CLOSER TO GOD JESSICA'S JOURNEY BEST HD CHRISTIAN FAMILY MOVIE
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00:00:00you
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00:00:45hi it's day 25 of my imprisonment being out of school is surprisingly really
00:00:54boring and I miss my friends I hope I'm Valerie hi Kirsten as you guys know the
00:01:04cancer is back I'm not even sure it ever left the doctor says that the cancer
00:01:12spreading too quickly and that treatment won't work this time he said I only have
00:01:19a few more months left even started telling my mom to get my arrangements in order rude
00:01:26Wikipedia says and in the US only like 1,300 people died last year of this type of cancer
00:01:34and like there's like 300 million people living here so the odds are totally in my favor I'm
00:01:41gonna beat this thing besides two years ago the doctor says that treatment was a long shot
00:01:47here I am sorry I thought I heard my mom she doesn't really like it when I talk about my
00:02:00cancer when the doctor told her I wasn't gonna make it she totally lost it flipped out just
00:02:08listen to Mitchell my room you little fungus make me go I'm gonna tell mom when she gets home
00:03:08this is your dad Rose it's me again I need to talk to you Rose
00:03:38is everything okay I'm sorry such a class I'd say
00:03:57sorry I just have to go I'd say it's stupid
00:04:08I don't understand how you can be so relaxed everyone here is gonna be without a job if you
00:04:16let your point my point she's barely here she's constantly putting off meetings with you excuse
00:04:23me she puts off meetings with you she's never dropped the ball in the 20 years she's been with
00:04:28me in spite of the terrible hands she's been dealt so let me ask you one more time what's
00:04:36your point at least let me take the Jacobson excuse me
00:04:47can I come in I think you're already in I used to play pro ball I can't even hit a metal can
00:04:54three feet away Rose jeans you know we have a dress code here you're gonna have to start now
00:05:02I know I know I know I know it's the rule it's a stupid rule that what you want to talk to me
00:05:06about Hannah's leaving Rose I thought this nurse was the nurse she is she was she's having marital
00:05:21problems she's getting divorced worse she's getting married Rose I think maybe it's time
00:05:30really I can't you and I both know the Jacobson accounts the only thing that's gonna keep this
00:05:34little company afloat another year yeah I could put someone else on it Nancy I'll do it don't
00:05:38even think about it you know I'm the only one that mr. Jacobson trusts I gotta woo him if I
00:05:47can't get him to sign this contract he's gonna go over to Peters and Klein Oh Peters and Klein
00:05:51those smarmy Riley I just need the afternoon okay I'll figure it out Rose I think you need to take
00:05:58care of your daughter I am and if I lose this account we're all gonna be out of a job Oh No
00:06:06hugging Rose it's all in a kiss it's the rules stupid rule Hannah you don't have to do dishes
00:06:28I got your message I thought you weren't getting married until June you know I love Jessica but
00:06:37Chris got the job and it's in Dallas Dallas I'm so sorry I know this is going to leave you in a
00:06:47bind no you've been a lifesaver I don't know what we would have done without you
00:06:58what am I going to do without you I'm really happy for you I am
00:07:02I'm sure you have a million things to do you should get going we're gonna be fine
00:07:28I love you too
00:07:49mama I'm about to get my high score mom mom look one second honey mama's a little busy
00:07:55you're always busy Jess we should take you this launch market your haircut won't it feel good to
00:08:01get pampered it took me two years to grow this out I'm not gonna cut it again Billy honey put
00:08:08that game down help mama get everything ready for dinner mom on you do we just help her out
00:08:12it's bad enough you didn't finish your homework like she asked you Billy you said you finished
00:08:16I was going to after dinner no games until after the homework's done you know that
00:08:21really what did I say just sit down you couldn't put that stupid game down long enough to answer
00:08:33the telephone I'm fine relax okay mom not now Billy mom Billy can you just leave the
00:08:40kitchen until I call you for dinner can you do that mom Billy go mom are you okay yeah
00:08:51dinner's be ready in a second Billy and I can't get dinner why don't you just sit down for a
00:08:55second okay mom what now
00:09:05pop Rosie
00:09:13just we just take Billy upstairs gonna wash for dinner
00:09:15what are you doing here I've been trying to call you yeah I've been trying to ignore you
00:09:26my goodness Jessica got so big how's she doing pop what are you doing here how is she doing you
00:09:38never wrote back so I don't know anything about what's going on in your life did you ever get
00:09:45any of my letters it's been 15 years pop what was I supposed to write I know you've been
00:09:50constantly in and out of my life since I was 14 but maybe this one time your probation officer
00:09:54won't violate your probation and let you see my kids I'm a different person now that's what I've
00:10:00been wanting to tell you I'm not the same person I've wasted so much time pop whatever I was you
00:10:10could have wrote Rosie yeah now that's all I'm saying about that I'm not holding up liquor
00:10:17stores anymore and I'm not abandoning my family anymore I'm here for you I'm fine we are fine
00:10:27just just sit down it's late you haven't eaten anything I'm fine are you a grandfather
00:10:45yes I am I'm your mother's father you're William right it's Billy William is an old man's name
00:10:53William is a mature name I like it all right Billy it is Jessica I haven't seen you since
00:11:13mom said you were in prison I was but I'm not anymore I'm here now I'm here for my family if
00:11:27that's okay Rosie Rosie what is that funny mommy it's being called Rosie well too bad she's my
00:11:39little Rosie it was your grandmother's name God rest her soul your mother always be my little
00:11:47Rosie well Rosie can you stay around very funny I'm sure your grandfather has a ton of things he
00:11:53needs to do so thanks so much for the visit pop Jessica you look just like your grandmother
00:11:59are you all right sweetheart is it the cancer I'm fine every time I sneeze someone treats me
00:12:09like I made of porcelain of course you're fine you're a Doyle Doyle our last name is Donaldson
00:12:15Doyle's mom's me named dummy she's feisty like you Rosie just like your grandmother listen I have
00:12:23to finish dinner pop you're more than welcome to stay but it's me quick one tonight Billy has
00:12:27school in the morning and Jess has a new nurse coming and she needs a rest mom I don't want
00:12:31another nurse well new nurse what happened to the old one it's a long story pop she had to leave
00:12:37just like the one before her and the one before her my granddaughter's sick I'll take care of her
00:12:43no pop but you come in here after 15 years you think I'm gonna leave you with my kids Rosie mom
00:12:50at least he's family I mean we know him more than we know what's her face coming tomorrow I can do
00:12:56this I was in prison when your mother was sick my granddaughter's sick let me help mom
00:13:13stay put
00:13:19dare you come into my house and push yourself on my children you have no right I was just
00:13:25trying to help Rosie don't call me Rosie you lost that privilege when you left mom and me
00:13:31the last time now you can stay for dinner and then you're gonna tell the kids you have to
00:13:37leave I didn't mean to cause you any pain by coming here Rose I've been waiting for this
00:13:44minute for 15 years pictured a much happier reunion why ever would you picture a happy
00:13:54reunion you left me I'm not doing this you should just go right now dad no please just go back to
