Video recorded 7:10PM Oct 10 '24 by Alyssa

  • 2 days ago
Transcript
00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia. Hi, Shia.
00:06Thank you for watching. This is going to be some crime against me and my twin flame.
00:12Anything that I say in this video may or may not be true, cannot be used against me, or you'll be sued or sent to jail for trying to illegally frame me.
00:20And I dyed my hair, Shia. I bleached it. It's a little bit more yellow than this color. I'll show you.
00:36Both of these cameras are not really picking up the color completely. However, it's a little bit more yellow. It's not as yellow as what's in this camera, though.
00:53So, I got another thing of bleach for after a month. I'm going to bleach it because I ran out of bleach. It got more bleached on the top than the bottom.
01:08This is my first time bleaching my own hair. It actually looks pretty good, and it didn't get damaged. So, I'm very happy with how it came out so far.
01:24It doesn't have to be the perfect platinum white blonde. It can be a little bit yellow. Let me just show you a picture of it. I'll take a photo to show you if this is the correct color. I think it will pick up the correct color on here.
01:44It's a little bit yellow, but I don't even care. I didn't like that reddish-strawberry-blonde color. I couldn't stand it.
02:02They didn't have the bleach lined in at CVS, and they didn't have the toner, so that's why I picked this up. I don't really like the word splat because I've been harassed by the word splat for a long time.
02:29However, I wanted to make sure that I had the bleach ready, and I got attacked going to CVS, and I'll explain that to you in a little bit.
02:40But you can see there's a little bit more of a yellow color, and I really don't mind that. I just could not stand the color that I had. I only put the bleach on for about 25 minutes to 20 minutes, and it got a lot lighter because of the first two dyes that I did.
03:02So I'm pretty happy with the color so far, and then in eight weeks, I'm going to dye it. You're supposed to wait three to eight weeks to dye it again.
03:15So now I'm going to show you the grocery haul.
03:17So I got my grocery haul. Ended up seven items were missing, so I got a $9 refund, but I got all of my hygiene products, cleaning products.
03:41So I have to make sure... I ran out of charge, so I have to put the backup camera in this thing. I'm not sure if there's any other way to...
03:54So you can see the color a little bit more with this lighting. It's a little bit brighter. I really like it.
04:15So I got two 35 packs of spring water.
04:26Now I'm going to show you some more of my cleaning hygiene, and then I got four gallons of water and a gallon of vinegar.
04:33I got more paper bowls, tissues, paper towels, toilet paper, 80 cups, 40 cups in each, mouthwash, free and clear laundry detergent, toothpaste.
05:03And hygiene peroxide.
05:08Feminine hygiene product liners.
05:11So now I'm going to show you the food items that I got.
05:33So now I'm going to show you the food items that I got.
05:40So now I'm going to show you the food items that I got.
05:45Applesauce.
05:51Bagels. I got different brands, so I think they're going to be really fresh.
05:56Tortillas. So when I run out of bread, I'll eat these tortillas because they're good until November 30th before opening.
06:12I got some of these savory butter rolls.
06:20I got some positive energy green teas, one of my favorite teas.
06:26A can of fire roasted green chilies.
06:35A can of roast beef.
06:39I got a brow gel liner for my eyebrows. This is blonde color.
06:56I don't usually use this brand, however it was only like $4.
07:04I got the corned beef again because it was a little salty, but I really liked it.
07:09And I don't eat the whole can, I eat half of it.
07:13I got the evaporated milks.
07:16So there was 7 that I asked for and I got 2 instead of 5. I mean 2 instead of 7.
07:26So I got the refund on that. It's really easy to get a refund.
07:32I'm surprised. So I got the garlic powder.
07:38I'm not showing on here.
07:46So I got 2 cans of tuna in olive oil and with lemon dill.
07:57I think I'm a little allergic to dill, but I'll still eat it.
08:01It's like a very mild allergy. It might be an AI allergy.
08:06Mackerel in olive oil.
08:08I got these creamers that I can add to foods, add to coffee, add to different types of recipes.
08:24Did I show you the garlic powder?
08:27Clam juice. I'm going to have like just clam broth.
08:32It's good to have like as a sipping broth.
08:35I did get some sauces because I can't have any condiments because I still have no working fridge and freezer.
08:45There's nothing, but those are just bags of ice.
08:50And I'm going to fill this with the water.
08:53So I got this Italian dressing mix. I'm going to like use a little bit of it.
