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00:07:09 >> You can't blame yourself for this, can you?
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00:07:43 >> While there are no words which can undo the anger and the despair of such a tragedy,
00:07:48 we pray that those who have gathered show this grieving family that they are not alone in their sorrow,
00:07:56 that the son we have lost is surrounded by love.
00:08:01 Now, in such tragic circumstances, we're sometimes tempted by rage to dismiss God's plan,
00:08:11 to lose our own place within his mercy.
00:08:14 But we must remember, there is but another step closer to God.
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00:08:41 >> Mr. Spennings?
00:08:43 I'm pregnant.
00:08:45 >> What the fuck are you doing?
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00:09:05 >> I'm sorry I hit you.
00:09:07 I wouldn't if I'd known.
00:09:09 >> Yeah, I know.
00:09:11 >> Just because of your condition doesn't mean--
00:09:14 >> Look, you don't need to like me.
00:09:17 I'm just this weird, shriveled little person.
00:09:20 >> You sure it's his?
00:09:23 >> Yeah, unless someone snuck into my pussy and forgot it there.
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00:09:30 >> You know I didn't make him a junkie.
00:09:32 >> No, I don't know that.
00:09:34 I know you made him a thief.
00:09:36 He never stolen anything from me in his life before you.
00:09:38 >> Is this really about the Vitamix?
00:09:40 >> No, it's about the lying, stealing, money, jewelry, and then the Vitamix.
00:09:43 He gave that to me for my 40th birthday.
00:09:46 >> And you used it.
00:09:47 >> And I did.
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00:09:55 >> How was he living?
00:09:57 >> We got our own place to get clean.
00:10:01 He'd been having these freakouts and getting really sick.
00:10:05 And he was scared.
00:10:07 >> Is he still dealing?
00:10:10 >> Well, that's the thing. He had stopped.
00:10:12 When all that tainted shit came through here, he said it was time to get away.
00:10:15 He was looking to buy this place near Chatham.
00:10:18 He was excited to start a family.
00:10:20 >> Buy a place? How was he going to afford to buy a place?
00:10:23 >> Well, he's had a ducky and him had it all figured out.
00:10:26 >> He was still hanging out with Ducky?
00:10:28 >> Oh, yeah. He's like a brother to both of us.
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00:10:39 >> Look, I didn't come here to argue or beg or whatever.
00:10:43 I'm here because I loved Michael and I'm sad he's gone.
00:10:46 And I know that you are, too.
00:10:48 Even if you're only capable of being mad right now, I know that really you're just sad.
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00:11:21 >> Yeah, I was in town.
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00:13:33 >> What do you think, diddy?
00:13:35 >> Well, we've got to leave, but I don't think that's what you should be thinking about right now.
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00:13:46 >> Oh, okay.
00:13:48 You remember Mike's friend, Ducky?
00:13:52 Everett Dukowski.
00:13:54 >> Yeah, of course.
00:13:56 >> Well, at this point, we're pretty certain that Everett's responsible for bringing fentanyl to the South End.
00:14:01 That shit is brutal.
00:14:03 Junkies who get tied up in it don't last long one way or another.
00:14:08 >> So, Michael was tied up in it?
00:14:14 >> We think him and Ducky might have been in business together, selling this mother's milk shit, heroin covered with fentanyl.
00:14:24 Maybe there was a fight between them, or a deal gone wrong.
00:14:27 >> What makes you think that?
00:14:29 >> Mike was killed off the block from one of Ducky's stash houses, and he matches the description from the neighbor.
00:14:35 >> When was the last time you saw him? Mike?
00:14:39 >> I don't know. Three, four months before Mary.
00:14:45 >> I don't think that may be.
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00:14:50 >> Jesus, you still haven't thrown that thing out yet?
00:15:09 >> It helps.
00:15:12 >> I figured it'd make it harder.
00:15:16 >> Not if you don't carry a life.
00:15:18 >> All right, give me a fucking drag.
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00:15:31 Well, pretending kind of does help.
00:15:36 I'll get Ducky.
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00:17:14 you hate editing walk out there right now and look at the ship that Barry's
00:17:22 been running since you've been gone fucking Barry when you turn the a and C
00:17:27 section into a donkey show okay let's take a sec here you hate Barry and all
00:17:33 those guys out there why because they aren't writers they're all about numbers
00:17:41 and formatting and words per click or whatever hell you barely know what the
00:17:46 internet does Marissa you are my best writer but for some reason you refuse to
00:17:54 write take your time but right
00:18:01 all right clean bullshit is touching my ball watch and learn sucker lucky I'll
00:18:28 learn from the best another all right you're shot
00:18:37 do you know that one I joined she wanted true said we should have some alone time
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00:18:53 you're gonna be okay mom one ball at a time
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00:22:18 Seems weird, doesn't it?
