Tell Me Lies Season 2 Episode 7 - I'm Not Drowning Fast Enough
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00:01I'm done with my dad. I'm suddenly this complete disappointment because I failed the LSAT.
00:06We need your dad's help. I'm thinking beyond some petty argument. I'm thinking about our future.
00:11Do you guys know this girl? She hooked up with my brother and then sent some insane email stating that he raped her.
00:17It's impossible for you to know what actually happened. You were not there.
00:20I feel like everything is boring me. Like even helping out with the team.
00:23Hey, it's Drew. Leave a message.
00:24Hey, it's me, your older brother, whose calls you won't answer.
00:27The earrings look dumb, don't they?
00:29May I?
00:31Are you seeing someone?
00:32He's 45.
00:33A normal 45-year-old man does not want to date a 19-year-old.
00:37Now I can't even have Thanksgiving with my boyfriend.
00:40Boyfriend?
00:41I told her you were with me.
00:42Please don't be mad at me.
00:43You know what a big risk I'm taking? Being here with you. This doesn't work if I can't trust you.
00:48You think this guy who treated every other girl like shit is gonna treat you differently?
00:52Some girls make it easy to treat them like shit.
00:55This thing with you and Steven, it's sick!
00:59I don't think I can do this anymore.
01:01I loved you, even though I knew all of the worst things about you.
01:04Why are you punishing me for that?
01:29Macy.
01:50Macy.
01:58Macy.
02:29Macy.
02:35Hey.
02:40You're okay, Steven.
02:59You're okay.
03:16Hello.
03:17Hey.
03:18What are you doing?
03:19I'm just looking at these photos that got printed from Thanksgiving.
03:23Oh, great. The day went insane.
03:25Don't worry, they're all fucked up anyway.
03:28I thought it was just something wrong with the screen, but it's on every single photo.
03:31Well, maybe it's your artsy trademark.
03:34Great, so my artsy trademark is not being able to afford a camera that isn't broken.
03:40Aww.
03:41Pippa, look.
03:46Cute.
03:53Have you still not talked to Leo?
03:55Uh, no. No. But it's fine.
03:58Honestly, it was all just too intense with him.
04:01And I knew I shouldn't be in a relationship, and I was right.
04:04I mean, I fucking lost my mind.
04:07And I still can't believe I lost it in that way.
04:10I'm sorry, guys.
04:12Have you talked to Diana at all?
04:14No. No. Not since Thanksgiving.
04:16It was just being nice.
04:18No, it's fine. Honestly.
04:20Maybe you should just call Leo.
04:22I don't know. The problem with Leo is he just...
04:25I think he only wanted to see the good stuff about me.
04:29That was a problem?
04:31I mean, if you feel like you're gonna disappoint someone with the truth, yeah.
04:35Hmm.
04:36Yeah, that was the one good thing about Steven.
04:40I don't know. I basically just knew that there was nothing that I could do that would turn him off.
04:45Like, I could ask him to do anything, and it just wouldn't freak him out.
04:49What do you mean you could tell him to do anything? He was like a monster.
04:52I think she means sexually.
04:55No, I just mean... I don't know.
04:57I guess he was the first person I slept with that, like, I could actually tell him what felt good
05:02instead of just letting a guy guess.
05:07And so I'm not into casual hookups.
05:10I don't think I could come with someone I wasn't comfortable with.
05:15Anyway, what are we doing tonight?
05:19What?
05:21No, no, no. It's nothing exciting.
05:23Our professor's having a Christmas party at her house. Marianne.
05:26She invited the whole class.
05:31Are you going?
05:33Well, the whole class is going, so it'd be kind of weird if I didn't go.
05:40What would the responsibilities be?
05:42Well, it's an assistant coaching job, so everything from help and run practice,
05:47maybe even recruitment, I think it could make sense for me next year.
05:51They just need a good recommendation, so I was hoping you'd know me since freshman year.
05:56Look, Wrigley, I actually know Gene Burchette, the coach at Eccleston.
06:01Oh, that's great. Perfect.
