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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:07If this is watching, I thank you for watching.
00:10This is going to be some crime against me and my twin flame.
00:14Anyone who is watching me, anyone who is watching, I don't know why my lip is so bad, Shia,
00:21but I have felt a lot of them pulling it down with this feeling, the sensation of pulling down.
00:32I don't think my lip should be looked that flat.
00:36Anyways, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:41If this is watching, I thank you for watching.
00:44I try to twist my hair and like in bobby pins to smooth it out.
00:52And then I put a little, I sprayed a little bit of my peppermint oil to try to scrunch it.
01:02Typically, if I try to make my hair wavy, it's like in between wavy and straight and it doesn't look good.
01:08I put some eyeliner on because it's makeup.
01:11I think I'm going to start doing that for the videos.
01:15Not always, though, because I want you to see how bad and sick I look.
01:20This, I put a little bit of olive oil, maybe like a couple of tablespoons,
01:3320 drops of essential oil, peppermint essential oil because that's for protection.
01:40And the water, the water I used, I took the water bottle and I did the Al-Jin chapter,
01:53recited the Al-Jin chapter out loud on the water bottle with the water bottle right here.
02:01So this is anointed water, peppermint olive oil spray.
02:15And say like if the air needs to be refreshed or your body, you feel you need your body to be refreshed,
02:26this works really well.
02:28So these subliminals, I did about an hour last night in the bathtub, my subliminal playlist,
02:36the aesthetic subliminal playlist.
02:39I've been listening to the Lizard Rakia, which if you find, there's only two Lizard Rakia videos on YouTube.
02:51And I'm going to show you an example of how my YouTube doesn't really work properly.
02:57It just says the same YouTube account name over and over and over and shows the same video,
03:05the same, all the videos from the same YouTube account.
03:09And typically what pulls up, the YouTube accounts that gets pulled up are not good, typically.
03:16So I'm not, I'm starting to come out of a possession mind control and seeing really what I look like.
03:27And it's no longer, wow, my hair looks really red in this video.
03:34I don't know why I can't figure out how to, anyways, I think it's like an orange color because before bleach,
03:59before you use, no, I'm not going to bleach my hair because it's already damaged from dyeing it twice.
04:06And I don't think you want me to bleach my hair.
04:10So, I don't like this hair color though, so I might return the bleach and get a blonde hair color again,
04:21and try to just dye it blonde again.
04:26It's soft though because I'm using a lot of the olive oil, peppermint oil.
04:33And I really can't, I think some of this texture of how it's like can't look stylish, it can't look styled could be because of hair damage.
04:47I don't know how my hair would get that damaged from boxes of hair dye.
04:53Because you really have, in order to get your hair damaged, you really have to use bleach.
04:58So, one thing they're starting to do now when I'm doing the videos is like just constantly like squeeze and scratch my hands, it's really uncomfortable.
05:11So, there's something that's definitely masculine in regards to the walk-in entity, Shia, that makes me look like this walk-in male entity.
05:24And you have a walk-in female entity.
05:27And I was really convinced that my body was rapidly changing because of the lethal stroke in 2022.
05:37So, they spent three years really developing my body into this lizard.
05:48So, I'm going to focus on the Lizard Rukias because I literally played the Lizard Rukia and my body just appeared like way more feminine like in like an instant.
06:00So, like it like collapsed in my body.
06:04This is a machine, these entities, Shia, so they're not as powerful.
06:07I don't think I would want to have a spirit in my body.
06:12So, there's two different types of percent.
06:15I think with the walk-ins, so I'm kind of rambling, Shia.
06:20So, now I'm going to show you the recipes, the favorite brand name recipe book.
06:25I'm fighting a lot and I'm starting to date it so that I know where I left off so I can show you.
06:34I did some food research last night and I'm five-starving it because I'm not writing down all the recipes.
06:41So, when we look at this and put it in a, organize it in a book and reference it, we're going to be able to, well, there's going to be different types of books that we're going to use.
06:57Some of them, they're not going to be referenced because they'll just be referenced in the back of the book.
07:06But, some of these recipes we'll definitely want to make and I don't have the time and the energy to write down all of the recipes for each recipe that I like.
07:21It's, I like looking through everything and looking at all the different recipes versus having to handwrite every single ingredient.
07:33And all those numbers and ingredients and then losing my place is wicked annoying.
07:38It's kind of annoying to write down recipes and they probably use AI to make it even more annoying.