00:22:25 What's that?
00:22:27 Paige said that Michael ducky and her were moving into a farm house
00:22:32 so in Chapman
00:22:35 Mike a farmer
00:22:37 No, it doesn't make sense
00:22:44 Listen you got to be careful with that girl
00:22:46 The fuck are you doing here?
00:22:57 Sorry, I'm gonna stay awake. What are you doing here?
00:23:01 Someone broke into my house and and I could I just did not have anywhere else to go
00:23:06 Well, you hurt did you see what was no, but I found I found this
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00:23:15 Think that's what they were looking for. I found it right before they came in
00:23:20 Is that that's about $50,000 worth of dirty heroin
00:23:42 I like the other way better. We do this baby business is tough, but whatever works, right, right?
00:23:49 How was she tonight drunk
00:24:00 She cry
00:24:04 She said she'd already cried for him
00:24:08 The drinking isn't gonna help
00:24:12 Remember how bad it got after Frank. Yeah, I definitely remember
00:24:16 Hey, man, it's hard
00:24:20 Yeah, I recognize the logo
00:24:24 This is the shit I was telling you about not gonna charge it, right
00:24:29 No
00:24:33 You did the right thing this is everything everything
00:24:39 Any chance you saw the person who broke in no, I got out pretty quick
00:24:44 So, what does this mean I'm gonna take this shit just got real
00:24:50 Somebody called him that night. He left all freaked out. I had no idea what was going on and then BAM, you know
00:24:56 I'll call the page
00:24:58 It was ducky
00:25:01 All right
00:25:07 We checked this phone
00:25:10 Thank You Paige, I'm gonna take this to the station, okay
00:25:15 It's your blanket by the couch, thank you
00:25:29 You
00:25:31 Come on Pete can wake you up
00:25:53 You feeling any better
00:25:57 Not at all
00:25:59 Do you ever have any weird cravings when you're pregnant
00:26:04 And that go away for us the hell's a nickel wafer
00:26:10 It's like this little disc shaped candy, you know, it is a
00:26:14 Taste like chalk. What's the eating my body waiting?
00:26:18 You know, I'm Plato
00:26:21 Plato
00:26:23 Can't be good for the baby kids eat all the time. They're fine
00:26:27 I should ask you a doctor about that
00:26:30 Yeah
00:26:36 You have a doctor, right
00:26:38 Yeah, well, we went once right when we found out but the budget was pretty tight. So
00:26:43 We're saving up to go again. Come on. You need to see a doctor. What right now?
00:26:50 No, like a month ago. But yeah now it's better than later
00:26:54 I
00:26:56 Have to stop by work, but it won't take long. I'll give you a ride home when I'm done depends on what you mean by home
00:27:07 I'll see you soon. See you
00:27:13 I
00:27:15 Just wanted to say that I figured things out
00:27:23 And I know you're right to kick me out of the house
00:27:40 But you know a little bit of fucking cash right now would really go a long way to getting I
00:27:46 Know you're in the house. I can see you moving in the house
00:27:51 Let me in it's my shit you change the fucking lock
00:27:56 Hey mom, I think you pick up this stuff I just want to say happy birthday
00:28:06 Son is Paige. I want you to know that we're doing a lot better
00:28:11 There's something I want to tell you in person I
00:28:15 Love you so much
00:28:18 Right
00:28:20 Fucking serious
00:28:44 Paige
00:28:45 It's Gina. Hey
00:28:47 What are you doing here?
