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00:00Peace be upon you. Thank you very much.
00:09It's over.
00:13Pray for her, mom.
00:15Pray for her.
00:16I hope so.
00:23She memorized something from the Quran.
00:30I hope so.
00:32I hope so.
00:35I hope so.
00:38I hope so.
00:49We bear witness that there is no deity worthy of worship except Allah, and that Muhammad is His servant and Messenger.
01:00We bear witness that there is no deity worthy of worship except Allah, and that Muhammad is His servant and Messenger.
01:15Take my hand, please.
01:23Don't you have anything before you commit suicide?
01:30No.
01:35Your secretary is in a very difficult situation, doctor.
01:42It's a difficult situation for all of us.
01:45What I understood from you is that she was sick with you.
01:48Of course, you need a brain transplant, but it won't be that easy.
01:51There's no way to prevent what happened to her.
01:54At least, she doesn't need a lot.
01:57She didn't give me any chance.
02:00Everything happened in seconds, as you saw.
02:03Don't try to stop the bleeding.
02:10I...
02:12I got carried away.
02:16I called the ambulance, and when they came, it was already too late.
02:22This is the first time I've seen a crime happen to a psychiatrist.
02:26But...
02:29But this isn't a crime. This is suicide.
02:32Yes, suicide is a crime.
02:35Come with me, doctor.
02:41Bring the kids.
02:50Come with me, doctor.
02:56Come on.
03:27Are you okay?
03:40How could she do that?
03:46Sarah, unfortunately, was in a state of advanced psychosis.
03:52She has no purpose in life.
03:56She was in a state of complete despair after losing everything.
04:02She felt pain and guilt.
04:05Let her kill herself.
04:08This is the first time she's punished me and her husband.
04:12You know,
04:14this isn't the first time someone has committed suicide in front of you.
04:20You never told me about this before.
04:23No, Hazal.
04:26Marit tried to commit suicide while I was with her in the hospital.
04:31But the truth is...
04:35sometimes you can't take a single step.
04:40The pain is everywhere in my body.
04:43It's like a blank page, and I don't know what to do or how to act.
04:50I'm responsible, aren't I?
04:56Okay.
04:59I can't forgive myself for what happened.
05:06I can't.
05:10I don't know how she felt when she looked at me.
05:13It was hard for me to help heal her.
05:17But I couldn't let her die so quickly.
05:19I couldn't let her die so quickly.
05:25I should have done something.
05:29Ask for help from another doctor, for example.
05:32Talk to her husband.
05:33Explain to him how to deal with her.
05:36Explain to him how to deal with her.
05:39But unfortunately, I couldn't.
05:44I was afraid.
05:46I was afraid to take any step.
05:48Do you realize how wrong I was after what she did to me?
05:53Believe me, Adham, it wouldn't have worked.
05:58You said that Sara was desperate.
06:03She wouldn't listen to you.
06:06She wouldn't listen to you.
06:08The thought of going to someone's funeral...
06:11The thought of going to someone's funeral...
06:14And you, helpless, unable to do anything to help her...
06:17Is that what you're thankful for?
06:23I'm tired, Yasmin.
06:32I'm tired.
06:41Adham, stop.
06:44I'll give you a place to live.
06:47I'll give you everything you need.
06:49I'll give you everything you need.
07:13I think this is the house.
07:16I don't know.
07:19I don't know.
07:33Hello.
07:49Hello.
07:50Their house is in ruins
07:55It is in ruins
08:00And they are in pain
08:12May God have mercy on you.
08:14May God have mercy on you.
08:17May God have mercy on you.
08:22May God have mercy on you.
08:32I'll wait for you downstairs.
08:46I'll wait for you downstairs.
09:07Do you want me to sit here?
09:09No.
09:17What's wrong, Shirin?
09:19Dr. Adham, I know this is not the best time.
09:21But I'm here to apologize to you that I won't be able to come to the ceremony again.
09:25That's enough.
09:26Take a two-week vacation and then we'll talk.
09:28Believe me, I won't be able to.
09:29Even if I took a two-year vacation, not just two weeks.
09:31I tried to talk to you a lot, but I'm always busy.
09:35I mean, I lost my mind from the press calls these days.
09:38Shirin, I know it's hard.
09:40But it's hard for all of us.
09:42And we can't leave Dr. Adham in a situation like this.
09:44Of course you know how much I appreciate Dr. Adham.
09:47But believe me, it won't work.