07:44And Shia, something I'm noticing, and they could be enhancing it to scare you, they've been using a lot of AI masks on my voice and on my looks.
08:00Because when I was reviewing these videos, now that I look, I look back like a month ago, I didn't look like myself.
08:08And I don't think I sound, my voice actually sounds much deeper and it's very, very, this is actually very, very embarrassing.
08:19This is very, this is an extreme violation and these entities that have thought that they could walk in and take over, they're going straight to hell.
08:35So I'm going to look at these recipes to get a little bit more inspiration with my food order that I just spent hours working on.
08:49Because I went on to Walmart, I had to find everything.
08:55So I found everything, I put it under a list in case the add to cart list.
09:02I put it on one of my lists that I save.
09:06You can make grocery lists on Walmart and save them.
09:10And in the add to cart section, sometimes they get deleted accidentally.
09:16So I made sure to make a list and saved it.
09:20So I've already showed you the grocery list I'm working on, but tonight or after this video, I want to look through some of these recipes to get some ideas for maybe a couple extra different types of meals to eat the rest of the month.
09:39So now I have to show you these photos.
09:44But before I show you these photos, I was told you have two other people's synthetic DNA genes chromosomes as well.
09:57So obviously you have the entity walk-in and someone else.
10:03And also for me, it's the criminal member and the walk-in entity.
10:14And now I'm totally understanding.
10:18It's all kind of making sense as to why I just constantly feel like gagging.
10:26Because these entities have an extreme hygiene issue and they're really disgusting and gross.
10:34So I'm going to show you the photos before I show the notes.
10:40This is my Dailymotion color palette on Dailymotion.
10:50It's like a pink, purple, pale pinkish-purple colors.
10:55And I really like Dailymotion. I love the colors that they use.
10:59And if you see...
11:02So this was some kind of attack.
11:06A horror film.
11:10Fall-Winter season is going to keep continuing with V2K.
11:18Fan reviews.
11:22The spells are breaking. The spells are breaking rapidly with this hacker.
11:31He's like automatically deactivating now that I found out it's a female.
11:37He's like just automatically deactivating.
11:39See the pretty colors? The pinkish-purplish ambient colors that Dailymotion uses?
11:47I think that's really interesting.
11:50I really like the modernness of Dailymotion.
11:55I looked out the window.
11:59I'm going to show you this another time.
12:10I got Android 14.
12:14And what's interesting about it is the update.
12:18They have some handicapped things.
12:23Things like...
12:26I'm not going to talk well.
12:28The flashlight turns on for notifications. I'm not going to do that.
12:32But when you click your password in...
12:35Mine's a very simple password.
12:37It shows the little dots.
12:39Now it's showing different shapes.
12:42I think that's a sign.
12:45So it's really interesting with my bank account.
12:49Now I'll show you these numbers.
12:54So remember I said, wow, it's really weird how I have $560 in my bank account.
13:01And it was just staying like that for several days.
13:06And they were trying to get me to go to fix my car.
13:12And I don't have $560.
13:17I have $291.
13:22But it's very...
13:25My bills...
13:27This updates always on time.
13:31However, it went from $799 to $682 to $650 to $636 to $400.
13:45There's no $562 in the account.
13:49Was this hacker doing something with my bank account?
13:56Because it was stuck at $562 when I logged in.
14:03That doesn't make any sense.
14:06Because I have $290.
14:09If I, say, went to the car shop and thought I had so much money that I didn't have,
14:17I'd be in serious trouble.
14:19And they try every single month, these criminals, to make me be in debt and overspend.
14:28So this is...
14:38There's something not correct about this.
14:42And I'll show you the dates.
14:49October 4th, it was at the $6...
14:55No, October 7th, it was at $650.
15:02From October 7th, it went from $650 to $400.
15:09So why did I say I saw $562?
15:19I really think that there was something going on with my bank account,
15:22and the hacker tried to convince me that I had money that I didn't have.
15:29So...
15:36This is what I have.
15:38$291.
15:41That's how much money I have.
15:45And I was checking it every day.
15:47I've been checking it every day.
15:51So one thing that I noticed, what I found out...
15:56Mountain lions.
15:58There are different names for mountain lions.
16:00Pumas, panthers, wild cats, cougar.
16:08These are where they live.
16:16I don't know what I'm pressing for that to happen.
