マイダイアリー #6 手と本当のきもち 2024年12月1日
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00:00What should I do?
00:19Oh, teacher!
00:20You came to the right place!
00:21This way, this way!
00:22Hurry, hurry!
00:24What's wrong?
00:27What do you think this is?
00:29What do you mean?
00:30I heard you had a big fight in the bus this morning.
00:33With who?
00:35With your boyfriend.
00:37My boyfriend is in the same high school as me.
00:39We were in the same bus.
00:40Hey, you don't have to say that.
00:43I'm sorry.
00:44It's okay.
00:45It's just between us.
00:47When you get off, you wave your hand like this.
00:50What does that mean?
00:52What do you think it means?
00:54Do you always wave your hand?
00:56Yes.
00:57I wave my hand like this.
01:02Then...
01:04I think...
01:06He must have apologized with his thumb and index finger.
01:11What?
01:13I want to wave my hand normally, but I can't do it as usual because we had a fight.
01:19I feel like there's a conflict.
01:24That's him.
01:25Maybe.
01:27I'll call him.
01:32Wait.
01:34He said he was sorry in the morning.
01:36See?
01:37He's crazy.
01:38Why did he get angry?
01:40I think it's because he told me that he had a lot of feelings in his hands.
01:45Who?
01:46Your boyfriend?
01:47I don't know.
01:48What do you think?
01:49I'm curious.
01:58Suddenly, I wanted to read the diary of my life.
02:12What do you think?
02:14It's a one-sided love, isn't it?
02:16Yes.
02:18Put your index finger up.
02:22Up?
02:23Like this?
02:24Yes, like that.
02:27I see.
02:31Hey.
02:32Yes?
02:33Are you okay?
02:35What?
02:36Nothing.
02:44Tomorrow...
02:46I'll meet someone I like for the first time in a long time.
02:51I have a lot of things to do.
02:54I have a lot of papers to write.
02:57I haven't met him yet.
03:00I see.
03:02It's strange, isn't it?
03:04I was fine.
03:06I was fine even though I didn't see him for a while.
03:14You didn't talk to him during that time?
03:17I sent him messages and called him every day.
03:22But it was really stupid.
03:26For example?
03:29I told him that the sweets at the convenience store were delicious.
03:34I told him that I found an interesting spider.
03:39I didn't know how I would feel when I met him tomorrow.
03:46I was a little scared.
03:51What did you tell him that you liked him?
03:58Don't be swallowed up by what you can't say.
04:03What I can't say?
04:06That's all I can give you.
04:10Hey.
04:11Do you know what a nightclub is?
04:13A nightclub?
04:16That's amazing.
04:18I used to go to a nightclub with my sister when I was a kid.
04:20Your sister?
04:21Yes.
04:31She is my sister.
04:35She is my sister.
04:37You just said that.
04:39She is my sister.
04:41She is my sister.
04:46Hey.
04:47What's up?
04:49Can you stay here tonight?
04:52No?
04:55I know you're not a brave person to say no here.
05:01I'll clean up the room in three minutes.
05:07Hello.
05:09Hello.
05:10Are you a neighbor?
05:11Yes, I am.
05:13Nice to meet you, neighbor.
05:25Tom.
05:27Yes?
05:30What would you do if you were swallowed up by what you can't say?
05:36That's easy.
05:41No, I'm fine.
05:46I'm really fine.
05:58Excuse me.
06:03You look familiar.
06:07Excuse me.
06:08Excuse me.
06:10Excuse me.
06:15Do you have something to do in Tokyo?
06:18I'm going to my friend's wedding tomorrow.
06:23Are you mad at me?
06:25What?
06:27It's annoying.
06:29If my sister comes to me suddenly.
06:31Even if she says that after she comes to you?
06:34If I ask her if I can go with you, she will avoid me.
06:37What do you mean?
06:39She will say that she is busy or that she will come to her friend's wedding.
06:43Students are busy.
06:46I see.
06:48But I'm relieved.
06:50In a normal room.
06:52What do you mean?
06:54I thought you were hiding a corpse.
06:57What?
07:01In a horror movie, it's usually like this.
07:05Stop it.
07:06What?
07:08Stop it.
07:09Even if it's a joke.
07:14It's scary.
07:21How is your father?
07:24If you care about him, call him.
07:27He hasn't come home yet this year.
07:29Because he had a lot of exams.
07:33I know.
07:37This is what my father is into these days.
07:41Green juice?
07:43It means that he is healthy enough to take care of his health.
07:47Father.
07:51I thought my job would be over forever.
07:55I know.
07:57I'm sorry to make you worry.
07:59But I got a job at a stationery company.
08:03I'm tired.
