Ayon kay Ana Feleo, acting coach at aktres kakaiba ang paraan ng pagdidisiplina sa kanya ng yumaong ama at tanyag na aktor na si Johnny Delgado. Totoo nga bang bata pa lang ay tinuruan na siyang uminom at magpalit ng gulong? Panoorin sa video.
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00:00I have a lot of students na wala namang balak mag-artista, wala namang balak mag-showbiz.
00:12But they keep coming back because even the parents come to me, umiiyak sa sabi,
00:18Thank you, Miss Anna, you saved her life.
00:20Kasi meron siyang parang may pagka-therapeutic in the sense na talagang you're gonna really
00:25get to know who you are.
00:28Especially in my workshop, I make sure na safe space talaga ang workshop.
00:35They feel safe.
00:36They don't just feel safe, but they are safe.
00:38Yes!
00:39Pinalaki ang parang lalaki!
00:40Oo!
00:41Talagang ano, eleven years old pa lang ako, marunong na ako mag-scuba dive.
00:47Twelve pa lang ako, marunong na ako magpalit ng gulong ng truck namin.
00:52Yung dati ko, wala nang usap-usap.
00:54Pag sinabi ko, wag mo gagawin yun, ginawa mo yun, dapa!
00:58You know?
00:59Too ba?
01:00Ganon ba si Dijani Delgado?
01:02Noong namatay siya, naiintindihan ko kung bakit.
01:05Parang nagmamadali siyang maging padre de familia ako.
01:10Para may mag-aalaga sa pamilya niya.
01:13Okay, updaters!
01:14Itong makakausap natin ngayon, isa sa mga tinitingala ko talaga.
01:20Kasi pag napapanood ko yung mga workshops niya, parang gustong gustong gustong kong sumali.
01:26Kasi ang dami-dami kong gustong ilabas, ang dami-dami kong gustong mapatunayan sa sarili ko.
01:31And I don't want to give it all away.
01:33She's an opera singer.
01:35She's an actress.
01:37And of course, she's also a workshop, acting workshop facilitator.
01:41Ana Peleo!
01:43Hello, hello, everybody listening.
01:45It is such, Nelson, thank you so much for having me.
01:48I mean, I am, this is such a pleasure to do with you.
01:53You know, it's an acting workshop, and parang iniisip ng mga tao is,
01:57kailangan ko ba ito? Kasi hindi naman ako mag-aartista.
02:01How is it going to translate dun sa everyday living ng isang tao?
02:07Yeah, okay.
02:08So, kasi itong methodology or system of work or technique na tinuturo ko is the Eric Morris System of Work.
02:18We call it a system of work kasi hindi lang siya isang technique.
02:22Hindi lang siya isang method, but it's comprised of over 31 techniques
02:26and hundreds and hundreds of exercises to help liberate you,
02:30to help bring out your voice, to help free you of all the blocks that you have
02:36in dealing with your authenticity, your truth.
02:41Yeah, so kaya siya sistema ng trabaho.
02:45Naniniwala kami na hindi lang siya craft.
02:49Parang, o yung script na, yung character na.
02:52Bago ka pa pumasok sa character work, bago ka pa humawak ng script,
02:57kailangan kililalin mo talaga muna yung instrumento mo.
03:01When I say instrumento, your heart, your body, your voice, your memory, your mind.
03:07That's your instrument kasi sometimes, especially, unfortunately,
03:14Actually, all around the world, actors are sometimes,
03:18when they work, parang fast food na eh.
03:20Sige, ito sequences mo, tira, tira, tira, tira, tira, ganyan.
03:23And we forget, us actors and even the ones watching,
03:27that ang instrumento natin, katawa natin, ang emosyon na ginagamit natin,
03:32emosyon natin, ang utak na ginagamit natin para sa character, utak natin.
03:37So, hindi tayo robot.
03:39So, naniniwala ako na dito sa tinuturo ko, dito sa tinutura namin na,
03:44magkakibat yan. You have to make sure na balanced ka.
03:49You have to make sure that wala kang judgment sa kahit anong emosyon na lumabas sayo.
03:56Hindi ka takot na mag-deal with emotions.
04:00And if, you know, all these emotions that you have,
04:03you must be able to healthily manage them.
04:06Para kaya mong puntahan anytime, kaya mong balikan anytime,
04:10at makakabalik sa neutral mo, and you're fine, and you're healthy.
04:14Usually tayo, okay lang, yeah, I'm feeling good.
04:17Yeah, sige, sige, let's go, let's do this, let's do this.
04:19Sige, ringiti ka. Dala-dala mo siya pagdating doon sa character.
04:23So, sometimes, pag hindi mo iti take, hindi mo tatrabahuy, no,
04:27you don't take care of your instrument,
04:30pagdating mo sa script, may blocks ka na.
04:34Pagdating mo sa script or sa character, manhid ka.
04:38Or merong kahit na, oh, makakaiyak ng konti, tapos wala na, namamatay.
04:43Or manhid ka na lang.
04:45So, ang gagawin mo, pipikain mo na lang, ipu-push mo na lang yung acting mo.
04:48Masyado nang magiging technical.
04:50Technical and unreal, not authentic at all.
04:56Eh, you know, why do the audiences gravitate towards the stories?
05:03We are storytellers.
05:04Because they gravitate towards, naniniwala sila dapat sa mga relationships,
05:08pinagdadaanan ng character.
05:11So, kahit pa hindi sila acting coaches or nag-aral ng acting,
05:16they recognize truth and they recognize pag pinipeke mo lang sila.
05:21So, hindi sila…
05:22Oo, atsaka, marami ng matalinong audience ngayon, they can tell.
05:26Kung tinetechnical mo lang sila, they can tell kung peke na yung…
05:30In fact, ako nga, hindi naman akong magaling sa ganyan,
05:34pero I can really tell kung pinipeke ng artista yung pag-iyak sa interview.
05:39Exactly. Nasaan madaling umiyak?
05:41Ang dali-dali umiyak, ang dali magpatulo ng luha.
05:44Pero kahit anong tulo ng luha mo, kung hindi ka tumataya,
05:47kung hindi mo pinagdadaanan talaga yung dapat pagdaanan ng character mo,
05:51hindi ka willing, sarado ka.
05:53Mala yan, mabobore lang sayo yung tao.
05:56The way I see it, Anna, is it more like a…
06:00Correct me if I'm wrong.
06:02Is it more like a therapy instead of an acting class?
06:09It's so nice that you ask that.
