Aired (December 14, 2024): Heart Evangelista revealed that she had walked out on Chiz Escudero before!
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00:00As I always believed, you know, that people should really fight for one another, but I
00:09don't know what got into me, parang a dark shadow was casted upon me.
00:16Ang tawa ko doon nasape.
00:18Nasape.
00:19Sape.
00:20And I really, I lost my way.
00:22I was driven by anger, I was rebellious.
00:24It was the first time na parang siguro na-upset ako that something I believed in, like marriage,
00:30can, you know, can turn differently, and I was very upset about that.
00:35So yung mga kakakaka nila during the GMA gala, the very first, naka-ashy black dress ako,
00:41yung feeling nila, ang nangyayari, na hindi na talaga, totoo yun, hindi na kami nag-uusap
00:48noon.
00:49He was trying, in fact, at the time, he even brought me flowers, kanyan, pero hindi ko
00:53siya kinaka-usap.
00:54Siya yung nagpapunta sa akin, hindi niya ako ka-usapin, bawabantay na ako doon.
00:57I didn't, I wasn't the one that made you papunta.
00:59Hindi, pero sino kasama mo?
01:01I would be alone, then I was fine, then it would be a confirmation.
01:04If nagkahanap na nga ako ng confirmation, Kevin ha, di ba?
01:09Baka, baka nasa piyanan din ako na.
01:12It was, I think, on and off a year.
01:15Walang one year.
01:17Wala bang one year?
01:18Wala.
01:19It felt like one year.
01:20Felt like three.
01:22Hindi niya, alis siya.
01:23Tapos nung sinabi kong, wag, di naman siya umalis.
01:25Tapos nung sinabi kong, oo, ba't ko daw siya pinapalis.
01:28That's not true.
01:30You're such a liar.
01:32Yun yung pagkakaalala ko.
01:33Not true.
01:34Hindi.
01:35Yun yung pagkakaalala ko.
01:36Dito yun.
01:37Pinilayas niya ako ng 3 a.m.
01:38Talaga.
01:39Tapos yung kapatid ko, hindi sumasagot ng telepono.
01:41Walang pipick-up sa akin.
01:42So, saan ako pupunta?
01:43Kaya nga hindi natuloy, kasi walang susundo.
01:46Kasi ako bukas na lang.
01:47Tapos yung mga lintik na driver dito, walang kumakampay.
01:50Biklang natutulog lahat.
01:52Walang guard, walang tao.
01:54So, ang ending ko, bumalik ulit ako doon sa kamilang kwarto.
01:57Doon ako natulog.
01:58Pero hindi na ako lumalabas ng vibe.
02:00At that time, I wouldn't really care.
02:02At that time.
02:03Iba ako nun, talaga.
02:04No one can break my decision.
02:06I was out.
02:08Siyempre, hindi maganda nun.
02:09Empirno yun.
02:10Kung pwede nga, ako na lang yung nagwawalap.
02:13Pwede din.
02:15Pilipapaya ako ng papel.
02:16Kasi nga tingin ko, lilipas.
02:18Baka mamaya,
02:20ma-finalize na ano.
02:21Hindi, bigla yung benta mo.
02:22Naknanti na pa, may kumakatok dito,
02:24kung saan nangyari.
02:25Paano naman yun, diba?
02:27Pinifirma niya ako ng papeles.
02:29I don't care, get me out.
02:31Para dun nga yun.
02:32Kasi baka mamaya, bigla...
02:33At least alam nila, hindi ako mukhang pera.
02:35Let me out.
02:36Take me out.
02:38I just want my freedom.
02:40Ganyan.
02:41I didn't think I would go back.
02:43I didn't think I...
02:44Kala ko it was done.
02:45That's why I took out my last name.
02:48That was really hard for me.
02:50Simple.
02:51Sinabi ko lang sa kanina that she's not herself.
02:54That she'll be back.
02:55And that they should simply believe.
02:58So, often nag-uusap kami,
03:01Do you believe?
03:03Tapos sasagot ng mahinay mo na,
03:04Yes, daddy.
03:05No, dapat!
03:08So lalakas naman yung boses nila,
03:09parang sa TV.
03:12We would go through those exercises before.
03:15And...
03:17They know the definition of faith.
03:21That it's believing that what you hope for will happen
03:24even if you don't see anything.
03:26Actually, na-touch ako sa...
03:28kay Kino, specifically.
03:29Kasi noong mga times na yun,
03:30hindi ako nagpapakita sana.
03:32Kasi parang nag-alit din ako sa kanila.
03:34Even if they had nothing to do with it,
03:36I was really in a bad place.
03:38I think I was angry at everyone.
03:40And then I remember Kino went up to me
03:42and I wanted to talagang,
03:43Oh my God, the end of me.
03:45Kung sabi niya,
03:47Pita Heart,
03:48but how are you gonna survive in Paris?
03:52You're gonna have to walk alone at night?
03:56Who's gonna take care of you?
03:57You're gonna be alone?
03:58Parang ganoon siya.
04:00And then parang,
04:01him talking to me like that,
04:03na parang,
04:04alam niya kasi how I'm so...
04:07parang sheltered.
