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00:01:31Der Bruchteil eines Milligramms. Und alles ist anders. Ein Molekül, das unsere Wahrnehmung verändert.
00:01:39Wer es einmal erlebt hat, wird es nicht mehr vergessen.
00:01:47Der Bruchteil eines Milligramms. Und alles ist anders. Ein Molekül, das unsere Wahrnehmung verändert.
00:01:52Der Bruchteil eines Milligramms. Und alles ist anders. Ein Molekül, das unsere Wahrnehmung verändert.
00:01:57Der Bruchteil eines Milligramms. Und alles ist anders. Ein Molekül, das unsere Wahrnehmung verändert.
00:02:02Der Bruchteil eines Milligramms. Und alles ist anders. Ein Molekül. Und alles ist anders.
00:02:09Ich hatte dann ein wunderbares Erlebnis. Aber ich wusste nicht, woher das kam.
00:02:48Der Bruchteil eines Milligramms. Und das Beglückende.
00:02:51Es begann am 16. April des Jahres 1943 in der Schweiz.
00:03:11Unbehelligt vom Terror des Zweiten Weltkriegs ist der Chemiker Albert Hoffmann auf der Suche nach einem Medikament für den Blutkreislauf.
00:03:20Der junge Familienvater hat bei der Basler Firma Sondo die Stelle seines Lebens gefunden.
00:03:29Aber an jenem Tag im April muss er mit einer unbekannten Substanz in Berührung gekommen sein.
00:03:52Drei Tage später entschließt sich Albert Hoffmann zu einem Selbstversuch.
00:04:03Als vorsichtiger Wissenschaftler wählt er eine sehr schwache Dosierung.
00:04:09Doch die Substanz, die er einnimmt, wirkt viel stärker als alles, was davor schon bisher bekannt war.
00:04:16Sein erster Selbstversuch, ein Trip ins Ungewisse.
00:04:22Und das war dann ein furchtbares Erlebnis.
00:04:27Also furchtbar, weil ich das Gefühl hatte, ich sei schon in einer anderen Welt.
00:04:33Und ich wusste, ich habe eine junge Familie.
00:04:36Und jetzt musst du gehen und bist schon weg aus dieser schönen Welt.
00:04:41Also ein furchtbar, quälendes Erleben.
00:04:45Angst, das Gefühl, ja, ich bin in einer anderen Welt.
00:04:58Ich bin ja nicht, wahrscheinlich ist das das Ende.
00:05:01Ich bin schon drüben, ja.
00:05:02Meine Frau kam heim, Mitternacht.
00:05:16Und da war ich schon wieder in der positiven Phase.
00:05:20Da kam ich zurück und war dann, gerade den Tag darauf,
00:05:24wieder das Gefühl, als ich ihn morgen erwachte, in ein neues Leben.
00:05:30Ich bin neugeboren, ich bin sozusagen schon auf der anderen Seite gewesen.
00:05:36Bewusstseinsmechanismen ist schon fast tot.
00:05:38Ich glaube, dass jeder gesundheitliche Person sollte es versuchen.
00:06:04Was passiert bei dir, wenn du eine Dose von der strange, neue Drogen genutzt hast, NSD?
00:06:11In zwei Stunden, NSD will reach its plan.
00:06:16Jetzt, als ein Volunteer Test Subjekt, seine Training ist wertvoll.
00:06:20Dann, als ein paar Jahre lang, kann ich dir, wenn du einen Teil einschlafen hast,
00:06:44Albert Hoffmann arbeitet in seinem Naturstofflabor mit dem Mutterkorn.
00:06:58Ein schwarzer Pilz, der hauptsächlich auf dem Roggen lebt.
00:07:03In der Naturmedizin ist er schon seit dem Mittelalter bekannt.
00:07:06Aber eine der neuen Substanzen, die er isoliert, wirkt nicht wie erwartet auf den Kreislauf, sondern auf die menschliche Psyche.
00:07:21Das Lyserg-Säure-Diathilamid, LSD.
00:07:26Und sofort hat man das realisiert, ich selbst auch.
00:07:30Das ist eine außerordentlich interessante Substanz für die Psychiatrie.
00:07:36Die Psyche wird verändert, das Bewusstsein wird verändert.
00:07:40Man hat ein neues Instrument in der psychiatrischen Forschung.
00:07:47Nach ersten klinischen Tests in der Schweiz beschließt die Firma Sondo LSD zur Produktion freizugeben.
00:07:56Das neuartige Medikament stößt bei Psychiatern in aller Welt auf enormes Interesse.
00:08:06Sandoz sah die Möglichkeit, die Psychiatrie und Psychologischen Zirkels zu offeren.
00:08:16So, sie waren tatsächlich senden samples von LSD zu Universitäten, Forschungsinstituten, individuellen Therapisten.
00:08:25Und sie waren gefragt, ob sie mit ihnen arbeiten können, ob sie uns Feedback gibt, ob es eine legitime benutzt ist für diese Substanz.
00:08:34So, sie kamen zur Psychiatrie-Klinik in Prag.
00:08:38Mein erstes LSD-Klinik in Prag war sehr stark.
00:08:45Es hat wirklich komplett verändert meine Leben, professionell und auch persönlich.
00:08:52Und ich dachte, das ist, bei weitem die wichtigste Sache, wenn man eine Psychiatrie-Klinik kann.
00:08:58Man kann diese nicht-ordinary-Klinik-Klinik studieren.
00:09:01So, das ist was passiert in den letzten 50, über 50 Jahren.
00:09:07Was ich professionellisch gemacht habe, in einer Art oder Art, war related zu diesen nicht-ordinary-Staten.
00:09:13So, ich war in der Saison, mit Artisten, mit Professionellen und schreibt, die Report.
00:09:33Lätk starten bis auf eine bestimmte Zeit.
00:09:36Wir machen uns den Körper-Klinik vor dem Versuch.
00:09:39Ready?
00:09:40Wir können anfangen.
00:09:43In the early years of the experimentation, we thought about the LSD session as experimental
00:10:05psychosis. That somehow, pharmacologically, we create some kind of phantasmagoria that
00:10:14happens to be similar to what psychotic patients experience. So that was a model of psychosis.