06:03I can't good faith put you up for this.
06:05It would be disrespectful to a colleague I value.
06:08At the start of the semester, you told me you wanted to still be a part of the team
06:12to help off the field, but you've been totally absent.
06:16I've been showing up.
06:18Mentally absent. You've been hungover, half asleep.
06:22You just stopped caring.
06:24Okay. Okay.
06:26Well, you know, the thing with my knee really messed me up.
06:31I've had guys with injuries before.
06:34There's something else going on with you, and I don't quite know what it is,
06:38but you need to figure it out.
06:46Hey, it's Drew. Leave a message.
07:08One minute. Sorry.
07:10It's fine. Take your time.
07:12Nice to meet you.
07:14It's fine. Take your time.
07:16Last week of term is always a fucking nightmare.
07:38We're in your office.
07:40I am keenly aware.
07:42Well, I had the whole afternoon free,
07:45but someone was just too busy to meet up where there's a bed.
07:48Someone still has to grade all his underclassmen exams,
07:51finalise his syllabus for next term,
07:53and call the airline to change holiday flights.
07:56Change them?
07:58Yeah. We have to leave for London a day earlier.
08:00It's nothing. It's just a schedule issue.
08:03And you're definitely staying there for New Year's?
08:05Yeah. We do every year.
08:07Have you decided what you're doing for the holidays yet?
08:10Not yet. No.
08:12A few friends invited me to theirs for Christmas,
08:15but we'll see.
08:17I'm very popular.
08:19Of course you are.
08:28So I'm kind of wondering about this Christmas party tonight.
08:33You know, I'm not sure if I should go, really,
08:35but the whole class is going, so...
08:41Well, as long as it's not too uncomfortable for you.
08:46Well, it's obviously a little uncomfortable.
08:49It's a pretty dysfunctional Christmas party
08:51you'll be co-hosting with Mary-Anne.
08:53Pretty sure it's just hosting when it's your own home.
08:58So you and Mary-Anne,
09:00so you think I should go?
09:02It's completely up to you.
09:04Great. Then I'll go.
09:08OK.
09:10Speaking of dysfunctional Christmases,
09:13I would like to be giving this to you
09:16under a dysfunctional Christmas tree.
09:18But this will have to do.
09:24I didn't get you anything.
09:26Go on, open it.
09:28Go on, open it.
09:45I love it.
09:47I know you can be a little hard to please
09:49when it comes to gifts.
10:05Should we go to the apartment?
10:08I just can't today.
10:10OK.
10:12It's not really fair, though.
10:16You've been so sweet with this present,
10:19and now I guess
10:22you'll just have to suffer all night
10:25while we're at this party together.
10:28OK.
10:38Any dessert?
10:40We've eaten the entire menu.
10:42I'll take the check.
10:47Thanks.
10:49Thank you for dinner.
10:51I thought we deserved it.
10:53It's been a weird semester.
10:55Hmm.
10:59How's your sister doing?
11:01Well, she's still terrified of me.
11:03You could talk to her if you want.
11:05I know it's been weighing on you.
11:07If you wanted to speak to someone for me,
11:09I'd rather you talk to your dad.
11:11I need that letter of recommendation
11:13from his farm.
11:15Because right now, it's like my entire summer job
11:17didn't happen.
11:19Talking to him won't help.
11:21He's punishing you to punish me.
11:23How are you not more worried
11:25about everything?
11:27Of course I'm worried.
11:29But
11:31I've been thinking
11:33after everything with the LSAT,
11:35maybe I just need to take
11:37some time off.
11:39I've always had my dad's voice in my head
11:41telling me I need to be perfect.
11:43Maybe I fucked up with the LSAT
11:45because I'm burnt out.
11:47OK. And what do I do
11:49with no money
11:52and no recommendation letters?
11:54I don't know.
11:56I'm sorry.
11:58I feel like
12:02my head's a fucking mess.
12:04I don't understand.
12:06What in your life
12:08is so stressful
12:10that you're falling apart
12:12like this?
12:17Sorry, miss.