06:11Kasi mayroon siyang parang may pagka-therapeutic in the sense that talagang
06:15you're gonna really get to know who you are.
06:18And especially in my workshop, I make sure na safe space talaga ang workshop.
06:26They feel safe. They don't just feel safe, but they are safe.
06:33With the exercises that I give them, they begin to really listen to what they need,
06:41what their wants are, what they need, what they believe in,
06:46what they're scared of, what they're proud of, what they love,
06:49what they're passionate about, and the things that they're really tired of.
06:54Not just physically, but in life.
07:00It's a awa ng Diyos, bumabalik-balik sila,
07:05because nakikita nila pag nakakalawang sila,
07:07nakikita nila pag nagkakaroon ng ulit-ulit, namamanhid ulit.
07:11Lahat ng artista na makausap ko, it's always,
07:14ah, dahil yan kay Teacher Anna, dahil yan kay Anna, dahil yan sa ganun.
07:19Pero, you know, I'm very curious, or I'm way beyond curious.
07:24Paano ba pumasok dito sa groundedness na sinasabi mo?
07:28Paano, you know, paano makita your authentic self?
07:34Kasi diba, I mean, it's cliche.
07:37We hear that in a lot of pageants, na be your own true authentic self.
07:42Pero, paano ba talaga, like, how do I know if I'm not authentic?
07:47Coming from a facilitator's point of view,
07:51in the States, I have actor's training, so I get trained as an actor,
07:56but I also have, heavily, teacher's training.
07:59So, in teacher's training, they really teach you how to blueprint a person,
08:03how to read a person.
08:05Usually, nakikita ko yan na hindi authentic ang tao,
08:08pag ang hirap niyang basahin.
08:10Ibig sabihin, maraming walls, maraming fronts,
08:14makikita mo na, mafe-feel mo na kagad yung energy na,
08:17don't go there, or I'm afraid to go there, or I'm okay.
08:21Can you really tell?
08:23Yeah, you can tell.
08:24You ask the person, how do you feel?
08:28And then, once they start saying,
08:29I feel like I want to go to the bathroom, I want to,
08:32they don't really tell you how they feel.
08:34Alam mo na, oops, nagahanap na yan ng makakapitan.
08:39But when you say, how do you feel?
08:41How do you really feel right now?
08:43Right now, I'm tired.
08:47Okay, now how do you feel?
08:48And then they'll start to explain,
08:52but I'm really not tired.
08:53I mean, it's just now, but no, no, no, no, no.
08:56In the workshop, we don't judge feelings.
08:58If you're tired right now, let that come out.
09:02Wag mo i-judge, kasi pag hingan mo ng tired,
09:04tapos ginudge mo diyan, di na lalabas yung tired na yan.
09:08And then they start, and then,
09:10unti-unti makikita mo na iaalaw ka na niyang,
09:13iaalaw ka na ng actor na magpakita.
09:16Napakita niya talaga yung sarili niya.
09:21So usually, it starts with a lot of how do you feel,
09:25a lot of personal inventory.
09:28Personal inventory is,
09:29mag-i-inventary ka ng feelings mo.
09:32Physical, emotional, psychological.
09:34I feel stressed, I feel blanco,
09:36I feel, how do I feel right now?
09:39I feel a little tired, but right now,
09:41I'm so excited because I get to do this with you.
09:45I get to blabber something that I'm so passionate with.
09:50I don't know, kasi parang ako,
09:52as an observer of many people,
09:55nakakakita ko ng mga taos,
09:58not really in touch dun sa feelings nila,
10:02with their own emotions.
10:04Na parang sila mismo hindi nila alam.
10:07Paano yun?
10:09Well, the short answer is mag-workshop sila.
10:12De, ayoko sabihin mo.
10:14No, because I can't speak for everyone.
10:17I can't be held responsible for each and every workshop.
10:21I can only be responsible for this one.
10:23But you have to, well, see a therapist.
10:29See a therapist and just talk.
10:32Don't wait for you to have a problem.
10:35Just have someone who has no investment sa'yo
10:40and whose only job is to listen to you and to ground you.
10:43That's an easy answer.
10:45Another one is lifestyle.
10:47Wait, cut lang muna kita.
10:49It's better not to talk to a therapist,
10:51kasi sabi mo nga, di ba, walang investment sa'yo,
10:54rather than talking to a friend or a family member
10:57na tainted na sila by personal stuff.
11:02Yeah.
11:03O, tainted na with personal.
11:06And sometimes even when people mean well,
11:10and I really, really wanna stress this,
11:13sometimes even when people mean well, it doesn't help.
11:18Why?
11:20Sometimes lang naman.
11:22Because they're not equipped.
11:24Depende rin sa laki ng problema mo.
11:26Depende rin sa bigat ng blocks mo.
11:28Depende rin sa kung nasaan ka sa buhay mo.
11:30Di ba?
11:31Sometimes even when they mean well,
11:34you end up taking care of them.
11:36Taking care that they're okay.
11:39Imbis na, teka muna, let me just deal with this.
11:43And then you get frustrated when you can't articulate.
11:47You get frustrated.
11:48So imbis na madump mo in a safe manner,
11:52in a clinical manner.
11:54Clinical meaning hindi parang nasa emergency room,
11:57but clinical meaning malinaw lang.
12:00Walang emotional investment yung mga makikinig.
12:04Mas makikita, mas mao-observe ka.
12:07So even me, I see my therapist,
12:11even when I have nothing to say,
12:13nothing is gone, I'm just busy with work,
12:16but I keep a tab.
12:19I talk to, kwento lang, because something will come up.
12:24I just, kumbaga, I want to be responsible for myself
12:28so that I don't bring my own junk to the workshop.
12:33Because alam ko, responsibilidad ko,
12:36yung human beings na mag-aattend ng workshop.
12:39I can't bring in my own baggage
12:42at matitain tuloy, or my hang-ups, or my ego,
12:46especially my ego, to the workshop.
12:48Because I'm taking care of human beings.
12:52Fragile human beings.
12:54Hindi siya ganun, yung responsibilidad nun.
12:59Minsan, masabi ka lang na iba ang tama sa bata,
13:02iba ang tama sa baba,
13:04hindi mo alam kung anong pinagdaanan niya,
13:06hindi mo alam kung anong state niya.
13:08So it's very good.
13:10I mean, here, hindi pa rin.
13:12It's seeing a therapist is frowned upon.
13:16Kailangan may problema ka to see a therapist.
13:18Na parang yung stigma kasi,
13:20na parang dito sa Pilipinas,
13:23when you see a therapist,
13:24or when you see a psychologist,
13:26or when you see a psychiatrist,
13:28parang ang tingin ng tao sa'yo,
13:29ano ka nababaliw?