00:10:33And if we can somehow identify what's happening there, we'll be able also to find a substance
00:10:39that would neutralize it. So that we would have a test tube solution for the most important
00:10:47problem in psychiatry, you know, schizophrenia and other psychosis, which would be like a
00:10:52holy grail in psychiatry.
00:10:59It was the last 10 years of the Wunderdroge. It was such a important tool in psychiatry for
00:11:06patients. And I was always convinced that the LSD was a very important tool for the patient's
00:11:12treatment. And I was always convinced that the LSD was a very important tool for the patient's
00:11:18first 10 years of the Wunderdroge. It was such an important tool in psychiatry for patients.
00:11:25Three drops of this colorless, odorless, tasteless liquid would put you out of your mind for hours.
00:11:32If you haven't heard of LSD, you will. Impregnating sugar cubes is a common black market form.
00:11:39Sometimes a dose for a dozen is carried invisibly in a piece of blotting paper. An effective dose is incredibly small.
00:11:46Three drops of this colorless, odorless, tasteless liquid would put you out of your mind for hours.
00:11:52If you haven't heard of LSD, you will. Impregnating sugar cubes is a common black market form.
00:12:00Sometimes a dose for a dozen is carried invisibly in a piece of blotting paper. An effective dose is incredibly small.
00:12:09These cubes contain only 150 micrograms. Why are you taking it?
00:12:15To get high. What do you mean by that?
00:12:18Expanded consciousness, more awareness. How does it compare with getting high on alcohol?
00:12:27I've never been high on alcohol. It's the opposite. It just seems to block you.
00:12:34And this does what? Opens you up. You get more aware of things.
00:12:40What kind of things? Everything.
00:12:44Are these people getting revelations from outside themselves? Or are they wallowing in delusions brought about by the drug's distortion of normal brain paths and processes?
00:13:04How permanent is it? And is it reflected in behavior?
00:13:18Color. Just color. Just color?
00:13:21Just color? You're going through? Is it moving colors? Yes.
00:13:23It's patterns? No, it's not patterns.
00:13:25Not patterns. What kind of color are you seeing at the moment?
00:13:30Green, orange. Everything's centered around orange.
00:13:34And are they moving fast? No.
00:13:37When I moved into clinical work, our approach was called psycholytic therapy.
00:13:52Which was basically use of medium-smaller or medium dosages, but a whole series of sessions.
00:14:13And the process was more like a sort of gradual penetrating, like a kind of chemo-archaeology in the psyche, layer after layer.
00:14:26Then I found out that there was tremendous variability of the sessions.
00:14:31Not just inter-individual, but if you take it repeatedly, each session will be significantly different.
00:14:38And there was a progression.
00:14:40So I started thinking about something like LSD as a catalyst.
00:14:47See, that doesn't create these experiences, but it makes them accessible.
00:14:53With this kind of understanding, LSD becomes comparable to what the microscope is for biology or medicine,
00:15:03or what the telescope is for astronomy.
00:15:07You know, we don't think that the microscope creates worlds that are not there.
00:15:13Something is already there, but we cannot study it without the tool.
00:15:20The same thing, the telescope will not create all the billions of galaxies.
00:15:26Obviously, they have been there, they are there, but we need the telescope to study them.
00:15:33...goerning the top of our side of the globe,
00:15:39The top of our side of the globe, coordinated between the United States and Canadian governments,
00:16:05the combined radar warning screens, which can warn of an approaching enemy.
00:16:11It spells not only the security of the United States, but the security of the whole three worlds.
00:16:17Im Kalten Krieg beginnen sich plötzlich auch andere Kreise für die neue Wunderdroge zu interessieren.
00:16:25LSD gerät ins Visier der internationalen Geheimdienste.
00:16:31An vorderster Front der amerikanische CIA.
00:16:35The Central Intelligence Agency was interested in LSD because it sought to develop a truth serum,
00:16:42an interrogation weapon for questioning enemy spies, suspected disloyal people within the CIA,
00:16:50any occasion that might require soliciting information from people against their will
00:16:55in order to gain an advantage, to loosen their tongue, to pry into their mind.
00:17:00This was the idea that the CIA had.
00:17:02They knew it was very powerful. They suspected it could be very helpful.
00:17:13But they didn't know much about it.
00:17:17So they turned to outside institutions, outside experts, to conduct research.
00:17:22Some of this research turned out to be pretty nasty.
00:17:29There was a special case up in Canada, at the Alain Memorial Institute in Montreal,
00:17:34where people were essentially used as guinea pigs for a terrible experiment.
00:17:46The idea was, you break a person's mental patterns down by giving them high doses of LSD.
00:17:53When that phase was over, they would put them to sleep for a long time using a sedative,
00:18:00and then engage in a process called psychic driving,
00:18:04where they'd have the same message piped in over and over again, thousands of times,
00:18:10to see if they could instill this idea in terms of creating a new personality.
00:18:14It was classic brainwashing.
00:18:34The CIA wanted always a certain result.
00:18:37They wanted to be able to predict what would happen,
00:18:38and then do something to make that prediction come true.
00:18:42LSD didn't always work that way,
00:18:45and they found they ran into problems because it was an unpredictable drug.
00:18:56The U.S. Army had more grandiose ideas about what they could do with LSD.
00:19:03In essence, the U.S. Army wanted to develop LSD as a weapon of war
00:19:08as a psychochemical weapon that they could spray over a city.
00:19:14It would make everybody crazy for a temporary period,
00:19:18and the enemy soldiers were helpless to resist
00:19:20because they were under the influence of LSD.
00:19:24War without death.
00:19:26LSD warfare was the idea.
00:19:31Here is a group of normal soldiers responding correctly
00:19:34to a series of routine drill commands.
00:19:36After receiving a small dose of LSD,
00:19:39they're confused and undisciplined.
00:19:51The idea of being able to subdue, you might say, the enemy
00:19:56without harming him or killing him was very appealing.