12:19Your card was declined.
12:21Really?
12:23Can you try it again?
12:25I tried it three times.
12:29Dad's card?
12:31He must have cut it off.
12:51I need a cigarette.
13:02What are you even going to do
13:04if you see him?
13:06Just pretend I don't know him.
13:11Hi.
13:13Perfect timing. I need your help.
13:15Could you each of you grab one of these, please?
13:17Oh, yeah.
13:19Over here in the kitchen.
13:29Over here, thanks.
13:31Cool.
13:33I'm sorry for the mess in here.
13:35Oh, no.
13:37Do you fancy a drink?
13:39Sure.
13:41We'll pretend you're upper-class men.
13:43Thank you for having us.
13:45Of course.
13:47It is my favorite tradition
13:49of the year, you know?
13:51Getting everyone over.
13:53Reminds me of graduate school.
13:55Or who's afraid of Virginia Woolf?
13:57Oh, yeah.
13:59Oh, chin-chin.
14:01Cheers.
14:05You okay, Bree?
14:07Yeah, I'm great.
14:09Good.
14:11I saw your tree.
14:13You saw my tree?
14:15Mm-hmm.
14:17It's pretty.
14:19Oh, yeah.
14:23Yeah, it is a very
14:25pretty Christmas tree.
14:27Yeah, so pretty.
14:29Well, listen,
14:31just eat and enjoy.
14:35See you around.
14:37See ya.
14:39What happens in Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?
14:41I don't remember.
14:44I think the main couple gets really drunk
14:46and makes everyone uncomfortable.
14:48I don't know.
14:50Come on.
14:58I don't understand that.
15:10Hey, thanks for letting me crash.
15:12If Diana asks, you need me.
15:19Is this networking?
15:22Bree's fucking a 45-year-old.
15:24Really?
15:26Yeah.
15:28He's 45 years old, man.
15:30He's a 45-year-old man.
15:3245 fucking years old.
15:34So, I'm just,
15:36you know, trying to figure out who it is.
15:38Right. You think Bree is fucking
15:40this guy?
15:42Fuck off,
15:44okay? I don't know.
15:46Jesus Christ. Thank God I'm here.
15:48You are terrible at this.
15:50Okay.
16:02I can't tell if you want me to ask.
16:04She's just not the same lately.
16:06Feels like she's
16:08falling apart.
16:10Diana?
16:12Yeah. It's like she's in a hole she's not even trying to pull herself out of.
16:14I know that shouldn't
16:16change how I feel about her.
16:18I should have unconditional
16:20whatever, but I
16:22just keep coming back to the same thing.
16:24If it was me,
16:26if I was at rock bottom,
16:30I don't know if she'd still want me.
16:32You know, I never understood your
16:34relationships.
16:36Okay.
16:38Let's see which one of these saggy dick
16:40fathers is fucking Bree.
16:42Making
16:44love to Bree. Sorry.
16:47Today
16:49we are kicking off our seasonal
16:51special, y'all. This is always
16:53my favorite time of year.
16:55This means
16:57that what we're going to show you, you can
16:59purchase in five easy payments.
17:01Always like that. That makes it easy to budget.
17:03Right?
17:05You wanna go out?
17:07What if the price is divided by five and that is
17:09Don't shrug at me.
17:11It's dumb.
17:13So, what we'll have today
17:15I
17:17asked Coach for that recommendation.
17:19He said he couldn't write it for me
17:21in good faith.
17:23Guess I haven't
17:25really had my shit together.
17:27I'm sorry.
17:29I tried to blame it on my knee, but he said he could tell
17:31something else was going on with me.
17:33He shouldn't psychoanalyze you.
17:35No.
17:37He's right. It's not my knee.
17:41It's the stuff with Drew I can't
17:43focus on anything else.
17:45He won't talk to me.
17:47He hates me.
17:49The stuff with Drew wasn't your fault.
17:51I don't even care whose fault it is.
17:53He's my brother, so
17:55I miss him.
18:04It's finally happened.
18:06You broke me.
