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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin friend, Shia.
00:06Hi, Shia.
00:07For those just watching, I thank you for watching.
00:10My face looks funny.
00:12There's been a drastic change recently with the way I'm moving my mouth.
00:17And I just want to tell you, Shia, this isn't really what I should be,
00:24how I should be moving my mouth and my expressions.
00:27So, anything in this video may or may not be true, cannot be used against me.
00:34If you do, you will be sued and sent to prison for illegally framing me.
00:39And I just got some specific messages from B2K to tell you,
00:49because it was explained to me within the last 15 minutes,
00:54and they all just wait for this moment, these criminals,
00:58this moment that I talk to you, Shia, so they really want you to know
01:03that there's someone that's been trying to throw acid on my face,
01:11and kind of, there's someone that's been trying to throw acid on my face,
01:20and it has dried multiple times, and I'll talk more about that in a little bit.
01:31Honestly, I've been through so much.
01:33If God allows someone to throw acid on my face,
01:37someone just broke my pen, broke my,
01:43they damaged my property and they damaged my things all day long.
01:51So, I'm not going to dye my hair because it's kind of dry.
01:58It's kind of dry.
02:02I've showed you the fan video,
02:08and this has been going on for three years, and I just discovered it.
02:14I had so much possession and brain injury to realize
02:17that the neighbor's been turning off the electricity, decreasing the electricity.
02:26And this fan does fall over, not all the time.
02:31It was in the beginning, the first month of me having this,
02:35and in the first few weeks or couple weeks of me having this box fan,
02:39this brand new Laszlo fan.
02:46And I'm not leaning it on something because it needs to be leaned on,
02:50I'm just trying to angle it towards me.
02:54This is a brand new box fan.
02:59The power has been decreased a lot
03:04in order to try to get me to have heat stroke.
03:09All the fans.
03:12So, I'm not going to dye my hair yet, Shia, because it's too dry.
03:23I had to take a bath because I was root chakra tortured all day long,
03:27so from 3 p.m., and I'm not in a good mood, Shia,
03:30and they're going to make me feel like, act like I'm really irritable.
03:35They've been, like, extreme, extreme torturing me all day long.
03:39I had to go into the bathtub to try to make it stop,
03:43and it did stop a little.
03:46From 3 p.m. to 4.30 p.m.
03:50I have checked my eye, and it seems like it's possible it's getting worse.
03:58It's possible it's getting worse because there's a new...
04:05I'm seeing something different through this eye.
04:12So, I have to get my driver's license in November.
04:16I hope I pass.
04:18I have, like, really good vision in this eye.
04:21However, I think they checked both eyes.
04:25So, I hope I pass my driver's license.
04:30Eye check.
04:32And I've been also told that someone tampered with my car.
04:37It's going to set on fire, explode if I turn it on.
04:41Honestly, Shia?
04:46And then they're saying, with V2K, Alyssa will leave.
04:50She'll move out if she gets acid on her face,
04:53and she will never ever...
04:56She will finally never ever feel more beautiful, more powerful than anyone on this planet
05:03if she gets acid thrown on her face.
05:05And Alyssa will kill herself if she gets acid thrown on her face.
05:11And I will never feel above anyone as long as I live if I get acid thrown on my face.
05:16Remember the hacker posted?
05:18He tagged...
05:20He tagged a post on the top of his Facebook page with the boiling water.
05:27A husband or wife throws boiling something and scars the person's face.
05:33And that was tagged.
05:35So, they're working together, these two female mice.
05:40And I've been recently told that there's been multiple acid...
05:47There's been multiple attempts of this criminal that's going to throw acid on my face.
05:55It has tried.
05:57And then they say, well, stop complaining about looking like the family member that's taking over your body.
06:05Why don't you feel grateful for looking like her?
06:10And if you keep complaining...
06:12Not keep complaining.
06:14But think about you complaining now about turning into your family member.
06:20What if acid was thrown on your face?
06:22So, this is an extreme threat. It's been going on for years.
06:26This hacker, this female mouse hacker, is so murderously jealous of me and my face.
06:33He's been threatening to throw acid on my face for over 10 years now.
06:38And I was also told with B2K, Alyssa's not learning her lesson.
06:44She's not leaving.
06:46She's not leaving and moving out.
06:48She's not learning her lesson, so we're going to throw acid on her face.
06:51Well, they've tried.
06:54Someone has tried to throw acid on my face multiple times here.