00:14:05the table I want to know my grandfather before I die one day pop one day fair enough
00:14:24don't you disappoint my children my grandfather is here I'm not really sure what to make of him
00:14:35yet he's nothing like I thought he would be kind of cool to have a grandparent though the white
00:14:44pills before breakfast the yellow pill is after lunch you got it I'll give you one more number
00:14:48I've got this the pill box is on the counter make sure she eats healthy and keep her stimulated
00:14:55I've got this everything's gonna be fine okay but pop this is just for today you're gonna be here
00:15:01right I'm not gonna leave her side let's go Billy we're gonna be late okay we'll have to work on
00:15:14that later I'll see you now okay okay all right bye I should call to see what's going on shouldn't
00:15:26I just got here you haven't even had your coffee yet I know Nance but I mean he just shows up my
00:15:33I think it's sweet your dad just showed up at your door you don't know my father I don't think
00:15:40he would do anything to you no it's not bad it's just I'm so angry at him yeah you don't think that
00:15:49maybe God brought him back into your life for a reason don't start he does that nice and strong
00:15:57you know he just shows up and expects everything to be all right so like him and then I've got
00:16:03to look the bad guy when I tell the kids he can't stay no one's saying you can't be upset with the
00:16:07guy give him a chance maybe he's changed people don't change Nance Nance you've done it again
00:16:14you're a master make this generic coffee taste gourmet you want me to give you my secret yeah
00:16:19what is it I would tell you but I have some papers to file or some other excuse to get out of here
00:16:26right now
00:16:27Rose how is everything good everything's good good yeah so I was wondering if you know maybe
00:16:43if you want to go out oh sorry that I just totally remembered a conference call I supposed
00:16:46to be on yeah if you Saturday night oh I'd love to I'll pick you up at 8 sounds great
00:17:00mr. Flynn funny seeing you here right now cuz cuz I work here
00:17:17how you feeling Jess yeah oh are you hurting feeling sick or anything no I'm just having a
00:17:28bad case of the blog well if you're not sick get up chop-chop breakfast in five minutes
00:17:35hello hey pop house just doing oh she just got up about to have breakfast she's a sweet girl she's
00:17:50just not a morning person no it's okay if she wants to eat in her room oh no Rosie you know
00:17:56how your mother felt about that a good family deals heals and eats their meals at the kitchen
00:18:02table I know pop I got this Rosie now you're not gonna be a serial caller are you a what caller
00:18:08someone who calls back every 10 minutes no I'm not whatever you just said type of color that's
00:18:13not me I just I just want I'm gonna hang up now I have to go okay bye love you pop I was mom
00:18:22wasn't it yes that was her and where do you think you're going young lady to my room oh no you have
00:18:30this fine kitchen here you just take a seat you're not gonna tell me some old grandpa stories
00:18:38about how you guys used to eat together as a family or something are you no no old grandpa
00:18:42stories but I will tell you that it's no fun sitting in an enclosed room for the rest of your
00:18:54days that I know well these are the rest of my days and I am sitting in an enclosed God will let
00:19:03you know when your time is up but it's up to you to decide what to do with the time you have left
00:19:09so what are you gonna do well whatever I do can I go do it in my room in front of my television
00:19:20laying in my bed no you know that's mom right I'm not answering it if you don't she's totally
00:19:31gonna freak out good you should know some of the things that she did when she was your age that
00:19:37freaked me out really like what oh no I'm trying to get on her good side there's some things that
00:19:49I'm sure your mother doesn't want you to know you know I really don't know my mother how can you
00:19:57not know your mother you live in the same house with her well I mean I know she goes to work and
00:20:02she comes home and takes care of me and Billy but I don't really know know her I mean ever since
00:20:08dad died and I got sick she's just been kind of like a machine you should get to know them Rosie
00:20:14I know she's a firecracker that one hmm it was her words to me that kept me going in that awful
00:20:25place my mom yes your mom I really think you should answer this I thought you said you weren't
00:20:40gonna call back every 10 minutes well you hung up on me pop I'll be quick I just have a favor to
00:20:45ask anything just as doctor wants to see her for what no it's nothing serious he just wants to see
00:20:50how she's doing since we stopped her treatment I don't know if she'll be back in time for Billy's
00:20:53soccer game can you just can you take him what kind of question is that of course I'll take him
00:20:58thank you pop his games at 430 so he needs to get ready as soon as I've got that Rosie okay all right
00:21:04bye-bye pop
00:21:20grade three that's the highest cancer grade a doctor can give you what can I say how I'm an
00:21:28overachiever
00:21:33Have you got something to hide?
00:21:40Play your life like it's something to hide
00:21:44So put on a show
00:21:47Something to hide
00:21:49The girls are good at it
00:21:52Something to hide
00:21:59We won the game mom
00:22:09That's great honey I'm sorry I know that you wanted me to come to the game but I yeah yeah you'll be at the next one right
00:22:16Billy I'm sorry but your sister it's always about Jessica Billy I'm sorry what did you want me to do now your sister's sick she had a doctor's appointment she's always sick you have more than one kid you know
00:22:27Billy what did you want me to do now you come in here yelling and tracking dirt in my kitchen I will talk to you whenever you calm down
00:22:36If Jas were dead would you come to my game then?
00:22:40Let him go pop
00:22:43I am so mad I'm afraid of what I might do
00:22:45Rosie
00:22:46Get out get out get out
00:22:48Get out
00:22:52I'm sorry Billy
00:22:55I'm sorry I'm destroying your life
00:22:59Don't you have to be inconvenienced much though?
00:23:01I'm sorry
00:23:25Billy
00:23:38Is it okay if I come up?
00:23:45You were really upset in there
00:23:48Said some pretty bad things to your mother
00:23:50So unfair
00:23:51Unfair?
00:23:52It's always about Jessica
00:23:53Jessica this and Jessica that
00:23:55Billy let me tell you something
00:23:59Do you mind if I take a seat?
00:24:08You don't remember when your father died
00:24:11Your sister was young you were a baby and I was in prison
00:24:14Your mother had to face that by herself
00:24:17I know but
00:24:18Now your sister is sick with the same disease that took your grandmother
00:24:25Billy the biggest regret I have in my life is not being there for your mother
00:24:31To be there for your kids when she needed me
00:24:34Let me give you a lesson about life
00:24:38Life is unfair
00:24:40And to us Doyles life is extremely unfair
00:24:43But you deal with it
00:24:46You deal with it like a man not like a spoiled brat
00:24:51Imagine what your mother is going through
00:24:54We can't even imagine what your sister is dealing with
00:24:58This isn't the time to hold your head down
00:25:01I need you to be strong for your family
00:25:04Like it or not you're the man of the house and your family needs you
00:25:09You're getting to an age where no one has to like you
00:25:13Sure your mother your sister and I
00:25:16We love you we'll always love you
00:25:19But you're not a very liked person right now
00:25:23You have to decide to be a likeable person
00:25:29You have to earn that
00:25:31No one's gonna give that to you
00:25:33I had to learn that the hard way and I'm
00:25:37I'm still working on that one
00:25:40You're a man of God aren't you?
