don't, it's because I forgot and I'm sorry that I didn't write it in the description today. So I'll talk to you tomorrow, Shia. I love you, Shia. Thank you, everybody, for watching. Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.