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00:00How do you feel about your first job?
00:07Good. I'm good, thank you.
00:10It's getting better and better.
00:12I had a job on the island and I realized that I wasn't satisfied with the life I had before.
00:18And I started making changes, little by little.
00:20To get to the point where I want to be.
00:22What changes?
00:24First of all, the job.
00:26I couldn't find myself in this engineering career.
00:32And I gave up.
00:34I'm going to re-profile myself.
00:36I won't tell you what the surprise is.
00:39And, secondly, changes related to me.
00:44I learned to be a little more temperate,
00:46to be a little more reserved,
00:48more attentive to the people around me,
00:50not to call everyone friend, friend,
00:52if we're just acquaintances.
00:56There were some friends in the middle.
01:01You'll be surprised, but thanks to Dani I was able to evolve from this point of view.
01:07He helped me realize some of the reactions I had,
01:12how I spoke in certain circumstances, and so on.
01:17With the help of the experience on the island,
01:20I was able to feel any kind of feeling again.
01:24In the last three years I was empty inside.
01:27And I was able to be empathetic again,
01:29to be able to have compassion,
01:31to be a little more attentive to the people around me when they need me,
01:36and not to repeat certain mistakes.
01:39I smell life.
01:41And I want to live to the fullest.
01:43The ISPIT experience was the most beautiful experience I've had in 26 years.
01:48This experience put everything to the test.
01:53Patience, first of all.
01:55Because I had no patience at all,
01:57and I had to have a lot of patience.
01:59I noticed that I can stay without sleep for a while.
02:03When I was offered to participate in the show,
02:07I mostly thought it would be something directed,
02:11or that they would give us some points,
02:13like, do this, do that.
02:15No, I really liked that.
02:17Everything was up to our choice,
02:19to do what we want, what we feel.
02:21I didn't expect the show to help me so much,
02:26on a personal level,
02:28but it happened.
02:30Before I joined the show,
02:32I told myself that I would never leave there with someone,
02:36because you can't have a relationship with a man who cheated on his wife in the show.
02:41Only that the current situation was a little different,
02:44because after four days she broke up with him,
02:46he left a little harder,
02:48however, after two weeks he barely got close to me,
02:50and I never imagined that I would be able to feel something for a competitor.
02:56But all this happened.
02:58The attitude I had in the show,
03:01and the thing that made me stand out in front of Dani, I think,
03:05is the fact that I had patience,
03:08and I offered him what he needed,
03:10I listened to him,
03:12we spent a lot of time together.
03:14All these things are somehow connected.
03:17When the show is broadcasted and you see yourself from the outside,
03:21it's mindfuck.
03:23Because until now I haven't seen myself from the outside,
03:26and I haven't seen my reactions,
03:28I haven't seen the way I was talking, certain gestures,
03:30well, the facial expressions,
03:32I have a smile on my face,
03:34I don't know what to do.
03:36But it helps you a lot.
03:38And anyway, I'm always ready for the show,
03:41I don't miss anything.
03:43I remember all the experience,
03:46all the moments,
03:48I also remember some things that probably weren't broadcasted,
03:52and it's much more fun,
03:54especially because we watch the show together,
03:57us girls, the Ispitele,
03:59and we laugh,
04:01we make memories,
04:03but yes, we all live.
04:05I watched the show with Dani, yes.
04:07When I saw certain episodes, I laughed,
04:09at certain moments, I got upset,
04:12like, look what you said about me,
04:14it wasn't really like that.
04:16Then I saw what he was saying,
04:18when I wasn't there,
04:20and he was talking to the guys,
04:22or how he reacted,
04:24and we both realized that
04:26his behavior wasn't the most beautiful.
04:29How do I see Dani?
04:31I still see the potential he has,
04:33which I saw in the show,
04:35but I don't value it.
04:39You know how it is,
04:41you have the potential if you don't do something with him.
04:44Lately, I've been noticing some changes in him,
04:47I see that he wants to,
04:49but we're moving forward quite hard,
04:52in this process.
04:54It might be a small restraint,
04:56when I'm talking about him,
04:58because I'd like much more from him,
05:01but right now we have to move on.
05:04What do you mean?
05:06What do you mean?
05:08I'm getting a shock right now.
05:10You know how a man is when he wants to do something.
05:14You don't have to tell him certain things,
05:17but in his previous relationship,
05:19he wasn't taught these things.
