Love After Lockup Season 1 Episode 4 - Broken Promises
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00:00I think it shouldn't matter.
00:01Then maybe you're not ready to be in a serious relationship.
00:03Shut the f*** up.
00:04My fiance, Dominic, is in prison.
00:07We basically spent about 30 days together out of the whole six years.
00:12I think you're making a mistake.
00:13You're being a straight up bitch.
00:14I think I'm just being realistic.
00:17I'm freaking out to finally be alone with Lamar.
00:21What are you doing?
00:22You're not getting any of this good stuff until we get married.
00:25You're not going to get me kicked out of the church.
00:27I just feel like it's risky as hell for you to be making such a drastic move so soon.
00:32Allah could potentially make you lose everything you f***ing have.
00:48Hey, Alan.
00:49Nothing.
00:52I got to get out of here.
00:53I got to get to work.
00:54I got to dip.
00:55Don't forget you have the two o'clock appointment that I made you, okay?
00:58Okay, well...
00:58You can't be late.
00:59Don't you feel like you should have talked to me?
01:00Babe, either you get a job out here, we get married, and there's a place for us to live.
01:06We need two out of three for you to move here.
01:08Allah's been out of prison for two weeks.
01:11What happened to communication?
01:12I'm communicating with you right now.
01:15In order for Allah to transfer her probation from Wisconsin to Illinois,
01:19she has to meet two out of three requirements, and those requirements are full-time employment,
01:24a place to live, or immediate family.
01:27If she gets a full-time job, she can move to Chicago and live with me.
01:31You set it up without talking to me.
01:33That's not okay.
01:35Allah was a model.
01:36At 18, she got a six-figure modeling contract.
01:39She had that modeling contract when, you know, she got arrested and basically went kaput.
01:44I'm going to get a job, and I'm going to do whatever it takes, but I don't want to model.
01:48I don't want to model.
01:49I'm not setting anything up.
01:49I'm the only one doing it for you.
01:51Why am I doing it for you?
01:52I've set up an audition with the modeling agency.
01:55I probably should have discussed it with her a little bit more because she definitely is not feeling it.
01:59Listen, I've got to get ready.
02:00I've got to go to work.
02:01When are you going to be back from work?
02:03I'm getting it off early today so that I can meet you there.
02:06Allah!
02:07I don't want to model.
02:08When I started modeling, I was exposed to heroin.
02:13Once I did it, I didn't stop.
02:16I am not going to be there, James!
02:19Just do it for me, please.
02:20I don't feel good.
02:22You look fantastic.
02:24First of all, I just got out of prison.
02:26I'm in no rush.
02:27I want to be the most normal me, so I can't go back to modeling.
02:33It's not an option.
02:35James, I've got to be a part of these things.
02:37You went and did something without speaking to me.
02:40Getting you to Chicago is my priority.
02:42What the f*** is your priority?
02:45Are you serious?
02:47Is that important to you?
02:49I'll do it for you.
02:50I'll do it for you.
02:52But I want you to know.
02:56I want you to tell me, do you see what I'm talking about, though?
02:59Do you understand that you need to communicate these things?
03:02I'll do it for you.
03:03Okay.
03:03I don't want to model, but for James, I'm willing to do whatever it takes.
03:08I don't know.
03:09What's going on, gentlemen?
03:23What's up, man?
03:24How you doing?
03:24How you doing?
03:24Welcome to the stores.
03:25I'm going to text you right here.
03:26Of course, of course.
03:27Tonight, I can finally get out, cut loose.
03:29I've been on parole, you know, and I haven't been able to drink, but tonight, for the first
03:33time, I'm going to get loose.
03:35Thank you very much.
03:37Hey, guys, no cameras.
03:39This is my freedom.
03:45This is me finally being able to come home, cut loose.
03:48I'm having a good time right now, so I don't plan on going home anytime soon.
03:51Jonna's at home, and that's fine with me.
03:53She needs to stop texting my phone.
03:57I can't believe he did this to me.
03:59I'm super upset.
04:01Garrett promised me he would never not come home by 2 a.m. again, and I just feel like
04:07that was all bull .
04:08Last night, I took my part in a little too far.
04:24I went a little too hard.
04:25I stayed out all night, didn't make it home.
04:30I mean, I was just cutting loose with my friends, and it turned into, you know, an all-night
04:34thing.
04:35I'm feeling pretty about it.
04:38I got a new job, restaurant on the beach.
04:41I'm a server.
04:42I had to go start my shift.
04:44I got to be on time.
04:45I have to that up.
04:46Jonna's going to be even more mad.
04:52Hi.
04:52Hey, Bobby.
04:53How are you?
04:54Good.
04:54How are you doing?
04:54Good.
04:55Yes, ma'am.
04:56Yes, ma'am.
04:56Barb is the bartender.
04:58I do turn to her for advice or, you know, talk to her when things are going on.
05:01What's the matter with you?
05:03You look rough.
05:04Long night.
05:05I ain't slept here.
05:07I stayed out all night and got up.
