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Casualty Season 41 Episode 09
Show moreShow lessCasualty is a weekly television show broadcast on BBC One, and the longest running emergency medical drama television series in the world. Created by Jeremy Brock and Paul Unwin, it was first broadcast on 6 September 1986 and transmitted in the UK on BBC One. The producer was Geraint Morris. The programme is based around the fictional Holby City Hospital and focuses on the staff and patients of the hospital's Accident and Emergency Department.Year started: 1986
Country: UK
Creators: Jeremy Brock Paul Unwin
IMDB rating: 6.1
Categories: Drama
Show moreShow lessStars: Derek Thompson Suzanne Packer Ian Bleasdale Jane Hazlegrove Tony Marshall Charles Dale Sunetra
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00:00I'm afraid she has died.
00:02I hesitated at first, but I just didn't want to make a mistake.
00:04Because all she needed was for somebody to help her.
00:06Can we have some fun?
00:08Yes!
00:10Rush! Rush!
00:12I need your help, man. I need your help.
00:14I can't do this anymore.
00:16We need some time apart.
00:18I love you, but I'm not in love with you.
00:20You sleep with anyone, everyone knows that.
00:22Because she's still got all the dating apps on her phone.
00:24It's true. You don't believe me, do you? You don't.
00:26Just go. I'll sleep with her, okay?
00:28Even if she does make a full recovery, we're screwed.
00:30Professionally, ethically.
00:32Oh, it's so good seeing you again, Cam.
00:34And you. Jamie's back.
00:36When I was a kid, he used to make me do things
00:38that I didn't want to do.
00:40Jamie raped me. You know he did.
00:42I'm broken, Cam.
00:44You are broken too.
00:46Have you heard from Jamie?
00:48Somebody's reported him missing to the police.
00:58I'm broken.
01:00I'm broken.
01:02Vehicle found in Haverley Gorge.
01:04One patient, driver, service.
01:06I see one male.
01:08No positive identification as of yet.
01:10We'll keep you posted.
01:12Can we confirm the Hens medic is on site?
01:14Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:16Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:18Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:20Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:22Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:24Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:26Helium ed 13 charl, it's control.
01:28Making my way down to the crash site now.
01:30I looked at you as I went, over.
01:32Thank you Helium ed 13 charl, over.
01:34Hi mate.
01:36Hi. Ian, isn't it?
01:38Yeah. Rich, incident commander.
01:40Howdy, what we got?
01:42So a vehicle came over the edge there.
01:44We reckon it happened about two or three days ago.
01:46It's not an easy spot from up top.
01:48And no one really comes down here, so...
01:50Listen, there's, er...
01:52We can't find a pulse.
01:54And there's no sign of life, so...
01:58Right.
02:04Hello.
02:06Hello mate, can you hear me?
02:08My name's Ian, from the air ambulance.
02:10Yes.
02:16Instant command 267, this is control.
02:18Over.
02:19Light control.
02:20We've got a name match from the plate.
02:22Owner is Jamie Cleveland.
02:24Over.
02:26Jamie Cleveland?
02:27I know that, Dave.
02:29Jamie?
02:32Jamie mate, can you hear me?
02:33Jamie?
02:36Jamie?
02:37There we go.
02:38Good lad.
02:39Jamie, can you hear me?
02:40Right.
02:41Let's fill out oxygen, please.
02:42Right.
02:43Heli-made 13 charlie.
02:44Cold red.
02:45Cold red.
02:46Cold red.
02:47And if he went back up with the helicopter,
02:49this patient is still alive.
02:50Repeat.
02:51Alive.
02:52He's peri-arrest.
02:53And he needs blood products down here now.
02:55Oh, can you hear me?
02:56Yeah.
02:57Oh, come on!
03:58Is that a finger?
04:00Yes, Siobhan.
04:02OK, well, can somebody please inform the police?
04:06Right, er...
04:08Give me that.
04:08Everyone gather round. Eyes on me. Not the finger. Thank you.
04:12Nothing major to report from last night.
04:15That finger that you're all gawping at, ignore it.
04:18OK, thank you.
04:20Cubicles are full.
04:22Resources running low on morphine.
04:25I'll ring the pharmacy for more.
04:26And just to remind you, it's baby Chloe's memorial today.
04:30I know some of you are going, but I've sent flowers anyway, so...
04:33Stevie?
04:34Er, yeah, just one thing from me.
04:36Several of the ST1s haven't completed their nail bed sutures.
04:39By several in this instance, I mean precisely one.
04:42I'm going to name in shame. Put your hand up in 3, 2, 1.
04:46Thank you, Nicole.
04:47I want five done by the end of the day.