09:49I won't be the Shirin you knew all this time.
09:52Anyway, I'll see Ayad again.
09:54But okay.
09:56As you wish.
09:58In any case, we can't end our relationship here at the door.
10:01Let's go inside, have a drink and go back to work together.
10:04Let's go.
10:06Where are you going?
10:08Did you find the key to this door?
10:10Come on, Shirin.
10:15Come on.
10:17Come on, Shirin.
10:19I'll be with you in a minute.
10:23Coffee or tea?
10:25Coffee is fine.
10:27A glass, please.
10:39Shirin, I'm sorry.
10:42Shirin, I'm sorry.
10:44I know this isn't the right time.
10:46But I want to know.
10:48What did Sara look like when she came to the clinic?
10:51Was it obvious to her that she could do something like this?
10:54The truth is...
10:56I've been wondering about her since day one.
10:58And I haven't been to many clinics.
11:00But when she came to the clinic with Dr. Adham,
11:03I started to feel that she was better and more stable.
11:06But...
11:07But what?
11:08I was wondering about the way she dressed when she came to the clinic.
11:12I mean...
11:13Sometimes she wore revealing clothes.
11:15And with the next session, she wore very revealing clothes.
11:18I'm sure she was nervous.
11:20Even her absence from the clinic happened all of a sudden.
11:24I didn't expect her to come back to the clinic because...
11:29I'm sorry.
11:30I'm sorry.
11:31I don't want to add to your pain.
11:33But there's something I really, really don't understand.
11:36Tell me.
11:37You told me in the interview that Sara used to come to the clinic before this.
11:40Dr. Adham asked me to do this.
11:42He told me not to tell anyone about the clinic's reputation.
11:45And he was right.
11:47He didn't expect her to repeat the suicide attempt at his office door.
11:51He never cared about anyone.
12:01Stay in the office for 20 minutes.
12:03And bring the file with you when you come, please.
12:07If you'll excuse me.
12:28I'm really happy I met you, Maryam.
12:30I appreciate everything you've done for me.
12:43Maybe if we had met earlier, things would have changed a lot.
12:48A lot of things happen in a second, and they have to happen at the right time.
13:03I learned a lesson.
13:08I learned that no matter what happens to us, we have to believe in our feelings.
13:24But unfortunately, I took longer than necessary to believe in my feelings.
13:38Sara, don't blame yourself like this.
13:41What you've been through is hard.
13:43And it has to leave you in shock.
13:46Because you don't know what to do.
13:49Because if you take any step, you'll be the one threatened by the opening.
13:55It's a wrong situation, and it has to change.
14:01Why did we come into this world?
14:05Why?
14:06Dad!
14:10What are you doing?
14:13Are you sure it's 4%?
14:16Yes, it's 4%.
14:19And if you increase the air, where will it go?
14:24What was I supposed to do?
14:25Get you a beer and close the shop early?
14:28I'm not going to get another one.
14:36But I've had this question in my mind for a long time.
14:42Not after I drank the glass.
14:45Can you imagine that because I'm 20 years older than you,
14:49and I drank a thousand glasses of this glass,
14:51I still haven't gotten an answer to this question?
14:54Son, you're wrong.
14:56God.
14:57Son.
15:04Just tell me.
15:10I won't cry.
15:13Okay.
15:15If we came into this world,
15:18not because we wanted to,
15:20not because we were supposed to,
15:22it's our right.
15:24We can leave whenever we want.
15:27Yes.
15:28And you want to leave our world and go somewhere else?
15:32Anywhere.
15:34Air.
15:36Happiness.
15:37My grandfather, Abraham, may he rest in peace,
15:40was a horse trainer.
15:43There were no more than 20 horses in the family's house in Ena.
15:46But my grandfather was attached to a horse called a horse.
15:49One day, the horse entered a horse race.
15:52From what is done in the heart of the desert.
15:54It fell to the ground.
15:56His leg was broken.
15:57And his head was injured.
15:59The doctors who saw him said,
16:00my grandfather is dead.
16:01The arrow was broken.
16:03And he has no arm.
16:05And they said he should be shot,
16:06because he won't live much more than five or six days.
16:10It was a very difficult day.
16:13It was almost the first and last time I saw him cry.
16:17One day,
16:20I went to his room with my father
16:21to see what we were going to do with the arrow.
16:24He looked at us.
16:30He looked at us like we were crazy.
16:33And he told my father
16:35that he would shoot the arrow with a bullet
16:37ten times.