16:25So this is where the mountain lions, panthers, cougars live.
16:29On the west coast.
16:31There's wild cats all over the world.
16:33However, the kind that we are on the west coast...
16:38Obviously, I love California because of the lumerians.
16:44This is Lumeria because you're here.
16:47I must have intuitively known that.
16:49But I think this has something to do with it.
16:53I feel comfortable on the west coast.
16:55I don't feel comfortable on the east coast.
17:01Also, if I'm on the east coast, I'm living with my parents.
17:07And it was never comfortable living with them.
17:10They're not comfortable with people.
17:12It's like a spiritual and a hygienic issue.
17:22So where's the video that I have to show you?
17:25I have to show you a video.
17:27This is a video showing you...
17:29I don't even know if you're going to be able to see it.
17:33Okay, this is a video showing you how my YouTube is hijacked.
17:37And this goes on for years and years and years.
17:40If I'm trying to research and find something on YouTube,
17:43just hundreds and hundreds of pages of the same YouTube title will appear
17:47so that I just end up giving up.
17:50And this is the hacker that does this to my YouTube for years and years and years.
17:54So I was looking up the spirit and its silent entity removal to put on here
18:02because the two that I put on my playlist ended up I didn't get good feelings from.
18:06I don't trust them.
18:08So I tried to look up another one.
18:10Nothing that I could find.
18:11No accounts that I liked.
18:14This was hijacked by the hacker that did this.
18:34So you're only going to see basically the same silent healing frequencies,
18:42the same title, all different videos.
18:45They have nothing to do with what I searched for.
19:13And a lot of these are accounts that I don't like or any of the other ones.
19:20The silent healing frequencies I ended up not liking.
19:32And while I was scrolling through, I'm sorry, I'm not really scrolling it well.
19:43I'm showing you the stories that are mostly attacks.
20:01This is why I get very frustrated with YouTube.
20:13But this kind of thing.
20:28Hold on.
20:29This kind of thing goes on with all social media accounts, even Google.
20:36This kind of thing goes on with all social media accounts, even Google.
20:41If I Google search something, there is like maybe page one to five.
20:47It will be relevant.
20:48Five pages of relevance.
20:51Google doesn't work.
20:52Social media doesn't work.
20:54I'm thinking that it's because of the I-L-L-U-M-A-T-I
21:04that none of these social media works.
21:07You can't get an education when this type of thing happens.
21:11It's possible that I assume that it was YouTube doing this, censoring YouTube.
21:16Because if there's millions of people on YouTube,
21:20how can I research and find and discover things,
21:24not be able to discover things if there's millions of users and millions of people uploading?
21:29My social media and YouTube and even Google search,
21:34everything is kind of like you can't really get an education off of this,
21:40like extreme censoring.
21:42So I think it could be partly social media and Google,
21:47which is also the hacker,
21:49that has kept me from being able to be educated from the Internet and find things.
22:00I didn't notice when I was making this that the title is kind of like a little bit blurry.
22:18It's all the same account, YouTube account.
22:22And I've been scrolling.
22:24This is like a five-minute video.
22:28And these are past videos I've already looked at.
22:32That's not...
22:37Most of them are videos that I've already looked at.
22:41That's not...
22:46Most of them are really like just...
22:50A lot of these accounts are kind of tacky.
22:53And I wouldn't say tacky, just not what I would listen to.
23:03And I don't trust most of these accounts anyways because it's...
23:08They say that if you're public on the Internet...
23:16Most people on the Internet that are public are not good.
23:25It just at the end started to get like different types of accounts.
23:29Nope, there it is.
23:33And I'm kind of annoyed that...
23:36This is...
23:40There's a glare on some of these titles.
23:44But...
24:01I think you can tell now that I'm looking at it.
24:04I don't trust the Altona account.
24:07Because he changed his name to like a satanic name.
24:13But let me skip.
24:15So basically, if you see this little moon...
24:22That's the account that keeps showing up over...
24:27You see that moon?
24:29Over and over and over.
24:30So 90% of the videos are that same account.
24:33And just picking up all of her videos.
24:37Or his videos on her channel.
24:42So that's...
24:46Just don't let it bother you too much Shia.
24:49Because there's a cord that connects to all these tags.
24:52And it just sucks all the energy out of me.
24:59I really...
25:04So what else?
25:07So did I show you...
25:10I said in the video it's an online...
25:13I voted online, no.
25:15I voted...