18:08I will play Halo
18:10with you.
18:12Here.
18:14Where is the other one?
18:16It's with Steve and stuff.
18:18Okay.
18:20Hey.
18:22Drew just needs time.
18:24Promise.
18:29Oh my god.
18:31What's wrong?
18:33Okay.
18:41Oh, Steven.
18:43Oh no.
18:45Oh no.
18:47Oh my god.
18:49This is special skills
18:51typing.
18:55Ew.
18:59We hung out every day this weekend.
19:02Yeah.
19:04But you're not...
19:06You're still not hooking up
19:08with anyone?
19:10Why not?
19:12How come you're not?
19:14I am. Just not at this exact moment.
19:18It just seems like a lot
19:20of effort to get to know somebody new.
19:22Or like
19:24getting naked with someone new.
19:26Even if I like someone.
19:28So you do
19:30like someone?
19:32I don't know.
19:34Maybe I could maybe like
19:36someone.
19:38Someone that I barely know
19:40who doesn't think of me that way at all.
19:46So does he know that you like him?
19:54He's...
19:56It's
19:58a girl.
20:00There's someone that I like
20:02is a girl.
20:05What?
20:09You're hooking up with girls now?
20:11No, I'm not hooking up with anyone.
20:13I just maybe like a girl.
20:15Do you still
20:17like guys?
20:19Yeah. Of course.
20:21Oh.
20:23Okay.
20:26No.
20:34Hey, don't tell anyone though, okay?
20:36You're the only person I've told.
20:38Really?
20:42You're like my best friend.
20:44Yeah.
20:46You're mine too.
20:56Katie, hey.
20:58Hey.
21:00I just wanted to say
21:02I loved everything you workshopped this semester.
21:04Really.
21:06Oh, thanks. I liked yours too.
21:08I uh
21:10I also just want to apologize
21:12for the first day
21:14when you read your story about your parakeet.
21:16It was a really good piece
21:18and I
21:20thought about it a lot actually.
21:22Just
21:24a metaphor of it.
21:26No, there
21:28wasn't a metaphor.
21:30It's just a story about my parakeet.
21:32Oh.
21:34No way.
21:36Sorry.
21:38It's okay.
21:42Yeah, I
21:44can't wait for the semester to be over.
21:48It's nice to see you.
21:50Lucy, I wanted to meet my husband.
21:52Honey, this is Lucy.
21:54She's been helping me with
21:56my work, transcribing it
21:58and somehow deciphering
22:00my handwriting.
22:02Oh, a hero then.
22:04It's nice to meet you, Lucy.
22:06You too. Would you excuse me?
22:12You having fun?
22:14Are you?
22:16Oh, don't worry about me.
22:19Honey,
22:21I was going to grab a bite.
22:23Sure.
22:29I told him about you.
22:31You have?
22:33Of course.
22:35I remember being in school and
22:37you think
22:39your professor is often a silo
22:41or you think they can hardly tell you apart.
22:45But it's not true.
22:47I mean, I learn so much
22:49from my students each year.
22:51It's a little worrying?
22:53No, not at all.
22:57There's been a lot
22:59of changing during this semester.
23:03Thanks.
23:05Merry Christmas.
23:17Wow.
23:37They seem like nice boys.
23:39Wipe off your lipstick.
23:41Meet me in the back room past the stairs.
24:09Could you tell I was freaking out
24:11when I first got here?
24:13No, you have been painfully,
24:15painfully perfect.
24:19Oh, God.
24:21Do you want me to stop?
24:23No.
24:25No.
24:27No.
24:29No.
24:31No.
24:33No.
24:35No.
24:37No.
24:39No.
24:41No.
24:43No.
24:45No.
24:47No.
24:49No.
24:53I'm so fucking desperate for you right now.
25:19Oh.
25:35Can I make you come?
25:39I don't think so.
25:42No.
25:50I think I'm close.
25:56You should finish.
25:58I'm gonna go.
26:00Come.
26:02Come.
26:12I need, um...
26:14Oh.
26:16Yeah.