05:21I think it was more of a teenage relationship,
05:24in which she accepted a lot of things,
05:27she didn't learn what it means to be a man.
05:30I know that from a certain age,
05:32you self-educate,
05:34but I don't think she had the opportunity
05:37to see what it means to have a woman by your side.
05:43She had a child, from my point of view.
05:46Right now, yes, we're in a relationship.
05:49It was a good relationship,
05:51with ups and downs,
05:53we never got bored.
05:55I don't know if it will be a future relationship,
05:59but we're trying.
06:01I don't see it as an ideal relationship,
06:03I don't think there's a perfect relationship in this world,
06:06but we're trying to make it happen.
06:09I can tell you what I want for the future,
06:12but without involving him.
06:14Because I don't have a crystal ball
06:17to see if he will do these things or not.
06:20In the future, I want a family,
06:22just so you know.
06:24And a man who offers security,
06:26from all points of view.
06:28Financial stability, emotional and psychological security.
06:32So you can do anything with him.
06:34To have fun together,
06:36to cry together, to laugh together.
06:38Anything.
06:40And for that, as a man,
06:42you need a certain strength,
06:44to be able to stand the women's tantrums.
06:46Because we know there are some men
06:49who cry,
06:51look this way, look that way.
06:53No, you have to be able to go a long way.
06:55And can Dani suffer all the things you need?
06:59At the moment, I don't know if he can offer them,
07:02but he's trying.
07:05And that's why I want to continue the relationship
07:07until we realize
07:10if it works or not.
07:13I'm not 100% sure it will work.
07:17Because I told you,
07:19I have bigger and bigger expectations
07:22and more and more claims from the man next to me.
07:25Until the end, you represent me.
07:28And I represent you.
07:30I think in the end I fell in love, yes.
07:33I fell in love with Ispita.
07:36With my own Ispita.
07:38But I didn't have a good behavior on the island.
07:42And this on-off approach,
07:44especially with the brother,
07:46and with the friendship and everything.
07:49Yes, they bothered me.
07:51Because when it was just the two of us,
07:53the two of us behaved differently.
07:55If there were our colleagues around,
07:58we had to be friends, we had to be brothers.
08:02He tried to be faithful to Maria,
08:05but at one point, seeing what she was doing,
08:08he didn't care anymore.
08:11But yes, it was annoying, you realize.
08:14Everyone sees how you look at me,
08:16sees how much we stay together,
08:18how we relate.
08:20I don't know what to tell you.
08:23And I discussed these things with him on the island.
08:26And at one point I said that I see more than a friendship.
08:30And he looked at me in a strange way,
08:32he gave me a more ugly look and I said,
08:35yes, a brotherhood.
08:37Because he also had some reactions,
08:40and he didn't want, like on the other island,
08:43to be given certain images.
08:45Plus, from what I understood from him,
08:48he didn't trust me at all.
08:50For a long time he thought I was a spy,
08:53even after the show was over.
08:55He thought that.
08:57That I was still playing the role,
08:59even if we were together.
09:01So, someone doesn't trust you.
09:04In the beginning it was a role, yes.
09:07Later, when I started to fall in love with him,
09:11and he made me realize
09:14that I didn't allow myself to feel,
09:17that I didn't allow myself to see what comes out.
09:21And then, all the feelings appeared in one place.
09:25And not only related to him, but also to me.
09:29About the empathy from earlier,
09:32compassion and so on, patience.
09:35Even at home, when we watch the show,
09:38we talk about the behavior he had on the island.
09:41He also realizes that it wasn't exactly
09:44beautiful what he was doing and saying.
09:47That's why I say that there are really
09:50small changes in the present.
09:53And it helps us both to evolve,
09:56both together and individually.
09:58I want to say that, including in the present,
10:01I also wonder why I looked over my head in the pool,
10:04because I don't remember.
10:06And he doesn't remember either.
10:08But I can say that nothing in common happened.
10:11Yes, I'm sure.
10:13Maybe I'm contradicting myself a little now,
10:16but I don't remember exactly what happened there.
10:19But I know that nothing was introduced,
10:22nothing was moved.
10:27Maybe a maximum touch.
10:33At the party.
10:35When I saw this at home,
10:38that was the moment when I saw that I looked over my head.
10:43I didn't know before.
10:45I didn't realize at that moment that I had that reaction.
10:48I laughed, you realize.
10:50What else could I do?