04:50The training room is not in use, so you'll be in the staff room.
04:53OK, thank you. Chop, chop.
04:54Blech.
04:55Ah.
04:57Old BD?
04:58Five.
04:59How am I going to manage five? I've not even done one.
05:02We've practised.
05:03Oh, yeah, come on, let's go.
05:07So you say you hit your head. Do you feel dizzy now?
05:11OK.
05:12Come.
05:12Sorry.
05:13Sorry to interrupt. Can I have a word, please?
05:15Yeah.
05:16One minute. Thank you.
05:19Sean, look, with all due respect, I don't need a pep talk, OK?
05:21I just don't want to go to the memorial.
05:23It's not that, Cam.
05:25They found Jamie.
05:28Come on.
05:31Let's get her in to recess 2, please.
05:33OK, this is Tiff Kaczewski, 17.
05:36Suffered significant burns when the tent she was sleeping in was set alight.
05:40She has approximately 10% partial and full thickness burns across her arms and back
05:43and some superficial burns across her neck.
05:46Burns have been cooled and dressed.
05:48My old global wheeze.
05:49Airway looks OK.
05:50And, uh, not obvious edema.
05:52OK.
05:53Um, let's get you across onto the bed.
05:55First, Tiff.
05:56It's Tiff, yeah?
05:57Uh, Tiff, I'm Dr. Nash.
05:58This is Nicole.
05:59I'm just going to ease you across onto this bed.
06:01It's nice and silly.
06:02Just in your own time.
06:03There we go.
06:03Sorry, Jacob.
06:04No worries.
06:05OK, obs are stable.
06:06Um, we have been unable to gain IV access.
06:09So she's had, uh, 20 milligrams of oral morphine
06:12and five milligrams of nephilisambetamol.
06:14Now on high-floor, too.
06:16And she's been incredibly brave, aren't you, Tiff?
06:18OK, good.
06:19Thank you, guys.
06:19Right, um, we're going to get a line in,
06:22get you some pain relief.
06:24Just have a little look.
06:25OK, yeah.
06:27I don't think anything's going in there.
06:28Let's try this a venous vein first.
06:29If that doesn't work, we'll go with the foot.
06:31Uh, Tiff, can you just, um, open your mouth for me?
06:33I want to have a look in your mouth and your nose
06:35to check for any burns or swelling.
06:36Thanks.
06:39We've no details beyond the fact that it's a car incident
06:41in Avery Gorge, 30s male, probable crush injuries.
06:45Well, I heard it was Jamie Cleveland.
06:46Do we know what happened?
06:47It is.
06:47We don't know.
06:48So let's not speculate.
06:49Can we just get a CT on the phone?
06:50Yeah, let them know we're on our way.
06:51Yeah, all right.
06:52I don't think you should be in here.
06:54I want to.
07:00Hi.
07:01Yes, this is Recess.
07:02Um, we'll be arriving shortly with a critical patient.
07:04Um, yeah, yeah, thank you.
07:08You're too involved.
07:10Please.
07:12Okay, keep your distance.
07:22Hi.
07:23No, uh.
07:34Sorry, I need to speak to Jodie quickly.
07:41Yeah, if you're quick.
07:42That's fine.
07:42Come.
07:43What's up?
07:44Um, you know, I was searching on social media.
07:46If you know Missing Finger Man.
07:48Have you not gotten anything better today?
07:49No, shut up.
07:50Listen, this just popped up.
07:51Refugee camp in South Sudan's been attacked.
07:54And people have been killed.
07:55Okay, which camp?
07:56Uh, Hassle, near Juba.
07:59Isn't that where Max?
08:01Roger, Max, please.
08:03With me, Ian, please.
08:06Hi, Ian.
08:06This is Jamie Cleveland.
08:08He's 38 years old.
08:10Approximately two hours ago, he was found trapped in his car,
08:13which we believe has come off the road,
08:15down into a gorge with a hundred foot plus four,
08:17and he could have been there for 80 plus hours.
08:20He's got five injuries, head to toe, occipital hematoma with boggy mass.
08:26Bruising to his left anterior chest wall with crepitus,
08:30left femur and bilateral crushing just to both tip and fib.
08:33Okay, let me pause you there.
08:34Um, should we slide then?
08:35Ready, steady, slide.
08:37Sorry.
08:39His rest rate is low, requiring support initially with the BBM,
08:44saturating at 85% on 15 litres.
08:48He's tachycardic at 123.
08:52GCS is nine.
08:54We've administered a gram of TXA and 1.2 grams of polyamoxiclav.
09:00He's had two units of O-positive, two LIO.
