Emmerdale 27th June 2024
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00:30The miscarriage.
00:32You've been through so much.
00:34I'm still here.
00:37I'm never
00:39leaving you.
00:56Good girl, come on.
01:01Belle?
01:03Belle, are you in there?
01:05Piper, come here.
01:07Good girl, good girl.
01:09Piper, stay here.
01:11Stay there, stay.
01:13Belle?
01:27Surprise.
01:31You walk him into work?
01:33I could get used to this.
01:35Well, whenever we end up,
01:37I will walk with you anywhere.
01:39Except I don't remember saying yes
01:41to anything yet.
01:43I don't remember you saying no,
01:45so you're still up for persuasion.
01:47Oi!
01:49Pack it in.
01:51You can do that at home,
01:53not in here.
01:55See you later.
01:57You most definitely will.
01:59I'm already looking forward to it.
02:03Actually, Jay, there's something
02:05I wanted to run past you.
02:07Do you think you could run it
02:09past me later?
02:11Now, I know it's early,
02:13but is it too early
02:15for a drink?
02:17And the answer is
02:19no.
02:21Just put it on the tab.
02:23That tab is growing fast.
02:25He needs to pay for what he's drinking.
02:27No, don't worry.
02:29I'll shut it down.
02:33I bet you're just glad to have him home.
02:35Yeah.
02:37Can't believe you've discharged yourself.
02:39How are you feeling?
02:41Like I dodged a bullet.
02:43Or a wire.
02:45I must have someone watching over me.
02:47Yeah, but look what happens
02:49when they take their eye off you for a minute.
02:51You end up in that thing.
02:53I'll have to sleep down here for a while.
02:55You'll have to make me up a bed on the sofa.
02:57Well, I reckon Belle will make you a very good nurse.
02:59You're a lucky man, Tom King.
03:01I don't know it.
03:03There's no one else in this whole world
03:05that I would rather have looking after me.
03:07What some people do to get off work, eh?
03:09I'd laugh if it did that so much.
03:11Thanks for all your help.
03:13You need to thank Paddy and all.
03:15I brought you back from the hospital.
03:17He brought you back from the dead.
03:19I don't think thank you comes close.
03:21I hope you're ready for what comes next.
03:23I guess now we'll find out
03:25what in sickness and in health
03:27really means.
03:39You've not been here in a while.
03:43I was beginning to think
03:45that you'd had a change of heart.
03:47I'd have to
03:49find one first.
03:51I was just
03:53biding my time.
03:55Whatever hold
03:57you think you have on me,
04:01it ends now.
04:03This ends it.
04:05Oh.
04:07Let's roll now.
04:11How much money?
04:13No more tabs. No more anything.
04:15It stops now.
04:17That's a shame
04:19because I had
04:21a proposal for you.
04:23I was thinking of taking on a consultancy
04:25role in the business.
04:27You are not pulling my strings anymore.
04:29We're done.
04:31Yes, well, of course you want to think
04:33things through, weigh up the pros and cons,
04:35but think of it as
04:37taking on a
04:39silent...
04:41well, not so silent
04:43partner.
04:49Everything all right?
04:51He's querying his long-standing bar tab.
04:53Put him straight.
04:55What's that expression?
04:57The customer's always right.
04:59Wrong.
05:01Especially when it comes to Eric.
05:07Oh, hey.
05:09Not so happy birthday.
05:11Not so happy birthday.
05:13Not so happy I was expecting to be spending my 30th
05:15on my own.
05:17You're not on your own.
05:19Oh, thank you for that voucher.
05:21Sorry it's not very thoughtful.
05:23I literally did not have a clue what to get you
05:25with everything that's going on.
05:27Maybe some tunnelling equipment.
05:29Might need to get myself a new job before I can afford that.
05:31And, Bru,
05:33you shouldn't have got yourself sacked because of Matty, you know.
05:37How is he?
05:39He hasn't said a lot.
05:41He doesn't even want to see us and it's my birthday.
05:43That's exactly why.
05:45He wants you to enjoy it.
