Social Studies Episode 2 - Social Divisions

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Social Studies Episode 2 - Social Divisions
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00:00I
00:26texted Jack yesterday and I was like, what happened to that kid who like, OD'd?
00:29He's okay now. He actually posted a photo on his story the next day and then he did an Instagram
00:38post and he wrote this funny caption. I knew that perk was fake, but I still ate it cause
00:42I'm a gremlin. That was his caption. I heard that he bought drugs from a homeless man and
00:51then OD'd off of them. And his friends didn't like that the homeless guy maybe laced them
00:57with something. So then they ended up doing something to the homeless guy. This girl actually
01:03gave me a ride after home from the party. She has the Tesla and they caught it on the
01:08Tesla camera. And you could see like they ended up on the hood of her car and she saw
01:15like the fight. It was crazy. Super funny, but like not funny at the same time. I didn't
01:21see that cause I left my own party cause I just was stressed out. There were holes
01:26in the wall, people breaking into the owner's office. Someone took like a lightsaber. That
01:32was a lot of money. I posted on the account the next day. I was like, yo, if you know
01:36anyone that broke the wall, like, can you let me know? And all the money that we were
01:42making to cover everything that we paid for, stolen by the security guards. Scarlett, she
01:49hired one of the Kardashians, old security guard, which he was a good guy. But the security
01:54that the venue hired, they were the ones that robbed the money. Apparently the security
01:59guards turned off the security cameras. And they just quit their job and took off with
02:04the like $3,000 of money. But I mean, overall, it was a good party. I think it might go down
02:10as the party of the year. The thing about this generation, people are going to look
02:15back when they're like 20 or like 50 and they're going to be like, oh, I'm going to show my
02:19kids the Snapchat memory from when I was 13.
02:49It's a wonderful time over here at the stadium by the sea. We've got the people in the fence
03:19up there. Go ahead and share the feed on your timeline. We're going to have some fun tonight.
03:27I'm going to the football game with friends from my old school. The culture at Pali could
03:35be like a little toxic. I feel like the black people are definitely segregated from like
03:40everybody else. So it has been hard to make friends.
03:57Okay, which one do y'all want? Because I have to, you know, I have to tell my best friend.
04:02You asked me which one I don't want. You would get a shorter list than if you asked me which one I do want.
04:07My friends aren't from co-ed school. So they're just around all girls all day. So they're just kind of like, oh, my God, like, there's all these cute boys.
04:15Girl, look at 13.
04:16Jordan, you need to hop on a jet now.
04:19Like, girl.
04:20No, no.
04:21Jordan.
04:22No, I want the 15.
04:24Shut the fuck up, bitch.
04:26I want number 13.
04:28Hey, that's how we win.
04:29That's how we win.
04:31Hey, check my stats.
04:33I want number two to stomp me, spit on me.
04:37Spit on you.
04:40They kept saying like, oh, my God, Jordan, we're so jealous that you go to Pali and stuff.
04:43They're like kind of like me. They're a little bit boy crazy.
04:46You are e-dating someone else.
04:48No, I'm not literally e-dating. I am not e-dating. I don't know what you're talking about.
04:52Uh-oh. Guys, I tried to send my mom a photo of my screen.
04:56And I just realized a little wet emoji was in my recently used emoji.
05:01Yeah, nigga, you freaky, freaky.
05:07I have a question really quick.
05:09Has anyone here gone to a school that was not majority white?
05:13Yeah.
05:14Yeah.
05:15When I got to Pali, I was always looking over my back, sagging my pants.
05:18I came from like two different environments.
05:20It was hard to change over.
05:22You go into a classroom, everyone's staring at you.
05:24Everyone's a different color from you.
05:26You got to change your whole way of living type of thing.
05:28You got to change your way of thinking.
05:30You got to change your way of thinking.
05:32You got to change your way of thinking.
05:34You got to change your way of thinking.
05:36Yeah, in 2017, my freshman year, I was getting called a nigger.
05:39Like, left and right. Bathroom, classroom.
05:42I'll be in an AP class, and you already know.
05:44You already know, as a black man, as a brown person, as a person in the LGBT community.
05:49There's been so many times I just wanted to beat that kid's ass.
05:51But if I stand up in class, I'm the one that's aggressive.
05:54For me, it was like a survival method.
05:56Like, I had to whitewash myself in order to survive going to, like, schools that were mainly white.
06:03Like, I had to make myself appeal more to the white culture.
06:08Is the social media world that you're in online more integrated than the real world?
06:14No.
06:15You go on your news feed, and you see type of shit like,
06:19oh, just a whole bunch of white kids just doing this.
06:21And you go on this one, and you see a whole bunch of black kids doing this.
06:24You get two different images on social media.
06:26It's the algorithm.
06:27In social media, I definitely portrayed myself as, like, a white girl.
06:32In Instagram, that's what made you popular.
06:34I tried so hard to be white.
06:38Posting pictures, you know, in bikinis on the beach with my besties.
06:43Meanwhile, I, like, have fucking body hair all over me because I'm Mexican.
06:47But these girls, like, look like, they looked different than me.
06:50And I didn't want to seem like a Latina.
06:52I didn't want to seem, like, not like them.
06:55Which one?
06:56I like the Soul Rockers.
06:58He got everything that a girl wanted.
07:01Oh, the Hannah Montana song?
07:02Smooth talking, soul rocking.
07:06He's got everything that a girl wanted.
07:09Oh my gosh.
07:10Come on.
07:11That one?
07:12Yeah.
07:13OK, that's actually really cute.
07:14We should totally do that.
07:15Come on.
07:16Do your craziest rock move.
07:17Go, like, do it.
07:18Go.
07:19One, two.
07:21The Soul Rockers.
07:22He's got everything that a girl wanted.
07:26It's all cutey.
07:27It's crazy groovy.
07:28And I can't keep my—
07:29He's got everything that a girl wanted.
07:30Wow, you look so cute.
07:31I know.
07:32This filter with TikTok.
07:33It just makes you look so pretty.
