Aired (December 28, 2024): Balikan ang pasabog na birthday party nina Darren Espanto, Kuys Jugs at Ogie Alcasid. Samantala, ating sariwain ang not so ordinary love story nina Novie at Ivan at kung paano tinanggap ng huli ang kanyang tunay na sekswalidad. Mahanap na kaya ni Novie ang kanyang one true love? Abangan 'yan sa "EXpecially For You". #GMANetwork
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Madlang Kapuso, join the FUNanghalian with #ItsShowtime family. Watch the latest episode of 'It's Showtime' hosted by Vice Ganda, Anne Curtis, Vhong Navarro, Karylle, Jhong Hilario, Amy Perez, Kim Chui, Jugs & Teddy, MC & Lassy, Ogie Alcasid, Darren, Jackie, Cianne, Ryan Bang, and Ion Perez.
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00:00:00Matlab People, let's all wake up with joy and be the light of hope.
00:00:07It's showtime!
00:00:13Matlab People!
00:00:15Let's celebrate our birthday! Let's go!
00:00:30Let's go!
00:00:33Let's go!
00:00:37Let's go!
00:00:40Come on, come on!
00:00:48Matlab People, let's rock and roll!
00:00:56It's showtime!
00:01:00It's your time.
00:01:01It's showtime!
00:01:07Showtime!
00:01:10Showtime!
00:01:13Showtime!
00:01:16Let's go!
00:01:17Matlab people from all over the world, let's celebrate!
00:01:24Let's go!
00:01:39Matlab People!
00:01:41Let's go!
00:01:50Showtime!
00:01:54It's showtime!
00:02:04This is your show, this is your time.
00:02:07It's showtime!
00:02:11Showtime!
00:02:17Showtime!
00:02:21Matlab People, let's go!
00:02:24It's showtime!
00:02:27Matlab people, don't quit!
00:02:29And we won't stop, and we won't quit!
00:02:32Don't quit!
00:02:33And we won't stop, and we won't quit!
00:02:36And we won't stop!
00:02:38Matlab People, say party, party!
00:02:41Party, party!
00:02:42Happy, happy birthday, all of you!
00:02:45Thank you!
00:02:47Showtime!
00:02:49Showtime!
00:02:52Showtime!
00:02:53What's up, Matlab People!
00:02:58Even though Christmas is over,
00:03:00no one, no one, no one will stop us from celebrating until 2024 is over!
00:03:07But for us, Matlab People, no one, no one, no one will stop us from celebrating until 2025!
00:03:17You thought there's no one, but there is!
00:03:20There is!
00:03:21There is!
00:03:22There is!
00:03:23We will still have a party here at Showtime,
00:03:27while everyone is in holiday mode!
00:03:30Yeah!
00:03:31There is!
00:03:32There is!
00:03:33There is!
00:03:34There is!
00:03:35We will bring back the celebrations that Matlab People have planned,
00:03:40along with the birthday party of Darren, Kuy Chug, and Oggy Alcazid!
00:03:45It's showtime!
00:03:49Come on!
00:03:50Come on!
00:03:51Let's go!
00:03:56I have something to ask
00:04:05Can I ask?
00:04:07Can I ask?
00:04:10Do you know that I've been longing for you for a long time?
00:04:19I've been waiting for you for a long time
00:04:23But you have someone else that you love
00:04:31That's why you don't notice me
00:04:38But still, I want you to know
00:04:45That my heart is only for you
00:04:53I'm here, I'm in love with you
00:05:00Even though my heart is broken
00:05:07Even though you left me
00:05:14Don't worry, I'm here, I'm in love with you
00:05:25I'm here, I'm in love with you
00:05:33Even though my heart is broken
00:05:40Even though you left me
00:05:47Don't worry, I'm here, I'm in love with you
00:05:53I'm here
00:06:01Do you want Bon Jovi?
00:06:05Do you want Bon Jovi?
00:06:08Are you sure?
00:06:11Alright, here we go!
00:06:14If you'll leave me
00:06:23My heart will not accept it
00:06:30And every feeling will suddenly disappear
00:06:38We'll lose each other
00:06:42And live in this world
00:06:47If this is just a bad dream
00:06:54I hope you'll wake me up
00:07:02And when I wake up, I'll be the one to hug you
00:07:09And tell you that I'm the one you love
00:07:15If you'll leave me
00:07:19I won't be able to face the future alone
00:07:30If you'll leave me
00:07:33I won't be able to face the future alone
00:07:46If you'll leave me
00:08:01Are you ready?
00:08:04Okay, are you done?
00:08:06Do you want more?
00:08:11Let's go, let's go!
00:08:18Let's go!
00:08:20Why did you leave?
00:08:23Why did you leave my heart?
00:08:29I don't know
00:08:33I hope I'll know
00:08:37That you're coming into my life
00:08:40I hope not
00:08:42Everybody!
00:08:43Let's sing!
00:08:44Let's go, girls!
00:08:47I hope you'll be the one to hold me
00:08:52Oh yeah!
00:08:54I hope you'll be the one to hold me
00:09:00Oh yeah!
00:09:04Oh yeah!
00:09:07I hope you'll be the one to hold me
00:09:13Oh yeah!
00:09:17I hope you'll be the one to hold me
00:09:22I hope not
00:09:24Come on, America!
00:09:27Did I really have the right to let you go?
00:09:32Now that we're fighting
00:09:36Why are you leaving me this time?
00:09:42Hey! Hey!
00:09:44Everyone!
00:09:45Thank you, everybody!
00:10:06How you doing, my blue people?
00:10:16How you doing?
00:10:22How you doing?
00:10:28How you doing?
00:10:34How you doing, my blue people?
00:10:37How you doing?
00:10:40Everybody, let's go!
00:10:45Thank you, everybody!
00:10:47Thank you, everybody!
00:10:49Thank you, everybody!
00:10:51Thank you, everybody!
00:10:53Thank you, everybody!
00:10:55Thank you, everybody!
00:10:57Thank you, everybody!
00:10:59Thank you, everybody!
00:11:01Thank you, everybody!
00:11:03Thank you, everybody!
00:11:05Thank you, everybody!
00:11:07Thank you, everybody!
00:11:09Thank you, everybody!
00:11:11Thank you, everybody!
00:11:13Why now?
00:11:16Let's go!
00:11:19Why now?
00:11:22You came into my life
00:11:25Why now?
00:11:29You came into my life
00:11:43Why now?
00:12:01My lovely people, our Christmas party is not yet over here on Showtime
00:12:05Because...
00:12:07Wait, wait
00:12:09They don't love me like I love you
00:12:11Wait
00:12:13They don't love me like I love you
00:12:15Wait
00:12:17You know what, John, Jackie, Sean?
00:12:19We still have a lot to come
00:12:21Happy moments
00:12:23So stay tuned while we eat
00:12:27Ice cream yummy
00:12:29Ice cream good
00:12:31Ice cream yummy
00:12:33Ice cream good
00:12:35And to all the suspects
00:12:37Suspects, suspects
00:12:39Who are always watching Showtime
00:12:41Wow!
00:12:43Get ready for our throwback story
00:12:45Yes!
00:12:47Novi got married
00:12:49So that Ivan can get to know her better
00:12:51That's why
00:12:53Oh my God!
00:12:55You're back in color
00:12:57And you have a lot of stories
00:12:59Especially for you
00:13:07Especially for you
00:13:09Binobiro hanggang sa binaibibibi, tapos sinaktan-saktan hanggang sa umaray-aray.
00:13:24Pero nang lumao ng masayang pag-ibigan, tuluyan din ang mga inayawan.
00:13:29Iyan ang ating kwento dito sa Especially For You.
00:13:34Bumisita ang mga dating magkasintahan para ibahagi ang kanilang nakaraan.
00:13:58From choirmate to crushie to instant boyfie.
00:14:02Paano nga ba nagsimula ang kanilang kill-league love story?
00:14:06Here's our special couple for today.
00:14:33Buti nalang college choir yun.
00:14:35Paano yun? May audition ba yan?
00:14:38Audition?
00:14:44Meron po. May audition po at that time.
00:14:47So nagkakilala kayo sa audition?
00:14:49Sinong unang lumapit sa kanino?
00:14:52Actually hindi po talaga sa audition kasi nauna akong member nung choir.
00:14:56OG ka?
00:14:57Yes.
00:14:59And then nag-audition din po sila, nung friends niya.
00:15:04Tapos, ayun, nagkakilala kami.
00:15:07Tapos sinong unang nagka-bet?
00:15:10Bet mo siya?
00:15:11Ako po.
00:15:12Dahil?
00:15:14Cutie pie po siya.
00:15:16Cutie pie!
00:15:19Gwapo si Ivan eh.
00:15:20Cutie patootie.
00:15:22Opo, tas pa-mysterious type po siya at that time.
00:15:25Pa-mysterious.
00:15:27Bet mo siya? Alam niya?
00:15:29Inaasar-aasar ko po siya na crush ko po siya.
00:15:33Kaya, inaamin ko po at that time.
00:15:36Paano mo siya inaasar?
00:15:38Uy, magjawa na tayo.
00:15:40Tinatawag ko po siyang baby.
00:15:43Tinatawag ko po siyang baby.
00:15:46E, parang anong sinasabi sa mga choir niyo?
00:15:48Parang siniship din po nila kaming dalawa.
00:15:53Siniship? Libri yun?
00:15:56Pre-shipping.
00:15:59Shinip kayo? Sino nag-deliver?
00:16:03So, parang ano kayo?
00:16:04Parang boto-boto rin sa inyo na niloloko kayo, gano'n?
00:16:07Opo, ganun po.
00:16:08Parang ako po yung confident pong inaamin na crush ko siya.
00:16:12Crush mo, tas gusto mo rin siyang maging jowa?
00:16:16Sa panaginip at that time.
00:16:18Pero, alam ko po na very impossible.
00:16:21Bakit? Bakit naman?
00:16:22Kasi, ano po siya. Siya po yung parang crush. Campus crush-y.
00:16:27Tapos ako yung isang hammock na estudyante lamang.
00:16:31Bakit? Sigurod ka sa campus?
00:16:33Part-time sa campus?
00:16:34Opo, pag may social events po kami sa choir, automatic na po yun na may magpapapicture po sa kanya.
00:16:41Ayun po.
00:16:43Campus crush ng Adamson.
00:16:45O, may mga ganun naman talaga.
00:16:47O, ganun kami dati.
00:16:48O, campus crush ka?
00:16:50O, noon.
00:16:51O, kailang girlfriend ka?
00:16:52Huh?
00:16:53Sa kailang girlfriend ka?
00:16:54Tapos, sino?
00:16:56Ang dami.
00:16:58May mga asawa ko na yun.
00:17:00May mga mister na yun.
00:17:01Ang dami kong girlfriend. Nakakilala ko rin yung mga napang-asawa nila.
00:17:05Naging jowa ko rin.
00:17:08Basis pa, sa kailang girlfriend ka ba?
00:17:10Tiniray ko yung girl.
00:17:11Nabi, ay, hindi. Mas nagustuhan ko yung boyfriend.
00:17:13Sino maki silang dalawa?
00:17:16Okay. So, ikaw.
00:17:18So, bet ka niya agad. Siya, hindi mo siya bet agad?
00:17:21To be honest, hindi po agad.
00:17:22Kasi ano, eh.
00:17:23Hindi agad.
00:17:24O, andun ako talaga kasi gusto kong kumanta.
00:17:27Tapos, hindi ko talaga parang inaayin na magkaroon ako ng relationship doon
00:17:31within the organization.
00:17:33So, paano mo siya nagustuhan?
00:17:35Ano?