16:40My grandfather would go to the arrow every day.
16:42He would take care of it.
16:43He would feed it with the same food and water.
16:44He would pat it and sing to it.
16:47Day after day, the arrow's health began to improve.
16:50To the extent that sometimes I felt
16:52that the arrow had made him very happy.
16:54And if I put my hand on it,
16:55it would come out of my hand.
16:58But no.
17:02No.
17:03After 21 days,
17:06I mean, he lived 15 days more than the doctors said.
17:11The day he died,
17:13my grandfather said,
17:14my son,
17:16never judge the creation of God
17:18before the time of his death.
17:21If you can live a single minute,
17:24never lose it.
17:30Drink the coffee.
17:31Drink it, Fahim.
17:32I told your parents to leave you alone.
17:33Drink it.
17:42But remember,
17:45the arrow
17:50was happy
17:53and broken.
17:55It couldn't move.
17:58That's it.
18:01I don't need anything else.
18:03I'm leaving now.
18:05My uncle.
18:06My uncle, Fahim.
18:08My uncle.
18:09My uncle, Fahim.
18:15Hello?
18:17I'm here, ma'am.
18:18Who is this?
18:24Dr. Ali Al-Khayyala, sir.
18:46Yes?
18:48Dr. Nawal,
18:49it's good that you didn't change the phone number
18:51since the days of Dr. Norendin, may God have mercy on him.
18:55Good.
18:57I'm only calling you today, doctor,
18:59because I read what happened to the best doctor in the clinic,
19:02and I wanted to tell you...
19:03Did you call to hear?
19:05Believe me, no.
19:06I'm calling to tell you
19:08that I'm worried about Adam.
19:11Because as a young man,
19:12something big like this happens to him in the clinic,
19:14and it's hard for him.
19:15I want to tell you that I'm here.
19:17If you need anything from me...
19:19No.
19:21Neither me nor Adam need anything from anyone.
19:23Goodbye.
19:31Excuse me,
19:32Mr. Hassan's office, how much is it?
19:33The last office.
19:45Good evening.
19:47Mr. Hassan.
19:49We met before,
19:51at the hospital of Sara, may God have mercy on her,
19:53when you took the rose from me.
19:55And what do you mean, may God have mercy on her?
19:57What do you want?
20:00I work as a journalist,
20:02and I was doing an investigation on Sara's case.
20:05Not just Sara,
20:06but several other women,
20:08who passed away because of what Sara did.
20:10And I'm broke.
20:12I was hoping that you would help me
20:16with my investigation.
20:17I read that you want to get rid of everything that has to do with Sara.
20:21So, if it doesn't bother you...
20:23How did you get in here?
20:25I asked them.
20:29And I sat in the street,
20:30waiting for you at the office.
20:38I'm telling you,
20:39I'm telling you.
21:45Hassan loves me.
21:47He used to love me.
21:49All the time we were together,
21:50he loved me.
22:33Hey.
22:35Malik V.
22:40What's up?
22:41I heard the doorbell.
22:42I knew you were here.
22:43I was looking for you.
22:48Did you see the new shirt?
22:50Yes.
22:52You're going to love it.
22:55Are you coming to see it tomorrow?
22:57Tomorrow.
22:59Is there something behind you?
23:02What's more important than you?
23:09Nothing.
23:23Welcome, Madam Marie.
23:25Please come in.
23:40How are you?
23:42I'll make you a nice cup of coffee.
23:48Okay.
23:50I still can't look you in the eye
23:51and know that you're inside
23:52before you say anything.
23:56I feel like I'm going to die, Fahim.
24:00I told you I'd be here
24:01if I didn't meet her.
24:04And I convinced her
24:05to let her go.
24:06No, Marie.
24:09It's easy for her
24:10to turn into this.
24:12But I didn't die.
24:14The patient died.
24:16Death is predestined and written
24:18in a second and a minute.
24:20No one knows
24:21whether they're going to die
24:22or not.
24:25But when we're separated,
24:29I feel like I'm going to die.
24:32I feel like I'm going to die.
24:36And I have so many questions
24:37in my head
24:38that I can't answer.
24:41Did I really want her to be happy?
24:44Or was I taking revenge
24:46on someone so important to me?
24:49How?
24:51How did I choose
24:52this difficult path?
24:56Without an investigation.
25:01How did I make her face
25:02someone so scary
25:05like his name, Adham?
25:08A society that's distorted.