07:01And I've been told these two female mice will finally feel more beautiful, more powerful than me if I get acid thrown on my face.
07:12And if I use the car, it's going to start on fire, blow up.
07:17It's been tampered with.
07:19I can't put a security camera in that vehicle.
07:22I can't afford to buy another security camera.
07:26And the Wi-Fi, I don't think the Wi-Fi would reach the car.
07:31And then I would have to always change the battery because people would always be walking by.
07:37And you know the neighbor, you know the criminal that is Mount, that has, if you look at his photo that I showed you a few weeks ago or a couple months ago,
08:06there's some kind of deformity.
08:11And so it's really obvious there's some jealousy there.
08:15And that's why you would want to throw acid on my face because if you don't like your own face, you'd want to ruin someone else's face.
08:26So I really hope my left eye is not getting worse.
08:30However, it seems like really blurry.
08:39It's like a weird, it's like a different type of like, I'm seeing through it differently than I used to.
08:46So if people are jealous, if a face looks pretty normal, people who have facial deformities would be jealous and want to ruin other people's faces.
09:01I've also been recently threatened once again that they're going to amputate my leg if somehow I'm going to have only one leg.
09:10So I was playing Cure in Ruckus, and you know how I started to listen to Ratatat and Coombsite?
09:22Well, I was noticed on the playlist, the Frog City song has been removed by CSAC.
09:33And I guess there's a whole thing going on where lots of videos from YouTube are being removed.
09:41It's possible, it's just kind of weird that only one song of theirs is removed.
09:45And the one song that's removed is my favorite song, the Frog City one.
09:50And I know that I'm not the only one.
09:53It's possible, it's just kind of weird that only one song of theirs is removed.
09:56And the one song that's removed is my favorite song, the Frog City one.
10:01And I know that you like it too because it's kind of like music psychology.
10:06They have like a water drop sound, and then like this sound.
10:15And to me that's kind of like, I'm not going to go into detail,
10:21but for me specifically, when I am getting tortured as a RAP victim,
10:32it's kind of like, this is like kind of clean, like a clean sound.
10:40I just realized I can't really explain, I probably shouldn't be explaining that.
10:45But Frog City, I record it on my phone in case I want to listen to it.
10:50I really have to just buy CDs or download music.
10:54However, I don't have any data on my phone, for one.
10:58I have no data on my phone, and I think you need data.
11:01I don't even know how to download music and where it would go.
11:05Because I have a library laptop that like deletes everything off the computer.
11:11My phone has absolutely no storage.
11:17Do you know what happened?
11:19The last time I bought CDs, like when I was like really buying CDs,
11:24at one point I had a small MP3 player.
11:28When I was 24 years old and that hacker started to really mess with my life,
11:36I had to stop listening to all music.
11:39I had to stop buying music, playing music, and this has been an extreme thing.
11:46So I wouldn't even know how to go about...
11:49What I really need to do is buy an MP3 player, download the music, buy the album,
11:57download the music on the MP3 player.
12:00I think that's the only way that...
12:02But I would actually have to research.
12:04I wouldn't even know.
12:06Because I have not been able to listen or really buy music since 24 years old.
12:14It's like, I can't explain it, Shai.
12:16There's been an extreme spell over music.
12:19Extreme spell.
12:21So I...
12:23The Frog City is not on YouTube anymore.
12:28Personally, I feel like that's kind of an attack.
12:31And they're kind of possessed and getting attacked
12:36because one of them doesn't even look like...
12:40Obviously, they're like light ETs, so they're getting extremely attacked and possessed.
12:47It's possible that that was some kind of attack because it's really weird, the timing.
12:55I mean, that song's been on YouTube for six years,
12:58but I guess somehow they're getting possessed.
13:04It could have been a fake CSAT thing that deleted things.
13:10I don't know too much about it.
13:12I can't really understand it.
13:14Part of it is because of my brain injury.
13:16I can't really understand it.
13:18But I'm going to have to eventually buy the album.
13:20I have to buy some music.
13:22I have to buy some music.
13:23I have to buy some music.
13:24I have to buy some music.
13:25I have to buy some music.
13:26I have to buy some music.
13:27I have to buy some music.
13:28I have to buy some music.
13:29I have to buy some music.
13:30But I'm going to have to eventually buy the album,
13:32and I have to buy Spiritual Zen's album as well.
13:38Luckily, I got a $78 climate credit on my electric bill,
13:43so that's like at least two months worth of not having to pay my electric bill,
13:49which will help.