00:25:42We don't go to church
00:25:43Just going to church doesn't make you a man of God
00:25:47Doing the right thing
00:25:50When it's uncomfortable and when it seems unfair
00:25:54That's what makes you a man of God
00:26:06I believe in you Billy
00:26:09I believe you can be the man I never was
00:26:39I'm sorry I just don't feel like doing this today
00:27:06Maybe later
00:27:17Can I tell you a story?
00:27:20Grandpa I'm a little old for bedtime stories
00:27:24Well this is a good one
00:27:26Have you heard of the man called Jesus?
00:27:32Grandpa
00:27:34This is one of my favorites
00:27:43Uh what is this what are you guys doing?
00:27:45Rose don't hate us we just wanted to help
00:27:48And we aren't taking no for an answer
00:27:51No no no no
00:27:53Can't say no everybody in the office chipped in
00:27:55We just wanted to help a little bit
00:27:56I can't accept this
00:27:57Rose just say thank you
00:27:59I can't accept this kind of
00:28:00Just say thank you
00:28:01You better say thank you
00:28:04Don't make me tell secrets
00:28:08Thank you
00:28:09Actually it was Ethan's idea
00:28:13No hugs
00:28:15That's a stupid rule Riley
00:28:18Thank you Ethan
00:28:19Oh it was the least we could do
00:28:21You know you're going through something that none of us can even begin to understand
00:28:24Okay enough of the mushy
00:28:26I need a little alone time with Rose doctor okay?
00:28:29I'm not cool with secrets
00:28:30Right?
00:28:31These walls are thin it's not like we're not going to hear what you're going to say anyway
00:28:37I can't thank you enough
00:28:39You've been beyond good to me
00:28:41You know we all love you here Rose
00:28:44But
00:28:45Oh my god you're firing me
00:28:47Do I look like Donald Trump? I'm not firing you Rose
00:28:50No
00:28:51Of course not you practically started this company I'd never do that
00:28:55Okay Riley you can't start a conversation with a phrase like that and insert a but
00:28:59God you scared me half to death
00:29:02Alright but what?
00:29:04You were right about Peters and Kline
00:29:07My source says that Jacobson's firm set up an appointment with them
00:29:11Your source?
00:29:13Rose this is serious
00:29:15Except for the day after you pitched to them here
00:29:21I don't know what to do I want to do the right thing
00:29:23The right thing is making you take some time off but if that happens all of our jobs will be in jeopardy
00:29:29No thank you for letting me know
00:29:32Everything's going to be fine
00:29:48What you looking at?
00:29:50Nothing
00:29:53You're getting red
00:29:55What's out there?
00:29:57Nothing I was just looking next door
00:30:01Grandpa close the curtains before he sees you
00:30:03Okay
00:30:04Who is that?
00:30:06Is that your boyfriend?
00:30:08No Grandpa he's not my boyfriend
00:30:10I'm not talking about you at this
00:30:12Alright I'll go ask him
00:30:14Grandpa no that's so embarrassing
00:30:16Oh look at you
00:30:19In the month I've been here
00:30:22This is the first time I've ever seen any color in your face
00:30:25You really like him
00:30:28Yes I really like him but every girl in school likes him he's like the hottest guy
00:30:33Well I don't like him
00:30:36You don't like him?
00:30:38You don't even know him
00:30:39Does he have a job?
00:30:41It's not like he's my boyfriend
00:30:43But yes he has a job
00:30:45He delivers pizzas
00:30:48Do you mind?
00:30:50No I don't
00:30:54Oh look
00:30:56You're a very pretty girl
00:30:59Any guy would be lucky to have you
00:31:02You're my grandpa you're supposed to say that
00:31:04Oh no I mean it
00:31:06Why don't you have more pictures in here?
00:31:08I don't know I haven't really thought about it
00:31:11The last few years have been nothing but hospitals and medications
00:31:14You need to have pictures of all the things you've done with your friends and your little boyfriend over there
00:31:20He's not my boyfriend grandpa
00:31:23Well you do have friends don't you?
00:31:25Yes I have friends
00:31:28I just don't want them to see me like this
00:31:30I don't want to be a charity case
00:31:32Now is the time to be around your friends
00:31:35Don't be silly
00:31:37This is the time when family and friends matter the most
00:31:41Maybe
00:31:43You have to fill up this photo album
00:31:47Fill it up with what?
00:31:49All I do is sit around here all day
00:31:51Don't you see?
00:31:53This book symbolizes much more
00:31:57Your journey isn't over
00:32:00We have pages to fill
00:32:03Well grandpa
00:32:06I can't understand what you're going through I really can't
00:32:11But I do know what it's like to have time taken away from you
00:32:17Time is something you can never get back
00:32:21Don't waste it
00:32:25Well what am I supposed to do?
00:32:29What do you want to do this minute? What?
00:32:32I don't know I don't know I have to think about it
00:32:34What about that little boyfriend over there?
00:32:36Did you ever try to talk to him?
00:32:38You know when I was a young man
00:32:40We would ask a young lady on a date to a dance
00:32:44You know and
00:32:46Real classy thing like that
00:32:48Do you kids still do stuff like that?
00:32:51Maybe prom but
00:32:53I'm not counting on staying around for that
00:32:56No talking like that
00:32:59Besides I don't even know how to dance
00:33:02What do you mean you can't dance?
00:33:06It's in our blood
00:33:08Now you give me your hand come on
00:33:10Come on
00:33:14Okay
00:33:16Alright good
00:33:18Good
00:33:20Okay good
00:33:22Back
00:33:24Good see you're doing it
00:33:26It's easy I told you you could do it
00:33:29It's in our blood
00:33:36You just make sure you finish living
00:33:41Cause you're not finished yet
00:33:46Do you hear me?
00:33:56Mom take a picture
00:33:58Yeah
00:34:06Don't climb
00:34:09Don't climb just because
00:34:12There's a sky high ladder
00:34:16Who needs
00:34:18Who needs a full resume
00:34:21Just to show the grim reaper
00:34:25I love you too mom
00:34:28Because of the way it goes
00:34:31It goes
00:34:37Because of the way it goes
00:34:40It goes
00:34:46Because of the way it goes
00:34:49It goes
00:34:55Because of the way it goes
00:34:58It goes
00:35:02It goes
00:35:22I got this
00:35:24I can beat this
00:35:26I got more than just
00:35:31I got more than just
00:35:33I got more than just
00:35:35I got more than just
00:35:37I got more than just
00:35:39I got more than just
00:35:41I got more than just
00:35:43I got more than just
00:35:45I got more than just
00:35:47I got more than just
00:35:49I got more than just
00:35:51I got more than just
00:35:53I got more than just
00:35:55I got more than just
00:35:57I got more than just
00:35:59I got more than just
00:36:01I got more than just
00:36:06I got more than just
00:36:11You okay, sweetie?
00:36:19Yeah, I'm fine
00:36:21I just wanted to watch some midnight TV
00:36:29You're supposed to wake me when you have a bad night, Jess.