25:19I voted...
25:22Mail-in.
25:26I voted by mail.
25:28I got the ballot in the mail.
25:32I said in yesterday's video that it was online.
25:35It was online.
25:37And I know that you're happy Shia that I voted.
25:50So I'm getting some itch torture.
25:52I'm getting a lot of itch torture.
25:54Extreme, extreme torture Shia.
25:57This past week as usual.
26:00This was the spam phone number.
26:04That called.
26:06It said one word.
26:08Yesterday.
26:10However I had no clue what the word was.
26:13And it hung up.
26:15It really didn't seem like a...
26:19Business promotion phone call.
26:21It seemed like it was a prank call.
26:30I'm trying to go through some of these because I'm missing...
26:33I do notice sometimes...
26:45And sometimes I take photos of the matching numbers.
27:00And I definitely look like...
27:03I look like a guy there.
27:07And Shia when I...
27:10I don't look myself.
27:12This isn't my...
27:14My looks had drastically changed and they tried to convince me it was a stroke.
27:19And even in the car those four years I was getting strokes.
27:24So I thought my body was changing because of the strokes then.
27:28So they had a good ten years to convince me that nothing's going on.
27:32You're not turning into a male.
27:36And this thing has made me so fucking ugly.
27:44So there's...
27:45This is called a malicious walk-in.
27:48I don't know why I'm smiling like that.
27:52JuliaNorth.com has walk-in stories.
27:56Some of them are good walk-in stories.
28:01Walk-in soul stories.
28:04This is a very bad walk-in story.
28:13They're basically trying to push us out of our own body.
28:17And...
28:20Lock us away.
28:24I didn't really know that I was transmuting and they were mutilating my body.
28:29And actually it was taking over to that much.
28:32I thought it was just like a ghost floating in my body.
28:36I didn't know it was mutilating my body so much.
28:38How?
28:39Because they were using AI masks.
28:41To trick me.
28:45So this was a meal that I had that I'm not sure if I showed you.
28:49That's the potato soup.
28:52It's Campbell's potato soup with green beans and a french roll.
28:58I would actually get this again.
29:00I put evaporated milk in it.
29:02I think I would have put a little bit less.
29:06I'm really...
29:07I really get grossed out by most food.
29:09Like no matter what it is.
29:11It's partly the eating disorder.
29:13It's partly because you get food poison for a year and a half.
29:18And because there's still food spells on all my food.
29:26So I got my stats from my website.
29:30Surprisingly.
29:32363 new visitors.
29:35It went up 50%.
29:38Surprisingly.
29:41Um...
29:46So this month I got 436 side sessions.
29:50464 post views.
29:53Which is very very strange.
29:57Because it's usually around 200 to 250.
30:04I have a few...
30:05I haven't been using the security camera.
30:09Man, I'm getting tortured right now Shia.
30:11Here's some things that showed up in my YouTube account.
30:23That's really really very very evil.
30:29And what does it say on the titles?
30:38I don't know.
30:54I don't have to explain these to you.
30:56These are pretty obvious.
31:09This was the Ovaltine.
31:13With the evaporated milk.
31:15A little bit of honey.
31:17With the french bread.
31:31I just have to go through some of these.
31:33Because I keep skipping them.
31:35I played this on all day long today.
31:38All night last night.
31:40Somehow it gets turned off at night.
31:43Or like it kind of...
31:45It's like...
31:47Puts on it's like a screen thing.
31:56I really like these subliminals.
31:58I believe it's overriding the AI.
32:00And that's why you can just see it so obviously.
32:04That maybe these AI masks weren't just AI masks.
32:08It was actually AI that was like covering up this male entity.
32:15So this is the one.
32:18Well this is one I like.
32:22This is the same channel that has the silent one.
32:34This got popped up in my feed when I was looking up hair dye.
32:41I have a brain tumor.
32:44Under...
32:47Under you might like this.
32:56Otherwise...
32:58You know what?
33:00I don't know why but I feel like it's possible.
33:04There's a glare happening on this computer screen.
33:07That's keeping you from seeing what I'm showing you.
33:16Look at that.
33:17You have to be like this close.
33:20And then it starts blurring.
33:22It's possible the hacker is messing with this camera shot.
33:26Just so it blurs out and you can't see everything.
33:30So...
33:36I have a brain tumor.
33:38This is how they find it.
33:40I'm constantly being...