05:11Are you in trouble?
05:13Am I?
05:14Am I?
05:16What do you think?
05:17Yeah.
05:18I'm definitely in trouble.
05:20She's pissed.
05:21Even though Jonna gets upset when I go out for, you know, an hour or two.
05:2510, 11 o'clock, she's going crazy.
05:27This time, I actually took it too far.
05:30She actually has a reason to be upset.
05:33You're old for this.
05:35Am I?
05:35Yeah.
05:37Yeah.
05:39I feel bad.
05:39For me, I think it's innocent.
05:40You know, I feel like I should be able to go out and have fun and come home in the morning.
05:44But from her standpoint...
05:46How would you feel she did that?
05:48I want to say fine.
05:49I don't know.
05:49She's never done it.
05:50It's easy to say, you know?
05:51It's real easy to say.
05:52Easy to say.
05:54Either way, I'll f*** up.
05:57When I was in prison, I never...
05:58For me, it was like, I didn't care about going out.
06:01And I told her all the time.
06:02And now I'm home and I want to go out and I want to have fun and I want to do things.
06:05I think that's pretty natural.
06:07I think so.
06:08But on the other hand, if you're going to be in a committed relationship, not coming home is unacceptable.
06:13Yeah, I know.
06:15What are you going to do?
06:18What do I do?
06:19I am so nervous.
06:21I really messed up.
06:22And I'm not sure what she's going to say.
06:24My purpose in life is to love.
06:43And prisoners are just the people that I've chosen to share my love with.
06:49Tomorrow's the day I'm supposed to pick up Tony.
06:52For real, tomorrow?
06:53Tomorrow's the day.
06:55No, I don't even know what he looks like.
06:57Oh, I've never showed you a picture of him.
06:58You know what he looks like?
06:59Here.
07:01Don't be...
07:02Don't be...
07:04Tony's been in prison for about three years.
07:09His initial charge was drug possession.
07:11And now he's in prison for possession of a firearm by a convicted felon.
07:15Why is it that you made a decision to hook up with him while he's in prison?
07:20Some people would say that's not a very good decision.
07:23I picked Tony off a penpile website.
07:28He's very handsome and sexy.
07:30He used to be a MMA fighter.
07:33He seemed like he had a lot of ambition.
07:36He talked about wanting to have his own business.
07:38We conversated through letters and emails and phone.
07:41I sent him a picture of myself that my sister and I had done some photo editing on.
07:48It was a great picture.
07:51I guess that picture sucked him in.
07:55How old is he?
07:5732.
07:58You are?
08:0046.
08:02I'll be 46 on my birthday.
08:04You gonna be a sugar mama?
08:06Hell, I already am.
08:07Tony usually needs about $200 a month for his needs in the prison.
08:15To buy, you know, clothes, shoes, socks, underwear, different things like that.
08:22The reason I send Tony money is I can, you know, I'm just a very empathic person.
08:27And I just like to know that his needs are met.
08:30So how long exactly have y'all known each other for real?
08:32About a year.
08:33But, you know, he asked me to marry him after we'd known each other for about three months.
08:40And you said yes.
08:41I had never even met him at that moment.
08:44I'd only talked to him on the phone and through email.
08:47When Tony first proposed to me without ever meeting me, I was doubtful.
08:53Sometimes I think in the beginning Tony was just kind of playing me.
08:56But as time passed and we got to know each other better, I began to trust that he meant what he said.
09:04At this point, Tony and I are engaged to get married February 14th of next year.
09:09What if when he gets out, all of a sudden he's, like, looking for freedom?
09:13And being married is...
09:15You know what I mean?
09:17I don't know what Tony's intentions are.
09:21I definitely think Tony's using Angela because he's got no one to be with when he gets out of prison.
09:27He's going to latch on to her.
09:29And he's also going to tell her anything he thinks she wants to hear.
09:34You got a GPS on your phone in case you disappear and we can't find you?
09:37You have concerns that he's going to take me off and kill me and steal my car?
09:41I don't know him. He could.
09:42I believe that Tony and I were meant to find each other, without a doubt.
09:46I believe that everything we do happens for a reason.
09:49So I can't doubt anything about, you know, meeting Tony.
09:54I think that Angela likes to be in complicated situations.
09:58I think she even loves the danger that she's getting into.
10:02I think she loves that.
10:04You have a gun?
10:05I have a gun.
10:05I'm being for real now.
10:07I'm not taking my gun.
10:08He can't be in possession of one because that's what he's in prison for.
10:15You guys literally went looking for ****.
10:18Went looking for it after hours.
10:20I will end this.
10:21You will lose me.
10:23My girlfriend had an appointment here.
10:25It looks like she has not checked in yet.
10:27You better get away from me.
10:29I'm not playing.
10:30You keep talking.
10:30What's going to happen?
10:31Get away from me.
10:38Allie needs full-time employment because it's one of the requirements for her to transfer
10:49her probation from Wisconsin to Illinois.
10:52I think her best opportunity is to get back into modeling.