13:50I'm extremely afraid about driving the car.
13:53I could go to...
13:55What I'm going to do is...
13:56But I have to do my laundry.
13:58I have to use the vehicle,
14:00and there's a murderously jealous criminal that is tampered with my car,
14:07possibly broke my motor oil,
14:10and because he doesn't have a car,
14:14he's been wanting to do this for three years, I'm 100% sure.
14:19I don't know how it went through,
14:22because I thought that dual marriage was obviously blocking a lot,
14:28but not everything.
14:30So I'm really upset because I'm really worried about the car,
14:37but I really kind of want to not be here.
14:42I kind of want to go live in my car again and go on a road trip.
14:46However, God has a plan for where I go, what I do.
14:55I'm telling you, I have so much possession that I'm not literally like...
15:00I'm not really controlling my body and my movements.
15:04Like, lumerians are possessing me so much.
15:07If I...
15:08Like, say I have an idea of like, I don't know, going down to get my mail.
15:15I'm not even the one that's making that decision.
15:19I'm not making these decisions because I have so much demon possession.
15:23I have so much lumerian possession taking over the demon possession.
15:27So I can get thousands of threats all day long that I'm going to die.
15:32It's not my choice, my responsibility if I die here.
15:36It won't be my choice, my responsibility.
15:39Because I'm not even controlling my body.
15:42I told you, Shai, I had an entity walk-in.
15:46I had a walk-in entity that took over and controlled my body.
15:50It made itself very obvious in 2016 or 2017 when I went to Mount Shasta.
15:57And then it was still going on, but it was a little bit more subtle.
16:03And then it went like, in 2018, it was like 100%.
16:07Like, I'm not even, I can't even control it.
16:10I don't feel like I'm controlling it at all.
16:13So, they can make all of these threats.
16:16They can say my car is going to blow up and start a fire.
16:19I'm going to get acid threat on my face.
16:21I'm going to die, blah, blah, blah.
16:23But I'm not in charge.
16:26I'm not in charge and I'm not, I'm being told, I'm not being told what to do when I do it.
16:32The lumerians are doing it through me.
16:35Me and you, Shai, are like lumerian puppets at this point.
16:40So, also, these entities, Shai, what I learned is these entities are man-made and synthetic.
16:53So, there's the seed of the serpent with all of the spirits.
17:01Soulless spirits are the demon serpents.
17:04The serpent seed, no, the seed of the serpent.
17:09But they are not man-made.
17:11They were made by the seed of the serpent.
17:15These entities are not even real.
17:17These entities are man-made and they're synthetic.
17:24So, I have to show you a few photographs.
17:42So, that, it always happens.
17:45You know how I played that speaker on my root chakra and it thinks,
17:49lesson, I got to take a nap.
17:51That whole thing was used in order to attempt to make me sleep in.
17:58And I can't explain it to you, but I had, I can't explain it to you, but they, they, like,
18:06they go, like, they are going out of their way, like,
18:09they have to be humiliated with how much time and effort they're spending on doing this stuff to me.
18:18But...
18:39So, I'm going to show you some photos real quick.
18:42I mended these legging shorts.
18:45They had three little holes.
18:47So, I used my synthetic sewing kit to patch the little holes.
18:53I just pinched the fabric together and then looped the threads around the fabric.
19:04I had some peanut butter crackers with honey.
19:10Today, I just had some lentils.
19:15I tried to, I went on to Outlook to export my emails.
19:31I got attacked trying to save my data.
19:36I was too possessed to be able to even try.
19:40I did try and things kept messing up.
19:44It's like, it's painful for me to even just say it.
19:48I, I, anyways, I exported the emails.
19:53It's going to take, it could take up to four days to export the emails.
19:57I'm hoping that I can export them into a different Outlook email that I created today,
20:03or put it on this flash drive.
20:06However, I'm refusing to put this flash drive in this laptop
20:10because I'm repeatedly told everything on this flash drive is going to be deleted.
20:17So, I had some lentils in a salmon wrap.
20:19So, this is peas in a salmon wrap.
20:29This is, so I see, this is a good reflexology chart.
20:38And the one I like to use, that we usually do, is the kidney point.
20:48I never really have a lot of energy to spend a lot of time pressing on the palm.
20:53I like to just, because I like, because we have to constantly, like, use both of our hands.
20:57So, if you take an elastic and make it press on this spot, that's the kidney.