10:52I noticed that I had the same facial expression
10:55that I had afterwards in bed,
10:57but I swear, I don't remember what happened in the pool.
11:00The moment he told me,
11:02what are you doing, wife?
11:04I felt that something bad happened at the bonfire,
11:07but at the same time that he gave up on the relationship.
11:11Because you don't want to say that anyway.
11:14I felt pride, I liked him and I felt closer to him,
11:17and in the end, I made him give up on his feelings.
11:22Because I promised him, right?
11:25At the date, when he bought the ring,
11:28I chose him, I was with him,
11:30and I asked him, who is this ring for?
11:33He said, for my mother.
11:35It was a ring with a heart,
11:37and I said, I don't think your mother wears hearts.
11:40She wears other rings,
11:42suitable for her age and so on.
11:45No, no, no, you don't know what,
11:47she likes my mother.
11:49He said, this is for Maria.
11:51No, it's not for her.
11:53Then I realized it was for her,
11:55because he kept insisting that his mother wears hearts,
11:58and in the end, I'm a woman too,
12:00I know what I'm talking about.
12:02He didn't wear hearts,
12:04so I let him buy it.
12:06After that, he said he didn't want to give it to her anymore.
12:09He got where he had to.
12:11He got the ring by mistake,
12:13because it was in the car,
12:15they were going home,
12:17the box with the ring fell down,
12:19and he took it yesterday,
12:21and he said, this is for me.
12:23And that was the whole story.
12:25No, I didn't think it was for me at all.
12:27He took my bracelet.
12:29Personally, I didn't know
12:31who he wanted to give the ring to,
12:34but I still don't think it's ok.
12:36I mean, if you took it thinking of a person,
12:39don't try to play with us anymore.
12:42Take responsibility for some things,
12:44give the ring, and live your life.
12:46If you don't want to stay with her,
12:48but you took it for her, do something.
12:50Don't give it to me afterwards.
12:52I'll hit you in the head with it.
12:54Believe me, I can't stand the word responsibility anymore.
12:57I can't.
12:59I've heard it so many times,
13:01and I've said it so many times,
13:03that it's stuck with me.
13:05I didn't take responsibility from the beginning,
13:08because after the show aired,
13:10I saw that from the first day,
13:12there were some glances from him towards me,
13:15and he was looking at me so nicely,
13:18you know, when you like someone.
13:21But it lasted a long time.
13:23It lasted well.
13:25But it would have been ok
13:27to be a little more open
13:30to him, first of all.
13:33I had to listen to him all the time.
13:36You saw that I would go to his room
13:38and I would let myself go.
13:40I would turn it off,
13:42because there were times
13:44when I would get angry
13:46with his negations
13:48and how we wanted to look to others.
13:51I would lose my patience.
13:54No, it's hard.
13:56People who don't have patience
13:58know what I'm talking about.
14:00From my point of view,
14:02before the show aired,
14:04I took into consideration
14:06all possible options.
14:08And I said,
14:10even if this happened,
14:12I wouldn't mind
14:14even if the images were broadcast.
14:17No, I wanted to keep the appearances,
14:20even if the images were broadcast.
14:23But then I understood
14:25that he would have felt
14:27that he was leaving with me.
14:29And it didn't matter
14:31what would be broadcast afterwards,
14:33because we would have stayed together.
14:35I was 50-50 about leaving together,
14:37because I knew that
14:39he was just getting out of a long-term relationship.
14:42He was coming with emotional baggage.
14:44Again, I didn't want to assume
14:46this healing and so on.
14:48He needed time with him.
14:52But I said that
14:55I also allowed myself to feel
14:57and I got closer to him.
14:59I said, let's take a risk.
15:04At one point I wanted,
15:06before the last bonfire,
15:08to leave together from the island,
15:10even if I had small restraints.
15:12But the desire existed.
15:14He would have wanted to leave with me,
15:16but at the same time
15:18he was telling me that
15:20he wanted to leave with Maria
15:22because he didn't know
15:24that he would have enough time
15:26to discuss the situation.
15:30He thought that if he left with me,
15:32the flights would be separate.
15:34The moment we left together
15:38was quite an emotional moment.
15:40He didn't expect to come.
15:44But when he saw me,
15:46everything started shaking.
15:48I was already shaking before.
15:50Since I started walking
15:52on the bridge towards him,
15:54there were some extraordinary emotions.