09:04He's had four milligrams of ondansetron and 20 milligrams of ketamine.
09:08That's wonderful.
09:09Thank you very much.
09:09Good job.
09:10Okay, so let's activate the major hemorrhage protocol, please.
09:12A little eye response.
09:14Right, okay.
09:14Let's get him hooked up to the monitors.
09:16Jodie, please.
09:17Jodie.
09:17Can I be excused, please?
09:19Um, it's Max.
09:21Yeah, no, of course.
09:22You must.
09:23You must.
09:23Um, somebody else can do the monitoring.
09:25I can do it.
09:26You sure?
09:27Yeah, I can do it.
09:28Yeah, thank you.
09:29Yeah, okay.
09:40That looks like it's completely collapsed.
09:41Lamorna, let's go with the IO.
09:43So, Nicole, are you okay to prep fluids?
09:45Mm-hmm.
09:46Tiff, I'm just going to ask you to lie back as much as you can.
09:50Here we go, nice and gently.
09:53Right, so, um, this is an IO gun.
09:56Looks a lot scarier than it is.
09:58Basically, it means that I can use this to get a line into your leg so I can give you some
10:02pain relief, okay?
10:03But you're not going to feel a thing because I'm going to numb the area with some lidocaine,
10:06yeah?
10:07Uh, Nicole, are you okay to stabilize this leg for me?
10:10Cheers.
10:13All right, good.
10:22Okay.
10:27There we go, good girl.
10:30Right.
10:32Okay, um, another thing I wanted to say that we're having difficulty getting through to your
10:36next of kin.
10:37Is that your mom?
10:41Tiff.
10:43Is there anyone else we can call for you?
10:46Just, Mom.
10:49We didn't talk.
10:50She threw me out.
10:53Okay, that's all right.
10:54We can sort something out.
10:55Right.
10:56Now, this makes a very loud noise, but just ignore it.
10:59You'll be numb.
11:00You can't feel anything, can you?
11:01No?
11:02Lovely.
11:03So, ignore that.
11:04Look away.
11:04Think of something nice.
11:05Okay, here we go.
11:15Okay.
11:16And that's it.
11:17It's in.
11:19Right.
11:19As soon as I'm done here, we will chase Bernstein, okay?
11:24Okay.
11:24Okay, Tiff, that's you.
11:26Um, I'm going to leave you with a call for the time being, and I will be back as soon
11:29as I can.
11:29Oh, thank you.
11:35Six months.
11:36My feet are knacken already.
11:38I didn't ask.
11:39Jamie, you're in Holby ED.
11:49Do you understand?
11:51You've been in an accident.
11:53A serious one.
11:55We've given you a CT scan, and we can't see any neck fractures, but I just need you to
12:01move your head for me, and then we can clear it.
12:03Okay, I'll just lift that up a bit there.
12:05Okay, can you lift your head off the bed for me, please, and touch your chin on your chest?
12:10Nice and gently.
12:14Lovely.
12:15That's lovely.
12:16Back down.
12:17Could you look towards me, please?
12:20This way, Jamie.
12:21Well done.
12:23And now to the other side.
12:26That's good.
12:29And now, could you put, Jamie, could you put this ear on this shoulder for me, please?
12:34You're doing really well, really well.
12:35Siobhan.
12:36My results.
12:37Are you thirsty?
12:38Are you thirsty?
12:39No.
12:40No.
12:41No.
12:42No.
12:43No.
12:44No.
12:45No.
12:46No.
12:47No.
12:48No.
12:49No.
12:50No.
12:51No.
12:52No.
12:53No.
12:54No.
12:55No.
12:56No.
12:57No.
12:58No.
12:59No.
13:00No.
13:01No.
13:02Yeah.
13:03No.
13:04I can't give you any water.
13:05You might need to go to theater.
13:11I could wet your lips for you if you'd like that.
13:14Okay.
13:44I think we just keep pushing fluids, really.
13:54Can? You OK?
13:55Yeah. What did the lab result say?
13:58They confirmed renal failure, I'm afraid.
14:00I'm sorry, because I think you knew him from before, didn't you?
14:02No, I didn't know him very well.
14:03They're going to start haemofiltration when he goes to the ICU,
14:06but shall we catheterise him?
14:08I'll do that.
14:09You monitor hourly urine output.
14:12Why don't you take a moment, yeah?
14:13Take a minute.
14:23It's Dr. Piper from Halby AD again, Mrs. Kaczewski.
14:26Can you please contact us? It's about Tiffany. Thank you.
14:32I should have been a vet.
14:34I'm good with animals.
14:36You hate snakes.
14:39Do you know, I've not managed a single finger suture?
14:41Not one.