10:56She made boatloads of money when she did it.
10:58My girlfriend had an appointment here and I wanted to see how she's doing.
11:02Hey, and what was the appointment time for?
11:04Um, two o'clock I believe.
11:06Two?
11:06Okay.
11:07Looks like she has not checked in yet.
11:09She hasn't shown up?
11:09No.
11:10Okay.
11:12I was in the Marine Corps for six years.
11:14You know, a big thing in the Marines is we need to be on time.
11:18I don't like that she's late at all.
11:20It bothers me.
11:21You know, if you say you're going to be somewhere on time and somebody's waiting on you, you
11:28should, you know, you should be there.
11:29She should be soon.
11:30Um, I, I can go ahead and ask our director, okay?
11:33The goal is for her to get a contract that lands her in Chicago.
11:36And as her partner, I'm, I'm here to support her and to make her feel, you know, loved and
11:42to know that I believe in her.
11:45Hi.
11:45Hello.
11:46I'm Katie.
11:47Katie?
11:47Yeah.
11:47Hey, James.
11:48Hi, nice to meet you.
11:49Pleasure.
11:49My girlfriend who I set up the appointment for.
11:51Um, Aleph was previously a model.
11:53She started when she was 15, um, up until about the age of 20.
11:57Okay.
11:57Um, and, you know, she's got some things working against her as far as, like, looking for a
12:00job because she's got felony conviction on the record.
12:04Why don't you come on back here and you tell me a little bit more.
12:09All right.
12:10So, tell me more about her.
12:12So, we're trying to find, uh, employment opportunity available in the Chicagoland area.
12:17Yeah.
12:18So, are you wanting to put her back into modeling because she's a felon and she's having a hard
12:22time getting another job?
12:24Or you want to put her back into modeling because you feel like she's a model?
12:27I'm not trying to put her in anything.
12:29I'm just, I'm just trying to make some opportunities available to her, um, because she needs a job.
12:34It's like a catch-22 because in order to move to Chicago, she needs to have a job out here.
12:39But it's difficult to get a job where you don't live.
12:43I guess my only problem here is her needing to be here at 2 o'clock and she's not.
12:49We're not going to put talent in our database that's going to make us look bad.
12:52Right.
12:53Because then people aren't going to want to use our server.
12:55Right.
12:55I'm a little bit freaked out that Aleph is not here yet.
12:58I'm just really hoping that she's going to walk in the door any minute now.
13:01Hey, sweetheart, where you at?
13:11Hey, where are you?
13:13What's wrong, babe?
13:14Why don't you, why don't you pull over?
13:16I was not feeling too good.
13:18She is sick, but I'm just kind of like worried about you right now and I kind of want to come
13:22and get you.
13:23I don't know what's going on with her.
13:25She had to get off the UA because she felt like she was going to yak.
13:28Do you want to just send me a pin and I can come get you?
13:30I don't give a shit about anything else.
13:31I just want to get to her and make sure that she's okay.
13:35I have a really bad feeling about this.
13:44Get the door?
13:45Okay.
13:46There we go.
13:53Today is the day.
13:54Yay.
13:54My mom and my stepdad are now so used to going to visit Dom in prison.
14:03It's just become our normal routine.
14:06It's not your normal family outing.
14:08Dominic has been incarcerated for six years, but today we're going to the prison for the
14:13last time because he's finally being released.
14:17Mary, are you excited?
14:21I'm super excited.
14:22I've waited so long and finally today is the day we actually get to go get him.
14:27Woo.
14:28I met Dominic working at a bar and it was literally love at first sight.
14:34The next thing I know, Dom was arrested.
14:36He was cuffed and in jail before I could realize what was happening.
14:39But I knew I would wait for him no matter how long it takes.
14:44He compliments me.
14:45He makes me feel pretty.
14:47And he's been the best sex of my life.
14:50Beautiful day.
14:51I got to say though, as pretty as it is here, I'm kind of glad that we're not going to be
14:55coming here on a regular basis.
14:58When I see Dominic, I'm going to run, jump in his arms and kiss him.
15:04And it's just going to be so awesome.
15:07We don't have to go through security today, I hope.
15:11Nobody's really prepared for that.
15:14I hate prison guards because they treat non-prisoners like myself like
15:18They wouldn't let me get through the security.
15:21They think that there was drugs on my jacket.
15:24I'm feeling like pretty upset because I've traveled so far.
15:28I am so happy I'll never hopefully have to see them again.
15:37Okay, here we are.
15:43My parents and I are at the prison to pick up Dominic.
15:46And, you know, I'm expecting him to be waiting for me at the front.
15:50Like, is he just supposed to look for a car?
15:52Like, I don't really understand.
15:54I'm going to stay.
15:54We have to just wait.
15:55But these, like, grumpy, mean guards were kind of like,
15:59no, you have to stay in your car and, you know what, we'll drop him off to you.
16:03And it was really rude and it kind of, like, killed the mood.
16:06Obviously, I'm sick of more grief here.
16:12I don't even care.