26:42I feel kind of weird.
26:46That didn't...
26:48No, I don't like this.
26:50Hey, hey, hey.
26:52It's okay. It's okay.
26:54I don't like this at all.
26:56Okay, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
26:58I thought we were both having fun.
27:00This is really fucking bad.
27:02Your wife is right out there,
27:04and what are you doing?
27:06Shh.
27:08I don't understand what you want.
27:10That's my fault.
27:12I just wanted to be with you.
27:14Breathe.
27:16Hey, hey, hey, breathe.
27:18Shh.
27:20I love you.
27:22What?
27:24I love you.
27:26Okay?
27:31I love you.
27:35I love you.
27:37Okay.
27:45You should get back out there, right?
27:47Okay?
27:51Okay?
27:53Okay.
27:55Okay, go, go.
27:57I love you.
28:07I love you.
28:13Bye.
28:37Take it slow
28:39Take it easy on me
28:41Shed some light
28:43Shed some light on me, please
29:01My own and me
29:03Not as good as we've been
29:05It's clean, I know
29:07Why can't I cope
29:09Leave all the hollow
29:11There's nowhere to go
29:13There's nowhere to go
29:15Take it slow
29:17Take it easy on me
29:19Shed some light
29:21Shed some light on me, please
29:23Take it slow
29:25Take it easy on me
29:27Shed some light
29:29Shed some light on me
29:35Shed some light
29:47Wrigley
29:49Huh?
29:53Wrigley
29:55Huh?
30:05Huh?
30:29I don't want you to fake it
30:31I don't want you to fake it
30:33I don't want you to fake it
30:35I don't want you to fake it
30:37I don't want you to fake it
30:39I don't want you to fake it
30:41I don't want you to fake it
30:43I don't want you to fake it
30:45I don't want you to fake it
30:47I don't want you to fake it
30:49I don't want you to fake it
30:51I don't want you to fake it
30:53I don't want you to fake it
30:55I don't want you to fake it
30:57I don't want you to fake it
31:00I don't want you to fake it
31:02I don't want you to fake it
31:04I don't want you to fake it
31:06I don't want you to fake it
31:08I don't want you to fake it
31:10I don't want you to fake it
31:12I don't want you to fake it
31:14I don't want you to fake it
31:16I don't want you to fake it
31:18I don't want you to fake it
31:20I don't want you to fake it
31:22I don't want you to fake it
31:24I don't want you to fake it
31:26I don't want you to fake it
31:28Come closer
31:30Hey
31:34Hey
31:36Yeah
31:38I feel scared
31:40Come closer
31:42Come closer
31:44Yeah
31:46Yeah
31:48Yeah
31:50Kiss me and go slow
31:52I feel scared
31:54I feel scared
31:56I feel scared
31:58Really good
32:00A little faster
32:02A little faster
32:04Oh my god
32:06Really
32:08Keep going
32:10Keep going
32:22Oh my god
32:38You ok? It's ok?