05:47Oh, I don't think I'm going to enjoy anything
05:49until he's out of that place.
05:51Hey.
05:53Happy birthday.
05:55Oh, thank you, gorgeous boy.
05:57What is this?
05:59Open it.
06:05Kyle, that is beautiful.
06:07Matty helped me choose it a few weeks ago.
06:11Come here.
06:19You all good? Do you need anything else?
06:21No.
06:25We need to talk.
06:29I feel guilty, Belle.
06:31Guilty?
06:33Come here.
06:37Come here.
06:41Look,
06:45what happened to me,
06:47it's messed me up a bit.
06:51But you,
06:53what you've been through, I mean,
06:55you had a miscarriage.
06:57I mean, your mental health,
06:59it must be in bits right now.
07:01I'm fine.
07:03Belle.
07:05No one goes through
07:07what you've been through and feels fine.
07:09There have to be.
07:11Look,
07:13it's times like this where it's important
07:15that we talk properly,
07:17communicate, because otherwise it's just
07:19going to build up and up and...
07:23And then it's going to become
07:25a ticking time bomb.
07:27Careful.
07:29It might kick you back.
07:31I know when you're OK
07:33and when you're not OK.
07:35Is it Eric?
07:37Laurel mentioned something.
07:39I can handle Eric.
07:41It's OK, I get it, it's just business.
07:43So let's talk about me instead then,
07:45shall we?
07:47And my love life that might
07:49be about to take an unexpected turn.
07:51You know,
07:53I'm not sure I'm the right bloke
07:55to be giving out relationship advice.
07:57I think Laurel might be the only time
07:59I've got it right.
08:01Surely with the amount of relationships you've had
08:03you've learned a thing or two.
08:05No offence taken.
08:07In any way,
08:09you always tell me the truth.
08:11You tell me it exactly as it is
08:13and that is what I love about you.
08:15I can rely on you.
08:19I'd better get back to work.
08:25You remembered to...
08:27You remembered to...
08:29take your tablet.
08:31I know there's lights and alarms.
08:33Yeah, I remembered.
08:35Easy thing to forget with everything that's gone on.
08:37I'm only checking because I worry about you.
08:39I never stop worrying.
08:41It's why I discharged myself.
08:43I've got to keep my eye on you,
08:45don't I?
08:49What did I promise you yesterday?
08:51That you're never going to leave me.
08:53But I just want you to focus on getting better.
08:55You see, that is your problem, Belle.
08:57Right there.
08:59You are always putting other people first.
09:03I get it.
09:07Talking about things can be difficult.
09:09But I can only help you
09:11if I know everything about what happened
09:13about...
09:15the miscarriage.
09:17I've told you everything.
09:23Have you?
09:25Yeah.
09:27I feel like I have.
09:29Just...
09:31all happened so...
09:33Fast?
09:35Yeah.
09:37It's really difficult for me to talk about it.
09:41I think...
09:45you want to tell me something.
09:47I can see it.
09:49In you.
09:53Sometimes I think I know you better
09:55than you know yourself.
09:57Don't answer it.
10:03Hey.
10:05Stranger.
10:07I know he's not big on emotion.
10:09I mean, you should know.
10:11You married him.
10:13But he seemed a bit off.
10:15Like he couldn't wait to get away.
10:17Yeah, he has been a bit off recently.
10:19I mean, I've tried to talk to him.
10:21And the wall's come up.
10:23Keep your distance.
10:25He should come to his own mode.
10:27I don't know.
10:29I don't know.
10:31I don't know.
10:33I don't know.
10:35I don't know.
10:37All I wanted was a bit of advice.
10:39That I could completely disagree with, obviously.
10:41Obviously?
10:43Are we talking about Nicky?
10:45Yeah.
10:47The way his mum and dad treated him recently,
10:49of course he's thinking about moving on.
10:51I mean, there's toxic, and then there's...
10:53Caleb and Ruby.
10:55The way his dad's been treating him.
10:57Families.
10:59Who'd want one, eh?
11:01Does Jay know that you're
11:03thinking about moving on, though?
