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1. I Was Just Trying to Speak
2. The House I Never Left
3. Alone, But Not Broken
4. The Child Who Listened
5. Nowhere to Run
6. Not a Rebel
7. Close to my Anger Die
8. Dark Became a Friend
9. My Tears were Whispers
10. Just Empty Skies
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1. I Was Just Trying to Speak
2. The House I Never Left
3. Alone, But Not Broken
4. The Child Who Listened
5. Nowhere to Run
6. Not a Rebel
7. Close to my Anger Die
8. Dark Became a Friend
9. My Tears were Whispers
10. Just Empty Skies
#therunawaywithin #hopeless #overthinking #menyerah #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalllness #anxiety #anxious #panicattack #pain #faith #breakingdown #breakingsoul #fallingdown #fallingdreams #dissapointed #balladsong #aimusic #chatgpt #englishsong #englishmusic #fyp #fypage #fypviral #fypyoutube #fypシ゚viral #fypviralシ #fyptiktok
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MusicTranscript
00:00They call it sin when I defend
00:16When silence cuts I try to mend
00:22A voice so small yet full of ache
00:29But all they hear is my mistake
00:35They shout, I nod, I hold it in
00:41Each word they hurl beneath my skin
00:48I bleed inside from every phrase
00:54Yet still I smile and take the blame
01:00I was just trying to speak
01:05Not trying to break the peace
01:08I'm not a rebel, not unkind
01:10Just tired of being left behind
01:13They see a glare, I hold a tear
01:17What they call wrong is rooted in fear
01:21They preach respect but never see
01:31They preach respect but never see
01:44Respect means hearing all of me
01:51My heart's been bruised by careless tones
01:57And still I walk this hurt alone
02:02Is love a throne that can't be touched
02:08Is pain unseen when it's too much
02:14If only they would learn to hear
02:23The silent screams behind my fear
02:29I was just trying to speak
02:32Not trying to break the peace
02:35I'm not a rebel, not unkind
02:38Just tired of being left behind
02:41They see a glare, I hold a tear
02:44What they call wrong is rooted in fear
02:47If truth is wrong in their belief
03:01Then let me cry and call it relief
03:07I wake beneath the same old roof
03:23Where echoes of their footsteps move
03:29Each day a test, each word a play
03:35In silence love and guilt are wade
03:41Close enough to hear them sigh
03:47Too close to let my anger die
03:53But distance is a kinder friend
03:59Than battles we don't comprehend
04:02The ones who stay may break the most
04:11With every breath
04:14A sacred ghost
04:17Still here, still trying to believe
04:23That staying here means I won't grieve
04:29But those who go, they miss the fight
04:35And gain the peace
04:38We lose each night
04:41Yet in the end
04:44When stories end
04:47The lucky soul is one who bends
04:51I hold the cup, I bite my tongue
04:59The songs of patience never sung
05:06Their love is fire, their touch is thorn
05:11In staying here I am reborn
05:17I chose the harder path to stay
05:23Though I may stumble every day
05:26He sees the tears I never show
05:29He sees the tears I never show
05:33The quiet debts I'll always own
05:35The quiet debts I'll always own
05:39The ones who stay
05:40The ones who stay may break the most
05:45With every breath
05:48A sacred ghost
05:49A sacred ghost
05:51Still here, still trying to believe
05:57That staying here
05:58That staying here means I won't grieve
06:03But those who go, they miss the fight
06:09And gain the peace
06:13We lose each night
06:16Yet in the end
06:19When stories end
06:21The lucky soul is one who bends
06:25So count the sins I've made and kept
06:37Each one a vow I never wept
06:43For in this house I choose to be
06:49The child who loves eternally
06:54And pushes me all the现
06:56And by SukGal Shah
07:00Which means?