25:10They always see
25:11the woman as the culprit.
25:13And the man is not at fault.
25:18Why did I kill him?
25:20What did I wear?
25:22Why is all this silence?
25:26Why, why, why?
25:28And there's not a single word
25:29against the criminal
25:30who did this.
25:32Why didn't you search my papers?
25:34Why did you defend me
25:35when I wanted to take revenge
25:36on someone called Adham?
25:44How did you get here?
25:48That's the best thing
25:49I've ever done.
26:01This is the new Iyadah.
26:04She's not mad yet.
26:06But she'll be ready soon.
26:08Wow!
26:10She's so beautiful, Dr. Adham.
26:13God willing, her nature
26:14will help you.
26:15May God help you.
26:17Yes, my love.
26:18I hope so.
26:20Yes, Yasmeen.
26:22What do you think?
26:24She's beautiful.
26:26She really is beautiful.
26:28But tell me
26:30what did you do
26:31with the new secretary?
26:33Shirin nominated me
26:34for a position.
26:36I met her.
26:37She's really good.
26:38I think she'll be able
26:39to play the role
26:40that Shirin did very well.
26:42No, Shirin.
26:43I mean, really,
26:44Shirin is the loser.
26:47But I couldn't
26:48carry her on my shoulders.
26:51Tell me,
26:52are there other doctors
26:53here in the building
26:54than Dr. Adham?
26:55Of course.
26:56There are a lot of doctors.
26:57But there's no psychologist.
26:58Get out.
27:05What's this?
27:06She's spying on us.
27:20Why are you here?
27:22Yes, Dr. Nawal.
27:23I came to see Dr. Ertugrul.
27:25Aren't you the only one
27:26here or what?
27:28But, I mean,
27:29really?
27:30Bravo.
27:31It's a new ceremony.
27:32Yes.
27:33You're not just
27:34killing the murderer
27:35and going to his funeral.
27:36And you're not just
27:37removing all the evidence
27:38of the crime.
27:39No.
27:40You're destroying
27:41the old crime scene
27:42and creating
27:43a new scene for yourself.
27:45Honestly, it's crazy.
27:47What did Dr. Fahim
27:48do to you?
27:51I mean,
27:52since you're here,
27:53you should tell him
27:54about the new ceremony.
27:55As you know,
27:56he still needs
27:57a long treatment.
27:59Actually, Dr. Nawal,
28:00I know
28:01Ms. Maryam from Gaza.
28:03She's a patient of mine.
28:05She's suffering
28:06from multiple sexual disorders.
28:08Paraphilia.
28:09A mixed disorder.
28:11A mix of asexual
28:13that we can call
28:14an increase in sexual intercourse
28:16and a lack of
28:17sexual liberation
28:18and attraction
28:19except in rare cases
28:21like molesting others.
28:23And it's another disorder
28:24that we call
28:25a heuristic disorder.
28:27Paraphilia.
28:29Of course, this causes
28:30a lot of problems
28:31for the other party
28:32because they don't
28:33have any relationship
28:34with him.
28:35At the same time,
28:37the other party
28:38will have a big problem
28:40if he manages
28:41to molest his neighbors.
28:49I promise
28:50to do my best
28:52because, of course,
28:53and this is my opinion,
28:54of course,
28:55as a psychologist,
28:57if he manages
28:58to perform
28:59his marital duties
29:00efficiently,
29:02his skills
29:03will improve
29:04and he will be able
29:05to choose better
29:06cases than this
29:08rather than
29:09moving from
29:10a losing case
29:11to another.
29:13The truth is
29:14that I'm happy
29:15that you're adding
29:16to your crimes
29:17another crime
29:18like uncovering
29:19the secrets
29:20of your patient.
29:22The law of self-protection
29:23of a patient
29:24like you,
29:25who is supposed
29:26to be smart and knowledgeable,
29:27prevents you
29:28from talking to
29:29a sick patient.
29:30Even their parents
29:31don't allow it
29:32unless they're going
29:33to commit suicide
29:34or kill someone.
29:36Just like the law
29:37used to force you
29:38as soon as you saw
29:39that Sara could commit suicide
29:40to tell her parents,
29:42Doctor.
29:47Your place is not here,
29:48not with these people.
29:52Please excuse me.
29:55Get out of here!
30:22Hello?
30:23Hello?
30:24Can I speak
30:25to Dr. Adham?
30:26Who do you want,
30:27ma'am?
30:28I'm Amira,
30:29the new secretary.