11:05Travelling the world?
11:07No, and you can't tell him.
11:09I've still got a really big decision to make.
11:11Should I stay, or should I go?
11:13Yeah, just don't rush into anything.
11:15I mean, I know that
11:17he wouldn't say this himself, but
11:19I think Jay would be devastated if you left.
11:23After losing Rishi and Priya leaving,
11:25I think having you around,
11:27well, it's made things
11:29a bit easier for him.
11:33I wanted to tell him before, but
11:35I just know he'd try and talk me out of it.
11:37Oh, absolutely you will.
11:39But I won't.
11:41I'm going to sell out my dad now, but
11:43he used to say the most important thing
11:45about a relationship was compromise.
11:47I'm going to put it out there, but
11:49if he loves you in the same way,
11:51which I'm sure he does,
11:53why doesn't he stay?
12:03He had us worried there for a moment, Tom.
12:05Not as worried as Belle.
12:07She thought she was going to have to arrange my funeral.
12:09Tom.
12:11Well, I'm sorry if you can't laugh.
12:13Yeah, they can't stop us laughing, can they?
12:19So, from what I'm hearing,
12:21Moira's barn was pretty smashed up.
12:23How did that happen?
12:25You didn't know?
12:27Well, me?
12:29I was a little bit busy almost being electrocuted to death.
12:31Yeah, what's with all the questions, Charity?
12:33Everybody's asking them.
12:35Like why, for instance,
12:37was there a great big dent in the rotary isolator?
12:39Hang on.
12:41Are you actually asking
12:43if I did this to myself?
12:45No. God, no.
12:47I just don't want anyone blaming Noah,
12:49because he was up there, wasn't he?
12:51He was the one who fitted it.
12:53No one's blaming Noah.
12:55It was a bit of a mess when I got there.
12:57I don't know how or why,
12:59but I must have touched something that I shouldn't have.
13:01Next thing I know, I'm waking up in a hospital bed.
13:03He was there all night.
13:05Well, I guess if it was that bad, you'd still be in there, wouldn't you?
13:09Like you say, you've got to laugh.
13:11Well, thanks for coming.
13:13So you didn't see anyone up there then, Tom?
13:15No.
13:17And right now, all I'm focused on
13:19is getting myself better.
13:21If that's all right with you.
13:23Sorry. Just trying to work out what happened, you know?
13:25Whoever did this...
13:29I just want to be left alone.
13:31It's not a good time for us right now.
13:33That's making me wonder why you're not still in hospital then, eh?
13:35Because I'm not talking about me, all right?
13:37I'm talking about Belle.
13:39I'm talking about the miscarriage.
13:45So, Dawn and Billy,
13:47they must be, what, excited, nervous, terrified,
13:49all at the same time?
13:51I mean, at least he's coming home,
13:53and that's good, isn't it?
13:55Yeah.
13:57I mean, I know he's in nursery,
13:59so he's always got something, but...
14:01Yeah, germ factories, aren't they?
14:03Yeah, exactly.
14:05And I know Evan's got to be protected, I get that, I do,
14:07but I'm just going to be worried about Thomas sneezing
14:09or breathing, touching the wrong thing.
14:11Well, I'll tell you what,
14:13why don't you move back in with me?
14:15Really?
14:17Yeah, I mean, Arthur's in Australia,
14:19and there's more than enough room in the inn.
14:21Oh, well, look, I wasn't asking.
14:23Yeah, but, Gabby, you and Thomas are family.
14:25Yes, a family you're always welcome,
14:27and, to be honest, I could do with another woman in the house.
14:29Oh, well, thanks, Laurel.
14:31Oh, it'd be like living at home again.
14:33I'd better get my stuff packed.
14:35Oh, that's the plan.
14:37Right, Eric,
14:39here we are.
14:41OK.
14:43No need for that.
14:45Table sorted.
14:47Sorry?
14:49Oh, but I will take a bottle of that
14:51dreadfully overpriced New Zealand
14:53Chinois.