00:28:50 Same as me I guess Mars supposed to be picking me up. Oh
00:28:55 You mind if I join you sure
00:29:01 Thank you necklace
00:29:13 It's all from Target, yeah, I'll do too I guess
00:29:18 Thanks
00:29:21 I'm I'm just me. No, I know you meant sorry
00:29:27 Can I show a question was it like being married to a cow
00:29:35 It's not so different from anything else
00:29:42 It's just a part of you that accepts he might not come home one day
00:29:45 Sounds a lot like dating a junkie
00:29:50 She's not fucking coming I can give you a ride sure. Yeah, of course
00:30:02 I
00:30:04 Think goes a little work, huh? Sorry forgot
00:30:31 I
00:30:32 Have important things to do
00:30:34 Stop it. No, you fucking stop it
00:30:37 Excuse me. You just keep hiding from everything. It's really fucking hard to look at it. It's shitty for all of us
00:30:42 Just stop pretending you're alone
00:30:44 Go back to narrow mom
00:30:55 Well, that's a good start
00:30:57 I'll come with you make sure it's not a drunk promise
00:31:00 For what it's worth Michael used to say you were a really good writer. Yeah
00:31:25 I
00:31:27 Will stay safe
00:31:29 He said that before Frank died he remembers you were happy
00:31:36 What I say that all the time I wish I got to meet him
00:31:47 No, I
00:31:50 know you
00:31:52 Know what an asshole he was
00:31:54 Even when he got sick, especially when he got sick
00:31:58 Yeah
00:32:02 Did you ever stop missing him
00:32:06 Never
00:32:13 That's a drag
00:32:19 Oh
00:32:21 That's Toby man his hair we should get you
00:32:32 Mm-hmm makes nurse easier
00:32:34 One a bit, okay
00:32:50 All right, right
00:32:52 Oh, I think I still have one of these at the house believe it or not
00:33:10 Okay, we could use these especially if we go with the pump
00:33:18 Yeah
00:33:20 Glad it's my baby. We're shopping for oh fuck. Yes. Excuse me. We got a lead what we got a lead
00:33:31 But then do their investigation but in the meantime what get hurt to hear the story ourselves, you know, I mean
00:33:41 Maybe it'll be the same thing
00:33:45 Listen it's something we can actually do instead of sitting around moping. It's a leap
00:34:11 Hey, Jeremy, come on in I heard the shots but Jack was the one who saw it
00:34:16 he's a little out of it from his meds, but
00:34:19 Grandpa's up a lot because of his head. He was sitting right there when it happened. Hi Jackie. Yeah. Nice to meet you
00:34:25 I'm I'm Marissa. I work for the Times Union
00:34:29 So you so you saw what happened?
00:34:32 Grandpa you remember what happened the other night?
00:34:37 Marissa's son was shot. He was killed. Remember he was the one you saw die in front of the house. That's too bad
00:34:45 I'm sorry. I thought you said he saw what happened that night
00:34:48 Come on, nothing Paige. Hey, Jack is just think please just think let's not be rude. I'm not being rude
00:34:55 Grandpa, you said there was someone else out yelling and then with the truck. Yeah with the truck
00:35:06 The boy was standing in the street yelling his head off then I heard the truck
00:35:12 I think the kid he was calling for a lipstick because I seen him there before
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00:35:56 Hey, I've been
00:36:21 Just getting by thank you for being here everyone
00:36:24 come
00:36:27 Come into the circle
00:36:29 Have a seat. It's a sunny day and we're all in a basement, but we're gonna get to know each other and talk. I
00:36:36 See some new faces
00:36:39 welcome and
00:36:42 Some who we haven't seen for a while
00:36:44 It's good to have you back
00:36:47 our
00:36:50 We had you in our prayers
00:36:52 Okay, so who wants to start us off today
00:36:57 Any thoughts any Oh Laurie I
00:37:05 Lost my daughter Jessica about three months ago now
00:37:18 Haven't
00:37:20 Haven't really felt capable of sharing too much about it until now
00:37:24 Sure, a lot of you know the feeling
00:37:27 Jessica was a hard kid to raise. I think sometimes we paint our kids as Saints
00:37:45 Jessica was not a saint the opposite. She was she was kind of a pain in the ass
00:37:50 So anyway the morning I found her I was about to go to work so I went to a room to wake her up
00:38:00 You
00:38:02 Don't you don't realize it at time
00:38:19 But that walk to the door is the last time you are who you think you are
00:38:28 But
00:38:30 You don't know I didn't know
00:38:34 So I opened the door and there she is
00:38:40 Laying on the bed fully clothed
00:38:43 Candles lit around her
00:38:47 At first I was furious, you know, I mean she had fallen asleep with candles burning
00:38:56 And I start screaming at her. Are you crazy?
00:38:59 You're gonna burn the house down
00:39:03 And then I see it
00:39:13 tiny little bag on the carpet and I I
00:39:18 Just look at it. I
00:39:24 Remember the logo on the bag it's seared into my head, you know
00:39:29 Em
00:39:32 When you see something like that, you know everything cracks
00:39:38 The stories you made crack
00:39:42 Who you thought your kid was cracks?