00:17:37Kasi, sobrang lively niya po talaga kapag ka nandun sa, ano, kapag ka nag-rehearse kami.
00:17:43Masaya siyang kasama.
00:17:46Tapos, hindi na, ano.
00:17:48Na-attract ako sa gano'n kasi,
00:17:51ayun.
00:17:52Sino ako may ihihir?
00:17:54May balisaw-saw ato.
00:17:56Kinikilig, kinikilig yung mga people natin.
00:17:59Ito mga kiligabilitizationisms.
00:18:03O, tapos?
00:18:04Yun, hindi ko siya sineshare talagang sa akin lang.
00:18:08Ano ka lang? Parang,
00:18:10Nagkanta ka sa personality na gumaan ang loob mo sa kanya.
00:18:15Pero, yung nagkagusto. Iba kasi yung, diba?
00:18:18Kunyari, bago yung member.
00:18:20Wala mo kayo masyadong, ano, parang wala, walang bilang.
00:18:22Okay lang, may bagong kayong member.
00:18:23Pero, tuti-tuti gumagaan ang kalooban mo sa kanya.
00:18:25Parang, ay, ang sarap nitong berkada, ang sarap nitong kasama.
00:18:28Pero, iba rin yung nagugustuhan mo siya.
00:18:31Parang, bet ko siya.
00:18:33Niligawan mo ba siya?
00:18:34Hindi po kami nagligawan.
00:18:36Diyowa agad?
00:18:37Hindi kasi, ano, parang.
00:18:39Kasi, masyado na kami ginaasar sa isa't-isa ganyan.
00:18:42Tapos, ako, naku-fall na din.
00:18:45Pero, kasi, that time hindi ko pa alam talaga kung anong ibig sabihin ng
00:18:51mahal mo na yung tao.
00:18:53First girlfriend ba si?
00:18:54Interested ka?
00:18:55First girlfriend, sino?
00:18:56Hindi po, second siya.
00:18:57Oo, e, second naman pala.
00:18:59Oo.
00:19:00Before, kasi, nagkaroon ako ng girlfriend nung high school.
00:19:03Tapos, same scenario na ginaasar-asar.
00:19:07Pero, hindi ka in love dun sa tao.
00:19:09Oo.
00:19:10So, hindi ko po naiintindihan.
00:19:12Nagtagal kayo nung babae.
00:19:14Three months po.
00:19:15Sa doobrang tatlong buwan, hindi ka na fall, hindi ka na in love dun sa babae.
00:19:19Yeah, hindi.
00:19:20Title lang yung nahabuin.
00:19:21Diba?
00:19:22Nagkaroon lang kayo ng title.
00:19:23Nagkaroon ka ng girlfriend.
00:19:24Diba?
00:19:25Nagkaroon kayo ng relationship.
00:19:26In a way, kasi, that time, parang, sobrang importante na magkaroon ka ng girlfriend.
00:19:32Ay, bakit?
00:19:33That time?
00:19:34Para po kasing masabi yung lalaki ka, kailangan may girlfriend ka.
00:19:37Ano yun, ba?
00:19:38Dahil sa barkada mo, may mga jowa sila.
00:19:39Tapos, ikaw, sila.
00:19:40Oo.
00:19:41Gender roles.
00:19:42Yan yung tinatawag na gender role.
00:19:44Tapos, na-pressure lang din sa peers.
00:19:45Diba?
00:19:46Pag blalaki ka,
00:19:47Dapat may girlfriend.
00:19:48Dapat may girlfriend ka.
00:19:49Oo.
00:19:50Diba?
00:19:51Pag babae ka,
00:19:52Dapat,
00:19:53Mabigyan mo ng anak yung asawa mo.
00:19:55Yun yung gender roles na sinasabi na,
00:19:57na idinidik na ng lipunan.
00:19:59Diba?
00:20:00Diba?
00:20:01Sobrang daming mapangusin ka, kaya...
00:20:03So, bakit mo kailangan patunayan lalaki ka?
00:20:06Bakit mo kailangan patunayan,
00:20:07bakit kailangan mag girlfriend ka para masabi,
00:20:09ay, lalaki ako?
00:20:10Bakit?
00:20:11Siguro, nung high school po kasi,
00:20:13yung asda ako, hindi masyadong masculine.
00:20:16So, laging akong naasar, ganyan.
00:20:19Yung typical na bullies sa high school.
00:20:22Sa basa ko sa kwento mo,
00:20:24gumirlfriend ka,
00:20:26para hindi kanila isipin ba din ka?
00:20:29Yes.
00:20:30Yun.
00:20:31Yung gano'n rason mo nung first.
00:20:35Nung second, gano'n ulit?
00:20:37Hindi po.
00:20:38O.
00:20:39Ang naging rason ko na talaga is,
00:20:41maybe kapag binigyan ko ng chance.
00:20:43Kasi, sobrang interested po ako talaga sa kanya nun.
00:20:46Nung college.
00:20:48And then...
00:20:49Interested saan?
00:20:51Kasi,
00:20:52yun nga po,
00:20:53ang gaan kasi na loob ko sa kanya.
00:20:55Tapos,
00:20:56masaya lang.
00:20:58Hindi stressed.
00:21:00Pagkakasama ko siya,
00:21:02maligaya lang kami.
00:21:04So,
00:21:05sobra ko yung na-appreciate.
00:21:07Kaya,
00:21:08I thought,
00:21:09na baka kapag pinagbigyan ko yun,
00:21:12baka sumaya din ako.
00:21:14Malaman ko,
00:21:15ma-realize ko,
00:21:16matutunan ko kung ano talaga ibig sabihin.
00:21:18Tama ba?
00:21:19Gusto mong itry?
00:21:20Yes.
00:21:21That time.
00:21:22Bakit may need,
00:21:24na magkakagirlfriend ka?
00:21:29Kasi kapag may partner ka, parang,
00:21:31ang sarap sa feeling,
00:21:32dahil meron kang napagsasabihin ng mga,
00:21:35sa mamong na loob,
00:21:36or anything na nagpapastress sa'yo sa buhay, ganyan.
00:21:40Tapos, may companion,
00:21:42bata pala,
00:21:43pero meron na.
00:21:44Bata ka bang friends?
00:21:45Maraming,
00:21:46maraming,
00:21:47pero meron na.
00:21:48Bata ka bang friends?
00:21:49Maraming,
00:21:50wala ka bang friends?
00:21:51Hindi po kasi,
00:21:52ako gano'n din ka-friendly.
00:21:55Kasi,
00:21:56it all roots down nung childhood.
00:21:59Kasi hindi,
00:22:00hindi rin gano'n kaganda.
00:22:01Hindi ako pinagpala sa magandang childhood eh.
00:22:04So,
00:22:05naganap ako ng means,
00:22:06para magkaroon ng companion.
00:22:09Kasi yun,
00:22:10maraming ang dahilan kung bakit po,
00:22:11mapasok sa relasyon ng mga tao eh.
00:22:12Kung bakit gusto nilang magkakagirlfriend,
00:22:14o gusto nilang magkaboyfriend.
00:22:15One,
00:22:16may in love sila dun sa tao.
00:22:17Yes,
00:22:18mahal nila.
00:22:19Two,
00:22:20they are just lonely,
00:22:21and they're scared to be lonely.
00:22:23Yes.
00:22:24Three,
00:22:25they're alone,
00:22:26and they're scared to be alone.
00:22:29Hindi ka masyadong masaya nung mga panahon na yun?
00:22:31Hindi po.
00:22:32I was lonely,
00:22:33and I was alone.
00:22:34Sino nag-aya na?
00:22:35Ali kayo mag-jowaan tayo?
00:22:36Hindi po namin ma-recall,
00:22:38pero...
00:22:39Sano rin alam nyo bago kayo pumunta?
00:22:41Alam nyo bakit kuyento kayo eh.
00:22:43May baka sobrang saya nila that time,
00:22:45kaya parang ano eh,
00:22:46sige tayo na ba?
00:22:47Parang gano'n.
00:22:48Nag-humawak ng kamay.
00:22:49Hindi po,
00:22:50yung makalimutan mo kung paano mo.
00:22:52Ang magical nun eh.
00:22:54Yeah.
00:22:55That moment.
00:22:56Tumigil lang mo dun yun eh.
00:22:58So magical and memorable.
00:23:00Yeah.
00:23:01I know, right?
00:23:05I know, right?
00:23:06I know, right?
00:23:08Hindi, ano yung...
00:23:10Masasabi nyo,
00:23:11ginawaan nyo,
00:23:12bakit yung masasabing,
00:23:13kayo na?
00:23:14Dahil wala nga pong formal pong naligawan,
00:23:16so wala pong kaming ma-recall na
00:23:19nagtanong siya.
00:23:20Pero ang pinaka nangyari pong nung
00:23:23August 1, 2014 ay...
00:23:25Oh, datanda.
00:23:27758.
00:23:29Oh, naman eh.
00:23:30Nasaan kayo nyan?
00:23:31Ilalim ng LRT.
00:23:33Oh, tamo.
00:23:34Kasi iba, para maging kayo,
00:23:35pinag-usapan yun, di ba?
00:23:37Someone must have initiated the talk.
00:23:40Kahit sobrang casual man yun.
00:23:42Very through the rain,
00:23:44sabi ni Mariah Carey.
00:23:45Especially sabi si Ivan.
00:23:47Hindi, naalala ko na kasi.
00:23:49Saan?
00:23:50Tamo?
00:23:52Sobrang bilis po kasi nung pangyayari.
00:23:54Tapos, parang pa-uwi na po kami nun
00:23:56pa Cavite,
00:23:57and then sabi ko sa kanya,
00:23:58Kusto mo tayo na?
00:24:00Ah, sa'yo gali.
00:24:01Ikaw nang tanong, Ivan.
00:24:04Tinanong kanya nang casual lang.
00:24:06Kusto mo tayo na?
00:24:08Tapos ikaw naman?
00:24:10For the first time po,
00:24:12hinawakan ko po yung kamay niya.
00:24:16So, sinabi niya,
00:24:17pabilis, di ba?
00:24:18Kusto mo tayo na?
00:24:19Tapos, hindi kayo nakapagsalita,
00:24:21hinawakan mo yung kamay niya?
00:24:22Opo.
00:24:23Anong ginawa mo sa kamay niya?
00:24:25Ayun na.
00:24:26Holding hands?
00:24:27Holding hands.
00:24:28Holding hands.
00:24:29Fingers intertwined, ganun.
00:24:35Maraming tao yun, wala.
00:24:37Parang wala po eh.
00:24:39Walang tao?
00:24:40Walang tao?
00:24:43Tapos?
00:24:44Ano ba?
00:24:45Umuwi na po kami.
00:24:46Wala naman ng tao,
00:24:47ba't umuwi ba?
00:24:50Inaantay mo yun?
00:24:52Did you pray for it?
00:24:54Opo.
00:24:55Parang,
00:24:56lagi ko na-imagine po.
00:24:58Imagine si ate.
00:24:59Basta kayo pumupunta nun sa imagination mo.
00:25:01Kasalan na po agad.
00:25:03Kasalan agad.
00:25:05Kasalan agad.
00:25:07Saka sakit.
00:25:08Umatenda.
00:25:102014, 2015 pala nangyari.
00:25:12Masarap nun di ba yung
00:25:14ginawa ka ng crush mo?
00:25:16Yes.
00:25:17Sarap nun eh.
00:25:19Sarap, sarap nun.
00:25:20Yung unang inaakala niyang impossible,
00:25:22pero nangyari.
00:25:23Correct.
00:25:25Ganda.
00:25:26Kaso.
00:25:27Ay, bakit?