14:55Brenda and I might enjoy a cheeky glass
14:57later on tonight, if you don't mind.
14:59Well, I do mind. I mean, I don't know what arrangement
15:01you've got with Jake, but you can't not pay.
15:03Well,
15:05let me say it slowly
15:07for you, dear.
15:09If you've got a problem,
15:11you speak to your lovely husband,
15:13and I'm sure he will put you straight.
15:15Mm.
15:17He'll have a margarita one.
15:19He can have whichever pizza he wants.
15:21Happy birthday!
15:23I thought we were here for you.
15:25You so fell for it.
15:27Hey!
15:29Hey.
15:31Yeah, well, Mattie would want you to enjoy it,
15:33even though there's still other things going on.
15:35It's amazing.
15:37Thank you, everyone.
15:39No Cain?
15:41Oh, I doubt he'll be missed.
15:43Go on, open it.
15:47Why didn't you tell anyone?
15:49I wasn't ready.
15:55I told someone.
15:59Who?
16:01Mac.
16:05I'm sorry, I...
16:07I had to talk to someone.
16:09And please
16:11thank him for me.
16:13He was brilliant. He's a...
16:15He's a great listener.
16:17You actually told Mac?
16:19Yesterday.
16:21I'm sorry.
16:23But I told him to keep it to himself,
16:25and obviously he did.
16:27But we do know the real reason
16:29why you didn't want anyone knowing, don't we?
16:31And it's OK.
16:33You can tell the truth now.
16:37Well, you felt ashamed.
16:39Ashamed?
16:41Well...
16:43For not keeping the baby,
16:45that somehow this is her fault.
16:47No, Bell.
16:49This is not your fault.
16:51I know that. I keep trying to tell her.
16:53Bell, listen to me. Do you remember when I
16:55had the ectopic pregnancy?
16:57I was in
16:59such a bad place. I had all
17:01the same emotions. Shame, anger, guilt.
17:03It's just your brain
17:05making you feel worse.
17:07Bell, nobody can tell you how to feel,
17:09but I have been there. It's like
17:11losing something you never had.
17:13But that loss is still real.
17:15It still hurts. It hurts
17:17like mad.
17:19She just needs time to process things.
17:21We both do.
17:23On her own.
17:33I spoke to Debs.
17:37I guess that's why you were planning
17:39on going to Scotland.
17:41Nothing was planned.
17:43Bell
17:45probably doesn't want to keep talking about it.
17:47Yeah, I know, but...
17:49We're fine, honestly.
17:51Thank you for coming round.
17:53Bell,
17:55if you need anything, anything at all,
17:57don't tell anyone.
17:59We just want to keep it quiet.
18:11Thank you.
18:25It was as if
18:27Eric was goading me.
18:29It felt like
18:31getting the drink and pouring it over his head.
18:33But that would be more profits down the drain, wouldn't it?
18:35Oh, no, I felt awful.
18:37You know, what with his illness
18:39and everything, but it doesn't make him a charity case.
18:41No. I'll have a word.
18:43Well, I'm supposed to have a word with you.
18:45Apparently, if I've got a
18:47problem, speak to your lovely husband,
18:49he said.
18:51And you are doing, so I'll deal with it.
18:53Yeah, but it was as if he had
18:55some kind of hold over you.
18:57Yeah, well, that's
18:59news to me.
19:01But I hope he shares it with your
19:03lovely husband, because
19:05I'm quite intrigued.
19:07I'm opening it.
19:11You remember Debbie, don't you?
19:13She's all over the place.
19:15So we did
19:17discuss visiting, but nothing was
19:19set in stone.
19:21Yeah, yeah, I did think it was
19:23a bit weird.
19:25But if you were going up to Scotland,
19:27you would have told me first,
19:29though, wouldn't you? Obviously.
19:31But my dad's up there, so
19:33it might be nice in the future.
19:35Hmm.
19:39Listening to Charity earlier,
19:41it was awful, wasn't it?
19:43I know.
19:45I mean, what she's been through,
19:47that poor woman.