09:01And it's the one that's the most mild.
09:05I'm going to add a little bit of water.
09:09And I'm going to add a little bit of lemon juice.
09:13And I'm going to add a little bit of salt.
09:18And a little bit of lemon juice.
09:20a little bit of it instead of like make the whole thing. For seasoning, for
09:26vegetables, possibly pasta. I got these mashed potatoes because I've been really not
09:34having good luck with buying potatoes because you can't store them in a
09:40cupboard because of the air flow and I don't want to store my potatoes on the
09:44counter. So I got these ranch and sour cream chive. I don't have these with like
09:49fish and vegetables. I got the quinoa and brown rice and jasmine rice to have with my fish
10:05and vegetables. Sardines and water.
10:15Spaghetti-Os.
10:19Pudding, vanilla, and chocolate. So what I was going to do with the pudding. I actually have a problem with sugar. I don't know why. People with kidney problems can't have a lot of sugar because they can't process sugar well. And you know how I have all of these adrenochromes get stolen out of my body every single day of my life almost for 39 years. So I can barely tolerate sugar. But I wanted to have a way to get rid of them. So I'm going to add a little bit of vanilla and chocolate.
10:49A little bit of sugar. I got these marshmallows. However, they didn't actually return it. I told them about how they're all melted together. So I might throw them out because they're the fruit flavor. I really want to put these on like drinks and my pudding. Like I could make whipped cream like jello.
11:19You can make whipped cream out of this with like jello and marshmallow spread. I don't think I'm going to keep this. Which is okay because I've been really wanting to get this marshmallow cream. So this will be my sweet like dessert snack.
11:37I'll add hazelnut. It's not hazelnut. Hazelnut spread. Hazelnut chocolate spread with fluffinutter sandwich. I got a loaf of bread. This only lasts 5 days once you open it. So I have to probably make sure that I don't open all of the bread at the same time.
12:08So I got stewed tomatoes. I meant to remove one of them but I forgot. Green beans and peas.
12:22Miso soup with seaweed.
12:34Green verde salsa that I'll have with tortillas.
12:39Instant coffee is my backup when I run out of coffee. But I don't think I'm going to run out because I still have some left and then I have the house blend and the french vanilla.
12:53Grits again. I really like these grits. The texture is not great however it's really not because of the grits.
13:11Orange juice.
13:16Chocolate milk.
13:21And grape juice.
13:23So it's August 10th. I can get another grocery delivery.
13:38Towards the end of the last week of the month. Because I don't think this is going to get me through to the end of the month. But luckily I got an extra $20 in CalFresh. So that's going to really help because I don't have to go to the grocery store.
14:08Because I spend a lot of money on water. So it definitely helps.
14:21A lot has happened today. I'm sure you have so much drama going on. Having to listen to my drama on top of your drama is probably very stressful.
14:39And by the way. Do you guys see this?
14:44So I found out that it's not a man walk-in entity. It's the criminal that's taking over my body. The female. It's not a female. It's a male entity.
15:03So this is. There's like two kinds. Like the shell of the female. But the internal entity is like the Kieran Ruckus image.
15:21So this man is the same person that is. And I saw a lot. I saw the sienna fur like movements. Kind of like expressions. So do not trust what you see Shia.
15:40But I think this is going to break spells. And I'm very happy with this color. It just makes me. I like this color to look at.
15:53So in regards to food Shia. So there was drama that happened today. I'm going to have to explain it to you. I'm going to explain it to you in a little bit.
16:09So for food. I'm going to make the plan again. I'm going to redo the plan and add the new groceries with the old groceries that I have.
16:22I'll have basically meat, vegetables, carbohydrate. Then I have lots of snacks like herbal tea, fruit juice, chocolate milk. Similar to the foods that I have on the refrigerator.
16:40I only had Asian noodles. Let me charge this. I've only had Asian noodles with soy sauce. Actually a really good Asian noodle sauce that I just tried.
16:57That I just had. Like if you have Asian, buy Asian noodles. I had those ready to cook Asian noodles in the cupboard, the pantry. For sauce you can do soy sauce, honey, cayenne pepper, black pepper, and onion salt. No, onion powder. It tastes really, really good.
17:19So I'm going to try to possibly play with my personality to try to humiliate me because of the hair color. But there's nothing I can do about that.
17:30So I'll talk more about the food later. However, I stayed up and did food research. Actually, I stayed up and looked through my notebooks to make add-ons of things to eat for the rest of the month.