14:45How am I going to cope with a baby?
14:48A baby I didn't even want.
14:50I struggle on my own.
14:52Yes, but you're not on your own, I told you.
14:54I'm here.
14:55I've got you.
14:56Yeah.
15:02And Gossie,
15:03you're a friend.
15:05Your friends come and go.
15:15Cam.
15:27Cam.
15:28Yeah, Jimmy, I'm here.
15:29Um,
15:30what happened?
15:32Was it an accident?
15:48Jamie, I need you to tell me, was it an accident?
15:51Or was it Bobby?
15:52Did Bobby do this to you?
15:53Is he talking, Cam?
16:02Bobby,
16:03he ran me off the road.
16:05Bobby?
16:06Bobby.
16:07Bobby, okay, well, we both heard that.
16:09Yeah.
16:10Sorry, um,
16:11sorry.
16:11Did you sign off my complaint forms?
16:27Yes, sorry.
16:28Didn't mean to rain on your parade.
16:29Parade?
16:30Oh,
16:30I wish.
16:31I appreciate it.
16:33Things, uh,
16:34things are rubbish at home at the minute.
16:36You'd think I'd be able to deal with this stuff better at my age.
16:39Siobhan,
16:40wise up,
16:40you're not old.
16:41You're damn right.
16:43Uh, actually, ladies,
16:44how about dinner next week?
16:47Us three, hmm?
16:48No shop talk,
16:49plenty of vino.
16:49You know what I could do with getting hammered?
16:52I'm,
16:52I'm in.
16:53Obviously,
16:54bar the vino.
16:55Hmm.
16:55Uh,
16:56don't leave us hanging, Stevie.
16:58Yeah, yeah, sure,
16:58why not?
16:59Okay, perfect.
17:00I'll book.
17:01Cam,
17:01excuse me.
17:02You all right, love?
17:05Did I actually just agree to dinner?
17:07Well,
17:07it's not a bad thing,
17:08is it?
17:09Okay.
17:09Look, um,
17:10I could really do with the drink leaders.
17:11Can you please,
17:12please come keep me company?
17:13Of course I will.
17:14Stevie,
17:15um,
17:15I need you reception.
17:16Pregnant woman collapsed.
17:19Yeah,
17:20I should have listened to you.
17:21I should have kept away from him.
17:24I just can't get the words out.
17:26I feel so weak.
17:29And I hate myself.
17:32I hate what I am.
17:38Go back in.
17:39Get the answers that you need.
17:41I don't think I can.
17:44Listen to me.
17:47If you don't do it now,
17:48you might never get the chance.
17:52I will come in with you
17:53if that's what you like.
17:54You don't have to do this on your own.
17:58No.
17:59It's not.
18:00I do.
18:00I do.
18:01Cam, wait.
18:03Just remember,
18:04okay?
18:05I'm right here.
18:06Okay?
18:07Yeah.
18:15Need to swap him out of resources.
18:16He's too close.
18:18No.
18:19He's exactly where he needs to be.
18:23Rosie,
18:23it's not fair
18:24that you're leaving me
18:24to deal with this.
18:26Baby needs you too.
18:27Nicole.
18:27Just call us.
18:29You called Tepka Chesky's mum?
18:31Yeah,
18:31I've left a few messages here.
18:32Okay, good.
18:32It worked.
18:33She's on her way in,
18:33so let Tep know, please.
18:35Uh, yeah.
18:37My neck.
18:45My neck hurts.
19:05You're nervous.
19:07Are you sorry for what you did to me
19:19and Bobby?
19:26I did nothing.
19:28You know you did.
19:29You listen to Bobby
19:38too much.
19:49You're dying.
19:50I know.
20:01It might be today,
20:02it might be tomorrow.
20:06But nobody's gonna care.
20:07Yeah.
20:07You will...
20:21You will...
20:21You will never forget me.
20:25You're right, I won't.
20:31You were my hero.
20:32I was a child.
20:35I was a child.
20:37But you were for your age.
20:38I was a child, Jamie.
20:40Why would you do that to me?
20:43Why?
20:43Because...
20:44Because...
20:44I need to know.
21:00Because you wanted me to.
21:02I...
21:11I...
21:12Hi, um, you spoke to the charity Max works for.
21:31That one's yours.
21:32Anne?
21:34Um, they've not heard from him either.
21:37They just said that sometimes that can happen and it's pretty chaotic.
21:41They were on a few camps, so...
21:43Whatever happens, we'll deal with it.
21:45Yeah.
21:46You're pretty ace, aren't you?
21:49Nah.
21:50I'll tell you, mates.
21:52What?
