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1. If I Try Again
2. If I Could Let Go
3. You Know My Heart, God
4. Still, I Try
5. Is This Goodbye?
6. A Little Light
7. I've Lost My Glow
8. Can You Help Me?
9. Still Becoming Me
10. Set Me Free
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1. If I Try Again
2. If I Could Let Go
3. You Know My Heart, God
4. Still, I Try
5. Is This Goodbye?
6. A Little Light
7. I've Lost My Glow
8. Can You Help Me?
9. Still Becoming Me
10. Set Me Free
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00:00Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
00:11God, I think I've had enough
00:15This road's too long, the climb too rough
00:19I've waited, prayed, I've tried to stay
00:22But baby, it's okay to walk away
00:25The world was never kind to me
00:29It closed its door so silently
00:32No matter how I tried to rise
00:35It kept me grounded by its lies
00:38So if you're listening tonight
00:42Would it be wrong to stop the fight?
00:46If I say I'm done with pain
00:48Will you still call my name?
00:52God, is this goodbye?
00:55Can you come take me to the sky?
00:58I search for light, I've bed for peace
01:02But nothing here brings me release
01:04If this is all life has to give
01:07What's left for me to try and live
01:10Please don't ask me to deny
01:13That I'm tired
01:15So is this goodbye?
01:19They said there's meaning in the rain
01:23But all I felt was endless strain
01:26I built my dreams on shaking sand
01:29Well, no one reached to take my hand
01:32And now the silence feels like home
01:35I'm breathing but I'm all alone
01:38I'm not asking just to die
01:41But if you will
01:42But if you will
01:42Is this goodbye?
01:48God, is this goodbye?
01:50Can I just rest?
01:52I wonder why
01:53I've fought for joy
01:55I've hoped for grace
01:57But only sorrow filled this place
02:00If life was meant to teach me pain
02:02Then I have learned it all in vain
02:05So if you're near, don't pass me by
02:08Please just hold me
02:11And let this be goodbye
02:13But if you think there's more to see
02:17Then lie your path and carry me
02:20But if not, and if you agree
02:23Then God, let this be goodbye
02:27And finally set me free
02:31And finally set me free
03:01Dear God, are you still there?
03:04I'm talking but it feels like air
03:06These days are heavy, nights are long
03:10I don't know how to keep being strong
03:13They say you never give too much
03:16But this weight is more than I can touch
03:19I'm breaking, Lord, I'm torn in two
03:22And I don't know what else to do
03:26So can I let go?
03:29Would you be mad if I stopped the show?
03:35If I walked away from all this pain
03:41Would you still whisper my name?
03:43It's okay if hell waits for me
03:46I just need to be set free
03:49This world's too loud and I'm too low
03:52God
03:53I'm tired of crying in the dark
04:04Of chasing peace that leaves no mark
04:07Of proving worth to silent skies
04:10Of waking just to wish goodbye
04:13You know I've tried again, again
04:16But the end feels closer than a friend
04:19If surrender means I finally sleep
04:23Then maybe I'm not meant too deep
04:26So can I let go?
04:31Would you still love me if I said no?
04:38No to the strength they expect from me
04:41No to the pain dressed as destiny
04:44If heaven's doors closed tight tonight
04:47At least you knew I tried to fight
04:50But now my heart just aches too slow
04:53God
04:54Please tell me
04:56Can I let go?
05:02I'm not asking for a crown
05:05Not even light when I fall down
05:08I just want the storm to end
05:11Even if I break instead of bend
05:14Can I let go?
05:23Without shame
05:25If you're still near, just call my name
05:30And if I fall before I rise
05:35Will you still meet me past the skies
05:38I'm sorry, Lord, I've lost my glow
05:41But I had to ask
05:43Can I let go?
06:05Dear God, can you hear me now?
06:12I'm stuck between my dreams and vows
06:15It's not that I don't wanna try
06:18But there's a weight I can't deny
06:21My mother prays for titles high
06:24A name that makes the neighbors sigh
06:28She sees success in uniforms
06:31And steady pay in social norms
06:34But I would sweep the quiet floors
06:38Or build a life behind closed doors
06:41As long as I can stand and say
06:45I work with honor every day
06:48You know my heart got better than I
06:51You see the tears I hide when I smile
06:55It's not laziness, it's not fear
06:58It's love that's holding me back here
07:01She wants the best, I want what's real
07:05Can you help her see what I feel?