21:05That's, the kidney is most damaged, one of the most damaged organs in our bodies right now.
21:14I'm drinking some coffee, but I probably shouldn't at seven o'clock.
21:24I was told, I was told and warned that there's going to be more temps.
21:28There's going to be more temps.
21:30Don't be shocked, there's going to be more temps.
21:33So, let's not be shocked.
21:35So, this drama is not going to stop.
21:38So, this is what I did, Shaya, for the kidney.
21:42Also, if you, I don't leave it, but for the acupressure time,
21:47the times that you're putting elastics around your, put it around your ring finger,
21:52because this is going to be, like, activated,
21:58activated twin for us in our marriage.
22:04So, put an elastic on this.
22:08It's going to activate our twin flame relationship in our marriage.
22:18See this, see this is my window, Shaya.
22:24See how, how, like, it's a very large window and it goes up really high.
22:30There's no screen on it.
22:34It didn't come with a screen.
22:36I think that's kind of a hygiene issue.
22:38I'd like to get a screen on it when you get here.
22:42There's an accumulation of a lot of stuff, like, dirt and debris on the ground.
22:48It's possible it's coming through the window.
22:53So, I'm supposed to show you the e-mails.
22:56I sent the e-mails of the transcription to the detective.
23:00I sent e-mails of the fans and it being 81 degrees and the fan being decreased.
23:07I remember specifically putting this fan on the ground
23:13because I took it out of the box.
23:16I plugged it into the extension cord.
23:19It was on the ground and it was falling over.
23:22It's not just it falls down on this ace, on top of this ace unit.
23:26It was falling down on the ground.
23:28I know how powerful this fan can get.
23:31I know how powerful the other fans can get.
23:34So, I, I e-mailed the crime, I also e-mailed the detective
23:38for his crime report security camera videos of the fan.
23:43I'm not going to show them to you right now because I'm, I'm just, I'm feeling,
23:46I'm not going to make long videos today.
23:48Actually, I can show you them.
23:51I can show you the e-mails.
24:10Here's more spam than I'm getting a ton of, no, this is the promotions that I'm getting.
24:18That's odd.
24:22And it, in regards to, oh, no, I, I'm going to wait until that.
24:37So, with the spam, I'll show you the spam that I'm getting that I don't really look,
24:41I don't really look at.
24:52So, now I'm going to show you the primary.
25:04Where's my primary, Cal?
25:07I've, I'm forwarding the e-mails that I'm sending to the detective to me.
25:22I don't know why I just did that so fast.
25:28Anyways, this, no.
25:37So, it, like, I clicked something, it went to archive accidentally.
25:52This was the e-mail, this was the e-mail, the second e-mail.
26:03And that was the last I've heard from them, and then the very next day,
26:07crisis response team shows up.
26:12So, I have to show you the e-mails I sent to the, here it is.
26:34Yeah, I'm not laughing like that.
26:41And the other e-mail, I'm extremely irritable right now and I'm doing it on purpose.
27:11So, this video, I'll show you the e-mails.
27:29If this video doesn't work, I'll show you the e-mails on this back up tomorrow.
27:35So, I did three hours of lumarian technology today.
27:40I recorded some e-mails.
27:44Let me show you these.
27:54So, I showed you the videos of the fans being decreased.
27:59I uploaded the security camera recordings.
28:03I showed you the e-mails that I sent the detective.
28:10People that cover up crime, people that are helping cover up the crime, they go to jail too.
28:15If they're covering it up in, you know, a video, they go to jail too.
28:21People that cover up crime, people that are helping cover up the crime, they go to jail too.
28:26If they're covering it up in, he's covering it up, his participation.
28:33You have intolerable panic and terror because we're not together yet and you feel like I'm being rejected by you.
28:45I don't feel that way, Shia.
28:47If I feel that way, it's the demons trying to make me feel that way.
28:50I'm constantly reminded that you're not rejecting me.
28:53This is lumarian's plan and there's been way more possession interference and blocking than we actually know and that I actually knew.
29:05I'm finally getting a little bit depossessed to the point where I really am starting to realize that we're following instructions.
29:15We're not in control. We're like lumarian puppets and we're not in charge of the lumarian's plan.
29:28I never believed in free will. I never believed in free will.
29:34It's possible the seed of the serpent and the entities have free will.
29:44Souls don't have free will.
29:52In regards to the lumarian spirit guides, they remind me all the time that you're not able to be with me.