19:49And knowing that
19:51you have been through almost the
19:53exact same thing, I mean,
19:55it absolutely
19:57breaks my heart.
19:59Tom.
20:01I just wish
20:03I knew what to say to make
20:05things better. You don't have to say anything.
20:09It's like
20:11losing something that you never had,
20:13but that loss
20:15still hurt.
20:17That's what she said,
20:19right? Something like that? Yep.
20:23I can't imagine the pain
20:25that you are going through right now, Belle.
20:27I just, I feel so helpless.
20:29Well done.
20:33You've had a miscarriage.
20:35I mean, you might never get over this.
20:37I have to. Not on your
20:39own, not without help.
20:41Look, hospitals,
20:43they have
20:45things in place for this kind of thing,
20:47but you're telling me that you weren't offered anything at all?
20:49I didn't want anything. Because you weren't
20:51in the right frame of mind, Belle. You just
20:53lost your baby.
20:55I want to know why you weren't given proper
20:57support.
20:59What are you doing, Tom? Getting answers.
21:01Don't do that.
21:03Belle, we can't heal
21:05unless we get past this. Tom, please.
21:07Please don't.
21:09Please.
21:13I didn't.
21:15I didn't have a miscarriage.
21:19I lied to you.
21:21And I'm so sorry.
21:25I've had an abortion.
21:31MUSIC
21:43Go on, then.
21:45Blow them out.
21:47Make a wish.
21:49Well, no prizes for guessing what that's
21:51going to be.
21:53Yay!
21:55I'll make the same one.
21:57I make it every night.
22:01I'm guessing you weren't wishing for that.
22:03Something come up? Yep, let's call work.
22:07You can go outside and play
22:09football if you want. Can I still have some cake?
22:11No, I'm leaving the country with it.
22:13No, you're not.
22:15Won't be the first time.
22:17Pardon?
22:21You've done a lovely job, eh? I said to make it really special.
22:25I just wonder how many more I'm going to have to spend without Matty.
22:27Well,
22:29you've got more cake to go around every cloud, eh?
22:31Is that supposed to be funny?
22:33He's in prison. He's not dead.
22:35Who invited you?
22:37What are you doing?
22:39I'm trying to lighten the mood, but obviously making it worse.
22:41Do you really think this can get any worse?
22:43This is as bad as it gets.
22:47Is that the right answer?
22:49Yeah.
22:57So what's Tom said about it?
22:59Cos everything was fine when I left.
23:01Mum? I think Tom's got bigger things
23:03on his mind right now.
23:05So nobody's blaming me?
23:07Mum, are you alright?
23:09What's happened?
23:11It's Belle.
23:13What about her?
23:15What about her?
23:19OK, look, you can't tell anyone.
23:21The miscarriage.
23:23Hang on, you knew too?
23:25Yeah, Tom told me.
23:27I wasn't meant to say anything.
23:29Mac wasn't meant to say anything either.
23:31So what, everyone knew but me?
23:33I wanted to.
23:35No, he should have told me straight away. This is family.
23:37Yeah, I'm sorry. I promised him.
23:41Something is not adding up here.
23:43About what?
23:45Everything! Belle hasn't told
23:47a soul about this miscarriage yet
23:49and yet Tom, there he is, telling the world!
23:51Yeah, he's just talking about things that are on his mind.
23:53That's what you're supposed to do, innit?
23:55I just get the feeling
23:57that Tom is saying the things
23:59that he thinks people want to hear.
24:01I don't know. Mum, I just think you need to
24:03get off his back a bit. He's a decent guy.
24:05No. No, he's not decent.
24:07He's almost perfect.
24:09And when someone or something
24:11appears perfect...
24:17I'm so sorry.
24:21I can't...
24:27Do you realise what you're telling me?
24:29I know.
24:31Do you?
24:33I feel sick!
24:35I didn't know how to tell you.
24:38I didn't know what to say.
24:40To think. I mean...
24:42Everything you told me!
24:44I wanted to tell you the truth.
24:46But what?
24:48It was easier to lie?
24:50I didn't want to hurt you.
