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Lonely, Bad Job, No Friends, Bad Mental Health... | dG1fSVI1LU90dHdHNkE
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00:00I never thought my life would be like this. Lonely, bad job, no friends, bad mental health.
00:10See, I always imagined I'd grow up successful, happy, married, plenty of money, travel the
00:16world. I really do hate my life and even if I have one mate in my life, I still barely
00:22talk to him.
00:29How are we? It's been a long time.
00:32Oh hey, yeah, how's everything been? You been ok?
00:36Yeah, it's been good. I got a placement at university and also found my job.
00:41Yeah, it's great to know that everything's just starting to go well.
00:45Yeah, thanks mate. How's the family been anyways?
00:48Yeah, even for someone like yourself who I hold very close to me, I never got around
00:53to mentioning this. It's just the best for me.
00:57I'm sorry to let it on mate. I didn't mean to ask. If you ever need anyone, I'm always
01:02here for you mate.
01:04Thanks for that mate, honestly. I do appreciate it a lot.
01:08Honestly mate, I'm always here for you.
01:11I really enjoyed that to be honest. I haven't spoke to him in ages. At the end of the day,
01:21he is my best mate. I knew him since I was a child. He's like a brother to me. I never
01:27tell him how I feel because I know that it would upset him. See the thing is, he's the
01:32opposite to me. He has friends, family, money. He's the only person left in my life. I've
01:40got no one else. But our friendship isn't the same as it used to be. I'm struggling
01:46really bad with my mental health. I feel like I want to leave this world. But I probably
01:52shouldn't. It would be really selfish of me. It would put a lot of pain onto him. I'm gonna
01:58text him, remind him how thankful I really am.