07:46I live with my sister, my mom and my dad.
07:49my sister, my mom, and my niece.
07:53My mom was born and raised in Mexico,
07:55and she came to work out here,
07:57helping to take care of kids, basically nanny.
08:01One of the families my mom worked with,
08:04they were a very wealthy family.
08:06Their daughter, we grew up together.
08:09In Brentwood, the kids have really nice houses.
08:12It was a very nice area.
08:13Definitely way better than what I grew up around
08:17here in the mid-city.
08:19So I started going to school out there
08:20because it was closer to my mom's job,
08:22and she thought it was a way better neighborhood
08:23for me to be going to school in.
08:25I love that one, Lila.
08:27Our parents found the opportunity for us,
08:30and they took it.
08:31Pali, academically, it's a great school.
08:34We were waking up three hours early just to get there.
08:37All the kids that were on the school buses,
08:39we were mostly black and brown kids.
08:41But Ellie, she fit in more over there on that side.
08:46And she even had the look, like the way she dressed.
08:49Very supermodel-y.
08:50She rocked it.
08:52I've come to my home, and people were like,
08:54you're whitewashed, you're not Latina enough, or whatever.
08:57And then I go back to school, and they're like,
09:00oh, you're brown, you're Latina, you're from the hood.
09:04You don't ever know where you fit in,
09:07but it's really good to have a taste of both, I guess.
09:12Oh, okay.
09:15Best friend.
09:17Hi.
09:18How are you?
09:23Wait, wait, wait, wait, really fast, really fast,
09:25really fast.
09:29Juju's calling.
09:29Oh, Juju's calling?
09:31Hello.
09:33It's working.
09:35What you doing?
09:42I mean, okay, go off.
09:45Do your thing.
09:49Julian grew up in Mid-City, kind of South Central area.
09:53South Central is a very, I guess you could say,
09:58urban neighborhood.
09:59He's my first boyfriend that was not whitewashed.
10:05He liked stuff like getting tatted, and car meets,
10:08and getting into fights.
10:10Very hood, I guess.
10:13We began dating in freshman year, and he's my first love.
10:19We just were very similar.
10:21We became like peas in a pod.
10:27Bye.
10:27Love you.
10:28See you in a bit.
10:33Hew, hew.
10:34Okay.
10:36Give me one second.
10:41It's crazy, dude.
10:43This is actually fucking crazy.
10:47You know, I kind of like our neighborhood.
10:50Me too.
10:51We got a lot more quiet, that's for sure.
10:53Right?
10:54Yeah.
10:55Thank God.
10:57I see your gunshots like every week.
11:01Hey.
11:03Hey.
11:05What's it called?
11:06Who's asking for me?
11:08Who's asking for me?
11:08He was like, where's Julie?
11:11You miss me?
11:12I really like Julian, but he's like a little overprotective,
11:16you know, a little toxic ass.
11:17But like, he would text her and be like,
11:20just send me your location.
11:21I just want to make sure like you're okay.
11:23Or like FaceTime and be like, do a 360.
11:29Oh yeah, guys, look, look, look.
11:30Okay, guys.
11:36I'm not playing.
11:40I'm not playing.
12:02Kill yourself.
12:07Turn the lights on, why?
12:09I play in the dark, so.
12:10And I hope you don't think like
12:12my eyesight's going to get bad
12:14because you know that's a myth, right?
12:15I'm pretty sure the eye doctor told you that.
12:18No, she didn't.
12:18We asked her.
12:19She actually did.
12:20See you later.
12:21Okay.
12:22Oh, bye.
12:23Sorry.
12:24I like have my headphones in.
12:27This game, they try to make it like look stereotypical,
12:31like dirty part of the city, like urban part of the city.
12:35So I think that's why they called it Da Hood,
12:38which is like weird for me.
12:41The other players, most of them are like white.
12:43Hello.
12:44Hello.
12:46But most of my friends online are black kids.
12:52I've met a lot of cool people off the internet,
12:55to be honest.
12:56There's just some people on the internet
12:57where they just understand your situation.
12:59They understand who you are.
13:03If you're online, you have like more confidence.
13:07And most of the time people are on there to date,
13:11hook up, whatever.
13:14Pop tops or like bikini sets.
13:17I can't really go out with those
13:19because my mom does not want me just full on
13:21with my booty out.
13:22So, I mean, that's obviously understandable.
13:25But you know, on TikTok,
13:26it just makes me look so much better.
13:37From like a young, young age,
13:39like I would just like talk to people on Skype,
13:41not knowing really what their age is.
13:44Most people probably have like three kids and a wife
13:47and they're just talking to you knowing you're like 15.
13:53So, it's a little scary.
13:59I do have someone that I like right now.
14:04We joke around and say husband and wife.
14:07He lives in the DC, Maryland, Virginia area.
14:10The DMV.
14:14Great.
14:16We really started talking like a lot.
14:22And then he was like, oh yeah, I followed you on Roblox.
14:25It was so funny because like he only follows one person
14:28and it's me.
14:34It's just like kind of fun.
14:37I don't like you.
14:40It would be so cool if we could meet like in person.
14:46But that's probably not going to happen because of my mom.
14:58Well, I'm so impressed obviously with my son, Jack.
15:03We are of a very great relationship.
15:05So, we communicate a lot.
15:09He's maintained straight A's all through school.
15:12You know, he started a nonprofit.
15:15His TikTok was so brilliant.
15:19And you know, he did it on his own.
15:23Do you mind if I just look at a monitor really quick?
15:26Oh yeah, oh wow, look how orangey it is.
15:28Holy buckets, I look like I got sunburned
15:31at the tanning salon.
15:33Lighting's everything, right?
15:36My mom does celebrity marketing.
15:39So, she works with a lot of like the celebrities
15:41in the industry with that.
15:42Oh yeah, I've worked with hundreds of celebrities.
15:45I don't usually like name drop.
15:48She used to work with Lindsay Lohan.
15:51She was like her assistant or something like that.
15:53No, no, no, we were business partners.