00:20:00LSD was of interest because it was the most powerful drug available at that time
00:20:09to treat people with,
00:20:13with the psychedelic effects and so on,
00:20:16or to alter their behavior,
00:20:19which the CIA was interested in doing.
00:20:21And we weren't interested in either of those things.
00:20:23We were interested in finding something
00:20:25that would impair performance in the battlefield.
00:20:28Wow.
00:20:32Because LSD made some volunteers uncooperative,
00:20:37we wanted to have a small contained space
00:20:42where we could have the individual sit
00:20:44and we could televise him
00:20:45as well as the psychiatrist asking him questions.
00:20:49Do you find the sensation unpleasant?
00:20:53No. Great.
00:20:55You like it?
00:20:55Very much.
00:20:56I see. Okay.
00:20:58When you see things,
00:20:59where do you see things most clearly?
00:21:01In the central part of your vision?
00:21:04Almost definitely.
00:21:05In the outs, around the ends of my peripheral vision,
00:21:07though.
00:21:08It's not going to be crazy.
00:21:10Say that again?
00:21:11A lot of things going on for work.
00:21:14On your peripheral vision?
00:21:15Yeah.
00:21:15Way in the outer corner.
00:21:17I see.
00:21:17But the central vision is okay.
00:21:19Oh, fine.
00:21:20Take seven from 92.
00:21:23Seven from 92?
00:21:25Mm-hmm.
00:21:35John.
00:21:37Individuals react to the stress of LSD
00:21:40in various ways.
00:21:42Here is a subject
00:21:42who succumbs to what has been called
00:21:45cosmic laughter
00:21:46as he realizes his predicament.
00:21:49Let's get going now.
00:21:50I guess it's here, right?
00:21:51Hey.
00:21:52Hey.
00:21:57Hey.
00:21:58Hey.
00:21:59Hey.
00:21:59Hey.
00:22:01Hey.
00:22:02Yeah, come on.
00:22:03Seriously.
00:22:04All right, now.
00:22:04We didn't think that was the kind of result
00:22:14we wanted to produce in a battlefield situation.
00:22:17It would probably be dangerous for us.
00:22:20We might end up on the receiving end
00:22:22of a ill-advised bomb or heavy-duty weapon,
00:22:27and we were not interested in provoking that.
00:22:30This is Delta-1, over.
00:22:34Delta-1, this is Alpha-1.
00:22:36It is now one, two, three, two hours.
00:22:41Set your altitude forward.
00:22:44And you moves straight from them.
00:22:46Unfortunately, national, you are inside the chance
00:22:49of doing valuable things in the developing civil
00:22:52people that have the same drinking
00:22:52that they can use to cover and signal
00:22:53for the most part.
00:22:54We were just saying it.
00:22:55That 911.
00:22:55I just thought there was a mistake
00:22:56sending you the enviaged
00:22:57adding all those histoire
00:22:58and doing it on my control.
00:22:58It was time for you to makehrine
00:22:58giving things a song.
00:22:59In thejuice itself to move on to music,
00:23:00I was going forward.
00:23:01We weren't able to撫
00:23:04time as a magician.
00:23:06We were asking if it was made
00:23:06Every mand gå
00:23:06needs a new ticket.
00:23:08We'd be able to do it
00:23:09to respond,
00:23:10I was scared of this case
00:23:10enemy스 corps
00:23:11dot com
00:23:11their way
00:23:13How does our consciousness come into account?
00:23:21It comes into account by what comes into our senses.
00:23:26Every moment, what comes into our senses,
00:23:28does our consciousness come into account.
00:23:31It goes through our senses.
00:23:33And what the LSD does,
00:23:35the whole mechanics,
00:23:37is that our senses are greatly strengthened.
00:23:42Then we will see the world differently.
00:24:12...
00:24:16...
00:24:20...
00:24:22...
00:24:26Srila Khraschva
00:24:38II.
00:24:45Dr.
00:24:48A
00:24:502014
00:24:51Saïk
00:24:52Well, an important thing about psychedelic experiences is that they take you way beyond
00:25:00anywhere that psychoanalysis or some related schools can actually reach.
00:25:06And that's where most of the emotional psychosomatic problems are coming from, and there are also
00:25:11mechanisms of healing and transformation that are much more powerful than anything you can
00:25:16do on the level of biographical material. And we have also talked to a number of people
00:25:24who just, you know, had years of psychoanalysis and they say they didn't even come close to
00:25:31where they were the first psychedelic session took them.
00:25:36Ende der 50er Jahre hat LSD in der Psychiatrie seinen Platz gefunden. In vielen Kliniken Europas
00:25:46und Nordamerikas wird es regelmäßig eingesetzt.
00:25:51Weil man vermutet, dass LSD auch die Kreativität steigert, interessieren sich immer mehr Künstler
00:26:01und Intellektuelle für die Substanz.
00:26:05I'm going to give you this cup that contains lysergic acid 100 microgram. Will you drink it?
00:26:18I would like to ask you to describe me your profession.
00:26:22I'm an artist.
00:26:23A painter?
00:26:24That's true.
00:26:25Yes.
00:26:261217.
00:26:27This is purple, isn't it?
00:26:29No, it happens to be black.
00:26:31You see it purple?
00:26:32Yes.
00:26:33Well, this is just the charcoal. Look at it.
00:26:34See.
00:26:35Why do you do that now?
00:26:36Well, the square is the ordinary rectangle, you see. It's one of the perfect means.
00:26:38I know, but are you trying to reassure yourself that you're capable of drawing it?
00:26:39Yes.
00:26:40I think that's what I would like to do. I'd like to find out what reality I'm in.
00:26:46Two o'clock.
00:26:47Oh.
00:26:48Oh.
00:26:49Oh.
00:26:50Oh.
00:26:51Oh.
00:26:52Oh.
00:26:53Oh.
00:26:54Oh.
00:26:55Oh.
00:26:56Oh.
00:26:57Oh.
00:26:58Oh.
00:26:59Oh.
00:27:00Oh.
00:27:01Oh.
00:27:02Oh.
00:27:03Oh.
00:27:04Oh.
00:27:05Oh.
00:27:06Oh.
00:27:07Oh.