08:04I got a job at a stationery company.
08:06I'm tired.
08:07Congratulations.
08:10Let's eat.
08:11Let's eat.
08:18I have a suggestion.
08:21Why don't we all go somewhere during the summer vacation?
08:25What?
08:26Do you have a problem with that?
08:28I'm sorry.
08:29I didn't think I'd hear that.
08:31It's the last summer vacation for students.
08:34Sounds good.
08:36Where do you want to go?
08:37Hokkaido or Okinawa?
08:39I want to go to Tohoku.
08:41Kansai.
08:42Kansai.
08:43Tohoku.
08:45I'm in trouble.
08:46What are you going to do?
08:47I have an idea.
08:49What is it?
08:50A presentation battle.
08:51Presentation?
08:53Hokkaido or Okinawa team.
08:55Tohoku team or Kansai team.
08:57Let's see who wins.
09:00I'm on my own team.
09:02Can I ask you to go to Tohoku or Kansai?
09:04I'm going to fight.
09:05I'm going to fight.
09:06It's decided.
09:08I'm sure it's Hokkaido or Okinawa.
09:10But it's expensive.
09:14Long time no see.
09:16Long time no see.
09:18You don't look like this.
09:21What did I look like?
09:23Actually, I'm studying too.
09:27How is your paper going?
09:30It's going well.
09:32I'm getting better.
09:35That's good.
09:37I'm glad you're doing well too.
09:39I'm glad you passed the exam.
09:47I'm sorry.
09:51When I started math,
09:53I had a lot in my head.
09:59But...
10:01I was helped by Onomura-san.
10:04On the way home from the convenience store,
10:08I thought,
10:09this is what Onomura-san said was delicious.
10:14Looking at the sky,
10:16I thought,
10:17what does that cloud look like to Onomura-san?
10:21What does that cloud look like to Onomura-san?
10:30Really,
10:32thank you.
10:34Me too.
10:38I was helped too.
10:52If you don't mind,
10:55would you like to go to the bookstore with me tomorrow?
10:58The Kansai team strategy meeting.
11:01Who will be the president?
11:02I'll give it to you.
11:03I'll be the representative.
11:06That sounds better.
11:12I'm home.
11:18Welcome home.
11:21What's wrong?
11:28Yuki...
11:32What's that?
11:39A corpse?
11:42No, right?
11:46I was just kidding.
11:52No,
11:55there's still a possibility that I'm mistaken.
12:03Right?
12:08Yes.
12:11Really?
12:22The apron.
12:25I couldn't find the apron.
12:29Shuu-chan,
12:30I don't care about the apron.
12:37Hey, that's...
12:44Mom?
12:48At that time?
12:52When we all
12:54swam in the sea together.
13:00I lied.
13:06I lied that I swam
13:12and brought it home.
13:22Wait.
13:36Good evening.
13:37Good evening.
13:52I'm home.
14:03Maybe
14:05I did it.
14:11I did it.
14:15Yes.
14:21Yes.
14:37You're the worst.
14:39What do you mean?
14:40You're the worst.
14:43Because
14:49I was relieved.
14:52What?
14:56I thought
14:59I didn't have to lie anymore.
15:06If I wanted to hide it,
15:07there were so many ways.
15:12Somewhere in my heart,
15:16I wanted this to happen.
15:22I wanted to
15:27get over it as soon as possible.
15:30Why did you want to get over it?
15:41You can breathe.
15:44If you tell someone what you want to say,
15:48no matter what happens,
15:52as long as you can breathe, you can do it.
15:58After that,
16:01you just have to breathe.
16:17You just have to breathe.
16:48What's wrong, young man?
16:54Do you want to compare jellies?
16:57What?
16:58That.
17:04I heard you caught a cold.
17:07A cold?
17:09But I don't know what flavor you like or don't like.
17:15Did you say you caught a cold?
17:19Yes.
17:21It's annoying to be a warm-hearted person.
17:25Warm-hearted?
17:27I mean a person in love.
17:31I see.
17:44Here.
17:46I'm here.
17:48I'm sure you're struggling to breathe right now.
17:52I think you can do something.
17:55See you.
18:14Okay.
18:31Dad.
18:33Oh.
18:34I'm home.
18:35You're home.
18:37I'm sorry I couldn't go home.
18:39The exam is finally over.
18:41I see.
18:44Did you hear anything from your sister?
18:46What do you mean?
18:48Nothing.
18:49It's okay if you didn't hear anything.
19:06I'm home.
19:14I'm home.
19:44I'm home.
19:50I'm sorry.
19:58Did you come back?
20:00Yeah.
20:01I took the night bus after that.
20:05I see.
20:10What about dinner?
