Isabelle Miller on Her Kinks, 2 Boob Jobs, Hooking Up w Couples & More interview / Podcast
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00:00What would you say that you're into sexually, like what do you, what kind of things turn
00:05you on slash what do you find yourself gravitating towards?
00:08When it comes to like what really turns me on is I always love oral sex, that I find
00:14that really sexual.
00:15Also I like, I kind of like, I like it to feel real and feel authentic and the less
00:21staged the better.
00:23I really like connecting with people and presence.
00:26I think presence during sex is really big because I, I mean, I'm not an acrobatic person.
00:32I'm not out there to be, oh, I'm just going to give the best blowjob ever.
00:36I'm going to do this crazy anal sex scenes.
00:38I'm just going to go boom, boom, boom, boom.
00:41That's just not me.
00:42So no anal?
00:43I did it once.
00:44Try anything once.
00:45One time?
00:46Um, on camera?
00:47Yes.
00:48One time.
00:49Oh, on camera.
00:50Okay.
00:51But in your private life you do it regularly?
00:52No.
00:53Not regularly.
00:54On special occasions?
00:55On special occasion or what?
00:57Special occasions.
00:58And also it depends on who you do it.
01:00Some people do it extremely well where you don't feel anything.
01:03But sometimes it's like when it's just not working, it's just not working.
01:08It's kind of personal.
01:10Yes.
01:11When did the boobs come around?
01:12Ah, well, I got them done twice.
01:13Oh, okay.
01:14Did you have to go like bigger?
01:15Oh yes.
01:16So the first time I got the, I was like a triple D and actually wanted to go to this
01:24size directly.
01:25The surgeon said no.
01:26Oh.
01:27He said, I can't fit them in there.
01:29So I went for my first round.
01:32A few years later I was thinking about it.
01:34Is it going to be too big?
01:35Is it going to be too big?
01:37Is there going to be problems?
01:39Then I went to an expert and he said, oh yeah, I can fit them in.
01:43You always, you just wanted really, really big boobs.
01:45Yes.
01:46Because I always found it beautiful.
01:47Like for example, uh, Pamela Anderson, I just liked the whole look.
01:51It was really beautiful.
01:52I was like, why can that not be me?
01:54Well, I feel like if you want them to match your butt, then you kind of want to go big
01:58too, right?
01:59Well, yes, there's that.
02:00I'm naturally very pear shaped.
02:03So I think the boobs just give me a bit more of an hourglass.
02:07And also to be truthful, I was a lot smaller when I got them done.
02:11Now it just looks very proportional.
02:13You fluctuate in weight a lot throughout your life?
02:16Yes and no.
02:17It's like, it depends.
02:18Like there are times where I was like, yes, I'm going to be on it and I'm going to go
02:23to this.
02:24It's kind of like extreme measures.
02:25Now I look back at it to fit into a certain size.
02:28To be honest, it kind of made my life a bit easier.
02:31But over time when I don't really do it the right way, it just becomes more difficult
02:37to maintain.
02:38So now I have dietitians and trainers kind of like working with me to see, okay, how
02:42can I maintain a certain, you know, body shape and health for the long term?
02:47It's kind of weird as a porn star because if you gain weight or lose weight, you're
02:50hearing opinions on it from your fans, right?
02:53Fans, family, friends, everybody's like, oh my gosh, you look so much better now that
02:58you're much curvier.
02:59You were so damn skinny before.
03:01I'm like, well, that's what I was thinking about you.
03:05And then some people look at my old picture and go, oh yeah, you look better when you
03:09were skinnier.
03:10I'm like, yeah, well, I wasn't doing the best thing for myself then, but thank you.
03:15We have a girl that we work with who, I mean, she might've gained eight pounds or something.
03:20She was like real skinny before and you know, she's a little bit curvier and it's like even
03:24with us, we're not hesitating to just be like, wow, you look great.
03:26Like you look amazing.
03:27Like, et cetera.
03:28And then she definitely has other people telling her like, oh no, don't gain weight.
