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"I know how desperately people with eating disorders deserve and need this."

Growing up, she struggled with an eating disorder. Today, she runs a meal service for those in recovery. Filmmaker Dalllin Mello meets Amy Moreyra for Brut.
Transcript
00:00I used to worry a lot that I would never fully recover and I would just be managing and maintaining
00:08the eating disorder.
00:10And I think for the first time ever, I kind of feel like I can actually do this.
00:22I know how desperately people with eating disorders deserve and need this.
00:28And so I'm putting my all into it because I care about them and this is my community.
00:42So my relationship with food has, I actually can't remember a time when it was normal.
00:51Even though my eating disorder technically started when I was 14.
00:57It was a little hard when it first happened in high school.
01:02People started to notice.
01:04Like I heard a few people saying like, oh, what is she doing when she's going to the
01:08bathroom?
01:09And so it was a little embarrassing.
01:11And I think at the time eating disorders weren't really understood or taken as seriously.
01:17Like I told a teacher about it and she pulled up my skirt and was like, you're not fat,
01:24you're fine.
01:25So it was very isolating, not feeling like people understood or really cared.
01:34The journey definitely has ups and downs.
01:37Some days I feel really good about it and I'm like, okay, three meals a day, my two
01:42snacks, but you can slip back into old habits.
01:46And so there has to be a conscious effort every single day when you wake up.
01:52When you're in recovery, you usually work with a dietitian and they usually use meal
01:59planning as a way to kind of give you structure and heal your relationship with food.
02:05The first dietitian that I worked with, they wanted to drop out and not following my meal
02:11plan was super easy.
02:13One day I had this idea, I was like, why isn't there like a HelloFresh or Blue Apon for people
02:20with eating disorders?
02:21My company is called Nutrist and it's a food is medicine meal kit for people recovering
02:27from eating disorders.
02:28When I first started this, I texted my friend and I was like, I think I found my life's
02:32purpose and I don't know, I feel, I'm getting emotional, but, um.
02:46You can only use their service if you work with a dietitian.
02:49They'll sign up, they'll pick your meal plan, and then you purchase the meals.
02:53Nutrition labels, calorie info, all of that can be super triggering.
02:56So we basically just make it so you don't even have to think about it.
03:01You literally just pop it into your microwave.
03:13Individuals with eating disorders typically have a medical complication.
03:18So seeing a registered dietitian is someone that can go through their diet history, can
03:24go through their weight history to help medically manage the patient by doing something called
03:29medical nutrition therapy.
03:31So I could choose what the calorie content was of the meal and Amy would just provide
03:38that for the client.
03:42Whenever I get a new customer, I usually write them a little note, just kind of thanking
03:48them for trying Nutrist, and then kind of telling them a little bit about my story and
03:54why I created it.
03:55I feel like it just kind of creates like a little personal touch.
04:01I'll usually add something about how I'm so proud and so happy that they've started their
04:06recovery journey.
04:08So I always like to add as many personal touches as I can with customers.
04:18I'm forced to go do things like grocery shop and it's even like the ingredients I buy.
04:28There's such a thing called like safe foods.
04:30And for me, my safe foods were dried mangoes and protein bars.
04:35And I would just beeline straight for those things and not get anything else.
04:39And because of this, I have to get real ingredients.
04:42I have to get chicken and turkey and ground beef.
04:52So we're going to make one of the deliveries.
04:56I always just take the train.
04:59Amy has the lived experience of having had an eating disorder.
05:04And so they want to support somebody, you know, rather than some big corporate company.
05:09They want to support the individual that is truly making a difference.
05:14There's almost an actual support through the food.
05:17You know, even though Amy's not there, she cooked it for them.
05:19It's healing for Amy and it's healing for them.
05:28I know how desperately people with eating disorders deserve and need this.
05:43And so I'm putting my all into it because I care about them and this is my community.
05:58For more information, visit www.FEMA.gov

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