16:13Like, you could have been a little bit more informative about what we have to do.
16:16Yeah.
16:17We all have butterflies in our stomach waiting for, you know, Dom to come out.
16:21And I start panicking.
16:22Like, is he going to come out?
16:24Like, what if something happened and, you know, he's not being released?
16:28Last night, I was finally able to cut loose, actually drink a little bit.
16:46And after all those years that I drank in, I don't really know my limitations.
16:50So I went a little too far.
16:52I had a little too many.
16:54I had a good time.
16:55But now I'm definitely regretting it.
16:58I had a good time.
17:11What's up?
17:12What's up?
17:15I mean, I can't say much to make you feel bad about the situation, so.
17:18Yeah, and that's the problem.
17:20Like, you're so nonchalant about it.
17:21And I know that you don't think it's a big deal.
17:22But it's, like, such a big deal.
17:25You did not come home.
17:26I went to work, and you still weren't here.
17:29Show me.
17:30What did you want me to do, though?
17:31Honestly, what can I do?
17:33I just feel like you're not sorry.
17:34Like, right now you're sorry because you, I'm upset.
17:38But all night when I was telling you how upset I was, you were like, you're being dramatic.
17:41I was drunk.
17:42What are you, I'm saying?
17:43I was drinking.
17:44And that's another thing that really, really hurts my family.
17:46I didn't drink with you the first time I drank in a long time.
17:48Yeah, when Garrett first came home, he was in a program where he couldn't drink alcohol.
17:52And we always talked about how we'd get drunk together for the first time when he finally
17:56could.
17:56But he kind of went a disloyal route and drank with his friends and got drunk for the first
18:03time and not me.
18:04He talked about wanting to spend all this time with me when he came home, and now he's going
18:17out to all hours of the night with his friends who were nowhere to be found during his entire
18:20sentence.
18:21I voiced my concerns to you about how I feel about them, but you continue to go out with
18:26them.
18:26Now that you've stayed out all night, literally did not come home, and they, like, didn't
18:33encourage you or say, hey, man, I'll drop you off or anything.
18:36That was never my intention to stay out and not come home.
18:38You guys literally went looking for went looking for it after hours.
18:44There's nowhere you need to be at four in the morning besides in bed.
18:49She wants me to live this controlled, caged, and life, but I've lived that for too long.
18:54I'm ready to get out.
18:56Have fun.
18:57Be free.
18:58You not coming home last night was, like, way past what I'm willing to put up with.
19:03Right now, I'm just really concerned about Garrett's behavior and how he's been acting
19:07and wondering if there ever will be a wedding.
19:11All I'm telling you is that I will end this.
19:15You will lose me.
19:17Like, you're joking.
19:18You think it's funny.
19:19I'm not kidding.
19:20It's not funny.
19:21I'm just saying.
19:21You sitting there, I just feel like you just, like, you just feel like you're, like,
19:24the big boss right now.
19:25But it's not funny.
19:26I always joke.
19:27I always do.
19:28I joke in court.
19:29I joke after sin.
19:30And that's why you did six and a half years.
19:32you.
19:32The whole time Garrett was in prison, he promised me I'd never spend a night alone.
19:45And now I don't know who he is anymore, and it's scary.
19:48It's pretty intense, waiting on Tony to get here.
20:01Are you guys coming from prison?
20:03I just want Tony here.
20:04I'm about to cry.
20:06There ain't gonna be no baby mama still, right?
20:10All right.
20:10I'm gonna come see you right now.
20:12All right.
20:13The other woman's gonna come.
20:14This is a calendar that Tony had sent me in the mail.
20:35He told me to mark off the days till he comes home.
20:37So today is the day I get to go pick him up and take him to halfway house.
20:41It's a good day.
20:42It's a great day.
20:43I yearned for a long time with Tony.
20:45I mean, intimacy is great.
20:47Just some pillow talk to, you know, lay around and chill and sex or whatever it leads to, you know.
20:56This was my Valentine's card that he made for me this year.
21:02Here it says,
21:03It was shocking when Tony proposed to me through the Valentine's Day card because we'd never met.
21:19It made me feel like, you know, he loved me a lot and he felt like I was the perfect person for him.
21:24He puts me number one.
21:28He always tells me I'm his favorite flower in the garden.
21:33He asked me to get him some dress clothes, a couple dress shirts, some shoes where he can start his job search when he comes home.
21:43He needs to have adequate clothing for that.
21:46So I am out the door to go get Mr. Tony out of that damn prison.
21:59I am supposed to pick him up in Jackson.
22:03Prison will drop him off at the bus station.
22:05Of course, he'll go to halfway house and then he will come here eventually.
22:13I mean, it's pretty intense just waiting on Tony to get here and I'm just ready to see him and talk to him and hug him and let him know that I'm here.
22:38You know, that's important to me is him knowing that I'm here.
22:41So, yeah.
22:43Hey, are you guys coming from prison?
22:47Which prison?
22:51I'm waiting on a friend, my guy friend from federal.
