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00:00 ♪ ♪ ♪
00:16 - Action.
00:17 ♪ ♪ ♪
00:23 - I'm sure people watching from the outside were like,
00:27 "What is this girl's problem?"
00:29 ♪ ♪ ♪
00:30 - What I portrayed to the world was,
00:34 "Oh, this didn't work out, and it's fine,
00:36 and I'm good, and they're good."
00:39 And all of that was kind of bullshit.
00:41 ♪ ♪ ♪
00:42 It's a 20-year project,
00:44 and it became a three-part musical experience.
00:47 "This Is Me Now" is about facing the truth
00:50 of who you really are.
00:51 - You look amazing.
00:53 - You know I look like a psychiatrist.
00:54 - (laughing)
00:55 ♪ Blessings that blossom from a broken child ♪
00:58 - And it says to me, "Why are you so stressed lately?"
00:59 I said, "I'm not just financing it.
01:01 I'm writing it, dancing in it, singing in it."
01:04 - My God.
01:05 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:07 - What am I doing?
01:09 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:10 - Feel like you're not good enough.
01:12 You're not good enough as a partner,
01:14 as a mother, as all the things.
01:18 - It takes courage to share your truths.
01:21 - And I know it could end disastrously.
01:24 Nobody figures out anything
01:26 when everything's all hunky-dory and rosy.
01:28 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:29 You figure shit out when shit is hard.
01:32 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:35 - I forget how much older I am than everybody now.
01:38 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:39 - We live and learn. Let me say this to you.
01:41 The prize for aging is wisdom.
01:45 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:47 - I don't know. I don't understand it.
01:49 - I just--nobody does.
01:51 - I don't need to do any of it.
01:53 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:55 - But I want to.
01:56 ♪ ♪ ♪
01:58 - Here we go.
01:59 - I'm scared.
02:00 - You don't look like it, though.
02:02 ♪ ♪ ♪
02:05 - I don't act like I'm scared,
02:06 but that's the secret to my whole career.
02:09 [laughs]
02:11 ♪ ♪ ♪
02:12 ♪ ♪ ♪
02:13 ♪ ♪ ♪
02:14 ♪ ♪ ♪
02:15 [Générique]