07:08I just wanna work and live with grace
07:11Even if it's not a fancy place
07:15I feel the forms I've searched so far
07:25But every dream just feels bizarre
07:28When all she sees is pride and aim
07:31Not all the fire I try to tame
07:34So give me strength to make her proud
07:38Even if I stand outside the crowd
07:41To show her worth is not a seed
07:44Like how you rise on humble feet
07:48You know my heart got better than I
07:51You see the dreams I chase at night
07:55It's not defiance, it's not shame
07:58I just don't fit her chosen frame
08:01She wants the best, I want what's true
08:05Please help me walk this path with you
08:08I just wanna work and live with grace
08:11Even if it's not a well-known place
08:28I know she loves with all her soul
08:31And wants a life that's safe and whole
08:34But I believe you made me free
08:38To find a way that honors me
08:41You know my heart, God, guide me through
08:44To love her dreams and still be true
08:48I'll carry both her hope, my fight
08:51And trust you'll lead me to what's right
08:55Let her see that I still care
08:58Even if I climb a different stair
09:01I just wanna work to find my way
09:05With your blessing, come one day
09:08I'm into every tear I've cried
09:15Still chasing hurtless side by side
09:25God, they say I'm not enough
09:48She compares me like it's love
09:51Names of others fill the air
09:54While I'm standing in despair
09:56She wants titles, wants a name
10:00Wants the world to bring me fame
10:03But what about the work I do
10:06When no one's watching but you?
10:09I give my best, I push through pain
10:11But her silence falls like rain
10:14She doesn't see the war inside
10:17That I fight every single night
10:20Still I try
10:21Though no one sees
10:24Though her words cut through me like
10:26The breeze I bend, I break, I lose my way
10:30But I still get up each day
10:32Lord, I know you hear my cry
10:35When no one sees me
10:37Still I try
10:39She wants paths I cannot take
10:48Dreams that make my spirit break
10:51I'm not lazy, I just care
10:54In a world that's rarely fair
10:56I've held hope with bleeding hands
11:00Build my future from the sand
11:03But when she says I'm not enough
11:05It's hard to keep on standing up
11:08Still I try
11:09Though no one sees
11:12Though her voice drowns on my pleas
11:14I'm not the child she hoped I'd be
11:17But I'm still becoming me
11:20And Lord, you know the reason why
11:23Even in the dark
11:25Still I try
11:27Is there grace for the unseen scars?
11:41Do you count the quiet hearts?
11:44Will you tell her someday too
11:47That I was always trying through
11:50Still I try
11:52Though dreams decay
11:54Though her love feels far away
11:56I've stumbled, failed
11:57I've questioned why
11:59But I refuse to say goodbye
12:02So Lord, if you're still standing by
12:05Please remind me why
12:08Still I try
12:14Still I try
12:30Still I try
12:32But are you watching where I stand?
12:41This life feels like a grain of sand
12:44Slipping through a tired hand
12:47I don't know where to land
12:50Dreams I had have turned to haze
12:54My future's lost in quiet days
12:57I walk in circles, not a clue
13:00What am I supposed to do?
13:04They say you guide the ones who seek
13:07But I feel worn, alone, and weak
13:10Still I'm whispering tonight
13:13They say you guide the ones who seek
13:17But I feel worn, alone, and weak
13:20Still I'm whispering tonight
13:23If I try again, will you be near?
13:27Will you calm this storm, wipe every tear?
13:31I've lost my will, I've lost my flame
13:34But maybe you still know my name
13:37If I take one step, not knowing when
13:40Will you meet me there?
13:43If I try again
13:44I'm stuck inside what fate has drawn
13:53A life half-lived, a will near gone
13:56But if I dare to breathe once more
13:59Could you show me what it's for?
14:03They say you make a way unknown
14:06But what if I've outgrown my own?
14:09Still I'm asking through the pain
14:12If I try again, will you be near?
14:16Will you calm this storm, wipe every tear?
14:19I've lost my will, I've lost my flame
14:22But maybe you still know my name
14:26If I take one step, not knowing when
14:28Will you meet me there?
14:31If I try again
14:33If I try again, I'm not asking for a sign from skies
14:38Just a whisper that you're by my side
14:41A little light, a small reveal
14:44To remind my heart you're real
14:47If I try again, with broken hands
14:51Would you still help me understand?
14:53I'm tired, but I'll try to rise
14:57If you'll stay with me through silent cries
15:00One more step, one more I'll mend
15:03Will you carry me, if I try again?