22:56He's supposed to be getting on the bus today.
22:58I'm looking for him.
22:59I hadn't heard from him because he's been in the hole the last three weeks.
23:03So I hadn't had, but I know today was the day.
23:08No, I haven't heard from him.
23:10I don't know if they're not letting him use the phone.
23:12He told me that October the 19th was his halfway house date.
23:16And, you know, he is a convict, so it could have been all game from the beginning.
23:23It's terrible to have so much uncertainty going on, the not knowing of what's going on.
23:29Do you think Tony could be lying to you?
23:30I don't know what happened.
23:33This is Angela calling in regards to Antonio.
23:37Okay.
23:37He was supposed to go to halfway house today.
23:40Can you tell me what's going on?
23:43Who would I need to contact?
23:45You know, I've built up a lot of excitement and a ton of emotions with this.
23:50And then this happens.
23:57I'm really worried about where Tony is.
23:59My concern is that maybe he's lying to me.
24:04But I refuse to believe that.
24:08I'm going over here.
24:09Babe, can you hurry up?
24:22I got to put on my eyelashes, babe.
24:25Because of Lamar's parole, he can't leave L.A. and come home to Utah for 30 days.
24:38So, Lamar's family is meeting us tonight for a welcome home gathering.
24:43He's a little anxious because he hasn't seen them in almost two decades.
24:48So, who's going to be here tonight?
24:50I don't want no ex.
24:51I ain't no exes.
24:52There ain't going to be no baby mamas there, right?
24:55I don't nah.
24:56Baby mamas do not belong.
24:58I told you, my daughter, she wasn't coming.
24:59So, why would my baby mama come without my daughter?
25:02When my daughter was born, I was around 16 years old.
25:05I was in juvenile hall.
25:07So, I haven't seen my daughter since she was around four or five years old.
25:10And now she's grown.
25:12So, I really want my daughter, Shantae, to come.
25:14But it seems like she can't make it.
25:16And I really want her to be there for me.
25:18I want to see her grown on the street as a free man.
25:22So, we can do daughters, of course, but no baby mamas.
25:29Nah.
25:29Are your family mostly bloods or mostly Crips?
25:33They both.
25:39You nervous?
25:40Yeah.
25:41You sure you'll be all right?
25:42I'm kind of nervous.
25:42I love you.
25:43You'll be okay.
25:43What's up, baby?
25:49What's up, sis?
25:51Hi.
25:53Hello.
25:54Hello.
25:55Just seeing my boys and my family here, I can't explain it.
25:59So, you're a queen, smooth-ass ****.
26:01What's up?
26:02I love you.
26:02I love you.
26:03This is the best feeling ever.
26:05This is my brother.
26:06Are you serious?
26:06This is my cousin.
26:09This is big bro.
26:10How you?
26:10Nice to meet you.
26:11I'm here, my sister.
26:13It's amazing to see my sister.
26:14That's the love of my life.
26:15I miss you.
26:16I miss you, boy.
26:18She had to be about 13, 14 when I went to prison.
26:22Hey, what's up?
26:23Don't be dope, man.
26:24Did you think you were going to come from prison to this?
26:26Hell, yeah.
26:27Hell, yeah.
26:28Hey, you was in prison eating food you ain't never heard of.
26:31Now you all eating food you ain't never heard of.
26:33Ain't nothing greater.
26:34I'm fresh out of here.
26:35This is my second day out.
26:37I feel like a **** king.
26:39Cheers.
26:39Cheers.
26:40Cheers.
26:41Cheers.
26:41It feels good.
26:43I'm around good people, good energy, nowhere else but up.
26:47That's all it is.
26:47That's all I feel right now.
26:50Is it good?
26:52I made them a signature drink.
26:54As a Mormon, I do not drink alcohol.
26:57And hopefully when we're together as a family in Utah,
27:01he won't drink either.
27:03We don't start learning how to work this morning.
27:05What the **** is this?
27:10Hey.
27:11Hey.
27:12I'm going to come see you right now.
27:13Man, babe, I miss you.
27:15I want you to be here.
27:17Lamar's daughter's on her way.
27:19Cool.
27:19I'm excited.
27:20Bye-bye.
27:21Fine.
27:22Fun.
27:22Can't wait to see her.
27:24Hugs and kisses.
27:25Okay, we'll see you there.
27:26All right.
27:27Then I hear the other woman's going to come.
27:30Talk to you later.
27:32And then I decide, you know what?
27:34I don't have to be here.
27:38Babe, I'll be back.
27:39I'll have her done foot.
27:40I got to send him some money because she got to go to the emergency room.
27:42He promised me that I wouldn't ever have to deal with his ex.
27:52That was a promise he made to me.
27:55Oh.
27:56It doesn't even seem like he cares that I'm leaving.
27:59I'm a nobody.
28:00I don't exist.
28:02I don't know if the wedding is a good idea.
28:11Back in the 90s, I was part of a group called the Fan Bam Click.
28:14We was all over magazines, radio stations was blowing up.
28:18But once I went to prison, everybody fell apart.