17:44So I'm going to have, I wanted to get those rolls so that I can have a roll with my dinner and that can be like a carbohydrate.
17:56Um, mashed potatoes, vegetables, fish, those. Fluffernutter and Nutella spread. I'm a little, I always have allergies, a lot of allergies to nuts and seeds.
18:19However, I have a lot of allergies to like everything because of AI, like all root vegetables, all nuts and seeds. Even with like fruit, it's always too sweet and I have a reaction.
18:33And almost every food item I have like a reaction to. So, I don't think I'm allergic to hazelnuts. Peanut butter, I'm not really allergic to peanut butter. However, sometimes I'll have like a fake AI allergic reaction, get really itchy.
18:51But I'm not, I didn't get any peanut butter. But with those rolls, I can make little tuna sandwich sliders with them with tomato soup, I thought of, while looking through my food research last night.
19:04Um, oh, I forgot to add the gravy packet. Or the gravy packet didn't, it's possible the gravy packet is on the counter or it didn't show up in the order. However, I'm not going to call again to return that if I didn't get the gravy.
19:34So, I'm pretty happy with the food that I got. I'll talk to you about that another time. Now I have to talk to you about the notes.
19:46I want to just try to make this, explain this very simply. Because, and I can't show you the emails now because it's getting like too, I'm not going to show you the emails I sent the detective because it's um, I was told that I'm going to just explain it to you versus telling you.
20:11Because I'm going to miss, there's going to be, oh there's names in the emails and I have to be careful what I say on the internet because I know that people want to illegally frame me.
20:26So, and Shai, this looks like a really nice blonde. Like a very pale blonde. It's really not that color. It's a little bit more yellow. So don't be, don't think that it's a very pale blonde, the kind of color that I want.
20:48It's more of like a yellow. However, I don't mind the yellow. I really don't mind yellow because this could be way worse. This could be like bright orange. So my hair bleached very well. That's a really good bleach, bleach kit.
21:09And I didn't want to go walk up to Albertsons to find other bleach options. I just got this for, I'm not going to bleach it again.
21:22And now I have to explain to you. So, and I'm being guided by authorities, just so you know. I'm not just like, um, so I emailed the detective twice today. Two things happened.
21:46So, Internet Archive is down. And it was apparently a hacker that did a DDoS attack where you rush so many people to the website, the site crashes, or not, it shuts off, does a crash. So they didn't lose anything, I'm pretty sure.
22:08So I'm pretty sure it's the same hacker that has been harassing me and hacked into my electronics, my cell phone, and my laptop for almost 15 years now.
22:22And the reason why I know this is because this same hacker, when I was publishing my book, there's a publishing system database by the publisher where you can write comments. There's like a forum where you can write comments.
22:38You can see what other authors are asking questions. You can see everything. You can see everything, the communication between the publishers and the authors.
22:47And I was directed to a comment where an author found out there was words, a specific word being placed into the book. It would be a trigger word for a lot of people. Very vulgar word, I'm not going to say it on the Internet.
23:07But I was told with B2K that the hacker did that, hacked into the database, the publishing company that published my fashion book.
23:21He hacked into the database and put trigger words, vulgar words in someone's book after there was thousands of copies being printed.
23:30And this was more of a well-known author that's written several books already. So no matter what, those books were going to be sold because they were already in stores.
23:38And they didn't catch it until they read it over again or something.
23:42So because now I've been on Internet Archive for 68 months, this hacker tends to do crime to people around in order to isolate me, push them away, to make me feel more responsible that this criminal is doing this.
24:09And also, it's basically helping me so much with my career because of all the vintage food books.
24:17I'm allergic to dust. I can't afford buying books. I can't afford buying vintage books because of the dust.
24:25I can't go to libraries to take up vintage books or books in general because of the dust.
24:30I can't go on the Internet and Google books because of all the advertisements.
24:36Internet Archive doesn't have advertisements.
24:39So I wrote to... I cc'd the detective and I wrote to Internet Archive.
24:47I said, you don't have to respond to this email. I just want to let you know.
24:54And I photographed the email.
24:58So that's one thing that happened today.
25:03But the problem with Internet Archive, I have to buy the QAnon book because I go on to Internet Archive to read the whole of QAnon.
25:13And it has an English translation in the specific QAnon book that is very accurate.
25:20Because there's a lot of QAnon books that are not accurate.
25:23Or what you see on the Internet with the translations, they're not completely accurate.