33:43Constantly using AI.
33:46The hacker's done this my whole life.
33:48You have cancer.
33:50You have worms all over your body.
33:52You have brain tumor.
33:54You have things growing inside your body.
33:57All kinds of different disgusting things.
33:59Very bad things.
34:02I don't think it's a coincidence.
34:04This is on the Wren camera front page.
34:08Look at the leaves.
34:12Leave.
34:13Get away.
34:14Leave. Get away.
34:28Get away.
34:32Get away.
34:36Get away.
34:39Get away.
34:42Get away.
34:45Get away.
34:46And this whole time...
34:54See how these have matching?
34:56Well, with B2K, the hacker is saying every time, and I know this isn't you all the time,
35:03it's probably just happened, but I like to think that you're alive and sometimes there's
35:12some proof, and the hacker every time, no, no, no, this is me doing this.
35:19He's not doing this.
35:21He's not watching.
35:22He's not there.
35:23He would never do this.
35:24So every single time I'm supposed to feel like guilty and ashamed because it's not you
35:29doing it, it's a lie.
35:30I know that some of those numbers you've done.
35:54I'm going to wash my sheets.
36:23It's probably tomorrow, but I got up too late tonight and got started with my day too late
36:30around 10 o'clock, so.
36:44Now we're going to start reading the notes.
36:47It was on the Roku TV.
36:59And one thing I can't stand is sports.
37:06My dad liked to watch sports when I visited him on the weekends, and I just have to sit
37:13out of my mind staring off into space, and then that thing that happened to me with basketball.
37:19I would never agree to be on basketball.
37:21That was 100% possession.
37:30I absolutely hate sports.
37:31I know you don't like sports, child.
37:39So I put a candle in my cupboard because I was being threatened that my food was being
37:44heated to a degree where it would spoil.
37:47So if the candle melts, I'll know.
37:54Here's another.
38:03There's no way TMZ is going to show up on my daily motion.
38:12I believe that's harassment, but more harassment by the hacker.
38:41Trash can, the trash chute.
38:44It's not a coincidence that there's two half eggshells.
38:53These are eggshells.
39:00So two eggshells.
39:04I got very attacked.
39:07You have two children with your DNA or synthetic DNA, but they're just a shell.
39:18It's not your children.
39:21But then I got attacked like, yeah, they are your children.
39:24Honestly, I'm not talking about it, and it's not because I'm angry at you.
39:29I can't talk about it.
39:31I'm not too possessed to.
39:34I haven't been thinking about it.
39:35I'm not really able to write a lot of notes about it.
39:39I think that this copy returned back to sender is going to get fixed.
39:42You don't deserve to have this happen to you because if I did this to you, I would want to KIL myself.
39:48And that's what they're trying to do.
39:54And you're not, you don't deserve to have that feeling, Sharon.
40:00This is pure R.A.P.E.
40:02It's pure R.A.P.E.
40:14I'm just going back to make sure I didn't skip everything.
40:18Skip things.
40:28This is the person on the corner of the street preaching gospel on the yellow T-shirt.
40:35He was preaching Christian gospel.
40:37It was very surprising.
40:39Some kind of homeless project, see, with the tent.
40:43They had, like, food and clothing underneath the tent.
40:46That was kind of nice to see that.
40:49It's not a coincidence that when I went to the grocery store,
40:56this is kind of weird.
41:00Mommy as in mother.
41:03Who's, what's that, is that the cat?
41:06And then the kids with all the different, I didn't really like that.
41:12I think that's, but I, people, if people have to know about this,
41:19But then it was something about, then underneath it,
41:27the bullshit, or the red dot is murder, money, lawsuit.
41:45And then, so no, they weren't against you, Shia.
41:49And this was, like, where the floral shop is.
41:54And you can see.
42:00What is this?
42:07A female mouse.
42:11A female mouse.
42:16And on top of the two, the mom and the kid.
42:27Get well soon.
42:29Sick.
42:34Some of these criminals.
42:36Oh, wow.
42:38I got really, I got really popular because of you.
42:43No.
42:44Do you see people on the internet that do crime?
42:48People that, M-U-R-D-E-R people.
42:52And there's, in court trials all over the internet about it.
42:56Yeah, those people are very popular for committing C-R-I-M-E.
43:02No, they don't get popular.
43:04Because they'll return back to the center for the rest of their lives.
43:07And people that end up in jail, they're not popular.