07:01To believe in the end
07:02And by the grace
07:03That knittingựcvi
07:05Now I take in the end
07:05From the other side
07:06And by the grace
07:08Of the grace
07:08And it all�지
07:09That letting go
07:12These are the 사랑
07:14Of the dragons
07:17That being lost
07:18I left
07:20As for the glory
07:21It all nights
07:22And by thesol
07:23While others run to open arms
07:35To voices soft and safe from harm
07:43They share their storms
07:49Their aching skies
07:53And find a light in parents' eyes
08:01But I, I hold my breath so tight
08:10No hand to guide me through the night
08:16No haven built to keep me warm
08:20Just me alone
08:23Against the storm
08:29When the world gets heavy I don't cry out loud
08:35No one to turn to, no comforting crowd
08:39I fight through the silence I break on my own
08:44But every scar has made me groan
08:48They have a home they can always run to
08:53I build mine from all I've been through
09:01I write my thoughts
09:05In folded dreams
09:09Where no one asks me
09:15What they mean
09:18I carry on
09:22I dare not speak
09:26But strength
09:29The strength is born
09:31Where hearts feel weak
09:37It's not that I don't know
09:39It's not that I don't wish for more
09:42A door that I don't know
09:43A door that's open
09:44I'm in love
09:46I'm in love
09:47But I've survived
09:48I've survived
09:49I've made it through
09:51The dark became a friend
09:53The dark became a friend
09:54I knew
09:55When the world gets heavy
09:57I don't cry out loud
09:59I don't cry out loud
10:00No one to turn to
10:02No comforting crowd
10:04I fight through the silence I break on my own
10:09But every scar has made me groan
10:13They have a home they can always run to
10:18I build mine from all I've been through
10:23Alone but not broken
10:26I still believe
10:28That even unloved hearts can breathe
10:53I learn to read between the lines
11:19To hold my tongue
11:22And by the time
11:25I wore their silence
11:28Like a chain
11:31And loved them through unspoken pain
11:38Every sigh I caught
11:43I understood
11:45Played the role
11:49They said I should
11:52But no one asked how I have been
11:58The child who listens
12:02Not who sings
12:04It hurts to vent
12:10To break
12:11To try
12:13To carry peace
12:16While asking why
12:19Why must I always understand
12:25While they won't ever take my hand
12:32I'm the child who knew their storms
12:37But mine were never safe
12:42Nor warm
12:44I gave them grace
12:49They never gave
12:52My tears were whispers
12:53My tears were whispers
12:55I had to save
12:58They called it strength
13:01My quiet cries
13:04But strength runs to ride without replies
13:11They never saw the world
13:14They never saw the world I have
13:16The dreams that cracked but never yelled
13:21I stood so still they thought I healed
13:26I healed
13:28But wounds grow deep
13:29But wounds grow deep
13:31When left concealed
13:33But wounds grow deep
13:35When left concealed
13:37It hurts to bend
13:39To break
13:40To try
13:41To try
13:42To carry
13:44To carry peace
13:45While asking why
13:48Why must I always understand
13:54While they won't ever take my hand
14:00I'm the child who knew their storms
14:06But mine were never safe
14:11No one
14:14If love means seeing
14:19Truly seeing
14:21Then let them one day
14:25Look at me
14:29Tell me
14:37For one day
14:39't buiy
14:44The Johanna
14:50The Madness
14:54The Madness
14:58Packed my hopes in a quiet bag
15:22Wore a smile just like a mask
15:28Walls that echo every fight
15:34Home's a house without the light
15:40I trace escape plans in my mind
15:46But nowhere safe is what I find
15:51I've got a map of silent cries
15:57But all the roads just end in lies
16:03I wanna run, but I don't know where
16:09When every street just leads to earth
16:15No arms to hold, no place to land
16:21Just empty skies and aching hands
16:27Tired of breaking all alone
16:33But nowhere feels like home
16:39The clock ticks louder every night
16:45My heart begs for a different life
16:51I stare beyond the windowpane
16:57Freedom whispers but won't remain
17:03I dream of beds that hold no fear
17:09A voice is soft and truly near
17:15But dreams are doors that won't unlock
17:21Just more shadows, just more shadows
17:23Just more shadows, just more talk
17:27I wanna run, I wanna run, but I don't know where
17:32And every street just leads to earth
17:36And every street just leads to earth
17:38No arms to hold, no place to land
17:42Just empty skies and aching hands
17:48Just empty skies and aching hands
17:50Tired of breaking all alone
17:54But nowhere feels like home
17:58Just empty skies and aching hands
18:02If running meant a place to stay
18:06I would've left yesterday
18:12Then my procrastinate, for a few years
18:27Just empty skies and aching hands
18:29But in the air you have gl benzene
18:33They call it sin when I defend
18:48When silence cuts, I try to mend
18:52A voice so small yet full of ache
18:55But all they hear is my mistake
18:58They shout, I nod, I hold it in
19:02Each word they hurl beneath my skin
19:05I bleed inside from every phrase
19:08Yet still I smile and take the blame
19:12I was just trying to speak
19:18Not trying to break the peace
19:24I'm not a rebel, not unkind
19:28Just tired of being left behind
19:32They see a glare, I hold a tear
19:35What they call wrong is rooted in fear
19:38They preach respect but never see
19:55Respect means hearing all of me
19:58My heart's been bruised by careless tones
20:01And still I walk this hurt alone
20:05Is love a throne that can't be touched
20:08Is pain unseen when it's too much
20:11If only they would learn to hear
20:15If only they would learn to hear
20:17Behind my fear, I'm not a rebel
20:20I was just trying to speak
20:22I was just trying to speak
20:24Not trying to break the peace
20:30I'm not a rebel, not unkind
20:34Just tired of being left behind
20:37They see a glare, I hold a tear
20:40I hold a tear
20:41What they call wrong is rooted in fear
20:44If truth is wrong in their belief
20:47Then let me cry
20:48Then let me cry
20:50And call it relief
20:52If truth is wrong in fear