00:25:29Ano may kaso?
00:25:30Kasi after a month po,
00:25:31nakipag-break din po siya sa akin.
00:25:34Bakit?
00:25:37Bakit?
00:25:39Um,
00:25:40kasi ano po,
00:25:41during that one whole month,
00:25:43hindi naman siguro whole,
00:25:44pero, sorry.
00:25:45Ano, um,
00:25:47madaming kaming away na,
00:25:50maliliis na pag-away.
00:25:51Sa isang buwan?
00:25:52Marami ng away agad?
00:25:53Oo, marami na.
00:25:54Kasi parang naglitawan yung insecurities namin.
00:25:57So,
00:25:58madaming away.
00:25:59Tulad ng?
00:26:00Um,
00:26:01for example, ako,
00:26:03ayoko kasi na feeling ko wala kong silbe.
00:26:05Or wala kong,
00:26:06um,
00:26:07kwenta, ganyan.
00:26:08So, kapag ka dun sa organization namin may mga ganap,
00:26:12um,
00:26:13gusto ko, um,
00:26:14ano,
00:26:15included ako,
00:26:16or everybody.
00:26:17Say for example,
00:26:18yung,
00:26:19uh,
00:26:20nagda-draft kami ng,
00:26:21ano,
00:26:22ng,
00:26:23uh,
00:26:24bylaws nung organization,
00:26:25kasi rebuilding kami.
00:26:26Tapos,
00:26:27siya,
00:26:28ginagawa na na pala,
00:26:29yung,
00:26:30parang,
00:26:31nagkikreate na siya ng draft.
00:26:32Masmatalang,
00:26:33para sa akin kasi,
00:26:34dapat yung mga ganung bagay is pinag-uusapan ng
00:26:36lahat ng involved dun sa organization,
00:26:38not just one person.
00:26:39So,
00:26:40um,
00:26:43tapos nagre-reklamo siya na parang,
00:26:45uh,
00:26:46andami niyang hinahawakan na iba-iba pang orgs.
00:26:48Tapos,
00:26:49ayun,
00:26:50so parang,
00:26:51eh di sana sinama mo na lang kami,
00:26:52eh di sana pinag-usapan natin lahat yan.
00:26:55Kasi yung tinanggap mo siya ng,
00:26:57isang buo.
00:26:58In love ka ba sa kanya nun?
00:27:01Ba't di ka sumasagot?
00:27:03Kasi,
00:27:04kaya akong hindi masagot agad dahil,
00:27:06iba na kasi yung,
00:27:08idea ko ng pagmamahal ngayon,
00:27:10compared before.
00:27:11So dati,
00:27:12nasasabi ko sa'yo.
00:27:13At that time,
00:27:14at that point,
00:27:15hindi yung pagmamahal na,
00:27:16pagmamahal na sinishare mo sa ibang tao.
00:27:18Kaya ito,
00:27:19si Joe,
00:27:20mahal ko.
00:27:21Si Vong,
00:27:22mahal ko.
00:27:23Meron akong pagmamahal na pare-pareho para sa kanila.
00:27:25Si Ayun,
00:27:26mahal ko.
00:27:27Pero yung pagmamahal ko sa kanya,
00:27:29hindi katulad ng pagmamahal ko kay Vong at si Joe.
00:27:31Yeah, special.
00:27:32Meron ka bang natatanging,
00:27:34pagmamahal,
00:27:35para sa kanya?
00:27:36Hindi pa ganun kalalim,
00:27:38yung pagmamahal ko sa kanya nun.
00:27:41So I can say,
00:27:42I love you,
00:27:43pero,
00:27:44hindi hundred percent nun.
00:27:45Walang mabigat na,
00:27:46ibig sabihin yung,
00:27:47I love you mo sa kanya.
00:27:48I love you,
00:27:49pero parang,
00:27:50pwede rin sa ibang tao yung,
00:27:51I love you.
00:27:52Parang ganun.
00:27:53You loved her,
00:27:54but you were not in love with her.
00:27:56Yeah.
00:27:58Nung kayo,
00:27:59naramdaman mo naman siyang,
00:28:00o walang,
00:28:01parang hindi.
00:28:02Parang ginawalan ako din,
00:28:03pero walang din man.
00:28:05Gusto ko paniwalaan po na,
00:28:06mahal niya ako,
00:28:07pero laging may,
00:28:08at the back of my mind na,
00:28:10ah,
00:28:11pinagtitripang lang ako.
00:28:12Nagsasabi sa'yo otherwise.
00:28:13Opo.
00:28:14Feeling mo,
00:28:15pinagtitripang ka lang yan?
00:28:16Opo.
00:28:17Kasi,
00:28:18yun nga po,
00:28:19nanggaling sa feeling ko,
00:28:20hindi talaga posible,
00:28:21na maging kami.
00:28:22Tapos naging kami,
00:28:23so laging nandun yung thought na,
00:28:24ah,
00:28:25anytime,
00:28:26yun na to,
00:28:27mawawala din to.
00:28:28Oh.
00:28:29It must have been sad.
00:28:30Sad yun, no?
00:28:31Opo.
00:28:32Kasi parang,
00:28:33nag,
00:28:36nag live on ako sa mga breadcrumbs,
00:28:38ng atensyon na binibigay niya.
00:28:40Opo,
00:28:41breadcrumbs.
00:28:42Opo.
00:28:43Breadcrumbs.
00:28:44Grabe yung breadcrumbs.
00:28:45Anong tinapay ang tinutuloy?
00:28:49O,
00:28:50brinedcrumbs.
00:28:51Yung paano,
00:28:52yung,
00:28:53tira-tira lang.
00:28:54Tira-tira.
00:28:55Parang,
00:28:56ano yan,
00:28:57yung tatatakot kang magkamali,
00:28:58diba,
00:28:59bawat gagawin mo,
00:29:00dapat talagang pinag-isipan mo,
00:29:01na hindi siya mawawala,
00:29:02biglang.
00:29:03O,
00:29:04kasi gustong-gustong niya si Guy,
00:29:05e.
00:29:06O.
00:29:07Tapos feeling niya naman,
00:29:08hindi siya masyad,
00:29:09diba?
00:29:10O.
00:29:11Piniplease niya,
00:29:12lahat ng gagawin niya,
00:29:13para ma-please si Ivan.
00:29:14Tapos yung naghiwalay kayo,
00:29:15wala na,
00:29:16yun na yun,
00:29:17tuloy yung naghiwalay na kayo.
00:29:18Opo,
00:29:19nung naghiwalay po kami,
00:29:20hindi ko na rin po siya,
00:29:21kasi,
00:29:22parang,
00:29:23inano ko na,
00:29:24na-force ko na na mangyayari yun.
00:29:25So,
00:29:26tinanggap ko na lang po.
00:29:27So, mabilis lang pala,
00:29:28one month lang.
00:29:29Pero,
00:29:30may second part po,
00:29:31yung relationship.
00:29:32Ah,
00:29:33nagbalikan kayo?
00:29:34Nagbalikan po kami,
00:29:35after,
00:29:36five months po siguro,
00:29:37or.
00:29:38Sinong nakipagbalikan?
00:29:39Sinuyo ko siya.
00:29:40Nagkaroon kasi kami ng outing,
00:29:41tapos,
00:29:42ah,
00:29:43kasama siya.
00:29:44Ah,
00:29:45wala kang pang,
00:29:46ano,
00:29:47dun sa ambagan?
00:29:48Wala,
00:29:49wala pang
00:29:50share po,
00:29:51ano.
00:29:52O,
00:29:53two,
00:29:54three fifty kong palsari,
00:29:55may ganoon sa eskwelahan.
00:29:56So,
00:29:57babalikan po to,
00:29:58kasi wala kong,
00:29:59de,
00:30:00shout out lang.
00:30:01Ano po,
00:30:02bali nagbagyo kami,
00:30:03tapos,
00:30:04yung choir mismo namin.
00:30:05And then,
00:30:06ayun,
00:30:07nakikita ko ulit siya,
00:30:08as,
00:30:09a diff,
00:30:10yung kung papano ko siya nakilala before.
00:30:11Kasi,
00:30:12nung first month namin,
00:30:13ang tingin ko sa kanya,
00:30:14parang siyang nagbago.
00:30:15Kasi,
00:30:16parang,
00:30:17yun nga,
00:30:18ah,
00:30:19yung,
00:30:20mini na,
00:30:21away,
00:30:22ganyan.
00:30:23Tapos,
00:30:24parang ang tingin ko na sa kanya,
00:30:25slowly fading away yung,
00:30:26yung,
00:30:27naging,
00:30:28ah,
00:30:29yung first impression ko sa kanya,
00:30:30yung,
00:30:31nagustuhan ko sa kanya,
00:30:32nawawala yung tiyunti.
00:30:33And then,
00:30:34nung,
00:30:35nagkasama po ulit kami dun sa outing na yun,
00:30:36ah,
00:30:37ayun,
00:30:38ah,
00:30:39nagustuhan ko siya ulit,
00:30:40kasi nakita ko ulit yung sobrang lively,
00:30:41na Novi.
00:30:42And then,
00:30:43na-attract ako ulit dun.
00:30:44Na-attract ka ulit?
00:30:45So,
00:30:46binagyan ko,
00:30:47ah,
00:30:48so,
00:30:49binalikan mo siya,
00:30:50kasi mukha siyang masaya ulit,
00:30:51ganon.
00:30:52Na-attract ako,
00:30:53and then,
00:30:54dun ko po,
00:30:55parang,
00:30:56inayos,
00:30:57na maging mas better ako para sa kanya.
00:30:58Oh,
00:30:59ikaw naman,
00:31:00nung sinusuyo ka niya,
00:31:01anong ginawa mo?
00:31:02Ba't ka bumalik?
00:31:03Marupok po eh.
00:31:04Ano pa rin po talaga,
00:31:05crush ko pa rin po siya,
00:31:06even after po,
00:31:07nung ginawa niya sa akin.
00:31:08So,
00:31:09nung nagpakita po siya ng interest,
00:31:10ah,
00:31:11sa,
00:31:12group,
00:31:13ah,
00:31:14ah,
00:31:15ah,
00:31:16ah,
00:31:17sa,
00:31:18group chat po namin,
00:31:19nag,
00:31:20sasabi-sabi po siya ng,
00:31:21ah,
00:31:22pasalamat ka,
00:31:23mahal pa rin kita,
00:31:24mga ganon.
00:31:25So,
00:31:26ah,
00:31:27kinilig po ulit ako.
00:31:28Tapos,
00:31:29nagtagal naman yun,
00:31:30ano,
00:31:31nagbalik kang kayo?
00:31:32Yun na po yung one year and four months po namin na relationship.
00:31:33Naramdaman mong na-in love siya sa'yo?
00:31:35In love siya sa'yo nung panahon na yun?
00:31:36Ah,
00:31:37po,
00:31:38yun naman din po.
00:31:39Na,
00:31:40naramdaman ko naman din po.
00:31:41Totoo,
00:31:42na-in love ka talaga sa kanya?
00:31:43Yes po,
00:31:44mm-mm.
00:31:45Tinatry ko yung best ko,
00:31:46na,
00:31:47intindihin siya,
00:31:48mga,
00:31:49ayun.
00:31:50Kasi,
00:31:51yun po yung idea ko nung love,
00:31:52before.
00:31:53Ano yung,
00:31:54yung mga manifestations ng love?
00:31:55Kasi,
00:31:56may taong loyal siya dun sa taong,
00:31:57pero hindi niya mahal yung taong,
00:31:58ah.
00:31:59Pero,
00:32:00kasi,
00:32:01pinaninindigan niya lang,
00:32:02yung kanilang napagusapan.