43:12They're not popular.
43:14It doesn't take talent to do crime.
43:24So, what else?
43:44I'm getting really tortured right now.
43:46It's very uncomfortable.
43:48I have to work on organizing my desk.
43:51It's getting too messy.
43:55This is you right here, Shia.
43:58I mean, it's getting too messy, but I don't put the photo on you yet.
44:03Because I don't want the other people touching you.
44:09The criminals.
44:13So, I think I have to start talking about the notes.
44:16Very quickly, because I want to make sure I tell it to you all.
44:23I tried to make a list on Target to do a Target delivery, because I want all fresh food.
44:28But Wal-Mart, you can't beat Wal-Mart prices, so I went back to Wal-Mart.
44:33You also have the genes, DNA, and chromosomes that needs to be removed.
44:40I prayed three times today, so I still have to pray two more times today.
44:46It's getting kind of late.
44:49A couple of them were about removing the DNA.
45:03These entities are machines, Shia.
45:11And they attach demon spirits to these entities to make them look more living and alive.
45:19I've had extreme root chakra torture all day today.
45:27Involuntary forced.
45:29I'm not saying that on the internet anymore.
45:32But this root chakra torture, it's all going to be returned back to the senders.
45:40And all the attempts that didn't go through, which at this point...
45:46This is around the clock.
45:48You have to be a retard.
45:49You have to be a mental retard to do this to someone.
46:08I have to record videos of myself doing body and brain yoga.
46:13One of the reasons why I don't want to do body and brain yoga is because I have to watch the teacher do the yoga.
46:21And I'm getting constantly threatened that the yoga teacher is getting attacked because of me.
46:27Because body and brain yoga helps me.
46:30So I'm going to put a playlist on private.
46:36Because they're going to be, like, not really good videos of me doing the body and brain yoga.
46:43I'm not going to use my voice because...
46:47Well, it's possible I'll use my voice and put some of the headphones on.
46:51But I'm not going to put them on the internet.
46:53They're going to be really, like...
46:54I'm not going to look good while I'm doing it.
46:56But I'm going to do this because it's really preventing me from doing body and brain yoga.
47:05I woke up this morning and it reeked of second-hand smoke.
47:09I don't know where the cigarette smoke is coming from.
47:12It has to be through my cupboards, through that wall.
47:16Because if someone cuts open the wall and they smoke cigarettes, all the cigarette smoke can go through their side of the wall and go into my apartment wall.
47:30And in regards to, like, me saying you're not manly, you'll never be manly.
47:36No. I think you're extremely masculine.
47:39Chai, you're extremely masculine.
47:41You're just not like that old, manly, like, kind of person.
47:47Like, you're more like of a prince than a king.
47:51I'm more like a princess than a queen.
47:53We don't have that oldness about us.
47:56But you are very, very masculine.
47:58You're extremely masculine, Chai.
48:00I'm not trying to say that you're never going to be overly masculine.
48:05You are extremely masculine.
48:07You're not like that macho, manly, old type of manliness.
48:16You're youthful.
48:19And when I was reviewing these videos, Chai, and seeing, I sound more not like a female.
48:25I am noticing it.
48:26And this is not, this isn't by a transgender.
48:30This is a walk-in that's been, and it's been extremely covered up.
48:34And these past three years, they probably went crazy.
48:38Crazy with the criminal member duplicating.
48:44Crazy with the criminal member duplicating her through me.
48:49Crazy with the walk-in entity.
48:51Because if we're tortured 24-7, our body becomes weaker and vulnerable to more attack.
48:57So we, it's very, very extreme.
49:00It's very, very extreme.
49:02I can see in my body now.
49:04I just thought I got ugly from the stroke.
49:06That's what was said to me for years and years and years and years.
49:10And even in the, between the ages of 25 to 30, I wasn't taking videos of myself.
49:18I was taking very few photographs of myself.
49:21And lizards were looking through my eyes, manipulating what I saw.
49:28But, so we have to do little by little.
49:30Ablution every day, prayers every day.
49:34It's going to be way, way better to do prayers every couple of hours than just do it once a day.
49:40And the pendulum told me, Shai, that you're clearing, you're clearing your DNA.
49:45You're clearing all of the trauma that's happening to you with your identity theft.
49:49Because I think, I believe it's more identity theft than like, their blood.
49:56It's more identity theft than anything.
50:00And luckily, they're entities with no future existence.