30:01Not like those seven years. I was reminded but it was always blocked and I was not allowed to remember a lot.
30:11More recently, these past several years, I've been reminded a lot.
30:21In regards to what's going on with this family member trying to take over my body, I can't imagine how you feel.
30:28I think you feel out of control, like anger and emotions, very unhealthy emotions.
30:37However, Shia, when we're together, it's going to deactivate, collapse and it might not go away before we're together.
30:49It's not going to be some miracle. It's not that powerful.
30:55However, they've taken way too much time doing it and I haven't been able to fight it because I didn't know what was happening.
31:03Obviously, after the stroke, my looks drastically changed.
31:07So they were using that as an excuse.
31:10I never looked at myself on a security camera. I knew how I was acting.
31:16But this is extreme humiliation, torture.
31:19I've been brutally humiliated by this, by how I've been acting and appearing and looking like this person is trying to take over my body.
31:31It's a bird taking over, a cat, a bird turning a cat into a bird.
31:39That's extreme humiliation, torture, just that alone, being turned into a bird.
31:44That's extreme humiliation, torture.
31:47I feel so much humiliation when I look in the mirror or when I look at the security camera or sometimes when I'm seeing these videos.
32:05I think they block it when I'm making these videos, but not completely.
32:09But I get so much humiliation when I see this criminal is taking over my body, in my body.
32:17It's extreme humiliation, torture, Shia.
32:23Extreme humiliation, torture.
32:28So, I'm not going to make this video too long, Shia.
32:34Because I know you're tired.
32:44But you just have to remember, if I can walk by all of those times, there's AI masks over the criminal.
32:54And I was not even like, not even a foot away, I was like literally 12 to 24 inches away walking by.
33:03These AI masks that were disguised, the criminal in disguise of these AI masks of all these different people.
33:11And there was no way that those AI masks flinched or went to attack me at all.
33:20If they can stop that, they can stop the criminal from throwing acid on my face.
33:28There's been so many attempts, Shia.
33:31If God wants me to have acid on my face, or like imputation, there's nothing I can do.
33:38There's absolutely nothing I can do.
33:41But with this facial, the lips, this is out of control.
33:48What they're doing with my lips. I never used to talk like this.
33:52It's making me look really funny.
33:54It's pure humiliation.
33:56This isn't just disrespect and evil and criminal.
33:58It's pure humiliation.
34:01But this is going to be all returned back to the sender, Shia.
34:05Just remember that.
34:07This is all going to be returned back to the sender.
34:09And it's not going to be returned back to the sender.
34:12God is actually more evil than Satan.
34:17It's not going to be returned back to the sender in equivalent of what they did to attack us.
34:23God's more evil than Satan.
34:24God's more evil than Satan.
34:26And it's going to be way worse punishment.
34:29Way worse punishment.
34:35And these entities are going to stay existing.
34:38And they will get all the punishment.
34:41And all the attacks will be returned back to them.
34:45Even if it didn't go through.
34:47If they attempted, it's going to be returned back to them.
34:50Because they attempted.
34:51It's all going to be returned back to them before they did not exist.
34:56So...
35:00I'm going to talk to you tomorrow, Shia.
35:08I am very tired.
35:12I didn't sleep well last night.
35:14I was tossing and turning all night.
35:16I'm really worried about the car because I have to go do my laundry.
35:19I get really stressed out.
35:22I have a lot of PTSD that happens the last week, end of the month.
35:26Because I'm running out of food. I'm running out of laundry.
35:30I think I'm going to do a grocery delivery.
35:33In regards to the laundry, I have to do my laundry.
35:38So I'll probably do my laundry.
35:41Maybe get like a couple days worth of food.
35:44Or days worth of food and do the grocery delivery online.
35:49Because...
35:51However...
35:53I don't know what I'm going to do.
35:55It's actually less stressful to do the grocery delivery online.
36:03I think.
36:05It's going to be too exhausting.
36:09I can do multiple grocery deliveries.
36:12I can do two or three.
36:19I vacuumed this morning.
36:22I...
36:24Somehow I messed up my planner and I was two days behind.
36:28I don't know how that happened.
36:30But I mostly did the lumarian technology three hours.
36:34Three and a half hours.
36:36I did three and a half hours of lumarian technology.
36:40I had oatmeal.
36:42The salmon with the peas.
36:44The salmon wrapped with peas.
36:46Lentils.
36:47Crackers with peanut butter.