13:31O sobrang depressed ka na,
13:33sobrang kailangan mo na nang saklolo,
13:35huwag niyong intayin.
13:37Kwento lang.
13:38Para lang sure na ano.
13:40And then for me also, lifestyle.
13:43If you are going to allow yourself
13:46na yung boundaries mo
13:48sa environment na ito
13:50ay lagi nabubunggo,
13:52what do you expect?
13:54If you're in an environment
13:56na laging dini-disregard ang boundaries mo,
14:02o di masasanay ka
14:04na ang boundaries mo na di-disregard.
14:06So liliit ka nang liliit nang liliit.
14:08So paano ka ma-e-empower?
14:10Ma-e-empower ka lang
14:12pag binangga ka.
14:15Kung baga,
14:17hahanapin mo ngayon
14:19yung binabangga ang boundaries mo.
14:21Doon ka mabubuhay.
14:23So you want to make sure
14:25wherever you are,
14:26whether you're at work.
14:29And ako,
14:31I'm just so happy
14:32that yung mga kasama ko sa TDMD,
14:35super happy ako.
14:37Super.
14:39But you have to make sure na
14:41malinaw ang boundaries mo
14:43at nire-respeto mo mismo
14:45ang boundaries mo
14:46para yung mga kasama mo din,
14:48they won't like it in the beginning
14:50but masasanay sila.
14:51At least na-set mo yung boundaries mo.
14:53And that's what I also,
14:54not just at work,
14:55but in the family,
14:57with your friends,
14:58any kind of environment.
14:59That's what I push with my actors.
15:02Because most of them,
15:04I don't want to generalize,
15:06but a lot of them,
15:08most of them,
15:09come in not even thinking that
15:12they are allowed to have boundaries.
15:15That is true.
15:16Alam mo, tumagus yung sinabi mo ha.
15:18Sa totoo lang.
15:19Well, as I was growing up,
15:21ang feeling ko,
15:22I wasn't allowed to a lot of things.
15:25I wasn't allowed to feel.
15:27I wasn't allowed to have boundaries.
15:30I wasn't even allowed to have my own voice.
15:35Kaya so much so,
15:37na nung naging,
15:39ganito na yung trabaho ko,
15:41bigla naman akong zhoom.
15:43Parang lalabas ako.
15:46Parang lalabas ako.
15:48Parang na-slingshot.
15:50Na-slingshot,
15:51na parang hindi ko alam
15:54kung meron akong pinapatunayan,
15:55or parang ang feeling ko,
15:56I just got out of the slums.
15:58Parang ganun.
15:59Ganun yung pakiramdam ko.
16:01In fact,
16:02ang physicality nga nun,
16:05I moved out of,
16:06meron akong bahay eh.
16:08I moved out from that house
16:10and I never,
16:12I never went back.
16:14Na yung mga gamit ko,
16:16na ginagamit ko,
16:17yung sopa ko,
16:18nandun pa din.
16:19Lahat.
16:20Lahat.
16:21Like parang kutsara kompleto.
16:22Alam mo,
16:23yung bahay na yun,
16:24titirahan mo na lang.
16:26Pero I never went back.
16:28Because it's not just a house.
16:30It's the energy in the house.
16:32It's the dynamics that happened in that house
16:34that hurt you,
16:36that scarred you.
16:38You did not feel safe there.
16:40So,
16:41good for you
16:42that you,
16:43you protected yourself
16:44and you moved forward.
16:46So, you know,
16:47it's not a bad thing.
16:49You should thank that side of you.
16:51Thank you.
16:52Thank you for,
16:53thank you for moving out.
16:54Thank you for pushing me to move out
16:57and to begin again,
16:58to be brave.
16:59Thank you to that brave side of me.
17:02Let's help the other sides to heal.
17:04Sabi ko nga sayo,
17:05parang I'm not even,
17:07hindi ko ma-articulate
17:08even minsan yung nararamdaman ko.
17:12Pero I know,
17:13I feel it.
17:14But bakit hindi ko masabi?
17:16Why can't I put it in words?
17:18Na nagagalingan naman ako as a writer
17:21kasi na,
17:22di ba,
17:23nakakapaglaru ka mo with words.
17:24Pero,
17:25yung sarili mong feelings,
17:27yung sarili mong emotions,
17:29hindi mo ma-articulate sometimes.
17:31Pag galit ako,
17:32I just burst.
17:34Pag galit ako,
17:35I just,
17:36I just throw out,
17:38yung masasamang salita.
17:41Basta kailangan lang i-sasabog na.
17:44Na iingit ako doon sa mga tao na,
17:47you know,
17:48kalma lang,
17:49tas nasasabi nila
17:51ng tama.
17:53At hindi emosyonal.
17:55At hindi emosyonal.
17:56Sobrang naiingit ako sa mga tao ganun.
17:59Yeah.
18:00I'm sure,
18:03sabi ko nga sayo,
18:04di ba,
18:05this is an acting workshop.
18:07Pero ako,
18:08as an ordinary human being,
18:14parang ang feeling ko,
18:16hindi ko rin naman kailangan ng acting workshop
18:18kasi what do I need it for?
18:20Sa ano ko?
18:21Sa trabaho ko?
18:23Pero,
18:24I was gravitating towards that
18:26kasi doon sa mga napag-uusapan natin.
18:29Yeah.
18:30Yeah.
18:31You're not alone.
18:33You're not the first one that I heard,
18:35I heard na ganyan.
18:37And you're definitely not gonna be the last one.
18:40A lot of,
18:42I have a lot of students
18:44na wala namang balak mag-atista,
18:47wala namang balak mag-showbiz.
18:49But they keep coming back because
18:51even the parents come to me,
18:53umiiyak.
18:54Sabi,
18:55thank you Miss Anna,
18:56you saved her life.
18:57Ibang-iba na siya ngayon.
18:59May life na siya.
19:02Ibang lively na siya kausap,
19:04na-e-express na ngayon gusto nyong sabihin,
19:06nag-improve yung family dynamics namin,
19:09mga ganon.
19:10Um, unfortunately,
19:12you know, sometimes,
19:14ah,
19:16there are environments na
19:19kinalakihan natin na
19:21hindi rin alam yung boundaries.
19:24Yung parang,
19:25ano boundary boundary ka dyan?
19:26Yung alam mo yun?
