Aired (October 25, 2024): Ibinahagai nina 'It's Showtime' hosts na sina Jackie at Cianne ang mga problemang pasan nila sa likod ng mga ngiting ipinapakita nila sa harap ng camera.
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00:00I'm also one of those who experienced this kind of difficulty in my mental health.
00:12Because, as my mom told me, what you don't know won't hurt you.
00:18So, I tried not to open Twitter until now.
00:24Because for me, everyday I'm doing my best.
00:28Whatever I'm doing, I'm doing it 100% for me.
00:33And whenever I'm doing something, whether it's monikers or just a little bit,
00:38I'm praying, Lord, I hope I can do it right.
00:40I hope I can please people and I hope you're the one they see in me, not me.
00:45So, it's hard, it's hard for someone like me who's just starting, who's trying her best.
00:53And now, I want to show you what else I'm willing to do for all of you.
01:00It's my first time dancing.
01:03I'm not really a dancer, but I'm really good at it.
01:07She's good at it.
01:08Brother Johnson also pushed me, you can do it, there's more.
01:14And I still believe that there's more.
01:18I hope you still believe in me.
01:21This is for all of you.
01:25For me, in the performance,
01:33Oh, guys, she's crying.
01:34Sorry.
01:35Take care of her.
01:36Take care of her.
01:37I'm crying.
01:39Support her.
01:40Not in the performance,
01:42when you have a lover and you're gone, you're hurt,
01:47your mental health is also affected.
01:49When you're brokenhearted,
01:51some people will say,
01:53that's just acting, crying.
01:55Sometimes, I don't want to cry,
01:57I don't want to show that I'm crying,
01:59but that's what's really coming out of my body.
02:02If I'm the only one you're asking,
02:04I don't want to show that I'm crying in front of a lot of people.
02:07Because I don't want to show the real feeling that I'm going through.
02:11Because I'm being judged.
02:13I'm just acting, crying, getting attention.
02:16To be honest, it's not like that.
02:18Because you don't know what I'm going through.
02:21It's so hard.
02:22Every day, when you go in, you show that you're strong.
02:25You're smiling.
02:27You can't tell other people.
02:29You have to feel it for yourself.
02:32You make a lot of people happy,
02:34because they're waiting for you.
02:36They're waiting for your laughter.
02:38Your tantrums,
02:41that's what's so hard about it.
02:44It's part of my mental health.
02:47But in our performance,
02:49Kuya Jong gave me a green scarf.
02:52And in real life,
02:54the showtime family is the green scarf in my life,
02:57aside from my family.
02:59Back then,
03:01I was so down.
03:02Maybe they weren't aware.
03:04They just talked to me a little.
03:06They asked me how I was doing.
03:07They advised me.
03:08It was such a big help to me.
03:10Thank you to all of you.
03:12To all the staff,
03:13thank you so much.
03:14I don't know
03:16the effect of what you've been doing
03:18in the past few days.
03:20How you've been treating me,
03:21how you've been talking to me.
03:22If you only know the noise
03:24in my brain
03:25while you're talking to me
03:26or when I'm alone.
03:28But when we're laughing,
03:30when we're teasing each other,
03:31it's like
03:33everything disappears.
03:34That's where your focus is.
03:36So thank you so much.