25:29And so even the vintage cookbooks...
25:33I mean, I've had more education within these past six to eight months on Internet Archive than I have from my whole life in regards to using the Internet.
25:46I'm not kidding.
25:49Well, I mean, like, education...
25:52Like, I've been kicked off the Internet and Google, Shia.
25:58Because of all the advertisements.
26:00And this hacker will place advertisements on websites that don't even have advertisements.
26:07So it has been really helping my career as a food researcher right now.
26:15Food recipe researcher as an author.
26:20And also spiritually because of the QAnon.
26:23So next month I'm going to buy the QAnon book.
26:27Because...
26:31And try to find the exact book that's on Internet Archive.
26:36But I only have, like, $117 now.
26:41Because I had to buy over $200 worth of...
26:48I think it was...
26:51Hold on, how much was it?
26:54Well, I got $9 back.
26:57And...
26:59They're really good.
27:01Walmart's really good.
27:05What was the order total?
27:12It was over $200.
27:16And I did get a $10 refund.
27:20So...
27:26So it's $210.
27:29$233.
27:33With the refund.
27:35So now I'm going back to...
27:38So I told...
27:41So that's one thing that happened.
27:46And I could be missing details. I'll tell it to you later.
27:49Next thing that happened...
27:51I went to go get the hair dye and there was some kind of set-up framing.
27:56And...
27:59I'll just tell you exactly what happened. I'm not going to...
28:02You can think...
28:04Like, you can try to figure out what happened.
28:08I'm just going to state the facts and tell you exactly what happened.
28:16Okay.
28:22I was in the elevator and there was a neighbor in the elevator.
28:36I believe it was an attempt at framing me and forcing me to stop taking criminal evidence
28:44against the neighbor that's trying to K.I.L. me and torture me.
28:50So I took a photograph in the elevator of the ground with the duct tape
28:57because they brought up the rent to $1,200 to $2,800
29:04and I kind of just want...
29:07I just kind of want to have photographs of all the property damage.
29:15All the pollution on the ground.
29:22So it says...
29:25So I don't...
29:27I could only record 30 minutes on this phone.
29:32So it's going to separate in two parts.
29:35I might have to...
29:37If something happens to this, I'm going to have to redo this video.
29:41Anyways.
29:43I was in the elevator.
29:47I took a photo of the duct tape and it kind of got the photo of the person,
29:53the neighbor that yelled at me and said,
29:57Why are you taking my picture? Why are you taking my picture?
29:59I said, I'm not taking your picture. I'm taking the picture of the ground and duct tape.
30:02She accused me...
30:04She said, show me the photo, show me the photo.
30:06I wouldn't show the photo.
30:08And then...
30:20I really wish I could just read this to you.
30:24She said, you can't take photos in the elevator.
30:28You can't take photos in the elevator.
30:30And there's another neighbor in the elevator who said, yes you can.
30:33She can take photos. This is a public area.
30:36And then she said,
30:40there was a mother and children in the elevator.
30:44And she goes, you're taking photos of those C-H-I-L-G-R-E-N.
30:50C-H-I-L-G-R-E-N.
30:53You must be a P-R-E-D-A-T-O-R.
30:57And she kept repeating it.
30:59I didn't take any photos of any C-H-I-L-G-R-E-N.
31:03I never take photos of any C-H-I-L-G-R-E-N.
31:07So, she gets out of the elevator.
31:12And I go straight to security and tell security,
31:16this lady is harassing me.
31:19Because that's harassment, saying that to me.
31:22This lady is harassing me.
31:24And so she yelled at security and says,
31:28she's taking my photo in the elevator.
31:30She can't do that. She's not allowed to do that.
31:32She's taking photos of C-H-I-L-G-R-E-N.
31:36She's a P-R-E-D-A-T-O-R to the security.
31:40No, I am not. I am not a P-R-E-D.
31:43I am not a P-R-E-D-A-T-O-R.
31:46I don't take photographs of C-H-I-L-G-R-E-N.
31:52So then, the security guard, a female, goes,
32:00you can't take photos.
32:02You can't take photos of people in this building.
32:04I'm calling the cops.
32:07And she repeatedly said, I'm calling the cops.
32:09I'm calling the cops.
32:10So this is the same security guard.
32:12Two months ago, I went down to get my printer
32:16that I haven't hooked up yet,
32:18my $200 replacement printer that I had a warranty on.