19:27Yung ganon,
19:28hindi rin alam,
19:29or napapass down yung
19:31may sarili din silang mga sugat,
19:33iba-ibang klaseng sugat,
19:35na ayaw nilang,
19:37sometimes it just mean well.
19:38Like yung tatay ko,
19:39yung tatay ko talagang
19:41sinturon nung bata ako.
19:43Diba? Ngayon subukan mo yan,
19:45hindi na pwede yan.
19:46Hindi na pwede.
19:47But like, yeah,
19:48yung tatay ko,
19:49wala nang usap-usap.
19:50Pag sinabi,
19:51sinabi ko,
19:52wag mo gang gawin,
19:53yung ginawa mo yan,
19:54dapa.
19:55You know?
19:56Too ba?
19:57Ganon ba si Dijani Delgado?
19:58Pinalakyan parang lalaki.
19:59Totoo ba?
20:00Oo.
20:01Talagang ano,
20:02eleven years old pa lang ako,
20:04marunong na ako mag scuba dive.
20:06Twelve pa lang ako,
20:08marunong na ako magpalit ng gulong
20:10ng truck namin.
20:12Totoo ba?
20:13Tapos, tatimingan pa niya ako,
20:14ana,
20:15ito ang ano mo,
20:16go.
20:17Iba,
20:18iba ang pagpapalaki sa akin.
20:20Pero, you know,
20:21was it the most for me?
20:22Natatanong mo ba sa kanya,
20:23kung bakit?
20:25Hindi ko natanong,
20:26pero nung namatay siya,
20:27naiintindihan ko kung bakit.
20:29Parang nagmamadali siyang
20:31maging padre de familia ako.
20:34Para may magaalaga sa pamilya niya.
20:37Ang ganda.
20:38Yeah.
20:39At saka para,
20:40kasi alam niyo malambot ang puso ko,
20:42alam niya na
20:43maalahaga akong tao,
20:44gusto kong nagaalaga.
20:45Minsan,
20:46yung parang to the point na
20:47may mga nagti-take advantage na sa akin.
20:49So,
20:50yan ano niya talaga.
20:51Hindi, hindi ganyan.
20:52Maaga pa lang,
20:53tinuruan siya.
20:54Una kong inom,
20:55siya.
20:56Siya din.
20:57Hinilera niya talaga.
20:58Iba, iba.
20:59O, ano?
21:00Lasing ka na dito?
21:01Ano?
21:02Ito, ito, ganito,
21:03ganito ang nang tama niyan sa'yo.
21:04Ibang klase.
21:05Is it the most perfect way
21:08to treat your panganay?
21:11To bring up a panganay?
21:12Lalo, lalo babae.
21:13Lalo babae?
21:14Maybe, maybe not.
21:15Depende yan sa taong kausap mo.
21:16Pero,
21:17I do believe na he meant well.
21:19So,
21:20kumbaga,
21:21not all are,
21:22they just try their best
21:24with what they know.
21:25Given that, though,
21:27hindi ko masyadong natutunan
21:30ng boundaries.
21:31Hindi ka nakahon.
21:33Yeah.
21:34Naniniwala lang ako
21:35the people are all good.
21:36So,
21:37if I'm good to you,
21:38you'll be good to me.
21:39Hindi pala ganon.
21:41Hindi naman talaga
21:42in the real world.
21:44In the real world, hindi.
21:46In a perfect world, oo.
21:47Pero in the real world, hindi.
21:49Pero, okay,
21:50nag-gets mo yan
21:52when he passed on.
21:53Pero,
21:54as you were going through it,
21:56nagkaroon ka ba ng resentment?
21:58Knowing na,
21:59syempre, yung mga kaklase mo,
22:00yung mga kaibigan mo na babae,
22:02hindi ganon.
22:03Oo, di naman namin tinatago ni daddy.
22:05Away bati kami.
22:07Kilala niya ako kasi
22:08mag-augali talaga kami.
22:10Away bati kami.
22:11Resentment kami.
22:13Maano si daddy?
22:14Tagalog.
22:15Tagalog,
22:16old-fashioned,
22:17strict Tagalog.
22:18Mas masakit pag Tagalog.
22:20Oo, at may halong Bicolano pa.
22:22So, talagang,
22:23rrrr,
22:24talagang ganon.
22:25I, you know,
22:26I realized after a while,
22:27oh my gosh,
22:28he was preparing me.
22:30Because when my dad died,
22:32Wait, sorry,
22:33hindi ko talaga ma,
22:35ano,
22:36sorry ha.
22:37Okay lang.
22:38I mean,
22:39this is how I remember Sir Johnny.
22:41Kasi, he's a gentle soul.
22:43He is a gentle giant.
22:44He gives the biggest hugs.
22:46Diba?
22:47He gives,
22:48yeah.
22:49No, don't get me wrong,
22:50he's not mean.
22:52But he's passionate.
22:54So when,
22:55when you,
22:56pag nagtigas-tigasan ako ng ulo
22:58at hindi ko niya sinundan,
22:59sobra yung nasasaktan siya.
23:02And hirap din siya mag-communicate sa akin.
23:05Hirap din siya mag-articulate
23:07because we're both very feely people.
23:11Very,
23:12very sensitive people.
23:13So,
23:14pag magsalita siya,
23:15she,
23:16you know,
23:17even in his,
23:18oh my God,
23:19ngayon ko lang ikukwento
23:20in his deathbed,
23:21alam ko magbibilin siya.
23:24He tried twice.
23:26Ana, gumunan na siya.
23:28Ano yun, dad?
23:29Naka-prepare na ako.
23:32Tapos paiyak siya,
23:33tapos iibahin niya yung,
23:35kumain ka na ba?
23:36Gaganun lang siya.
23:37Pero alam ko,
23:38alam ko,
23:39kilala ko siya pagbibilin siya.
23:40Mga twice nangyari.
23:41So before,
23:42before he died,
23:43yung sinabihan na kami ng doctor na
23:45he might go the next day,
23:47so you should talk to him na,
23:49you know,
23:50say your goodbyes.
23:51Inano ko siya,
23:52wag ka mag-alala,
23:53I'm gonna take care of my family,
23:54I'm gonna take care of mom.
23:56We will be fine.
23:57Lahat ang tinurun mo sakin,
23:59gagawin ko para sa pamilya.
24:03Why do you think he hesitated
24:05nung time na yun?
24:06Because it was just too emotional.
24:09Hmm.
24:10Yeah.
24:11May ganyan kaming relationship.
24:12So,
24:13going back to why we're,
24:14it's just,
24:15sometimes,
24:17you're not given boundaries
24:18just because
24:19you're not given boundaries.