15:55We owned a brand together.
15:56She has a lot of experience
15:58and she's always been really good at marketing.
16:00So, he actually came up with the idea.
16:03We were in the car one day going to a friend's house
16:05and he was like, yo, we should start a brand.
16:08And I was like, that sounds awesome, let's do it.
16:11We're about to launch our new Lunar drop
16:12and these are some of the products we have.
16:15So, we have these pants, super sick.
16:17Lunar hats right here, unreleased,
16:20but they're coming soon in our next drop.
16:22Yep.
16:23And yeah.
16:25My mom was kind of helping with the whole process,
16:27just like telling us like, you gotta do this first,
16:30then this, and we were like,
16:31because she wanted it to be professional.
16:33One day, I remember I got a call from KTLA.
16:36They're like, we wanna interview your son.
16:36I'm like, oh.
16:39Two teens have designed a fashion empire
16:42out of recycled materials.
16:4415-year-olds Jack Schwartz and Mateo Santamaria
16:47from Los Angeles have been friends since the third grade.
16:50The brand's message is equality.
16:52What is the meaning behind Lunar?
16:54On the dark side to the light side of the moon,
16:56we represent equality for all.
16:58I love that.
16:59One incredibly creative way they decided to market
17:02was to get celebs to wear Lunar masks.
17:05We go around, we're like,
17:06hey, we got this clothing brand.
17:07We represent equality for all.
17:09You think you could just throw on a mask
17:11and help us promote it?
17:12I have a clothing brand.
17:13Can I get a photo of you wearing it?
17:14Sure.
17:16If we were to pay Charli D'Amelio or Addison Rae
17:18to wear our brand,
17:20it would be thousands and thousands of dollars.
17:22But since like, they were kind of like,
17:24scared of getting canceled,
17:26they couldn't say really no
17:28when they were getting filmed by the paparazzi.
17:31We posted that video of us giving her the mask on TikTok
17:35and it got like 11 million views.
17:37That would translate to all like the sales.
17:39Our family is just like,
17:41we're, you know, serial entrepreneurs.
17:46I think that drive and tenacity and determination,
17:50you either have it or you don't.
17:58My life has been hectic.
18:01Do what you gotta do and make yourself a name.
18:05That's what we're all trying to do.
18:09But it's hard to keep it going.
18:16Is this the Uber?
18:18Wee!
18:27I don't have no car.
18:29They ain't tell me about the store.
18:31So I've been spending like 300 a week on Ubers.
18:35I got a lot of school absences
18:37because I don't have no transportation,
18:39but I still have to graduate at the end of the day,
18:41so I have to get that checked.
18:46Check for that.
18:48How they got them, look.
18:49Nah, look at them Adidas right there.
18:52I haven't seen the other side of life
18:54to see millions of dollars.
18:56You know, I haven't seen other side
18:58to not worry about picking up clothes
19:00and looking at the price tag.
19:03You know, I'm trying to look fly and rich
19:04and I want to put on that oppression that I have money.
19:08200 though.
19:09What's up?
19:10These noodles are fire.
19:11Oh, these hoes tight.
19:14Tight as a brick.
19:15Chicken are ripping these noodles, boy.
19:17They hard though.
19:18Yeah.
19:19You know what I might do though?
19:21Buying for the day.
19:25We all know money is the root of all evil,
19:27but without money, there is nothing.
19:30You know, if we're being realistic.
19:32They say money can't buy happiness,
19:34but it buys everything else that makes you happy.
19:38I'm just saying.
19:39I know you have TikTok.
19:40Oh, you do?
19:41Yeah.
19:42Let's take a picture.
19:43You see me on TikTok?
19:44Yeah.
19:45Let's take a picture for you, baby.
19:48That was like the first ever encounter
19:50of like someone like running up to me.
19:52Oh my God, are you Katie off of like TikTok?
19:55That's kind of weird.
19:56That's how it's going to be in the future.
19:58I loved it.
19:59I ain't gonna lie.
19:59Yeah, I felt good.
20:00I liked it.
20:01That shit felt so amazing just now.
20:02All right.
20:12Go, Julie.
20:16Okay.
20:17Julian and I like are going through
20:18some relationship problems.
20:19My phone.
20:21Oh wait, let me grab my phone really fast.
20:23After a two and a half year relationship,
20:26I just don't want to not be close to him anymore.
20:34Sometimes it's really hard to just cut the cord.
20:47Yeah, what's up?
20:49It's Julian.
20:51Yeah.
20:52No, what the hell?
20:53No, definitely not.
20:56Me too.
20:58So much.
20:58I said me too.
21:00Bye.
21:05Just keep on chit-chatting, mom.
21:07No, I was thinking, no, no, no.
21:09Hold on, wait.
21:11Okay, this is 10-4.
21:13This is 10-4.
21:30So I started talking to this guy named Bodhi.
21:37We started chatting on Snapchat.
21:40It was just kind of like a weird situation.
21:44Julian and I, we were kind of on and off
21:48before Bodhi and I had started talking.
21:50And then Bodhi, we had talked about New York
21:53and how I wanted to go and how he wanted to go.
21:55And he's like, we should totally go together.
21:56And I was like, oh wow, okay.
21:59I told Julian that I was going to New York
22:03to visit friends and family,
22:05but I just lied to him about it.
22:10Oh well, live your life.
22:12Hey, I can't really tell you anything.
22:15Who are you going to listen to?
22:16Me?
22:18I mean, like, Julian and I haven't spoken for like ever.
22:21I don't know, like, I just feel very like,
22:23like suffocated in different ways.
22:24You know that, so.
22:31Bodhi's from like the West side.
22:33He grew up in Santa Monica.
22:35We've definitely come from different lifestyles.
22:38And with him, I saw the world a little differently.
22:42Bodhi is very like proper and like, you know,
22:44responsible and like calm and like super into technology
22:49and like hacking and like, you know,
22:50just a little stuff like that.
22:52But I like that.
22:53All right, spark it.