00:27:08Oh.
00:27:09Oh.
00:27:10Oh, what I would like you to do now is to draw another picture of Paul.
00:27:16Do you still have that pleasant feeling that you described before?
00:27:20Yes.
00:27:21I still have it.
00:27:23I'll never get over it.
00:27:26This is a general feeling when you look around yourself.
00:27:30Is that correct?
00:27:31Oh.
00:27:32Yeah.
00:27:33Now you're getting emotional again.
00:27:38Now look at the picture now.
00:27:40Look at the picture.
00:27:42Oh, come on now, concentrate on it.
00:27:52Well, just about right.
00:27:54Bill, suppose you take a look at these two pictures
00:27:58and compare them,
00:28:00and let's see if you have any comments.
00:28:08Do you see any big difference?
00:28:10Not really.
00:28:12The eyes, for example, are the same to me,
00:28:17and the line of the nose is the same,
00:28:20and the mouth is still a sweet mouth.
00:28:26248. He's now flying high.
00:28:29I feel these lovely colors vibrating all over me.
00:28:32Oh, it's lovely.
00:28:33Any lines?
00:28:34Oh.
00:28:35Any forms?
00:28:36Just like the shimmering of water, you know.
00:28:42Do you feel happy?
00:28:44Yes.
00:28:45Well, you must be because you have tears in your eyes.
00:28:52Is that a beautiful experience, would you say?
00:28:57I would say yes.
00:28:59Discard it again.
00:29:01Oh, I don't know.
00:29:03Hmm?
00:29:06It's just giving, you know.
00:29:14You're doing fine.
00:29:15Just try to describe it.
00:29:18Oh, you just...
00:29:19You don't know.
00:29:20You...
00:29:22You want...
00:29:23You want to give yourself...
00:29:25You want to give yourself to Jake.
00:29:27You just read?
00:29:28Okay.
00:29:31Let me not forget about the
00:29:37Do not know who you are
00:29:44this year?
00:29:47Yeah!
00:29:49LSD or Psilocybin are strukturell chemically connected to their own body of the brain
00:30:14and greifen in one part of the brain, which is the other part of the brain, which is in the connection.
00:30:22So LSD can be very effective in small doses.
00:30:34We can find out, where such substances in the brain greifen.
00:30:39We can localize the psychological changes.
00:30:43We can see, what for networks are active.
00:30:52The emotional areas, which are responsible for the fear, are sometimes regulated.
00:30:58Others, which allow a happiness, are regulated.
00:31:04And the visual areas are filled from inside.
00:31:09The inner life is increased.
00:31:15A good trip is actually a I-I-Auflösung, which goes constantly forward.
00:31:21The human body is filled with the body,
00:31:24the human body gets flooded,
00:31:26the human body gets controlled,
00:31:28but the human body can enjoy it.
00:31:31The human body feels filled with the emotions.
00:31:33The human body feels filled with the experience.
00:31:36And in the other words,
00:31:37the human body feels good.
00:31:40The space and time are revealed.
00:31:43The personal attention is filled with the experience.
00:31:47with the experience,
00:31:49the experience itself,
00:31:51this oceanic self-defense.
00:32:09In the 1950s,
00:32:11the New Yorker researcher Gordon Watson
00:32:13is a secret discovery.
00:32:17It's an unscheinbarer Pilz,
00:32:19who is in religious rituals
00:32:21as a sacrament,
00:32:23um with the world of Götter
00:32:25in contact with the world of Götter.
00:32:29Gordon Watson
00:32:31takes a few experiments
00:32:33from the mystic Pilz.
00:32:43In the past,
00:32:45these plants were then chemically
00:32:47discovered,
00:32:49first in America,
00:32:51then in Europe,
00:32:53in Paris.
00:32:55And then they thought,
00:32:57in Basel,
00:32:59there is a type of LSD
00:33:01that has the same effects.
00:33:03And they asked us
00:33:05if we would have
00:33:07interested in these plants.
00:33:09And so
00:33:11the LSD brought these plants
00:33:13in my laboratory.
00:33:15the natural science
00:33:17that shows what
00:33:19there is.
00:33:21The natural science
00:33:23shows what there is.
00:33:25The natural science
00:33:27shows what there is.
00:33:29The natural science is
00:33:30objective for everyone.
00:33:31But you have to see
00:33:32and think about it.
00:33:34The natural science
00:33:35sees the obvious
00:33:37secrets.
00:33:39And I think
00:33:41a chemist,
00:33:43who is not a mystic
00:33:45who is not a chemist,
00:33:47who is not a chemist,
00:33:48who is not a chemist.
00:33:52By the analysis
00:33:53of the mexicanx
00:33:54the Zauberpilz
00:33:55wagt sich Albert Hoffmann
00:33:56again
00:33:57on the method
00:33:58of the self-serve.
00:34:01And so
00:34:02it helps him
00:34:03and his colleagues
00:34:04to isolate the
00:34:05work.
00:34:07Psilocybin.
00:34:08Chemisch eng
00:34:10verwandt
00:34:11with LSD.
00:34:17The Herr Wossen
00:34:18was very
00:34:19happy
00:34:20and so
00:34:22he said
00:34:23he would like
00:34:24to take us
00:34:25to Mexico
00:34:26and this
00:34:27wonder world
00:34:28to show us.
00:34:33And so
00:34:34we went
00:34:35to this expedition
00:34:36in Mazatecan
00:34:37in Mazatecan
00:34:39in the south.
00:34:40The Americaner
00:34:41führt
00:34:43him to
00:34:44Maria Sabina
00:34:45einer
00:34:46alten
00:34:47in Mazatecan
00:34:48hoch
00:34:49angesehenen
00:34:50Heilerin.
00:34:51Bei
00:34:53her
00:34:54wollen
00:34:55die beiden Forscher
00:34:56ihre
00:34:57Psilocybin-Tabletten
00:34:58auf die Probe
00:34:59stellen.
00:35:00Mein Freund
00:35:01Gordon, der hat
00:35:02Maria Sabina erklärt,
00:35:03wir hätten nun
00:35:04den Geist
00:35:06des Pilzes
00:35:07isoliert.