36:48A cup of tea.
36:50This is my second cup of coffee.
36:55I played the Kirin Rakuyo.
36:57I walked indoors.
36:59I...
37:01Fixed my legging shorts.
37:07But I really have to work on my...
37:10To do like what I have to buy.
37:12I'm running out of pens.
37:14I write so much crime report notes and so much food research.
37:18That I've like literally thrown out three pens.
37:23This week.
37:27So...
37:29I'm gonna stop this video shot.
37:31And I know I'm not talking about you a lot.
37:34It's because...
37:36Lumarians aren't letting me write down a lot of notes about you.
37:44And...
37:45Where's my pendulum?
37:50I actually like get some things to make pendulums out of.
37:55So that I have like a whole drawer full of like pendulums.
37:59When I lose the pendulum I can just grab another pendulum.
38:05How's Shia feeling?
38:09I know that you're told Shia though.
38:12You're told...
38:13To not worry.
38:15How's Shia feeling?
38:17What does Shia need me to tell him?
38:33Shia, don't feel upset.
38:35Don't feel upset.
38:37Now that we know what's going on with my body and...
38:40Now that we know what's going on with my body and...
38:43With your possession.
38:46Now that we know this is happening.
38:48Now I can at least try to fix it.
38:52Don't be upset over it.
38:55Because...
38:57She's really ugly.
38:59And this is rape. It's 100% rape.
39:01She's really ugly.
39:03And she's gonna get what she deserves, Shia.
39:06I know that.
39:08And it is true.
39:10It's not just be me.
39:13It's I get to be Alyssa.
39:15It's not just be me, be me.
39:17Be the family members. No.
39:19It's I get to be Alyssa.
39:21It's murderous jealousy.
39:23She has extreme, extreme murderous jealousy.
39:26And in regards to...
39:28I'm kind of blocking it out.
39:30Thinking that she has some kind of pervy fetish for you.
39:32I'm blocking that out. I can't really...
39:34There's only so much a person can take.
39:36So we just have to dissociate and block out what we can't handle.
39:40And we don't really have enough information anyways.
39:43There's definitely something wrong with your head, Shia.
39:46And she really ruined her life forever for doing this.
39:50So there's going to be karma and justice involved.
39:55So if you're feeling very upset and worried...
40:01You have to do anything possible to make yourself feel better.
40:07I'm very close with you, Shia.
40:08Telepathically and spiritually, you're with me, Shia.
40:11You're inside my body.
40:13And we had a very close telepathic connection for many years.
40:17It's just ever since we started doing the exorcisms...
40:20Things got really weird.
40:22Because things got more like...
40:25We're not just like...
40:27We're changing the situation.
40:30So like...
40:33Because if we're not demon possessed...
40:35If we're not demon possessed...
40:37Things are going to change a lot.
40:40So there's been more blocks and more interference...
40:43Since I started talking to you, Shia, too.
40:46That was it.
40:48Since I started talking to you.
40:52So there's less of a connection through the telepathy and spiritual...
40:58Because there's more of a connection with the video.
41:03And this is a portal to you, Shia.
41:08But we still are connecting a lot, Shia.
41:11We're still connecting a lot spiritually and telepathically.
41:18And I know you're being responsible, Shia.
41:21And this is safety.
41:23And you really don't have a choice.
41:25You don't have a choice and I don't have a choice.
41:28We don't have a choice.
41:29I know that I feel like I'm more in control of my body, like walking around.
41:35No, I don't have lumarian...
41:38We have entity walk-ins, but we have lumarian walk-ins.
41:42Meaning we really are kind of like puppets.
41:45We don't have a choice.
41:47I don't want to be here.
41:49I don't have a choice.
41:51I can't go anywhere.
41:54I don't want to be here.
41:56I know you don't want me to be here.
41:57I don't have a choice.
41:59Everything is kind of...
42:03We're doing what we're told, Shia.
42:06And this is disrespect to you that I have to show you all this crime that is happening to me.
42:13But I'm very happy that you're able to listen and know what's going on in my life.
42:27Okay.
42:33So, when you get upset...
42:37I listened to your voice, Shia, today. It helped me a lot.
42:40And I'm going to go put your video now on loop.
42:43And I'm going to do some more walking.
42:46I'm going to stop this video because I...
42:50You need to rest and relax, Shia.
42:53I'll talk to you tomorrow at 8pm.
42:55I love you, Shia.
42:57Thank you everybody for watching. Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.