04:08I was very torn na parang,
04:11mahal niya rin pala ako.
04:13Kasi for the longest time,
04:15I reached a point na feeling ko
04:17parang hindi nila akong gusto dito sa bahay.
04:20Parang hindi nila ako mahal
04:22or something like that.
04:23Parang,
04:24I wasn't,
04:26I don't know what happened
04:27and how it got to that point,
04:28napakaramdam ko.
04:29I wasn't appreciated in the home.
04:32May nalearn ka ba
04:33or wala ka namang ginawang mali?
04:35Party yun.
04:37Joke.
04:40God's will kasi sa akin lahat yun eh.
04:43Meaning,
04:44kung may nangyari man,
04:45kung may red flag man,
04:46kung may hindi ka man napansin,
04:48yun naman talaga dapat yung mangyari eh.
04:50Magaling ka dun talaga.
04:51Wala kang kailangan na ipagsise
04:54o um,
04:55hilingin na huwag nangyari.
04:57Actually,
04:58I could easily say,
04:59if only he listened,
05:01if only he listened to me
05:03or heard my cries,
05:05I could easily say that.
05:06But it's true.
05:07Parang no matter like sometimes
05:09when I think about,
05:10sana hindi ko to nagawa,
05:12sana hindi ako nagrebelde,
05:13sana hindi ako sumama
05:15sa mga ganitong tao
05:16o sana hindi ko involve yung sarili ko
05:18sa ganitong sitwasyon.
05:19Because it was really all meant to happen
05:21because it was meant to bring you back together.
05:25So parang,
05:26yun yung sabi ko sa'yo.
05:27Parang kaya pa pala magiging
05:29Sabi ko sa'yo.
05:30Parang kaya pa pala
05:31mag-improve the perfection.
05:32Hindi, hindi yun ako tinatalakan.
05:35Diba?
05:36Sa utak ko nalang sinasabi.
05:37Tsaka ako,
05:38makamahal na mahal niyo yung mga aso ngayon.
05:42So I guess everything really is for the best.
05:46I became a Christian along the way.
05:48Um,
05:49read.
05:50I was spending my time doing steps and reading,
05:52actually.
05:53Hindi ako masyadong tatrabaho dun.
05:55I just did what I needed to do
05:56but nothing extra.
05:57Which is more than what others were doing at that time.
06:00Kaya,
06:02nung naga,
06:03medyo,
06:04dumerecho na yung buhay,
06:06umayos na rin yung trabaho.
06:08Kaya kanakadsawan ako nun sa Senado eh,
06:10remember?
06:11Nag-post kaya tanong na pa-uwi ka na eh.
06:13Yeah,
06:14I wore my wedding ring again.
06:16And then I came home.
06:17Alam mo yun,
06:18hindi ko maintindihan sa mga artiste
06:19kapag may mga ganyan.
06:20Yung baka,
06:21ang galit,
06:22yung bililalat.
06:23Kasi sa mundo namin,
06:24walang gano'n eh.
06:25Walang mga gano'ng mga symbolism.
06:27Walang mga...
06:29Dramatic eh,
06:31dramatic.
06:32It's a symbolic moment.
06:33Kaya nga,
06:34ano yun,
06:35nilagsur ba yun sa inyo
06:36nung nagsisimula ka ng artista?
06:38Before,
06:39when you're young,
06:41when you say love,
06:42you think of
06:45thunder,
06:46music.
06:47But as you get older,
06:49you realize that
06:50love can also be
06:51silent,
06:52quiet,
06:53but steady.
06:54And that's exactly
06:56what he is
06:57and how he loves.
06:58And I didn't understand it before
07:00and I took that against him
07:02because I had a different vision
07:05of what love should be.
07:07But through my darkest times
07:10and through even,
07:12I mean,
07:13I couldn't even recognize myself.
07:15He still recognized me
07:17and he still saw my heart.
07:19And for me,
07:20that's what true love
07:21is all about.
07:23A few days before Christmas,
07:25yun yung akasama ko si Christian
07:27Lubutan.
07:28And I remember,
07:29I said,
07:30I'm with the best of the best.
07:33I'm with somebody
07:35I truly look up to.
07:37But I'm not home,
07:39you know?
07:40Like,
07:41I should be happy.
07:43Parang, you know,
07:44living my Emily in Paris
07:46kind of dream.
07:47I should be.
07:48But then,
07:49I was so alone.
07:51Yun yung pinaka-frustrating na part.
07:54Yung wala ka magawa.
07:56Hindi ka pinapayagang may gawin.
07:58That was frustrating.
08:00If there's something
08:01that's difficult,
08:02that would have been
08:03the most difficult,
08:04if not one of the most difficult
08:06things for you not to do,
08:08not to be able to do anything.
08:10Para san ba yung lesson ito?
08:14Ouch!
08:15Why?
08:16Freak!
08:17Sakit. Tunalsi ka naku.
08:19Anong nangyari?
08:20Ooy ah, ooy.
08:21Ate ah.
08:22Suswete ka,
08:23may nangkong kasama.
08:24Hindi nga ako mabuhay
08:25ng pagsahing, Parang.
08:26Ah, talaga?