15:11I'm not asking for a sign from skies
15:15But I don't know where to begin
15:20But I will try again
15:23Hello, thank you
15:28Yeah?
15:39What are you watching where I stand?
15:44This life feels like a grain of sand
15:47Slipping through a tired hand
15:51I don't know where to land
15:54Dreams I had have turned to haze
16:00My future's lost in quiet days
16:04I walk in circles, not a clue
16:08What am I supposed to do?
16:13They say you guide the ones who seek
16:17But I feel worn, alone and weak
16:21Still I'm whispering tonight
16:26If I try again, will you be near?
16:31Will you calm this storm, wipe every tear?
16:36I've lost my will, I've lost my flame
16:40But maybe you still know my name
16:43If I take one step, not knowing when
16:48Will you meet me there?
16:50I'm stuck inside, what fate has drawn
17:06A life half-lived, but will near gone?
17:10But if I dare to breathe once more
17:15Could you show me what it's for?
17:19They say you make a way unknown
17:23But what if I've outgrown my own?
17:28Still I'm asking through the pain
17:32If I try again, will you be near?
17:38Will you calm this storm, wipe every tear?
17:42I've lost my will, I've lost my flame
17:46But maybe you still know my name
17:49If I take one step, not knowing when
17:54Will you meet me there?
17:57If I try again, if I try again
18:01I'm not asking for a sign from skies
18:12Just a whisper that you're by my side
18:16A little light, a small reveal
18:21To remind my heart you're real
18:24If I try again, with broken hands
18:30Would you still help me understand?
18:34I'm tired, but I'll try to rise
18:37If you'll stay with me through silent cries
18:42One more step, one more amen
18:46Will you carry me?
18:51If I try again
18:53But I don't know where to begin
19:03But I will try again
19:08I don't know where to begin
19:18To be continued...
19:48We were still there
19:49I'm talking but it feels like air
19:53These days are heavy, nights are long
19:57I don't know how to keep being strong
20:01They say you never give too much
20:05But this weight is more than I can touch
20:09I'm breaking, Lord, I'm torn in two
20:13And I don't know what else to do
20:17So can I let go?
20:21Would you be mad if I stopped the show?
20:25If I walked away from all this pain
20:29Would you still whisper my name?
20:34It's okay if hell waits for me
20:37I just need to be set free
20:41This world's too loud and I'm too low
20:45God, if I could
20:49Can I let go?
20:51I'm tired of crying in the dark
21:01Of chasing peace that leaves no mark
21:05Of proving worth to silent skies
21:09Of waking just to wish goodbye
21:13You know I've tried again, again
21:17But the end feels closer than a friend
21:21If surrender means I'll finally sleep
21:25Then maybe I'm not meant too deep
21:29So can I let go?
21:33Would you still love me if I said no?
21:37No to the strength they expect from me
21:40No to the pain dressed as destiny
21:44If heaven's doors close tight tonight
21:49At least you knew I'd try to fight
21:53But now my heart just aches too slow
21:57God, please tell me
22:00Can I let go?
22:03I'm not asking for a crown
22:21Not even light when I fall down
22:25I just want the storm to end
22:29Even if I break instead of bend
22:33Can I let go without shame?
22:37If you're still near, just call my name
22:41And if I fall before I rise
22:45Will you still meet me past the skies?
22:50I'm sorry, Lord, I've lost my glow
22:53But I had to ask
22:55Can I let go?
23:03Can I let go?
23:13Can I let go?
23:15Dear God, can you hear me now?
23:32I'm stuck between my dreams and vows
23:35It's not that I don't wanna try
23:40But there's a way I can't deny
23:42My mother prays for titles high
23:49A name that makes the neighbors sigh
23:54She sees success in uniforms
23:58And steady paying social norms
24:01But I would sweep the quiet floors
24:07And build a life behind closed doors
24:13As long as I can stand and say
24:16I worked with honor every day
24:19You know my heart got better than I
24:27You see the tears I hide when I smile
24:31It's not laziness
24:34It's not laziness
24:34It's not fear
24:35It's love
24:36It's holding me back here
24:38She wants the best
24:39I want what's real
24:40Can you help her see what I feel?