15:56I didn't have all the emotions
15:58that I had that night.
16:00I didn't think for a second
16:02that he wouldn't agree,
16:04because I knew that's what he wanted.
16:06He also wanted us to leave together.
16:08The only reason why we didn't leave
16:10together would have been
16:12because he would have wanted
16:14to deal with the situation at home.
16:16We wouldn't return to Romania
16:18if he didn't want us to.
16:22He also wanted us to leave together.
16:24I didn't think he would want us to.
16:26That's not when he realized it.
16:28I don't know what to say about it.
16:30The moment we decided to leave together
16:34didn't represent a realization,
16:36but more of a risk.
16:38On the one hand,
16:40he deserved to have this chance
16:42and I deserved to have
16:44a chance at a relationship
16:46because I wanted it for a long time.
16:48But on the other hand,
16:50we both took the risk.
16:52When I said we both took the risk
16:54to leave together,
16:56I meant that
16:58at first I didn't think
17:00I could have a relationship
17:02with someone who
17:04left the island
17:06when he was 12 years old.
17:12He took the risk
17:14because
17:16I was suspicious
17:18and he didn't trust me.
17:20He didn't know
17:22if I would continue the role or not.
17:24After we left the island,
17:26the relationship continued
17:28until now.
17:32He came to Bucharest,
17:34I went to his place,
17:36we were together.
17:40It wasn't a rosy relationship.
17:42It would be hypocritical
17:44to say that.
17:46No, it wasn't rosy.
17:48It was more grey.
17:50But, little by little,
17:52it took shape.
17:54There were quite big mistakes
17:56on his part.
17:58Mistakes that
18:00I didn't go through
18:02until now
18:04and I didn't even think
18:06I would ever go through.
18:08I chose to continue the relationship
18:10despite these mistakes.
18:12But, even now,
18:14I look at him
18:16with all that happened.
18:18He didn't stay there.
18:20That's why I say I don't know
18:22how the relationship will be in the future
18:24because it doesn't depend
18:26only on him. It also depends on me
18:28if I can get over it or not.
18:30He had a small adventure.
18:32I tried to find
18:34excuses for him.
18:36That's what we, women, do.
18:38We learn from our mistakes
18:40and we find excuses for men.
18:42We are weird.
18:44All this was at the beginning.
18:46I thought
18:48he left the relationship
18:50because he was confused.
18:52He left with me.
18:54He didn't know what to do with his life.
18:56He didn't know what he wanted.
18:58And, automatically,
19:00he left.
19:02But, I told him
19:04there were other options.
19:06He could come and talk to me
19:08or we could end it.
19:10He didn't have to
19:12do these things.
19:14He gave me the right.
19:16What else could he say?
19:18But, since then, he didn't repeat himself.
19:20With Maria,
19:22he only gave her the things back
19:24and I was there.
19:26We didn't interact because
19:28she was in the apartment and I was downstairs.
19:30Outside.
19:32I didn't want to interact.
19:34First of all,
19:36why would I interact with her?
19:38I had nothing to say to her.
19:40It was just a waste of time
19:42and probably some extra anger.
19:44I have no idea.
19:46And I chose to stay downstairs
19:48and let him solve his own problems
19:50because
19:52this was between the two of them.
19:54And that's it.
19:56I didn't do anything wrong to him
19:58in the relationship.
20:00Maybe I did something wrong
20:02in the things he did
20:04to me,
20:06but I didn't do anything wrong to him.
20:08Let's say
20:10I was a bit mean to him.
20:12But that's it.
20:14I know he had some reactions
20:16on the island
20:18and at the party,
20:20and later
20:22with that t-shirt with the heart print
20:24and so on.
20:26I messed everything up.
20:28I don't do this anymore.
20:30It's his business.
20:32As long as I'm decent,
20:34after all, the show was a show.
20:36Home is home.
20:38It's completely different.
20:40He has no reason to have a problem with this.
20:42And he's no longer
20:44so obsessed with control
20:46or...
20:48He doesn't try to change me anymore.
20:50There, he probably
20:52wanted to prove something to himself.
20:54Like, I can do this.
20:56You know?
20:58I don't know
21:00what he had in mind.
21:02But his expression left me wanting.
21:04That bothered me.
21:06He could have said it in a more beautiful way
21:08and I would have probably ignored his requests
21:10because that's why I was there.
21:12I like to dress provocatively.