00:36:33Come on, let's get you to bed.
00:36:35Mom.
00:36:37Yeah, sweetie.
00:36:40When Grandpa first got here, he said he wrote to you.
00:36:45Is that true?
00:36:51Yeah, he did.
00:36:55Did you ever read the letters?
00:36:58I haven't, and I know what you're thinking, Jess, but there's a lot of things you don't understand.
00:37:04No, I understand. I get it, Mom.
00:37:07You do?
00:37:09Yeah.
00:37:11Grandpa let you down. He disappointed you.
00:37:15And you couldn't bear to give him a second chance, because if he let you down again,
00:37:20there wouldn't be anybody to blame but yourself.
00:37:24Guess you do understand. I don't know why I assumed you wouldn't.
00:37:31Grandpa's a good guy. He's a good guy, Mom.
00:37:37I don't know what he used to be like.
00:37:41He's changed.
00:37:45I think it's time for that second chance now.
00:37:54Hey.
00:37:56Mom.
00:37:58You always said that God forgives us.
00:38:01That it's our job to forgive others.
00:38:05So you do listen to me.
00:38:14Mom.
00:38:16What is it, sweetie?
00:38:18Promise me that when I die, you won't die with me, okay?
00:38:24You're gonna keep living.
00:38:26Jess, we're not gonna have this conversation.
00:38:28Mom, we have to have it sometime.
00:38:30I'm not a little girl anymore.
00:38:33I worry about you, you know?
00:38:36You worry about me now that it's done.
00:38:38Mom.
00:38:41Okay, Jess, whatever you say, just let's talk about something else.
00:38:44But you promised.
00:38:46Okay.
00:38:48One more thing.
00:39:02That's it.
00:39:04That's the dress I'm gonna wear to prom.
00:39:07It's perfect, isn't it?
00:39:09Uh, perfect.
00:39:11It's perfect, isn't it?
00:39:13Uh, prom is what, May?
00:39:16Yeah.
00:39:18And I wanna go to it, Mom.
00:39:21So can we get the dress?
00:39:27Yeah, I'll see what I can do.
00:39:41Pop, can I come in?
00:39:43Sure, come in.
00:39:49All those years I was locked up, Harry.
00:39:52The day I'd wait for the mail, hoping to get a letter from you.
00:40:00I'm sorry.
00:40:02I'm sorry.
00:40:04I'm sorry.
00:40:06I'm sorry.
00:40:08I'm sorry.
00:40:10I'd write to you to see how you were doing and hope for word on the children, but...
00:40:17Never came.
00:40:20Not one letter.
00:40:25Did you get mine?
00:40:28Yeah, I got your letters.
00:40:31Well, you know, I never got upset with you, not once.
00:40:34Because I knew I brought that on myself.
00:40:36In prison, I...
00:40:39Stayed to myself, mostly.
00:40:42You know, kept working and reading and stuff like that, but...
00:40:54What got me through it was this.
00:41:01Remember when you gave this to me?
00:41:03Remember when you gave this to me?
00:41:10That was a long time ago, Pop.
00:41:22Why are you here?
00:41:24Really? Making up for lost time, what?
00:41:27Yes, mostly. I...
00:41:30I...
00:41:32I missed a lot.
00:41:35But I'm here now.
00:41:37I'm here for you.
00:41:40Where were you when I needed you?
00:41:42I beat myself up for that every day.
00:41:49But I am here for you now.
00:41:53Now?
00:41:56These last years have been hell for me, Pop.
00:41:59First my mother, then my husband.
00:42:02And now my baby girl is dying.
00:42:04And you come in here and you start talking about God,
00:42:07and that you want to be here for me now.
00:42:09God has forgiven me.
00:42:11I'll spend the rest of my life doing whatever it takes,
00:42:14so that you can too.
00:42:19I don't mean to sound ungrateful, Pop, because I really...
00:42:22I really do appreciate how great you've been with the kids.
00:42:26But you told Jess she could go to a prom.
00:42:29Oh, now, no way. I didn't tell her.
00:42:32Pop, I know you. You might not have said it outright.
00:42:35But you were the one that put that idea in her head.
00:42:37Well, maybe I believed that she could do whatever she wants to.
00:42:43You don't get it, do you?
00:42:47She's sick.
00:42:50She's not getting any better.
00:42:53She's never going to go to a prom. Ever.
00:42:57The only thing that's keeping that kid alive is her optimism.
00:43:00So you have to stop putting these unrealistic ideas in her head.
00:43:04Oh, she needs to live a little bit, Rosie.
00:43:08She has a little fire in her belly.
00:43:11It's natural.
00:43:13What's so wrong with that?
00:43:15Did you hear anything I just said to you?
00:43:17Shh!
00:43:23You never listen.
00:43:24You never listen.
00:43:26It's just like when I was a kid.
00:43:28I mean, where were you then?
00:43:30I got locked up for trying to provide for my family.
00:43:32That is a cop-out, Pop.
00:43:34Now, do you honestly believe that I wanted to be away from you, Rosie?
00:43:40The Lord has given me a second chance, and I'm taking full advantage.
00:43:44I am sorry that I wasn't there for you before.
00:43:48But I am here for you now.
00:43:50What else do I have to do to prove that, do you?
00:43:52You can start by doing the things that I ask you to do.
00:43:56I've raised Jessie for 17 years.
00:44:01I've always been here.
00:44:03I never left.
00:44:06And now she's dying.
00:44:08And it's my job to keep everything in control.
00:44:14There are just some things out of your control.
00:44:18Some things are in God's hands.
00:44:22It may not make sense, but we don't see all of God's plan.
00:44:30You can beat me up another day.
00:44:32You have every right.
00:44:34But right now?
00:44:36Time's too short.
00:44:38What did I do to deserve this?
00:44:41Mom, the love of my life, and now my baby?
00:44:45Sorry, Pop. God abandoned me a long time ago.
00:44:48Remember what you used to say to me?
00:44:52If God brought you to it, God will bring you through it.
00:45:23I made coffee.
00:45:25Oh, Nan's always looking out for me.
00:45:28What you reading?
00:45:31Nothing. I'm just trying to stay motivated before work.
00:45:34Just do what I do when I don't feel like working.
00:45:36What's that?
00:45:38Don't.
00:45:40I'm serious. Let's get out of here.
00:45:42I'm sorry.
00:45:44I'm sorry.
00:45:46I'm sorry.
00:45:48I'm sorry.
00:45:50I'm sorry.
00:45:52Let's get out of here. Work is not going anywhere.
00:45:55Nan's, that's very tempting, but I have so much to do to prep for this Jacobson pitch.
00:45:59Oh, please. You're always over-prepared.
00:46:02Nan's, I can't. Really, I can't.
00:46:05Come on, it'll be fun. We'll invite your boyfriend.
00:46:08Stop calling him my boyfriend.
00:46:10Why? He should be.
00:46:12But he isn't, so stop calling him that.
00:46:14So.