24:44I just wanna work and live with grace
24:47Even if it's not a fancy place
24:51Cause I've filled the forms
24:52I've searched so far
24:54But every dream just feels bizarre
24:58When all she sees is pride and aim
25:03Not all the fire I try to tame
25:05So give me strength to make her proud
25:12Even if I stand outside the crowd
25:16To show her worth is not a seed
25:21But how you rise on humble feet
25:24You know my heart got better than I
25:32You see the dreams I chase at night
25:36It's not defiance, it's not shame
25:40I just don't fit her chosen thing
25:42She wants the best I want what's true
25:45Please help me walk this path with you
25:47I just wanna work and live with grace
25:52Even if it's not a well-known place
25:56I know she loves with all her soul
26:01And wants a life that's safe and whole
26:05But I believe you made me free
26:10To find a way that honors me
26:14You know my heart God guide me through
26:19To love her dreams and still be true
26:23I'll carry both her hope my fight
26:26And trust you'll lead me to what's right
26:28Let her see that I still care
26:31Even if I climb a different stair
26:33I just wanna work to find my way
26:38With your blessing come one night
26:41I'm into every tear I've cried
26:45Still chasing purpose side by side
26:50God they say I'm not enough
26:55God they say I'm not enough
27:20She compares me like it's love
27:24Names of others fill the air
27:27While I'm standing in despair
27:31She wants titles, wants a name
27:34Wants the world to bring me fame
27:38But what about the work I do
27:42When no one's watching but you
27:46I give my best, I push through pain
27:49But her silence falls like rain
27:53She doesn't see the war inside
27:56That I fight every single night
28:00Still I try
28:02Though no one sees
28:06Though her words cut through me like the breeze
28:13I bend, I bend, I break, I lose my weight
28:18But I still get up each day
28:22Lord I know you hear my cry
28:25When no one sees me
28:28Still I try
28:31She wants paths I cannot take
28:36Dreams that make my spirit break
28:40I'm not lazy, I just care
28:43In a world that's rarely fair
28:47I've held hope with leading heads
28:51Build my future from the sand
28:54But when she says I'm not enough
28:58It's hard to keep on standing up
29:02Still I try
29:04Though no one sees
29:08Though her voice
29:11Drowns out in my pleas
29:14I'm not the child she hoped I'd be
29:19But I'm still becoming it
29:23And Lord you know the reason why
29:27Even in the dark
29:29Still I try
29:33Is there grace for the unseen scars?
29:38Do you count the quiet hearts?
29:43Will you tell her someday too
29:45That I was always trying through
29:49Still I try
29:51Though dreams decayed
29:55Though her love
29:58Feels far away
30:02I stumble, fail, I question why
30:07But I refuse to say goodbye
30:11So Lord if you're still standing by
30:15Please remind me why
30:17Still I try
30:20God I think I've had enough
30:43This road's too long
30:46The climb too rough
30:48I've waited, prayed
30:52I've tried to stay
30:54But maybe it's okay to walk away
30:58The world was never kind to me
31:01It closed its doors so silently
31:05No matter how I tried to rise
31:10It kept me grounded by its lies
31:14So if you're listening tonight
31:17Would it be wrong to stop the fight?
31:22If I say I'm done with pain
31:25Will you still call my name?
31:30God is this goodbye?
31:33Can you come take me to the sky?
31:37I've searched for light
31:41I've begged for peace
31:43But nothing here brings me release
31:46If this is all life has to give
31:50What's left for me to try and live
31:54Please don't ask me to deny
31:58That I'm tired
32:00That I'm tired
32:01So is this goodbye?
32:10You said there's meaning in the rain
32:13But all I felt
32:15Was endless strain
32:18I built my dreams
32:22On shaking sand
32:24While no one reached
32:26To take my hand
32:28And now the silence
32:30Feels like home
32:32I'm breathing
32:33But I'm all alone
32:35I'm not asking
32:38Just to die
32:39But if you will
32:41Is this goodbye?
32:44God is this goodbye?
32:45Can I just rest?
32:49Not wonder why
32:50I've fought for joy
32:54I've hoped for grace
32:56But only sorrow filled this place
33:00If life was meant to teach me pain
33:04Then I have learned it all in vain
33:08So if you're near
33:11Don't pass me by
33:12Please just hold me
33:15And let this be goodbye
33:19But if you think
33:26There's more to see
33:28Then light a path
33:30And carry me
33:32But if not
33:34And if you agree
33:36Then God
33:38Let this be goodbye
33:43And finally
33:44Set me free
33:47Tell you
33:49And finally
33:49Oh my God
33:50Thank you
33:51The great
33:52Joy