00:32:03Pinaninindigan niya,
00:32:04diba?
00:32:05Parang yung,
00:32:06kon'yo,
00:32:07pinaninindigan niya lang,
00:32:08yung kanilang napagusapan.
00:32:09Pinaninindigan niya lang,
00:32:10yung kanilang napagusapan.
00:32:11Pinaninindigan niya lang,
00:32:16magpakasal kayo.
00:32:17Kailangan ko siyang mapang-asawa.
00:32:18Kailangan ko siyang mapang-asawa.
00:32:19Diba?
00:32:20Hindi ka pangapatal.
00:32:21Paninindigan mo na yung,
00:32:22yung pagiging asawa mo sa kanya,
00:32:23kasi,
00:32:24pinasok mo na yun eh.
00:32:25Diba?
00:32:26Atsaka,
00:32:27may rason kung bakit mo ginawa yun,
00:32:28ito pinanindigan mo.
00:32:29Pero,
00:32:30yung love,
00:32:31yung iba,
00:32:32hindi talaga.
00:32:33Yung mga manifestations ng love,
00:32:34yung,
00:32:35paano mo ba nasa,
00:32:36ay,
00:32:37na-inlove ako dito,
00:32:38yung,
00:32:39iniisip mo siya lagi,
00:32:40pagdi mo siya nakakausap,
00:32:41atsaka,
00:32:42yung,
00:32:43gusto mo na siyang makita agad,
00:32:44gusto mo siyang makiss,
00:32:45you are so looking forward to that one time
00:32:46na magkikiss kayo.
00:32:47Yes.
00:32:48May ayakap mo siya,
00:32:49magde-date kayo.
00:32:50May sabik
00:32:51sa presensya nung kanya.
00:32:52Napantayan mo ba yung kilig ni Novi?
00:32:53May ganon kang naramdaman sa kanya.
00:32:54Wala.
00:32:55Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:32:56Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:32:57Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:32:58Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:32:59Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:00Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:02May ganon kang naramdaman sa kanya.
00:33:03May ganon kang naramdaman sa kanya.
00:33:04Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:05Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:06Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:07Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:08Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:09Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:10Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:11Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:12Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:13Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:14Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:15Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:16Hindi ka nasasabik sa presence ni Novi?
00:33:18May kilig ba? May love?
00:33:20Parang magic ba?
00:33:21Wala siyang pinakaiba dun sa nagbunggo yung siko niyo.
00:33:26Yung kiss, parang holding hands lang.
00:33:29Parang ganon?
00:33:30Hindi kasi holding hands, may kilig na yun eh.
00:33:32May koryenti na yun eh.
00:33:34Pero iba yung first kiss mo dun sa tao.
00:33:36In love ka ha.
00:33:38Parang kapag nananaginip, lumulutang.
00:33:40Nakakapanglambut ng tuhud yun.
00:33:44Pero yung nagkiss kayo tapos, wala.
00:33:47Okay lang.
00:33:50So, ayun lang.
00:33:51Kaya parang habang nakikinig kami,
00:33:56kinakwestiyon ko yung tinatanong ko,
00:34:00Totoo kayang na-in love siya?
00:34:01Kasi bakit parang walang dating yung kiss,
00:34:03kahit smack lang.
00:34:05Kasi parang, bakit parang ang tagal ng sagot?
00:34:07Kahit nga ikaw, di ba napapadyak ka?
00:34:09Uy, bakit?
00:34:10Bakit ganoon ang reaction mo?
00:34:11Actually po, parang kaya ko din po siya inaya dito sa Expecially For You
00:34:16para masagot na po yung tanong ko na yun.
00:34:19Kung parang lahat po ba ni-romanticize lang ng utak ko,
00:34:24o totoo ba talagang minahal niya ako.
00:34:28And ngayon po medyo,
00:34:31yung mga romantic moments po pala sa utak ko,
00:34:36nung mga panahon na yun, parang normal lang po pala sa kanya.
00:34:40So medyo, konting sakit.
00:34:42Pero, kaya naman.
00:34:45Kasi nabanggit mo rin kanina yung parang,
00:34:49pinili mong paniwalaan.
00:34:51Di ba?
00:34:52Yung mas gusto kong paniwalaan na,
00:34:55yung ganoon.
00:34:56Gusto kong paniwalaan na, totoo ba,
00:34:58mas gusto kong paniwalaan na ganyan.
00:35:00Pero, ngayon, dumabot ka sa puntong,
00:35:03nag-iisip ka,
00:35:04pinaniwala ko ba na yung sarili ko?
00:35:06O talaga ba nangyari yun?
00:35:07Pero, ayoko namang i-villainize naman po siya.
00:35:11Ay, gusto ko yung villainize.
00:35:14I'm always a villain.
00:35:15No, we will not villainize him.
00:35:16We will try to understand.
00:35:18Kasi hindi naman po niya kasalanan kung hindi niya akong mahal.
00:35:21Pero, yun lang po.
00:35:24At least ngayon nasagot na sa'kin na,
00:35:27ah, okay.
00:35:28Hindi niya kasalanan na hindi ka niya mahal,
00:35:30kasi yung pagmamahal hindi naman yun na papwersa.
00:35:32Pero, kasalanan yung paniwalaan mo yung isang tao na mahal mo siya,
00:35:36kahit ang katotohanan ay hindi naman.
00:35:38Pero yung buong katotohanan,
00:35:40nasabi niya na ba sa'yo kung bakit?
00:35:42O nasabi niya na ba sa'yo kung talaga bang mahal ka niya noon?
00:35:47Talaga bang gusto mo akong halika noon?
00:35:50Talaga bang mahal mo ba ako nung kaya mo ako ginawa?
00:35:54Ano ba yung totoong rason?
00:35:56Nasabi niya ba sa'yo na?
00:35:57Kahit magkaibigan po kami, parang hindi po ako nagkaroon ng courage na
00:36:02tanungin sa kanya kasi natatakot po akong sasagot.
00:36:06Ano ba yung real score?
00:36:09Honestly, right now, ngayon ko lang din po talaga naiintindihan
00:36:14kung ano yung nangyari before kasi...
00:36:20Siyempre, ako yung nakipag-break.
00:36:22Tapos gusto ko, ako yung good guy. Good guy pa rin ako.
00:36:25Hindi ako masama.
00:36:27Tapos ngayon nare-realize ko na ang dami kong kinuha sa kanya
00:36:33nasana nakuha niya sa iba, nang mas authentic.
00:36:38Or naibigay niya rin sa iba yung naibigay niya sa'yo.
00:36:41Ano'y pagsasabihin na mas authentic?
00:36:43Kasi ngayon nare-realize ko, mas naiintindihan ko na
00:36:48parang lahat ginagawa ko because I need to look like a man.
00:36:53Why do you keep on saying that? You need to look like a man?
00:36:57What is your gender identity?
00:36:59Kasi...
00:37:02Kasi...
00:37:06I'm gay.
00:37:09And then, sinabi ko yun sa kanya.
00:37:13Alam ko, sinabi naman po niya sa'kin nung
00:37:16sa second part po na relationship namin, yung three-fourths po noon.
00:37:21After po ng three-fourths, may isang beses po na pa-uwi po kami.
00:37:28Tapos tinitigan ko lang po siya.
00:37:30Tas tinanong ko po siya na ano, may gusto ka bang aminin sa'kin?
00:37:36Pero at that time po, ang intention ko lang is makarinig yung sweet words.
00:37:40Kasi words of affirmation, girly po ako.
00:37:43Pero doon niya po biglang inamin na at that moment,
00:37:48may internal struggles po siya sa sexuality niya.
00:37:53At that time, hindi ko din po alam kung paano i-handle yung gano'n kalaki na problem
00:38:02or gano'n kalaking confession.
00:38:05So, ang ginawa ko po at that time, since psych major po ako, mas ay...
00:38:12May nakikita ng signs na iintindihan mo.
00:38:14Opo, and at the same time, mas inuna ko po yung welfare niya.
00:38:19Kasi sabi niya po sa'kin at that time na huwag ko siyang iwan kasi dark base niya po.
00:38:24Ano'y ibig sabihin nun? Ano'y dark base?
00:38:27Simula pagkabata ko po talaga, pilit kong dineded ma yung sexuality ko.
00:38:34Kasi yung family ko religious.
00:38:37Siyempre kapag kabading ka, diretso ka na doon.
00:38:40Yun ang sinasabi nila sa'yo.
00:38:41Yun po talaga yun.
00:38:42Yun ang pinaniniwala sa'yo.
00:38:43Kapag bakla ka, diretso ka sa ipierno.
00:38:46Opo, hanggang sa...
00:38:49Hindi ko...
00:38:50Yung childhood ko, hindi ko nakilala yung sarili ko.
00:38:55Kasi...
00:38:56Nagtatago ako eh.
00:38:58Kailangan ko magtago kasi kung hindi, baka kung ano gawin sa'kin yung mga...
00:39:03Ibang relatives ko, si Papi.
00:39:05Yung parents ko.
00:39:06Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin sa'kin.
00:39:08Yung...
00:39:09Yung classmates ko na binu-bully ako everyday.
00:39:13Hindi ko alam kung...
00:39:15Kaya ko bang i-handle yun kapag ka...
00:39:18Kapag ka-acknowledge ko sa sarili ko na bakla ako.
00:39:21So...
00:39:23Sobra pong bigat.
00:39:25Kaya...
00:39:28Ano...
00:39:30And then, during that time na nag-confess ako sa kanya,
00:39:33meron pang ibang problema, family problems.
00:39:36Kasi hindi nga...
00:39:38Dysfunctional yung...
00:39:39Dysfunctional yung...
00:39:41Family namin eh, so...
00:39:43Ayun...
00:39:47Kailangan ko nang makakapitan sa kanya.
00:39:50Kasi sinabi, and then that time I also remember na...
00:39:53Hindi nga...
00:39:55Gay ang sabi ko sa kanya but...
00:39:57I told her I was bisexual.
00:39:59Kasi yun yung mas acceptable dahil...
00:40:01But the truth is you're gay.
00:40:03Yes.
00:40:05So ngayon mas naiintindihan namin kung bakit...
00:40:07Bakit...
00:40:08Bakit...
00:40:09Bakit parang hindi malino sa'yo kung na-inlove ka?
00:40:12Bakit parang mahirap sa...
00:40:13Bakit parang hindi malino sa'yo kung...
00:40:15Anong naramdaman mo nung nag-kiss kayo?
00:40:18Diba?
00:40:19Bakit... Anong dahilan kung bakit tinahabol mo siya ulit?
00:40:22Ngayon, malinaw na...
00:40:24Na...
00:40:27Yun yung mga pamamaraan mo parang protection na ng sarili mo.
00:40:32Because you felt like...
00:40:33All your life you felt like you were in trouble.
00:40:38At yan ang nararamdaman ng napakaraming gay...
00:40:41Or napakaraming membro ng LGBTQIA plus community sa lipunan.
00:40:45Napakaraming ganyan ang pinagdadaanan araw-araw.
00:40:50You felt so unsafe, right?
00:40:53Araw-araw po kung kailangan...
00:40:56Sa laban ako, kailangan ko tatatagan kasi...
00:41:00Walang...
00:41:02Parang walang gustong tumagap.
00:41:08Masakit mo talaga.
00:41:14Buting ikaw nasasabi mo yung kailangan araw-araw lumaban eh.
00:41:18Hindi lahat nandiyajaan na sa puntong yan ha.
00:41:20Yung iba, araw-araw kailangan pang magtago.
00:41:25Hindi para lumaban, para magtago.
00:41:29Tapos, siya lang dito yung nakaitinti sa'kin.