28:21Now that I'm fresh out, I'm finna go meet me with my brother Dulo D, my producer.
28:26Go to the studio with some of the rhymes I wrote in prison.
28:29So I'm finna kick this back up.
28:31You still got it or what?
28:32No, I'm rusty.
28:33See, I can't lie.
28:34Welcome home, Fan Bam.
28:35Where?
28:36I'm nervous, girl.
28:37Hey.
28:38It ain't nothing different, bro.
28:41She keep around with us gangsters.
28:42She gonna be ready to ride when it's on.
28:44She gonna be ready, hand to her own.
28:46Hold it down for me when I'm gone.
28:47Trying to majorize my life.
28:49All my days and all my nights.
28:51But it's so hard to get right.
28:52But I'm hitting hard in this fight.
28:54I'm back.
28:55That's all.
28:55I'm hood, I'm ridin' dirty.
28:57I'm doin' what I love.
28:58Trying to send me the guy early.
29:00It's the best feeling ever.
29:02She called me daddy.
29:04She just unhooked my cackis.
29:05And she lookin' right at me.
29:07Oh, that's a good job.
29:14I'm tryin' to learn how to work this .
29:17Hey.
29:17I'm gonna come see you right now.
29:24Man, babe, I miss you.
29:26I want you to be here.
29:27Okay, we'll be there after.
29:28All right.
29:29Babe, I'll be back.
29:31I'll be back.
29:32I'll be back.
29:32I'll be back.
29:33I'll be back.
29:33He promised me that I wouldn't ever have to deal with his ex.
29:39That was a promise he made to me.
29:41And then I felt like that was disrespectful.
29:44So I made up a story of why I had to leave.
29:47It doesn't even seem like he cares that I'm leavin'.
29:51My daughter just called me right now.
29:53Said she's actually comin'.
29:55I'm happy.
29:56You know what I'm sayin'?
29:57Made my day, you know what I'm sayin'?
29:58I really want to see my daughter.
30:00That's really everything to me.
30:02I really want to see her.
30:03What the ?
30:04It's a platinum beat.
30:15My baby.
30:19My daughter showed up, and I feel complete.
30:22It just feel like right to me, man.
30:26And it was really emotional.
30:28I really can't wait to get my life on track so I can really be in her life for real.
30:40Does it feel weird to be, like, with all these people?
30:45Not really.
30:45Not really?
30:46Not really.
30:47When my dad first put his arm around me, it was the moment I've been waiting for my entire life.
30:53It was the best feeling that I ever had.
30:55Because it's been, like, a piece of me has been missing, and now it feels complete.
31:03But, you know, I understand how it was hard on you.
31:09And I love you.
31:10I've missed you all these years.
31:12You know what I'm sayin'?
31:12I left you so young.
31:15And, um, I really hate that I miss your life.
31:20You know what I'm sayin'?
31:21I love you, baby.
31:22I think about you every day.
31:24I apologize for having you be a mom by yourself with my daughter.
31:28You know what I'm sayin'?
31:29I love you.
31:31I love you, too.
31:31I'm beautiful.
31:33My daughter shows up.
31:34Her mama shows up.
31:35It's a beautiful thing.
31:36A beautiful meeting.
31:37And Andrea just never shows up, man.
31:40Cheers to the better years.
31:41You know what I'm sayin'?
31:42There's such a future now.
31:43I really needed her to be here.
31:45And for my daughter to really see who she is, Andrea is.
31:48I got two queens.
31:49My daughter's my queen.
31:51And I would hate to have to choose either or.
31:53I love you, baby.
31:54You lookin' good.
31:54I love you, too.
31:55I love you, too.
31:55And you lookin' good, too.
31:58I'm sorry, baby.
31:59I promise you.
31:59I promise you, baby.
32:01So, where's Andrea?
32:05You know, she's jealous.
32:07Why?
32:07Very insecure.
32:08I tell her she's threatened by you.
32:10And sometimes she get ideas in her head and she'll just run.
32:13Basically, she runs.
32:14So, I'm trying to get her to feel secure in her place.
32:18You sit right here.
32:19And we gonna be family.
32:21We cool, you know what I'm sayin'?
32:22We chillin', you know what I'm sayin'?
32:24Cause ain't nothin' gonna break up my family.
32:26Right.
32:26I don't give a how you feel in, you know what I'm sayin', in real life.
32:29Yeah.
32:30She needs to stop being threatened by me.
32:32She's threatened by you.
32:33She needs to stop it because that's my daughter.
32:35So, there's no way that I'm gonna send her to somebody that I don't even know.
32:39That's not the type of mother that I am.
32:41And so, as a mother, I feel like she should've understood that more.
32:44And not been threatened by it, but appreciated it.
32:46I'm really upset that Andrea didn't meet my daughter and embrace my daughter.
32:52You know what I'm sayin'?
32:53And I really needed her to be here with me.
32:56It was good to see you.
32:57A lot.
32:58Mmm.
33:00Mmm.
33:00Mmm.
