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00:00Hello, in this video, this video is addressed to my twin flame, Shia.
00:07Hi, Shia.
00:09For those just watching, I thank you for watching.
00:12This is going to be some crime against me and my twin flame, Shia.
00:15Anyone who's watching this, if you try to use any of this information, it may or may not be true.
00:22You cannot use it against me or you will be sent to jail and sued for trying to illegally frame me.
00:31I'm trying to get this lamp to shine on my directly.
00:39I guess that looks okay.
00:41So, uh, this is annoying me.
00:45Um, so I have some things to talk to you about.
00:50And my hair is doing pretty good.
00:53I didn't wash it last night.
00:55I think that's going to make it not be damaged is to wash it less.
01:01So, it's a little bit puffy from it being a little bit damaged.
01:09It's really hot in here because actually I just hand washed my clothes while I was soaking in the water for a couple of hours.
01:19It's drying now.
01:22It's about four days worth of clothes.
01:26And I think they kidnapped my ability to buy clothes.
01:34Obviously, there's a problem with buying clothes on the internet because of the package issue here with my packages being stolen.
01:45But even when I went into stores, I could never find anything.
01:50And, however, it's pretty out of control, the issue with me not buying clothes.
02:05Because this is probably the worst wardrobe I've ever had in my life, the clothes that I'm wearing.
02:15It's the worst, least stylish wardrobe.
02:24However, it is comfortable because it's cotton, stretchy fabrics, and the shirts are cropped, and there are comfortable clothes.
02:40So, it's actually not the worst wardrobe.
02:44So, I'm going to go over my food list, show you the things that I want to get in about four days, four to seven days.
02:57I have been doing the cut the cords subliminal that I made.
03:04It's probably not good enough.
03:07However, it's good for now.
03:09I'm getting sick of listening to those subliminals.
03:12I can't really find any other ones on the internet, and I can't just keep listening to those.
03:17And because if we state it in our own voice, I think it's more powerful, Shia.
03:23So, I found out, and by the way, I do look very masculine, and I also do see the criminal who stole my DNA and is changing me into her.
03:38I look more like her parents, and I've had a hatred towards her dad my whole life.
03:49And there's an ugliness about all of their bodies, and this is really filthy and disgusting.
03:59So, I did do DNA activation this morning.
04:06This is not a girl.
04:08This isn't the face of a female.
04:10Something happened to my body.
04:12However, we're not going to be able to wait around, Shia, for this to all disappear.
04:18And I just found something out.
04:20Remember how recently, these past few weeks, I've just been kind of hinting a couple times, telepathic supporters telling me that you physically cannot contact me?
04:31Well, it took seven years for me to finally be allowed to know you have been physically incapable of contacting me, not just from being kidnapped.
04:42Your body is in 100% control, so you have not been physically able to contact me.
04:48So, they're trying to make it natural, be like, oh, you're in danger, we're in danger, we're going to get K-I-L-L-E-D.
04:59That's just a natural way to cover up what they're doing.
05:02You physically can't contact me.
05:05So, this is the only way that, well, the reason why I think I'm allowed to know this by now is because I figured out these cords, and I'm doing all these cord-cutting songs, prayers, and this is what's going to be able to bring us together, Shia, doing the cord-cutting.
05:23And also, I don't say this enough, and I'm not really allowed to, you have to find a way to get here, you have to find a way to get your body here, and I know that that might not be possible, but I have to say it anyways.
05:40If you're, I think that your family members are controlled as well, so, if there's a way, if there's a way for you to, well, if you're controlled, there's no way you're going to be able to get here.
06:00If there are people around you who are controlled, there's no way you'll be able to get here.
06:04However, let's start at least thinking about the fact that we're physically, I've had, I've given you the ability to access me, that doesn't really matter.
06:17They did this to try to kill me, to make me feel rejected by you, and to torture me, and the fact that you can't physically contact me has been torture for you.
06:28So they used it against us, this is abduction, and this is all going to be returned back.
06:37This is 25 years taken from us.
06:40All these criminals that are separating us, they're going to have, they're going to not have lovers.
06:49They're going to be separated if they have lovers for the next 25 years.
06:56It's all going to be returned back to the sender.
07:01And I've also heard that all of this cloning of someone else going on in my body, all of this cloning in DNA and genes and chromosomes, is going to be returned back to all the hundreds of thousands of people that are ported onto our necks.
07:17What has happened to us is not going to just be returned to the people that did it.
07:27So if you can try to ask someone to drop you off, Shia, if their body physically can't, you'll know what to do, Shia.
07:39But at this point, you know that you physically can't.