21:53Oh, Jodie.
21:54What?
21:55Is that mayonnaise?
21:56I can not stand myself.
21:59You're such a freak.
22:01Yeah, but I'm your freak.
22:03Mmm.
22:04Yeah.
22:05Aren't you just?
22:07Um, Rita might have found us a flat.
22:11Oh, yeah?
22:12About time.
22:13We should have moved out of cams ages ago.
22:15I would have.
22:16Mmm.
22:19Max?
22:20No, er, no, no, it's Teddy.
22:23She's here.
22:24Is she Dad?
22:25Dad?
22:26Oh!
22:27Oh!
22:28Where have you been?
22:33Tiff?
22:37What do you want?
22:38Er, your mum is on her way in.
22:43Really?
22:46Yeah.
22:47She'll be here soon.
22:49So, maybe you'll have somewhere to be discharged after all.
23:05Cam, do you manage to speak to James?
23:08Yeah.
23:09And?
23:12I didn't get anything.
23:14I'm sorry, love.
23:15You get the pads on, let's start compressions, please.
23:19We've literally just intubated.
23:34Okay, off the chest, then let's have a pulse check.
23:39Nothing.
23:40No, it's still PAA, so back on the chest, please.
23:42Can we have somebody on the clock?
23:43Yeah.
23:44Yeah?
23:45Okay, and a milligram of adrenaline, please.
23:47Hmm.
23:48Who done this?
23:49They don't know.
23:50Um.
23:51Who done this?
23:52They don't know.
23:53Um.
23:54They don't know.
23:55Um.
23:56Some kids.
23:57Maybe they...
23:58They...
23:59They saw my tent and...
24:00I was asleep.
24:01Um.
24:02Um.
24:03Animals.
24:04Animals.
24:05I can one human do this to another day.
24:06No.
24:07No.
24:08No.
24:09No.
24:10No.
24:11No.
24:12No.
24:13No.
24:14No.
24:15No.
24:16No.
24:17No.
24:18No.
24:19No.
24:20No.
24:21No.
24:22No.
24:23No.
24:24No.
24:25No.
24:26No.
24:27No.
24:28No.
24:29No.
24:30No.
24:31No.
24:32No.
24:33No.
24:34No?
24:35No.
24:36No.
24:38Are you in pain?
24:42I'm better now you're here.
24:48Are they taking care of you?
24:50Are you being looked after?
24:52Yes.
24:54This is one of my doctors.
24:56Hello, Mrs Kaczewski. I'm Dr Paper.
24:58Or Nicole.
25:00Tiff's been really brave.
25:02Erm, I've just spoken to the Burns Unit and they'll be ready for Tiff in theatre soon.
25:19I'm sorry this has happened to you.
25:23This... this isn't your fault.
25:28And you're here now.
25:32Aren't you?
25:39Yep.
25:40Good, good technique.
25:41And I'll get a check X-ray booked for us as well.
25:43Stevie, you're needed in resource.
25:44Er, okay, are you going to step in here?
25:46Yeah.
25:47Right, well done. That course, I'll be lucky to have you.
25:49Thanks.
25:52Maria, are you okay to carry on? I just need to check something. Sorry.
25:55Daddy.
26:00So you're still going to go ahead with the course?
26:01No.
26:02After everything that's happened?
26:03I said no.
26:04Why would I?
26:05It's the last thing I want.
26:09Okay, well, I...
26:10I called and checked on Yasmin.
26:13They've stabilised her vascular bleeds, her head CT looks normal.
26:17But she hasn't woken up yet.
26:19They don't know why.
26:20Why?
26:22I want to see her.
26:24Well, you can't.
26:27Look, I need to.
26:28Tarek, no one knows that you know her. Why would you go and see her?
26:30You know her.
26:31You can take me.
26:34You know her.
26:35You can take me.
26:43Mrs Kaczewski.
26:45The porters are on their way.
26:46You can go up with her if you like.
26:49No.
26:51I'll leave you to it.
26:52Mum?
26:53You're being looked after by good people.
26:54That is all I wanted to know.
26:55Mum, please.
26:56Say.
26:57You are strong, Tiffany.
26:58I know.
27:00I...
27:01I need you.
27:03Like I needed you.
27:04To look after William?
27:06That...
27:07That wasn't my fault.
27:08You got drunk.
27:09With your friends.
27:11It was an accident.
27:13I didn't know what happened.
27:14I don't know what happened.
27:15You were being looked after by good people.
27:16That's all I wanted to know.
27:17Mum, please.
27:18Stay.
27:20You are strong, Tiffany.
27:21I know.
27:23I...
27:24I need you.
27:25Like I needed you.