24:20It's not because
24:21bawal ka magka-boundaries.
24:23Pero meron talagang iba.
24:24Anong boundaries?
24:25Boundaries ka dyan?
24:26Walang boundaries.
24:27But in the workshop,
24:28kaya,
24:29even non-actors are taking my,
24:30nakapaulit-ulit,
24:32paulit-ulit talaga.
24:33As in,
24:34ano ba yan?
24:35Nagnanul na naman.
24:36Yes, Miss Anna,
24:37I'm back!
24:38Ganyan.
24:39It's because,
24:40they,
24:41parabang,
24:42they feel there's a,
24:44it's always,
24:46not just a need,
24:47but when you finally
24:48recognize
24:49that you have boundaries,
24:51and you're finally
24:52speaking your voice,
24:54and you're finally saying
24:55how you really feel
24:56and not apologizing
24:58for how you feel,
25:00it's positive feelings, eh.
25:02It fills you up.
25:03You look,
25:04you look for it.
25:05You wanna make sure na,
25:07ang mga kasama mo,
25:08ganun din.
25:09You wanna make sure na,
25:10you wanna spread it.
25:11You wanna make sure na,
25:12hindi mo na mawawala yun.
25:14Alam mo,
25:15nakita ko na eh.
25:16Nakita ko na yung
25:17importance niya.
25:18Kasi,
25:19nabasa ko to somewhere,
25:21we are all actors
25:22because every day,
25:23we act out a certain role.
25:25A certain side of us
25:26comes out.
25:27You're talking about
25:28boundaries
25:29as if it was
25:31something good.
25:33As if it's something good.
25:34It is!
25:35Kasi diba parang,
25:36we were, yung,
25:37a limit is a boundary.
25:39Parang ganan.
25:40And you should not
25:41have any boundaries.
25:42You should not have
25:43any limits.
25:44Ah, okay,
25:45I see it.
25:46Oh my gosh,
25:47that's how you think of,
25:48ano,
25:49of boundaries.
25:50No.
25:51Boundaries is
25:52when you finally start
25:53speaking your truth.
25:55How do I feel?
25:56I am feeling,
25:58I am feeling full.
25:59I know I'm good.
26:01I know that I am enough.
26:03I know that,
26:04yeah,
26:05I'm imperfect.
26:06I'm not polished.
26:07I'm a work in progress.
26:09But I find joy
26:10in my daily steps.
26:11I find joy in stepping up.
26:13I find joy
26:14in creating
26:15what is really mine
26:16without apologizing.
26:18Pag nagaganong ka na,
26:20and people,
26:21and the wrong people
26:22recognize that,
26:23they want to take that
26:24away from you.
26:25No,
26:26stay small.
26:27Hindi pwede yan dito,
26:28stay small.
26:30So you wanna,
26:31no,
26:32this is mine.
26:33We can work together,
26:34we can be family,
26:36but
26:37nobody takes away
26:38my fullness.
26:40Nobody takes away
26:41this feeling of
26:42that I am enough,
26:43that I matter,
26:44that I can contribute,
26:46that I can create.
26:48That's the boundary.
26:50There's some sort of
26:51a eureka moment
26:52when you were saying it.
26:54I don't wanna sound dramatic,
26:55but ito,
26:56totoong nangyari ito ha.
26:58A few years back,
27:00dun ko lang talaga
27:01nasabi sa sarili ko na,
27:03yung,
27:04you know,
27:05I was reading a lot
27:06of self-help books,
27:07and
27:08one of the steps there,
27:10sinabi na parang
27:11ulit-ulitin mo 10 times.
27:13Tell yourself
27:14and just verbalize it
27:15that I am enough.
27:18And the first time
27:19I said it 10 times,
27:20I cried.
27:23I cried.
27:24Kasi parang hindi ko alam
27:25why,
27:27bakit,
27:28why was I overcome
27:29with emotions?
27:31Na parang,
27:32ano ba,
27:34siguro na-realize ko
27:35na parang all these years,
27:37iniisip ko naman talaga
27:38that I wasn't really enough.
27:39Na parang kahit na ano,
27:40kahit gaano kalaki
27:41in-contribute ko sa mundo,
27:43kahit gaano kalaki
27:44in-contribute ko sa isang tao
27:45na minamahal ko,
27:47it's not going to be enough.
27:50Yeah.
27:51Oh, that's a horrible place
27:52to be,
27:53to live in.
27:54That state.
27:55I know.
27:56I know.
27:57And I'm sure
27:58when you started talking,
27:59started saying,
28:00I am enough,
28:01your body wanted
28:02to not say it.
28:03May ano yan,
28:04sa umpisa.
28:05Ang corny,
28:06ganun,
28:07ang arte,
28:08ang corny,
28:09ang drama mo.
28:10Pero as you were saying it,
28:11parang pang
28:13fourth time,
28:14fifth time,
28:15sixth time,
28:16it's starting to get to you.
28:18And na-realize ko na parang
28:19andami kong cobwebs,
28:21andami kong bara,
28:23andami kong,
28:24alam mo yun,
28:25andami kong pent-up emotions
28:27na hindi ko
28:28nabubuksan.
28:30Yeah.
28:32And I continually
28:33blame myself for that.
28:34I don't know why.
28:36You should be kasi
28:37your own nurturer.
28:39It's okay to have
28:40a self-critic.
28:41Because kung wala ka naman
28:42self-critic,
28:43tatamarin ka,
28:44pangit ang trabaho mo,
28:45I'm sure you produce
28:46your own content na rin,
28:47you write your own.
28:49So if you're not,
28:50kung walang self-critic dyan,
28:51hindi din maganda.
28:54Same as,
28:55there's a side of us
28:56that fears, right?
28:59And they say,
29:00why do you fear?
29:01You should not be afraid.
29:02No.
29:03A healthy kind level
29:04of fear is good
29:05because kung hindi ka natatakot,
29:06kung tatalong ka ng building,
29:07tatawid ka ng heads.
29:09Right?
29:11Pero sometimes,
29:12kasi it's very easy,
29:14very common,
29:15and very easy
29:16to get stuck
29:17in the self-critic.
29:19The self-critic
29:20gets so powerful,
29:21ayaw na magsalitaan ng iba.
29:22Ayaw na mag-express
29:23ng ibang sides of you.
29:25This is very new to me.
29:26Kasi all the things
29:27na inisip ko na negative before
29:29that I was meant to avoid,
29:32like boundaries,
29:33like fear,
29:34and you're like saying
29:35those words in a...
