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One man's attempts to defeat the tortures of his own mindscape come to a head in the midst of a game of poker, when a my | dG1fOEgzeFBSWkREVk0
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00:00Hello, my name is Tic and what you're about to see is a combination of my struggles from
00:08the past few months.
00:09I haven't had one good hour's sleep in months, even when I do sleep.
00:29I see things, bad things. I'm not sure if they happened or not and I'm not sure if I
00:37want to know if they did. Even when I'm awake, I can't seem to distract myself from the things
00:42I see.
00:43I've tried distracting myself from animals, I've tried distracting myself with music,
00:49I've tried distracting myself with games, I've even distracted myself with cooking.
00:53I'm on to my final resort. I've asked my last two friends in this world to come round for
00:58the evening for a game of poker or two. I really hope it takes my mind off of things.
01:04I can't explain how I felt since it all began, or why I feel that way, but tonight, tonight
01:11I feel eager. Eager for my friends to arrive, and equally as eager for them to leave.
01:58I can't explain how I feel. Eager for my friends to arrive, and equally as eager for
02:05them to leave.
02:06I can't explain how I feel. Eager for my friends to arrive, and equally as eager for them to
02:10leave.
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04:28I guess I'm not the best when I don't sleep.