32:22It was sitting in a box in the lobby,
32:27not in the storage, not in the package area
32:30where they put the package's locked door.
32:32They put it right in the hallway, my package.
32:35I approached the security guard.
32:37I said, do you need to see my ID?
32:38She goes, no, just take it.
32:40And that was kind of a threat.
32:42Like, no one's checking your packages.
32:44That printer could easily just get taken.
32:48So that's participation in property theft
32:51if security guard's not taking down the IDs.
32:56They have to download an app.
33:00And I literally have had to ask every single time
33:03this past year, do you need to see my ID?
33:06They don't check IDs, at least most of the time.
33:12And requesting, do you need to see my ID,
33:15doesn't count as in they're requesting it.
33:18And I wait until they say it.
33:21So she almost called the cops.
33:23She showed me the photo, showed me the photo.
33:25I'm calling the cops.
33:26I showed the photo of the floor and the crack.
33:29And there was a second photo with a little bit
33:32of this lady yelling at me in the photo.
33:35But I showed the one with the crack.
33:36She goes, you should have just shown me that anyways.
33:38So did she call the police?
33:41I don't know.
33:42But I went to CVS to get my hair dyed.
33:44Walked down to CVS.
33:45She didn't say, stop, come back.
33:47I'm calling the cops.
33:49I just left.
33:50She was very, very guilty.
33:52When actually she kept saying, I'm calling the cops.
33:54I'm calling the cops.
33:55Do you check packages?
33:56Do you check the IDs with packages?
33:58Because that's participation in property theft.
34:00Her face dropped to the ground.
34:02She looked so guilty.
34:03Because she knew what she did in regards to my printer.
34:07Not checking the ID for my $200 replacement printer.
34:11But I would have absolutely no way of getting back.
34:15If someone stole that printer, there was no way
34:18I would be able to afford to buy a printer.
34:22So I get back to CVS.
34:24I walk back from CVS.
34:26This camera, I must have not deleted the videos on this backup
34:33because it's not recording it.
34:36So I might have to record this again.
34:39I'm coming back from CVS.
34:51I overheard the manager.
34:54I overheard the manager said hi to me at CVS.
34:58San Diego Police.
35:00This is a very extreme, serious crime against me.
35:06And there's a lot of people that are witnesses.
35:09So I go back to the apartment building.
35:14I go to...
35:17The security just looks down on the ground after she sees me
35:21because she knows she's guilty of not checking my ID
35:25with my printer, my $200 printer.
35:27Just take it.
35:29She goes, oh, it's yours, but just take it.
35:31She didn't check my ID.
35:33So then I'm walking back from CVS.
35:36Got my bleach.
35:38And someone watched the criminal.
35:43The criminal that's been torturing me, poisoning me, blah, blah, blah,
35:50walked by and went like that.
35:54Very, very subtly went like that while I was walking by.
35:59And it was an attempt to have me not take the photo
36:07in order to capture that evidence because of what just occurred
36:12with them saying, no, you're not allowed.
36:14Security said, no, you're not allowed.
36:16That neighbor said, no, you're not allowed.
36:19So this is an attempt to frame me,
36:22and this is an attempt to not allow me to document evidence.
37:07So that was a threat.
37:18And I'm pretty sure it's not legal for them to say
37:30I can't take photos in the building.
37:33So I'm very traumatized by that experience,
37:40this criminal action against me.
37:46I was really shocked.
37:49And there's two other times that this neighbor has crossed paths.
37:53One time this neighbor crossed paths looking like that
38:00and then looking up down at me like that.
38:04I was shocked, like an SCX harassment.
38:07Another one was holding a cane right while I was walking by like this,
38:12raising the cane.
38:14So those are two other times.
38:16So there's timing involved with AI.
38:20There's timing involved.
38:24There's timing involved.
38:27There's timing that this criminal is using against me.
38:34So this is why I don't get the packages in the mail anymore.
38:47In the printer I had to.
38:49The last time was the Hanna Serb shop
38:51where I bought the Soma board that takes the chemicals
38:54and negative energy out of food
38:56and the fibroprathic homeopathic product that was for grief
39:02that was packaged with stolen.
39:08The reason why I'm using this camera to document evidence
39:12is because the hacker has repeatedly deleted photographs
39:18of people harassing me and stalking me on these cell phones.
39:23Repeatedly.
39:24Seconds after I take the photo, they're gone.
39:26They disappear.
39:27The hacker is ready to delete these photographs.