24:52Hurt me?
24:54I'm sorry.
24:56For what? For lying?
24:58Or murdering our baby?
25:03Is it my fault?
25:05Your fault.
25:10I must have...
25:12I must have driven you to it.
25:14I mean, no-one...
25:16No-one kills their own baby for no reason.
25:22You heard what Charity said.
25:24And what that loss
25:26feels like.
25:29But it must have meant nothing to you.
25:31It did.
25:33It really did.
25:36That's why you were going to Scotland?
25:38No, I told you...
25:40I saw the suitcase, Belle!
25:45You got rid of our baby.
25:47And then you were going to leave me.
25:55I'm sorry.
25:58I don't know how long I've got on this,
26:00but I just wanted to say happy birthday.
26:02I really wanted to see you today.
26:04I know. Sorry about everything.
26:06I just didn't want you thinking of this place today.
26:09It's all I think about.
26:11And you.
26:13I never stop thinking about you.
26:15Kyle gave you his present?
26:17Yeah.
26:19He said you helped him pick it.
26:21Yeah.
26:23I love it.
26:26I love you.
26:28Look, I...
26:30I'll meet back at half o'clock, all right?
26:32No-one will see you. I can do the same.
26:34You don't need to worry about me, all right? Bye.
26:55Bye.
27:26Look, how long has this got to...?
27:31Oh, Clemmie and Lucas did that.
27:34Took them ages.
27:36It's amazing. I can tell.
27:38Tea?
27:41You know, this house has never been so clean.
27:45I think it's been disinfected with an inch of its life.
27:49Well, we are so grateful for everything.
27:53Just so as you know, Gabby and Thomas have moved out.
27:58She thought it would lessen the chance of infection.
28:01They didn't need to do that.
28:03No, well, that's what I said, but when Gabby's mind's made up...
28:07Yeah, well, Thomas is your grandson. It must have...
28:10Yeah, well, it's probably the right thing to do.
28:13And it's only for a while, not forever.
28:18Oh, the kids would love to see you. Shall I give them a shout?
28:21No. No, he's really tired.
28:24Hey.
28:38Please say something.
28:44I felt like we just needed a little time apart.
28:48A little time?
28:50We've been fighting.
28:54So you were punishing me, OK?
28:56No, I wasn't.
28:58I felt like we...
29:00Like I just wasn't in the best place.
29:03And I told you, Tom, I did tell you.
29:05I didn't know if I could take the stress on of a baby,
29:08if I was mentally strong enough, and then the fire.
29:11I didn't know if I could look after myself, let alone anyone else.
29:15So why didn't you tell me that?
29:18Because I was scared.
29:20So I lied about the miscarriage.
29:24You're scared of me?
29:27I can make you mad sometimes.
29:29So I'm some... some monster that you try to escape?
29:32No. This is on me. It's all on me.
29:39I bet you wish that Paddy was never there.
29:43What?
29:44Well, think about it.
29:46Think about it.
29:47If I died in that barn, think how many problems for you that would have solved.
29:51Tom...
29:52Tom, when I found out you almost died, my life...
29:56my life stopped.
29:58Yeah, so a new one could begin without me.
30:01I don't want a new one, Tom.
30:05Maybe this is for the best.
30:07Maybe we aren't meant to be together.
30:10No. No, don't say that.
30:13We are, and this can show just how strong we are.
30:17Strong? You didn't want my baby, Belle!
30:20I do! I do want your baby.
30:22I just... I didn't feel like it was the right time, but I was... I was wrong.
30:27You know something? I wouldn't be able to get past this.
30:29Tom!
30:31Please. Please just give me a second chance.
30:34Let me show you. Let me show you how much I love you.
30:37You wouldn't do this to someone that you love.
30:39You know I do.
30:43I don't... I don't know anymore.
30:47You've hurt me more than I ever thought possible.
30:54You've destroyed my world, Belle.
31:13SHE SOBS
31:31I think you're in the wrong cell.
31:33No, it's the right cell.
31:36I've been put in it.
31:38But I was told that I...
