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Originally uploaded: July 30th, 2023

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Filename: Affirmative Action.mp4

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#1. This discussion ain't gonna go away anytime soon.
#1a. Let me know if I'm in the ball park.
#2. I do not like college related topics.
#3. Educate me.
Transcript
00:00hi my name is Alicia and this is your first time visiting my channel welcome so I'm rerecording this
00:21part because the file got damaged so basically here's my understanding of affirmative action
00:27it's basically giving marginalized people the opportunity to go to school like everybody else
00:36like for instance if you see your grandpa's name on the building and you got money sometimes the
00:44rules are bent so that way that rich person you can get in school and you're not qualified now
00:49I honestly don't feel all that qualified to make a video on the affirmative action because to be
00:55honest my high school didn't use affirmative action on me I went to a private Catholic school
01:00and it's basically was hey we're going to have you apply to all these schools and you're either
01:08going to get in or you're not and so I got into all my top schools including my favorite school at the
01:13time and when I was thrown the affirmative action um topic I was like I'm trying to stay away from
01:23college shit y'all I keep telling y'all college ain't my business but I do tackle racism so okay
01:30my darn bestest give it my best try
01:34can anybody out there chime in chime in your opinions and comments below because I feel like I could get
01:44educated on this just as much as I'm making a video on on this so yeah and I'm going to be honest with
01:53you I really don't like talking about college due to some of the experiences I've had and I even
02:00started rooting for a new school
02:02please welcome to the court
02:04and at the time I experienced so much racism at my campus that I started visiting other campuses and
02:28getting to know other schools
02:58and trying to find a place to call home so affirmative action or not I experienced a lot of racism and I didn't tell friends I didn't choose to talk about it I just try to deal with it the best way I can and be a positive influence to the people in my life despite me getting my ass whooped on campus a lot on a lot of different levels
03:27so let me know if I'm too far off let me know what you think affirmative action in my mind or how I was always told is this is trying to add diversity on campus and the world is just not made of white people and so we need to learn about a bunch of different cultures
03:49we're trying to make these college campuses reflect the world that we live in same thing when I'm on film sets the world isn't just all white there needs to be diverse films of all the cultures so we can learn about all the cultures the world the film industry and just all out Hollywood needs to reflect the world we live in there needs to be representation of all the world
04:08the world we live in there needs to be representation of all cultures so everyone is represented fairly on the other hand there's some people that say well if it wasn't for affirmative action you wouldn't be on campus so this is something that's not going to go away anytime soon and
04:27we're just going to keep the discussion going I think and on the other hand like I said in the last clip I've experienced so much hate and racism on my campus that by design I sort of designed my life as well as I said in the last clip I've experienced so much hate and racism on my campus that by design I sort of designed my life as well as I was
04:56where I just kind of like where I just kind of want to be solo and I keep getting these fire trucks man hope the person's okay though
05:26okay let me stop this anyways I was treated so badly and I experienced so much racism on my campus that it literally altered my view of the world it made me think oh I'm just gonna have to learn how to do things for me by me and now that I've found my own little way to be successful in my own way you know if I mess up it's my fault if I'm successful it's my fault
05:53because there's a lot of us people out here who are solo islands you know they say no one person's an island but we've had no choice but to be an island
06:04now that I'm like that I have all these readings and all these people and all these suggestions and all these spiritual guides and my ancestors and angel numbers
06:17well don't be like that there's people out here you can trust and oh my gosh Alicia don't do that
06:22no
06:23I found something that works for me and I'm gonna stick with it and I'm just gonna ignore well
06:29well-intentioned advice because
06:30when I did listen to that well-intentioned advice
06:34I got fucked over
06:36so I'm not gonna make excuses or go woe with me or play victim but I found my lanes
06:46so anywho I just wanted to finish up that thought
06:48so story time
06:53there was actually this girl that was in my class in the school of technology
06:57and she talked about how rich her daddy was and how she didn't have to attend class
07:03and if she wanted to she could do what she want because her dad paid for her way to get in school
07:09and I think affirmative action is supposed to offset stuff like this
07:16you know help marginalize kids who normally wouldn't have a chance get in
07:24just a thought
07:26and like I said I feel like on some level I'm not educated enough to make a video like this
07:33because I told you my history on affirmative action I didn't use it to get in
07:37so keep the opinions and stuff coming
07:41you know DM me
07:43leave a comment below
07:44let me know what your story is on affirmative action
07:48your opinion your thoughts
07:49all right
07:51to recap all of this
07:55and like I said this is kind of going off affirmative action a little bit
07:58and it's kind of like just a personal thing
07:59I'm not the jealous type of person
08:01even if I were sitting next to somebody in my class
08:05who was richer
08:06had access to things I didn't have access to
08:09had opportunities that I didn't have
08:11daddy paid their way through college
08:14being a hater and hating on somebody is not going to get you anywhere
08:18and so my thing is instead of hating on somebody