22:55It's a cacao wrapped pre-roll.
22:58I didn't see this.
23:00I got it from Bodhi.
23:03Homie Bodhi.
23:04Smells like chocolate.
23:09Like, why did I do this to myself?
23:15Yeah.
23:19I don't know.
23:19Thanks.
23:20It's a lot going on right now.
23:21This cacao leaf.
23:23I know, it's good right?
23:25Should I FaceTime Julian really fast?
23:29No.
23:30No.
23:31No.
23:32No.
23:33We'll just, we'll just text him.
23:35No.
23:35No.
23:36Hello?
23:38Guess where I'm at.
23:40Oh, you're at, uh, the spot.
23:44Yes, sir. The spot.
23:46I'm smoking a cacao-wrapped pre-roll.
23:52Cool, huh?
23:53Where you picked it up?
23:55From the shop.
23:58Shop?
23:59Yes.
24:01Alright, well, drive safe, okay?
24:03Thank you. Enjoy your night.
24:05You too. Talk to you later.
24:07Bye.
24:08Bye.
24:16My ex was, like, low-key a bit abusive
24:18and would, like, definitely use location
24:21and, like, knowing where you were as, like, a form of abuse
24:24to use, like, you and control you and know where you are.
24:27Same as having your password. Like, that's totally a form of abuse.
24:30Once you give your password to someone else,
24:33you might as well throw the relationship out the window,
24:35cos that's where it's going to go.
24:37I disagree.
24:38No, no, look.
24:39I disagree.
24:40Let me explain. Let me explain.
24:42What are you hiding, then?
24:44I'm not hiding nothing.
24:45But the fact that you have to go through passwords
24:48just to know that, that means you don't trust me.
24:51If I'm just going to go on your phone and do something little,
24:53if I'm like, let me take a selfie on your phone,
24:55if I'm like, wait, I need to text my mom back
24:57and my phone died, let me text her on your phone,
24:59if you really don't want me to just go on your phone
25:02because there's that big of a chance that I'll see something
25:04that I don't want to see, then that's your problem.
25:07And you're untrustworthy.
25:09I understand that.
25:10That's what we're saying.
25:12If you don't trust your partner, then you shouldn't view him.
25:14And two, I feel like I don't give my passwords
25:16because it's some stuff on my phone that I don't want you to see
25:19because that's for me.
25:20Like what?
25:21You know what I'm saying?
25:22Like notes, certain pictures, certain stuff.
25:24Yeah, that's actually true.
25:26Nobody has my Instagram or Snapchat passwords.
25:28I'm not giving those out to anybody, not even my boyfriend,
25:31not because I don't trust him,
25:32but because it's like that's my social media, you know?
25:34I don't want someone to have access to that.
25:36It's like mine, you know?
25:42Just wait for it.
25:44Okay.
25:45Swing.
25:50Hello, everybody.
25:52Hello.
25:53Welcome to my grand show, to my Sunday morning live.
25:59Okay, okay.
26:00So we have this beautiful, beautiful presentation of why I should go to D.C.
26:05This November or October?
26:06October.
26:07Okay.
26:08So first I want to start off my appreciation post for my mom.
26:12Mom, I'm like, you know, you really do a lot for me.
26:15Very, very.
26:16Okay.
26:17So reasons why we should go to D.C.
26:19Okay.
26:20I just really want to sightsee.
26:21I think the last place we went to was Italy, right?
26:24A lot of sightseeing there, yeah.
26:26So other stuff we can do.
26:28You have the African-American Museum.
26:29I do want to go there.
26:30I want to go there, too.
26:32You also can go see Georgetown and Howard, which, you know, I would love to see.
26:36And possibly if we went to New York.
26:38Columbia?
26:39Columbia.
26:40Okay, I know you're opposed to Columbia because.
26:43I'm not opposed.
26:44I'm just, you know, all those fees, those out-of-state fees.
26:47I know.
26:48Okay, well, that's a great presentation.
26:50I'm going to have to think about all of that.
26:54My concern is, what's going to happen when we get there?
27:00Because I know you have these friends, right?
27:04Mm-hmm.
27:05Am I going to get to the sightseeing place and then all of a sudden, oh, look who's here.
27:09No, no, no.
27:10Oh, what a coincidence, you know?
27:11No, no.
27:12Is all that going to happen?
27:13No, that's not going to happen.
27:14Why are we so stuck on going to D.C.?
27:17Okay.
27:18Mm-hmm.
27:21Shawty a little batty.
27:23She my little bull thing.
27:27Me and Amari, this is one video we posted that has like a million views right now.
27:31Like, Shawty a little batty.
27:33She my little bull thing.
27:34And Shawty got the fatty.
27:36On the fatty part, I'll rub her stomach like I was calling her fat.
27:44Woke up the next day and it was so much hate.
27:49Oh, you need a new boyfriend, he's body shaming you.
27:52A boy should never do that to a girl.
27:55It made people unfollow us.
27:57Just telling other people not to watch our videos.
28:00We got shadow banned for that video.
28:02That video was like, you know, girls are insecure and now she's insecure.
28:07Shawty was like, she's not insecure.
28:10I had just found out I was pregnant.
28:16It was an accident.
28:17Very much an accident.
28:19But, you know, everything happens for a reason.
28:22He shone on me.
28:23He said, okay, well, what are we going to do now?
28:25What are you going to do?
28:27So it was like he gave me reassurance that, like, I didn't have to do it by myself.
28:32I didn't want to be a mom.
28:34We're still young.
28:36I remember I was crying.
28:38Mom was like, what are you crying for?
28:39And I said, Mom, I'm pregnant.
28:41And it was so quiet for about the first 10 minutes.
28:45And she was like, don't sit there and cry.
28:47You knew what you were doing.
28:48Now take responsibility.
28:50But my mom doesn't believe in getting rid of your children.
28:53And she said if I believed in it, I wouldn't have you or your sister.
28:59And I'm like, okay.
29:16He was born June 5th, 2021.
29:20His name was Kalen.
29:237 pounds, 11 ounces.