30:30Hello, Amira.
30:32I'm Dr. Adham.
30:33Hello, ma'am.
30:34I want to arrange
30:35a new appointment
30:36with the doctor
30:37for the patient
30:38they're asking about.
30:39Are all the patients
30:40who were coming
30:41to Dr. Adham
30:42earlier
30:43coming back
30:44for the new appointment?
30:45Yes, ma'am.
30:46They're waiting
30:47to know
30:48when we're opening.
30:49There are only two
30:50patients who responded
30:51strangely to me
30:52when I spoke to them.
30:53Who are they?
30:54One of them
30:55is called Hadeel.
30:56When I called her,
30:57a man answered me
30:58and told me
30:59not to speak to her again.
31:00And the other one...
31:08No, it's not necessary.
31:09Just give me
31:10their numbers and address
31:11and I'll tell the doctor.
31:15Yara,
31:17Egypt Modern School.
31:20Hadeel,
31:21her phone number
31:22is 012...
31:26Excuse me, Amira.
31:28I'll call you back.
31:46What's wrong?
31:50Nothing.
31:54Nothing?
31:56Should I make you something to drink?
31:59No.
32:21Egypt Modern School
32:41I don't understand.
32:42Are you telling me
32:43what to do?
32:44I had to tell them
32:45like this.
32:46I'm Dr. Adham's assistant.
32:47Adham.
32:49Wait a minute.
32:51I want to talk to you.
32:52Let go of my hand.
32:53Sorry, we have to talk.
32:54Let go of my hand.
32:55No.
32:57Let go of my hand.
32:58It's not my fault.
33:05That's enough.
33:07I'm tired tomorrow.
33:09Bye.
33:18Egypt Modern School
33:23Madam Hadeel.
33:24Yes?
33:26I'm Yasmin,
33:27Dr. Adham's assistant.
33:29Yes, good.
33:31Wait a minute.
33:32How did you know
33:33I was here?
33:34From your Facebook account.
33:36I knew you came here
33:37every day at the same time.
33:38Why?
33:39I only have one question.
33:41Why did you stop going to
33:42Dr. Adham?
33:43And why did you leave
33:44when his secretary told her
33:45not to call you again?
33:47I'm free.
33:48I don't think I have to
33:49go every day.
33:50Yes, but there's a reason
33:51for everything.
33:52You don't have the right
33:53to know I'm going to IADA.
33:54And you don't have the right
33:55to ask me to go
33:56or to know why I'm not going.
33:57Neither you nor Adham.
33:58Yes, you're right.
34:00But...
34:02I want to know what was
34:03happening in IADA
34:04behind my back.
34:05I've been marrying Adham
34:06for eight years.
34:07And believe me,
34:08I don't know
34:09who I'm marrying.
34:10And you don't know
34:11who I'm marrying either.
34:18I'm sorry.
34:20I'm sorry.
34:37You don't know what
34:38I'm doing?
34:39What are you doing?
34:40You know very well
34:41that she doesn't stop
34:42bullying me.
34:43I'm fed up.
34:44I'm very upset.
34:45I know.
34:46What?
34:47Yara!
34:48I have to talk to you.
34:49I don't want you
34:50to talk to me.
34:51I don't want you
34:52to talk to me.
34:53Who's Yara?
34:54I'm your wife.
35:00I know you're small
35:01when it comes to
35:02what I'm about to say.
35:04But I'm upset
35:05and confused.
35:06I feel like something
35:07strange is happening
35:08around Adham
35:09and I can't understand it.
35:11Believe me,
35:12if I could,
35:13I wouldn't have done
35:14that.
35:16But I can't.
35:17I swear I can't.
35:27About six months ago,
35:28a girl at my school
35:29created a group
35:30on WhatsApp
35:31among our friends.
35:32She sent me
35:33only pictures
35:34of me.
35:36She asked me
35:37why my body was flat
35:38and I didn't have
35:39any boobs
35:40and I had
35:41a lot of pimples
35:42and things like that.
35:46She made me
35:47hate myself
35:48and I didn't want
35:49to look at myself
35:50in the mirror.
35:51I didn't want
35:52to go to school
35:53or even see my friends.
35:56At that time,
35:57my mom took me
35:58to Dr. Adham
35:59who told me
36:00to be smart
36:01and be confident
36:02in myself.
36:06In the first few sessions,
36:07my mom used to come
36:08with me to the clinic.