50:07And I get constantly worried that I listen to too much sound.
50:16Not on a high volume, I just listen to too much sound.
50:19Even with the fans going on.
50:21Like it just constantly has to be noise, however you think about it.
50:25There's a lot of careers where people have a lot of sound.
50:28Teachers with students talking very loudly, chronically.
50:35Construction workers, musicians.
50:38Hairdressers with the blow dryers.
50:41And those times I worked retail with music playing.
50:47Hours and hours and hours.
50:49Constantly gardeners and landscapers with the machines.
50:53So sound is not a bad thing.
50:56I'm just getting worried about it.
51:00One thing with the acupressure, Shaya.
51:03If you, say you really want to get the acupressure, but you just feel like you don't.
51:08It's not enough to just do one.
51:10Take your hand and sit on it.
51:12Sit on your hand.
51:14And all of that pressure through the entire hand is going to do acupressure on more than just one area of the hand.
51:23So many different parts of the body will get the acupressure.
51:27I do that in the bathtub.
51:29I've been doing it while I'm doing the meridian technology or sometimes when I'm praying.
51:37This entity walking is extreme violation.
51:43Extreme, extreme violation.
51:46I'm extremely humiliated.
51:53It's extreme R.A.P.E. of my body.
52:06I don't think you want me to eat so much of the hot peppers, hot pepper sauce, the hot sauce and the cayenne pepper.
52:17I'm not going to.
52:19I'm going to try not to.
52:21I'm going to try not to.
52:26They keep doing this like I'm touching a beard.
52:30Like I'm a man.
52:34This was covered up.
52:35This was covert.
52:36Just like the criminal member that's doing a duplicate of herself or whatever.
52:43But my, I heard, I'm hearing masculine in my voice.
52:48It's not being covered up.
52:50I don't think that they have the ability to cover it up.
52:53I think that they did all kinds of A.I.
52:55The subliminals, the Cougar shape shifter, the prayer, DNA prayers, whatever else that we're doing is making it so it's very obvious.
53:07I've had a lot of mind control and possession.
53:10And I truly, if you look at people that are paralyzed, they look a lot uglier.
53:16They don't look themselves.
53:18I thought my face and body was changing because of the stroke.
53:23And I was convinced of that for many, many years.
53:27I thought my face and body was changing because of the stroke.
53:31And I was convinced of that for many, many years.
53:36They've been covering it up, Shia.
53:38So that's why, how can I have not known?
53:41I have known.
53:42It's on, like, I can't completely explain it.
53:47I can't completely explain it right now.
53:51In regards to touching the trash, it's not just a burning feeling.
53:54They make me feel like I'm, like, touching a demon portal and I'm, like, full of filth.
53:58So I literally have to wash my hands afterwards most of the time.
54:02Because the feeling doesn't go away.
54:11So I'm going to stop this video now, Shia.
54:14And see how I tried to make my hair wavy?
54:18This is why I can't, I'm telling you, I can't style my hair.
54:22I tried to make it wavy and look at what it looks like.
54:27They have, they're using artificial intelligence on my hair.
54:32They want me to look, and I'm going to try to look a little bit better.
54:37Put some makeup on for the video.
54:39I just don't want to, I've been looking kind of bad, so.
54:45I know how much work I have to do to not look like this.
54:49Which is to not look like a male.
54:55And this was not agreed upon, Shia.
54:59This was not agreed upon.
55:02And I can see it so much more clearly.
55:11It's, I'm not going to comment.
55:14I'm not going to just comment out loud.
55:19About it, because.
55:24I'm not going to be able to just comment and say whatever I want.
55:27I have to read the notes.
55:29So Shia, just know that I'm thinking about you.
55:32And.
55:37This is not permanent.
55:41Even though it looks very permanent, it's not permanent.
55:48And we're going to get our body back.
55:50We're going to get our brain back.
55:53And.
55:56Even though it feels like it's hopeless and impossible.
55:59And it's so like, if they mutilated my body for 15 years.
56:04We don't have the time, Shia, we don't have 15 years to get rid of this.
56:10That's why, Shia, I want you to know I'm doing everything I can.
56:15Blue Marians are doing, are helping me be able to get more things that I have to do.
56:22Done, like the five prayers, in order to get to remove this.
56:27So I'm going to talk to you tomorrow.
56:29I love you, Shia.
56:30Thank you everybody for watching.
56:31Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.