32:40Yeah
32:42I'm just so sad to leave right now
32:52That was good
32:59That was good
33:05I missed you so much
33:11Me too
33:15Steven hang on
33:17Oh god I'm so sorry
33:19I was just looking for Steven
33:21Oh I thought he was at yours
33:23Ok
33:25Thanks
33:27Sorry
33:31Can't tell you how happy I am right now not to be Steven
33:42I thought you might want
33:46Thanks
33:48Look if you came to apologize you don't need to
33:51I'm not apologizing
33:58Ok I lied maybe
34:00Maybe you do need to
34:02Yeah look I'm sorry
34:04If you were uncomfortable last night
34:07But I'm not
34:09Sorry that I'm with Oliver
34:15I understand what it looks like
34:17From the outside
34:19But I know the difference
34:21Between someone who cares about me and someone who doesn't
34:23I've been on the other side enough times
34:28I know
34:30That a lot of people have let you down
34:32And I wish it were different
34:34But you're not with Oliver
34:38Ok Oliver
34:40Is with his wife Marianne
34:42You're fucking Oliver
34:45We're not just fucking
34:49Then what were you doing last night
34:51With his wife in the other room
34:55I don't think you could ever understand
34:57What it means for me to be with someone
34:59Who really wants me
35:03You already have people
35:05To spend the holidays with
35:07To live with
35:09You have a mom and a sister
35:11Who are just there for you
35:13Whenever you need them
35:15That might not seem like anything to you
35:17But that's because you already have it
35:21What do you think is going to happen
35:23Really what do you think is going to happen
35:25You think he's going to leave Marianne
35:29It's not about that
35:31I don't think he will
35:33You don't really know anything about it
35:35I don't want to know anything about it Brie
35:37I wish I'd never heard anything about it
35:39What can I tell you Brie
35:41I am so fucking scared for you
36:09You jog now
36:15Yeah, sometimes
36:19I just walked back from Evans
36:21I stayed the night there
36:23Okay
36:25I didn't ask
36:29So did you work out
36:31Or did you not
36:33I didn't work out
36:35I didn't work out
36:37So did you work things out
36:39With Leo after Thanksgiving
36:41Of course we didn't
36:43He saw me slap your girlfriend across the face
36:45He wants nothing to do with me
36:53You know
36:55I feel like I've spent this
36:57Entire semester
36:59Trying to make up for what a terrible person I was
37:01When I was with you
37:03And of course that's just funny to you
37:05I don't think it's funny
37:09I just think Leo's an idiot
37:27Hi
37:29Hi, how are you
37:35Wow
37:39No, I just
37:41I didn't know
37:43That that was happening this week
37:49That's good news for him
38:05Hey, what's up
38:07I need to talk to you
38:19Lydia just called me
38:21Baird dropped Katie's assault case
38:23Against Chris
38:27They put him in front of this disciplinary board
38:29But they said that there
38:31Wasn't enough evidence to prove anything
38:35Oh
38:37Okay
38:41I just didn't want you to hear it
38:43From anyone else
38:55So everyone thinks you was lying
38:57I guess so
39:01Can I tell you something
39:04Yeah, of course
39:08That night
39:10With Chris
39:12Isn't really all blacked out
39:16I do remember some of it
39:22Pippa
39:24There's nothing to be done about it
39:26There's nothing to be done about it
39:36Can we just get out of here
39:38I don't want to sit here all night
39:40I think everyone's going to McKinley's
39:44Yeah, of course
39:46Yeah, whatever you want
39:48Whoa
39:50I didn't think you'd make it to nightfall
39:52With unbroken legs
39:54Diana was looking for you earlier
39:56I think you may be in trouble
39:58Not too worried about it
40:00No, seriously dude, she looked pissed
40:02She walked in on me and Pippa earlier
40:06So it was you, Diana, and Pippa
40:08That's a good group
40:10So it was you, Diana, and Pippa
40:12That's a good group
40:24Did you make any progress with Drew yet
40:26Is he talking to you
40:32No
40:34So you think what will help the situation
40:36Is spending all your time with Pippa
40:38Is spending all your time with Pippa
40:44You know, sometimes I feel like you say stuff just to be a dick
40:46Like you store things up
40:48And then make me feel like shit for no reason
40:50It's not my fault if you feel like shit
41:00Are you mad at me about something
41:02What would I be mad about
41:04I don't know
41:07What about Diana
41:09Because I hooked up with her freshman year
41:11Why didn't you say anything