00:41:33Nung simula, ginamit mo siya para makatapagtago.
00:41:37Para magmukha kang, sabi mo nga, lalaki.
00:41:41Kasi may girlfriend ka.
00:41:42Para hindi ka nilalukohin.
00:41:44Para hindi ka nila...
00:41:46Para yung pamilya mo, isipin nila,
00:41:48Ah, hindi na tumapupunta sa impyerno.
00:41:50Kasi may girlfriend na siya.
00:41:51Tama?
00:41:53Diba?
00:41:55Diba?
00:41:58Dahil dun sa hate na ipinaparamdam niyo dun sa tao,
00:42:04Kunsan saan siyang bahagi ng mundo na pupunta?
00:42:07Kunsan saan siyang dilim na pupunta?
00:42:09Kaya kung ano-ano na ring decision ang nakukuha niya.
00:42:12Hindi ko sinasabing tama yung ginawa niya sa'yo ha.
00:42:14Hindi ko sinasabing tama yun.
00:42:16Kasi yun nga, yung nanggamit tayo para sa protection natin,
00:42:21Pero sakit ang idinulo sa kanya.
00:42:23That will never be right.
00:42:24Pero naiintindihan ko kung saan ka nang gagaling.
00:42:27Kung bakit ka napunta dun sa decision na yun.
00:42:32Hirap, diba?
00:42:33Sobrang...
00:42:36Ayaw tumigil.
00:42:39May lang yan, Ivan.
00:42:41May lang yan.
00:42:42When did you find the courage to say,
00:42:48I'm gay?
00:42:50Yun, kala niyo ang dali-dali lang nun.
00:42:52Ang hirap nun.
00:42:55Kasi bago pa to, diba?
00:42:56Naamin mo na yan, e.
00:42:58Kaya kanina.
00:42:59Kaya open na siya to saying, I'm gay on TV.
00:43:03Today, diba?
00:43:04Pero before this,
00:43:06When did you have that courage na sabihin,
00:43:10I'm gay?
00:43:11Kasi alam mo yun, e.
00:43:12Pero hindi nasasabi ng bila mo,
00:43:16Binabarayan dito, nakabarayan dito dahil sa takot.
00:43:19Alam na yan ito.
00:43:21Alam na yan ito.
00:43:23Pero hindi maalabas, malabas nito.
00:43:25Binabarahan siya ng sobrang takot.
00:43:28Kailan nawala yung takot na yun?
00:43:30Naramdaman ko na,
00:43:32Or inacknowledge ko yung sarili ko,
00:43:35Noong moment na nakipaghiwalay ako sa kanya.
00:43:40That was a new year.
00:43:42December 31.
00:43:45Ang gabi.
00:43:46Hindi pa new year yun, kasi January walang new year.
00:43:48Papunta na, papunta.
00:43:50New year's eve.
00:43:51Mabago kumapagong photo ka ne.
00:43:53Disperasyon.
00:43:55New year's eve.
00:43:57Hindi kita mapagtatanggol to.
00:43:59Joke lang, joke lang.
00:44:01I was just trying to make it light.
00:44:03So I'm sorry.
00:44:04Ang hirap lang tanggapin, no.
00:44:07Sinasabi yun na,
00:44:09Pag ganun kang tao,
00:44:12Papunta kasi yung pierna.
00:44:13Diba?
00:44:14Nang tao, sinasabi nilang,
00:44:16Reliyoso sila.
00:44:18E paano yung sinasabi natin na,
00:44:20Mapagpatawad ang Diyos?
00:44:23Saan pupunta yun?
00:44:25At saka,
00:44:28At saka, hindi na rin namang kasalanan,
00:44:30Noong tao na yun,
00:44:31Na ito yung maging puso ko eh.
00:44:33Diba?
00:44:34Ito yung gusto ko eh.
00:44:36Naging totoo lang naman ako.
00:44:38All religions,
00:44:41Are coming from love,
00:44:44And empathy,
00:44:45And sympathy,
00:44:46And compassion,
00:44:47And kindness,
00:44:48And respect.
00:44:50So if your religion,
00:44:51Is teaching you otherwise,
00:44:53It's about time you re-evaluate yourself,
00:44:56And your faith.
00:44:59Diba?
00:45:00Walang religion na nagsasabi,
00:45:02Na nagtuturo sa mga tao,
00:45:04Dapat magkaroon ng poot.
00:45:06Dapat magalit ka sa kanya.
00:45:08Magkaroon ka ng poot.
00:45:09Ay, wag mo siyang tatanggapin.
00:45:10Dapat maging malupit ka sa kanya.
00:45:12Anong reliyon yun?
00:45:15All religions are coming from love.
00:45:20That's the basic teaching of every religion.
00:45:23Love.
00:45:24Dun ang gagaling lahat ng tutuong reliyon.
00:45:27Diba?
00:45:30So,
00:45:32I am very proud of you,
00:45:33That you, again,
00:45:34Found the courage,
00:45:35To speak your truth.
00:45:37Because your truth will allow people to understand you.
00:45:40Kasi bago mo nasabi yan,
00:45:42Ang tingin sa inyong tao,
00:45:43Salbayon naman ito.
00:45:44Maloloko siya ng babae.
00:45:46Diba?
00:45:47Bakit siya ganun sa babae?
00:45:48Wala siyang respeto dun sa babae.
00:45:49Kasi hindi nila mauunawaan kunsan ka nang gagaling.
00:45:52Yun ang,
00:45:53Kanina pa ako kating-kating,
00:45:54Gusto kong masabi niya ang katotohanan niya,
00:45:56Para maunawaan niya siya.
00:45:58Hindi para sabihin,
00:45:59Tama ang ginawa niya.
00:46:00Kundi para maunawaan niya.
00:46:02Bakit siya umabot dun?
00:46:06Pareho kayong naging biktima.
00:46:12Humingi ka na ng patawad sa kanya,
00:46:14Dahil nasaktan siya?
00:46:15Madaming peses.
00:46:16Kasi sobrang guilty po ako talaga sa nagawa ko sa kanya.
00:46:19Kasi,
00:46:21Yun nga,
00:46:23Aside dun sa,
00:46:24Andamay sana niyang first time,
00:46:26Na magical sana,
00:46:28Na,
00:46:29Na,
00:46:30Matatandaan niya,
00:46:33Kinuha ko yun sa kanya eh.
00:46:36So,
00:46:37Andamay ko pong beses na nag-apologize sa kanya,
00:46:40And it still,
00:46:41Feel,
00:46:43Guilty pa din.
00:46:44Kulang.
00:46:45Parang walang kahit anong,
00:46:47Word,
00:46:49Or effort,
00:46:51Na pwede ko ibigay sa kanya para,
00:46:53Para lang umukay.
00:46:54Kasi,
00:46:56I still wanted her to be my friend.
00:46:59Pero yun ang masakit.
00:47:00Hindi mo na kasi mababalik yun eh.
00:47:01Hindi na mababalik.
00:47:02Diba?
00:47:03Pero,
00:47:04Kahit sapat na na-acknowledge mo,
00:47:06Yung nagawa mo,
00:47:08Humingi ka ng kapatawaran sa kanya,
00:47:10Nang sincero,
00:47:12Sincero yung humingi ng patawad sa kanya,
00:47:15Na nanggagaling din sa pag-ibig.
00:47:17Inihingi mo ng kapatawaran sa Diyos mo,
00:47:21At dapat ihingi mo rin ng kapatawaran sa sarili mo.
00:47:25Palayain mo sa bigat ng guilt,
00:47:30Nang pagdududa sa'yo,
00:47:33Kailangan mong maging malaya dun.
00:47:36Napatawad mo na ba si Ivan?
00:47:38Opo.
00:47:39Lalo na po nung breakup po namin,
00:47:42Sobrang messy po noon afterwards eh.
00:47:45Kasi,
00:47:46Nung nakipag-break po siya sa'kin,
00:47:49May common friend po kami,
00:47:53Na naging close ko for a time.
00:47:58To the point na,
00:48:01Sabi po nung iba naming kakwar kinunchaba,
00:48:04Na yung common friend na yun is,
00:48:06Pagsasalosa namin si Ivan.
00:48:09Tapos yun po pala,
00:48:11Sila ang dalawa po pala yung inner relationship.
00:48:14Ako po yung last na nakaalam.
00:48:16So,
00:48:17Medyo yun din po yung,
00:48:19Isa din po sa mabigat na,
00:48:21Pinagdaanan po ng friendship namin ngayon.
00:48:23Honestly po,
00:48:24Hindi ko rin alam,
00:48:26Kung ano yung,
00:48:29Yun na mamagitan sa kanila noon,
00:48:31Nung naging boyfriend ko.
00:48:33That was my first boyfriend.
00:48:35Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari.
00:48:39Well,
00:48:40Saka ko lang siya nalaman nung naging kami na.
00:48:42So,
00:48:43Saka ko lang nalaman na,
00:48:45Na ano po,
00:48:46Na ganun pala,
00:48:47Kinakausap na to.
00:48:48Oh, kinakausap mo kasi ako nung common friend.
00:48:50Ah, hindi mo rin sinasadya,
00:48:51Na parang may something pala sila noon.
00:48:53Hindi po, kasi ano,
00:48:55That time,
00:48:56Magkausap sila,
00:48:57Inaabot na ng gabi,
00:48:58Nagugulat ako,
00:48:59Bakit, bakit,
00:49:00So, iniisip ko noon,
00:49:01Ah, baka sila yung magkakatuluyan.
00:49:03Di,
00:49:04Hanggang sa ano,
00:49:06Hindi ko po talaga alam yun.
00:49:08Hindi ko alam na naguusap sila.
00:49:10And then,
00:49:12And then,
00:49:16Ako naman,
00:49:17Bilang,
00:49:18In-explore ko na yung sarili ko,
00:49:20Nagkaroon ako ng chance na,
00:49:22Since,
00:49:23Cutie Pie kasi yung ano,
00:49:25Yung bagong pumasok na choir member na naging friend niya.
00:49:28Ito pong pinag-uusapan natin.
00:49:30So,
00:49:31Nag-de-develop yung,
00:49:34Yung emotions ko,
00:49:36Something romantically towards him.
00:49:38Kaya,
00:49:41Nagkaroon din kami ng moment na mag-uusap kami,
00:49:43Dalawang araw,
00:49:45Non-stop.
00:49:46Siyempre natulog.
00:49:47Pero, ano,
00:49:49And then after that,
00:49:52Nag-confess ako sa kanya,
00:49:53Dito kay,
00:49:54Dun sa first boyfriend ko na yan,
00:49:56Na gusto ko siya.
00:49:57And then,
00:49:58Nagulat ako kasi,
00:49:59Gusto niya din pala ako.
00:50:00When,
00:50:01Ang alam ko,
00:50:02Kasi nakikita ko din sila dun sa group na,
00:50:05Masaya din sila, ganyan.
00:50:07So,
00:50:08Gulat ako.
00:50:09And then,
00:50:10Ginrap ko na yung opportunity na yun,
00:50:12Na maging kami.
00:50:13Kasi,
00:50:14May spark,
00:50:15Merong,
00:50:17May kilig.
00:50:19Sa kanya ko naramdaman,
00:50:22Ibang gigil.
00:50:24Dun mo na-differentiate,
00:50:26Yung naramdaman mo sa kanya,
00:50:28Dun sa naramdaman mo dun sa guy.
00:50:30Malayong-malayo.
00:50:31Kaya mo na masasabing,
00:50:33Can't be armed.
00:50:36Vekulot ako.
00:50:38Sa true,
00:50:39Naiintindihan kita,
00:50:40Kasi ganyan din ako.