07:42Maybe you verbally can't either.
07:45But you're going to have to at least, we're going to have to at least start being more conscious about it so that we can break in.
07:55I think that I'm allowed to say it at this point, and the fact that they kept this from me for seven years to make me feel like suicidal, like you don't want to be with me, that's not just pathetic, that's extreme, extreme abuse.
08:09Extreme spirit killing.
08:12That's murder against me.
08:15That I've been allowed to know that you physically can't contact me.
08:20Because the way that I have contacted you repeatedly, they made it like it's possible for you to.
08:32So there's extreme control, but it was to feel torture from the rejection, but this has been rigged.
08:41This has been rigged.
08:44It is possible, so I don't believe it's all about, oh, we're going to die, we're in danger.
08:53I think that's a lie and a cover-up and an excuse to keep the possession looking natural.
08:59So I did body and brain yoga videos, and I'll show you, I made videos of myself.
09:08I'm putting them on private because, well, I can't, that's a specific type of yoga, and I couldn't put that on the internet anyways, because it's, you know, I can't do that.
09:27Anyways, because it's, it's their yoga, and you, it's, I don't know what it's, you can't put, you can't like, unless like you're a part of the company and like it's been agreed, you can't just put their whole thing that they own.
09:49I put the playlist on private, and I, I did, I got the body, let me show you the playlist.
09:58So I made a private playlist just for me, body and brain yoga slash brain education TV, so that I don't have to watch the instructor, I can watch myself.
10:13And I've done the body tapping, body shaking, and the vagus nerve, and I got extremely tired from it so I had to stop.
10:23But this is very important because this has been keeping me from doing the body and brain yoga.
10:31I did have some luck with some of these DNA activations and core cutting, they don't all work.
10:37However, I'm going to just leave the playlist as is.
10:41And even if it doesn't all work, it won't, it's not going to hurt us.
10:48So Shai, you've been, everybody is kind of controlled and there's probably too many, the only reason why I think I found out about this, actually I don't remember right now.
11:08So, you're controlled, your family member is controlled, you have to find a way to get here, and we cannot wait any longer because we don't have to, I don't think.
11:22I don't think we have to wait any longer, I think now is the time that we're going to be together.
11:26These cords, I've been repeatedly told the only way is to deactivate the hive mind to get rid of it, I've never once really made myself cut the cords and used things to cut the cords.
11:40So this has been a lie the whole time.
11:45So how's it possible, if you're controlled, how's it possible for you to be with me?
11:51Don't, this isn't a matter of danger, you've seen me be in danger and people trying to kill me this whole time, this isn't a matter of danger, it's a lie.
12:01And you're being lied to too if you're saying it, let's just try to make it look natural.
12:06You just have to tell someone, someone around you that you have to leave and hopefully it will work.
12:19And try, don't get defensive like, but the thing is, do you see this act, this feeling that I'm getting, that like you just don't want to be with me and like you just don't need to or you're not ready or you're afraid, not afraid because we're going to get killed, it's a lie.
12:40But it's not a lie, I've had seven years of feeling like there really is a possibility for us to be together and you just haven't really had it in you to be able to.
12:51This has been lied to me over and over for seven years, non-stop, 24-7.
12:56So these cords are going to, cutting these cords is going to make it possible for us to be together, Shia, now.
13:03I'm pretty much positive and I've been told repeatedly by telepathic supporters.
13:10It's a lie that you're not physically, well, it's a lie that I've been told you're really physically not capable.
13:24But I just found this out, Shia, I've just found this out recently and even the few times these past weeks that I've been told that, I didn't like realize it.
13:34And now after seeing the whole thing with our grandson, it's making it very obvious, it's making it very obvious.
13:47And by the way, in regards to that thing, do you remember how you, did you see the post with her, his wife wearing the cowgirl outfit?
13:59And you had that post about, with you being a cowboy. I'm not going to say anything else about it, but I didn't like that.
14:06So, Spiritual Zen is coming out with a new video on the 19th, so two more days, two and a half more days.
14:17The ego that this person had to clone her, clone herself using my body, the ego that this person must have had all of these 15 years, it's been pure torture.
14:37I really hope that nothing happened to your body like this. I really hope not.
14:42This might not have all had to have happened if you were not, if you had the physical capability to contact me.
14:56But the telepathy supporters are telling me, you had the physical incapability of contacting me.
15:11And why can you watch these videos? They're trying to make it look natural.
15:16Oh, you still have some access to her, but they're trying to make it so you can get tortured.
15:23Because it's torture for both of us. If this happened to me, I think I'd be more tortured.