00:39:46 We thought you were
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00:39:52 You're that family now
00:39:54 You never realized you were that family
00:40:20 Hey, I'm gonna walk back
00:40:22 You should offer a Gloria ride
00:40:25 Which one's to be left alone?
00:40:29 No, that's what you want
00:40:31 I'm gonna check some of ducky spots
00:40:47 Hey Laurie, hey, what's up? You all right?
00:40:51 I
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00:41:25 Can't believe I'm actually gonna ask this but
00:41:27 I interview you
00:41:31 Anything me
00:41:33 Love put some things into words. I haven't been able to yet. You know, all that stuff is confidential, right?
00:41:41 Yeah, of course
00:41:43 That's the point. I want you to talk to me on the record, you know mom to mom
00:41:47 for what I
00:41:52 Don't know yet, but maybe if I write it I'll know
00:41:57 Thanks again
00:42:02 Hey, what's going on here? This is a safe
00:42:05 injection site and needle exchange for users
00:42:09 What?
00:42:11 Maybe if my baby had gone to one of these instead of hiding in her room. She wouldn't have died
00:42:17 This at least takes that danger away
00:42:21 You should come check it out
00:42:23 You should come check it out
00:42:28 If helping and healing is actually what you want
00:42:32 You really need to see it for what it is
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00:43:17 Hey Johnny Diane
00:43:19 Marissa
00:43:21 This is Diane. She coordinates the distribution of fentanyl test strips
00:43:26 How to help how to stay out of the
00:43:34 Okay, Marissa, excuse me
00:43:38 Looking for Toby Benning
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00:43:54 Just want to talk to you
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00:47:42 - They called me, told me Mike was in trouble,
00:47:45 that he needed to get out of his house.
00:47:48 So, I called him and I told him to meet me
00:47:50 at the squat house right away.
00:47:52 I thought I was protecting him.
00:47:53 What the fuck would you do?
00:47:54 I didn't know they were gonna fucking kill him.
00:47:56 - That's convenient.
00:47:58 - Nobody sucks, Miss Benny, just...
00:48:01 I'm his fucking best friend.
00:48:04 - Then who killed him?
00:48:06 - I never met the guy that drives around
00:48:10 in this white truck and this fucking stupid taxi
00:48:13 on his hand.
00:48:14 That's all I know.
00:48:17 Nobody fucking believes me.
00:48:22 (gunshot)
00:48:24 - Not cool!
00:48:25 - Hey, you!
00:48:26 What are you doing in there?
00:48:29 (knocking)
00:48:32 - Holy shit, Mom, are you okay?
00:48:38 - Yeah, I'm fine, I was just talking to you.
00:48:41 - Fuck, Marissa, what happened?
00:48:43 - I, uh, found your friend, Ducky.
00:48:48 - What?
00:48:50 - Yeah.
00:48:51 Yeah, he's at the food bank.
00:48:55 I followed him to the train yard down on Church Street.
00:48:58 - You followed him?
00:48:59 - And he snuck up, hit me with something.
00:49:02 - He could've killed you, Mom.
00:49:04 - I hoped he'd talk to me.
00:49:05 - Talk to you?
00:49:08 Get in, Whiskey.
00:49:09 - I'm gonna go out and look for him in County Goth Park.
00:49:13 - You sure it was him?
00:49:17 - I'm sure.
00:49:18 - Did he say anything?
00:49:21 - He said it was a guy with a tattoo on his hand.
00:49:24 That he didn't do it.
00:49:25 - No, she didn't do it, he's not a fucking murderer.
00:49:27 - You expect me to believe that the man
00:49:29 that just knocked me unconscious isn't a violent person?
00:49:31 - What would you do if someone followed you like that?
00:49:34 - You really don't understand.
00:49:36 He told Mike to meet him there.
00:49:38 He set him up, Paige.
00:49:39 (dramatic music)
00:49:42 - Hmm.
00:50:04 (dramatic music)
00:50:08 - Hmm?
00:50:09 (dramatic music)
00:50:14 (dramatic music)
00:50:16 (dramatic music)
00:50:19 (dramatic music)
00:50:22 (dramatic music)
00:50:25 (dramatic music)
00:50:27 (dramatic music)
00:50:30 (dramatic music)
00:50:33 (dramatic music)
00:50:38 (dramatic music)
00:50:44 (dramatic music)
00:50:50 (dramatic music)
00:51:00 (dramatic music)
00:51:03 - Jackie?