21:14Now it depends on the occasion,
21:16the location and so on.
21:18Instead, I would go more for sensuality
21:20and not for vulgarity.
21:22And it's a fine line between them.
21:24There,
21:26I followed the themes,
21:28but in everyday life, it's something else.
21:30And he understood all these things
21:32because we talked about them in detail
21:34after we got back.
21:36When the girls told me that Dani
21:38was using me on the cover of Pansamen,
21:40even though it wasn't just the girls
21:42who told me, including Claudiu,
21:44but anyway, let's move on.
21:46A part of me felt like they were right.
21:48Because I was also seeing this
21:50and I went through
21:52a similar experience
21:54after the relationship
21:56I had for 4 years.
21:58And I also got a Pansamen.
22:00But at that moment,
22:02I didn't realize it was Pansamen.
22:04I realized it later,
22:06after we broke up,
22:08that it wasn't anything.
22:10And yes, automatically,
22:12at that moment,
22:14that's how I was.
22:16I don't know if he really fell in love with me
22:18on the show,
22:20but I know he needed me.
22:22And he took advantage of this opportunity.
22:24Because, after all,
22:26who wouldn't take advantage of it,
22:28right?
22:30To go out with Ispita.
22:32And especially if
22:34he was following your requests
22:36and you liked her,
22:38he told me
22:40that he fell in love.
22:42That's what he told me at home.
22:44That he fell in love with me on the show.
22:46And I was a little upset
22:48because I didn't realize
22:50that I also fell in love
22:52on the show.
22:54And I told him that I felt the same
22:56towards the end.
22:58I didn't say at the casting
23:00that I broke up more couples.
23:02And yes, I really want to fix this situation.
23:04I said
23:08that it happens again.
23:10As lovers,
23:12my acquaintances,
23:14I don't call them friends anymore,
23:16not to exaggerate,
23:18but to like each other.
23:20Nothing happened.
23:22They stayed together.
23:24I didn't notice it.
23:26Nothing happened.
23:28And I didn't even talk
23:30to them about it.
23:32I didn't get involved
23:34in their relationship.
23:36I just withdrew.
23:38Peace and quiet.
23:40As for my friend
23:42that I stole her boyfriend from,
23:44first of all,
23:46I can't steal
23:48from anyone,
23:50as long as that man doesn't want to.
23:52Secondly,
23:54we've known each other for two months.
23:56Me and that girl.
23:58We weren't very good friends
24:00or my best friend.
24:02We've known each other for two months.
24:04We spent time together.
24:06She met this guy.
24:08They were together for two weeks.
24:10They saw each other three times.
24:12She said
24:14that she didn't know
24:16what to say to him.
24:18He tried to have a normal conversation
24:20with her.
24:22She didn't know what to say.
24:24She gave me her phone
24:26and told me to talk to him.
24:28Until one day,
24:30when I was fed up of talking to him,
24:32I told her that we were in a relationship
24:34and that she should deal with it.
24:36If you can't talk like two normal people
24:38and there's no fluidity in the conversation,
24:40it doesn't work.
24:42It doesn't work.
24:44You don't have to force anything.
24:46Later,
24:48they broke up.
24:50He told me a story
24:52and asked me something about work.
24:54In the evening,
24:56I went to her after work
24:58and I gave her my phone
25:00and she looked at the conversation
25:02and saw that there was no fluidity.
25:04There was nothing.
25:06After they broke up,
25:08I don't know
25:10what was the main reason,
25:12but I know that he was working
25:14and he didn't care about the program.
25:16He was fed up of her
25:18talking to him.
25:20When I wasn't around,
25:22they didn't talk much.
25:24They noticed the difference.
25:26In the evening,
25:28after they broke up,
25:30they had been together for two weeks
25:32and they weren't together anymore,
25:34we saw each other
25:36and we had some head-to-head conversations
25:38about some things.
25:40And I think
25:42there was a bit of frustration
25:44in the middle
25:46because
25:48for me
25:50there was no attraction
25:52towards him.
25:54More than that,
25:56she was talking
25:58about some things
26:00to show off in front of him
26:02about me,
26:04and in front of me
26:06and she was bad-mouthing him.
26:08And that's where the frustration came from.
26:10And that's how we got closer
26:12and we saw each other for a while.
26:14There was nothing.
26:16I didn't tell her about it.
26:18She didn't know at that moment
26:20that this was going to happen.