29:31People are supportive, believe it or not.
29:35I try to be around my son as much as I can.
29:39I try to do little things my dad didn't do.
29:41Like you don't got to take them to Disneyland.
29:44Just sit there and really just chill with him, you know?
29:48And that's what I'm trying to do.
29:50I try to be around my son as much as I can.
29:52I try to do little things my dad didn't do.
29:54Like you don't got to take them to Disneyland.
29:56And just sit there and really just chill with him, you know?
29:59He's like a big boy.
30:01He's so sweet.
30:03chill with him, you know, enjoy time with him.
30:12I lost my pops at an early age, at 10.
30:19Sad to say, I think he was choking in his sleep
30:23on something he had took the night before
30:25and nobody heard him and he died right there,
30:29a day before his birthday, actually.
30:31Um, so, yeah, it was pretty tough.
30:51We have a lot of little elements of Buddhism in our house.
30:57My dad really loves their ideals or whatever.
31:02I really like the aspect of Buddhism
31:04that has to do with how you are as a person
31:07and how your actions now could influence you
31:11in your next life.
31:14I don't really see any open Buddhists on social media.
31:18I think there's an obvious reason why.
31:21Suddenly you're getting influenced
31:23by all these popular, famous people
31:25who are doing all of these things that you weren't doing
31:30and then you think, like, I have to be doing that, too.
31:33I have to wear Converse because, like,
31:36my Adidas are so ugly and so out of style.
31:40You have to wear Brandy Melville.
31:43I told my parents, I was like,
31:45you guys are gonna get me a car.
31:47So, guess what?
31:48What?
31:50This car's yours, Maren.
31:53Yay!
31:56Your first car.
31:57Oh my God, she's so pretty.
32:00She must be posting something now.
32:02I'm afraid.
32:03I'm, like, super grateful,
32:05but I think people hate being privileged.
32:10People hate being lucky
32:12and, like, I don't have any mental illnesses.
32:15I'm white and I'm rich and I'm lucky.
32:19But, like, that's not cool anymore.
32:25All those people at Pali,
32:26even though they had, like, everything,
32:28they would be, like, very, like, sad
32:30or, like, they wouldn't really see their parents
32:32or just, you know, little things like that.
32:34But, to me, sometimes I feel like, wow,
32:38I wish I had those problems.
32:40Hey, Dad.
32:42And he's famous on YouTube.
32:46That's Ellie.
32:47That was cool.
32:48That's her old boyfriend.
32:50Hello.
32:51Her old boyfriend.
32:52Aw.
32:53Oh, my God.
32:55Jack Dillengrazer and I started being friends
32:58in sixth grade.
33:00I remember when Ellie was going to middle school,
33:03she took it in herself to hang out
33:05with a lot of the Caucasians, the white people,
33:07and amongst that crowd was Jack.
33:11And then, out of nowhere, Jack gets this big roll.
33:19And then it blew up.
33:22As the relationship grew, he became famous.
33:25As the nephew of Hollywood producer Brian Grazer,
33:28Jack Dillengrazer's talents run in the family.
33:31It pulled in the biggest ever September opening for a film.
33:35I just think that both her and Jack
33:38did not see that coming.
33:40Look at, look at how cute.
33:42Wait, she is cute.
33:43No, look at how cute my baby is.
33:45Our first or second date, we made a live stream,
33:48and at this point, people had already started
33:50to find out who I was.
33:52I was already getting tons of followers.
33:54Ellie, you're almost at 1,000.
33:55Ellie, you're almost at 1,000.
33:56Oh.
33:57Oh, my God.
33:58Oh, shit.
33:59Oh, my God. Oh, shit.
34:00Ellie.
34:01Guys, follow me.
34:02I need this.
34:03I kid you not.
34:04It was the first live stream trending in all the world.
34:10I literally clicked top live on Explorer,
34:12and you're on there.
34:14What the hell?
34:15No way.
34:16That's... Guys.
34:18Oh, shit.
34:20It was crazy how many people...
34:21I think the overall, like, calculation of all people
34:23that viewed it altogether was, like, over a million.
34:26Guys, look how cute they are.
34:27Oh, my God.
34:28They're just, like, goals.
34:30I remember one time I was online.
34:32I seen a picture of Ellie holding Jack's hand
34:36walking down the Brentwood Market,
34:38like if paparazzi took it or something.
34:40It just all switched into, like, who's that girl?
34:44Who's that girl?
34:46That's Jack Razor's girlfriend.
34:50Okay, show of hands, how many knew that Ellie went viral?
34:54Did anybody know her from online?
34:57Oh, not from online, but I knew about it.
35:02Okay, so I'm on Urban Dictionary, right?
35:05Let's look up Ellie Hear.
35:08Ellie Hear is a lying, snake-like, bitchy girl
35:12who loves taking advantage of her boyfriends,
35:14specifically ones named Jack Dylan Grazer.
35:16Wait, can I read this?
35:17Ellie Hear is not a snake, she's a lemur.
35:19Snakes slither their way to fame.
35:21Lemurs have a good sense of smell.
35:23She smelled fame from Jack Dylan Grazer
35:26and became famous by association.
35:28I rest my case, she's a lemur.
35:31That was good.
35:32Whoever wrote that, like, that was good.
35:33You know, what hurt me for her
35:36was the way she was being, like, bashed and bullied.
35:39A lot of these people were younger kids.
35:42Sometimes they would get so angry at the fact
35:44that Jack and I were together
35:46and they would send so much hate.
35:48There's over maybe 100,000, like, threads.
35:50Like, you don't deserve Jack and you're so terrible.
35:53Just, I hate you, like, die, like, all this crazy shit.
35:56They did try to say she was a gold digger
35:58because she was a gold digger.
36:00She was a gold digger, she was a gold digger.
36:02She was a gold digger, she was a gold digger.
36:04She was a gold digger, she was a gold digger.
36:06She was a gold digger, she was a gold digger.
36:08Because we come from a lower class.