41:15Wrigley, I didn't say anything about it to you
41:17Because you're a mess
41:19I'm just looking out for you
41:21Because left to your own devices
41:23You have some difficulty with basic problem solving
41:25For instance, you want to make peace with your brother
41:27While getting back together with the girl who wrote the letter
41:29That ruined his life
41:31You need help
41:33How are you so sure that Pippa wrote it
41:35Oh, Pippa worked fast
41:37She really got in there
41:57Hey
41:59I don't think Leo's here
42:01I just really don't want to see him
42:03I just really don't want to see him
42:05Yeah, but you do
42:07I get it
42:09I get it
42:21My little Pipsqueak
42:23Hey, hi
42:25Hi
42:27Hi
42:29Oh, no, no, no
42:31May there be peace
42:33Between us all
42:35Perfect
42:37Molly
42:39Hey, what's up
42:41Hey, uh, Evan's not here
42:43Is he
42:45No, why
42:47Oh, uh, right, sorry
42:49The
42:51Molly, you were on that old
42:53Student council thing, right
42:55Yeah, unfortunately
42:57What student council thing
42:59Uh, I've been on this disciplinary board
43:01We've been meeting every day this week
43:03And it's been pure hell
43:05Yeah, my buddy, he had to be a witness for that kid, Chris
43:09Oh, this is the girl that said that guy raped her
43:11Yeah, Katie
43:13Fucking crazy, how girls can just
43:15Lie about shit like that
43:17You don't know she was lying
43:19Well, one of them was lying
43:21And we don't have any proof, so
43:23Well, that doesn't mean it was Katie who was lying
43:26Do you know her
43:28No
43:30So what do you think happened
43:32I think truthfully
43:34She had a bad night drinking
43:36And she was embarrassed and regretted it
43:38And it's happened to all of us
43:40Exactly, so she made up a story that almost got a kid expelled
43:42Okay, everything you're saying right now is fucked up
43:44Both of you
43:46Okay, uh, let's talk about something a little lighter
43:48I'm saying what everyone thinks
43:50Well, Katie wasn't lying
43:52We just don't really know
43:54No, I do know, and she wasn't lying
43:56Hey, listen, listen
43:58How could she possibly know that
44:00Okay, chill out, dude
44:02Because this is not the first time that Chris has done something like this
44:06He did the exact same thing to me
44:16I was at a party
44:18And I had a beer that Chris gave to me
44:20And my friends found me
44:22In a bed upstairs with Chris
44:24I couldn't talk
44:26Couldn't fucking walk
44:28And he had me half undressed
44:30And I threw up all over myself
44:32And my friends had to kick him out of the room
44:34And take me home
44:40Sorry
44:42Yeah, I didn't know that happened
44:50I really have to pee
45:07Hey
45:09Hi
45:11I'm, I'm sorry
45:13I just, I couldn't let them talk about Katie like that
45:15I felt like somebody needed to stand up for her
45:17For both of you
45:19Let's just, let's go home
45:21Um, yeah, no
45:23I just, I just need a minute
45:25Okay
45:27Like, I'll wait for you
45:29No, that's okay
45:31I'll stay with Wrigley
45:33I'll see you back at the dorm
45:35Okay
45:37Alright
45:49Hey
46:11Hey
46:13Can we talk?
46:15That was crazy
46:17How about you wanna, you wanna get some air?
46:19That's scary, man
46:21Fucking men
46:23Yeah, you're the worst
46:25Ah
46:27Well, luckily we don't have to worry about anything bad happening to this one
46:29Now that you're only hooking up with girls
46:35I'm, I'm, I'm joking
46:37What the fuck is wrong with you?
46:39Are you even a real fucking person?
46:41What?
46:43Have you ever taken anything seriously?
46:46You know, not everything is a fucking joke
46:48Just because you are, there's no wonder that your coach wouldn't write you a recommendation
46:50Who would recommend you for fucking anything?
46:52You're a fucking disaster
46:54It's fucking embarrassing
46:56Fuck
47:18Look, I, I know what you're gonna say
47:20Do you?
47:22You know I'm gonna say that what you did was not only cruel to Pippa
47:24But also so damaging for other girls
47:26You didn't convince anyone of anything
47:28All you did
47:30Was prove what everyone already says
47:32That girls lie
47:34You managed to make sure that everything
47:36Chris said about Katie
47:38Everything he would have said about Pippa
47:40Actually looks true
47:42So, what is it you think you achieved?
47:44What do you think is gonna happen to Chris now?
47:48Nothing
47:50That's the fucking point
47:54Fuck
48:18When I didn't pick up your calls
48:20I did not mean for you to come over
48:22Are you fucking kidding me?