39:30That's why I've had to take this cane and power shot.
39:33So I took this photograph after because there's no way.
39:44There's a serious crime that's happening against me.
39:50The authorities are requesting that if there's harassment
39:57and evidence of harassment, to be documenting it.
40:03But I feel very upset and scared about what has happened to me today.
40:07I'm very traumatized.
40:13And I was told with B2K after that,
40:20I'm not going to say it,
40:22but there was some kind of threat of me dying or getting hit.
40:27Some kind of threat.
40:32So it would be, I asked the security guard at CBS,
40:44what is the policy about taking photographs of buildings?
40:48Well, buildings in general.
40:53If it's a matter of M-U-R-D-E-R, then yes, you take the photos.
41:00But if it's a matter of M-U-R-D-E-R.
41:03So this is an attempt of covering up M-U-R-D-E-R attempts against me and framing.
41:11The security guard said, you know, just be discreet about it.
41:14I can't be discreet about it.
41:17The hacker is deleting photographs off my cell phones immediately when I take the evidence.
41:23When I take photos of the evidence.
41:27I'm going to stop this video, Shia.
41:31And do not get upset over it, Shia.
41:34Don't get upset.
41:37I'm very relieved about my hair.
41:40Even if it's a little bit yellow, I'm very relieved.
41:43It's blonde.
41:45I was born with like a bleached white blonde.
41:51Platinum blonde.
41:54How my hair looked.
41:57And this is my natural hair color.
42:00I think that's part of it.
42:01And I really like the pastel colors.
42:03I know you're going to like it, Shia.
42:07And nobody can steal this hair color from us.
42:13If you happen to not want me to dye it this color.
42:18Nobody can steal our hair color.
42:22I didn't say all the notes, Shia.
42:28So I'm going to say the notes tomorrow.
42:31Because this video is getting kind of long.
42:37So what you see with the masculine like maleness.
42:47It's the criminal that is like trying to synthetic duplicate clone me.
42:53Because on the inside of her is the male.
42:57And on the outside is more like the female.
42:59Because if you're born a girl.
43:04So it's not.
43:09I don't have a male walk-in, Shia.
43:11And I did feel like I was getting S-U-I-C-D-A-L.
43:15At the thought of having a walk-in that is a male.
43:21No, it's a beast.
43:22The walk-in is a beast.
43:24It's really goofy looking.
43:26It doesn't like have root chakra.
43:33Beasts are just naturally like look like beasts.
43:37And it's really like a goofy creature, beast, lizard.
43:43That sits in the back seat.
43:45It's not.
43:46It doesn't communicate with me.
43:49It's not that kind of entity.
43:50There's limits, Shia, what they can do to us.
43:53And the what's inside you is a beast as well.
43:59So.
44:03They have limits.
44:04Lumarians have limits, though.
44:08On what they can do.
44:14But there's like a male owl.
44:20I can't even stop capturing.
44:30But I did.
44:31But the walk-in is not.
44:33It's a creature, Shia.
44:34It's a beast.
44:35It sits in the back seat in regards to the walk-in.
44:38However, I told you when I was not in control.
44:43They were trying to attempt to make it like the creature, beast, was male.
44:55But there's limits to what they can do, Shia.
45:01Of what they are allowed and not allowed to do.
45:05And this can be a lot of proof, Shia.
45:12This can be a lot of proof with all this deactivation.
45:16How I'm actually, I'm somehow being masculine.
45:20I'm not masculine at all.
45:22I've never been masculine in my life.
45:25Up until 25 is when this all happened.
45:31So...
45:37But you think that I, the reason why I said S-U-I-D-A-L over what's happened to you notes,
45:45I felt that way, Shia.
45:48Thinking that there was a male entity.
45:52They lied to me.
45:57So, I'm going to read some of the other notes tomorrow.
46:02And I just had some oatmeal, some Asian noodles.
46:08I haven't had a lot to eat, so I'm kind of having a hard time talking.
46:15I'm very tired.
46:17I've been getting up too late.
46:20Because I've been getting tortured very late in the morning.
46:32So don't worry, Shia.
46:35Just rest, Shia.
46:37Just because I say all these things, these stressful drama things,
46:41we don't have to hype over it and act like it's...
46:44They use AI to make us feel stressed and hype over, but let's try not to be like that, Shia.
46:52So I'm going to talk to you tomorrow.
46:54I love you, Shia.
46:55Thank you, everybody, for watching.
46:56Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.