00:51:16 Jackie!
00:51:25 (dramatic music)
00:51:27 Hello?
00:51:37 (dramatic music)
00:51:52 (dramatic music)
00:51:54 Jackie!
00:52:03 Jackie?
00:52:21 (dramatic music)
00:52:24 (dramatic music)
00:52:26 (coughing)
00:52:50 (coughing)
00:52:52 (dramatic music)
00:53:04 (dramatic music)
00:53:06 (dramatic music)
00:53:22 (dramatic music)
00:53:25 (dramatic music)
00:53:35 (dramatic music)
00:53:42 (dramatic music)
00:53:49 (dramatic music)
00:53:52 (gasping)
00:54:02 (dramatic music)
00:54:05 (panting)
00:54:10 (knocking)
00:54:13 (dramatic music)
00:54:17 (door opening)
00:54:20 - Hey, sorry I was downstairs.
00:54:25 - Can I come inside?
00:54:27 - Yeah, go ahead.
00:54:28 What's happening, you all right?
00:54:33 - Ducky's dead.
00:54:34 - How do you know?
00:54:39 - He, I went to their old house and I found him.
00:54:42 He killed himself.
00:54:45 (panting)
00:54:47 - Fuck.
00:54:48 - Okay.
00:54:49 - Oh God.
00:54:51 - All right, look, just sit down.
00:54:55 I'll get you some water.
00:54:57 You okay?
00:54:58 Just have a drink, take a few deep breaths.
00:55:06 Fuck.
00:55:14 - Was anyone else there?
00:55:15 - No, it was just me and,
00:55:17 yeah, I saw his body and then I left.
00:55:23 - Got it, okay.
00:55:24 Why didn't you call 911?
00:55:27 - Because I knew I wasn't supposed to be there.
00:55:29 I mean, yeah, that's why I'm here.
00:55:31 I knew that you could help.
00:55:32 - Sure.
00:55:33 I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for your loss.
00:55:36 I'll get someone to go around there right away.
00:55:39 You just take it easy and make yourself at home.
00:55:43 I'm just gonna be two minutes.
00:55:45 - Okay. - All right?
00:55:46 (somber music)
00:55:50 (door creaking)
00:55:53 (door thudding)
00:55:56 (somber music)
00:55:59 (phone beeping)
00:56:01 (door thudding)
00:56:16 (gun clicking)
00:56:20 (water splashing)
00:56:23 (door thudding)
00:56:27 (door thudding)
00:56:30 (groaning)
00:56:38 (phone beeping)
00:56:41 (phone ringing)
00:56:53 (phone vibrating)
00:56:56 - What the fuck?
00:57:01 (phone ringing)
00:57:22 (phone beeping)
00:57:25 (phone ringing)
00:57:29 (phone vibrating)
00:57:34 (somber music)
00:57:37 - Just check it out.
00:57:39 Right away.
00:57:41 Yeah, it's a real life source.
00:57:46 I need someone on the road, 125,
00:57:47 you wanna check possible 1056.
00:57:50 I want it in capital.
00:57:53 Capital 19H.
00:57:54 That's what's personal.
00:57:57 (somber music)
00:58:00 (phone ringing)
00:58:02 (phone beeping)
00:58:05 (phone ringing)
00:58:08 (phone beeping)
00:58:10 (phone beeping)
00:58:14 (phone beeping)
00:58:17 (somber music)
00:58:19 (phone beeping)
00:58:23 (somber music)
00:58:26 (phone vibrating)
00:58:29 (phone beeping)
00:58:31 (somber music)
00:58:34 (breathing heavily)
00:58:45 (leaves rustling)
00:58:52 (somber music)
00:58:55 (phone beeping)
00:59:15 (phone ringing)
00:59:21 (phone vibrating)
00:59:24 - Paige?
00:59:25 (phone vibrating)
00:59:30 (gun firing)
00:59:35 (somber music)
00:59:38 (phone vibrating)
00:59:46 (phone vibrating)
00:59:49 - No. - Paige, give me the phone.
01:00:04 - Back. - Just give me the phone.
01:00:05 - No, back. - Give me the phone.
01:00:07 - Back the fuck up. - Paige?
01:00:08 - No.
01:00:09 (phone ringing)
01:00:12 (phone vibrating)
01:00:15 - Listen to me.