48:24Do you have another fucking joke to tell?
48:26No, no, no
48:32I'm sorry, I'm such a fuck up
48:34I'm sorry, you were right
48:38I just, I just, I just
48:40I just ruined things
48:42And there's not even a fucking point to me
48:46No, I'm sorry, I was just
48:48And everything's my fault
48:50I ruined my
48:52I ruined my brother's life
48:56No, he's not
49:00I think there's something wrong with me
49:02There's nothing wrong
49:04There is, there is, there's something wrong with me
49:06I don't feel normal
49:08It's been wrong for a while
49:10I don't feel normal
49:12I feel like
49:15I feel
49:19I feel
49:21Fuck, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
49:23I feel sad all the time
49:25And I don't know why
49:27And I don't feel normal
49:29I feel like I'm nothing
49:31Like all the time
49:33I'm sorry
49:35Okay, look at me
49:37I'm sorry, I'm sorry
49:39It's not true
49:41Drew should never talk to me
49:43And you know
49:45Drew should never talk to me again
49:49We're gonna fix this
49:51I'm sorry
50:13So I talked to Chris this morning
50:15And he heard what you said about him
50:17And I just want to say
50:19Don't ever
50:21Fucking call me again
50:23If I see you, don't speak to me
50:25I don't know what is wrong with you
50:27Or how you could do something like this
50:29But I am not your friend anymore
50:31Stay the fuck out of my life, Lucy
50:43I've been calling
50:45You could have at least responded
50:47To say you were alive
50:49I'm alive
50:53I get that you're upset with me
50:55And I'm sorry that I'm
50:57Disappointing you
50:59Things have just been really
51:01I don't think I can listen to more
51:03About the impossible, unimaginable
51:05Burdens of your life, Diana
51:07Why are you being like this?
51:09Because I just really need you
51:11To stop talking
51:13I don't need one more person
51:15Giving me shit this week
51:21Okay
51:25Okay
51:27I hear you
51:33It's okay
51:41It's okay
52:07It's okay
52:11It's okay
52:25How do you want me?
52:33What is it?
52:35Are you scared of me?
52:39No
52:49Can I ask you something?
52:55The whole time we've been together
52:57You've said you know who I'm capable
52:59Of being
53:01You know me
53:03Yeah
53:05I do
53:07And that's
53:09Why you want me
53:13But what if you don't know me?
53:17What if you've been wrong about me this entire time
53:19And I'm actually
53:21Horrible
53:27What if I'm just as bad as everyone always said I was?
53:30What if I'm even worse than that?
53:34You're not
53:38If you were wrong though
53:42Would you still want to be with me?
53:46But I'm not wrong
53:56I'm sorry
53:58I've gotta go
54:23Hi
54:25What are you doing here? I'm late for class
54:27I'm sorry
54:40Good morning everyone
54:48So
54:50Did you guys have a good weekend?
54:52I can't do this today
54:54Steven
54:56Wait wait wait
54:58I'm sorry
55:00I know I fucked everything up
55:18Do you remember what you said to me
55:20After Thanksgiving
55:22You know all the worst things about me
55:26Yeah
55:30Do you think I am a bad person?
55:34Yes
55:36And you always knew that about me
55:38Yeah
55:40But you still loved me
55:50I think you might be the only person that feels that way about me
55:52Not even my friend
55:54Why are you telling me this right now?
55:56Because this goes both ways
56:00I know
56:02All of the worst things about you
56:04The shit that nobody else knows
56:06Right?
56:10And I still
56:14Love you
56:17That's why
56:19We don't work
56:21With anyone else
56:23Aren't you tired?
56:25Of feeling sorry
56:47If you can hold on
56:52If you can hold on
56:56Hold on
57:16Hold on
57:18Hold on
57:20Hold on
57:22Hold on
57:24Hold on
57:26Hold on
57:28Hold on
57:30Hold on
57:32Hold on
57:34Hold on
57:36Hold on
57:38Hold on
57:40Hold on
57:42Hold on
57:44Hold on