20:12Are you going to eat at home?
20:14Yeah.
20:18Okay.
20:36Umi?
20:37Yeah.
20:39Yes.
20:41Have you ever been to the sea?
20:44No, I haven't.
20:50But I've been to Seychelles and Tarkus.
20:54Where is that?
20:56So I want to go to the sea that's closer to me.
21:05Hey.
21:07Why are you speaking in honorifics today?
21:12Because...
21:14It's the first time we're together.
21:20Are you nervous?
21:25You're so cute!
21:28I'm sorry.
21:29I'm sorry I didn't run away.
21:31I didn't mean anything weird.
21:38I'm going to correct it.
21:40I thought it was good.
21:43How should I put it?
21:46The gap?
21:48Yeah.
21:49I'm home.
22:12I'm home.
22:14Welcome home.
22:19Do you need help?
22:22Do you need chopsticks?
22:25Yeah.
22:26It's cold Chinese food today.
22:28If you want to put mustard, do it yourself.
22:30Okay.
22:40What are you doing here?
22:43I don't have mustard.
22:46Did you come here to throw up?
22:52Mustard.
22:54Are you going to say sorry for not throwing up with me?
22:59Now?
23:02Turn off the light. It's a waste of electricity.
23:05Mustard.
23:06If it's not there, it's not there.
23:13You know...
23:14It's all over the floor.
23:18I thought it was strange.
23:21As soon as my mother died,
23:23she suddenly said she was going to Tokyo University.
23:27When I'm here,
23:29I wonder if it's hard to remember my mother.
23:33I didn't say anything.
23:37It's been four years.
23:40It's been four years.
23:42Four years.
23:45I...
23:48When my father and I
23:52were finally trying to move forward,
23:56Yuki was in Tokyo.
24:02What did you talk about?
24:05Did you talk about what happened at Tokyo University?
24:09Did you talk about how you fell in love?
24:12Did you have fun?
24:14Did you have a place in your heart?
24:16Did you talk to the corpse?
24:17Don't call me a corpse.
24:18You're a corpse.
24:19You're a corpse.
24:20Your mother died because of you.
24:21Stop it.
24:22You keep saying I'm a corpse.
24:31I don't understand anything.
24:35What about you?
24:37What did you say about your mother?
24:40What?
24:43Do you remember what you said
24:46when your mother died?
24:53You said
24:56you fought
24:59as hard as you could.
25:07If we,
25:09who know our mother the best,
25:12were a family,
25:16we wouldn't be able to say that easily.
25:22Your mother
25:24didn't fight.
25:34When your father started watching baseball,
25:37he said he wasn't good at winning,
25:41so he started reading books.
25:43He was the kind of person
25:45who would be relieved if he was a love child
25:47even when he was playing rock-paper-scissors.
25:50Even so,
25:56why do I have to be told
26:00that I fought
26:01when I got sick?
26:05The one who overcame it won,
26:08but my mother lost.
26:12I didn't even want to fight.
26:19And
26:22what does it have to do
26:25with not losing?
26:28Losing
26:30in the sea
26:32is what your mother wanted.
26:37I didn't
26:40lose
26:42because I said goodbye.
26:46I didn't think
26:48I would lose.
26:53But what hurts
26:56is that my father and Yuki are the same.
27:01They're fighting.
27:13What's wrong?
27:15I'll go buy some mustard.
27:18You eat first.
27:21You're going home?
27:22Yeah.
27:24Be careful.
27:26I know.
27:32Um...
27:35Huh?
27:36Why?
27:38Um...
27:41Let's go for a walk.
27:43A walk?
27:45A walk?
27:49But this is Hamamatsu.
27:54It's a sacred place.
27:57That's what I want to do.
28:09Can't we just go?
28:12No.
28:21I guess we can't.
28:28Maybe I'm not good enough.
28:33I want to
28:35pat your back.
28:38If
28:39you really want to lose,
28:44you can call me.
28:48Call you what?
28:50Your hand.
28:52Pat my back.
28:55There are three more people.
28:58You want me to call you here?
29:01I can't do that.
29:04I'll laugh.
29:05What's that?
29:06Nothing.
29:09It's important.
29:12We've been saved a lot.
29:19By you.
29:24Let me think.
29:36Do you have a place to stay?
29:38I'll send you.
29:40A place to stay?
29:42What?
29:43What?
29:44What?
29:46Um...
29:49If you wake up
29:51after this...
29:54I'll comfort you.
29:56Don't worry.
29:57What?
29:59Comfort me?
30:06Comfort me.
30:07Comfort me.
30:08I'm sorry.
30:09I'm sorry.
30:34So,
30:35we're going to Sendai?
30:39Yeah.
30:42But...