20:58I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:00I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:02I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:04I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:06I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:08I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:10I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:12I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:14I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:16I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:18I'm not a rebel, not unkind
21:20I wake beneath the same old roof
21:41Where echoes of their footsteps move
21:46Each day a test, each word a blade
21:52In silence, love and guilt our weight
21:58Close enough to hear them sigh
22:03Too close to let my anger die
22:09But distance is a kinder friend
22:14Than battles we don't comprehend
22:20The ones who stayed may break the most
22:27With every breath a sacred ghost
22:32Still here, still trying to believe
22:36That staying near means I won't grieve
22:42But those who go, they miss the fight
22:48And gain the peace we lose each night
22:55Yet in the end, when stories end
22:59The lucky soul is one who bends
23:05I hold the cup, I bite my tongue
23:10The songs of patience never sing
23:15Their love is fire, their touch is thorn
23:21And staying here I am reborn
23:27I chose the harder path to stay
23:32Though I may stumble every day
23:38He sees the tears I never show
23:43The quiet debts I'll always hold
23:49The ones who stay may break the most
23:56With every breath a sacred ghost
24:02Still here, still trying to believe
24:07That staying near means I won't grieve
24:11But staying near means I won't grieve
24:13But those who go, they miss the fight
24:18And gain the peace we lose each night
24:24Yet in the end, when stories end
24:29The lucky soul is one who bends
24:34So count the sins I've made and kept
24:39Each one a vow I never will
24:45For in this house I choose to be
24:50The child who loves eternally
24:56The child who loves eternally
25:26While others run to open arms
25:38To voices soft and safe from harm
25:43They share their storms, their aching skies
25:48And find delight in parents' eyes
25:54But I, I hold my breath so tight
25:59No hand to guide me through the night
26:04No haven built to keep me warm
26:09Just me alone against the storm
26:15When the world gets heavy, I don't cry out loud
26:21No one to turn to, no comforting crowd
26:26I fight through the silence, I break on my own
26:32But every scar has made me grow
26:36They have a home, they can always run to
26:42I build mine from all I've been through
26:47I write my thoughts in folded dreams
27:13Where no one asks me what they mean
27:18I carry all I dare not speak
27:23But strength is born where hearts feel weak
27:28It's not that I don't wish for more
27:34A door that's open, love in store
27:39But I've survived, I've made it through
27:45The dark became a friend I knew
27:50When the world gets heavy, I don't cry out loud
27:57No one to turn to, no comforting crowd
28:02I fight through the silence, I break on my own
28:08But every scar has made me grow
28:11They have a home, they can always run to
28:18I build mine from all I've been through
28:23Alone but not broken, I still believe
28:39That even unloved hearts can breathe
28:44I learn to read between the lines
28:56To hold my tongue and buy the time
29:02I wore their silence like a chain
29:09And love them through unspoken pain
29:16Every sigh I caught, I understood
29:22Played the role they said I should
29:28But no one asked how I have been
29:35The child who listens, not who sees
29:41It hurts to bend, to break, to try
29:48To carry peace while asking why
29:53Why, why must I always understand
30:00Why they won't ever take my hand
30:06I'm the child who knew their storms
30:12But mine were never safe no more
30:18I gave them grace, they never gave
30:28My tears were whispers I had to save
30:34They called it strength, my quiet cries
30:40But strength runs dry without replies
30:47They never saw the world I held
30:53The dreams that cracked, but never yet
30:59I stood so still, they thought I healed
31:05But wounds grow deep when left concealed
31:12It hurts to bend, to break, to try
31:18To carry peace while asking why
31:24Why must I always understand
31:26Why must I always understand
31:31Why they won't ever take my hand
31:36I am the child who knew their storms
31:43But mine were never safe no more
31:51If you love me see, truly see
31:58Then let them one day look at me
32:06I am the only one who sees
32:22For love me see, I am the only one who hears
32:27If love means see, truly see
32:39Then let them one day
32:44Packed my hopes in a quiet bag
33:02Wore a smile just like a mask
33:08Walls that echo every fight
33:14Home's a house without the light
33:20I trace escape plans in my mind
33:26But nowhere safe is what I find
33:33I've got a map of silent cries
33:39But all the roads just end in lies
33:45I wanna run, but I don't know where
33:52When every street just leads to air
33:58No arms to hold, no place to land
34:05Just empty skies and aching hands
34:11Tired of breaking all alone
34:17But nowhere feels like home
34:23The clock ticks louder every night
34:39My heart begs for a different life
34:45I stare beyond the windowpane
34:51Freedom whispers but won't remain
34:57I dream of beds that hold no fear
35:03A voice is soft and truly near
35:10But dreams are doors that won't unlock
35:16Just more shadows, just more talk
35:22More talk
35:23I wanna run, but I don't know where
35:28I wanna run, but I don't know where
35:30When every street just leads to air
35:37No arms to hold, no arms to hold
35:39No arms to hold, no place to land
35:44Just empty skies and aching hands
35:50Tired of breaking all alone
35:57But nowhere feels like home
36:10If running meant a place to stay
36:15I would've left, yes, yesterday
36:22I would've left, yes, yesterday
36:27I would've left, yes, yesterday
36:28I would've left, yes
36:29Let me go to my house
36:30Let me go to the house
36:31Today I will see it
36:33Before I get to ask
36:34My life is very special
36:35I'm a problem
36:36I'll see it
36:37Before I get to ask
36:39Well, before I get back
36:40When I get to ask
36:42If I get to ask
36:43It'll be a message
36:44As you may be
36:45Where I get to ask
36:46It's very special
36:49By me
36:50I know