27:26To look after William?
27:27He choked in his cot all along because of you.
27:32And I could never forgive.
27:36Because he was perfect.
27:40He was perfect.
27:43And you are not...
27:44No, come on now.
27:45Do not tell me what to do.
27:47When you have your own, then you know.
27:50Until then, you have no idea.
27:55Look after her.
27:57How long is that now, Cam?
27:58Cam, what's time?
27:59Two minutes.
28:00Two minutes.
28:01Off the chest, then.
28:02Please.
28:03That's a pulse check.
28:04Okay, back on the chest.
28:05Okay, back on the chest.
28:06Just for a moment, though.
28:07I think he's gone, hasn't he?
28:08From PEA into asystole.
28:09I think we've been there for at least 20 minutes.
28:10And we've exhausted all of the reversible causes.
28:11So, unless anybody disagrees, then I think we can call it later.
28:13So, time of death, 13.24.
28:14Thank you, everybody, for your efforts.
28:15Thank you, everybody, for your efforts.
28:19So, time of death, 13.24.
28:20Thank you, everybody, for your efforts.
28:21Come on, thanks.
28:22Who's gone, hasn't he?
28:23From PEA into asystole.
28:24I think we've been there for at least 20 minutes, and we've exhausted all of the reversible causes,
28:30so, unless anybody disagrees, then I think we can call it later.
28:36So, time of death, 13.24.
28:41Thank you, everybody, for your efforts.
28:43can you give her a second lads
28:55you'll be asleep the whole time
29:04and their surgical team are lovely
29:07they listen to music and everything
29:09if you ask nice they'll let you pick
29:13Simon he's the anaesthetist
29:15he really likes coldplay so you probably do want to nip that in the bud
29:19why are you being so kind to me
29:29I've been so horrible to you all day
29:34you've been scared all day
29:38I don't know what that's like
29:42we're more alike than you'd think
29:46do you want to know something
29:49your ma'am
29:51she was right about one thing
29:53you
29:56are so much stronger than you think you are
30:00I'll put extra sugar in yours
30:17go home come we can manage
30:24I'm alright
30:25honest
30:27I don't feel any different
30:37it's like
30:42it's like nothing's changed
30:45oh but it has
30:47he's gone
30:49he's dead
30:51oh stop I'm not going to make it
30:54sir
30:56we're emergency department staff
30:58are you alright
30:59hey
31:12I had Max's back from the dead
31:15and you've still got a face like a slapdouse
31:18hey what's wrong
31:20you alright about Teddy
31:22yeah
31:23I feel really guilty I don't know what to do
31:26have you thought about making it official
31:29stop faffing just do it
31:32you seen his incubicle too
31:35no
31:36no
31:37I'm a super finger man
31:39and you say that you did this yourself
31:43I did
31:43can I ask why
31:45yes
31:46symmetry
31:48did you cut that one off too
31:50no this were an accident at work
31:52okay well the good news Mr Parks is that somebody did hand in a finger
31:56so if we assume that it's yours and we assume that it's viable
32:00then we can make plans to reattach
32:01no thanks I'm not interested
32:03these are perfect
32:05okay
32:08um
32:09let's give them a tetanus
32:11and er 1.2 grams camoxicab IV
32:14I think
32:15and er I will make contact with the ice team
32:17just in case you change your mind
32:18I won't be changing my mind doctor
32:20right you are
32:21Cam can I have a quick word please
32:22yep
32:22shall we beep mental health services
32:26yeah okay
32:27are you sure about this
32:33yeah
32:34yeah
32:35this is him
32:46the one I was talking about
32:49Dr Masson
32:51oh
32:55yes
32:57yes
32:57that's right
32:58it's me
32:59we just came to see how you are
33:02Dr Masson saved my life
33:08I'm just pleased we could help
33:12we both are
33:13me too
33:15thank you
33:18you're welcome
33:21right we'll leave you to it
33:25let you finish up
33:26if my GP had just listened
33:44I mean really listened
33:45I wouldn't be sat here wasting your time now
33:47I told him
33:48missing one finger made my skin crawl
33:51can I ask what you used to cut it off?
33:55secateurs
33:55from DIY stuff
33:57well that exciting
33:59I didn't even wait to get home
34:01did it in the park
34:02I needed to
34:04take back control
34:07nobody were going to do it for me
34:09were they?
34:10take control of what?
34:12me life
34:12I lost this finger
34:15cleaning
34:15an industrial ice cream machine
34:18my fault
34:19I was depressed
34:20and I'd had a drink
34:21but then
34:23well
34:23then I got the sack
34:25and then I was really depressed
34:26I was falling apart
34:29but now I've reset
34:32took back control
34:34I get to start over
34:36does that make any sense?