29:37In a positive manner?
29:38Oo, as if maganda yung meaning niya.
29:41Yeah.
29:42And what is it,
29:43what is the connection?
29:44Sasabihin naman ng mga iba.
29:45Bakit hindi nalang,
29:46ano naman to acting?
29:47Bakit hindi,
29:48bakit hindi craft?
29:49Bakit hindi script?
29:50What is the connection, right?
29:52You know,
29:53have you ever
29:54been to the beach?
29:56Ako kasi,
29:57yung tatay ko,
29:58yung parents ko,
29:59diving na-diving yan
30:00every weekend
30:01before growing up.
30:02So sanay ako sa dagat.
30:03Tinahanap ko lagi yung dagat.
30:06Yung tatay ko,
30:07lagi ako from the boat,
30:08baby pack.
30:09Nauna akong lumutang
30:10kaysa maglakad.
30:11Nauna akong magswim
30:13kaysa maglakad.
30:14Ganun, ganun.
30:15So growing up,
30:17I would,
30:18I remember my dad
30:19would always say,
30:20kita mo yun sa dulo,
30:21kita mo yung net
30:22at saka yung buoy,
30:23that floating thing.
30:24Oo, wag kang lalampas nun
30:26kasi after that 20 feet
30:27na hindi mo naabot.
30:29Pero dito,
30:31maglaro ka, okay lang.
30:33That's the boundary.
30:35Now, for example,
30:37an laki nun dagat, di ba?
30:39Kahit sabihin mo,
30:40kahit sabihin mo,
30:41maliit na bathtub lang ako,
30:42ito boundaries mo,
30:43pag alam mo yung boundaries mo,
30:45re-relax ka.
30:46Makakapaglaro ka.
30:47Hindi ka tingin ng tingin
30:48sa likod mo na,
30:49tama ba to?
30:50Tama ba itong ginagawa ko?
30:51Okay lang ba sa inyo to?
30:53Hindi ka second guess
30:54ng second guess
30:55sa sarili mo.
30:57This is what I'm allowed
30:58to work with?
30:59Okay,
31:00magma-maximize ko to.
31:01Bathtub lang ba?
31:02Lalagyan ko na yung
31:03bath bombs yan.
31:04Lalagyan ko ng
31:05scented candles yan.
31:06Ganun ba?
31:07Makakapaglaro ka.
31:09It's the same with actors.
31:11If the actors are managing,
31:13are healthy,
31:14are grounded,
31:15wala silang judgment
31:16sa kung anong lumalabas
31:17na feelings,
31:18hindi silang natatakot na
31:19wag mo akong galitin,
31:20hindi ko alam
31:21kung makakabalik ako.
31:22Kung wala silang gano'ng eme,
31:24maglaro sila.
31:25They're free to be
31:26the characters.
31:29Because they understand
31:30that whatever happens,
31:31I can come back.
31:32I can play.
31:33I can play
31:34and I can come back.
31:35Siyempre,
31:36doon sa mga nakikinig
31:37sa atin ngayon,
31:38meron diyan,
31:39parang I'm really interested.
31:41But how do I start?
31:42Like,
31:43where do I start?
31:44How do I start?
31:45Nasasarili ko muna.
31:47Sasarili.
31:48Wala mo ng workshop.
31:50Start with just
31:52breathing
31:53and breathing like
31:54you're breathing
31:55for the first time.
31:56We take this for granted,
31:57ha?
31:58Ang mga taong huminga ngayon,
32:01hindi na nag-exhale.
32:02Breathe.
32:03Breathe as if you're breathing
32:04for the first time
32:05so that you can feel
32:06paano nga mag-circulate ulit?
32:09And from there,
32:10ask yourself,
32:11anong pakiramdam ko ngayon?
32:15Ngayon,
32:16nasestress ako
32:17kasi hindi ko pabaya
32:18yung association juice ko.
32:21Nasestress ako.
32:23And how do I feel about that?
32:24Naiinis din ako sa kanila.
32:25Singilin lang, singilin.
32:26Hindi pa naglilinis.
32:27Hindi pa nagmamap.
32:29So?
32:30And how do I feel about it?
32:31Kaking honest ka lang,
32:33true to yourself.
32:34Yeah.
32:36How do I feel?
32:37I feel uncomfortable
32:38talking to these people.
32:40Don't hide anything
32:42under the rug.
32:43So when you do this,
32:44make sure naririnig mo
32:45pero hindi naririnig
32:46na ibang tao.
32:47Start from there.
32:50The next thing is
32:51pag medyo nasasanay ka na,
32:52kasi mahirap yan, ha?
32:54It looks simple
32:55but sometimes
32:56you ask a person,
32:57how do you feel?
32:58Yeah, I'm good.
32:59Yeah, I'm good, I'm good.
33:00You have to really
33:01go walk,
33:02go on a walk
33:03and just, how do I feel?
33:05How do I feel?
33:06Go on a walk,
33:07lie down.
33:08Ang ganda.
33:09Ang ganda.
33:10Kasi we take these
33:11simple things for granted.
33:12Yung breathing,
33:13lying down,
33:15walking and talking to yourself.
33:17Yeah.
33:18And then,
33:19if you're able,
33:21talk to someone na
33:23nurturer.
33:24Is someone na
33:25you think
33:26sa judgment mo
33:28grounded na tao.
33:29Yung
33:31hindi ka edadjudge.
33:32Kumakahanap ka.
33:33Kumakahanap ka.
33:35Meron yan, I'm sure.
33:37And then you just say,
33:38you know, I'm feeling,
33:39I'm feeling like this.
33:40Ah, kumusta ka na?
33:41How do you feel?
33:44And then,
33:45pag magsalita,
33:46okay lang naman ako.
33:47Ah, ganun.
33:48Kasi feeling ko
33:49started,
33:50I feel like this.
33:51I feel like that.
33:53Natatawang ako.
33:55May isingit ko lang.
33:56Meron akong isang friend before
33:58na I have not seen
33:59for a long time.
34:00Tapos nakasalubong ko lang siya.
34:01Tapos tinanong ko siya
34:02nung nasa mall kami.
34:03Parang nakita ko siya.
34:04Uy!
34:05Sabi ko,
34:06how,
34:07kamusta ka na?
34:08Alam mo,
34:09tinignan niya ako na matagal
34:10and she started to cry.
34:11Tapos,
34:12umalis siya.
34:13Sabi ko,
34:14problema nun.
34:17You,
34:18you burst the little bubble.
34:20She probably needed,
34:21can you imagine
34:22what was going on?