03:32It's like such a kind of bizarre thing, but do you not really let it get to you?
03:36Honestly, it's not about the people, 99% of it is about myself and what I really want.
03:41So I'm kind of indecisive.
03:43I'm like, well, I love the way I look, but then again, I love the way I looked before.
03:48So where do I want to go?
03:50But in the big picture, I just like to be in control of it and not have it get to the
03:56point where it's endangering myself and endangering my health.
04:01Makes sense.
04:02Does your family know that you're doing this kind of stuff?
04:05Yes and no.
04:06It's like they mostly know that I work in technology, which for the most part I do.
04:10That's what you tell them.
04:11For the most part I do.
04:12Almost anything is technology these days, right?
04:13Yeah, I mean, I do the technological components.
04:15That is very true.
04:16I did.
04:17I worked for marketing and social media and a lot of that stuff.
04:20Now the thing is like, they tend to be very over-protective and they worry a lot about
04:23me.
04:24So there's a lot of things I don't want to burden them with mentally, but at the end
04:29of the day, if they get to find out the full details of everything, it's like, it is what
04:33it is.
04:34You know, at the end of the day, it's my family, it's my parents, they'll love me no matter
04:38what.
04:39That's good to know.
04:41You have a somewhat traditional Armenian background.
04:43Yeah, I definitely gave them the social media lie as well.
04:47I'm just like, I work in social media because I do.
04:50And I mean, truthfully, when I go to the dentist, if they ask me what I do, I tell them I work
04:55in social media because that's not a lie.
04:57But also it's like, you don't want to explain to people.
04:58Like I don't even like telling people I do YouTube.
05:00It's like, they have too many questions at that point, you know, so some things are just
05:04easier to say.
05:05Yeah.
05:06Generally, I tell people, you know, I do laundry modeling and things like that, which for some
05:11a lot of it.
05:12It is what it is.
05:13It is.
05:14It is true.
05:15What do your fans want from you?
05:16What are the most common messages?
05:17The things these pervs say?
05:18Oh, that's a lot.
05:19I mean, a lot of them really love my style, like the lingerie that I wear.
05:26They kind of love my solo videos, also love the collaborations.
05:31One of my most popular videos is one that I did with, I think a girl you've worked with
05:36before.
05:37And it's like a lesbian scene, but with dildos.
05:41So Monica Holt slash Swedish Bella.
05:45Oh yeah, I love her.
05:46And to be completely truthful.
05:47We didn't shoot with her, actually.
05:48I just interviewed her on No Jumper.
05:49Oh, yes, yes.
05:50The No Jumper thing.
05:51Yeah.
05:52So to be truthful, that's kind of like how I got to shoot hardcore porn.
05:55So her and her husband approached me through Twitter, of course.
05:59And they're like, hey, would you like to shoot a video with us?
06:01I'm like, you know what?
06:03I'm just going to go for it.
06:04Right.
06:05Yeah.
06:06How was that experience?
06:08So he shot you guys having lesbian sex with the dildos?
06:11Yes.
06:12Was it like strap-ons?
06:13Strap-ons.
06:14Yes, yes.
06:15That was your first lesbian experience?
06:16And it was with strap-ons?
06:17Oh, no, it was not my first lesbian experience, but it was my first lesbian experience on
06:21camera.
06:22OK, OK.
06:23Interesting.
06:24Because most of the time when I work with girls, I would say, I don't know, 99 out of
06:28100 times we're just using fingers and eating each other out.
06:32And like the toys are just like an afterthought.
06:34But the strap-on, it is fun.
06:36But also, did you feel comfortable wearing it?
06:39Or was it being used on you?
06:40Both.
06:41Both.
06:42Yeah.
06:43So each one of us was wearing a strap-on.
06:44So she had the white strap-on, I had the black strap-on, and it was kind of like a mix.
06:48And the fans just loved it.
06:50It was really interesting.
06:52There's a part of my sort of like, you know, meathead brain that when I see a girl wearing
06:56a strap-on, my brain is kind of like, she has a dick.