34:40yeah
34:41it does
34:42it really does
34:43I can't believe it
34:53me neither
34:54she's covering for us
34:57she could have died
35:00yeah but she didn't though
35:01we're in the clear
35:06we got away with it bro
35:07I tell you this can't happen again
35:10okay you need to grow up
35:11I'm not babysitting you anymore
35:12babysitting me?
35:14are you joking?
35:17I just
35:17I just come for you
35:18I lied to my friends
35:20my colleagues
35:21I could have lost everything
35:22that's not fair
35:24fair
35:25was it fair when I found you half dead
35:30you've got nothing to say now
35:35you know everyone walks on eggshells around you
35:39and no one even asks about me
35:40you think
35:41you think you're so much better than me
35:43the family thinks you're better
35:44I'm the mess up
35:45but I'm the one who found you
35:48I'm the one doing all the carrying
35:51you know what
35:57I'm not doing it anymore
36:02yeah thank you very much
36:13if it's okay I'll come and find you at the end of shift
36:15yeah
36:15okay
36:16great
36:16is there a problem
36:24no no no no
36:27I had to
36:28duty to report
36:29what Jamie had said
36:31about the guy who ran him off the road
36:32Bobby
36:32they seem pretty confident
36:35they're going to find him
36:36they do need a statement from you
36:37but when you're ready
36:38yeah
36:38okay
36:39okay
36:39can I get some help here please
36:43uh yeah yeah what is it Mr Pugs
36:45it's back
36:47what is
36:48my finger
36:48no it can't be
36:51well I can feel it it's driving me mad
36:53okay please don't touch it
36:54well I need to look
36:55Dylan sorry
36:56my fingers itch and I need it to stop
36:59uh okay
37:01um
37:01it's something called phantom limb syndrome
37:05perhaps in this case phantom digit syndrome
37:08it's not there it just feels like it is
37:10you know it's not there you've seen it's not there
37:12but I can feel it
37:14it's so real
37:16this is never going to stop is it
37:23oh
37:27I thought your shift had finished
37:31I'm staying late
37:33waiting for a patient to come out of surgery
37:36sorry for being a modicare before
37:42I didn't mean it
37:44I know
37:47you are my friend
37:49yes I know that too
37:50wow
37:58wow
37:58that's
37:59going well
38:00is it
38:01oh get lost
38:02yeah
38:05but
38:05I'm not taking over
38:07I'm just helping
38:07mm-hmm
38:09okay
38:12that's good
38:18now you just need to be a bit more direct
38:20beards
38:22farmer
38:24yes
38:26yes
38:28yes
38:28yes
38:30yes
38:31you did it
38:33I don't know
38:35you did it
38:36I did it
38:36you did it
38:37I did it
38:37you did it
38:37thank you
38:49Anghozi can we have you in resus please
38:52you've got paediatric trauma
38:53thank you
38:53right
39:22ready
39:24what
39:25where do you want to go
39:28up the town
39:29up the town
39:31yeah maybe
39:33well Ian's not expecting me back to LA
39:35so you want to try the new rooftop bar
39:37mm-hmm
39:38yep
39:39except it's cold
39:40it's cold
39:43they have ears
39:44what's going on
39:45where's the let's go out vibes
39:47come on
39:48this is dull
39:49but
39:49I managed to book a plumber
39:51and he's on his way
39:52I have to go and let him in
39:53I'm sorry
39:54can we just rearrange
39:55okay
39:57fine
39:57yeah yeah
39:58I'll just
39:58go
39:59sorry
40:00bye
40:01come
40:12I
40:13I found Mrs Donaldson
40:15looking for you
40:16hi Cam
40:17I'm sorry
40:19I'm sorry I didn't come to the service
40:20doesn't matter
40:22he just wanted to talk
40:25would that be okay
40:25would another time
40:27be better
40:28are you busy
40:30no
40:32um
40:33no now's fine
40:34now's good
40:35I'm good
40:36what are you going to do then
40:41frustrating the mic
40:41yeah
40:43yeah later
40:44right
40:45come on
40:45done that
40:45just don't look back
40:46yeah
40:47what happened
40:50does
40:51do you know
40:54I don't know why Max just
40:55didn't tell me he'd move cams
40:56like
40:57all that panic
40:59I feel like a radio
41:00no
41:01you were worried
41:02anyone would have been
41:03yeah
41:03well that's typical of him to leave me hanging isn't it
41:05that's families
41:06that is what they do
41:07yeah
41:08the messed up ones
41:09show me one that isn't
41:11no
41:11thanks for today
41:14thanks for being there
41:16where else would I have been
41:20what
41:24what
41:24do you know
41:31do you know when cam
41:31er
41:33accused me of
41:34being on the dating app
41:35yeah
41:36well I had been on them
41:39you're joking
41:43no