00:35:08Sie können jetzt
00:35:09auch
00:35:10mit diesen Pillen
00:35:11eine Zeremonie machen.
00:35:12nach.
00:35:13Dann hat sie also eine
00:35:14Sitzung organisiert
00:35:16und als dann diese Pillen
00:35:19verteilt worden waren,
00:35:21gab es eine wunderbare
00:35:22Zeremonie, die bis in den
00:35:24Morgen gedauert hat.
00:35:25GEDAUERT HATE
00:35:26GEDAUERT HATE
00:35:27GEDAUERT HATE
00:35:28HATE
00:35:42WEIGUECUM
00:35:48HATE
00:35:51WHISTänder
00:35:52HATE
00:35:54HATE
00:35:57And in these holy drugs I found LSD, practically LSD,
00:36:05which gives LSD its meaning.
00:36:10LSD belongs not only to the effect,
00:36:15but also to the chemical structure of these drugs.
00:36:20For thousands of years,
00:36:23from the end of the world,
00:36:27there is something that is healing.
00:36:31But that is also very important.
00:36:33They were always used in the sacred form.
00:36:37Today, the Indians have to prepare,
00:36:41you have to pray, you have to pray,
00:36:43and then you come to a different world.
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00:40:01Let's go.
00:40:31Milbrook, an der amerikanischen Ostküste.
00:40:49Im leer stehenden Landsitz eines reichen Gönners hat der ehemalige Horvath-Dozent Timothy Leary eine psychedelische Kommune gegründet.
00:41:02Well, the first experience I had was with seven little mushrooms in Mexico.
00:41:08For the five hours after I ate these mushrooms, I learned more about psychology than I had in the preceding 16 years as a psychologist.
00:41:16And since that time, I've done almost nothing but attempt to study, to learn more about how these experiences are produced and how they can be used for man's benefit.
00:41:26In Harvard hatte Leary das Studium halluzinogener Drogen auf den Lehrplan gesetzt.
00:41:34An der Elite-Universität war das für den ehrgeizigen Professor und seine Mitarbeiter der Anfang vom Ende.
00:41:41The one thing that had differed from the accepted social paradigm is that we took the drug ourself.
00:41:49Because Leary, now it would be like in behaviorist paradigms, you wouldn't do that.
00:41:52And the chairman of the department was pissed off at us for doing that, you know, and thought that was unscientific.
00:42:00And they said, you know, if you do these studies quietly, it's going to be okay, you know, like that.
00:42:08But that was not Leary's vision, you see.
00:42:11He had the vision.
00:42:11It was a democratic vision, egalitarian.
00:42:15You know, this is too good not to share with everybody.
00:42:18Who are we to say?
00:42:18Tim Leary wird in Harvard mitsamt seinem Team schließlich gefeuert.
00:42:25Sein neues Hauptquartier, Millbrook.
00:42:30Ein Ort der Einkehr und des Aufbruchs zugleich.
00:42:34Well, I had a great time at Millbrook.
00:42:40I mean, it was a place to introduce people to the psychedelic experience in the most beautiful way possible.
00:42:50It was a center for people to come from every walk of life, from the highest aristocrat and noble and royal person, down to the dirtiest hippie.
00:43:07Everybody came there.
00:43:09It was a mecca for psychedelics.
00:43:10LSD was a tremendous leveler.
00:43:19No matter what level of society you came from, when you turned on with someone from another member of society, that class division did not cloud your vision.
00:43:30You could see that person clearly.
00:43:32And you could see them as a friend.
00:43:34Any moment, somebody has an inclination.
00:43:42So the place was beautiful.
00:43:43It was 2,600 acres of northern New York scenery.
00:43:51And you just walk out there, high, and no one was going to bother you.
00:43:56You were miles from the main gate.
00:43:58My experience at Millbrook was not about curing ill people, but making well people weller.
00:44:13About moving into the cosmic understanding of our existence here on life.
00:44:21We're not just dumb beasts brought to walk in one path all of our lives.
00:44:26We are here to fly.
00:44:28We are here to fly.
00:44:58Dr. Leary, what are you up to here?
00:45:15We teach the science and art of ecstasy.
00:45:19We teach people how to turn on or how to go out of their minds.
00:45:25By turn on, we mean tune in, to get beyond your routine ways of thinking and acting and experiencing.
00:45:35And we often say that we're teaching people how to use their head.
00:45:41And the point is that in order to use your head, you have to go out of your mind.
00:45:48And you have to go out of all of the static, symbolic ways in which you think.
00:45:53And then you have to go out of your mind.
00:45:57And then he made a purchase of the company, I don't know, 200 grams or 1,5 kg Pilociben and so.
00:46:08And then he invited me to come in and he would make big events, big congresses and so on.
00:46:22And then he wrote, that I wouldn't do that. It's all in the search of why they are doing this propaganda.
00:46:38Liri was a provocateur, yes, he liked being provocative.
00:46:43He liked saying things in a little way that got people a little, ah.
00:46:49And he didn't care if they misunderstood. He said, think for yourself.
00:46:54America today is an insane asylum. The American people are completely hung up on material acquisition, on power, on war making.
00:47:02It's an insane asylum over here. And it's our goal to lift the spiritual level of the American people.
00:47:08We're going to try to bring about a religious renaissance and a spiritual revolution.
00:47:14In the next 5 or 10 years we expect that between 20 and 30 million Americans will be using LSD regularly in their spiritual development and in their psychological growth.
00:47:24In Kalifornien gewinnt die psychedelische Bewegung rasch an Boden.
00:47:31Die Haight Ashbury, ein heruntergekommener Stadtteil von San Francisco, erlebt einen zweiten Frühling.
00:47:38It was sort of a very exciting time in the Haight Ashbury. It was lovely. There was a very good community spirit.
00:47:51Little stores were opening down on Haight Street. People were very friendly with each other.
00:47:56We all knew each other in the neighborhood. And they would come up with wonderful ideas.
00:48:01Like, let's have a party in some corner of the park. And so the band would come out and bring their instruments.
00:48:08The band called the Grateful Dead have announced they will make music in the park.