00:50:43Ganyan din ako,
00:50:44At napaka-palad lang talaga natin,
00:50:46Nakatagpo tayo ng mga napakabubuting babae,
00:50:49Na pinili-pili tayong unawain at patawarin,
00:50:52Kahit nasaktan natin sila.
00:50:56Oo, gusto kong humingi ng paumanhin sa iyo,
00:50:59At sa inyong lahat na mga nasaktan namin,
00:51:02Dahil lang sa kagustuhan namin makapagtago,
00:51:05E nagpanggam kami.
00:51:07Paumanhin sa inyo,
00:51:08Humihingi kami ng tawad.
00:51:11Dahil umabot kami sa gano'ng desisyon,
00:51:13Sa kalagitnaan,
00:51:14Nung bigat na nararamdaman namin,
00:51:17Para lang makapagtago dito,
00:51:19Sa lupit ng lipunang ito sa amin.
00:51:24Sorry.
00:51:25Sorry.
00:51:27We thought it would cure us,
00:51:31When in fact it didn't have to be cured.
00:51:35Dahil hindi naman siya sakit.
00:51:38At maraming salamat sa pilit yung pangunawa at pagpapatawad sa amin.
00:51:45At sa iyo, Ivan,
00:51:48Napakapalad mo din na narinig mo yung kapatawaran
00:51:53Mula sa kanya na nasaktan mo.
00:51:57Kaya kailangan palayain mo na din ang sarili mo.
00:52:00I felt like your heart is so heavy,
00:52:05Ang dami niyang binibitbet na malulungkot.
00:52:08Your mind is so heavy,
00:52:10Ang dami niyang iniisip na matitilim.
00:52:12Nauunawain kita,
00:52:14Sobrang sakit at hirap ang nagawa mo,
00:52:16Kaya ka nagganon.
00:52:18Pero yun kasi ang leksyon eh.
00:52:20Diba?
00:52:21Hanggat maaari, hanggat kaya natin,
00:52:24Huwag natin payagan na yung mga sakit na idinulot sa atin ng ibang tao,
00:52:28Maging dahilan para manakit din tayo.
00:52:33Diba?
00:52:34Sobrang sakit nun eh,
00:52:36Nung mga nangyayari sa'yo.
00:52:37Ang ending,
00:52:38Para maprotektahan mo yung sarili mo sa sakit na yun,
00:52:40Nanakit ka din ng iba.
00:52:43Kasabi nga diba,
00:52:44Hurt people hurt people.
00:52:47And after this, Sana,
00:52:49Let's just be more kind to everyone.
00:52:52Let's just be more respectful and loving.
00:52:56Diba?
00:52:57Kung hindi mo uubra yung accepting,
00:52:59Kung hindi mo matatanggap,
00:53:00At least,
00:53:02Iga lang.
00:53:04Ay, hindi tayo pareho.
00:53:05Magkaiba tayo.
00:53:07Sorry ah,
00:53:08Hindi ko mayayakap yung trip mo.
00:53:10Hindi ko rin naman inexpect na yakapin mo yung trip ko.
00:53:13Pero nirirespeto kita.
00:53:17Diba?
00:53:18The world is a shared world.
00:53:20Walang isang taong nagmamayari lang nito.
00:53:22Yes.
00:53:23So hindi rin pwede,
00:53:24Hindi ko trip yung mga bakla.
00:53:25Wala kayong magagawa.
00:53:26Dahil yung mga bakla,
00:53:27Sa ayot sa gusto nyo,
00:53:28Ay bahagi ng mundong gagalawan nyo,
00:53:30Noon, ngayon,
00:53:31At sa susunod pang mga araw.
00:53:38So may boyfriend ka na ngayon?
00:53:39Yes po.
00:53:40Magkasama kami.
00:53:42Are you happier now?
00:53:43I'm happy.
00:53:44Sobrang blessed ako.
00:53:46I'm very proud of you.
00:53:47I'm so happy for you.
00:53:57At ikaw,
00:53:59Bukas ka pa rin sa posibilidad na
00:54:02Makakatagpo ako ng
00:54:05Yung totoo na talaga.
00:54:06Na?
00:54:08After po namin,
00:54:09Never na po akong
00:54:10Nagka-boyfriend po.
00:54:13Although late last year,
00:54:14Nagtry po ako mag-date.
00:54:15Pero after four months,
00:54:16Ginoast po ako.
00:54:17So medyo palya-palya po
00:54:19Ang bigayan ng love life po sa akin.
00:54:22Okay.
00:54:23Ang bigayan ng love life po sa akin.
00:54:25Okay lang yan.
00:54:26Don't lose hope.
00:54:27Sabi nga ni Rihanna, di ba?
00:54:29We found love in a hopeless place.
00:54:32Okay.
00:54:34We are rooting for you
00:54:35And we are here to witness your journey.
00:54:37Let's go!
00:54:38Nohi Satherin,
00:54:40Our searchee.
00:54:41Searchee number one, reveal.
00:54:48What's up, Maglum people?
00:54:50Ako nga pala si Clark Bautista,
00:54:5226,
00:54:53Ang future seaman ng Lupao Pampanga.
00:54:58Future seaman, nag-aaral ka pa?
00:55:00Nagte-training po ngayon.
00:55:01Ah, nagte-train.
00:55:02Anong pick-up line mo para kay Novi?
00:55:05Novi,
00:55:06Kape ka ba?
00:55:08Bakit?
00:55:10Ayun.
00:55:11Kasi ang English ng kotse ay car.
00:55:14Oh.
00:55:15Di ba walang connect?
00:55:16Okay lang yan.
00:55:17At least yung puso natin may connect.
00:55:19Boom!
00:55:22Boy pick-up pala.
00:55:23Idol.
00:55:27Boom!
00:55:28Sa kailang girlfriends ka na?
00:55:29Tatlo po.
00:55:30Tatlo.
00:55:31Kaya gaano katagal na ka ng single?
00:55:33Two years po.
00:55:34Salamat, Clark.
00:55:35Thank you so much, Clark.
00:55:36Kayo naman tawagin na natin.
00:55:37Searchee number two, reveal.
00:55:43Sa punta, kuya.
00:55:44Sa punta.
00:55:46Kala ko uwi ni.
00:55:47What's up, Maglum people?
00:55:49I'm Joaquim,
00:55:5028 years old,
00:55:51sales manager
00:55:52from Makati City.
00:55:53Sales manager naman.
00:55:55Anong binibenta niyo?
00:55:57Family planning products.
00:55:59Sa kailang girlfriends ka na?
00:56:00Four.
00:56:01Four.
00:56:02Kailan yung last matagal na?
00:56:04Six months ago.
00:56:05Okay ka na?
00:56:06Okay na po.
00:56:07Okay ka na.
00:56:08Fully healed.
00:56:09Apply mo para kay Novi.
00:56:11Novi,
00:56:12may bondage ka ba?
00:56:15Bakit?
00:56:17Sakit ng tood ko.
00:56:18Nahulog kasi ako sayo.
00:56:21Hi.
00:56:22Hi.
00:56:23Hi.
00:56:27Big, Joaquim.
00:56:28Na talaga puro kakalokoha.
00:56:32Para pala kay Novi,
00:56:33huwag ganun yan.
00:56:35Okay, thank you.
00:56:36Thank you, Joaquim.
00:56:37Searchee number three, reveal.
00:56:45Napakalalaan din yo,
00:56:46kung makatuloy kayo.
00:56:49What's up, Maglum people?
00:56:50Ako nga pala si Anthony Condino,
00:56:52twenty-six,
00:56:53ang madiscarteng web designer
00:56:54ng Baor Cavite.
00:56:59Web design.
00:57:01Sa kailang girlfriends?
00:57:03Yung official po, isa.
00:57:05Yung unofficial?
00:57:07Ewan mo po.
00:57:09Paano naging official yun?
00:57:10Pinanotario nyo?
00:57:13Anong pick-up line mo para kay Novi?
00:57:15Novi,
00:57:16table of contents ka ba?
00:57:17Bakit?
00:57:18Bakit?
00:57:20Ikaw kasi ang laman ng
00:57:21bawat payo ng buhay ko.
00:57:27Tara.
00:57:28Kinikilig ka doon sa mga narinig mo?
00:57:31Opo.
00:57:32Talaga.
00:57:33Tanongin natin si Ivan.
00:57:34Ivan!
00:57:35Yes, po.
00:57:36Sa palagay mo,
00:57:37sinong pinaka-ano diyan,
00:57:38mukhang simpatico?
00:57:40Simpatico?
00:57:44Tingin ko si number two.
00:57:45Si number two.
00:57:46Sino sa palagay mo,
00:57:47mukhang mahabang pasensya?
00:57:51Yung mahabang pasensya,
00:57:52again, number two.
00:57:54Number two.
00:57:56Para kay Novi,
00:57:57sino?
00:57:58One, two, three.
00:57:59Para kay Novi,
00:58:01sa ngayon,
00:58:02si number one.
00:58:03Tara.
00:58:04Ayun.
00:58:05Kinalanin nga natin sila.
00:58:11Ayan.
00:58:12Anong first question mo?
00:58:14Ang first question,
00:58:17masasabi mo bang jackpot ako sayo
00:58:20kung meron kang ipagmamalaki sa akin,
00:58:23ano yun at bakit?
00:58:25Oo.
00:58:26Ano daw yung pagmamalaki mo sa kanya
00:58:28na masasabi mo,
00:58:29ay, jackpot ka sa akin?
00:58:31Ayun, Novi.
00:58:32Masasabi kong jackpot ka sa akin
00:58:33kasi, ano,
00:58:34mapagmahal akong bilang boyfriend mo,
00:58:37then, ano,
00:58:38God-fearing ako,
00:58:39mapagmahal din ako sa pamilya,
00:58:41unang-unang sa lahat.
00:58:42Then, ano,
00:58:43kumbaga,
00:58:44yung hinahanap mong effort,
00:58:46bibigay ko lahat.
00:58:47Then, yung pagmamahal na hinahanap mo,
00:58:50yun,
00:58:51ako yung magbubuo nun.
00:58:53Lahat ng effort na hinihingi niya,
00:58:54bibigay mo lahat.
00:58:55Paano pag sinabi niya,
00:58:56wag ka nang sumakay ng barco,
00:58:57dito pa nalang.
00:58:58O, paano yun?
00:58:59Para sa kanya po,
00:59:00gagawin ko.
00:59:01Ay, grabe naman, Novi.
00:59:03At saka, walang kasabi-sabi,
00:59:05sinagot niya agad ah.
00:59:06Oo.
00:59:07Walang isip-isip.
00:59:08Girlfriend over career.
00:59:09Paano tayo yayaman yan?
00:59:12Ubalis ka daw pala, Clark.
00:59:14Hindi, marami naman pong paraan,
00:59:15para ano,
00:59:17pwede naman mag-business, diba?
00:59:18Yes!
00:59:21Na, si Juhayra kinilig.
00:59:23Sabi ni Juhayra,
00:59:24Ha!
00:59:28Oh, yes.
00:59:31Ang galing.
00:59:33Joaquim,
00:59:34paano mo daw masasabing jackpot siya sa'yo?
00:59:37Anong meron ka?
00:59:38Novi, jackpot ka sa'kin,
00:59:39kasi personally,
00:59:40I think yung three top qualities ko ay
00:59:43pagiging goal-oriented,
00:59:44family-oriented,
00:59:46and I'm a believer of him.
00:59:48I think yung three qualities na yun,
00:59:50and yung pagmamahal na part,
00:59:52we'll work on it together.
00:59:54Ayan.
00:59:55Sa tatlo, walang nabanggit tungkol sa girlfriend, ha?
