"It wasn’t like a... proper relationship." Kriti Sanon opened up about her first crush from school.
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00:00Very tall.
00:01I think I used to lose sight of him because he was so tall.
00:04And you get all like red and hot when that person's around you.
00:08I think he was very possessive.
00:09Never be in love with someone who you think he'll become.
00:12If he doesn't change.
00:17Tell us about your first love.
00:21I think it was somewhere in school.
00:24I wasn't in 5th or 6th standard.
00:26I was quite late.
00:28But yeah, the crush.
00:32Quite late meaning maybe like 9th, 10th or 11th.
00:39Somewhere around that.
00:4214th, 15th, 16th.
00:43Something like that.
00:44Your tuition friend.
00:46Not tuition friend.
00:47I was in school.
00:48Okay, co-ed school.
00:49Yeah, my co-ed school.
00:51I didn't have any such problem in life.
00:54So I was in school.
00:57Very tall.
00:58I think I used to lose sight of him because he was so tall.
01:01He'll suit me.
01:03I think subconsciously you...
01:05I mean I look a little above a certain level.
01:07According to my height.
01:09So I used to look a little short below.
01:11So if someone's tall, I would notice.
01:14Like because I'm tall.
01:15That kind of romance was so...
01:19Like now we call it kindergarten romance or whatever.
01:22But when you don't know the name,
01:25then you figure out the name.
01:27Then you're looking from a distance in that assembly line.
01:32Or you want to go around their class.
01:36You know, just to like see.
01:37And you get all like red and hot when that person's around you.
01:41And start blushing.
01:43People are teasing you with that person's name.
01:45You stare during the lecture until they stare back a little bit.
01:48And yeah, that also.
01:50That person was not in my class.
01:52He was in a different section.
01:54But that has its own charm.
01:56Because then you go around that person's class.
01:59And you suddenly see him.
02:01And notes exchange.
02:04And then you suddenly like you talk for the first time.
02:07You know, that conversation.
02:09Not knowing, like complete stranger.
02:11And exchanging numbers.
02:13And at that time, I used to share a mobile with my mom.
02:18I used to get it after going home, basically.
02:21So my mom used to go to college.
02:23She used to have that mobile since morning.
02:25Then when I used to reach home, I used to have that mobile.
02:29And sometimes I used to get a message.
02:32I used to delete all those messages later.
02:35Landlines.
02:36Now I don't have a landline in this house.
02:38When there were landlines,
02:40it used to get up from here and there.
02:42Same number.
02:43If that person calls.
02:46And I couldn't lie in front of my mom.
02:49I think my sister was brilliant at it.
02:52But I was the one who she would catch in a jiffy.
02:56That something is wrong.
02:58Whose call was it?
02:59Why did you break up?
03:01I think at that time it's very frivolous.
03:04I don't think it's that deep.
03:06I don't think it was deep.
03:07Though I cried.
03:08It wasn't deep.
03:09But it wasn't like what I would call a proper relationship.
03:14Now when you look back,
03:16it was that school crush.
03:19First relationship.
03:21Yeah, I think he was very possessive.
03:23Talking about school crush.
03:26This possessiveness has been there, I feel.
03:28That's your type?
03:29That's the type you attract?
03:35See, you realize your pattern after some time.
03:39And then you realize what not to do.
03:42This is what I should break my pattern.
03:44And not go for my pattern.
03:45I think it's a conscious effort.
03:47When someone you hear,
03:49their perception is something else.
03:51Or is not considered to be the best guy or whatever.
03:56But that person with you is very sweet.
03:58And very nice.
03:59Then you suddenly feel like,
04:00maybe I am having this effect on this person.
04:03But this can be a trap too.
04:05This doesn't last.
04:07I feel you can never change a person.
04:09Yeah.
04:10And also, sometimes you realize that
04:12maybe you were in love with
04:15a version of a person
04:17that you thought he would become.
04:20You know.
04:21This will happen.
04:22This will become.
04:23Or he can do this.
04:25This change is happening.
04:27But that's wrong.
04:28That's wrong on your part also.
04:29Why do you want to change the person?
04:31So never be in love with someone
04:33who you think he will become.
04:35Right now.
04:36Do you love that person as he is now?
04:38What if he doesn't change?
04:40You never know.