36:12I would be on there, like, at two in the morning,
36:14like, writing back to these comments, like,
36:15you better not talk to my sister like that.
36:17Who do you think you are?
36:18Like, she's a child.
36:20I've been through my own personal hell.
36:22You know, and I'm only 14.
36:24You could tell she started developing anxiety.
36:26She lost weight.
36:28Obviously, her and Jack broke up.
36:32So the bullies, they won.
36:36After that, it's had a ripple effect in her life.
36:39Even to this day, it's, like, still really hurting her.
36:43It did affect me a lot in different ways,
36:46but at the same time, I will never regret it
36:48or say I would take it back.
36:50It made me feel so amazing,
36:51and it made everything worth it,
36:53whether it was good or bad.
36:56It was the most interesting thing
36:58I've ever experienced in my life,
37:00and it really taught me a lot about people.
37:06Ha, a lot of people said that Bodie looks like Jack,
37:09so I definitely have a type.
37:31So I convinced my mom to take me to DC
37:35to see Howard in Georgetown.
37:38What is that?
37:40Well, that's different.
37:40I've never heard of the Black National Anthem.
37:42Wait.
37:44That's a thing?
37:45Yeah, it is.
37:47It was different, definitely,
37:48because it's, like, all black students,
37:50so I was just like, oh my God, this is so cool.
37:52I kind of wish I'd had the HBCU experience.
37:56I mean, I love UCLA, but I wouldn't mind
37:59spending a semester at an all-black college.
38:02They're all very handsome.
38:04Very handsome.
38:05Very.
38:06Incredibly.
38:12Georgetown, when I was at the tour,
38:15I was like, oh my God, this campus is so beautiful.
38:18Wow, this looks like something out of a movie.
38:20Yeah, Howard was nice, but this, I think, upscale.
38:23Howard, they ain't too fiend.
38:24They don't have this kind of money.
38:26Yeah.
38:29I feel more comfortable at Howard.
38:30I was gonna say, I felt more welcome at Howard, though.
38:34Here, I felt like people were kind of staring me down,
38:36like, is this girl even able to afford this school?
38:42Would she know?
38:42I most likely cannot.
38:47This is in Georgetown this afternoon.
38:49We are, at this point, of course,
38:50a tier one research university
38:51with undergraduate and graduate programs.
39:04Yeah, that should work.
39:10All right, go for it.
39:13Action.
39:13Action.
39:14Yeah.
39:15Yes, sir.
39:17All right, cool.
39:17So, being at a school that's majority white,
39:21most of the kids come from the Palisades,
39:24which is a rich area.
39:26What is that like, being a student of color
39:29at a school like that?
39:30Well, that's a good question you asked, man.
39:32It's very hard.
39:34But I know how to code switch pretty well.
39:35You know, I can go hood from straight,
39:37like, hello, my name is Andrew.
39:39Exactly.
39:40I'm not a code switcher, bro.
39:42But I don't like white guilt.
39:44I have a bunch of white friends.
39:45I don't believe that you should feel sorry for me and stuff.
39:48I wasn't part of that time.
39:49My ancestors had to deal with that.
39:51Like I said, I tell black kids and shit,
39:53you can't be getting mad at the system no more.
39:55It's literally about you,
39:56and you can't be getting mad at the system.
39:59It's literally about you, what you want to get.
40:02Like I tell people, if you want to be a photographer,
40:04go out there and be a photographer.
40:05Take all those pictures, do videos and shit.
40:07You got to want it.
40:08I wanted that out of myself.
40:10Yeah, a hundred percent.
40:23You really can't think about the racial part.
40:24You got to think about just really trying
40:26to connect to these people.
40:28I know these kids, they're going to go far
40:30in some way in life.
40:30So I try to use them to my advantage
40:33because I'm trying to save money to go to college.
40:36The lunar photo shoot went smooth.
40:38We had two photographers.
40:39My boy, Anthony, he should be a creative director.
40:42He was doing all the creative shots and all that.
40:44People pay him to take photos.
40:45And I saw he has like an account with all his photos on him.
40:48And I was like, damn, those photos are hard.
40:51I use my social media basically like promote my business,
40:54my photography.
40:56I wasn't really posting anything controversial back in the day.
41:02Anthony was actually, I think a senior
41:04doing all the craziest parties when I was a freshman.
41:08And I was just, I kind of looked up to them.
41:10I was like, damn, like that's sick.
41:11Like they were getting all the attention
41:13from the girls and all that.
41:15And I'm like, I kind of got to do something.
41:17I'm not going to lie.
41:18I kind of put Jack on.
41:19I'm not going to lie about that.
41:21And he was asking me how to throw parties
41:23and me and my other friends basically helped him out.
41:27So I'm happy for him.
41:28I really am.
41:29I'm very proud that he's taking over that shit.
41:31He's trying to implement his business into the party.
41:33I wasn't doing that.
41:34I was just throwing parties and everything just for fun.
41:37But Jack, he's making money off it.
41:41He's just trying to make it like all of us.
41:44Kishan.
41:46What time is it?
41:48Let's go wash those clothes.
41:49Oh yeah.
41:53Damn.
41:55I thought you said you was going to wash every week.
41:59It's your clothes, my clothes, and the baby's clothes.
42:02Nah.
42:03Yes.
42:04125 should be enough.
42:07It was 112 for just me and you.
42:09Nah.
42:10Now there's two added on to that.
42:11Plus your son's clothes.
42:13Nah.
42:15Yes.
42:17Now that I have a kid, it's a bigger picture.
42:21Now I got responsibilities to look after.
42:25You gotta work to get money.
42:30I'm thankful that the way I achieve money
42:32is through something I love.
42:34Be careful.
42:35All right.
42:36And please tell me when you get there.
42:39Okay.
42:39I'll try for real this time.
42:43Bro, I DJ like damn near every other weekend.
42:46So it's like, she's a workaholic, baby.
42:49Before I even graduate, before we even graduate.
42:53Who's we, nigga?
42:53You don't know.
42:54Why I graduated?