00:46:16You wouldn't get mad if I asked him out, then?
00:46:19Okay, so I didn't say that. I just said he isn't my boyfriend.
00:46:22I'm offended.
00:46:24Nan's.
00:46:26Probably should be.
00:46:30You okay?
00:46:33Yeah, I'm just thinking.
00:46:37I'm just wondering if I'm doing everything I can.
00:46:40Wondering if I'm leaving anything out.
00:46:42Hey, you're doing the best you can, and that's what counts.
00:46:47I just can't help wondering if I'm not holding Jess back from living the life that she has left.
00:46:50Jess is the happiest child I know.
00:46:53Now get your stuff and let's go shopping.
00:46:56We'll be back in an hour.
00:46:58Come on.
00:47:00Man, you're always twisting my arm.
00:47:02Hey, that's what friends are for.
00:47:05Just don't tell Riley.
00:47:15Okay, Grandpa, I'm confused.
00:47:20What?
00:47:23I don't know what to do.
00:47:25What do I do now?
00:47:27Show me your hand.
00:47:29Oh, no.
00:47:31I win!
00:47:33How did you win?
00:47:35Win.
00:47:39Poker's not for everyone, sweetheart.
00:47:46You're so busted.
00:47:48Oh, no.
00:47:50I'm not allowed to cheat.
00:47:52It's in the rule book.
00:47:54You want to play again?
00:47:56No, I feel like doing something else.
00:48:00Like what?
00:48:04Where are we going?
00:48:06Oh, I just think we'll drive around.
00:48:08I want to see some of the sights.
00:48:10There are no sights around here, Grandpa.
00:48:12There's nothing special around here.
00:48:14I know, but it looks the same as when I was a kid.
00:48:17When I was a kid?
00:48:19You know, when I grew up, there was absolutely nothing here.
00:48:23Your mother, she grew up about 50 minutes south of here.
00:48:28Yeah, I know.
00:48:30We used to visit all the time when Dad was still alive.
00:48:32That's good.
00:48:38Oh.
00:48:40Oh, my eyes.
00:48:42They're starting to bother me.
00:48:44You know, I'm...
00:48:45Oh, wow.
00:48:47I'm going to have to pull over.
00:48:49Is that okay?
00:48:51Yeah.
00:48:53Grandpa, is everything okay?
00:48:55Well, I must have something in my eye.
00:48:57I think I'm going to have to ask you to do something for me.
00:49:02You want me to get it out for you?
00:49:04Well, no.
00:49:06I think I need you to do something else.
00:49:08Okay.
00:49:10I think I need you to drive us home.
00:49:13Grandpa, I can't.
00:49:16You can.
00:49:18And I'll teach you.
00:49:20Really?
00:49:22Yes.
00:49:27Okay.
00:49:29Come on.
00:49:31Let's go.
00:49:33Nancy, I'm really glad you made me do this.
00:49:35See?
00:49:37And you're going to look stunning in your new outfit.
00:49:39The Jacobson firm is going to take one look at you and sign us.
00:49:43No presentation needed.
00:49:45You know, I haven't bought something for myself since our last shopping spree.
00:49:48You cannot be serious.
00:49:51That was like five years ago.
00:49:54You were long overdue, girl.
00:50:03Now, you got all that?
00:50:07Yeah.
00:50:10Okay, I'm not really...
00:50:12Oh, I think you can do it.
00:50:13Okay.
00:50:15I'm not feeling too well.
00:50:17You're feeling how?
00:50:19It's my stomach.
00:50:21Oh, that's not the cancer, sweetheart.
00:50:23It's butterflies.
00:50:25I know you can do this.
00:50:27Okay, but now promise me.
00:50:29The minute you feel sick, you...
00:50:31I'll pull over.
00:50:33If I feel not good, I'll pull over.
00:50:35Okay, good.
00:50:37Now...
00:50:39Okay.
00:50:41Good, good.
00:50:43Okay.
00:50:45Good, okay.
00:50:47Now look for your blind spots.
00:50:49Okay.
00:50:51Good.
00:50:53I got this.
00:50:55Good, okay.
00:50:57Okay.
00:50:59Oh, wait.
00:51:01Okay, no, wait.
00:51:03Here's what we got to do.
00:51:05We got to put it in gear.
00:51:07Just back one...
00:51:09No, you got to push this in.
00:51:11Okay, good.
00:51:13One, two, put it on D.
00:51:15Oh, I got it.
00:51:17Oh, here you go.
00:51:19You're doing it.
00:51:21That's it, keep it in the lane.
00:51:23Great, go ahead.
00:51:25Oh, you're doing this unnatural.
00:51:27Look at you.
00:51:29Relax, relax.
00:51:34Are you serious right now?
00:51:37This has to be someone's great-grandmother driving or something.
00:51:41I'm not getting a break now.
00:51:43Come on.
00:51:45This looks like my father's car.
00:51:47Look, go around this car.
00:51:49Pull up.
00:51:51And what if it's not your father?
00:51:53What if it's a serial killer?
00:51:55Serial killers don't drive 35 miles an hour, just pass...
00:51:57That is my father.
00:51:59That is Jessica driving my father's car.
00:52:01Jessica, pull over.
00:52:03Okay, good, good, good.
00:52:05Okay.
00:52:07Oh, now, just keep it steady.
00:52:09And let this car coming up on you.
00:52:11Pass you by.
00:52:13Oh.
00:52:15Jessica, pull over.
00:52:17Pull over.
00:52:19Should I floor it?
00:52:21No, I think we're busted.
00:52:23Pull up over there.
00:52:25Pull over, Nance, pull over.
00:52:27Okay, don't kill her.
00:52:29She's a teen.
00:52:31They do these things.
00:52:33Rose.
00:52:35Jess, get out of the car.
00:52:37Jess, get out of the car.
00:52:39Now, Jess, not you, pop, not you.
00:52:41What were you thinking?
00:52:43What is your problem that you never think?
00:52:45Oh, look, Rosie, I'm sorry.
00:52:47She was doing real good there.
00:52:49You know what, pop, I want you to leave.
00:52:51Mom, no.
00:52:53Jess.
00:52:55Mom, grandpa was really careful.
00:52:57I was driving.
00:52:59Do you know how long I wanted to do that?
00:53:01I didn't even have to ask.
00:53:03He just knew.
00:53:05Mom, please.
00:53:07Jess, go get in the car.
00:53:09Pop, that was completely irresponsible
00:53:11and totally unacceptable.
00:53:13Get out of my house, out of my life,
00:53:15and I don't want you anywhere near my children ever again.
00:53:17Do you understand me?
00:53:19Rosie.
00:53:22What were you thinking?
00:53:24You could have killed yourself.
00:53:26Take him out.
00:53:28I have no idea what you were thinking.
00:53:30Take him out.
00:53:32I love you.
00:53:42More than ever, I've been trying not to let mom see me sick.
00:53:47She acts like she can handle it, but inside it's killing her.
00:53:55And it's been really rough this last month with grandpa gone.
00:53:58She's been trying to work on some big account
00:54:00while taking care of me.