26:22And I didn't talk to her
26:24since they broke up.
26:26And when I had the casting,
26:28I was actually very proud
26:30of what I had done.
26:32I saw it and
26:34I didn't recognize myself
26:36neither physically nor verbally.
26:38I didn't realize that I was talking
26:40like this, in that tone
26:42and with that pride.
26:44You realize that after the show
26:46there were some reactions
26:48and they were divided
26:50into three tables, pro, contra and neutral.
26:52The neutral ones
26:54were there.
26:56Now, referring to
26:58the contra ones,
27:00they have
27:02an extraordinary
27:04color.
27:06I hope one day they will understand
27:08that it's not about me
27:10but about them.
27:12Everything I say there.
27:14They got involved with my parents,
27:16my grandparents,
27:18my whole family.
27:20And I didn't understand the purpose
27:22as long as they,
27:24my parents, knew
27:26where I was going,
27:28what was happening there,
27:30because I talked to them before
27:32and if this happens,
27:34you should know.
27:36I can't say they were 100%
27:38in agreement,
27:40but in the end they told me
27:42it's your life, you're an adult,
27:44you're vaccinated, you're an adult,
27:46you make your own choices.
27:48It doesn't affect them
27:50because I know myself,
27:52I'm their child,
27:54I know who they have at the door,
27:56in a good way.
27:58They didn't see the images
28:00on TV.
28:02Instead, they saw them online.
28:04Yes, I talked to them about this.
28:08They didn't say anything bad.
28:10What I told you earlier,
28:12it's my life,
28:14as far as I can take these things,
28:16they don't care.
28:18They are smart people.
28:20Everyone has their own life.
28:22They are with me
28:24all the time.
28:26No one is mad at anyone.
28:28They don't feel ashamed.
28:30They are not embarrassed.
28:32They are still proud of me.
28:34They didn't find anything offensive.
28:36As my mom said,
28:38we all have sex,
28:40you know?
28:42Some do it on TV,
28:44others only at home.
28:46I told my mom something else.
28:48If you watch porn movies,
28:50how is it?
28:52Do you like it there?
28:54You know?
28:56But she doesn't want to go online
28:58and tell them things.
29:00She told me these things.
29:02I passed them on.
29:04I was asked by everyone
29:06what my parents think.
29:08This is their opinion.
29:10You can live with them.
29:12If you don't sleep well at night,
29:14I don't care.
29:16I think some of our viewers
29:18don't fully understand
29:20the role of a spy.
29:22You can't realize
29:24that some things
29:26happen there for a reason.
29:28I would like people to understand
29:30that the role of a spy
29:34is not just a role.
29:36Behind this word,
29:38spy,
29:40there are people.
29:42Until we were spies there,
29:44we had a life, experiences.
29:46We have the right
29:48to feel,
29:50to be vulnerable
29:52in certain moments.
29:54You can fall in love as a spy.
29:56I did that.
29:58I don't think there's anything wrong with that.
30:00We both thought
30:02if we wanted to
30:04be in a couple
30:06on the island,
30:08he would want it.
30:10He's sure
30:12it won't work.
30:14But I'm a bit reluctant
30:16from this point of view
30:18because he's a man.
30:20I don't know if I would have
30:22the strength of a girl
30:24to look at the images
30:26with him
30:28on the other island, doing something.
30:32Ok, I can
30:34trust him 100%,
30:36but we already know
30:38how the island is, the experiences
30:40and the lives there.
30:42And it's a bit hard
30:44not to fall in love.
30:46And for him
30:48this would be
30:50a supreme test.
30:52But if
30:56it didn't end
30:58the way it should,
31:00not to fall in love,
31:02it wouldn't be ok for me.
31:04If he would fall
31:06as a spy,
31:08maybe...
31:10You know how it is.
31:12He took your polaroid, you sculpted it,
31:14but for me it wouldn't be
31:16exactly ok.
31:18And I wouldn't want to go through
31:20the competitors of this season.
31:22Honestly.
31:24We, women, are on the
31:26sentimental side.
31:28We are love,
31:30life, everything.
31:32You, men, are more on the rational side.
31:36And both are rational.
31:38I don't know if the show
31:40changed my life in any way,
31:42but it changed me.
31:44And I can change my life.
31:46If I had to repeat the experience,
31:48I wouldn't do the same.
31:50I would come with more confidence
31:52and...
31:54with little tattoos.
31:56It's a secret.