36:09But Dr. Adham
36:10asked her not to come
36:11with me
36:12so I could be comfortable
36:13talking to her.
36:14My mom agreed
36:15and she took me
36:16to the clinic
36:17where she came
36:18to pick me up
36:19after an hour.
36:22At first,
36:23I was scared
36:24but Dr. Adham
36:25made me talk
36:26to her more
36:27than to my friends.
36:34Don't be afraid.
36:35You can do it.
36:36Give me your hand.
36:40It's good
36:41that you took my hand
36:42from your mom
36:43so that I could
36:44be comfortable
36:45talking to you.
36:49I used to tell him
36:50everything that
36:51happened to me
36:52at school.
36:54All the bullying
36:55and the way
36:56I was treated.
36:58Who was it
37:01who used to
37:02bully you?
37:13I used to feel
37:14that we were best friends
37:15and we promised
37:16that everything
37:17we did here
37:18would stay between us.
37:19I became more confident
37:20in myself
37:21and in my body
37:22and I became better.
37:24But once
37:25during the sessions
37:26he asked me
37:27Have you ever
37:28tried
37:29being on TV?
37:33Are you going
37:34to the beach
37:35with all your friends?
37:37He asked me
37:38to film
37:39once.
37:40I want you
37:41to film yourself
37:42and you to film me.
37:45But do it alone
37:46because your mom
37:47is calling.
37:49He assured me
37:50that it's impossible
37:51for anyone to see
37:52these pictures.
37:54So I sent it to him.
38:01Your body is beautiful
38:02Yara.
38:03It's not flat
38:04or anything.
38:05I'm sure
38:06the girls
38:07will be jealous
38:08of you at school
38:09because you're
38:10full of secrets.
38:11But you're not
38:12going to tell
38:13anyone else.
38:14OK?
38:15And this was
38:16the first time
38:17someone said
38:18such nice things to me.
38:21He started
38:22looking at me
38:23in a very strange way.
38:28He smelled my hair
38:29and got closer to me.
38:31I was a little scared
38:32because I didn't know
38:33what to do.
38:35I didn't understand.
38:42He started telling me
38:43to film myself
38:44in a very strange way.
38:46From my body.
38:48And then
38:50he tried to take off
38:51my T-shirt.
38:54I got scared
38:55and ran away.
39:02I went back home
39:03and told my mom
39:04that I didn't want
39:05to go to this ritual again.
39:06She got mad at me
39:07and told me
39:08that I needed to go again
39:09to be cured.
39:10And in the next session
39:11I was very far away
39:14and I told him
39:15that I was very scared of him.
39:17He said to me
39:18sorry,
39:19I'm teaching you
39:20how to love, Yara.
39:23And he started
39:24holding me very tight.
39:26I told him
39:27to let me go.
39:28I'm hurt.
39:29Let me go.
39:30And he held me tight
39:31and started walking
39:32and said
39:33Love is pain.
39:40Love is pain.
39:41Love is pain.
39:42Love is pain.
39:43Love is pain.
39:44Love is pain.
39:45Love is pain.
39:46Love is pain.
39:47Love is pain.
39:48Love is pain.
39:49Love is pain.
40:00When I got home
40:01I took a shower
40:03and sat on my body
40:04for more than two hours
40:06smelling my body
40:07everywhere.
40:10Mommy, I noticed that I took too long in the shower.
40:14So I got bored of talking.
40:17And I found myself crying and I told her everything that happened.
40:20I told her, I want you to tell me everything that happened.
40:23Especially Poppy.
40:24Because if Poppy knows, she'll go through it.
40:26And because of Poppy.
40:27Poppy is in it.
40:29I'm not completely...
40:35I'm sorry.
40:41I'm sorry.
41:00Love
41:02is
41:03pain.
41:11Love is pain.
41:12Love is pain.
41:13Love is pain.
41:14Love is pain.
41:15Love is pain.
41:16Love is pain.
41:17Love is pain.
41:18Love is pain.
41:19Love is pain.
41:20Love is pain.
41:21Love is pain.
41:22Love is pain.
41:23Love is pain.
41:24Love is pain.
41:25Love is pain.
41:26Love is pain.
41:27Love is pain.
41:28Love is pain.
41:29Love is pain.
41:30Love is pain.
41:31Love is pain.
41:32Love is pain.
41:33Love is pain.
41:34Love is pain.
41:35Love is pain.
41:36Love is pain.
41:37Love is pain.
41:38Love is pain.