00:54:04At least she's agreed to let some friends stay over tonight.
00:54:08It's gonna be really fun.
00:54:10I'm excited.
00:54:15I miss grandpa.
00:54:21This cannot be happening.
00:54:24Really?
00:54:26Really?
00:54:29As if I don't have enough on my plate already,
00:54:31gotta throw this on top?
00:54:33Ugh!
00:54:35Ma!
00:54:39Hi.
00:54:41Having some car trouble?
00:54:43No, it's fine. This always happens.
00:54:45It just needs a minute.
00:54:47We'll try starting it up again.
00:54:51It's probably the battery.
00:54:53No, that's your starter.
00:54:55Actually, I think the mechanic said that the last time I was in
00:54:57I should probably have it checked out.
00:54:59Well, I can call a tow truck.
00:55:01I know a great mechanic, one of the ones you can actually trust.
00:55:04This was supposed to be a quick trip.
00:55:06I was just supposed to scan a couple documents.
00:55:08I've got Jess at home with a few friends.
00:55:10I don't think I have time.
00:55:12Well, let me take you home then.
00:55:14I can call a tow truck in the morning.
00:55:16Ethan, that's so nice of you, but you don't have to do that.
00:55:18I want to.
00:55:20Okay.
00:55:22Thank you.
00:55:24Cheers!
00:55:30Well, this is it.
00:55:32I should probably get in there.
00:55:34Thank you, Ethan.
00:55:36Anytime, Rose.
00:55:38So I will see you on Monday.
00:55:40Saturday?
00:55:42Maybe if you're interested.
00:55:44I'm definitely interested.
00:55:46You are?
00:55:48Yes.
00:55:50I mean...
00:55:51Ethan, you are such a wonderful man.
00:55:53I'm...
00:55:55I'm sorry, I can't.
00:55:57I...
00:55:59It's just...
00:56:01It isn't a good time for my film.
00:56:03I'm sorry, I have to go.
00:56:05Wait.
00:56:06I'm sorry.
00:56:22Hey.
00:56:24Ethan, I just...
00:56:26No, you forgot your purse.
00:56:28Hey, Mrs. D!
00:56:30Mrs. D, who's your friend?
00:56:32Very funny, ladies.
00:56:34This is Ethan.
00:56:36He's the one who was nice enough to see me home.
00:56:38And he was just leaving.
00:56:41Yeah, I can see you guys are busy, so I'll see you on Monday?
00:56:45Big person day today.
00:56:47Sure is.
00:56:54Bye, Rose.
00:56:56Goodnight, Ethan.
00:56:59We just got a train.
00:57:01That's the key to this place.
00:57:06Jessica, honey, did Mrs. Richardson pick up Billy yet?
00:57:09Where's Jessica?
00:57:15Jess?
00:57:18Jess!
00:57:20Alright, come on.
00:57:22Okay, shh.
00:57:24Okay.
00:57:26You're okay, shh.
00:57:30Shh, shh, shh.
00:57:32Mama's here.
00:57:34Right here.
00:57:37Okay.
00:57:40Okay.
00:57:45Mom.
00:57:47I'm so scared.
00:57:49Oh, baby.
00:57:51Shh.
00:57:57I don't want to die.
00:57:59I don't want to die.
00:58:07Jessie, baby.
00:58:09God is not going to give us something that is more than we can take.
00:58:14So when that time comes, and God just can't stand not having you in Heaven with Him,
00:58:21you're going to be ready.
00:58:32Okay.
00:58:34Mom.
00:58:36Don't tell them what happened.
00:58:39Please.
00:58:42Please, Mom.
00:58:43Let's get you to bed.
00:58:44You need to rest.
00:58:45No, no.
00:58:46Don't make them go home.
00:58:47No.
00:58:48Please, Mom.
00:58:49I can handle this.
00:58:50Jessie, I need to do what is best for you.
00:58:52Let's not do this for you.
00:58:54Mom, I have this.
00:58:55I got this.
00:58:57Just don't make them go home.
00:58:58Please.
00:58:59I can do this.
00:59:02I can do this.
00:59:06Please.
00:59:08Okay.
00:59:10That is a winner right there for sure.
00:59:16Hey, Miss D.
00:59:18Do you think Jessica will ever come back to school?
00:59:22I hope so, sweetie.
00:59:25Well, I think you're lucky you don't have to go to school.
00:59:29Yeah, I actually kind of miss it.
00:59:31What?
00:59:32Yeah, I even miss the homework sometimes, too.
00:59:34You must be really sick, then.
00:59:36No, really, though.
00:59:38So, do you still like Vincent?
00:59:40Oh, that little boy from next door?
00:59:42Jess, I had no idea.
00:59:43Why didn't you tell me?
00:59:45Mom, he's not a little boy, and he's so cute.
00:59:48I didn't want to tell you.
00:59:51He's really cute, Miss D.
00:59:53And he always asks about you at school, Jessica.
00:59:55He does.
00:59:57He's in my fifth period.
00:59:59No, he doesn't.
01:00:00When was the last time?
01:00:01I don't know.
01:00:03I'm not keeping track.
01:00:05Oh, you should.
01:00:07Next time he talks about me, you guys have to call me immediately.
01:00:09Right after.
01:00:11I had no idea.
01:00:13You really like this boy.
01:00:15I wouldn't tell my mom who I was crushing on.
01:00:17She'd totally overreact.
01:00:19I'm her mother, not her warden.
01:00:21She can tell me things like that.
01:00:23Okay, then, who's that guy at the door?
01:00:25Oh, he was really cute, Miss D.
01:00:27Yeah, we're not talking about that.
01:00:29I know, right, Mom?
01:00:31Pizza.
01:00:33How's the love life?
01:00:35I know, right?
01:00:37It's so weird.
01:00:39Oh, hey, Mrs. Donaldson.
01:00:41Vincent! We were just talking about you.
01:00:43No, Mom! Miss Donaldson!
01:00:45I'm sorry!
01:00:47May I?
01:00:48Go ahead.
01:00:50Hi, Jessica.
01:00:52Hi, Vincent.
01:00:54I haven't seen you around in, like, forever.
01:00:56Oh, you know, cancer and all.
01:00:58Jessica.
01:01:00Yeah, totally.
01:01:02Okay, Vincent, thanks so much for the pizza.
01:01:12Thank you, Vincent.
01:01:19That was so embarrassing, Mom!
01:01:23Now you know how I feel.
01:01:29Whoa, Mom, you look pretty.
01:01:31Thank you, sweetie.
01:01:33I'm gonna be gone two hours.
01:01:35Billy, I programmed my number into the cell phone.
01:01:37I know your number, Mom.
01:01:39Billy, this is extremely important.
01:01:41If anything happens, anything, anything at all,
01:01:43you call me, I will be right home.
01:01:45Mom, everything will be fine.
01:01:47I've never felt better.
01:01:49Okay, wish me luck.
01:01:51Bye!
01:01:53Love you!
01:01:55Bye!
01:01:56Bye!
01:02:06You ready, champ?