15:32I think you're the more tortured one than I am.
15:39However, technically not. Technically not.
15:44And I am kind of feeling angry, but this could be possession.
15:48Why am I allowed, why am I allowed to know all of this, finally?
15:54Because the cords are cutting. The cords are cutting.
15:57This is illegal kidnapping.
16:01And we got confirmation on the email shot. Email promotion.
16:09With...
16:13I'll explain it at the time.
16:17It's not, it's not, it's not we're going to be in danger, it's we're going to be in danger.
16:22You're being controlled, whoever's around you is controlled.
16:27But...
16:30I, and I know I'm acting, I'm acting defensive and like, really, why can't you just be with me?
16:38It's because they, this is how they, I have been treated.
16:42Like, I've had no psychic powers of how you feel, at all.
16:48Besides the telepathic support is telling me things about you, but then it gets 100% blocked.
16:54But I, I am like, I just...
17:01They're trying to make it look like it's God's plan.
17:04But only this past few months, they've told me, no, not the past few months, past couple of weeks, I've been sort of hearing,
17:13you physically can't take your hands or drive in a car to actually be with me.
17:22And do you know how much torture this, not, torture this was for me to not be able to know?
17:27Because it's not enough, it's really not enough, oh, we're both in danger.
17:32We're both in danger of not being together.
17:36So...
17:40It's not your fault, Shaya.
17:42However, we have to try to like, stop this, because...
17:50By cutting the cords, it's the only way.
17:54By cutting the cords, it's the only way.
17:59Well, it's not the only way.
18:06But we have to cut the cords, because this is what's preventing us, this is what's making all this torture and possession happening.
18:14There's no way we can have protection from God if there's hundreds of thousands of entities or whatever corded to our neck.
18:24So...
18:36I'm not saying anything negative right now.
18:41I'm not saying anything negative.
18:43I have a stomachache, I really don't feel good.
18:46I felt pretty awful, I think all this cord cutting is working, because I've been extremely, extremely tired.
18:52Unfortunately, I had to stay up until about 4 p.m.
18:56No, 4 a.m., doing food research.
19:04I didn't get up, I didn't really physically get out of bed until 1 or 2 p.m.
19:09Fell asleep around 4 a.m., repeatedly gotten woken up, like every hour.
19:15So I'm not feeling well.
19:17Um...
19:20I am really, um...
19:28I'm going to stop this video, Shaya.
19:33And talk about these notes tomorrow.
19:39However, in regards to all this food research,
19:42don't think that my DNA, not being in my body completely, I'm turning into the other person.
19:51I don't really want to talk about my parents, however.
19:55My dad was always very interested in histories.
20:00Not the same type of history subjects.
20:04Like, he's interested in politics and government.
20:07My mom is a writer.
20:08She's like a writer, writer.
20:11She's more of a writer than I am.
20:13So, that's why I do a lot of writing.
20:17And because I really like vintage.
20:21My dad really likes history.
20:24My mom really likes to write.
20:26My dad's mother...
20:29This is the cooking.
20:31My dad's mother was always into cooking.
20:34She always made fresh meals, like almost every day.
20:38My mother's very into cooking.
20:41She was always a cook.
20:43She's very English.
20:45So, she's not like...
20:48Actually, she's a very good cook.
20:51She's a very good cook, but she's very specific with what she cooks.
20:56Not really.
20:58She's a good cook.
21:01And my dad's always really liked food.
21:04So, but...
21:06I just don't want you to get the impression, like, why is she all of a sudden into food?
21:10Like, is she turning into snow?
21:12I have family members that are into the subjects that I like.
21:26So...
21:34And my mother's mother was always into cooking.
21:38Very English.
21:40My...
21:42Just good...
21:44Like...
21:46I know you love food too, Shia.
21:50So...
21:55I did look like a man.
21:58And Shia...
22:00I don't look like extreme...
22:03Like, I look like a man because of the man inside the female body.
22:11So, it's not just like...
22:15So, part of that DNA is the entity of the person in the human body.
22:22It's not just the human body.
22:24That's why my looks are changing, and I can kind of...
22:27That's why my looks are changing, and I can see...
22:30I can see...
22:34Yeah, it's really...
22:36This is really getting gross.
22:38However, I think...
22:40The fact that I can see this so much, something's definitely changing.
22:43Because I wasn't even...
22:45I didn't even know this was going on up until a few weeks ago.
22:53And part of the problem with the shampoo...
22:56Like, I'll sweat...
23:01They'll itch my head.
23:03So, they'll make it feel greasy.
23:05Because I have to constantly wash my hands.