31:40Told you what?
31:42No, I just... I thought I had a cell to myself.
31:54I told you you'd got on sweet, too.
32:01First time, is it?
32:04Yeah, me too.
32:06And what I did...
32:09I didn't do it either.
32:13You here?
32:15Yeah, yeah.
32:17I'm up here, then.
32:24I'm Les.
32:27Batty.
32:29Yeah, I was about your age when I paid me first visit.
32:35The man that walked in was very different to the one that walked out.
32:39I'm just going to keep my head down.
32:41Yeah.
32:43Well, sometimes you've got to keep it up, son.
32:46You might not see him coming.
32:53Do you know the kids are asking about him again?
32:55Oh, no.
32:58Look, we're doing everything that we're told.
33:02And we're never going to stay in the hospital.
33:06Yeah, but how do we know we're being careful enough?
33:09How can we possibly know we're keeping him safe?
33:12There's all these people.
33:14The breathing, whatever the...
33:17I mean, if he gets infected.
33:22Dawn, it is OK to be scared.
33:26But, you know, the help doesn't stop.
33:33Sorry.
33:35I think I'm just overthinking everything.
33:39No, you're not.
33:41You're just being like any normal mother would be.
33:45It's not normal, though, is it?
33:48Did you know that Las Vegas is the brightest place on Earth from outer space?
33:54Right, well, unless I've got a spaceship.
33:57And nearly 150 marriages happen there every day.
34:01Ah, so now the ulterior motive becomes clear.
34:05Well, if you're going to gamble...
34:08Yeah, but that's the thing, Nicky.
34:11I've never been too good with risk.
34:14And look, I get it. The way your dad treated you, I'd want to run too.
34:17I'm not running.
34:20I'm escaping.
34:22And it doesn't have to be Vegas first. It can be anywhere in the world.
34:25So what about here?
34:28Look, you leaving, you've got nothing to lose, but I do.
34:33I can't lose Jay.
34:35He's my brother.
34:36We've literally just found the...
34:41Sorry.
34:42No.
34:44It's just I thought that you were coming round to the idea, but you're obviously not.
34:48No, I am. I really am. It's just...
34:52Not now?
34:54I'm not saying never.
34:59It's OK.
35:01Yeah, I don't want to be around my family, but I don't want to be anywhere they don't know.
35:08Maybe I'll just have to start serving for that spaceship.
35:26Laurel, tell me what you said to her.
35:28You know, I should have stopped this before it even started.
35:31So the consultancy is off the table, then, is it?
35:37Might be a mistake.
35:39My advice could be quite valuable.
35:41You keep pushing me.
35:43What do you think's going to happen?
35:44You're weak.
35:46A total fraud.
35:49I almost feel sorry for you. Almost.
35:52Shut up.
35:53Oh.
35:54I shouldn't say this, but I'm glad that Rishi is no longer with us,
35:59because he would be utterly ashamed the way you've turned out to be.
36:03You back off now, or I swear to God...
36:05Jay?
36:07What on earth are you doing?
36:09Sorry.
36:11I must have touched a wrong raw nerve.
36:15I'm just a silly old man.
36:17Right. Oh, don't you play that card.
36:19He's lying.
36:21No, you're lying to me.
36:23I know you are. I'm not stupid.
36:26Home now!
36:49Must have been a bit of a shock.
36:53Shock?
36:55You know what happened to you?
36:57Electric shock.
36:58Nice.
37:00Nice wheels.
37:01Yeah, yeah, I think my boy racer days might be over.
37:04Hey, it's a great little sick note for you, though.
37:06And you know what they say, where there's blame, there's a claim.
37:10Anyway, I'm just glad that you're all right.
37:12Last thing anybody around here needs is another funeral.
37:15Thanks.
37:16I think.
37:2410.
37:3949.
37:4250.
37:49How much do you bench press?
37:52I don't know.
37:54You don't know?
37:56Gym's not really my thing.
37:58Yeah.
38:01Neither anymore.
38:04Too many clowns taking photos of each other.
38:07Really gets my back up.