42:56Because I'm the last to do everything.
42:58I'm the last to turn 18, graduate, everything.
43:02First to have a fucking kid, though.
43:05And nigga beat everybody through it.
43:07Don't say I'm next.
43:08No, I'm not.
43:09Oh, look, look at this.
43:11Hey, that's all right.
43:12That's all it is.
43:13It's huge.
43:13Fly straight into that car right there.
43:15This shit rich.
43:17Over here look rich, rich.
43:19VIP, y'all just stay in school, stay in clubs.
43:23Superstar, yeah.
43:24Cameras flashing, cameras flashing.
43:26Lifetime, yeah.
43:27We fed up with flashing.
43:28Yeah, VIP, VIP.
43:30Yeah, they know they see me.
43:32Yeah, they wanna beat me up.
43:33How about the Lamborghini?
43:35Lamborghini.
43:35Fast life, yeah.
43:37I gots to live it.
43:38Who is buying the baby her first gold chain?
43:41Pam!
43:47Money comes with a goal.
43:48That's what I've always wanted.
43:50I want to bring the generation under me
43:53and my family into something better.
43:55Not having to worry about our kids
43:58living in a neighborhood that's not safe.
44:01That's what everybody works for.
44:02Superstar, yeah.
44:04Cameras flashing, cameras flashing.
44:05Lifetime, yeah.
44:07We fed up with flashing.
44:08Yeah.
44:09Oh.
44:10Oh.
44:11Oh.
44:11Oh.
44:12Yeah.
44:13Oh.
44:14Y'all just stay in school.
44:15Stay in clubs.
44:16Superstar, yeah.
44:17Cameras flashing, cameras flashing.
44:19Lifetime, yeah.
44:20We fed up with flashing.
44:39Can you just tell me what happened in Washington?
44:42Uh, I would say it's, sorry,
44:45let me try to check her location right now real quick.
44:48Just to see where she is.
44:49Okay, yeah, we're good.
44:50Okay.
44:53When I was in D.C., I was still texting
44:55Jordan, the boy I met online.
45:02I posted on my story like,
45:04oh, I'm going to the mall.
45:07And he was there.
45:08I was like, oh my God, he did not post,
45:11like my mom was there.
45:12And I was just like.
45:15Stop.
45:19Stop!
45:19Stop.
45:20Stop.
45:22Stop, why you do you like that?
45:23Why you do that?
45:24Mm-hmm.
45:29I was just like, oh my God,
45:30if my mom saw you right now,
45:31she would freak out.
45:32She would've been pissed if she saw this.
45:36She would've been like, oh my God,
45:37your whole intention was to see him.
45:39But he's really cool in person, I will say.
45:41And that was the day he asked me to be his girlfriend.
45:46Laila, this way.
45:48We're going to go to the L.A. High Park.
45:53Want to drive it or walk it?
45:54Walk it, girl.
45:56Walk.
45:57You lazy or something?
45:59Tell me that doesn't look like a jail.
46:01That was my high school.
46:03I went to Pali and I ended up here.
46:05It sucked.
46:06I hated this school.
46:08I hated this school.
46:09I never went here.
46:10I never went here.
46:11I was in Pali for about a year.
46:14And then I had a D in English
46:17my last semester of ninth grade.
46:20They told me I was going to have to get
46:22transferred out to L.A. High.
46:24I was devastated.
46:26We'll hang out right here and we'll smoke.
46:29We'll roll up joints right here.
46:31At L.A. High, it was one of those schools
46:33where being bad was a thing.
46:36Everyone was getting pregnant at 15, 16.
46:39Around here, it was very normal.
46:42And I remember going to Pali.
46:43I mean, if you were pregnant in school,
46:45it was like, you didn't see that.
46:47You'd be lucky if you graduated from L.A. High.
46:48Mommy, I love you.
46:50I got pregnant at 20.
46:53Everyone's response was, that's not so bad.
46:56You're old enough.
46:58You're not.
46:59Your school is so ugly.
47:01It's ugly for you.
47:03You should go in a rich one.
47:04A rich one?
47:05Is that where you're gonna go?
47:06Yeah.
47:07A rich school?
47:08Ellie's upbringing was different than mine
47:10because after everything that I went through,
47:13I made sure she wasn't gonna go through
47:15that type of exposure.
47:16Hi, Ellie.
47:17Miss Ellie.
47:21Hey.
47:22Hey.
47:23Hey.
47:24Hey.
47:25Hey.
47:26Hey, best friend.
47:26Show us your view.
47:28Okay.
47:29Oh, my gosh.
47:30Oh, my gosh.
47:32New York, baby.
47:34I mean, this is just like from our hotel, but earlier.
47:36Wait, where are you exactly?
47:39We're in, where are we?
47:42Soho.
47:43You don't even know where you at.
47:44Soho.
47:45Yeah, Soho.
47:46We went to the Met.
47:48You went to the Met, bitch.
47:50Dude, I wanna go to the Met.
47:52Bring Bodhi into the conversation.
47:55Let's see the homie.
47:57Post something.
47:59So dirty right now.
48:03Say hi, wave.
48:05Uh-huh.
48:06That's right.
48:08Uh-huh.
48:10We lovin' this shit.
48:11McLovin' it.
48:12I'm gonna go to New York with you next time,
48:13or I'll see-
48:14Can we plan that?
48:15Okay, so this is what I'm thinking,
48:16so for my-
48:17Are you guys down?
48:18Yeah, yeah, yeah.
48:19That's what I'm thinking.
48:20For my birthday this year,
48:21like, we're planning Hawaii.
48:23Oh!
48:24So if you guys are tagging along,
48:25like, we're making that plan.
48:26You wanna do Hawaii,
48:28because I was low-key,
48:28I've been wanting to leave.
48:30Me too.
48:31Yeah, let's do Hawaii,
48:31but I'm thinking Kauai.
48:32Kauai.
48:33Kauai?
48:34Yeah.
48:35Where's that?
48:36What's the difference?
48:36What do you mean?