01:02:08Yeah, I just need one more minute.
01:02:10You've been studying these notes the last half hour.
01:02:12You got this.
01:02:13Come on, let's go.
01:02:14All right, all right, all right.
01:02:16Let's go, Rose, you're waiting.
01:02:18All right, grab those.
01:02:27Do what you do best, Rose.
01:02:29Thank you, Nance.
01:02:31Hello, gentlemen, lady.
01:02:33Thank you so much for your patience.
01:02:51Mr. Jacobson, gentlemen,
01:02:53we know you have many choices,
01:02:54and busy schedules, so we are very honored
01:02:56that you are considering Wilson & Blanks
01:02:58as your financial institution.
01:03:04Sorry.
01:03:09Continue, Rose.
01:03:11As I was saying, we couldn't be more pleased
01:03:13to present to you our projected future.
01:03:18Can everyone please shut off their cell phones?
01:03:20Of course.
01:03:22I'm sorry.
01:03:24Technology.
01:03:26Can't live with it, can't live without it.
01:03:30Rose, please continue.
01:03:33It...
01:03:35Rose, is there a problem?
01:03:37It's my cell phone.
01:03:39I should probably grab that.
01:03:41Rose, I'm sure everything's fine.
01:03:43Please continue.
01:03:46So we've put together a fantastic project.
01:03:48It's a great idea.
01:03:49So we've put together
01:03:51a fantastic presentation for you.
01:03:58Mom!
01:04:00Mom! Mom!
01:04:02Please call me back right away!
01:04:05Jesse, I don't know what to do!
01:04:07What do I do?
01:04:09That was just my little spin on it.
01:04:11I figured you would like that one, Mr. Jacobson.
01:04:19What are you doing?
01:04:21Please call me back!
01:04:24She's not answering.
01:04:26What do I do?
01:04:28Jesse! Jesse! Jesse!
01:04:39As you can see,
01:04:41the factors have changed on the SML.
01:04:43Mr. Jacobson, it is extremely important that you...
01:04:45Sorry to interrupt.
01:04:47Um, Rose, your father's on the phone.
01:04:49He says he really needs to talk to you.
01:04:52Just tell him I will call him back
01:04:54when it's more convenient.
01:04:56I'm so sorry about that.
01:04:58Where were we?
01:05:12So I think that just about wraps up
01:05:14what I have to say.
01:05:16We really hope that you choose
01:05:17the right institution.
01:05:19Thank you.
01:05:31Congratulations, too.
01:05:33Thank you, Mr. Jacobson.
01:05:35Appreciate your time.
01:05:37Thank you so much. Take care.
01:05:39Thank you for your time.
01:05:41Thank you so much.
01:05:48Thank you.
01:06:13Rose, it's Pop.
01:06:15I've got the kids.
01:06:17Meet us at St. Joseph's Hospital
01:06:19as soon as you get this.
01:06:30Not now. Not now.
01:06:33Come on!
01:06:37Really? Really?
01:06:39Right now? Why?
01:06:41Why right now?
01:06:43I don't understand you guys.
01:06:45I don't understand.
01:06:47You're taking my daughter away from me.
01:06:49What more do you want from me?
01:06:54I need to get my baby right now.
01:06:56Don't you understand that?
01:07:17I'm sorry.
01:07:39God never gives us something
01:07:41that's more than we can handle.
01:07:43If he brings you to it,
01:07:45I'll bring you through it.
01:07:48Okay?
01:07:51Okay.
01:07:53I hear you.
01:07:55I hear you, God.
01:07:57I am not in control anymore.
01:07:59You are.
01:08:01So I ask you,
01:08:03please keep my baby safe
01:08:05until I can get there.
01:08:07I'm sorry.
01:08:09I'm sorry.
01:08:11I'm sorry.
01:08:13I'm sorry.
01:08:15I'm sorry.
01:08:17I'm sorry.
01:08:22Rose, is everything okay?
01:08:24No.
01:08:26I need a ride to the hospital right now, please.
01:08:28Yeah, let's go. Come on.
01:08:48Thank you, Ethan.
01:08:50Truly, our heaven sent.
01:08:52You can call me if you need anything at all.
01:08:56I'm going to have a long,
01:08:58ugly talk with my mechanic.
01:09:00I'll see you.
01:09:10How is she?
01:09:14She's not good, Nance.
01:09:17And luckily Pop got her to the hospital in time.
01:09:22How's Billy?
01:09:24He's shaken,
01:09:26but I think he'll be okay.
01:09:31Thank you for being such a great friend.
01:09:38I love you, Rosie.
01:09:47I love you too.
01:09:53I'll come by and check on you tomorrow.
01:09:55Thanks.
01:10:14I'm sorry.
01:10:16It's okay, sweetie.
01:10:20You weren't mad that I called Grandpa?
01:10:22No, baby.
01:10:25I am so proud of you.
01:10:28You did exactly the right thing.
01:10:35I was so scared, Mom.
01:10:37I thought Jess was dead.
01:10:40I don't really want her to die.
01:10:42I don't want that.
01:10:44I know, baby.
01:10:47It's okay.
01:10:50All right.
01:10:52Go get ready for bed,
01:10:54my little Billy Nilly.
01:10:59I'm the man of the house now, Mom.
01:11:02I have to take care of you and Jess.
01:11:05I should be called William.
01:11:14That sounds about right.
01:11:18William.
01:11:31Pop.
01:11:33It's okay.
01:11:35I'm not gonna stay.
01:11:36No.
01:11:38Pop.
01:11:40Don't go.
01:11:44I'm sorry.
01:11:46I overreacted.
01:11:48You just want what's best for your children.
01:11:50There's no harm in that.
01:11:53We all fall off the deep end now and then
01:11:56to make our children safe.
01:11:58Look up
01:12:00dumb things people do
01:12:02for their families on Wikipedia.
01:12:05You'll find a picture of me there.
01:12:08Wikipedia?
01:12:10You have been spending a lot of time with Jess?
01:12:12I just, for so long,
01:12:14tried to manage everything.
01:12:16Maintain the control.
01:12:18Rosie, you can't.
01:12:20No, Pop, please.
01:12:22I realize today it's just not possible.
01:12:28God controls everything.
01:12:30And I have to tell you
01:12:32it's not just me.
01:12:34It's not just me.
01:12:36It's not just me.
01:12:38It's not just me.
01:12:39Everything.
01:12:41And I have to tell you
01:12:42it just feels so good to let it all go.
01:12:50Everything happens exactly how and when it should.
01:12:54Even if I don't understand it.
01:13:02Even you, Pop.
01:13:05You came back into my life right when I needed you.
01:13:10I was just too stubborn to accept it.
01:13:13Stubborn?
01:13:15A Doyle?
01:13:40Let love be the only song you know
01:13:51Seek rest, oh weary soul, seek rest
01:13:57And cast off the burdens of today
01:14:02Find comfort in the grace that surrounds
01:14:07And peace in the love that abounds
01:14:11And peace in the love that abounds
01:14:39Hey, Jess. Beauty anything?