00:48:13And the crowd moves along, provided with a place to go, something to do.
00:48:18In the 60s, LSD was important because it reinforced a sense that change was possible.
00:48:46Because if you can be one way, one minute, take a tiny little chemical called LSD,
00:48:52and then an hour be in another dimension of universe of seeing fantastic things,
00:48:57feeling things you didn't even know you could feel, hearing things you didn't know could be heard that way.
00:49:02If you can do that to your mind with this tiny little pill, wow, anything's possible.
00:49:08We tell young people today, drop out of school, because schools, education today, is the worst narcotic drug of all.
00:49:22Don't politic. Don't vote. These are old men's games.
00:49:26Impotent and senile old men that want to put you onto their old chess games of war and power.
00:49:31Drop out. Tune in with natural things. Take off your shoes. Get back in tune with God's harmony. Surround yourself with beauty and sacred objects.
00:49:43You can't get caught in the conforming, rote, lockstep, which we call American society.
00:49:53And I made him a proposal that he brings to young people to LSD.
00:50:00LSD needs preparation, needs a certain degree.
00:50:07So then, at Millbrook, when our supplies were cut off, Timothy said, we're all psychologists here.
00:50:36Nick's the only one with a chemical background. Why don't you start making, you know, the sacraments?
00:50:43I said, okay, I'll give it a try.
00:50:46My training was anthropology, but I had been involved growing up in the laboratory my whole life, because my father was a chemist.
00:50:54So all of this was familiar and easy for me.
00:50:58I studied it. I became a chemist.
00:51:01We gathered the equipment and the materials before we actually could work.
00:51:14I mean, basically it broke down into making an underground laboratory.
00:51:20So where am I going to do this?
00:51:24Well, I started out working in my mother's attic.
00:51:27And then I moved down to the basement.
00:51:30Then I rented a small industrial place.
00:51:33Then I rented a larger industrial place.
00:51:36And then I moved to California.
00:51:38And so we rented another industrial property in San Francisco, a 4,000-square-foot warehouse.
00:51:53There are syntheses of LSD that take seven seconds.
00:51:56And it's done.
00:51:57Boom.
00:51:58You get everything ready.
00:52:00It takes a few hours.
00:52:01Put it all together.
00:52:02You add it together.
00:52:03You stir it for an hour.
00:52:04It's done.
00:52:05You have your LSD.
00:52:06Now the question is, how do you get it out with the starting materials that have been left
00:52:11over with the isomers and byproducts?
00:52:15And how do you get that all out so that you will have only like 99.9% LSD?
00:52:23So that means you have to recycle that material again.
00:52:26And so you recycle and recycle and recycle.
00:52:30And the process of making very pure LSD is extremely tedious.
00:52:35And we were making large amounts.
00:52:42And we were able to purify in large amounts to 100 Gramm crystallization.
00:52:47That's a million doses.
00:52:58Auf der Straße wird Acid, LSD, von der Polizei vorerst geduldet.
00:53:03Noch ist der Konsum der neuen Modedroge nicht verboten.
00:53:25San Francisco is where LSD was first marketed, where it is most readily and cheaply available.
00:53:31In the park of a bright afternoon, there is a hippie wedding.
00:53:36The preacher is a man called Teddy Bear.
00:53:39He is a dope dealer.
00:53:40LSD, washed down with wine, is the only sacrament.
00:53:44There are no vows.
00:53:46She will be his woman for as long as they feel like it.
00:53:50Can I take care of you to be a woman?
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53For your wife?
00:53:54Yes.
00:53:55Married before God, before the people.
00:53:57Woo-hoo!
00:53:59Woo-hoo!
00:54:00What obviously was happening in people who were taking psychedelics, particularly the young generation,
00:54:15is that they could not agree anymore with the standards of the society that was around them.
00:54:23They developed a whole different system of values, a different life strategy and so on.
00:54:30And part of it certainly was very strong anti-war feelings because when you have what I call transpersonal experiences,
00:54:37where you feel essential oneness with other people and even with animal species, with nature and so on,
00:54:45it has very significant implications for how you feel about war, people killing each other.
00:55:00So psychedelics became, you know, very, very important instrument of transformation,
00:55:06a change of a world view in a way that was really challenging the old conservative values.
00:55:15to understand specifically about what
00:55:18the wisdom
00:55:32of a human being.
00:55:34circulate
00:55:36to a response of the human being.
00:55:44I don't know.
00:56:14I was just doing this from my heart, out of faith, that this was the right thing to do.
00:56:26And everywhere I went, I gave it away, and I saw what it did to people, and I said, this is good.
00:56:34I mean, you know, 5,000 doses of the orange sunshine was a little teeny bag like that.
00:56:41You know, that's a whole division of soldiers.
00:56:46We sent hundreds of thousands of tablets to Vietnam for free.
00:56:51We were supporting all the war protesters.
00:56:57So why not support our brothers and sisters, same age, but had been drafted and dragged, you know, almost in chains to be killed in Vietnam?
00:57:06Why not give them the same medicine that was causing the movement?
00:57:13A companion peace demonstration brings out 50,000 marchers in downtown San Francisco, pacifists and hippies together.
00:57:21BOMBS IN VIETNAM EXPLODED HOME
00:57:26BOMBS IN VIETNAM EXPLODED HOME
00:57:28The rebellion in the 1960s, I think psychedelics were part of it, very significant part, but I don't think they were the cause of what was happening.
00:57:56BOMBS IN VIETNAM EXPLODED HOME
00:58:01LSD became a symbol of all that was going on that was frightening, of all that seemed to be wrong.
00:58:08It was an easy scapegoat, easy target for people who wanted to denounce the youth rebellion, denounce the anti-war movement, very easy to denounce the drug or the drugs that were associated with those movements.
00:58:22The things that were said about LSD in the 1960s were in many ways ridiculous.
00:58:29It's not always easy to undo what I've done.
00:58:34LSD? I've heard about it. I can see through the walls.
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00:59:39But as a parent and as a citizen, and certainly now in this position, I am greatly concerned.