33:01Mmm.
33:02Love my baby.
33:04I love you, too.
33:04Looking good, too.
33:05Man, Andrea just texted me, and she's lost.
33:11So, I gotta get at Dulo, and we need to go find it.
33:19What the hell did she say she was going anyway?
33:21Why did she leave?
33:22I really think that she knew my baby mama and then was coming to the little get-together.
33:27My daughter and my baby mama, she didn't want to be around my baby mama.
33:30I hope that's not what it was, because that ain't cool right there.
33:33That we looking for, don't know where the hell she at.
33:36She don't know where she at.
33:37Yeah, she probably don't make sense to me, you know what I'm sayin'?
33:39You can find everything every other time, you know what I'm sayin'?
33:42Right.
33:42And now, all of a sudden, you can't find where we-what you just left from.
33:46I really don't think Andrea's lost, man.
33:48I think that she knows exactly where she's at, and she just wants to remove me from where
33:53I'm at and put all my focus on her.
33:56You running and all that and making up a fake loss situation and all that, that's-that's-that's
34:02not cool.
34:03What time is it?
34:18This has been the worst experience when it comes to communication.
34:21I'm waiting in the car with my mom and my stepdad, waiting for, you know, Dom to come
34:27out, and I start panicking, like, is he gonna come out?
34:31Like, what if something happened and, you know, he's not being released?
34:34I haven't seen one single person come out to the parking lot and go.
34:44There he is.
34:47There he is.
34:48There he is.
34:49Go.
34:50Go.
34:51Hey.
34:52Give me a big hug.
34:53Oh.
34:54Oh.
34:55Oh, my God.
34:56Oh, my God.
34:57Oh.
34:58Oh.
34:59Oh.
35:00Oh.
35:01Oh, my God.
35:02Oh, my God.
35:03Oh.
35:04Oh.
35:05Oh.
35:06Oh.
35:07Come on, Sharpe.
35:07Get in.
35:08Hey, Dom.
35:09Come on.
35:10Hi.
35:11Hi.
35:12Um, I'm happy and ecstatic to be finally out and released.
35:20Nothing feels better than getting out of prison clothes and back into real clothes again.
35:24I feel f***ing amazing right now.
35:33Okay.
35:33I'm so happy to have you back.
35:38I can't believe this is happening.
35:40Like, he's finally here.
35:41All right, so, yeah, let's just go then.
35:48I'm so pumped to see him, but I'm also confused.
35:51He's not excited to see me.
35:53It doesn't seem like...
35:55I only have a little bit of time to get back to the halfway house.
35:58Okay.
35:59He's got a good coin.
35:59He's got a good coin.
36:00Okay, Mary.
36:04I'm happy that I get to be out of prison now, but I still have to go to halfway house and
36:09be under a whole new set of rules for six months where you just get readjusted back into society.
36:15They monitor you and your schedule and give you a curfew.
36:19It's not as bad as prison, but I'm still not free.
36:23Welcome home.
36:24Welcome home.
36:25Welcome home.
36:26We are on a really strict timeline.
36:30There's no time to pull over and spend some alone time.
36:33We have to literally race from the prison to the halfway house and get him there, or, you know, he's going to get in trouble and go back to jail.
36:40But I'm happy to see him.
36:43Dominic, we waited for this moment.
36:45Oh, my gosh.
36:45And we did it for a long time.
36:47And here we are.
36:48Welcome to your new life.
36:51I don't want to ever go back to jail again.
36:53Those days are behind me.
36:57It's exciting that we're actually in the same car together and driving.
37:00This is probably the longest time we've got to spend time with each other for a long while.
37:07Driving Dominic to this halfway house, it just seems like we're driving as fast as we can.
37:12We're not really, you know, having the conversation I'd want to have.
37:16He's talking so much about his rules and restrictions.
37:18They told me for three days out of the first week that I leave, people will follow me around three random days.
37:25I'm starting to think, like, what's going on here?
37:28Does he even like me?
37:29Does he need a little time to warm up to me?
37:33Dominic, has Mary talked to you about wedding plans and picking out venues and tuxedos and that kind of stuff?
37:41Like, I've just been looking around at some venues.
37:43We're going to figure it out sometime in the future once I'm more settled.
37:48Mary keeps talking about the wedding and I can't even think about that.
37:53Right now, all I'm thinking about is the fact that I'm actually out of jail and now I have to be somewhere else with it in a time limit.
38:00Right now, my priorities just show that I can be in society as a normal person.
38:05I wish you were coming home and not going to sleep there.
38:09Yeah, me too.
38:10It sucks.
38:11Okay, it's right over here.
38:14So, yeah.
38:17All right.
38:18August.
38:19See you later.
38:20Love you, Al.
38:21Love you, Al.
38:24Okay, I'll talk to you later.
38:26Yeah, talk to you later.
38:27I think the thing that upset Dominic the most going to prison is that we had just gotten engaged and, you know, we had plans to start planning our wedding.
38:41And, you know, now he doesn't really care that much anymore.