38:10It's not like that in here, though.
38:14Every clown, eh?
38:16Definitely.
38:17Thank you.
38:21You've still not told me what you're in here for.
38:23Nothing.
38:24I'm innocent.
38:26Fast learner.
38:30You probably think I'm a right nutjob, don't you?
38:32No.
38:33Well, I am.
38:37You see, my thing...
38:43I like fire, me.
38:47Fire.
38:49Watching the flames.
38:52The smell.
38:55Heat.
38:58The burning.
39:05Oh, look at your face.
39:08You look terrified.
39:11Now, I'm only playing, were you?
39:14Mate!
39:15Or am I?
39:18I don't know.
39:26I'm waiting.
39:30Okay.
39:32Well, you know, when I told you that Amit killed me dad?
39:36Oh, no new information. Really?
39:38I know, I know. It sounded crazy.
39:40It sounds even crazier now, Trevor.
39:41No, no, Laura, will you just listen to me, please?
39:44My dad didn't fall down the stairs.
39:48He was pushed by his own brother.
39:51Okay? I just couldn't prove it back then.
39:53But you can now.
39:54Yes.
39:55Amit confessed to everything.
39:57Just like that?
39:59Look, Eric was on to him too, all right?
40:02He's been doing some digging of his own.
40:04And when Amit was cornered,
40:05when he realised that there was no way out,
40:08he admitted everything.
40:10So why didn't you go to the police, then?
40:13Because...
40:15..we still didn't have anything concrete.
40:19Amit thought he could just make it all go away,
40:22so he offered up his chairs in Hop
40:24and he promised that he would disappear.
40:27Ah, right.
40:28And you took him up on his very kind offer.
40:31Yeah.
40:33I know it might seem silly now, Laurel,
40:36but at the time it just seemed like that was going to be best for everyone.
40:40No, best for you, Jay!
40:42You wanted the truth, now you've got the truth, OK?
40:44OK, what about Eric?
40:47Hmm?
40:48Eric.
40:50Yeah, Eric.
40:52Well...
40:53Eric...
40:55Eric's been blackmailing me.
40:57All right?
40:58He's been making me jump through all kinds of hoops to keep his silence.
41:02Why?
41:05Amit begged me not to tell Sonny that he killed me dad, all right?
41:11It was part of the deal, OK?
41:13He didn't want his son to know that he was a murderer.
41:17So he made me take the chairs in Hop
41:19and even the ones that he'd promised Sonny,
41:21and Eric knew about that deal.
41:24That you had accepted it?
41:26Yes!
41:28I didn't have much choice, Laurel.
41:31You left Sonny with nothing.
41:34He's your own brother, how could you?
41:36Do you know what? I'm so lost in all of this.
41:38I don't believe a word that comes out your mouth!
41:56I didn't know when you'd be coming back.
41:59Someone's been busy.
42:01Don't.
42:05I thought you'd want to eat.
42:09And I know none of this makes up for what I've done, but...
42:16There's a but?
42:26I've just been trying to figure out how I can show you
42:30how much I regret what I've done to you.
42:32By getting the fancy plates out?
42:34By getting the fancy plates out.
42:38Do you want me to leave?
42:43If we're done, Tom...
42:46If you don't love me anymore...
42:51Please, can you say something?
42:54Tom...
42:55Oh, you'd love me to leave, wouldn't you?
42:57And then Tom looks like the bad guy all over again.
43:01I just want you to tell me how we can get past this.
43:06I hate myself.
43:09And I will always be sorry.
43:12But I love you.
43:15I love you, Tom, and I never meant to hurt you.
43:18And I promise I will never, ever hurt you again.
43:31I don't think...
43:35I could stop loving you, Belle.
43:41Even if I wanted to.
43:43Thank you.
43:49Please, don't make me regret this.
44:01And if you want to visit the village for yourself,
44:04you can now book onto the Emmerdale Village Tour.
44:07Details at emmerdalevillagetour.co.uk.
44:11And we've the leader interviews with Zakir Starmer.
44:15On the way next.
44:30.