00:59:58Oo.
00:59:59Tama.
01:00:00Girlfriend fearing.
01:00:02Walang girlfriend fearing.
01:00:04Pang-apat daw yun,
01:00:05pang-apat.
01:00:07Anthony.
01:00:08Ayun, Novi,
01:00:09masasabing yung jackpot ka sa'kin,
01:00:11kasi ang may pagmamalaki ko sa sarili ko is
01:00:13meron kang peace of mind sa'kin.
01:00:15Kasi inaantok ka eh, no?
01:00:18May peace of mind ka.
01:00:19Hindi daw maglalabas daw kasi inaantok tulog na tulog.
01:00:22Ayun, bale,
01:00:23di mo naisipin sa'kin yung pampababae.
01:00:27Pampababae,
01:00:28yung pa...
01:00:29yung...
01:00:30yung pagchichit.
01:00:31And lagi kitang bibigyan ng assurance
01:00:34na tayo lang,
01:00:35sayo lang ako,
01:00:36akin ka lang.
01:00:37Akin ka lang ganito.
01:00:41Sa pagdatingala sa escape lang,
01:00:42patulog na tayo.
01:00:44Tulog na.
01:00:47Mahal ko.
01:00:50Kanino kakinulik sa mga sagot na yun?
01:00:52Sino bibigyan mo yung green flag?
01:00:55So far,
01:00:56ang first green flag ay
01:00:58binibigyay ko po kay...
01:01:03Kay Juan.
01:01:04Magpapadala muna ko sa matatamis niyang salita.
01:01:07Yes!
01:01:08Glad, congrats!
01:01:10Ivan, approved ba yun sa'yo?
01:01:11O may iba kang mas gustong sinagot?
01:01:14Kasi nakilala ko si Novi as a goal-oriented person.
01:01:17So, I thought,
01:01:18ang pipiliin niya si number two.
01:01:20Pero,
01:01:21dahil wala kang talo dito talaga.
01:01:23Oo.
01:01:26Sabi niya,
01:01:27uy, maghulus dili.
01:01:30Okay.
01:01:31Next question please, Novi.
01:01:33Ang ating second question ay,
01:01:35ano ang sasabihin mo sa larawan na to
01:01:40kung sinasabi niyang hindi siya maganda?
01:01:44Ayan.
01:01:45Ayan.
01:01:46Ano ang sasabihin mo sa larawan na to
01:01:49kung sinasabi sa'yo ng larawan na to
01:01:51na hindi siya naniniwalang maganda siya?
01:01:54Novi,
01:01:55sobrang ganda mo para sa akin.
01:01:57Sa mata ko lang,
01:01:58ikaw lang yung maganda.
01:01:59Mukha kang hangel,
01:02:00sa totoo lang.
01:02:02Ah, yun.
01:02:03Saka,
01:02:04yan yung ideal girl ko talaga.
01:02:06Yung Chinita.
01:02:08Yan.
01:02:10Chinita.
01:02:11Oh no, naniniwala!
01:02:13Eto na naman ako!
01:02:15Novi, magsigid si Ita kata mamayo.
01:02:18Hindi ko mapigilan ni Me.
01:02:19Eto na naman ako!
01:02:22Gagawa mo na naman ako, niniwala mo.
01:02:25Ayan.
01:02:26Joaquim,
01:02:28ano ang sasabihin mo sa kanya
01:02:29na nagdududa sa kanya kagandahan?
01:02:32Novi,
01:02:33yung ganda-ganda mo,
01:02:34sana maniwala ka.
01:02:35And yung confidence mo,
01:02:37ibuboost natin yan.
01:02:39All throughout.
01:02:40And,
01:02:41you.
01:02:43Sasamahan kita sa progress mo
01:02:44hanggang hindi lang ako magsasabi sa'yo
01:02:46yung ikaw lang maganda.
01:02:47Kundi sasabihin mo rin sa sarili mo na
01:02:49ang ganda-ganda ko na.
01:02:59Easy lang, easy lang!
01:03:00Easy lang, di ba?
01:03:02Wag mo yung
01:03:03isasakit mo sa busto.
01:03:05Ibuboost.
01:03:06Ibuboost.
01:03:07Ibuboost ka to.
01:03:08Hindi mo malang tinaks.
01:03:10Venus.
01:03:11O, eto na.
01:03:12Anthony, pasensya na matagal ha.
01:03:14Inanto ka na.
01:03:15O, sige.
01:03:16Ano na sasabihin mo sa kanya, Anthony,
01:03:17dito sa mabayang ito?
01:03:19Novi, ito lang masasabi ko sa'yo.
01:03:22Hindi yung picture na yan,
01:03:23yung mamahalin ko,
01:03:24kundi ikaw mismo.
01:03:27Antara ito yan!
01:03:29Gising na siya!
01:03:30Gising na siya!
01:03:31Gising na siya!
01:03:36Kilig na kilig!
01:03:39Kilig na kilig!
01:03:41Kilig sa'yo!
01:03:43Kilig-kilig ka, no?
01:03:44Opo!
01:03:45Ganito pala ang pakiramdam!
01:03:47Nalimutan ko na, eh.
01:03:50Deserve mo yan.
01:03:51Nasarap ko yung maramdaman.
01:03:52Mas maganda na yung ganyan
01:03:53na nararamdaman mo
01:03:54kaysa dun sa pinagdududahan mo,
01:03:55kagandahan mo.
01:03:57So, kanino ka magbibigay
01:03:58ng green flag?
01:03:59Bago kasamagot,
01:04:00tanongin natin
01:04:01ang opinion ni Ivan.
01:04:03Oh.
01:04:06Ang galing nung number three.
01:04:09Novi,
01:04:10kanino ang green flag?
01:04:13For this question din po,
01:04:15ang green flag
01:04:16bibigay ko rin po
01:04:17kay Three.
01:04:20Si Anthony!
01:04:21Bakit?
01:04:23Na-mention niya kasi
01:04:24na parang
01:04:26more than the physical appearance,
01:04:28yung mamahalin niya.
01:04:29Eh,
01:04:30yun.
01:04:31Growing up,
01:04:32hindi po ako yung
01:04:33pretty child.
01:04:34So, kailangan ko siya
01:04:35i-compromise
01:04:36ng ibang mga qualities
01:04:37like maging
01:04:38academic achiever
01:04:39o
01:04:40mag,
01:04:41ah,
01:04:42maging talented ka.
01:04:43So,
01:04:44it means a lot po
01:04:45yung sinabi niya sakin.
01:04:46Yeah.
01:04:47But being pretty is subjective.
01:04:49Diba?
01:04:50Opo.
01:04:51Kung hindi ka pretty for them,
01:04:52at least be pretty for yourself.
01:04:53Diba?
01:04:54True.
01:04:55Believe in your beauty.
01:04:56Ako nga,
01:04:57naniwala ako.
01:04:59Maniwala ka.
01:05:00Masarap.
01:05:01Masarap.
01:05:02Congrats, Anthony.
01:05:03May green flag ka na.
01:05:04Last question na tayo.
01:05:06Ala,
01:05:07last na.
01:05:09Number three.
01:05:11Anong isasagot mo
01:05:13kapag may nagsabi sayong,
01:05:15bakit mo pinatuloy yan?
01:05:16Hindi naman kagandahan.
01:05:19Ah.
01:05:23Simulan natin kay
01:05:24number three.
01:05:25Anthony.
01:05:26Um, Novi,
01:05:27tulad nung sinabi ko kanit,
01:05:28ay,
01:05:29sasabihin ko ulit sa'yo na
01:05:30maganda ka naman.
01:05:31And,
01:05:32ako rin kasi yung tao
01:05:33na hindi tumitingin
01:05:34sa physical appearance
01:05:35ng,
01:05:36ano,
01:05:37ng tao.
01:05:38Umbaga kasi,
01:05:39ang mahalaga sa'kin
01:05:40yung ugali.
01:05:41Ugali ng tao
01:05:42kasi yun yung
01:05:43naglalast halahabang buhay.
01:05:44Eh,
01:05:45eh yung physical appearance
01:05:46naman nagfe-fade yan.
01:05:48Ayun lang po.
01:05:49Si Joaquim,
01:05:50anong masasabi mo?
01:05:51Ang sasabihin ko sa kanila,
01:05:52Novi,
01:05:53is,
01:05:54uh,
01:05:55they don't know you
01:05:56like I do.
01:05:57Diba?
01:05:58So,
01:05:59ang naikita lang nila
01:06:00is panlabas na inyo.
01:06:01Pero,
01:06:02ang plano natin is,
01:06:03uh,
01:06:04hanggang pumuti yung buhok,
01:06:05hanggang
01:06:06yung mga palad natin
01:06:07ay
01:06:08kumulubot,
01:06:09magkatabi tayo.
01:06:10Diba?
01:06:12Ganda.
01:06:14Okay.
01:06:15Clark.
01:06:16Opo-opo.
01:06:17Deadman lang po ako dun.
01:06:19Uh,
01:06:20kasi once,
01:06:21puna na nagmahal ako,
01:06:22hindi ko po papakinggan
01:06:23yung mga sinasabi
01:06:24ng mga ibang tao.
01:06:25Kung baka,
01:06:26paparamdam ko po sa kanya na,
01:06:27ano,
01:06:28sya lang yung maganda.
01:06:29Ipopus ko po sa
01:06:30social media
01:06:31pagmamalaki ko po.
01:06:32Yun po.
01:06:33Reflex, oh.
01:06:34Novi.
01:06:40Ang
01:06:41green flag po
01:06:42ay ibibigay ko
01:06:43kay
01:06:51Two.
01:06:54Kay number two.
01:06:56So lahat silang may
01:06:57green flag.
01:06:58At dahil lahat silang
01:06:59may green flag,
01:07:00bibigyan kita ng
01:07:01last chance kasi
01:07:02nabiting ka.
01:07:03Sige, last chance
01:07:04to question.
01:07:06Ang ating fourth question,
01:07:08kung
01:07:11kung mapapanaginipan mo
01:07:13ako,
01:07:14anong gusto mong mangyari
01:07:15sa panaginip mo?
01:07:19Ay, di gumising!
01:07:20Ganun sinabi mo.
01:07:24Unahin natin si Joaquim
01:07:25number two.
01:07:27Sa akin,
01:07:28would be
01:07:29a nice day at the beach
01:07:30na nagpipicnic tayo
01:07:31kasi
01:07:32I'm a really
01:07:33adventurous person
01:07:34and
01:07:35gusto ko itang
01:07:36kasama sa mga bagay
01:07:37na gusto ko rin
01:07:38ginagawa.
01:07:39Anthony,
01:07:40number three.
01:07:41Eh, di kasama kang
01:07:42tumanda.
01:07:45Napakaano lang ha.
01:07:47Tumanda kayo
01:07:48sa panaginip.
01:07:49Oo.
01:07:51Short cut.
01:07:52Ayun, ang gusto nyo
01:07:53itong mangyari
01:07:54magkasama kayong tumanda.
01:07:55Number one, Clark.
01:07:56Sa panaginip ko po,
01:07:57kasama ko sa simbahan
01:07:58then ikakasal kami.
01:08:01Then
01:08:03Uy!
01:08:04Uy!
01:08:05Uy!
01:08:10Then in the end po,
01:08:11magkakaanak kami
01:08:12then magkakasama kami
01:08:13habang buhay.
01:08:15Sa simbahan pa lang,
01:08:16nagkaanak na kayo agad.
01:08:18Alright.
01:08:19Sinong pipiliin mo?
01:08:20Ay, man!
01:08:21Ang hirap!
01:08:22Sino?