38:47And that haunts me.
38:48Like, I have nightmares of, is this going to be my life forever?
38:51You're going to have fun with your, uh, ex?
39:00I do not agree with the exes and his baby mama following us around L.A.
39:06You want to sterilize my life?
39:08I love Andrea, but, you know, I love my daughter.
39:10I want you to get away from me.
39:21When I was leaving the welcome home party, I told Lamar some sort of lie that had to do with the kids because I just wanted to leave.
39:32I wouldn't ever have to deal with his exes while in California.
39:37That was the promise he made to me.
39:51Man, where you was at, man?
39:52So you had, where you was at?
39:54We was looking for you.
39:54Did you have fun with your, uh, ex?
39:56Why did you leave?
39:57Because I didn't feel comfortable.
40:00Comfortable with what?
40:01You need to ride for me.
40:03Ride for your hand?
40:03And be with me.
40:04I'm with you.
40:05No, you didn't.
40:05You stayed there.
40:06You didn't care.
40:07I was lost.
40:08I'll wait there for 15 minutes.
40:10I don't know where I'm at.
40:11I don't understand why an ex comes to a welcome home party.
40:16Does that make sense to you?
40:17I do not agree with the exes and his baby mama following us around L.A.
40:25I don't agree with that.
40:26That just doesn't work.
40:28We all family, so...
40:29No, I'm not family with them.
40:31For Andrea to be tripping off a woman I hooked up with since I was 15, 16 years old, I think
40:38that's very silly.
40:39Is you family with my ex?
40:40I'm not family with him, but I accept him as when his kids live.
40:42Okay, so he gonna start coming around.
40:44I'm saying I love Andrea, but, you know, I love my daughter.
40:47It's nothing that's gonna stop me from loving her.
40:50I'm not finna choose.
40:52You're not gonna come before my kids.
40:54Never.
40:55Okay.
40:55And I'm not gonna come before your kids.
40:57Dude, I'm...
40:57You're not...
40:58I'm not...
40:58I'm not...
40:59You're not gonna get away from me.
41:00No.
41:01You get away from me.
41:02That was out of line for you to say.
41:03You're not gonna come before my kids.
41:05Who said that what?
41:06Who said that?
41:06So what are you mad at then?
41:08That's what I said.
41:08Dude, don't come around me.
41:10Don't...
41:10Stay away from me.
41:11You're not going nowhere?
41:11Get away from me.
41:12You not wanna be around him.
41:14What you mean?
41:14You wanna keep talking about my kids?
41:18Wait for me.
41:19What you gonna do?
41:20What you gonna do?
41:21Wait for me.
41:22I'm not...
41:22What you gonna do?
41:23All your whole life is a control freak.
41:25I'm so punk.
41:26Everything is about you.
41:27You keep talking.
41:28What's gonna happen?
41:29What you mean?
41:30Wait for me.
41:30What you gonna show me?
41:31You gonna do this?
41:32You gonna terrorize my life?
41:33No, I'm not.
41:34You gonna terrorize like everybody else you do?
41:35You will not even see me again.
41:36Who cares?
41:37Why are you in my face?
41:39Because, man.
41:39Get out of my side.
41:40Man, why you didn't even come?
41:42Why you didn't even come?
41:43So why are you blocking me?
41:45Because, man.
41:46This is cool.
41:47While this is going on, someone called the cops.
41:50And if the cops step in, they will take Lamar back to jail.
41:55And I don't even think that's running across his mind.
41:59Can you respect me and stay away from me?
42:02That's what I'm asking you.
42:03Can you do that?
42:04I see why people hate you.
42:05Okay.
42:06Because you think this a gang.
42:07No, I don't.
42:07You think my life a gang.
42:08Can you get one for me?
42:10Can you please let me?
42:12You don't give a about nothing but what your gender is.
42:15And then if don't go your way, it's going to up everything
42:17because you sell to where you in control of it.
42:20Like a puppet master.
42:21I'm not your film page.
42:23I'm not your film page.
42:24It's been me.
42:25It's been me.
42:26You don't have to worry about me.
42:27No, I'm good.
42:29It's your embarrassment.
42:34This season on Love After Lockup.
42:36You don't look like my little girl anymore.
42:39Please don't make me go through with this.
42:42I would never do this to you.
42:44Do what?
42:45What the are you talking about?
42:46Stop.
42:47I'm psycho.
42:48Get the out of my car.
42:51You could be facing eight to 12 years.
42:55I just want you to hold me.
42:57I don't know.
42:57Today is about me.
43:03It's my wedding day.
43:04One, don't nobody ask me questions.
43:07And I've waited for him and been through so much with him.
43:10But if I lost him and I lost all that,
43:13then I'm just wasting so much of my time.
43:15He was blocking me like he was going to just knock me out.
43:19Did he put his hands on you?
43:21On my wedding day, you want to threaten me?
43:24Paula, sweetheart, you in there?
43:25James.
43:26I don't feel good.
43:29What's wrong?
43:31What's up?
43:32Good calories.