08:23wishing somebody ill will
08:25oh you're a rich bitch and you get to go to all these cool places that I don't get to go to
08:30my thing is to figure out how to put myself at an advantage and propel myself forward
08:35instead of hating on somebody who's more successful
08:38who's richer
08:39who has more money
08:41who have five generations worth of wealth in their families
08:45like I know people as I make this video
08:47their great great great great great great grandpa was rich
08:52or even just like a fourth grade
08:54let's just stop at even a third grade
08:56their third great grandpa was rich
08:59they already had millions of dollars
09:02and had businesses waiting for them after they graduated
09:06and they could have like technically gone into that business after high school if they wanted
09:09they were rich
09:11I didn't have a jealous bone in my body
09:13if you didn't have to go through some of the things I had to go through
09:16I'm happy for you honey
09:17so when I've had all these readings say
09:23surrender
09:24open up
09:27even though I was having a hard time in school
09:32and getting my ass whooped
09:34emotionally
09:35psychologically
09:37mentally
09:37one of the things I always promise myself is
09:41I'm going to take control of my own destiny
09:43and I'm not going to blame nobody else
09:44and ever since that happened
09:47I've had some really cool things happen
09:48ooh car coming
09:50car coming
09:53car coming
09:54and life isn't always perfect
09:58but I've found my successes in my own ways
10:01and
10:02dog
10:03I think the dog got nervous by the car
10:11anyways
10:15okay anyways
10:20I've found successes in my own ways
10:22and I'm determined to be the most singlest happiest person I can be
10:27and continue to take responsibility for my own destiny
10:31and
10:33there is another reading
10:36and I
10:38dog
10:39come on
10:40hush
10:41I actually got another reading
10:43that said
10:45oh my gosh
10:46fireworks and dog
10:50okay
10:50so
10:51I actually had another reading that said
10:54I had another reading that said
10:59when you choose to eliminate toxicity
11:02toxic people
11:04toxic places
11:06toxic things
11:07don't let them back in your life
11:08so
11:09I always find it interesting that despite
11:12how badly I was treated in college
11:14and I've chosen to turn that around in my own way
11:16that
11:18um
11:19some of the tarot readings I've been getting lately is like
11:21soften up
11:23it's gonna be alright
11:24let people in your life
11:25yes
11:26but
11:27I'm going to also have
11:29and keep my stronger boundaries
11:31and I'm not going to just take anybody in
11:34because the universe and my angel numbers and the ancestors say I should
11:36I'm gonna have stronger boundaries
11:39and
11:40if people
11:41in my past hurt me
11:43physically
11:44emotionally
11:45psychologically
11:45I'm not gonna let them back in my life
11:48so
11:49I got way off topic
11:51and
11:53excuse all the noises
11:54everybody's starting to celebrate 4th of July at the time of this
11:58so
11:59okay
12:01so here's a reading that I'm gonna go ahead and say really quick
12:04I originally said it in my first clip
12:07but that clip got damaged
12:09I don't know what happened
12:09I think sometimes like when I transfer files over to the computer just got damaged
12:13so
12:14let me put it right here
12:15this is the first time I worked with this person
12:18and she was able to predict all this
12:20to the T
12:20I'm like
12:21wow
12:22she's on point
12:23you have a dicey relationship when it comes to people
12:27you could have been betrayed by people who were close to you
12:31associates people that you thought you could trust
12:33it's almost like
12:34you keep feeling like
12:36whenever you open yourself up to someone
12:37it feels like
12:38an invitation for them to betray you
12:40yes
12:42that is so accurate
12:43yes
12:44somebody understands me
12:45your ancestors spirit team and guardian angel don't want you to feel like this
12:51sorry
12:53you guys are a day late
12:55and gals
12:56are a day late and a dollar short
12:58I already feel that way
13:01a day late and a dollar short
13:04they don't want you to feel like every person you come across is going to hurt you
13:09what did I just say
13:12a day late and a dollar short
13:14you don't trust others
13:19it's like you love people
13:20but at the same time people are the enemy
13:22and she said
13:24I don't blame you
13:24I also feel like you have gone to the extent of isolating yourself
13:29to where you won't accept jobs
13:30when it comes to like customer service
13:32because you're like
13:33I'd rather just work independently
13:34without people
13:35because you feel safer that way
13:36thank you
13:37like I feel like
13:39this lady
13:41who did the reading
13:42understands me more than
13:44all the people
13:45that knows me in my life right now
13:47it's so crazy
13:50because that shit is so true
13:51like
13:51I became a YouTube influencer
13:53and entrepreneur
13:54just to make sure
13:56that I don't have to work with folks
13:57I mean
13:58if I could work a normal 9 to 5 job
14:00without people bothering me
14:02I would reconsider
14:03but
14:05I've had too much shit go down
14:07and too much backstabbing
14:09and I said
14:09hey
14:09I just need to do stuff where
14:11I don't have to work with people
14:14and it's basically
14:15what it boiled down to
14:17so
14:18anywho
14:18this is kind of
14:19off topic
14:21of affirmative action stuff
14:22but
14:22I just thought it would be cool
14:23to just add that in
14:24because
14:25what I'm doing is
14:26putting all my readings
14:28I've ever received
14:29in different videos
14:30over time
14:31so
14:31I feel like
14:32in order to give people
14:33previews
14:34of some of the readings
14:35I've done
14:35I'm just gonna put them
14:36in videos
14:37oh yeah
14:38but
14:39this lady's on point
14:40I said
14:41lady
14:42you understand me
14:43do you know me
14:46or knew me
14:47in a past life
14:47or something
14:48because
14:48this stuff
14:50is accurate
14:51okay
14:52alright
14:54I'm just gonna go ahead
14:55and turn it off
14:55right now
14:56on to the next section
14:58thanks for watching
15:01my video
15:02bye
15:07yeah I'm gonna find
15:09a new way
15:09to say bye
15:09every week
15:10this is starting to be fun
15:11alright later
15:12I'm gonna find