01:00:17 You don't understand what's going on here.
01:00:19 - Toby.
01:00:20 - Please. - Back.
01:00:21 - I can explain. - Back the fuck up.
01:00:23 - Listen to me.
01:00:24 Just give me the phone. - Get the fuck away.
01:00:26 - I'm telling you. - Back the fuck up.
01:00:26 - I can explain, I can explain this.
01:00:28 Paige, just calm down.
01:00:31 Just stop, okay?
01:00:32 - Just get the fuck away. - Calm down.
01:00:34 Give me the phone.
01:00:35 - Fuck you, get the fuck away from me.
01:00:36 - Paige. - Back the fuck up.
01:00:38 Get out of my way.
01:00:39 - Don't touch me. - Just give me.
01:00:41 - Fuck you, get the fuck away. - Give me the fucking phone.
01:00:42 - You're the one who's asking. - Give me the phone.
01:00:44 Just give me, Paige.
01:00:45 Stop.
01:00:46 (dramatic music)
01:00:49 - Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
01:01:07 Paige, Paige.
01:01:08 Hey, hey.
01:01:10 Hey.
01:01:11 Oh, fuck.
01:01:13 Oh, fuck.
01:01:17 (phone ringing)
01:01:19 (phone ringing)
01:01:30 (phone ringing)
01:01:39 (phone ringing)
01:01:41 (phone ringing)
01:01:46 (phone ringing)
01:01:54 (phone ringing)
01:02:02 (grunting)
01:02:04 (phone ringing)
01:02:23 (phone ringing)
01:02:32 (phone ringing)
01:02:35 (phone ringing)
01:02:39 (phone ringing)
01:02:43 (panting)
01:02:45 (glass shattering)
01:02:54 (phone ringing)
01:02:59 (panting)
01:03:01 - Hey, um.
01:03:05 - Gina, call an ambulance, quick.
01:03:10 - What, what? - Gina, it's Paige.
01:03:11 Call an ambulance.
01:03:12 She fell in the bathroom.
01:03:14 I think she OD'd, she's bleeding.
01:03:15 Just get an ambulance right now.
01:03:19 - Okay, okay, okay.
01:03:20 Hi.
01:03:23 - Fuck, fuck.
01:03:26 (panting)
01:03:29 (phone ringing)
01:03:32 - Toby, I think Paige is hiding something.
01:03:35 - Yeah, you're right.
01:03:36 She's using again and she overdosed.
01:03:39 - What?
01:03:40 - She's on her way to the hospital right now.
01:03:43 Meet us at St. Peter's.
01:03:45 (tires screeching)
01:03:48 (sirens blaring)
01:03:51 (dramatic music)
01:03:54 (tires screeching)
01:03:57 (dramatic music)
01:04:01 (gun cocks)
01:04:03 (dramatic music)
01:04:06 (gun cocks)
01:04:24 (dramatic music)
01:04:26 (dramatic music)
01:04:29 (baby crying)
01:04:46 (indistinct chatter)
01:04:49 (baby crying)
01:04:51 (indistinct chatter)
01:04:55 (baby crying)
01:04:58 (indistinct chatter)
01:05:08 (baby crying)
01:05:10 (baby crying)
01:05:13 (baby crying)
01:05:15 (baby crying)
01:05:18 (baby crying)
01:05:20 (car engine rumbling)
01:05:30 (baby crying)
01:05:35 (car engine rumbling)
01:05:38 (baby crying)
01:05:44 (car engine rumbling)
01:05:47 (baby crying)
01:05:49 (car engine rumbling)
01:05:52 (baby crying)
01:05:55 (baby crying)
01:06:07 (car engine rumbling)
01:06:14 (baby crying)
01:06:42 ♪ Back in the same ♪
01:06:46 ♪ I had a snake in my hand ♪
01:06:51 ♪ Curling like smoke in your hand ♪
01:06:56 ♪ Whirling in strong ♪
01:07:02 ♪ I was the man ♪
01:07:08 ♪ Now I don't know what I am ♪
01:07:13 ♪ Am I a shadow again ♪
01:07:19 ♪ Am I the law ♪
01:07:23 ♪ Bam, bam, burn me down ♪
01:07:28 ♪ Bam, bam, burn ♪
01:07:31 ♪ If it calls you, it calls you ♪
01:07:34 ♪ Don't give any answer at all ♪
01:07:39 ♪ If it calls you, it calls you ♪
01:07:42 ♪ Don't give any answer at all ♪
01:07:47 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
01:07:53 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
01:07:57 (gentle music)
01:08:00, (car engine rumbling)
01:08:05 (gentle music)
01:08:07 (cat meowing)
01:08:30 - My cat?