07:01You're not a strap-on.
07:02Like, no.
07:03She has a dick.
07:04And I know it's fake, but still, my brain is kind of like, no.
07:07So you wouldn't watch any strap-on porn?
07:09She's got a dick.
07:10Like, um...
07:11That's so funny.
07:12I don't know.
07:13What if she's got a strap-on on and then huge tits?
07:16My brain is going to be like, she's got a dick.
07:18Like, yo, like a dick, like run, like she's got a dick, like I'm sorry, like it's just
07:23kind of like, I feel like I grew up like thinking like girls weren't supposed to have dicks.
07:27So now I'm trying to like, you know, break through the wall and get a little more open
07:30minded, you know?
07:31So you did that scene and your fans loved it.
07:34Yes.
07:35And then, is that what got you into doing collaborations, that experience?
07:38Uh, yeah.
07:39So after I shot a lesbian scene, then I shot a threesome scene with them.
07:44Okay.
07:45So that was my first official like, boy-girl video.
07:48Oh, okay.
07:49I was going to say, why is this guy not getting any?
07:50Were you tempted to get the filmer involved?
07:52Well, he got, he definitely got some.
07:55Really?
07:56Yes.
07:57So what was that like, sucking dick on camera for the first time?
07:59Actually it was wonderful.
08:00Really?
08:01Yeah, I liked it.
08:02I didn't feel like it was a bad experience at all.
08:03It was just great.
08:04It was good.
08:05I didn't feel like it was a bad experience.
08:08I was a little nervous.
08:09I was the most nervous for the anal scene.
08:12Oh, you did anal with them too?
08:13Yeah.
08:14Wow.
08:15This guy got the whole kit and caboodle.
08:16Holy shit.
08:17Yes.
08:18Wow.
08:19So, oh my God.
08:20I'm like amazed that you did all this.
08:21Well, but she was, she blew my mind when we did that Patreon interview because she told
08:25me that she does anal 90% of the time.
08:31That blew my mind.
08:33I was like, that is a lot of anal.
08:34I've never heard anything like that.
08:35Well, she's way more experienced than I am.
08:38Right.
08:39Hey, I like anal.
08:40I like it a lot.
08:41I could not do it that often.
08:42I feel like.
08:43Her, her, her anal scenes of course are on her OnlyFans.
08:46Yes.
08:47But I feel like almost every time I do an anal, there's an injury after.
08:49I'm like, I'm bleeding for a couple of days.
08:51That's great.
08:52So it's like, yeah, I don't feel like I can do it in 99.
08:55You're too big.
08:56You're such a big cock baby.
08:57It's all about me.
08:58Yeah.
08:59For sure.
09:00Wow.
09:01So are you in a relationship or do you think you could have a boyfriend at this point in
09:04your life?
09:05I do believe I can have a boyfriend.
09:06I go on dates sometimes.
09:07They do.
09:08I show them my Instagrams.
09:09They know what I do.
09:10Right.
09:11And for the most part, it goes well.
09:12It's just hard to like coordinate, you know, our schedules and everything.
09:19And also sometimes it's not even what I do.
09:22It's also how do you connect with them?
09:24How is their personality, their maturity levels and everything.
09:28There's a lot that goes into that.
09:30But most men that you meet don't have a problem with it?
09:33I mean, some of them, I guess, do.
09:35But if they do, then unfortunately they'll express it later than earlier.
09:40Is that usually what happens?
09:41Like you kick it with a guy for a while and then he'll kind of like hit you with it like,
09:44hey, I don't like that you are naked on the internet.
09:46I think some people do get a bit jealous after a certain point.
09:51But then again, I don't date that often.
09:53I'm mostly focused on my work.
09:56I guess relationships, I don't always prioritize them in my life at this point.
10:01However, slowly I'm trying to get to know more people and see where it goes.
10:07Any other questions, Lola?
10:08This is the pre-cuddle.
10:09This is the pre-cuddle, yeah.
10:10This is fluffy for you.
10:11Pre-cuddling.
10:12Yeah.