34:24Dun,
34:25alam mo,
34:26na,
34:27parang,
34:28after a while,
34:29narealize ko na parang
34:30hindi ko naman talaga problema yun.
34:32Pero,
34:33I really pity her.
34:34Kasi,
34:35I'm sure,
34:36andami niyang emotions
34:37na hindi niya mailabas.
34:38Na,
34:39with just one
34:40harmless question,
34:42biglang,
34:44wow.
34:45At saka,
34:46ano kasi,
34:47lahat ngayon,
34:48ang buhay ngayon
34:49napapansin ko.
34:51Well,
34:52I'm,
34:53it took me years
34:54but I am fortunate enough
34:55to have
34:56groups of people
34:57na I really feel safe with.
34:59Na wala talagang judgment
35:00at alam kung,
35:01yun,
35:02safe ako.
35:03But,
35:04a lot of people ngayon,
35:05very transactional na
35:06ang relationships.
35:08At saka,
35:09yung hindi mo papakita
35:10yung baraha mo.
35:12Kasi baka ma-weaponize
35:13against you.
35:15In any kind of field,
35:17in any kind of field.
35:18I know that.
35:19I won't show you my cards.
35:21Oo,
35:22I know that.
35:23And,
35:24siguro,
35:26over the years,
35:28natutunan ko
35:29to stay away from people
35:30like that.
35:32Yeah.
35:34Eh, but,
35:35yun nga.
35:36So, it's very,
35:37response,
35:38again,
35:39bottom line,
35:40you know,
35:41bottom,
35:42I always tell my actors
35:43this, ha?
35:44When we do
35:45cut lang,
35:46how do I feel?
35:47Oo,
35:48that makes me feel ganyan.
35:49Magpakilala ka
35:50sa co-actor mo.
35:51Hindi yung,
35:52hello, ako po si Anna,
35:53pero,
35:54how do I feel?
35:55I am feeling
35:56nahihiya ako sayo
35:57kasi hindi ako
35:58nag-toothbrush.
35:59You know,
36:00yun just magpakilala ka
36:01kung sino ka.
36:02I said,
36:03and I always tell them,
36:04it's your responsibility
36:05to create that
36:06safe space
36:07for you
36:08and your
36:09co-actor
36:10or your partner.
36:12Don't wait
36:13for the safe space
36:14to
36:15happen.
36:17No,
36:18you must take that
36:19responsibility.
36:20If you start
36:21exercising that,
36:22relationships will
36:23change.
36:24You will change.
36:25And can you imagine
36:26what it does
36:27to the actor?
36:28Pag unguarded,
36:29the magic that
36:30happens,
36:31the moment-to-moment
36:32na silang aarte,
36:33moment-to-moment
36:34nang magka-unfold,
36:35yung mangyayari
36:36sa kanila
36:37because mas,
36:38they're not
36:39anymore preoccupied
36:40with lines
36:41and effect
36:42and resultant,
36:43and yeah,
36:44no,
36:45what matters is
36:46our relationship,
36:47how I feel about you,
36:48how I want to
36:49fight for you.
36:50I will ask you,
36:51you know,
36:52I'm very interested
36:53and I know
36:54you've opened up
36:55the workshop
36:56to the public.
36:58Paano ba mag-enroll
37:00dito sa workshop na to?
37:03Okay,
37:04so,
37:06it's been a really,
37:07really good,
37:08you know,
37:09people are looking for
37:10something like this
37:11because it's not just
37:12a workshop,
37:13but it's an empowerment
37:14workshop.
37:15So, it's not just
37:16for open for actors,
37:17but for everybody
37:18who feels like
37:19they need to find
37:20their voice.
37:21Again,
37:22they need to discover
37:23who they are,
37:24discover their passion,
37:25and live in an
37:26empowered state.
37:27Whether mag-a-artista
37:28or magiging doktor
37:29or magiging writer
37:30or magiging dancer,
37:31whatever,
37:32you need to live
37:33your life in an
37:34empowered state
37:35so that you don't
37:36victimize
37:37or hurt other people.
37:39You know how to
37:40manage your emotions,
37:41you can be always
37:42grounded,
37:43and you can be kind
37:44there to yourself
37:45because
37:46wala ka nang
37:47sinasakal na side
37:49na parang
37:50sinashash na side of you.
37:52Walang judgment.
37:54They can go to
37:55Facebook or Instagram
37:58at Sparkle Workshops
38:01and private message them
38:02so that,
38:03and follow them
38:04para makikita mo
38:05kailan ang next enrollment
38:06because we just
38:07closed the enrollment.
38:08We have 49 participants
38:10sa basic level pa lang.
38:12So andami talaga may
38:14influx of people
38:15looking for something
38:16like this.
38:17I think we're opening
38:18again after this batch.
38:19So just follow,
38:20follow them.
38:21Follow those two
38:22social media accounts.
38:25Kasi kahit yung akin na
38:26nag-i-inquiry,
38:27pinapasa ko rin doon
38:28because I don't want
38:29to complicate things
38:30atsaka andami ding
38:31scammers ngayon.
38:32So,
38:33dumiret siya kayo doon.
38:34Magbabanggit ako
38:35ng pangalan ng
38:36mag-a-artista,
38:37and then you try
38:38to assess them
38:39kung ano.
38:40Okay.
38:41Let's start.
38:42Jillian Ward.
38:43Open and brave.
38:44Somehow,
38:45I believe that.
38:46Yes.
38:47Ruru Madrid.
38:49Dedicated.
38:51Passionate.
38:53Wants it like crazy.
38:56Carmina Villarroel.
38:59Available.
39:00Just available.
39:02Why? How?
39:04Kahit na iba ito mo.
39:05Tatanggapin niya,
39:06mara-apectuhan siya.
39:07He's available.
39:08She's available for you.
39:10She'll take it.
39:11She'll make it.
39:12She'll take your gift.
39:13Kung ano man iba ito mo.
39:14Bibigyan kayo niya.
39:15She's available.
39:16Marian Rivera.
39:17Raw.
39:19Raw.
39:21Yes.
39:22Alam mo,
39:23yeah.
39:24Kasi yun yung
39:25gusto ko kay Marian eh.
39:26Kasi parang
39:28yung hunger
39:30nakikita mo
39:31na parang bago palang
39:32siyang artista.
39:33Oo.
39:34Ano siya eh.
39:35Kasi
39:36isa pa kay Marian.
39:37Kasi
39:38baka mabasha ko nito
39:39pero si Marian kasi
39:41gutom yan.