01:08:33 You're ready.
01:08:34 I bet you he misses it.
01:08:36 (door thudding)
01:08:50 (footsteps thudding)
01:08:53 (footsteps thudding)
01:08:56 (footsteps thudding)
01:09:00 (footsteps thudding)
01:09:29 (sighs)
01:09:31 - Jesus Christ, you scared me.
01:09:33 - Sorry, I let myself in.
01:09:34 - You okay?
01:09:36 - It's a nice room.
01:09:38 Perfect for the little angel.
01:09:42 - Gotta get her her bottle.
01:09:46 - Yeah, come on.
01:09:48 - Okay.
01:09:51 (cat meowing)
01:09:55 - There you go.
01:09:58 (laughs)
01:10:00 Yeah.
01:10:01 What's going on?
01:10:06 - I found something.
01:10:10 Marissa, I found it under the stairs in the basement.
01:10:27 I thought it was some kind of miracle,
01:10:29 like a gift left as a reminder,
01:10:33 but then I saw the blood.
01:10:35 - Oh, how did? - I don't know.
01:10:38 I've been trying to think of every possible reason.
01:10:43 I...
01:10:44 (gentle music)
01:10:56 - Have you asked them about it?
01:10:58 - No.
01:10:59 I can't find the words.
01:11:02 - So what are you gonna do?
01:11:10 - I don't know what the right thing to do is.
01:11:19 - I'm sorry.
01:11:23 - I'm sorry.
01:11:24 I don't know if I could do it anyways.
01:11:28 (gentle music)
01:11:30 - I know, I feel guilty too.
01:11:39 We gotta leave, but I don't think that's what we should be
01:11:42 thinking about right now, huh?
01:11:43 How much responsibility is it worth to bring in a friend,
01:11:45 all of us out there?
01:11:46 - Come on.
01:11:48 Pick up the phone, come on.
01:11:50 - Ducky's not getting away with this shit.
01:11:53 - You and Michael might've been in business together.
01:11:56 Maybe there was a dispute or something.
01:11:58 - God, I can't hear you pick up your phone.
01:12:01 There is something I wanna tell you in person.
01:12:03 - Okay, Mom.
01:12:06 - Listen, you gotta be careful with that girl.
01:12:08 I love you so much.
01:12:10 - Hey, you know who called the badge?
01:12:13 It was Ducky.
01:12:14 We checked his phone.
01:12:16 (baby crying)
01:12:20 (gentle music)
01:12:23, - She's sleeping.
01:12:25, - You feel better?
01:12:27 (gentle music)
01:12:29 - She's sleeping.
01:12:51 - You feeling okay, Mom?
01:12:56 - No, not really.
01:12:58 - Wow, haven't seen this thing in years.
01:13:05 This was Dad's nicest suitcase.
01:13:10 He covered it in fucking stickers.
01:13:13 - The stuff's in there.
01:13:20 - I'm gonna go get it.
01:13:26 (door opening)
01:13:28 - You think that's what killed it?
01:13:31 - Yeah, it seems like it.
01:13:40 They both had fentanyl in them.
01:13:46 - Seriously, Mom, we should go see a doctor.
01:13:54 - I wanna see a doctor.
01:13:56 - Yeah, I know.
01:14:00 - Okay, I'll try.
01:14:05 (door opening)
01:14:10 (door closing)
01:14:18 (door closing)
01:14:25 (gentle music)
01:14:27 (engine revving)
01:14:33 (baby crying)
01:14:54 (gentle music)
01:14:57 (engine revving)
01:14:59 (gentle music)
01:15:02 (engine revving)
01:15:05 (gentle music)
01:15:07 (engine revving)
01:15:10 (gentle music)
01:15:13 (engine revving)
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01:15:18 (engine revving)
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01:15:40 (engine revving)
01:15:43 (gentle music)
01:15:45 (engine revving)
01:15:48 (dramatic music)
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01:16:09 (dramatic music)
01:16:11 (footsteps)
01:16:14 (footsteps)
01:16:16 (horn honking)
01:16:43 (horn honking)
01:16:46 (horn honking)
01:16:49 (horn honking)
01:16:52 (horn honking)
01:16:54 (dramatic music)
01:16:57 (dramatic music)
01:17:00 (radio chatter)
01:17:03 (radio chatter)
01:17:05 (radio chatter)
01:17:08 (door closing)
01:17:21 (radio chatter)
01:17:24 - Thank you.