01:14:41No, thank you.
01:14:43Actually, yeah. Stay with me.
01:14:55Billy.
01:14:56William.
01:14:59William.
01:15:02I won't be around much longer.
01:15:03Jess, don't say that.
01:15:04It's the truth, Billy.
01:15:06I need you to understand this.
01:15:08I need you to take care of Mom, okay?
01:15:10It's gonna get better, Jess.
01:15:12I need you to do your homework.
01:15:14I need you to clean up around the house.
01:15:16And stop giving Mom grief.
01:15:17Can you do that for me, William?
01:15:21Yes.
01:15:23You know, if you don't, I'm gonna haunt you.
01:15:28I'm serious.
01:15:32Okay, Jess.
01:15:33I love you.
01:15:39I love you.
01:15:41I love you, too.
01:15:59Hi, sweetie.
01:16:04How are you feeling tonight?
01:16:06Good.
01:16:09Open your eyes.
01:16:24It really is beautiful.
01:16:33Yeah.
01:16:41You wanna try it on, sugar?
01:16:58Am I half the stance, Jess?
01:16:59I love you.
01:17:29Wait for it
01:17:31It's tired and it's true
01:17:38Wait for it
01:17:42It's all she ever knew
01:17:49She dreams in blue
01:18:00Tonight was the best night of my entire life
01:18:06It's true what William says
01:18:09That God gives you exactly what you need at the right time
01:18:23There are so many things
01:18:25I'll never get to experience
01:18:30I'll never have a first kiss
01:18:34I'll never get married
01:18:37I'll never get to travel the world
01:18:43But I got to go to prom
01:18:47And that was pretty awesome
01:18:54I'm definitely gonna have sweet dreams tonight
01:18:59It's hiding out of view
01:19:06Wait for it
01:19:10It's all she ever knew
01:19:16She dreams in blue
01:19:27She dreams in blue
01:19:30Wait for it
01:19:33It's all she ever knew
01:19:59It's true what William says
01:20:29It's true what William says
01:20:59It's true what William says
01:21:16Rose
01:21:18I know you've been asked a million times, but how you doing?
01:21:21As good as can be expected
01:21:25Look, I want you to take as much time off as you need, okay?
01:21:27But not too much time
01:21:29After that amazing presentation I orchestrated, I think we're gonna be super busy
01:21:33You orchestrated?
01:21:35Enough about how great I am
01:21:37Look, why don't you sit down? We'll take care of everything
01:21:40Oh, thank you, Riley, but I think it's best if I just stay busy
01:21:43Same old Rose
01:21:46Not even close, Riley
01:21:52I thought that was against the rules
01:21:54It's a stupid rule
01:21:55Yeah
01:21:58Speaking of Billy
01:22:00I should probably go talk to him
01:22:03Hey
01:22:08Can I do anything for you?
01:22:10No, thank you, Ethan
01:22:12You really are too nice for your own good
01:22:15I really do appreciate that you're here
01:22:17Anytime
01:22:19Excuse me
01:22:26I think I see what's going on here, Romeo
01:22:29I don't know what you're talking about, Riley
01:22:31You know, Rose is like a daughter to me
01:22:33I was by her side when she lost her mother, her husband, and now her daughter
01:22:37I do not want to see anything bad happen to her again
01:22:40I'd never let anything happen to her, sir
01:22:44And if she'll give me the chance to win her heart, I will absolutely take care of it
01:22:48That's good
01:22:50Because otherwise you're fired
01:22:56How are you feeling, William?
01:22:59Oh, young man
01:23:02Do you have a job?
01:23:25I don't know
01:23:55And seek rest, oh weary soul, seek rest
01:24:01And cast off the burdens of today
01:24:06And find comfort in the grace that surrounds
01:24:12And a peace in the love that abounds
01:24:26Slow down, oh busy mind, slow down
01:24:33Let loose the plans for tomorrow
01:24:39Where morning dawns and evening fades
01:24:45And a peace in the love that surrounds
01:24:50Where morning dawns and evening fades
01:24:56Find joy in the promise of today
01:25:21And hold fast, oh eager spirit, hold fast
01:25:28Deliverance will come one day
01:25:33To free you of the worry, hurt, and pain
01:25:39And lead you to where only love remains
01:25:51La-da-da-da-da-da-da
01:25:56La-da-da-da-da-da-da
01:26:02La-da-da-da-da-da
01:26:08Hi again, it's me, Jessica
01:26:11These past few days have been rough, physically
01:26:14It's funny that when you're sick
01:26:17You start to see things differently
01:26:21I noticed how people look at me differently
01:26:25They say, who's that sick girl and why is she so pale
01:26:31But you know what?
01:26:33I'm happy
01:26:35I'm the happiest I've ever been
01:26:38I'm the happiest I've ever been
01:26:51If I die tomorrow
01:26:56I have no regrets
01:26:58Not one
01:27:02Okay, maybe one
01:27:04And that's that I wish I wouldn't have wasted so much time dying
01:27:09And spent more time living
01:27:14Don't wait for a tragedy to make you realize that
01:27:18Don't wait for a tragedy to start living
01:27:21Mom, I'm talking to you
01:27:27It's funny, everyone dies, it's obvious
01:27:33It was just my time to go a little bit sooner
01:27:37And you know what?
01:27:39I'm not scared anymore
01:27:41I'm ready
01:27:44I know I'll see Grandma and Dad
01:27:50I know that God has a plan for me
01:27:53And somehow, this is just part of that plan
01:28:04Mom
01:28:06You remember your promise to me?
01:28:11Live, life is a blessing
01:28:16Live every day
01:28:20Every single day as it counts
01:28:23You know, Grandpa told me that
01:28:26If it isn't right, it isn't the end
01:28:29Grandpa was really smart
01:28:31I taught him that
01:28:33Mom
01:28:36This isn't the end for you
01:28:38I feel like this is just the beginning
01:28:42I completed my journey
01:28:45It's time for yours
01:28:51You were with me every step of the way
01:28:57Thank you so much for all you've done
01:29:04I love you so much, Mom
01:29:07Oh, P.S.
01:29:10Ethan is really cute
01:29:13Don't let him get away
01:29:34My girl
01:29:52My God
01:29:56It's been a long time
01:29:57It's been a long time
01:30:03I'm sorry I ever left
01:30:07But thank you for sticking with me
01:30:12Thank you for being my rock
01:30:14Even when I didn't realize you were
01:30:22Lord
01:30:24I ask you that you help me keep Jessica's wish
01:30:28That in losing her, I don't lose myself
01:30:34But most importantly, please take care of my baby up there for me
01:30:40Oh, I'm sorry
01:30:43No, Pop, please
01:30:47Pop, you remember when I was little, nice to tell you I was praying for you?
01:30:51I do
01:30:53You think you can pray for me now?
01:31:23I do
01:31:53Even when you are older
01:31:58You still act the same
01:32:04It couldn't have been easy
01:32:08Dropping stones that way
01:32:14But every year it gets easier
01:32:19Is what they say
01:32:24Ooh
01:32:29Ooh