39:42Tsaka wise yan.
39:44She really
39:45she knows she's good.
39:48So she's not going to
39:49apologize.
39:50Tamagaling ba ako?
39:51She knows she's good.
39:52She knows na kahit
39:53ano pa yan
39:54kaya niya yan.
39:56At hindi lang kaya
39:57ng pasangawa.
39:58Mamamayagpag siya.
40:00At yung pa,
40:01never siya na-relate.
40:04Kaya ano,
40:05kaya lahat nang
40:06mabago call time
40:07pagka-eksena si Marian
40:08sa umpisa,
40:09mas maaga ng isang oras
40:10ang call time.
40:11Oo.
40:12Kasi siyan yan,
40:13hindi nagiintay yan.
40:14Yun nga,
40:15she protects her,
40:16she protects her
40:17boundary,
40:18she protects her space,
40:19her standard,
40:21her work ethics,
40:22her standard,
40:23akin to.
40:25I'm beginning to
40:26understand na.
40:27Kung babagal-bagal ka,
40:28iiwan kita,
40:29hindi ako a-adjust,
40:30hindi ko i-adjust
40:31ang boundary ko.
40:32Alden.
40:34Alden is
40:36mysterious,
40:38mysteriously
40:42wise.
40:43Why do I say this?
40:44Okay.
40:46May process yan,
40:48pero hindi niya talaga
40:49pinapakita
40:50meron siyang technique.
40:52I agree,
40:53I agree.
40:54Basta,
40:55pero ginagawa na niya.
40:56Ito mo,
40:57biglang close ka na sa kanya.
40:58Ba't nalambot ko na sa kanya?
41:00Inano ka na niya?
41:02Nag-relationship work na sayo.
41:03Para pagdating sa umpisa.
41:04Karinyoso.
41:05Karinyoso.
41:06In fact,
41:07alam mo,
41:08itong si Alden,
41:10pag naging close ka dito,
41:12hindi naman siya yung
41:14goody, goody,
41:15goody, goody boy
41:17na nakikita natin eh.
41:18Like parang,
41:19alam mo,
41:20yung parang
41:21nagsasalitayan,
41:22nagagalit din yan.
41:23Diba?
41:24Pero,
41:25yun nga,
41:26ang galing niya
41:27kung paano paglaruan yun
41:28para makuha niya yung
41:30ano,
41:31yung pagmamahal mo.
41:33O, yan din,
41:34boundary.
41:36Diba?
41:37Hanggang dito lang.
41:39Alam niya.
41:41Sabi ko nga,
41:42we've been friends
41:43for a long time
41:44ni Alden.
41:45Kahit nanong
41:46nagsisimula pa lang siya
41:47pero,
41:48malinaw sa amin
41:49yung boundaries.
41:50Yes!
41:51Malinaw sa amin.
41:52Like parang,
41:53alam niya
41:54kung hanggang saan
41:55lang siya
41:56tatapak sakin
41:57and
41:58paparamdam niya sayo
41:59kung o,
42:00mahal kita
42:01pero hanggang dito ka lang
42:02pwedeng tumapak.
42:03So,
42:04then he is able
42:05to take care
42:06of your relationship.
42:08Tatagal yan.
42:10Because,
42:11nagsignal na kayo na.
42:12Ito tayo.
42:14Healthy.
42:15Kathryn Bernardo.
42:17Kathryn Bernardo,
42:18sponge.
42:20She's a sponge.
42:22She inhales,
42:23she inhales.
42:24Yung parang,
42:25I don't know if she has
42:26the process.
42:27I've never worked with her
42:28but she's a sponge.
42:29She has
42:30gotten enough
42:32kumpiansa sa sarili niya
42:33na alam niyang
42:35ano lang,
42:36yung parang,
42:37she's so confident na
42:39makakakuha siya
42:40makakakuha siya
42:41from her co-actors.
42:43She can get from anything.
42:45Barbie Portessa.
42:48Talent.
42:49Talent.
42:50Pure talent.
42:51Pure talent.
42:52Yeah.
42:53I agree.
42:54I think I've worked with her
42:55once lang in one workshop.
42:56I forget na.
42:57She's still young.
42:58But I always,
42:59yeah,
43:00I've worked with her
43:01once or twice
43:02when she was younger.
43:06Matanong kasi.
43:08She likes to really
43:09ask questions.
43:10I don't think
43:11she even minds
43:12the answers.
43:13She just wants to keep
43:14asking.
43:15She's a curious,
43:16she's naturally curious.
43:17She's a curious kid.
43:19Yeah.
43:20Trapped in a woman's body.
43:21But all her
43:22performances are rich.
43:25It's always specific.
43:26It's always rich.
43:27Fili ko naman yan
43:28kahit di mo turuan eh.
43:30She's just talent
43:31with a body.
43:35Alam mo yung
43:36tinaman na si God,
43:37o dito na lahat ng talent,
43:38next bukas na kayong dress,
43:40sinaksa ka ng madaming talent
43:42yung katawan.
43:43We should watch out for her
43:46and Alden
43:47nasa Pulang Araw.
43:48Pulang Araw.
43:49Naka-excited.
43:50Excited ako dun.
43:51Excited ako dun.
43:52Kasi sila po talagang seryoso.
43:53Sila nagpre-prepare talaga.
43:54Ay, oo.
43:55Pre-prepare sila.
43:56And I like the,
43:57yung competition
43:59na ginagawa nila
44:00sa isa't-isa.
44:01Walang totoong competition
44:03pero somehow gagalingan ko.
44:06Para hindi,
44:07parang walang may gustong
44:08ma-left out.
44:09Yeah.
44:10Na parang weakest link ako.
44:11Oh my gosh.
44:12No.
44:13Julian, sana siya.
44:14I love her.
44:15I mean, she's a,
44:16sinasabi nila,
44:17she's a jack of all trades
44:19na talented kumanta,
44:21kanto, ganito,
44:22ganyan-ganyan.
44:23You know, she,
44:24she started with me
44:25in just one summer,
44:26I remember.
44:27Bukas ka agad yan.
44:28Madami yang,
44:29madami yang pag-uhugutan eh.
44:30Puno-puno yan si Julie eh.
44:31But I do wish sana,
44:32and ang dami niyang talagang,
44:33ang facilities niyan okay yan,
44:34but I do wish sana
44:35na mabigyan siya ng ano,
44:36ng role na,
44:37mahihirapan siyang,
44:38na malayo sa kanya,
44:39yung mahihirapan siya.
44:40Yung mapipilitan siya talaga
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