00:59:46There is nothing smart, there is nothing grown up or sophisticated in taking an LSD trip at all.
00:59:53They are just being complete fools. Anyone that would engage in this or indulge in this, is just a plain fool.
01:00:00Nach immer schärferen öffentlichen Debatten über die Gefahren des LSD hat der Staat Kalifornien im Oktober 1966 schließlich reagiert.
01:00:13Die Substanz wird verboten.
01:00:30The one who was a serious felon.
01:00:35I mean, I've been convicted many times. I've spent time in 14 different prisons.
01:00:42All of this has happened to me as a result of my devotion to psychedelics.
01:00:49So, am I a criminal? Of course I'm a criminal.
01:00:51Kurze Zeit nach dem LSD-Verbot kommen im Golden Gate Park von San Francisco über 20.000 Menschen zusammen.
01:01:08Die Hippies, die oppositionellen Studenten, die verschiedensten Strömungen innerhalb der Protestbewegung versammeln sich zu einer riesigen gemeinsamen Demonstration.
01:01:21All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
01:01:52Die Hymnen der Jugendbewegung erobern die großen Fernsehstudios.
01:01:58Das neue Massenmedium verbreitet die Botschaft der Hippies über den ganzen Planeten.
01:02:02All you need is love, love, love is all you need.
01:02:23All you need is love.
01:02:27The city of San Francisco has been warned of a hippie invasion come summer in numbers almost too staggering to comprehend.
01:02:37Some estimates run as high as 200,000 young people from all parts of the country can be expected to invade the city,
01:02:44and the influx will affect primarily the Haight-Ashbury.
01:02:48The media put in a big story about the Haight-Ashbury, and it was this lovely place to go,
01:03:00and you might see John Lennon or, you know, perhaps, you know, anyway, they created a monster for us.
01:03:10And within a few weeks, it changed.
01:03:14People came from all over America by the hundreds, and then the thousands.
01:03:20And by early summer, there must have been 10,000 people sleeping on the sidewalks and in the park and in every alley,
01:03:30and, you know, and trying to, hungry and homeless, and it was crazy.
01:03:36Here in San Francisco, Haight Street, on one of the dance floors, and, you know, you had 2,000 people all taking 500 micrograms of LSD.
01:03:54I thought this was going to be madness.
01:03:57I thought this would have been madness in our context.
01:04:00You know, I couldn't see how that could work.
01:04:03You know, how would you handle bad trips?
01:04:06The summer 1967, the psychedelic movement in fuller Blüte.
01:04:20Summer of Love.
01:04:27We're going to do the English and American combined anthem together, okay?
01:04:36Summer of Love.
01:04:39I know.
01:04:49We're going to do the English and American.
01:04:53We're going to do the English and Asian in the90s.
01:04:55And видите, the English and American combined anthem of previous sections of LSD.
01:04:59We're going to do the English and American combined bytes that are filtered in a neutral way.
01:05:01We're going to stay kept in touch with me.
01:05:03Oh, sing it with me.
01:05:21Oh, sing it with me.
01:05:33Oh, sing it with me.
01:06:03Oh, sing it with me.
01:06:33Oh, sing it with me.
01:07:03Oh, sing it with me.
01:07:33There is a steady flow into San Francisco hospitals of young people who have freaked
01:07:41out and been picked up by the police in a state of desperate terror.
01:07:45Where are you taking me?
01:07:46Where are my friends?
01:07:48Do my friends know I'm here?
01:07:50Where am I?
01:07:52Where are we?
01:07:54Where am I?
01:07:55You're in the hospital here.
01:07:56Come on.
01:07:57Who are you?
01:07:57I'm Dr. McClendon.
01:07:59The bad trip is a frightening thing to witness.
01:08:03It must be far more terrifying to experience.
01:08:06Where are you taking me?
01:08:07Where are you taking me?
01:08:08Where am I?
01:08:08I'm going right around here to death.
01:08:10You're in the hospital.
01:08:11Hello.
01:08:12I'm a nurse.
01:08:14What's your name?
01:08:15Your hands are cold.
01:08:16What's your name?
01:08:18Joan.
01:08:19Joan.
01:08:20I'm a nurse.
01:08:20Guys?
01:08:21I don't want to be here.
01:08:22Where am I?
01:08:23My friend, it's all right.
01:08:24It's all right.
01:08:25It's all right.
01:08:25It's all right.
01:08:25It's all right.
01:08:26It's all right.
01:08:28I understand.
01:08:48Nach meinen eigenen Erfahrungen hätte ich nie gedacht,
01:08:52dass ein Stoff mit dieser Wirkung jemals auf die Strasse kommen könnte.
01:08:59Ja, der Missbrauch.
01:09:02Ein Stoff, wenn er mal in der Welt ist, wenn er mal existiert,
01:09:05dann hat man das nicht mehr in der Hand.
01:09:07The greatest pushers in this country today are the missionaries
01:09:22who make and distribute LSD
01:09:25because they are convinced that it's a wonderful way.
01:09:28Timothy Leary wird von Präsident Nixon
01:09:45öffentlich zum gefährlichsten Mann Amerikas erklärt
01:09:48und kurze Zeit später wegen Besitz von zwei Joins
01:09:53zu einer drakonischen Gefängnisstrafe verurteilt.
01:09:56Albert Hoffmanns Wunderdroge ist zu seinem Sorgenkind geworden.
01:10:25LSD wird dorthin zurückgedrängt, wo es hergekommen ist.
01:10:31In die Psychiatrie, wo es in einzelnen Kliniken noch geduldet wird.
01:10:36When I came to the United States and I joined the team at Spring Grove,
01:10:45we were using an approach that is now known as psychedelic,
01:10:50where a dose is significant.
01:10:53It's between 300 and 500, 600 micrograms.
01:10:58We asked the patients to keep their eyes closed,
01:11:03so we actually were using eye shades,
01:11:05we were using headphones, hi-fi, music,
01:11:09and the talking was done before and after.
01:11:12That was a much more effective approach
01:11:15in terms of therapy, in terms of personal transformation.
01:11:20Dean Caldwell is arriving for his third LSD session.