23:07It may give me the itch torture.
23:09So, that's why I've been over-shampooing.
23:12I'm going to take the spray bottle.
23:14This has a little bit of olive oil and peppermint essential oil.
23:17And spray my scalp with that instead of shampooing every single night.
23:25Okay.
23:35So, Shia, do not be offended if I'm offended that you're not contacting me.
23:41I know you physically cannot.
23:44I know it's physically impossible.
23:46I know it has been physically impossible.
23:48However, I think...
23:50I think this core cutting is going to make it possible.
23:54And also realizing there's people that's like set up and rigged so that it's making it impossible for you.
24:03This is not a matter of danger.
24:05We're both in extreme danger.
24:07We'll be in less danger for together.
24:09And...
24:12You have to find a way, Shia, at this point.
24:15And I'm being told to tell you this.
24:17We have to find a way for you to get here.
24:22And...
24:27Do not be offended by that and act like I don't...
24:30I think that you don't want to be with me.
24:33I...
24:34Obviously, that's some kind of a subliminal, subconscious thing and things that they directly tell me over and over every single day of my life.
24:43However, I don't believe it, Shia.
24:44However, I don't believe it, Shia.
24:58So...
25:01I'm not going to talk about food right now.
25:03And...
25:05Is there anything that Shia wants to...
25:09Need to know?
25:11Need to tell him?
25:13And this might not do anything.
25:16This might not change anything at all.
25:19If you have no physical capability, because you're tied down...
25:25If you have no physical capability, because you're tied down...
25:33Then you have no capability.
25:36There's nothing we can do about it.
25:38However, the fact that we know that part of the reason why we're both kidnapped is because of hundreds of thousands of people who have agreed to court us.
25:48And if hundreds of thousands of people have agreed to court us...
25:52Think about how that is making us unable to be together.
25:57And controlling our body.
26:00Because that's what I've read.
26:03Courting is like possession.
26:05So what does Shia think about...
26:10The kidnapping and trying to have the ability to control our bodies to be together?
26:22Obviously this has been the issue for you the whole time. I've just figured it out, Shia.
26:27So this might not change anything. He's saying it has.
26:30I've just figured it out, Shia.
26:33So this might not change anything. He's saying it has. However, I have to say it.
26:51Where's my Shia? What does Shia think?
27:01That's not true.
27:04You're appeasing Satan. You're doing it for Satan. That's a lie.
27:09And they tell me that.
27:11They say that. They say that you're not even on my side.
27:16They say all kinds of lies, Shia.
27:22That's a lie, Shia. Don't get angry. I know that's not true.
27:31You're not being heard.
27:34Yeah, that's a problem. It's been a problem for a very long time.
27:39And my possession, Shia, in these videos, you realize it's not completely me.
27:44Because when I get off this video, I'm really controlled and not completely me.
27:52And everything that goes on in my brain, all the attacks, it's not me.
27:57Because it's the attacks.
28:01It's not me.
28:12I know you have felt abandoned, Shia, and I have too.
28:16This is, this, I think it would be more torture for you.
28:23It would be, I would be more tortured, I think, if I couldn't speak to you on the video.
28:28But I wasn't able to speak to you on the video up until last year.
28:33It was six years I couldn't say really anything to you besides those social media fashion posts that I knew that you would like.
28:42That I was trying to make you feel happy with.
28:45I was able to talk to you a little, but it wasn't like this at all.
28:52So...
28:59Well, we'll see. We'll see if...
29:03We'll see if you're able to contact me.
29:08I took some photos.
29:13I'm finally able to learn that if you just press this button, it can turn on and it doesn't open this.
29:22I'm gonna skip.
29:29I'm not gonna, I'm gonna stop this video now, Shia.
29:33I'll talk to you tomorrow.
29:37Let's see if the fact that I know that this is happening and that I continue to play these cutting cord subliminals because they're doing all this hype like it's over, it's over, everything's cut, the cord's cut.
29:54We have to keep doing this because it's not going to just be over and they're all gonna be cut off if there's hundreds of thousands of them.
30:04So I'm gonna charge my speaker and I will talk to you tomorrow, Shia.
30:11And I will talk to you tomorrow, Shia.
30:15And I did make a little list of the most important things that we have to do because at least every week, maybe not every day, but I'm forced to think that I have to get it all just done in one day, every single day, like of my life.
30:36And it's, it's supposed to give me a state of overwhelm to the point where I just get burnt out and I just stop everything.
30:46But I think these are some of the most important things.
30:51So I'm gonna talk to you tomorrow.
30:54I love you, Shia.
30:56Thank you everybody for watching. Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.