30:44But?
30:46Can I worry about four more potatoes?
30:50You keep saying that.
30:51This is the second plate.
30:59It's from Yuki.
31:09I'm sorry.
31:15I have something
31:18I want everyone to hear.
31:22It's not too heavy or too light.
31:26It's about my mother.
31:32My mother died
31:34when I was in the third grade.
31:39My mother was born and raised near the sea.
31:43She loved the sea.
31:45She often said that she wanted to go back to the sea if she died.
31:49So,
31:51my sister, my father, and I
31:53decided to pray for my mother
31:55in the sea.
31:59But
32:01I didn't pray.
32:04I left it in my hand.
32:07I was glad to have my mother with me,
32:12but I wanted to lose her somewhere.
32:16When everyone came to my house,
32:19I always hid her.
32:23But
32:25it's been four years,
32:27but I want to move forward.
32:30Tomorrow evening,
32:32I'm going to pray.
32:35So,
32:37at that time,
32:39look at the sunset
32:41and move forward.
32:45Can you push my back
32:49with your hands in your heart?
33:01Good morning.
33:03Good morning.
33:04Good morning.
33:05How long are you going to stay here?
33:08It's just a question.
33:10The amount of food will change.
33:13I'll go back to Tokyo tomorrow.
33:19Sister,
33:25I made up my mind.
33:26What is it?
33:32I made up my mind.
33:34Really?
33:41You have a visitor.
33:43A visitor?
33:45A friend from college.
33:47I see.
33:48I'm going now.
33:50I remembered my mother.
33:52What?
33:53I suddenly feel like I have a lot of friends.
33:57What? A lot?
34:04What?
34:05What's going on?
34:08I'm here to push your back.
34:12I'm here to lend you a hand.
34:14You're a little wild, aren't you?
34:18That's why I'm in Hamamatsu.
34:23Hamamatsu
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36:00It's beautiful.
36:04When I see something really beautiful,
36:07I don't even think about taking a picture.
36:13By the way, what are you going to do?
36:17I don't care.
36:19I don't think there's anything more beautiful than this sunset.
36:23Hamamatsu
36:26Did you really come by high-speed bus?
36:30Did you come by bullet train?
36:32I wanted to ask you if you didn't force yourself to refuse an important promise.
36:39I thought I didn't have to worry about it now.
36:45The four of you were by my side.
36:48Because that fact was so big.
36:53Hamamatsu
36:59In the end, I couldn't say anything.
37:04When I was praying,
37:08I was going to say something to my mother.
37:13I'm always like this.
37:18Always?
37:19Yes.
37:22When my mother passed away,
37:28I couldn't do anything.
37:37All I could do was hold her hand.
37:43I couldn't say anything.
37:46I think...
37:50hands are the same as words.
37:58If you wave your hand, it means see you again.
38:06If you hold someone's hand,
38:10it means you're here.
38:12I think it conveys the feeling of being okay.
38:20Even if I can't put it into words.
38:37Me too.
38:41Can I tell you how I feel now?
39:12I love you.
39:39I'm leaving.
39:41I'm sorry.
39:46I'm sorry.
40:11I'm sorry.
40:16By the way,
40:18why did you say you had a cold?
40:22I wonder why.
40:33I wonder why.
40:41I wonder why.
41:06It was blooming in front of my house.
41:09It's lonely when it's empty.
41:26Can I come in?
41:32What's up?
41:35Can I go over there?
41:36What?
41:37Are you homesick?
41:38No, I'm not.
41:42Do whatever you want.
42:02What?
42:03I apologize.
42:05What are you talking about?
42:07I'm apologizing.
42:08I'm sorry.
42:10I'm being serious.
42:20What?
42:22I'm the one who's sorry.
42:25I thought it was Nessie.
42:28Nessie?
42:29Fish?
42:30Dinosaur?
42:31Bee?
42:32I don't know.
42:34I just wanted to tell myself
42:36that I fought my mom.
42:41Then I thought
42:43I might feel less sad.
42:47Do you understand?
42:51Oh,
42:52I remember.
42:54What?
42:55The neighbor.
42:57That person
42:58was the one who came to my mom's funeral.
43:01What?
43:02To be exact,
43:03the one who was going to come to the funeral.
43:06What do you mean?
43:08I thought he was a third wheel,
43:09so I tried to talk to him,
43:11but he went away.
43:12That's not possible.
43:15I've never heard of that.
43:33What?
43:41What is it?
43:43Nothing.
43:45Good morning.
43:47Good morning.
43:52Tom.
43:53I was avoided.
43:55I met your mom.
43:58She asked me two things.
44:00The diary of my life.
44:02I want a promise that we'll meet again.