01:11:24Cancer of the bowel gave him almost constant pain,
01:11:26but this was controlled for over six months
01:11:28as a result of his previous session.
01:11:30As well as that, the drug has helped him
01:11:32come to terms with his condition
01:11:33and even enjoy the life he knows will end soon.
01:11:38When we were doing the work with cancer patients,
01:11:43the basic assumption was that they would somehow
01:11:47very radically change their concept of death.
01:11:52Did you get the last one?
01:11:54Every drop.
01:11:58These were people who knew that they could die
01:12:02in a matter of weeks or months,
01:12:05and they were able to be reconciled,
01:12:08and their way of being, actually,
01:12:10in the world from day to day changed dramatically.
01:12:15It was a very, very successful study,
01:12:22besides being a very moving study, as you can imagine.
01:12:34People come first programmed by our culture
01:12:37that we are basically our body.
01:12:40And suddenly comes an experience
01:12:44that shows you that you are something much larger,
01:12:48that you are not really just your body.
01:12:50And so you start looking at death
01:12:52as something that's death of the body,
01:12:55and you get a sense that there is a...
01:12:59that death is a kind of an adventure in consciousness,
01:13:02and there is a sort of a large dimension there
01:13:07that you actually knew nothing about.
01:13:11That you are not.
01:13:12That you are not.
01:13:18It is a kind of a...
01:15:21It was difficult, but we got approved.
01:15:24People who are eligible for our trial are people who have anxiety and or depression secondary
01:15:36to their cancer diagnosis.
01:15:38And they are struggling with these existential questions of life and death and their own
01:15:45psychological discomfort.
01:15:47They go through two days of screening in which they receive a physical exam, extensive psychiatric
01:16:01and psychological testing.
01:16:03So after preparation, the volunteers schedule for their psilocybin sessions.
01:16:16What we would want and hope for them is that they have an experience that's uplifting and
01:16:24alters their perceptual set in a way that makes the remainder of their life and their struggle
01:16:34with their disease process something that's really quite manageable for them.
01:16:40The prognosis was very poor.
01:16:49There were so many treatments, and since I have a scientific background, I got very preoccupied
01:16:56with researching everything, you know, micromanaging, and so my life just kind of got narrower
01:17:06and narrower.
01:17:06I got more exclusively focused on the cancer.
01:17:09And I became more withdrawn.
01:17:16Finally, my daughter and friends sort of told me that I needed to do something.
01:17:25But I had no previous experience with psychedelics, so I didn't know what to expect exactly.
01:17:39It looks like this is for you.
01:17:44A high proportion of volunteers have what's called a primary mystical type experience.
01:17:53And they're absolutely sure that this experience is more real than everyday waking reality.
01:18:01And it's that element, I believe, that imprints this experience into people's consciousness
01:18:09in a way that has huge value going forward.
01:18:18The beginning of the effects start in about ten minutes.
01:18:24And it's like your brain is going offline, you know, one part at a time.
01:18:31And I tell people the story to make it a little clearer, since I do a lot of sailing, if you're
01:18:36out in the open ocean and you were to fall off your boat, you turn around and the boat's
01:18:41gone, and then pretty soon the water's gone, and then you're gone.
01:18:46You don't have any sense of self anymore.
01:18:49Okay.
01:18:50Okay.
01:18:51Is that comfortable?
01:18:52That's good.
01:18:53Okay.
01:18:54I'll put some headphones on you.
01:18:56Okay.
01:18:57Okay.
01:18:58And remember to let us know how the volume is, if you want it higher or lower.
01:19:01Okay.
01:19:02And, um...
01:19:12For the first hour and a half, it was pretty frightening because I was fighting it.
01:19:16I was resisting.
01:19:17I wanted to open my eyes and make things snap back into place.
01:19:22If I didn't have the help of the people there, I would have left the room and tried to walk
01:19:26around and get things to focus back in again, you know, to look familiar again.
01:19:32So the supervision, I think, is very important.
01:19:35Just the music.
01:19:36Just enjoy it.
01:19:37Yeah.
01:19:38After about an hour and a half, I calmed down.
01:19:55At one point, I thought I might be in a cathedral.
01:19:58And, uh, I thought that it might be a good chance to talk with God.
01:20:05So I, you know, just in my mind, I said, well, you know, if there was ever a good time, this
01:20:11is it.
01:20:12So, you know, talk to me.
01:20:13And nothing happened.
01:20:14I did it again and nothing happened.
01:20:23There was just an experience of familiarity or tranquility.
01:20:26And, uh, during that time, I could pull up past relationships or current relationships
01:20:33and look at them in great detail.
01:20:35And, um, um, it was as if I was, um, sorry.
01:20:53You never know what to do.
01:21:02You друг over, like me.
01:21:05You're weying you hang up a tree and you have to sit down in a vlog.
01:21:11I, you, I'm a guy ready, and you.
01:21:14You're Bur vit r rock.
01:21:18You're not sure.
01:21:19You're not sure.
01:21:20You are forever forever.
01:21:23The depression itself lifted.
01:21:40I might fall into a depression,
01:21:42but I can pull myself out of it pretty easily.
01:21:47It fundamentally changes the way you approach the world,
01:21:51so you're opening out instead of narrowing down into a negative spiral.
01:22:00It's almost unbelievable that after one day,
01:22:06and not any follow-up medications or anything,
01:22:09that this could happen.
01:22:21I have had in my psychedelic sessions, you know,
01:22:39quite a few experiences where I actually felt that I've already died,
01:22:45that I was in the realm sort of beyond death.
01:22:48It was very, very convincing,
01:22:50and I was very surprised when I actually returned to the situation
01:22:55where I took the substance.
01:22:59So I consider it very plausible that there is an experiential world
01:23:06that we go into after the body dies.
01:23:09But, of course, you know, you will never know until you get there,
01:23:14but it's like a very, very interesting journey.
01:23:20It's like a very deepening journey.
01:23:30growl
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01:23:48growl
01:23:49growl
01:23:50well right here is where it was painted nothing lasts
01:24:04that's what it said
01:24:20so
01:24:30so
01:24:34so
01:24:40so