01:08:24Ang green
01:08:26flag ko po ay
01:08:27kay
01:08:33Guys, di kayo nakakatulong
01:08:34iba-iba.
01:08:37Kay
01:08:38Juan.
01:08:40Kay Clark!
01:08:42Congratulations!
01:08:44And, Dobby,
01:08:45ito naman ang mga searching
01:08:46hindi mo napili.
01:08:47Kaya nang pakilala ka na
01:08:48searching number two,
01:08:49Joaquin.
01:08:56Hi, Novi.
01:08:58Good luck sa inyo
01:08:59and I wish you the best.
01:09:00Ingat ka palagi.
01:09:02Thank you, Joaquin.
01:09:04Thank you, Joaquin.
01:09:05Ito pa ang isang searching
01:09:06na hindi mo napili.
01:09:07Anthony, magpakilala ka na.
01:09:15Hi, Novi.
01:09:16Hi, Novi.
01:09:17Good luck sa inyo, Clark.
01:09:18And, ingat ka palagi.
01:09:26Novi, sa pagkakataon to
01:09:27ay sasamahan ka namin
01:09:28makinig sa mensahe para sa'yo
01:09:30ng ex mo na si Ivan.
01:09:38Ah, Novi.
01:09:42No, nandami kong gustong
01:09:43i-chat sa'yo kasi
01:09:45hindi ako makatakas doon sa pain,
01:09:47doon sa girot na nagawa ko sa'yo.
01:09:50So,
01:09:52ngayon
01:09:54kahit ang dami kong nasabing sorry,
01:09:58sorry talaga kasi
01:10:03hindi
01:10:06I love you.
01:10:08I love you.
01:10:33Ngayon yung I love you,
01:10:34we felt that.
01:10:36Oh, Novi.
01:10:40Ah, Ivan.
01:10:43Nag-draft na ako nito,
01:10:44pero na-scratch off ko siya
01:10:46kasi mas heartfelt
01:10:47yung sasabihin ko sa'yo.
01:10:49You will always have a special,
01:10:51special place in my heart.
01:10:54Ikaw yung unang nagturo sa'kin
01:10:57kung paano ba ako magmahal,
01:10:59up to what extent yung kaya ko gawin
01:11:03kapag nagmahal ako.
01:11:04And thank you for teaching me that.
01:11:07And I'm so happy for you.
01:11:09Alam ko na you're in good hands
01:11:11and you're gonna live a very, very beautiful life.
01:11:15I love you too.
01:11:18Oh, beautiful.
01:11:19Thank you, Novi.
01:11:23Ivan, ano gusto mo sabihin kay Clark?
01:11:27Sa paretsong!
01:11:29Wow!
01:11:32Hoy!
01:11:34Gusto ko lang sabihin,
01:11:37alagaan mo,
01:11:38or before that,
01:11:41kilalanin mo si Novi
01:11:42kasi sobrang bait niyang tao.
01:11:45Maganda yan.
01:11:46Oo, maganda siya talaga.
01:11:48Hindi lang panlabas,
01:11:49pati as in sa puso,
01:11:51pati isip niya maganda.
01:11:53Kaya alagaan mo kapag natuloy.
01:11:57So, good luck.
01:12:00Thank you, Ivan.
01:12:01Masasabi ko lang,
01:12:02ako nang bahala kay Novi.
01:12:03Magtiwala ka lang sa'kin
01:12:04na hindi ko siya pagpagbayar.
01:12:07Marami kasi nakabantay sa'yo.
01:12:09Oo.
01:12:10Kaya promise, hindi ko papagbayar.
01:12:14Clark, tabihan mo na si Novi dali.
01:12:18Excited na si Novi kung bakita ka.
01:12:21Kuya Ryan, ate Jack, kuya Jong.
01:12:22Oh, yes.
01:12:23Ngayong holiday, saan ang pasyal o pahingin niyo?
01:12:27Baka ako sa ano.
01:12:29Baka sa QC,
01:12:31sa UP,
01:12:33o sa kalsada ng BGC.
01:12:39Ang ganda sa'nin.
01:12:40Ang ganda.
01:12:43Alam niyo, pwede rin naman sa bahay lang.
01:12:45Tapos, tambay dito sa Showtime.
01:12:47Oo nga.
01:12:48Oo, tama.
01:12:49Lika, makitrowback and chill
01:12:51at panoorin ang mga pamas cool performances
01:12:54ni Nambakin Angela and J.M. Telaserna.
01:12:58It's Showtime!
01:13:01Showtime!
01:13:31Ang mga munda
01:13:38Parang tulong sa gabi
01:13:41Ang puso mo
01:13:43Sa akin ikaw talaga
01:13:47At wala na ba
01:13:50Bawat melodiya
01:13:53Sa'yo lang papunta
01:13:56Bumabalik sa ulit sa'yo
01:14:02Kung pwede ni maulit
01:14:05Kasal ko sa langit
01:14:08Ikaw na lang ulit
01:14:14Tayo na lang ulit
01:14:21Kahit hindi ko nakakapagod
01:14:24Bumabalik-balik sa mga panahon
01:14:27Pinatingin na ang musika
01:14:30Ngunit wala ka na tapos na
01:14:33Mga pamilya nito
01:14:35Yang naririnig ko
01:14:37Hindi ko na matapos sa katanto
01:14:39Pero hindi ko na matapos
01:14:42Kahit mahindi man sa ilang mundo
01:14:55Alam mo bang soot kog pa
01:14:59Ang kwintas na regalo mo
01:15:03Nung ikatlunggang
01:15:06Paano ba tayo napunta
01:15:10Sa putong dogs
01:15:12Ikaw pa rin pala
01:15:15Nagsisisikap rin ba
01:15:18Bawa melodiya
01:15:21Sa'yo lang papunta
01:15:24Bumabalik sa ulit sa'yo
01:15:29Kung pwede ni maulit
01:15:32Kasal ko sa langit
01:15:36Ikaw na lang ulit
01:15:42Ikaw na lang ulit
01:15:48Tayo na lang ulit
01:15:54Kahit hindi ko nakakapagod
01:15:57Bumabalik-balik sa mga panahon
01:16:00Pinatingin na ang musika
01:16:03Ngunit wala ka na tapos na
01:16:06Mga pamilya nito
01:16:08Yang naririnig ko
01:16:10Hindi ko na matapos ang kantang ko
01:16:12Pero lang ulit, ulitin ko
01:16:15Kahit pa rin di magsahit ng mundo
01:16:20Masadok ko pa rin
01:16:23Mga tao ang mga tingin
01:16:25Hindi na mabura-bura
01:16:28Kahit nagustuin
01:16:32Kung kinaya mo lang hindi
01:16:35Hindi na sana pinaisin
01:16:37Bumalik ulit
01:16:39Ikaw na lang ulit
01:16:41Tayo na lang ulit
01:16:46Kahit hindi ko nakapagod
01:16:48Bumabalik-balik sa mga panahon
01:16:50Pinatingin na ang musika
01:16:52Ngunit wala ka na tapos na
01:16:54Mga pamilya nito
01:16:56Yang naririnig ko
01:16:58Hindi na sana pinaisin
01:17:00Kung kinaya mo lang hindi
01:17:03Ahh
01:17:05Ooh
01:17:07Hindi na sana tanampas
01:17:10Ako'y mahal mo ka
01:17:13Kahit sana di hihilo
01:17:15Ang puso
01:17:21Mabilik ulit na nakapagod
01:17:27Bumabalik-balik sa mga panahon
01:17:32Because I can't change
01:17:38But the music is still playing
01:17:42Now that you're gone, the song is over
01:17:50But the music is still playing
01:17:54Now that you're gone, the songs are over
01:17:58Now that you're gone, the songs are over
01:18:02But the music is still playing
01:18:05Now that you're gone, the songs are over
01:18:19You got me thinking boy
01:18:21Can't get you out of my mind
01:18:24Out of my mind
01:18:26Out of my mind
01:18:28Now what you thinking boy
01:18:31Do I get on my mind
01:18:34Out of my mind
01:18:36Out of my mind
01:18:38My mind, my mind, my mind
01:18:41Don't tell him what we do
01:18:42My mind, my mind, my mind
01:18:46Don't tell him what we do
01:18:47My mind
01:18:48You got me thinking boy
01:18:50Can't get you out of my mind
01:18:53Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:18:56Don't tell him what we do
01:18:57My mind
01:18:58Tell him what you think
01:18:59Cause I'm not exaggerating
01:19:02I don't wanna waste
01:19:04Your consideration
01:19:06I'm just picking on your brain
01:19:09Cause I'll be hesitant to know
01:19:12Just a little taste
01:19:14Of your imagination, babe
01:19:17I got my fantasy
01:19:19Tryna make it reality
01:19:22Take it out of me
01:19:23Wanna make you my masterpiece
01:19:26Baby take me away
01:19:28Let me do it different galaxies
01:19:31I'll give you all of my time
01:19:34Take over my mind
01:19:36You got me thinking boy
01:19:38Can't get you out of my mind
01:19:41Out of my mind
01:19:43Out of my mind
01:19:45Now what you thinking boy
01:19:48Do I get on my mind
01:19:51Out of my mind
01:19:53Out of my mind
01:19:55My mind, my mind, my mind
01:19:58Don't tell him what we do
01:19:59My mind
01:20:00Out of my mind, my mind
01:20:03Tell him what we do
01:20:04My mind
01:20:05You got me thinking boy
01:20:07Can't get you out of my mind
01:20:09Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:20:12Don't tell him what we do
01:20:13My mind
01:20:14Take me back to the crib
01:20:16Let me give it to you, babe
01:20:17Show you what love is
01:20:19Show you we don't talk biz
01:20:21Baby I'm gonna be your boss
01:20:22I'm just showing you the rim
01:20:24I can tell you be alone
01:20:26Let me take you out the door
01:20:27So we can get it till the morning
01:20:29Baby we can get going
01:20:30Take my pen to your bed
01:20:32Just run it in the sun
01:20:33First runs of the concert
01:20:35Baby tryna work it up
01:20:36With the attitude party
01:20:38From the bed down to the floor
01:20:40Baby let me know
01:20:41Cause I really wanna work your body
01:20:43Woo!
01:21:14Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:21:16Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:21:18Don't tell him what we do
01:21:19My mind
01:21:20Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:21:22Don't tell him what we do
01:21:23My mind
01:21:24Take me back to the crib
01:21:25Let me give it to you, babe
01:21:26Show you what love is
01:21:27Show you we don't talk biz
01:21:28Baby I'm gonna be your boss
01:21:29I'm just showing you the rim
01:21:30I can tell you be alone
01:21:31Let me take you out the door
01:21:32So we can get it till the morning
01:21:33Baby let me know
01:21:34Cause I really wanna work your body
01:21:35From the bed down to the floor
01:21:36Baby let me know
01:21:37Cause I really wanna work your body
01:21:38Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:21:39Don't tell him what we do
01:21:40My mind
01:21:41Out of my mind, my mind, my mind
01:21:43Don't tell him what we do
01:21:44My mind
01:21:45My mind
01:21:47Don't tell him what we do
01:21:48My mind
01:21:49You got me thinking boy
01:21:51Can you get you outta my mind
01:22:00First rums at the concert
01:22:01Baby try to work
01:22:02Get it up with these
01:22:06Hey! Hey!
01:22:07From the bed down to the floor
01:22:08Baby let me know
01:22:09♪
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01:22:23♪
01:22:29♪
01:22:35♪
01:22:41♪
01:22:47♪
01:22:53♪
01:22:59♪
01:23:05♪
01:23:12♪
01:23:16Uh-huh.
01:23:17Oh, yeah.