48:38Kauai, for a song?
48:39No, no, no, no, no.
48:40Huh?
48:41Yo, so did you see, um-
48:44Oh, yeah.
48:45Let's not talk about that.
48:47It's a little bit.
48:48Anyways.
48:50Move it, Lata.
48:51Hold on.
48:52This is drama left and right.
48:55So, Ellie's in New York with Bodhi,
48:58and she posts a picture of Bodhi
48:59at a nice, high-class restaurant on Snapchat.
49:04But then someone took a screenshot of her story,
49:08and showed it to Julian,
49:10and then he posted it on Instagram.
49:14This is a picture of a phone being held.
49:16And it's Bodhi's picture.
49:17And then it's a nail,
49:18like a female's nail.
49:19Ew, it was a horrible manicure, by the way.
49:22We're not even sure whose nail that is.
49:24Yeah, that's a skimpy-ass nail.
49:26Cause she posted Bodhi on, what, her spam account?
49:29No, girl.
49:30Her main Snapchat,
49:33where she has everyone from Pali.
49:34That must've been an accident.
49:36That must've been.
49:37That must've been.
49:45Holy shit.
49:50Oh.
49:51Bro, he's trippin'.
49:52Ow.
49:54So she's saying Bodhi's been insecure about it.
49:55Yeah, but you're just trippin'.
49:56What the fuck is he calling her?
49:58I would've been pissed.
49:59Girl, if I came out of a three-year relationship,
50:02and my man's in New York with another girl,
50:04he's lucky if I don't fly in.
50:06Don't let your boyfriend stop you
50:07from finding your soulmate.
50:10Oh my God.
50:15Bodhi and Julian, they're nothing alike.
50:20I think what attracted Ellie to Bodhi,
50:23what attracts all of us that grew up in the hood,
50:28we want a better quality of life.
50:37Oh.
50:40Oh.
50:41Shit.
50:43I feel like I was an outsider when I came to Pali,
50:45because there wasn't a lot of black kids.
50:48A lot of white kids were stuck up.
50:50But I'm just like, I'm just gonna focus on me.
50:53The school's going through all this stuff
50:54with the COVID and everything.
50:55And I remember when the outbreak first happened,
50:58it was just insane.
51:02After the George Floyd killing
51:03and the Black Lives Matter movement,
51:06things happened at Pali that aren't so positive.
51:11I believe it has gotten worse since the pandemic.
51:15Social media has made racism more accessible.
51:1916 shots, 16 shots, 16 shots, 16 shots.
51:25Far more of us than there are of them.
51:28A lot of lockdown, basically, is slavery.
51:31I walk this town by nobody.
51:33I got my fist in the air, I got my women on my feet.
51:35I got the love of my people inside of me.
51:38So we did a couple walkouts, protests and everything,
51:41and the white kids, you know,
51:43they'll try to be looking like,
51:43yeah, we're on your side and everything.
51:46Soon as that protest ends,
51:48you guys go right back on Instagram and Snapchat
51:51saying, you know, we need a white student union.
51:56That's when that school got really divided.
51:59You really start to see people's true colors
52:01on social media.
52:03People would just call you the N-word.
52:05You cannot say **** to a black person.
52:08Like, what the fuck?
52:12There have been racial comments on Instagram.
52:15Students in a group chat on Snapchat
52:18making jokes that weren't jokes.
52:22I didn't believe it at first.
52:23This kid wore blackface.
52:26I was the type of kid, I would beat these fools up.
52:28I would literally beat their ass and everything.
52:32But my friend, he told me,
52:33we can't be beating up people like that.
52:35You need to use your words.
52:38You need to show proof and everything.
52:43So I made a whole report.
52:47I made a whole report, I wrote everything down.
52:52I posted that **** on Instagram.
52:56We tried to tell the school first the next day.
52:58They didn't do anything about it.
53:00It's kind of just the kids fending for themselves.
53:04The situation got handled.
53:06It didn't get handled in my way I wanted to
53:08because I wanted to beat his ass.
53:09But what I did was, I exposed him to the point,
53:11to his school, he was going to UC Santa Barbara,
53:14they didn't take him.
53:16The business got done.
53:17I handled his ****.
53:18I handled that ****.
53:21I don't know.
53:22I don't know.
53:23I don't know.
53:24I don't know.
53:26I agree.
53:26You need to be called out if you say something wrong.
53:29But I feel like nowadays,
53:31how the cancel culture has gotten is that
53:35people are scared to not say some words.
53:39But it's like, you shouldn't be scared to say them.
53:42You should know why you should not say them.
53:45When you educate people, why those words hurt,
53:49their minds will open up,
53:51and they'll morally know that it's not right.
53:56So how do they learn that?
53:58It's already hard at Pali because it's predominantly white.
54:01So us even being there is like hard.
54:03Let's be real.
54:04Let's be a hundred percent.
54:05Everybody knows Pali's diverse.
54:07It's sectioned off, bro.
54:09It's black folks at the courts.
54:10Courts, black courts.
54:11You got the quad.
54:12That's motherf***ing Disneyland.
54:13That's where all the damn white people be.
54:15Because they'd be all happy.
54:16They'd be all sitting on the quad.
54:17They got they sandwiches, eating that ****.
54:19You got the school shooter types
54:21which are all the way in the back.
54:22Y'all know what I'm talking about.
54:23Sitting there with the backpack.
54:23They be contemplating.
54:25They be all mad about the grades.
54:26They're just like,
54:27**** this **** bro.
54:28**** this ****.
54:28It's very sectioned off.
54:29Oh my God.
54:30It's so sectioned off.
54:31Yeah.
54:32You used to that too?
54:38How's it going with the Tata?
54:40Pretty good.
54:41Yeah, selling a lot right now.
54:43Are these small?
54:43It is.
54:44Are these small?
54:54Hello?
54:55Hello?
55:01Hello?
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55:07Hello?
55:12If you would like to be counted,
55:14the administration orders that the parent or guardian
55:17not to pick up or hold a child is for you to decide.
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