41:45but I'm not
41:48you
41:59you
42:01you were
42:03you were seeing other people
42:04no
42:05it's not like that
42:07Teddy
42:07because
42:08I didn't know what we were at the start
42:09but I do now
42:10you do now
42:11yeah
42:11yeah I know what we are now
42:13so you didn't know
42:14when
42:14when you stayed with me at Jan's
42:16or when your dad left
42:18and I was there for you
42:19you didn't
42:19no
42:19it's not that simple
42:20it's not that simple
42:21listen to me
42:21just listen
42:22listen
42:22I wanted to tell you the truth
42:25I needed to
42:26to come clean
42:27so we could
42:27we could move on
42:29not you too
42:32Jodes
42:33how am I meant to trust you again
42:37no
42:42exactly
42:43Teddy
42:47didn't think I'd be in here again
42:56we could go somewhere else if you'd like
42:59it's just a room
43:02I shouldn't have spoke to you the way I did that day
43:19I made it about me
43:23and it wasn't
43:25I want you to know that I've regretted that day
43:29ever since
43:30and I'm sorry
43:31truly I'm sorry
43:32not that that
43:36changes anything
43:38I um
43:43brought you this
43:46from Chloe's memorial
43:48I think of it all the time
43:58I think
44:02what was I doing
44:04over in that storm
44:05you could have stayed in
44:08and just held her
44:11and then you'd still be here
44:15it wasn't your fault
44:18I know
44:24and it wasn't yours
44:28that's what I wanted to tell you
44:33you did nothing to cause her harm
44:38and nothing could be done to save her
44:42it was
44:42the chance
44:46but you put your coat
44:48you put your coat down for her
44:49and you showed her love
44:53and care
44:55in a final moment
44:59and we'll never forget
45:01thank you
45:07thank you
45:15carry her
45:19in your heart
45:20who the hell do you think you are
45:43what are you doing
45:44what are you doing
45:44leave me alone
45:45I mean it
45:45I just
45:47I was missing you
45:48I'm sorry
45:48what so you thought you could manipulate me
45:50no
45:51of course not
45:52really
45:53please meet me
45:55I don't know what I'll do
45:56yeah look
45:58I've had men do this to me in the past
46:00and it's just not going to happen again
46:01I didn't mean anything by that
46:04I was just missing you
46:06I needed to see you
46:07you don't know me
46:08I think I do
46:11no
46:11I work with Siobhan
46:13I like Siobhan
46:15and I love her
46:16but it's over
46:19we're separating
46:20look it's the past
46:22I want a future with you
46:24I know that I want to spend time with you
46:28I know that I want to take you out
46:31and be seen with you
46:33and I think you want the same
46:36what do you want?
46:42I can't do this to your friend
46:43tell me you don't like me
46:44tell me I'm wrong
46:46tell me that if we didn't meet
46:49in another life
46:49and we wouldn't be together
46:50I can't do this to your friend
46:52I can't do this to your friend
46:53I can't do this to your friend
46:54I can't do this to your friend
46:55I can't do this to your friend
46:56I can't do this to your friend
46:57I can't do this to your friend
46:58I can't do this to your friend
46:59I can't do this to your friend
47:00I can't do this to your friend
47:01I can't do this to your friend
47:02I can't do this to your friend
47:03I can't do this to your friend
47:04I can't do this to your friend
47:05I can't do this to your friend
47:06I can't do this to your friend
47:07I can't do this to your friend
47:08I can't do this to your friend
47:09I can't do this to your friend
47:10I can't do this to your friend
47:11I can't do this to your friend
47:12I can't do this to your friend
47:13how did it go she said Chloe wasn't my fault it never was but Bobby is
47:43I feel like if I was stronger if I'd have tried to help him when he asked then maybe he wouldn't
47:51have done what he did and maybe the police wouldn't be looking for him you don't know that
47:55I feel like if I was stronger then maybe my parents would have supported me more and maybe
48:00if I was stronger that Jamie wouldn't have picked me none of this is your fault Cam do you hear what
48:09I'm saying to you do you understand me but it happened it's still there I thought that when
48:18Jamie died that it would be over it'd be finished but it's not this feeling is still in me
48:24it's what I am and it's what I'll always be and I don't think I don't think I could do anything
48:32about it love I promise you will always feel this way Cam
48:42it's
48:49it's
48:51it's
48:52it's
49:01it's