01:17:29 - You're welcome.
01:17:31 (door bell ringing)
01:17:35 (radio chatter)
01:17:37 - This is the Empire Line running express
01:17:51 to Penn Station, New York City, with stops in Hudson,
01:17:54 trying to leave for Pepsi, Rose Harbor,
01:17:57 and Yonkers, with final stop, New York City, Penn Station.
01:18:02 Please have your tickets ready for the conductor
01:18:04 when he comes through.
01:18:06 (dramatic music)
01:18:08 (people chattering)
01:18:22 (horn honking)
01:18:28 (dramatic music)
01:18:31 (baby crying)
01:18:47 (baby crying)
01:18:50 (baby crying)
01:19:09 (baby crying)
01:19:13 (horn honking)
01:19:15 (dramatic music)
01:19:28 (horn honking)
01:19:30 (horn honking)
01:19:33 (horn honking)
01:19:59 (horn honking)
01:20:02 (horn honking)
01:20:05 (horn honking)
01:20:16 (horn honking)
01:20:19 (horn honking)
01:20:45 (horn honking)
01:20:47 - My number one Mike threw that perfect game.
01:20:58 Until the final inning, and then he gave it up to him.
01:21:04 That was just a block.
01:21:12 - I didn't mean for any of this to happen.
01:21:15 - It was supposed to be simple.
01:21:20 - When Mike found out what was in it,
01:21:24 he wouldn't sell it or give it back.
01:21:27 What did he think they were gonna do?
01:21:30 - I guess that's what I want.
01:21:33 - This doesn't have anything to do with luck.
01:21:37 - I'm scared.
01:21:39 - I'm scared.
01:21:40 - Me too.
01:21:49 (dramatic music)
01:21:54 (baby crying)
01:22:03 (dramatic music)
01:22:05 (dramatic music)
01:22:09 (dramatic music)
01:22:12 (dramatic music)
01:22:16 (dramatic music)
01:22:18 (dramatic music)
01:22:47 - My youngest son was born to be an athlete.
01:22:50 His older brother Toby started hitting him ground balls
01:22:52 when he was two or three.
01:22:54 The kid was good, so was Toby.
01:22:56 But Michael had something different.
01:22:59 He had an arm.
01:23:00 - I just swore at mine.
01:23:02 - He threw 70 miles per hour by 14.
01:23:05 The scouts started telling us he had a real shot.
01:23:08 We had no idea what kind of damage he was doing
01:23:11 to the shoulder of his throwing arm.
01:23:14 Maybe we should have made him stop.
01:23:17 But by 15, he was being medicated for pain management.
01:23:21 To say I didn't know any better wouldn't be totally true.
01:23:25 But I knew a kid shouldn't be in that much pain.
01:23:29 Then I started seeing his behavior changing.
01:23:34 Toby was a different story.
01:23:38 He was the one we didn't have to worry about.
01:23:41 The civil servant, the ambitious one.
01:23:44 That might be the only thing I still recognize in him.
01:23:47 That toxic ambition.
01:23:49 As different as Mike and Toby were,
01:23:53 their lives stayed intertwined more
01:23:55 than they could ever let me know.
01:23:58 - I assume you know the implications of this.
01:24:13 - I know more than anyone.
01:24:15 - Take a couple of days, a week, whatever.
01:24:22 Take that time, and if then,
01:24:28 you still want to publish it,
01:24:32 I'll have your back.
01:24:36 (soft music)
01:24:39 It's good.
01:24:51 (soft music)
01:24:54 (knocking)
01:24:59 (soft music)
01:25:02 (soft music)
01:25:05 (door opening)
01:25:17 - Thanks for letting us have her for the day.
01:25:28 Can I take her?
01:25:31 - Hello, baby.
01:25:33 Hello, baby.
01:25:35 Are we gonna have some fun today?
01:25:38 Oh, yeah.
01:25:40 Thanks, Mom, see you later.
01:25:42 (soft music)
01:25:45 - Hey.
01:25:46 - Let's do it.
01:25:49 Let's go have fun.
01:25:51 (soft music)
01:25:54 (door opening)
01:25:58 (soft music)
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01:27:11 (soft music)
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